03早晨66Please respect copyright.PENANAGm1hOIKJ6P
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……依稀做了什麼夢。66Please respect copyright.PENANAORNCCeCgso
基爾伯特緩緩掀開眼簾,初冬清晨沉冷,稀稀落落地飛雪在窗外舞落。66Please respect copyright.PENANA7sFiMj5RJi
天色未曦,昏昏暗暗地讓他摸索了陣才看清到這房裡的擺設不似自己臥房,高矮櫃子上放著幾只他買來的絨布娃娃,機器人,等比例倣真縮小的飛機模型。66Please respect copyright.PENANA85tzWU69tN
正疑惑,懷裡不舒服的嚶嚀聲傳來,他尋聲低頭探看,見到的是小自己十幾歲的弟弟緊閉雙眼,渾身仍微微發熱。66Please respect copyright.PENANAanf2xnL0uJ
對了,他想起來了。66Please respect copyright.PENANAWeUuQrTdmx
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昨夜弟弟忽然發起燒,他原本在床沿不斷擦拭頻頻冒汗的額,後來弟弟整個燒昏頭地直抓著他臂膀不放,嘴裡喃喃地不要他消失不要他消失。不論他嚴詞厲色,委婉勸說,弟弟仍往他胳膊悶著緊緊攀住,不肯鬆手。66Please respect copyright.PENANAE54aOmW6JK
原本是想撥開他牢抓的手,不知為何,弟弟的勁道卻極大,讓他試了數回還是無法脫身,結果他也只好一同躺到弟弟的床上,並為了安撫情緒混亂地弟弟,他回抱住他而眠。66Please respect copyright.PENANATWOo5fN1ki
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他凝視著雖然表情仍是一臉痛苦的扭曲,可仍然熟睡著的弟弟,不禁苦笑。66Please respect copyright.PENANA9mESMb62XB
他哪會不見呢。小孩子就喜歡胡亂想…… 66Please respect copyright.PENANAYZdrWRARGC
驀然他思起某種可能性,很快的他又甩頭。66Please respect copyright.PENANAv1kvmcORJb
不可能記得了吧……當時他那麼小……怎麼會……記得呢……66Please respect copyright.PENANAyzjZfTp9DD
他暗笑自己多慮了,那時路德才幾歲,哪會有什麼記憶啊。66Please respect copyright.PENANAPAKVNVhJu4
想太多了的真是。66Please respect copyright.PENANAqbrVaX5YQU
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也許是睡著了的緣故,弟弟的手沒再緊抓他。66Please respect copyright.PENANAGhZgcRLybB
基爾伯特毫不費力地抽身而起,怕驚擾弟弟睡眠,他輕手輕腳在房間裡走踏,離開前想起弟弟流汗過多或許會冷,他打開房裡的暖氣,將房門緩緩掩上,不帶一絲聲響。66Please respect copyright.PENANAMZvhskb4Nk
他繞回自己房間,看了眼桌上時鐘的刻度。66Please respect copyright.PENANAn2V2w14Jr3
才不過六點。66Please respect copyright.PENANAuGlZ4WhHrQ
基爾伯特凝視著自己床舖數秒,摸摸頭,唇角浮現出無奈但是寵溺地笑容來。66Please respect copyright.PENANAS5Sp7mGq4d
他背過身將門帶上。66Please respect copyright.PENANAAw7qKX5IdN
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略為沖澡過,基爾伯特把這幾日壓著沒洗的衣物全數丟入洗衣機,倒好洗衣精,蓋上洗衣蓋,在電子螢幕上設定好步驟,並確認一遍起動開關,纔走入廚房忙去。66Please respect copyright.PENANAdmxCzJ0mC0
他拎起隨意放置在椅背上的圍裙,先裝了水壺煮水,接著打開冰箱搜尋有什麼食材可用。66Please respect copyright.PENANAZcrc281loV
路德夜裡才又發燒……也許沒什麼胃口……可不能太油膩啊……66Please respect copyright.PENANAlrWnV84Egb
他目光落在前幾天才從鄰居那裡收到的雞肉及胡蘿蔔上。66Please respect copyright.PENANA7MhrRSMLqr
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進入路德房間時,迎面就是一陣暖。66Please respect copyright.PENANAVYBgrUpw2f
唔、有些悶。66Please respect copyright.PENANARzYgkpDyjM
雙手提著擺有盛著雞湯的砂鍋與湯碗湯匙的托盤,基爾不禁感言。66Please respect copyright.PENANAlJbWJQwtqv
將手中的東西放在桌上,基爾回身將暖氣溫度調低些,太悶也不怎好,會不好呼吸的,他扯著圍脖的高領,吁口氣。66Please respect copyright.PENANAgBnmZKOTBW
拉開椅子,他雙手交疊地注視在眠被裡的弟弟,眼瞼緊闔,呼吸起伏,一切跡象顯示還在熟睡中。66Please respect copyright.PENANAn5A4IHvh5O
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落雪無聲,靜靜地飄盪。66Please respect copyright.PENANAgdybxA1BMw
看不清的影子掩映在室內,一時竟有些朦朧。66Please respect copyright.PENANAy0VczwGMED
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他發覺耳中的世界非常安靜。66Please respect copyright.PENANAgJwgdETZJi
基爾伸手探了探弟弟額央的溫度,略高,但不如昨夜那樣令他心驚。66Please respect copyright.PENANAWIJsATRJEu
……他一度以為,連弟弟都要離他而去了。66Please respect copyright.PENANAuMSotfGMVm
就像接獲父母噩耗那時一樣,昨夜夜裡看顧著路德時,見著路德發燒難受,他背脊突然不斷發冷,有一種被丟入深不見底的冰水中,到處都見不到光芒,黑冷無比。66Please respect copyright.PENANAFI24mx0HiN
如果……如果……他冷汗無比,卻無法制止自己無止盡的揣想。66Please respect copyright.PENANAyVn8YsukhH
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驀然一道低吟喚回他神志。66Please respect copyright.PENANA9DqBxzMJN6
「嗯……」66Please respect copyright.PENANAaqgb1jzB7A
他驚醒似的往床褥一瞥,果然是弟弟醒來了的嗓音。66Please respect copyright.PENANAPkloa4bpQA
「早安,威斯特。」他輕喚他的小名,引來路德目光落在他方。66Please respect copyright.PENANABz1dlrpGMQ
掀開蓋子將湯品舀出,基爾捧著裝滿雞湯的碗,拿起湯匙放入碗中,接著往他看去。66Please respect copyright.PENANAvgnfXMAmpM
「你剛醒來可能沒什麼胃口」他頓了頓「不過我之前看新聞上有播報,研究顯示多喝雞湯有助於感冒康復,所以你喝幾口好嗎?」66Please respect copyright.PENANApmngjnn1z2
弟弟眼神迷離地看著他,基爾想,也許是發燒緣故吧,他仍一副虛弱的模樣。66Please respect copyright.PENANAaDXQOSRdrn
然後遲鈍了很久,路德乖順靠近他拿著的碗邊,見弟弟有意願進食,基爾微笑地一口一口餵著弟弟雞湯,凝視弟弟順從地將湯全數喝下,他目光一時恍惚。66Please respect copyright.PENANAwig7Cu7Dha
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昨夜弟弟嘴裡呢喃著不要他消失,當時他不以為意,他身強體壯,怎麼可能說消失就消失,還笑忖弟弟果真是孩子總愛胡想。66Please respect copyright.PENANAlU9EprvBXX
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然而,真正害怕對方消失的人究竟是誰?ns216.73.216.159da2