「咁你生日要留俾我喎!」943Please respect copyright.PENANAY2xXFnm0KF
943Please respect copyright.PENANAuCI096EdMR
對於呀詩嘅生日,係我哋未認識之前,就miss咗呀詩嘅生日,今次要好好地慶祝返先得。943Please respect copyright.PENANA9aXNEzTAqS
943Please respect copyright.PENANAsw074EYsQU
「但係⋯⋯」943Please respect copyright.PENANAomA2Wm7orz
943Please respect copyright.PENANA1sotmzM8C7
佢喱句「但係」令我有啲唔好嘅預感。943Please respect copyright.PENANAxWyWt01Jnm
943Please respect copyright.PENANAzPKJdE9gaD
「但係子晴佢約緊我同之前班嘅人慶祝喎。」呀詩面有難色。943Please respect copyright.PENANAlTXO8isoA1
943Please respect copyright.PENANAPn6CMJwWHz
「無人同我講嘅?」我有啲驚訝。943Please respect copyright.PENANAXXU0MCiPVI
943Please respect copyright.PENANA39xtK0w9iq
「都未落實,落實就會問㗎啦⋯⋯傻瓜!」呀詩甜甜一笑。943Please respect copyright.PENANAnmrAPGE4B7
943Please respect copyright.PENANA4sSIC1CiBv
「依家我有一班咁好嘅朋友,同埋你,我已經好幸福㗎啦。」943Please respect copyright.PENANADf9JX3hoNR
943Please respect copyright.PENANAOcOICAGvr8
呀詩隻嘴不停地係度抽動抽動,想錫我但喱度又係班房無得錫,好笑得嚟又好可愛。943Please respect copyright.PENANAaWJE070y4Y
943Please respect copyright.PENANAUDJxv75gj3
佢總能夠將我個心軟落嚟。943Please respect copyright.PENANArEjGLyUFDj
943Please respect copyright.PENANAN1QuAvLFgW
係呀詩生日嘅時候,我送咗部iphone4俾佢。943Please respect copyright.PENANADYpCjgAmQ9
943Please respect copyright.PENANARlGJC6BtT8
嗰陣儲咗好耐錢㗎,平時出去拍拖已經洗唔少錢,雖然呀詩總會體貼我,驚我會無錢,成日都嗌話食平啲,然後出街都會左度右度咁,所以生日想送好嘅嘢俾佢。943Please respect copyright.PENANAaqutiMLNCg
943Please respect copyright.PENANAYD90501bjD
如果將咁樣搬嚟依家嘅話,實會有連登仔話港女就係咁樣俾人縱出嚟。943Please respect copyright.PENANA7g9wfn8dYx
943Please respect copyright.PENANAmScfxDRSYN
但我自己並唔覺得呀詩有幾港女,平時慳家嘅佢,食麥當勞絕對唔會加大嘅佢,自從出咗廿蚊餐後,就無再食過其他餐,連食個shake shake薯條都要左思右想。943Please respect copyright.PENANAELjcEPbp9j
943Please respect copyright.PENANAK5g7DHTUVk
佢成日都話唔想成日洗我錢,佢自己本身住公屋無乜錢,而我家境ok,咁幫呀詩出埋我又唔覺有啲咩,但佢依然堅持。943Please respect copyright.PENANAPjb0RVkBDe
943Please respect copyright.PENANA7qrXXalC9l
所以我覺得有時要縱、要寵都要睇人,而呀詩係令我覺得值得、同埋應該要寵佢嘅人。943Please respect copyright.PENANAaCSZByX6Ng
943Please respect copyright.PENANAGKGVxbWJb7
為咗儲喱舊錢,我可以話用盡所有法寶,出曬奶力。943Please respect copyright.PENANAOylLwEB8FW
943Please respect copyright.PENANAyF6zICQyWG
當時一部iphone4嘅價錢落係4000左右,係nokia新機嘅3、4倍。943Please respect copyright.PENANALJhypp2eax
943Please respect copyright.PENANAIC11YG469k
除咗平時買點嘅錢儲起佢之餘,自己食飯揀啲勁平嘅嚟食,係經濟學嚟講,要增加收入,就係要開源同埋節流。943Please respect copyright.PENANAq8LDcV7z0A
943Please respect copyright.PENANAIkmnx2HULE
節流已經做咗,但靠節流係唔會夠的,你仲要想辦法開源。943Please respect copyright.PENANA10LuI4zOS0
943Please respect copyright.PENANADHygMN6khE
而最好開源嘅方法就係⋯⋯打、斧、頭。943Please respect copyright.PENANAbHRBijBT3I
943Please respect copyright.PENANAXpblv6N4Jm
嗰陣我係無返part time嘅諗頭,我身邊有啲朋友去M記、KFC返part time,但我唔想返。943Please respect copyright.PENANABwMpJ6mI01
943Please respect copyright.PENANAdYE27VZZmY
落街幫呀媽買嘢,打廿蚊斧頭;出去玩拎零用錢,條數開大啲,食個差價;開學要交嘅書簿費,全部作大條數,回條就唔會俾呀媽睇,已經係去到自己簽回條。943Please respect copyright.PENANAKgVhXngfSL
943Please respect copyright.PENANAzjmvZYKR7h
辛辛苦苦r完啲錢儲起佢,而且4000蚊唔係一條細數,真係儲咗幾耐下大佬。943Please respect copyright.PENANAwDtxUA6Mm3
943Please respect copyright.PENANA8QaQzERc9b
我連去買iphone都要去蘋果專門店,擔心去其他地方買無咁好,俾錢都係拎身上嘅現金俾,依家諗返起真係好傻仔,應該換曬500先去買囉屌!943Please respect copyright.PENANAY5rNuIGgxg
943Please respect copyright.PENANABqhgvEXFPL
好彩個收銀係專業嘅,抱住100幾十都係錢嘅專業態度收我啲錢。943Please respect copyright.PENANAVbpUv443gm
943Please respect copyright.PENANA4CctzBVkv2
呀詩正日我哋舊嗰班朋友再次出嚟,大家都話好掛住上年一齊玩嘅日子,我哋都無變,變嘅係蕃薯仔同子晴。943Please respect copyright.PENANAFm85l1HLm3
943Please respect copyright.PENANAq1w414f6Z7
出到嚟尷尷尬尬,彼此無乜接觸。943Please respect copyright.PENANAOp2MtusI7q
943Please respect copyright.PENANAfixb2YYRVT
