I woke up to load noises coming out of the T. V. When my vision cleared and my mind back to normal I woke up slowly and wrapped the white sheets around me.534Please respect copyright.PENANAr2iPBjvlFy
"Dammit Josh turn the damn TV down asshole. " I groaned.534Please respect copyright.PENANABzEp0Bd5JX
The room was well lit and a beautiful sea view gave me an early call every morning.534Please respect copyright.PENANAXC8KnRDbH6
Two arms wrapped themselves around my middle.534Please respect copyright.PENANAI9fgzq16is
"You never were an early person. " Josh said kissing his way from my neck to the soft spot behind my ear.534Please respect copyright.PENANAfVSjx5bzib
Its already been half a year since I left Abby and the others. Its been half a year since I left Brett behind.534Please respect copyright.PENANAb6cceGzcuE
These past 6 months have been horrible, strip clubs, crappy costumes and sex with a man I don't love anymore.534Please respect copyright.PENANAuruJFp7NH7
Fucken asshole.534Please respect copyright.PENANANP1x8f5lRl
"What time is the show? "I asked turning to him, taking a step away from his abusing lips.534Please respect copyright.PENANAhPvEFs7n9v
"At 11."534Please respect copyright.PENANAFjyx5XbWTA
Dammit still have half a day to go.534Please respect copyright.PENANAlhgFu8559N
I closed myself in the bathroom, the white sheet slided down on the floor. Bruises popped around my middle and arms. Josh seems to like rough sex, if it weren't for my attitude, I would be mellowing in my fucken self pity. Who would take pity of a whore?534Please respect copyright.PENANALYgxxPe2kH
I punched the wall, surging pain dwelled in my arm but I didn't care. Tonight is my last performance, my last show, my last costume. Tomorrow I will be on the first plane to where my home is. To where he is.534Please respect copyright.PENANAomGtdYpbN0
Abby kept in contact these past months but only through few messages , since Josh took my phone.534Please respect copyright.PENANA5naGdhcKgs
The water was cold and I shivered but this way I could freeze my brain to not think of him. Abby told me that they are doing fine, Brett didn't come visit and the boys couldn't get a hold of him, which was troubling but she said that he was crushed and he couldn't bare to see her, since she looks like me.534Please respect copyright.PENANAveG0FroHBu
I hope he is doing fine.
" I'm going out for a drag. " I told Josh.534Please respect copyright.PENANAf8iM2VLNMG
I finished putting on the cat costume and slided a dressing gown on me. Tonight was chilly and I didn't want the whole neighborhood to see me in a cat costume. When the burning sensation hit my lungs, my nerves relaxed and I leaned on the door.534Please respect copyright.PENANA6cOyO7WCUn
I wounder what they are doing right now?534Please respect copyright.PENANApIL88ntmna
Shepley would be running after America cause her whining exploded him.534Please respect copyright.PENANAw6si9QY2Zp
Travis would be drinking Jim bean , while Abby leaning to kiss him softly. Probably whispering something disgusting in his ears.534Please respect copyright.PENANAoE1R7iMlK8
Brett..534Please respect copyright.PENANAzZEh2Of0Ak
Brett? He would probably be at work, while some chick with hormonal problems flips her tits on his counter.534Please respect copyright.PENANAchiBvSqOSE
Well I never got the chance to really know him, Brett has walls around him that not even my stubbornness could break. One day I hope he will tell me.534Please respect copyright.PENANAmbvrF2hBkG
Look where he got me, dreaming like some sick love fool.534Please respect copyright.PENANA2mT3k6ZVfe
Suddenly a hand slammed on my mouth and an other hand grabbed me by the waist.534Please respect copyright.PENANApJSlHY6CRG
A tall figure pulled me with him to the dark alley, I wanted to shout, to fight but I couldn't , more like I didn't have to.534Please respect copyright.PENANAQW9OpMViqx
"What the hell are you doing here Brett?" I mumbled in a hushed voice.534Please respect copyright.PENANAg3vEpNUwbD
His hand cupped my cheek and stroked it with his thumb.534Please respect copyright.PENANACJtMVgzSnT
"I have been looking for you."534Please respect copyright.PENANARf8CO250jy
His eyes where the only thing visible in this dark.534Please respect copyright.PENANAd3PBJ1axMW
