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……依稀做了什麼夢。72Please respect copyright.PENANAovTO6qJkBP
基爾伯特緩緩掀開眼簾,初冬清晨沉冷,稀稀落落地飛雪在窗外舞落。72Please respect copyright.PENANANARDnbNj07
天色未曦,昏昏暗暗地讓他摸索了陣才看清到這房裡的擺設不似自己臥房,高矮櫃子上放著幾只他買來的絨布娃娃,機器人,等比例倣真縮小的飛機模型。72Please respect copyright.PENANAJd3Xk9VPc6
正疑惑,懷裡不舒服的嚶嚀聲傳來,他尋聲低頭探看,見到的是小自己十幾歲的弟弟緊閉雙眼,渾身仍微微發熱。72Please respect copyright.PENANAq5BoEoQSO3
對了,他想起來了。72Please respect copyright.PENANAXGIEfG5QWz
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昨夜弟弟忽然發起燒,他原本在床沿不斷擦拭頻頻冒汗的額,後來弟弟整個燒昏頭地直抓著他臂膀不放,嘴裡喃喃地不要他消失不要他消失。不論他嚴詞厲色,委婉勸說,弟弟仍往他胳膊悶著緊緊攀住,不肯鬆手。72Please respect copyright.PENANAZOy5ABgrL8
原本是想撥開他牢抓的手,不知為何,弟弟的勁道卻極大,讓他試了數回還是無法脫身,結果他也只好一同躺到弟弟的床上,並為了安撫情緒混亂地弟弟,他回抱住他而眠。72Please respect copyright.PENANApLsgP5PAUY
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他凝視著雖然表情仍是一臉痛苦的扭曲,可仍然熟睡著的弟弟,不禁苦笑。72Please respect copyright.PENANAxdUFf3ILgV
他哪會不見呢。小孩子就喜歡胡亂想…… 72Please respect copyright.PENANACEFBKkjvau
驀然他思起某種可能性,很快的他又甩頭。72Please respect copyright.PENANAburW7MkKov
不可能記得了吧……當時他那麼小……怎麼會……記得呢……72Please respect copyright.PENANAfJjIujiaon
他暗笑自己多慮了,那時路德才幾歲,哪會有什麼記憶啊。72Please respect copyright.PENANAEhbmI6cYNk
想太多了的真是。72Please respect copyright.PENANAfyCCREwPiu
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也許是睡著了的緣故,弟弟的手沒再緊抓他。72Please respect copyright.PENANAKbeV4V4X3K
基爾伯特毫不費力地抽身而起,怕驚擾弟弟睡眠,他輕手輕腳在房間裡走踏,離開前想起弟弟流汗過多或許會冷,他打開房裡的暖氣,將房門緩緩掩上,不帶一絲聲響。72Please respect copyright.PENANA5pB6JSHKxf
他繞回自己房間,看了眼桌上時鐘的刻度。72Please respect copyright.PENANAvJ7rcY8j6T
才不過六點。72Please respect copyright.PENANA7JlYMpOiz8
基爾伯特凝視著自己床舖數秒,摸摸頭,唇角浮現出無奈但是寵溺地笑容來。72Please respect copyright.PENANAA1LGImKWsf
他背過身將門帶上。72Please respect copyright.PENANAuxzPOiXeVh
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略為沖澡過,基爾伯特把這幾日壓著沒洗的衣物全數丟入洗衣機,倒好洗衣精,蓋上洗衣蓋,在電子螢幕上設定好步驟,並確認一遍起動開關,纔走入廚房忙去。72Please respect copyright.PENANA5nNRZxGiQR
他拎起隨意放置在椅背上的圍裙,先裝了水壺煮水,接著打開冰箱搜尋有什麼食材可用。72Please respect copyright.PENANAiGZXbGFvY7
路德夜裡才又發燒……也許沒什麼胃口……可不能太油膩啊……72Please respect copyright.PENANAtTR47is070
他目光落在前幾天才從鄰居那裡收到的雞肉及胡蘿蔔上。72Please respect copyright.PENANAgzvS2FbGNq
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進入路德房間時,迎面就是一陣暖。72Please respect copyright.PENANAgZNqlqwzkX
唔、有些悶。72Please respect copyright.PENANANVz6gECOuL
雙手提著擺有盛著雞湯的砂鍋與湯碗湯匙的托盤,基爾不禁感言。72Please respect copyright.PENANAaq7B5CLAaP
將手中的東西放在桌上,基爾回身將暖氣溫度調低些,太悶也不怎好,會不好呼吸的,他扯著圍脖的高領,吁口氣。72Please respect copyright.PENANAsDMcbL96UA
拉開椅子,他雙手交疊地注視在眠被裡的弟弟,眼瞼緊闔,呼吸起伏,一切跡象顯示還在熟睡中。72Please respect copyright.PENANAzlGBpfot7z
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落雪無聲,靜靜地飄盪。72Please respect copyright.PENANA2h5n5O2s3n
看不清的影子掩映在室內,一時竟有些朦朧。72Please respect copyright.PENANAcvaCiBMx80
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他發覺耳中的世界非常安靜。72Please respect copyright.PENANAGjD8gi3fVN
基爾伸手探了探弟弟額央的溫度,略高,但不如昨夜那樣令他心驚。72Please respect copyright.PENANAtR51h8qG5v
……他一度以為,連弟弟都要離他而去了。72Please respect copyright.PENANADpiwjBxb6w
就像接獲父母噩耗那時一樣,昨夜夜裡看顧著路德時,見著路德發燒難受,他背脊突然不斷發冷,有一種被丟入深不見底的冰水中,到處都見不到光芒,黑冷無比。72Please respect copyright.PENANAGouNFAjtPB
如果……如果……他冷汗無比,卻無法制止自己無止盡的揣想。72Please respect copyright.PENANAvdqRCzsm6G
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驀然一道低吟喚回他神志。72Please respect copyright.PENANAtr3pNmF1vp
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他驚醒似的往床褥一瞥,果然是弟弟醒來了的嗓音。72Please respect copyright.PENANAifs7MtcPBf
「早安,威斯特。」他輕喚他的小名,引來路德目光落在他方。72Please respect copyright.PENANA6KW6laITef
掀開蓋子將湯品舀出,基爾捧著裝滿雞湯的碗,拿起湯匙放入碗中,接著往他看去。72Please respect copyright.PENANAircScSdodr
「你剛醒來可能沒什麼胃口」他頓了頓「不過我之前看新聞上有播報,研究顯示多喝雞湯有助於感冒康復,所以你喝幾口好嗎?」72Please respect copyright.PENANAjFmGhD5HAn
弟弟眼神迷離地看著他,基爾想,也許是發燒緣故吧,他仍一副虛弱的模樣。72Please respect copyright.PENANASUsPGdPA1g
然後遲鈍了很久,路德乖順靠近他拿著的碗邊,見弟弟有意願進食,基爾微笑地一口一口餵著弟弟雞湯,凝視弟弟順從地將湯全數喝下,他目光一時恍惚。72Please respect copyright.PENANAT8gCK62ZDD
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昨夜弟弟嘴裡呢喃著不要他消失,當時他不以為意,他身強體壯,怎麼可能說消失就消失,還笑忖弟弟果真是孩子總愛胡想。72Please respect copyright.PENANABVk5gWise8
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然而,真正害怕對方消失的人究竟是誰?ns216.73.216.210da2