中二嗰陣,素來係學校獨來獨往嘅我,本來就無乜朋友,我淨係諗住好好地讀完自己嘅書,其他嘅嘢我唔想去理。824Please respect copyright.PENANA67Ibu0SjVV
824Please respect copyright.PENANAaAD0vPUqRC
有個咁樣嘅老豆,你唔為自己諗,邊個為你諗啊?824Please respect copyright.PENANAeMmxBzt7rm
824Please respect copyright.PENANAgKw5kAIpFz
直至有條傻仔出現,先改變自己嘅想法。824Please respect copyright.PENANA92EAbh7jD1
824Please respect copyright.PENANANQNhasCRjR
嗰陣時我唔多唔少都有啲憤世嫉俗吧?點解自己會有咁樣嘅屋企?咁樣嘅人生?824Please respect copyright.PENANA2xeWvNSks3
824Please respect copyright.PENANAdI9vX3NNMS
我都有諗過放棄讀書,出去玩飽佢咪算囉。824Please respect copyright.PENANA6AkF1XN5iW
824Please respect copyright.PENANAuhQFtDKUHz
但到最後都係做唔出,返學啲同學仔唔會理我,上堂無嘢做嘅我咪專心聽書囉,同時都唔甘心咁樣吧?824Please respect copyright.PENANAOMKq68PcNN
824Please respect copyright.PENANAFptxDJbWol
唔知幾時開始,我會係圖書館搵到一刻屬於自己嘅寧靜。824Please respect copyright.PENANAezHoqQq8xR
824Please respect copyright.PENANAE2SgGoBySt
個四眼哥哥又鬼死咁好人,一嚟嘅時候我成日都惡佢,可能係一種自我保護意識吧?824Please respect copyright.PENANAHLC8SiW6Fq
824Please respect copyright.PENANAWhWy6SrDP1
成日就將唔想做嘅嘢都俾佢做曬,佢咩怨言都無,雖然平時份人無聊啲同埋戇鳩咗啲,但真係好好人。824Please respect copyright.PENANA35nSjT4UMA
824Please respect copyright.PENANAM1kogB8HDq
慢慢地,我都無對佢咁惡了,成日都會同佢吹下水,後來都互相交換下MSN。824Please respect copyright.PENANAq3XiVIKXae
824Please respect copyright.PENANALzutRegsnI
佢係我喺學校唯一嘅朋友吧?824Please respect copyright.PENANAeE2I18yuas
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而且深知大家對大家都唔會有咩嘢,佢已經form7,聽講好似係最後一屆,過多幾個月佢就畢業唔係度了。824Please respect copyright.PENANAa7pJDqFii4
824Please respect copyright.PENANAfSqB521gqV
有一日,我拖住疲累嘅身軀返學,俾我遇上條傻仔。824Please respect copyright.PENANAykvU2lIP1b
824Please respect copyright.PENANAWVJcxkTMUS
前一晚,呀彥捉住我執咗好幾劑,但我一啲都感覺唔到舒服,只係感受到純粹嘅發洩⋯⋯824Please respect copyright.PENANAjmR8ybBEGL
824Please respect copyright.PENANA1EtkJWuRAS
我下面係痛住咁返學⋯⋯824Please respect copyright.PENANAru9NgXmrP6
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係我瞓得正香嘅時候,條仆街嘈醒本姑娘,話要借書,睇佢個眼神就大概估到佢嘅意思。824Please respect copyright.PENANADEFTR9k1iD
824Please respect copyright.PENANAqJgjTIV0uL
當你見慣見熟嘅時候,你好快就會明白㗎啦。824Please respect copyright.PENANA2IzWjRyiYd
824Please respect copyright.PENANANw5uo0hzcE
對於喱啲事思空見慣嘅我,並無將喱件事放係心,啊⋯⋯點知條友第二日又再嚟過。824Please respect copyright.PENANAtjxxNyTE4E
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第三日亦是如是⋯⋯824Please respect copyright.PENANA4mgo8n8QlR
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第四日也是⋯⋯824Please respect copyright.PENANAs6js6QSbzr
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對於佢嘅毅力,我十分佩服,佢仲要準時第二個小息就嚟,而且借嚟借去,還嚟還去都係嗰幾本書。824Please respect copyright.PENANAiU5dt8em8i
824Please respect copyright.PENANAdB9nHWHNDd
「其實你係咪想溝我姐?」我坦白咁問佢,我以為佢嘅反應會係怕醜唔認啦,點知佢口快快咁答話:「係啊!」824Please respect copyright.PENANArURAYdtmmr
824Please respect copyright.PENANA9nssA4d63E
通常啲男仔會俾我咁樣嚇疾,估唔到佢會咁直接,我偷偷地笑咗下,喱條友又幾特別喎。824Please respect copyright.PENANAdd0WQKB8c7