只不過其他人驚訝蕃薯仔變咗咁多嘅???943Please respect copyright.PENANANLrdIruFsV
943Please respect copyright.PENANAVDhLxpWwAa
可惜啊,蕃薯仔個性格都無乜點變,都係頭耷耷咁,佢應該係大家口中嘅靚仔毒撚,毒撚型佐助。943Please respect copyright.PENANASpxLIjjQhi
943Please respect copyright.PENANAtrZYaTGwnP
而我知道嘅係,就算蕃薯仔變成點都好,甚至嗰件事發生過後,佢嘅心意都一直無變。943Please respect copyright.PENANAMGAdSicsuo
943Please respect copyright.PENANAAJnsqGekJq
我相信佢都仲係鍾意緊子晴。943Please respect copyright.PENANAPp5L3m4xIj
943Please respect copyright.PENANAc8iFzSlPuG
點解?943Please respect copyright.PENANAU42RtIG2TQ
943Please respect copyright.PENANAmN8u6Fsz4S
因為條撚樣暑假返嚟就同我換咗部Iphone4,用得Iphone都非富即貴啦!叫我哋感到羨忌。943Please respect copyright.PENANAzmnTnEHnqQ
943Please respect copyright.PENANAiOktVO9OxV
嗰時啱啱開學,坐係佢隔離嘅我,偷偷瞄到蕃薯仔個lock screen係同子晴嘅合照。943Please respect copyright.PENANADBV6b5Ofaz
943Please respect copyright.PENANADyBZXbjeT4
而嗰張合照,並唔係佢哋自己自拍影嘅,而係班相。943Please respect copyright.PENANAm5AJVzzWrX
943Please respect copyright.PENANAMYRuFDU9tD
我當下睇到呆咗,蕃薯仔將佢同子晴企埋一齊嘅班相放大做咗wallpaper,雖然佢喱個舉動好有創意,幾搞笑。943Please respect copyright.PENANAhrA3o66kVp
943Please respect copyright.PENANA0WpPTCp2YQ
但我笑唔出。943Please respect copyright.PENANAwtyBjmdvx0
943Please respect copyright.PENANA5ad1WK3Urw
可能會有人笑佢傻仔,不過我係俾佢感動咗,俾佢嗰種傻仔般嘅深情感動。943Please respect copyright.PENANA0o7gvFXaKk
943Please respect copyright.PENANAt5SLkOOfte
我唔會仆街到笑人哋嘅深情,當時我俾蕃薯仔搞到起曬雞皮。943Please respect copyright.PENANAJMkyWRs94Y
943Please respect copyright.PENANAQnFm4vTrK5
幫呀詩搞完生日會,大家係歡笑中度過,我照舊送呀詩返屋企,係樓下嘅時候,呀詩調皮地問:「禮物呢?」943Please respect copyright.PENANACoHhrDMekz
943Please respect copyright.PENANAGxER3KgaWp
「你真係呢,今日成班人出嚟玩仲要禮物啊?」喱條友好貪心啊。943Please respect copyright.PENANAXGLz5vonKb
943Please respect copyright.PENANA8fuND2TO2j
「咁你係我男朋友嚟㗎嘛,又唔係我朋友。」呀詩扮咗個鬼臉。943Please respect copyright.PENANAlCujo6rfyB
943Please respect copyright.PENANAdmQuTlnpfR
然後我係書包拎咗份禮物出嚟,我專登用個袋收埋。943Please respect copyright.PENANAQmEy2a2s3x
943Please respect copyright.PENANA0EOFGIoqN6
「哇!!!」呀詩一陣驚呼,我就係期待佢喱個反應。943Please respect copyright.PENANA4r80NvUkyf
943Please respect copyright.PENANAwQz2BWT2Bo
「好貴喎大佬,發咗達啊?」就算佢嘴上嫌棄我洗咁多錢,但個表情睇落唔係喱一回事。943Please respect copyright.PENANAWlZWy59clM
943Please respect copyright.PENANAKSmY7ebQ1V
「依家瞞住我儲儲埋埋咁多錢啦下話?」係喱句說話入面,我聽到嘅只係呀詩滿足嘅笑意。943Please respect copyright.PENANA8QSZe0sqEY
943Please respect copyright.PENANAtnHkXouAnQ
「喂,儲得好辛苦㗎大佬!」943Please respect copyright.PENANAeVbOA5ZWwp
943Please respect copyright.PENANAlbTLcZ4ggP
「咁你唔鍾意就攞返嚟啦。」我伸手打算搶返嚟,你唔用我用啦,仲買咗女仔應該會鍾意嘅白色機。943Please respect copyright.PENANAtwRAvSkvp1
943Please respect copyright.PENANAWzQehAMhwx
「你都痴線嘅!有⋯⋯有邊個唔鍾意錢啊?」佢拎住部機收係背後。943Please respect copyright.PENANAKfEsGsS6ht
943Please respect copyright.PENANAHKcfVQf4QT
我食個勢雙手伸到呀詩背後,捉住佢雙手,變成攬住佢,用力地將佢向自己懷裡抱著。943Please respect copyright.PENANATOQMuFKhec
943Please respect copyright.PENANA5Pe17hz0Sm
「啊⋯⋯」呀詩俾我喱個舉動嚇親,輕輕地驚呼一聲。943Please respect copyright.PENANAt7epEx1j0x
943Please respect copyright.PENANAyZbqKLvcYn
「嗯⋯⋯」接住落嚟係俾我用力地抱住,低聲呻吟咗一下,嗰一下叫聲實在太過美妙。943Please respect copyright.PENANA1ex6MR9nel
943Please respect copyright.PENANAhCQTNaSIxZ
「做乜姐你!」呀詩郁都郁唔到。943Please respect copyright.PENANAKIrwKECf5l
943Please respect copyright.PENANAfqETjIQoDD
佢越爭扎,我越興奮!哈哈哈!943Please respect copyright.PENANAido9e3Sw5G
943Please respect copyright.PENANARL0UpowIkJ
「我係你男朋友嚟㗎,實比其他人特別,要好似依家咁,你先唔會走。」我認真咁講。943Please respect copyright.PENANAsCW1GbNlyl
943Please respect copyright.PENANAcvpNaQw1f5
「我都唔會走⋯⋯」呀詩輕聲細語,再嚟係我臉上用力地錫咗一啖。943Please respect copyright.PENANALOzu4g5F2Z
943Please respect copyright.PENANA2O2u1quahP
我滿意地笑了,最後都有講咗句生日快樂。943Please respect copyright.PENANAwqnJ49p5VO
