03早晨69Please respect copyright.PENANAfr3jD6NejQ
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……依稀做了什麼夢。69Please respect copyright.PENANAxPn4Rg4Z5X
基爾伯特緩緩掀開眼簾,初冬清晨沉冷,稀稀落落地飛雪在窗外舞落。69Please respect copyright.PENANA6Ybxi42UB5
天色未曦,昏昏暗暗地讓他摸索了陣才看清到這房裡的擺設不似自己臥房,高矮櫃子上放著幾只他買來的絨布娃娃,機器人,等比例倣真縮小的飛機模型。69Please respect copyright.PENANAziM69donGA
正疑惑,懷裡不舒服的嚶嚀聲傳來,他尋聲低頭探看,見到的是小自己十幾歲的弟弟緊閉雙眼,渾身仍微微發熱。69Please respect copyright.PENANAXgIKxna1Gy
對了,他想起來了。69Please respect copyright.PENANA78KWWoeLqI
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昨夜弟弟忽然發起燒,他原本在床沿不斷擦拭頻頻冒汗的額,後來弟弟整個燒昏頭地直抓著他臂膀不放,嘴裡喃喃地不要他消失不要他消失。不論他嚴詞厲色,委婉勸說,弟弟仍往他胳膊悶著緊緊攀住,不肯鬆手。69Please respect copyright.PENANAfXlxpHDjAC
原本是想撥開他牢抓的手,不知為何,弟弟的勁道卻極大,讓他試了數回還是無法脫身,結果他也只好一同躺到弟弟的床上,並為了安撫情緒混亂地弟弟,他回抱住他而眠。69Please respect copyright.PENANAhJx3fXt8f5
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他凝視著雖然表情仍是一臉痛苦的扭曲,可仍然熟睡著的弟弟,不禁苦笑。69Please respect copyright.PENANAXJHHLPAZZ8
他哪會不見呢。小孩子就喜歡胡亂想…… 69Please respect copyright.PENANA5Ykb2DhUOh
驀然他思起某種可能性,很快的他又甩頭。69Please respect copyright.PENANAKEMxOhCiqq
不可能記得了吧……當時他那麼小……怎麼會……記得呢……69Please respect copyright.PENANAMMdtNFXWIr
他暗笑自己多慮了,那時路德才幾歲,哪會有什麼記憶啊。69Please respect copyright.PENANAaN5jbDKqoF
想太多了的真是。69Please respect copyright.PENANASYJ1SBZLfU
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也許是睡著了的緣故,弟弟的手沒再緊抓他。69Please respect copyright.PENANAbp9IopW8uu
基爾伯特毫不費力地抽身而起,怕驚擾弟弟睡眠,他輕手輕腳在房間裡走踏,離開前想起弟弟流汗過多或許會冷,他打開房裡的暖氣,將房門緩緩掩上,不帶一絲聲響。69Please respect copyright.PENANA54usWK4erx
他繞回自己房間,看了眼桌上時鐘的刻度。69Please respect copyright.PENANAO13DNTXHiP
才不過六點。69Please respect copyright.PENANAmrzbCwsoOs
基爾伯特凝視著自己床舖數秒,摸摸頭,唇角浮現出無奈但是寵溺地笑容來。69Please respect copyright.PENANAAqd37LXalZ
他背過身將門帶上。69Please respect copyright.PENANAs2Kvg1yvVY
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略為沖澡過,基爾伯特把這幾日壓著沒洗的衣物全數丟入洗衣機,倒好洗衣精,蓋上洗衣蓋,在電子螢幕上設定好步驟,並確認一遍起動開關,纔走入廚房忙去。69Please respect copyright.PENANAhsRe9Gpz2j
他拎起隨意放置在椅背上的圍裙,先裝了水壺煮水,接著打開冰箱搜尋有什麼食材可用。69Please respect copyright.PENANAqkJkQisjJ8
路德夜裡才又發燒……也許沒什麼胃口……可不能太油膩啊……69Please respect copyright.PENANAa9MQEc3DXK
他目光落在前幾天才從鄰居那裡收到的雞肉及胡蘿蔔上。69Please respect copyright.PENANAMyOa0lTfGV
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進入路德房間時,迎面就是一陣暖。69Please respect copyright.PENANA3sSu8eHubD
唔、有些悶。69Please respect copyright.PENANAhDn1QqqMkq
雙手提著擺有盛著雞湯的砂鍋與湯碗湯匙的托盤,基爾不禁感言。69Please respect copyright.PENANApcaXmxHW5R
將手中的東西放在桌上,基爾回身將暖氣溫度調低些,太悶也不怎好,會不好呼吸的,他扯著圍脖的高領,吁口氣。69Please respect copyright.PENANAPt4lvM42Ej
拉開椅子,他雙手交疊地注視在眠被裡的弟弟,眼瞼緊闔,呼吸起伏,一切跡象顯示還在熟睡中。69Please respect copyright.PENANANbCvswrJEy
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落雪無聲,靜靜地飄盪。69Please respect copyright.PENANALjjgUaIWdY
看不清的影子掩映在室內,一時竟有些朦朧。69Please respect copyright.PENANAgx2Yeo9WbC
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他發覺耳中的世界非常安靜。69Please respect copyright.PENANA1ibaz3QsmH
基爾伸手探了探弟弟額央的溫度,略高,但不如昨夜那樣令他心驚。69Please respect copyright.PENANAbLlM3xDv5e
……他一度以為,連弟弟都要離他而去了。69Please respect copyright.PENANA8VJvZWbmHA
就像接獲父母噩耗那時一樣,昨夜夜裡看顧著路德時,見著路德發燒難受,他背脊突然不斷發冷,有一種被丟入深不見底的冰水中,到處都見不到光芒,黑冷無比。69Please respect copyright.PENANAWZ0bfTYYxF
如果……如果……他冷汗無比,卻無法制止自己無止盡的揣想。69Please respect copyright.PENANACDaNOReir7
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驀然一道低吟喚回他神志。69Please respect copyright.PENANAjsZI8pII9W
「嗯……」69Please respect copyright.PENANAtjSgEFlRuL
他驚醒似的往床褥一瞥,果然是弟弟醒來了的嗓音。69Please respect copyright.PENANAQmXf3Xgf78
「早安,威斯特。」他輕喚他的小名,引來路德目光落在他方。69Please respect copyright.PENANAWeGiwLpN9e
掀開蓋子將湯品舀出,基爾捧著裝滿雞湯的碗,拿起湯匙放入碗中,接著往他看去。69Please respect copyright.PENANA5wPwkjPSoH
「你剛醒來可能沒什麼胃口」他頓了頓「不過我之前看新聞上有播報,研究顯示多喝雞湯有助於感冒康復,所以你喝幾口好嗎?」69Please respect copyright.PENANAzQqj5vJa4G
弟弟眼神迷離地看著他,基爾想,也許是發燒緣故吧,他仍一副虛弱的模樣。69Please respect copyright.PENANA40hNBHr34v
然後遲鈍了很久,路德乖順靠近他拿著的碗邊,見弟弟有意願進食,基爾微笑地一口一口餵著弟弟雞湯,凝視弟弟順從地將湯全數喝下,他目光一時恍惚。69Please respect copyright.PENANAnaAenJpdlD
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昨夜弟弟嘴裡呢喃著不要他消失,當時他不以為意,他身強體壯,怎麼可能說消失就消失,還笑忖弟弟果真是孩子總愛胡想。69Please respect copyright.PENANAkWS8jZiB3p
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然而,真正害怕對方消失的人究竟是誰?ns216.73.216.250da2