My heart was thumbing and it almost bursted through my ears.534Please respect copyright.PENANAeqJq4uh0OB
"What? "534Please respect copyright.PENANAyWUaeo4TZS
His fingers touched my lips, it sent a shiver through my whole body. His eyes shined. I know what he wanted to do and I was almost kicking myself to not jump on him and rape him on the spot.534Please respect copyright.PENANAj2MDlisIm1
"Kiss me." It came out as a plea but I didn't care.534Please respect copyright.PENANAaccsvnkzEN
He crashed his lips on mine. His hand slided to my waist and pulled me to him. His kiss, made me want more, neither of us wants to let go and we are both already breathless. I could feel him heart mimicking mine. Two hearts resonating as one.534Please respect copyright.PENANAuNRQH3dW2a
Gross, Chicky sentence.534Please respect copyright.PENANA71jJz0RZMJ
Raven you have lost your touch.534Please respect copyright.PENANAFA12Eu1ufW
"Come back with me?" He asked breathless.534Please respect copyright.PENANAnRvYcRsDkb
I shook my head.534Please respect copyright.PENANAVmzA2F0Cm2
" Tonight is my last performance, I should be coming back tomorrow."534Please respect copyright.PENANAePygrTUpdg
His eyes shined.534Please respect copyright.PENANAoYgKW0rVSj
"I'll wait for you. "534Please respect copyright.PENANAwwgztFTu0J
"Don't, Don is here. "534Please respect copyright.PENANA3Y4kg5tWO6
His eyes widened.534Please respect copyright.PENANADIP4uqmDv4
" How do you -"534Please respect copyright.PENANA16KjL7DY9W
" Josh told me. " I cut in.534Please respect copyright.PENANA4TmwpllP3Q
He closed his eyes and sighed.534Please respect copyright.PENANAnX0QFUOvSs
" The first time I saw you at the shake I recognized you immediately and it killed me that you didn't know your own Savior. But what killed me more is that I got to know you and I fell in love with you. The connection between us runs deep Raven and I couldn't tell you. I changed from those days -"534Please respect copyright.PENANA7GeH8hPo4R
I put two fingers on his lips, well where I imagined they where.534Please respect copyright.PENANAxo83XyFVRl
"Brett, its okay. "534Please respect copyright.PENANAOL1pvcOBOu
His eyes glossed over and his lips meet mine again. This time it was a soft kiss at first but his need gave in and he couldn't take his mouth off a second.534Please respect copyright.PENANA1x2dZVOwX3
Then I heard a door open.534Please respect copyright.PENANAowYRhFuz1Z
Fuck.534Please respect copyright.PENANAbk1IzQD9s2
I pushed Brett away and stepped out of the dark.534Please respect copyright.PENANATzOlA7HpRJ
" Its time for make up. " A woman smiled.534Please respect copyright.PENANAAAMsRF1LmX
I nodded and she went back inside.534Please respect copyright.PENANA8L5W0XKO7a
Brett came out of the darkness and I could see him finally.534Please respect copyright.PENANAhgZdtWoiEX
He has left his beard growing and heavy bags laid under his eyes.534Please respect copyright.PENANAQbxiaj4s0I
" Go home and take care of yourself before I come, but leave the beard your hotter this way. " I winked.534Please respect copyright.PENANA9ghcQIzk7W
He chuckled and pulled me by the waist.534Please respect copyright.PENANApPHe9efM75
"I missed the retorts. Promise you will come back to me? "534Please respect copyright.PENANA30qNhXnwCI
He didn't look me in my eyes and his head hang low.534Please respect copyright.PENANAjqR8wcE7Va
I put a finger under his chin and pulled his face up.534Please respect copyright.PENANAPFqGFaNyEp
"I promise."534Please respect copyright.PENANAqLOig2dcpE
He smiled and kissed my forehead.534Please respect copyright.PENANAp8XwuaO7xA
" Go." I pushed him away from me, I could stay here for ever but his showing up made it even more painful for this night to pass.534Please respect copyright.PENANAPDp52vQBLs
He nodded and vanishes in the dark.534Please respect copyright.PENANAl08hWQch81
I took a deep breath and composed myself.534Please respect copyright.PENANAxkLFe2MrRQ
Raven is gone, Candy is here.534Please respect copyright.PENANAVyxaNAkRca
Candy.534Please respect copyright.PENANAOGEE42CT94
Candy.534Please respect copyright.PENANA15hDW6jqVi
I opened my eyes and licked my lips.534Please respect copyright.PENANAWX1dP8mq3Q
"Lets get this show done. " I smirked.