943Please respect copyright.PENANAgQ0USjtrxQ
送別呀詩後,返到屋企就見到佢係facebook上面曬命啦,實要po啲生日文先安樂,咁佢打咗啲咩就唔講啦。943Please respect copyright.PENANASf4Sk41V72
943Please respect copyright.PENANAClgC5G2Igq
跟住落嚟嗰半年,我哋如漆似膠咁,渡過喱個熱戀期。943Please respect copyright.PENANAknoiXH2qC4
943Please respect copyright.PENANAyzL5RXwy7q
有人話,通常熱戀期維持喺三個月左右,雖然我同呀詩拍拖有時會悶悶地,但都會想成日見到佢。943Please respect copyright.PENANAq5v8srfJfE
943Please respect copyright.PENANAzFisEGsd7I
而下學期開始,我哋嘅嗌交開始越嚟越多。943Please respect copyright.PENANA2uyLemb1Da
943Please respect copyright.PENANAhjnB2SoAOp
喱半年嘅事,無咁深刻,依家要諗返起,都無乜特別嘢想講,要講嘅,就係下學期開始慢慢進入磨合期。943Please respect copyright.PENANAhGHcYXQOtb
943Please respect copyright.PENANAUwjBxkgeJ9
無人話你聽你進入咗咩期咩期,所有嘢都係好自然咁發生,亦都係有規律咁發生,因為好多人都經歷過。943Please respect copyright.PENANAePhll6XAvn
943Please respect copyright.PENANAWkUVtvqXIu
一對情侶要一齊長久,要面對比我哋相像中多好多嘅難關,大家生活習慣,模式都唔一樣,畢竟大家都係兩個個體嚟。943Please respect copyright.PENANAqWiJQ912XR
943Please respect copyright.PENANAoUudf4Z9Zl
上咗中四後,我啲成績就一落千丈,而且又打機,又去拍拖,溫書嘅時間少之又少。943Please respect copyright.PENANAz10K2FCdBK
943Please respect copyright.PENANADNcVEYImU6
因為我每日都對打機有一份堅持,一日唔玩個身就勁唔舒服。943Please respect copyright.PENANA56MzY1Qdkd
943Please respect copyright.PENANAVcBLzEE6v3
放學後有時去拍拖,有時同班fd去網吧,有時留係學校打波,讀書係我最最最後先會做嘅嘢。943Please respect copyright.PENANAmsunPvoEic
943Please respect copyright.PENANAfE2qgcVqXB
就算呀詩有煲劇,有拍拖,佢成績都仍然維持得咁好。943Please respect copyright.PENANA5pWNALOMCX
943Please respect copyright.PENANA48rKiCHCjS
佢開始對我嘅成績睇唔順眼,佢會成日屌我啲成績做乜咁低分。943Please respect copyright.PENANAGdr9n6YmMo
943Please respect copyright.PENANAdXIlIL74cO
無錯,係屌。943Please respect copyright.PENANA3XKLo2smNN
943Please respect copyright.PENANAjJsLSfnX57
「你可唔可以俾啲心機讀書姐?」小測又唔合格嘅我,呀詩苦口婆心咁講。943Please respect copyright.PENANAFJH1mowXS3
943Please respect copyright.PENANAvafRFmdRye
「咁我真係無動力讀啊嘛⋯⋯」我唔想提喱啲事,所以我敷衍地道。943Please respect copyright.PENANAvUU0956y4B
943Please respect copyright.PENANAy0uK4Ofaos
「你當係為咗我囉。」943Please respect copyright.PENANAcWIEWaRmNC
943Please respect copyright.PENANAGaRDZK6tem
「咁讀唔讀書係我嘅事嚟㗎嘛。」我哋嘈交,已經唔係第一次,有時小事都會嘈下,但無乜嘢,無傷大雅咁樣。943Please respect copyright.PENANA4WRx67zvjr
943Please respect copyright.PENANAKv85tNk9Ji
之前呀詩都係咁樣講過我,但我都笑笑口咁樣帶過。943Please respect copyright.PENANAXjzZya7K5L
943Please respect copyright.PENANAjJCayACM29
咁認真嘈交,都係第一次。943Please respect copyright.PENANAUBc2nnhYe5
943Please respect copyright.PENANAskWk8lBL4r
「你講,你第幾次又小測唔合格啊?」呀詩逼供咁款。943Please respect copyright.PENANAR8uNPXHB7j
943Please respect copyright.PENANAg2JfWhzu2Z
佢一講就好似呀媽般咁煩,加上覺得俾自己條女咁講法好無面。943Please respect copyright.PENANAXEaJ29YHwV
943Please respect copyright.PENANAm7FX7dBk3D
「屌!你咪理得唔得姐?關你撚事咩?」943Please respect copyright.PENANAEdnsY0fWmJ
943Please respect copyright.PENANAgYKDzDwe3Z
呀詩個表情有點愕然,然後就嬲,我從未見過佢咁嬲,就連講呀彥講到嬲嘅時候都無咁嬲。943Please respect copyright.PENANA9Qm2ZFT56i
943Please respect copyright.PENANAj0CrxiUqw8
喱種嬲之餘,仲帶點委屈吧?943Please respect copyright.PENANAMVdgNVYBBF
943Please respect copyright.PENANA6O7gSzoNxC
「仆你個街!好,唔撚關我事啊嘛!我以後就唔撚理你,話撚知你死啊!」然後呀詩就係商場度走咗去。943Please respect copyright.PENANAHEBqG4csAr
943Please respect copyright.PENANAUroi7s2K2j
我無理到佢,我自己都谷住度氣,嬲爆爆咁返咗屋企。943Please respect copyright.PENANAMrI22KWFXW
943Please respect copyright.PENANAJDTIJ3Dyyp
明明好小事,做乜嘢要搞到咁?我真係諗唔明。943Please respect copyright.PENANAROHBVN2qxa
943Please respect copyright.PENANAzzH8HXIcli
同時間我都唔覺得自己有咩做錯,喂⋯⋯咁我讀書差唔一定係我唔讀㗎,可能我真係唔係咩讀書嘅材料呢?943Please respect copyright.PENANAONaarIaYhb
943Please respect copyright.PENANA8IiSNG6wSk
我都唔想㗎⋯⋯一嘢就屌埋嚟,痴撚線。943Please respect copyright.PENANA6J9XZYLAYv
943Please respect copyright.PENANA0aWEWXUg35
