I woke up to load noises coming out of the T. V. When my vision cleared and my mind back to normal I woke up slowly and wrapped the white sheets around me.579Please respect copyright.PENANAijJmaebO4c
"Dammit Josh turn the damn TV down asshole. " I groaned.579Please respect copyright.PENANAk4CNeOUsKF
The room was well lit and a beautiful sea view gave me an early call every morning.579Please respect copyright.PENANAZaSV6jgYJb
Two arms wrapped themselves around my middle.579Please respect copyright.PENANAvuCirjTdYQ
"You never were an early person. " Josh said kissing his way from my neck to the soft spot behind my ear.579Please respect copyright.PENANAy3f4bwjP0Q
Its already been half a year since I left Abby and the others. Its been half a year since I left Brett behind.579Please respect copyright.PENANAcnd3Dx0JKl
These past 6 months have been horrible, strip clubs, crappy costumes and sex with a man I don't love anymore.579Please respect copyright.PENANAuiAKTsBTrt
Fucken asshole.579Please respect copyright.PENANAH8GW9i2LCE
"What time is the show? "I asked turning to him, taking a step away from his abusing lips.579Please respect copyright.PENANAFam9SyitcG
"At 11."579Please respect copyright.PENANAjEfGemmJZd
Dammit still have half a day to go.579Please respect copyright.PENANA1uJedcIzMA
I closed myself in the bathroom, the white sheet slided down on the floor. Bruises popped around my middle and arms. Josh seems to like rough sex, if it weren't for my attitude, I would be mellowing in my fucken self pity. Who would take pity of a whore?579Please respect copyright.PENANAVHphuV9QiR
I punched the wall, surging pain dwelled in my arm but I didn't care. Tonight is my last performance, my last show, my last costume. Tomorrow I will be on the first plane to where my home is. To where he is.579Please respect copyright.PENANAMo4QE5HWsQ
Abby kept in contact these past months but only through few messages , since Josh took my phone.579Please respect copyright.PENANAyZ15RCUZMe
The water was cold and I shivered but this way I could freeze my brain to not think of him. Abby told me that they are doing fine, Brett didn't come visit and the boys couldn't get a hold of him, which was troubling but she said that he was crushed and he couldn't bare to see her, since she looks like me.579Please respect copyright.PENANAmx1Clbr5Pw
I hope he is doing fine.
" I'm going out for a drag. " I told Josh.579Please respect copyright.PENANAqE2Gls5Agf
I finished putting on the cat costume and slided a dressing gown on me. Tonight was chilly and I didn't want the whole neighborhood to see me in a cat costume. When the burning sensation hit my lungs, my nerves relaxed and I leaned on the door.579Please respect copyright.PENANAamUImjL01o
I wounder what they are doing right now?579Please respect copyright.PENANAaetpS6bbBS
Shepley would be running after America cause her whining exploded him.579Please respect copyright.PENANANMXbD7ObXY
Travis would be drinking Jim bean , while Abby leaning to kiss him softly. Probably whispering something disgusting in his ears.579Please respect copyright.PENANACf7nxncsmQ
Brett..579Please respect copyright.PENANARrbXyY70JG
Brett? He would probably be at work, while some chick with hormonal problems flips her tits on his counter.579Please respect copyright.PENANAzcrExwAcHg
Well I never got the chance to really know him, Brett has walls around him that not even my stubbornness could break. One day I hope he will tell me.579Please respect copyright.PENANAfwI2eepT72
Look where he got me, dreaming like some sick love fool.579Please respect copyright.PENANAF8r5WFimKu
Suddenly a hand slammed on my mouth and an other hand grabbed me by the waist.579Please respect copyright.PENANADV2L502RbR
A tall figure pulled me with him to the dark alley, I wanted to shout, to fight but I couldn't , more like I didn't have to.579Please respect copyright.PENANAkwqmvzH9Jn
"What the hell are you doing here Brett?" I mumbled in a hushed voice.579Please respect copyright.PENANAYvl2ycv87m
His hand cupped my cheek and stroked it with his thumb.579Please respect copyright.PENANAh5I3NmbnOp
"I have been looking for you."579Please respect copyright.PENANAgzVXB2hnG5
His eyes where the only thing visible in this dark.579Please respect copyright.PENANAuaa91lge2q