返到去帶住負面情緒打機,好似殺紅了眼咁,一味殺殺,唔想用腦,只想將情緒發洩曬出嚟。943Please respect copyright.PENANAMNt8iw0sEH
943Please respect copyright.PENANADNdQJi8uyl
嗰晚呀詩無搵過我,返學放學都無搵我。943Please respect copyright.PENANAEoRlM54RJF
943Please respect copyright.PENANAnZwt4xbigw
當情緒消失後,換嚟嘅係一陣驚恐,驚呀詩真係講得出做得到。943Please respect copyright.PENANASLBt16iJnq
943Please respect copyright.PENANAqt7aXoScRI
喱兩日一開始會諗,條友成日都係威係勢,佢唔搵我咪唔搵囉,好巴閉咩?943Please respect copyright.PENANA76WMlxC8rJ
943Please respect copyright.PENANA94wWZhQRbu
當佢真係搵都無搵過你,見到你都直行直過嘅時候,先至覺得仆街啦。943Please respect copyright.PENANASs1wyXs0VF
943Please respect copyright.PENANAckO3bKmDM4
最後我都係MSN佢。943Please respect copyright.PENANAwSsBiJm98h
943Please respect copyright.PENANA8EUqjxs2ng
我:仲嬲緊啊?943Please respect copyright.PENANAX8RZ2DT8vs
943Please respect copyright.PENANAPbYCMaYuZs
我知呀詩8-9點嗰段時間會上線,掛都會掛住個MSN係度,我專登揀喱個時間MSN佢。943Please respect copyright.PENANA0bHFFOlOLO
943Please respect copyright.PENANAcQAwgyakjh
呀詩:無943Please respect copyright.PENANAsKKZ63Yn35
943Please respect copyright.PENANAD2Vcx9MdTB
我:唔好嬲啦,我知錯啦943Please respect copyright.PENANA3wHKtxgSPg
943Please respect copyright.PENANA7dx6ZaQAtD
呀詩:哦943Please respect copyright.PENANAaaZ5xWeMQH
943Please respect copyright.PENANA5sdQAAPhPR
我:氹氹啦943Please respect copyright.PENANADVB8EOZzmC
943Please respect copyright.PENANAKp1kzuDQd1
呀詩:嗯943Please respect copyright.PENANAeYIDawecVt
943Please respect copyright.PENANAKrAevIwz0k
我:我知你係為我好,係我衰,搞到你嬲943Please respect copyright.PENANA5IjdSdyM5h
943Please respect copyright.PENANAI9GbCwIJ9E
呀詩:你點會衰姐943Please respect copyright.PENANAy1qMKd8HoO
943Please respect copyright.PENANAbawHuJKeKQ
我:係我唔好好讀書,所以咪我衰囉943Please respect copyright.PENANAZgPXoUtIml
943Please respect copyright.PENANAIxyUNsoR7q
呀詩:你讀唔讀書係你嘅事啊嘛,關我咩事姐943Please respect copyright.PENANARGNhGZjk55
943Please respect copyright.PENANASMpisQ53cS
見狀,我知呀詩仲有度氣,我就即刻打電話俾佢,呀詩都好快接聽。943Please respect copyright.PENANAgdQO5DUJFi
943Please respect copyright.PENANAaYxYvdumwZ
「喂?」聽語氣感覺上佢已經平復好多。943Please respect copyright.PENANAz5g1bdTckK
943Please respect copyright.PENANAnGYJy5QzD1
「對唔住啊,係我唔好,最⋯最多⋯⋯最多我之後俾心機讀書啦!」943Please respect copyright.PENANAA7qtpii4q0
943Please respect copyright.PENANAK6eMLHoHY4
「算啦,都唔關我事。」氹返佢都難關重重。943Please respect copyright.PENANAPeasT5Rxza
943Please respect copyright.PENANAQK2h8z6lx5
「點會唔關你事呢~~?你都係想我好姐~~~」我學下呀詩平時撒嬌嗰把聲。943Please respect copyright.PENANAc1nJxbiOBy
943Please respect copyright.PENANA6zVSkFwePP
「妖!你把死人聲好核突啊⋯⋯」呀詩俾我整笑,算係成功咗啦?943Please respect copyright.PENANAOBND9DFXVS
943Please respect copyright.PENANA2iSoMe5iL4
「你唔原諒我就一直都咁核突㗎啦~~~」943Please respect copyright.PENANA163ux1pDyV
943Please respect copyright.PENANANEWYgDK0rY
「好啦好啦,怕咗你!」943Please respect copyright.PENANAfVIRc7l28s
943Please respect copyright.PENANAf7eLgHQ1Mg
「識驚啦咩?」943Please respect copyright.PENANAUV5b3My800
943Please respect copyright.PENANAwfBSOg6i43
「屌你啦。」呀詩笑返,姐係無事了。943Please respect copyright.PENANAFDF7XU5FVQ
943Please respect copyright.PENANA8VLuOUoMsp
「要我原諒無咁易啊,你起碼下次小測同我合格啊。」呀詩厲聲道。943Please respect copyright.PENANA17Q5x2ikyT
943Please respect copyright.PENANAqRNNXqedDk
「下⋯⋯?好啦。」我思索一會,就應承佢,唔應承嘅後果係咩,諗都知。943Please respect copyright.PENANA5y4gTPFeFN
943Please respect copyright.PENANAdlHOP8bZT1
應承佢後,並無因此咁樣勤力讀書,只係抱住但求合格嘅心態應付下就算。943Please respect copyright.PENANAnyF9ED6G7p
943Please respect copyright.PENANAZVcIG1ttaW
久而久之,我成績都無乜明顯嘅進步,姐係努力咗一下咁,就無啦⋯⋯943Please respect copyright.PENANABP2A9Z84ZO
943Please respect copyright.PENANAqIDlw1e0FG
而嗰次嗌交後,仲可以用MSN搵大家,之後就無喱支歌仔唱。943Please respect copyright.PENANALaTlbFEqJG
943Please respect copyright.PENANAbIepwMBs5j
因為MSN突然間就話執了。943Please respect copyright.PENANALcc6Gg4NJe
943Please respect copyright.PENANAetfuHKphrw
成長,不見得會得到什麼,但一定會失去一些什麼,這才是成長的痛。943Please respect copyright.PENANAGmJ5tSDgJP
943Please respect copyright.PENANAmBYaaVwRCR
上咗高form後,好似進入咗另一個世界,玩得無以前咁瘋狂,個個都開始努力讀書,而功課嘅壓力好似越嚟越重。943Please respect copyright.PENANAAnmasFROcm
943Please respect copyright.PENANA8iGZmppR30
我同呀詩嘅生活,除咗變到好似公式咁,而係自己懶咗。943Please respect copyright.PENANAN4FzKt0ZTq
943Please respect copyright.PENANAl8J3QLyWbm
有時太平穩未必係一件好事,因為會懶,會唔想去改變。943Please respect copyright.PENANAmsBHGtpWyr
943Please respect copyright.PENANA99IPyfV2Sf
之後會對呀詩做嘅嘢,反而慢慢無做了。943Please respect copyright.PENANAzFQ4QSMzJ6
943Please respect copyright.PENANASX4fdKL4vz
一起無耐後,應承過呀詩去睇我打波,平時禮拜五晚又或者禮拜日,都會同埋朋友去街場打下波。943Please respect copyright.PENANAh9bIJ1jzgJ
943Please respect copyright.PENANAPlQ6qazylq
後來真係有做到,個個都羨慕我打波帶女嚟。943Please respect copyright.PENANATDyF9BogOB
943Please respect copyright.PENANAd1MiFCsgvE
慢慢變到覺得自己同埋朋友打仲爽啲添,到時又要照顧佢咁,唔知幾時開始覺得呀詩好似變咗負擔咁。943Please respect copyright.PENANAdbfIbQTP6h
943Please respect copyright.PENANAU9YYpFNzbg
但呀詩好似無乜嘢,因為佢都開始忙起上嚟。943Please respect copyright.PENANAkrvLARbFZ9
943Please respect copyright.PENANAwE9yRVtMPt
暑假開始,佢去咗打暑期工。943Please respect copyright.PENANAY25GrYZvqx
943Please respect copyright.PENANAPevSTucE4a
「無啦啦去打暑期工?」就嚟升中五,我哋都無幾多個暑假,做咩唔好好珍惜埋佢呢?943Please respect copyright.PENANAXqRJq2zKwy
943Please respect copyright.PENANAmAk8zcqs5P
「遲下中五想報啲補習,依家唔打工儲下啲錢,我邊有錢補喎⋯⋯」其實呀詩好識為自己諗,我亦都無咩理由阻止佢。943Please respect copyright.PENANA77Fb2XzzMG
943Please respect copyright.PENANAvqpEyZrUp5
只不過呀詩返咗暑期工後,我嘅生活變到無聊,佢打工又攰,又少咗時間陪我,我日日除咗打機就係煲動漫。943Please respect copyright.PENANApFTkzAANx8
943Please respect copyright.PENANATwS53ASRZk
嗰陣時追緊海賊王,用咁多集嚟打法無聊嘅時間。943Please respect copyright.PENANAcdRexyIK56
943Please respect copyright.PENANAgvdhMaPB8s
啊⋯⋯呀詩佢返緊KFC,有別於其他人返M記,打正人哋對家。943Please respect copyright.PENANAvtssIViyjC
943Please respect copyright.PENANA6lL5hYALXp
呀詩返工後,我有時都會去接佢收工,然後去食下糖水咁。943Please respect copyright.PENANAxX0y4Ar8EM
943Please respect copyright.PENANAuOjZnPNpyt
有一次,我見到佢同個男同事傾偈傾得好開心,個男同事又係MM地K嘅。943Please respect copyright.PENANAIzXVcyw7hV
943Please respect copyright.PENANA1WCOqwdMHm
佢一放工,我就一臉不悅地道:「頭先同人傾得好開心喎⋯⋯」943Please respect copyright.PENANAiMZrwkF1zc
943Please respect copyright.PENANAlW290HZ5Eu
「哦⋯⋯你話呀哲?」呀詩啱啱先同個⋯⋯呀⋯哲啊?道別完,佢仲笑緊。943Please respect copyright.PENANAUO0Kx4Xs6T
943Please respect copyright.PENANAG7abSd7ef5
「又邊個呀哲啊⋯⋯」943Please respect copyright.PENANAokgUub53aC
943Please respect copyright.PENANAPJAeZ8Qxyw
喱個「又」係有原因的,事關有時呀詩都會俾我睇佢同其他男仔嘅對話,話邊個邊個好主動咁喎,想溝佢咁。943Please respect copyright.PENANA0SWwskokQr
943Please respect copyright.PENANA7d36HesesN
雖然呀詩話無乜嘢,佢話唔會理鳩佢哋,但會好⋯⋯不安。943Please respect copyright.PENANAQj2w0ZSDg8
943Please respect copyright.PENANAAqPuJ1gdoU
「呀哲係之前呀彥啲fd嚟嘅,嗰陣大家一齊出去玩識,估唔到係度打工撞返喎。」呀詩仲係一副無咩所謂嘅樣,好似當我無到咁,睇唔到我依家係度呷緊醋咩?943Please respect copyright.PENANAFLtUqtmn59
943Please respect copyright.PENANAdmDy4It2Eo
「呀彥⋯呀彥⋯⋯頂,又係班死MK。」又狗公又死MK咁,究竟要煩我幾撚耐???943Please respect copyright.PENANA9vr5yJtVMy
943Please respect copyright.PENANAWJvKbr7NNY
「依家都唔係以前咁啦,我同佢都好耐無聯絡啦喎。」呀詩終於好似察覺到異樣的,便解釋道。943Please respect copyright.PENANAOqohlygFWK
943Please respect copyright.PENANAPutDcbVQjt
「我唔想你群返班MK度,話⋯⋯話唔定⋯遲下呀彥會搵返你呢?」943Please respect copyright.PENANALxGjOSV9RX
943Please respect copyright.PENANAkGLt4pHMdE
「搵咪搵囉,驚佢有牙啊?」呀詩天不怕地不怕。943Please respect copyright.PENANAyAPTG5nOzk
943Please respect copyright.PENANA4Y4YHuorj4
「你唔好返工啦好無?」我知我講唔過呀詩,有啲說話講出口先會發覺,我都幾自私,可能我一路以嚟都係咁掛?943Please respect copyright.PENANAdRG7gOIhBV