My heart was thumbing and it almost bursted through my ears.579Please respect copyright.PENANAwBlT05zJys
"What? "579Please respect copyright.PENANA9ALSHC5LvZ
His fingers touched my lips, it sent a shiver through my whole body. His eyes shined. I know what he wanted to do and I was almost kicking myself to not jump on him and rape him on the spot.579Please respect copyright.PENANAmGWkmCd8ns
"Kiss me." It came out as a plea but I didn't care.579Please respect copyright.PENANAWZQaQCzQCx
He crashed his lips on mine. His hand slided to my waist and pulled me to him. His kiss, made me want more, neither of us wants to let go and we are both already breathless. I could feel him heart mimicking mine. Two hearts resonating as one.579Please respect copyright.PENANAAqyxXyFNex
Gross, Chicky sentence.579Please respect copyright.PENANAfiNEaP7ll0
Raven you have lost your touch.579Please respect copyright.PENANA60dmGxxOez
"Come back with me?" He asked breathless.579Please respect copyright.PENANAzJBDkTRqh8
I shook my head.579Please respect copyright.PENANAcgmkJpKVZc
" Tonight is my last performance, I should be coming back tomorrow."579Please respect copyright.PENANAyclX62pgsY
His eyes shined.579Please respect copyright.PENANAajxYQd8Y5l
"I'll wait for you. "579Please respect copyright.PENANAXn9v4ThECA
"Don't, Don is here. "579Please respect copyright.PENANAO4DScSpjaC
His eyes widened.579Please respect copyright.PENANAMwP1Eodq8l
" How do you -"579Please respect copyright.PENANAkzZahaNZ5g
" Josh told me. " I cut in.579Please respect copyright.PENANAhq5xtnuUhC
He closed his eyes and sighed.579Please respect copyright.PENANA9RMtAUZFGL
" The first time I saw you at the shake I recognized you immediately and it killed me that you didn't know your own Savior. But what killed me more is that I got to know you and I fell in love with you. The connection between us runs deep Raven and I couldn't tell you. I changed from those days -"579Please respect copyright.PENANA8KsvKgW9v0
I put two fingers on his lips, well where I imagined they where.579Please respect copyright.PENANArIHwEghQuV
"Brett, its okay. "579Please respect copyright.PENANA69t73dvob4
His eyes glossed over and his lips meet mine again. This time it was a soft kiss at first but his need gave in and he couldn't take his mouth off a second.579Please respect copyright.PENANAD9PM3KPNSI
Then I heard a door open.579Please respect copyright.PENANAkR6MQV1nTg
Fuck.579Please respect copyright.PENANAQyFU7k80e0
I pushed Brett away and stepped out of the dark.579Please respect copyright.PENANARIMYjd5Hb3
" Its time for make up. " A woman smiled.579Please respect copyright.PENANApHhprYLNnp
I nodded and she went back inside.579Please respect copyright.PENANAvBV8eWJthN
Brett came out of the darkness and I could see him finally.579Please respect copyright.PENANA1Ty9itzgfh
He has left his beard growing and heavy bags laid under his eyes.579Please respect copyright.PENANAw7ourFSBIQ
" Go home and take care of yourself before I come, but leave the beard your hotter this way. " I winked.579Please respect copyright.PENANARc7S10HVEj
He chuckled and pulled me by the waist.579Please respect copyright.PENANAa75rhhIs2N
"I missed the retorts. Promise you will come back to me? "579Please respect copyright.PENANAGL0w90fs2u
He didn't look me in my eyes and his head hang low.579Please respect copyright.PENANAl6KM5oMw2t
I put a finger under his chin and pulled his face up.579Please respect copyright.PENANAkONUeWOJYV
"I promise."579Please respect copyright.PENANACQqEOyd36V
He smiled and kissed my forehead.579Please respect copyright.PENANAnCxV8MU3Wt
" Go." I pushed him away from me, I could stay here for ever but his showing up made it even more painful for this night to pass.579Please respect copyright.PENANAHFef5wvRDx
He nodded and vanishes in the dark.579Please respect copyright.PENANAo6j8eBI9KJ
I took a deep breath and composed myself.579Please respect copyright.PENANAfk47GXxVel
Raven is gone, Candy is here.579Please respect copyright.PENANAgQNWm7bqZ7
Candy.579Please respect copyright.PENANAErBBhCruaB
Candy.579Please respect copyright.PENANAn8fcF0ODjC
I opened my eyes and licked my lips.579Please respect copyright.PENANAfLFtsFlq2J
"Lets get this show done. " I smirked.