943Please respect copyright.PENANAtiGyAr6X0D
「你都痴線嘅,我真係好攰啊,你俾我抖下好無啊?」呀詩依家先露出佢嘅倦容。943Please respect copyright.PENANAanXUhBEXIg
943Please respect copyright.PENANAjEOCNfzbR6
見到佢咁攰嘅樣,我知道錯,我就無再講落去,一齊耐咗,亦都知對方嘅底線去到邊。943Please respect copyright.PENANAMcuVRdyAAN
943Please respect copyright.PENANAJxkEgj8tSZ
我知我再講落去實嘈。943Please respect copyright.PENANAq9h2GkmGcF
943Please respect copyright.PENANA0OFlMaBjTx
但其實要嘈,之後都會嘈,開咗學之後,佢都有keep住返工,然後又有去報補習。943Please respect copyright.PENANAiH5jIcWlvw
943Please respect copyright.PENANAjCf60qUVPE
可以陪我嘅時間少之又少。943Please respect copyright.PENANAhY7I0XmF6S
943Please respect copyright.PENANAbulZDVuG5w
已經唔同班,又唔係話成日都見到,小息見到都無得攬下拖下手仔錫下咁,個心好似俾蟻咬咁。943Please respect copyright.PENANAdke2ByGbhl
943Please respect copyright.PENANALh0UsERuPm
我唔明,點解開咗學都仲要返工,見到佢成日都好攰咁。943Please respect copyright.PENANA7z5AfdGPAa
943Please respect copyright.PENANAzbXjIQjYpP
我盡量陪呀詩返學放學,佢成日坐車嗰陣都會攰到瞓著,心痛之餘,仲成日因為咁嗌交添。943Please respect copyright.PENANAREC16V5Chw
943Please respect copyright.PENANAZdc5k7smTV
我哋嘈交嘅次數多咗好多,係咪真係必然㗎?係咪真係行唔長㗎?943Please respect copyright.PENANAh8JWU2GmJ2
943Please respect copyright.PENANAjc9I7ZuLeD
「你唔好返工得唔得姐?都開咗學啦,你暑假都儲唔少錢啦。」喱番說話我都講咗好多次,但都無用。943Please respect copyright.PENANAAQrjH07YyB
943Please respect copyright.PENANA2pvFSXJqtl
「你估我好想咩?我唔似得你啊⋯⋯有個咁幸福嘅屋企。」943Please respect copyright.PENANA3pVGoFu9iq
943Please respect copyright.PENANArSNMH8bnlh
「我都唔想你咁攰姐,又燒埋我屋企做咩姐?」943Please respect copyright.PENANAHM33uMwF57
943Please respect copyright.PENANAw9taPhkyXr
「唉⋯⋯你唔明就算。」我哋條線點都搭唔上咁,係分手前真係會感覺到,老實講。943Please respect copyright.PENANARn1EbHAGJT
943Please respect copyright.PENANAcQ0XQmnPey
一種好混亂嘅感覺,關於我哋兩個,好似無乜方向咁,我只係想佢唔好咁攰,多啲陪下我。943Please respect copyright.PENANA1xPeMaaxLF
943Please respect copyright.PENANAoPyDoKkXAu
我真係犯賤⋯⋯之前仲話當佢係負擔,打波唔洗呀詩嚟睇,佢一忙起上嚟,我就唔想咁。943Please respect copyright.PENANA2hhdG6VcyJ
943Please respect copyright.PENANAAWlf15luMw
成日都得一想二。943Please respect copyright.PENANA7WJQyYOYsC
943Please respect copyright.PENANA0y83GNnNA4
而我好似變得卑微咗,因為我自己將成副心機放曬係呀詩身上,只要佢話得閒,我就第一時間飛過去,只要佢嘅msg我會第一時間覆,只要佢打嚟,我會第一時間聽。943Please respect copyright.PENANAQPnyCReEkq
943Please respect copyright.PENANAi02GVgCDWR
「你唔好再當我係以前個MK妹啦好無?」喺最近嘅一次嗌交嘅時候,呀詩咁講。943Please respect copyright.PENANASHClM69uUH
943Please respect copyright.PENANARWITKNqRiV
「係,你依家唔係MK妹,係女神啊嘛!女神實唔同啲㗎。」我衝口而出咁講,喱句說話儲係心入面好耐好耐,遇到佢咁講,我就脫口而出了。943Please respect copyright.PENANAcNq4LiaRfP
943Please respect copyright.PENANA0ruhHodgQV
呀詩深呼吸咗幾下,隻眼濕濕地,把聲都變埋,但都照講:「係啊,我好想做女神啊,好撚鍾意收兵啊,得咪啊仆街?」呀詩講完,就落咗車。943Please respect copyright.PENANA2uQyWgEglm
943Please respect copyright.PENANAoS9xrb8b0k
我哋平時搭巴士,都會坐上層後面嘅位置,方便啊嘛。943Please respect copyright.PENANAic1JK17I3l
943Please respect copyright.PENANAKzVurcknSD
方便咩?方便抽下水,打下茄輪囉,慢慢都變成我哋嘅習慣。943Please respect copyright.PENANAqiWn7nbqu9
943Please respect copyright.PENANAXSUe92tWEf
呀詩講得都算大聲,前面嘅人都聽到曬,紛紛擰轉面望下咩事。943Please respect copyright.PENANALda8z2rsRa
943Please respect copyright.PENANAGP61Bu0Sxx
然後用一種「你仆街啦」嘅眼神同表情望住我,唉⋯⋯屌,呀詩落車後就消失係銅鑼灣街頭。943Please respect copyright.PENANAdp4kbzbuMz
943Please respect copyright.PENANAVibwp9b8UB
以前,我會為咗佢追上車,依家竟然會郁都唔郁咁坐咗係度。943Please respect copyright.PENANAkE5PLpTC8h
943Please respect copyright.PENANAarbW9owZA4
幾小時後,我問呀詩係咪仲嬲緊,我SMS問佢。喺MSN嘅未代,朋友之間都少咗用MSN,facebook啦,SMS之類嘅會用得比較多。943Please respect copyright.PENANA0zBVpPNuBs
943Please respect copyright.PENANAAM0Sav3ocO
畢竟要加新朋友要成日問人email咁麻煩,電話,add個facebook方便得多啦,而且仲可以睇下入面啲相啊,post咁,就逐漸變為主流。943Please respect copyright.PENANAfmgWKbeaDi
943Please respect copyright.PENANA6DEFDgvcqR
呀詩好耐都無覆到我,我又淆底唔敢成日搵佢,我唔知點做先好⋯⋯943Please respect copyright.PENANAOxmTRXkuhi
943Please respect copyright.PENANAPmIbuDHET4
由半年前我就一直好迷惘,唔知點做先好,一到喱到就好徬徨,亦唔知有無人明我嘅感受。943Please respect copyright.PENANAwMHVVm7hUE
943Please respect copyright.PENANAIR8yH8u5aQ
一唔知點做就驚,就無信心,唔安心咁。943Please respect copyright.PENANAKFWGzdohWc
943Please respect copyright.PENANALXA17k5uiX
以前我話會努力俾呀詩幸福,除咗有時懶之外,我都真係放好多心機落去㗎啦。943Please respect copyright.PENANA0LzKPS9c2n
943Please respect copyright.PENANAQY6tkcUADv
但偏偏好似越做越錯咁。943Please respect copyright.PENANAXxh0Ms44dp
943Please respect copyright.PENANAmtp0kF1uJw
除咗講對唔住,我都唔知可以講咩好。943Please respect copyright.PENANAjiOx6Iwg2N
943Please respect copyright.PENANAaqYBaxMjwc
我係佢補習社樓下等到佢放,中途我有SMS佢,同佢講對唔住,但呀詩無覆到我。943Please respect copyright.PENANAM1dvOsTbmH
943Please respect copyright.PENANAgvtR6ZzwGh
我一路等,個心不安到狂跳個不停,嗰種由心底發出嚟嘅寒冷係會令人起雞皮。943Please respect copyright.PENANA4xywpjpiV9
943Please respect copyright.PENANAoWyRf0Sk46
我唔敢想像遲下會發生咩事,好似我之前講嘅,好多嘢係累積落嚟,有啲嘢係你有預感㗎。943Please respect copyright.PENANANJ5iY9ZGGR
943Please respect copyright.PENANA63VxwtV8Oh
因為好似感覺去到盡頭咁,前面係一塊無形嘅牆,十分巨大,我唔知點先可以跨越喱個巨牆。943Please respect copyright.PENANA2TToJsiNdp
943Please respect copyright.PENANA1u7U2u6CAg
呀詩由補習社出嚟,見到後面有幾個男仔對住呀詩眼甘甘咁望,我瞪咗佢哋幾眼,想上前搵呀詩。943Please respect copyright.PENANAHArHxZgKdq
943Please respect copyright.PENANAzbThhZB4Y2
但佢無理到我,自己向前行。943Please respect copyright.PENANAJ67Ecrn7oM
943Please respect copyright.PENANA6F4z9bpnpq
我只好默默地跟係後面,一路跟,其他人啲眼光我根本無暇理會,我好驚。943Please respect copyright.PENANAh5B1pIqTd9
943Please respect copyright.PENANAxPIe2n2cIp
好驚呀詩會話分手。943Please respect copyright.PENANAX7BlsFGTbc
943Please respect copyright.PENANAFvglEvAu49
一路由補習社行到去地鐵站,再由地鐵站行到佢屋企樓下附近,佢係附近嘅涼亭停咗落嚟。943Please respect copyright.PENANAi4ChnZm9bC
943Please respect copyright.PENANAkpT6wor1iT
隻手仲捧住一疊書。943Please respect copyright.PENANAKo8ziLAq7V
943Please respect copyright.PENANAaw7giRp39R
以前低form嗰陣覺得啲高form嘅成日捧住厚到乜咁嘅書好型,好有書卷味,所以到依家,好多人都會寧願拎住幾本厚厚嘅書,都唔想揹住幾斤重嘅書包。943Please respect copyright.PENANAQ7BSyUAEUf
943Please respect copyright.PENANAk2ezLX1jMO
「仲跟住嚟做咩姐?」呀詩冷冷地道,冰冷到覺得陌生。943Please respect copyright.PENANAW98CBsCLnC
943Please respect copyright.PENANAdiQemhyrzm
「頭先係我唔啱,我知錯啦。」我從後擁抱住呀詩。943Please respect copyright.PENANA32LxFY6IIN
943Please respect copyright.PENANApvUlfFCi1e
呀詩不為所動,靜默一會,然後深呼吸咗一下。943Please respect copyright.PENANAOOTFMiK7Bk
943Please respect copyright.PENANAWyhVXuZCH8
「你係知嘅話,你頭先就會追出嚟。」呀詩捉住我隻手。943Please respect copyright.PENANAjl6GCwTTxh
943Please respect copyright.PENANAxCGKRso5Ms
輕輕地捉住,將我隻手輕輕地推開。943Please respect copyright.PENANANAf8ll7ReB
943Please respect copyright.PENANA1skCB1sNI7
明明我已經好用力咁攬住佢,但都會俾佢輕易而舉地推開,呀詩好果斷,似乎無絲毫猶疑,從佢嘅眼神睇得出嚟。943Please respect copyright.PENANA1DACii1q6b
943Please respect copyright.PENANAOtLK8CGA4z
「我⋯⋯我只不過⋯」我頓時語塞,無從反駁,個腦好似天旋地轉咁。943Please respect copyright.PENANAcIWE5YWkkM
943Please respect copyright.PENANAaPqebQpyS2
「不如我哋分手啦?」呀詩溫柔地道。943Please respect copyright.PENANAjKHnwTrHgf
943Please respect copyright.PENANA3ZLxUHweFh
屌你咩⋯⋯好似俾佢輕輕咁打咗一拳,卻重到可以令你瞓低,不能動彈。943Please respect copyright.PENANA1ZdVyZUazi
943Please respect copyright.PENANAT2J3JmhC8A
而最具殺傷力嘅,並唔係呀詩嘅柔聲細氣,而係佢堅定嘅眼神。943Please respect copyright.PENANAb4pkknVmfX
943Please respect copyright.PENANAWp0TI6wy8X
嗰種果斷,嗰種狠心,喺直接同你講答案。喱個並唔係詢問你意見,其實係無彎轉。943Please respect copyright.PENANADl2j0QJ7E1
943Please respect copyright.PENANAuaoXQ1H5W0
因為到目前為止,就算我哋因為小事嗌交,點嘈都好,都唔會將「分手」兩隻字掛係口邊。943Please respect copyright.PENANAfgyDfwWGSy
943Please respect copyright.PENANA8ojWTRBToJ
所以當聽到喱兩隻字嘅時候,你瞬間就明白了。943Please respect copyright.PENANAhf8I2X4tCa
943Please respect copyright.PENANA8jg8I5SOsO
其實呀詩一早就已經有分手喱個念頭⋯⋯943Please respect copyright.PENANA1ImhREUoBk
943Please respect copyright.PENANAFVUNc0uDiy
只係佢一直⋯一直⋯⋯都俾緊機會。943Please respect copyright.PENANA1TOnMezcvY
943Please respect copyright.PENANAHkRYN4sfKr
當最後真係講出嚟嘅時候,包含住佢一次又一次嘅失望。943Please respect copyright.PENANAkSSWOv4ONk
943Please respect copyright.PENANA8dTrF8HjrZ
「可唔可以唔好啊?」我懇求。943Please respect copyright.PENANAhpmMqIqhTR
943Please respect copyright.PENANAEMZFA0JDuQ
呀詩輕輕一笑,捉起我隻手。943Please respect copyright.PENANAKkiC1s7OQ8
943Please respect copyright.PENANAMtm6nbOSuD
「你睇下。」我唔明,我隻手又無乜嘢,佢要我睇咩?943Please respect copyright.PENANAbewtfTNTWj
943Please respect copyright.PENANAChnMDzjmk2
「睇咩啊?」我疑惑地道。943Please respect copyright.PENANARJaEzSg7va
943Please respect copyright.PENANACWPzyu0S7q
「條手繩囉,你已經無再戴係身。」我依家先明,頭先呀詩嘅輕輕一笑,係苦笑。943Please respect copyright.PENANAeOQZvws3Ta
943Please respect copyright.PENANA76fseopR1f
「我⋯我只不過係今日⋯⋯今日無戴咋嘛!」我講出口都覺得自己毫無說服力。943Please respect copyright.PENANAM3o9cSqEen
943Please respect copyright.PENANAZOK4uvOrx6
「你係咪今日無戴,我今日先知咩?」呀詩望望佢手上嘅手繩,若有所思地道。943Please respect copyright.PENANACUIV8f1ecz
943Please respect copyright.PENANADmob5ye7BM
我寧願佢用佢火爆嘅脾氣爆鳩我,屌鳩我,然後講曬粗口咁,都好。943Please respect copyright.PENANAcR19hKx7Jy
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因為咁樣我仲有一絲希望,覺得佢只係好似平時咁嬲,仲有機會。943Please respect copyright.PENANAUbAjDzzUnQ
943Please respect copyright.PENANAO3VFnZ7D6p
但佢無⋯⋯佢用平靜如水嘅態度面對我。943Please respect copyright.PENANA0VUNvWe2zS
943Please respect copyright.PENANAxwROfR7ijp
證明佢咁講並唔係突然其來,無來由地發脾氣;而係經過深思熟慮。943Please respect copyright.PENANAWjE4Zvud1j
943Please respect copyright.PENANAgFWBTPD2sJ
我更加唔知點做,唔知點樣挽回喱段感情。943Please respect copyright.PENANABgXRtVHoka
943Please respect copyright.PENANApPp2lSuUWs
要我放低佢?應承佢話分手?我做唔撚到⋯⋯啊!!943Please respect copyright.PENANAokEK77xXzZ
943Please respect copyright.PENANAK1YIjCqCoA
「我應承你啊,之後日日都戴好無?」一個男人要咁樣求法,真係好無尊嚴,好撚廢。943Please respect copyright.PENANAefkRmyeX9M
943Please respect copyright.PENANA90Y1XeFsRR
唔好話其他人睇唔起我,我自己都睇唔起我自己。943Please respect copyright.PENANA3PvtMXZ3PX
943Please respect copyright.PENANA1KITiv9Pv8
對比起失去呀詩,喱啲尊嚴算得係咩?943Please respect copyright.PENANArW34ez0sdT
943Please respect copyright.PENANAXH0jqz59Am
「都已經唔同咗,我哋之間都唔同咗,我唔再係以前嘅MK妹,你都唔再係以前為我努力嘅李建強。」943Please respect copyright.PENANACXVpXpShWJ
943Please respect copyright.PENANA1LjjBFgutP
「分開下,或者對你嚟講會件好事。」呀詩咬咬唇,努力地講出喱句說話。943Please respect copyright.PENANAOtEUUi1xm5
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其實我知佢內心同我一樣都唔捨得。943Please respect copyright.PENANATnBUdQOxPP
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既然佢都唔捨得都做咁嘅決定,應該係爭扎咗好耐,我⋯我⋯仲可以做啲咩?943Please respect copyright.PENANAdxjx07MEOj
943Please respect copyright.PENANA6zvTOMvW97
我從來無諗過我同呀詩會係咁樣嘅結局。943Please respect copyright.PENANAkDd9IkCEg6
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喱種痛,比起出軌,戴綠帽痛上好幾倍。943Please respect copyright.PENANAos8L5Mrp11
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因為我都幻想過我同呀詩會分手嘅局面,我幻想過呀詩對我無感覺,又或者佢識咗第個MK仔,又或者受其他狗公妖言惑眾。943Please respect copyright.PENANAbZeJ15VXxM
943Please respect copyright.PENANAWNhqLVIney
咁樣我至少可以順理成章地嬲,將佢塑造成對感情不忠嘅負心人,仆街。943Please respect copyright.PENANAYE0nnxmzdz
943Please respect copyright.PENANAZt5mTFuMJT
但事實並唔係咁,我哋之所以會搞成咁,唔關其他人事,係我哋兩個之間嘅問題。943Please respect copyright.PENANAf70Ci9qJBp
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個源頭正正係我哋中間,甚至乎係我一手一腳造成⋯⋯943Please respect copyright.PENANAnp3mU3dWde
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係我自己搞成咁,無得怪邊個。943Please respect copyright.PENANARcNyjGysZU