824Please respect copyright.PENANAr1WJ2sUBRI
佢不間斷地上嚟圖書館搵我,吹下水打發下時間都幾好。824Please respect copyright.PENANADwjU9NvKp7
824Please respect copyright.PENANAmMR8sUZJXr
而且仲要透過四眼哥哥拎到我個MSN,佢真係幾落心落力,佢嘅主動出奇地唔令我覺得討厭。824Please respect copyright.PENANAWlyZeUaBSg
824Please respect copyright.PENANAsmBodOPYTO
直至臨放暑假嘅時候,佢就突然無再上嚟。824Please respect copyright.PENANAjvTkcXBqYM
824Please respect copyright.PENANAaUXVf5ygGR
本來每日都會實會發生嘅事,忽然間無咗,嗰日個小息唔知點解過得好奇怪,心入面有陣失落。做咩都好奇怪,睇書瞓教都好唔自然。824Please respect copyright.PENANAp3tbsw8PDS
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之後佢都無再上過嚟⋯⋯824Please respect copyright.PENANAz8Ivsnj07Q
824Please respect copyright.PENANAeLng3TehQ5
不過好彩嘅係,好快就到暑假。我基本上都係無所事事咁跟住呀彥出去蒲,日日如是,佢去邊我就去邊。824Please respect copyright.PENANADiM6Vsbqna
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暑假返嚟,估唔到嘅係會同係同一班遇返個傻仔。824Please respect copyright.PENANAfYnpxRFupW
824Please respect copyright.PENANAn36SubGVoi
對於佢嘅再次出現,我有啲期待。對於佢嘅感覺,係慢慢一點點累積吧?好似儲印花咁,儲夠一定點數就會換到什麼。824Please respect copyright.PENANAuiw2mnZ6Hb
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因為同班好自然知道佢叫咩名,睇下班表大約就估唔到,條傻仔仲係咁問我叫咩名,成個人傻裡傻氣咁,幾搞笑。824Please respect copyright.PENANAT4lAN3Zfb0
824Please respect copyright.PENANAd7wqV9naHZ
有一次放學,我如常同呀彥去平時去開嘅網吧,因為呀彥唔係係我學校附近嗰區,有一段距離,所以都係我去搵佢多。824Please respect copyright.PENANAbJZB563elt
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俾我係網吧度遇到呀強⋯⋯824Please respect copyright.PENANAcTwZCDmj1P
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條友走過嚟同我say hi,我一陣尷尬⋯⋯熟又唔係到好熟,但又未到唔熟嘅尷尬。824Please respect copyright.PENANAmCQ6lgRHKX
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只不過,唔知點解,我唔係幾想佢知我嘅過去,尤其是唔想俾佢知呀彥⋯⋯824Please respect copyright.PENANAACLJkUiByu
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如我所預料,呀彥無俾到咩好面色呀強睇。824Please respect copyright.PENANA3QX0OA6zdy
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完咗之後,呀彥問我頭先個男仔係邊個嚟,嬲爆爆咁問。824Please respect copyright.PENANAIBWON5NZ0N
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「無啊⋯⋯同班同學咋嘛。」我如實回答。824Please respect copyright.PENANAmUQO9wcKb9
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「條柒頭係咪冧你姐?」呀彥好用力咁捉住我隻手,捉到我好鬼痛⋯⋯824Please respect copyright.PENANAZ2rV177e5X
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「我點撚知佢係咪冧我啊?」我真係唔知佢係真係想溝我定點,好多人都係講講下㗎啦,唔通人哋講下你都信咩?824Please respect copyright.PENANACMiLg9w9Ta
824Please respect copyright.PENANAcQzoV2ZdDI
「我唔撚理,你以後唔好同佢行咁鳩埋。」呀彥嘅無理,已經慢慢到達我嘅臨界點,我只係覺得我好似係佢嘅附屬品咁。824Please respect copyright.PENANAtM36eDPQm1
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係喱個時候,咁啱傻強出現,巧合、緣份喱樣好似越係解釋,就越係解釋唔到咁,但又真實地發生係我哋生活入面咁。824Please respect copyright.PENANA1E3buQyci2
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上堂再專心都會有分手,覺得無聊嘅時候,呀強會陪我解解悶,會陪我戇鳩,係佢隔離,我唔洗去迎合佢,佢想去邊我都要陪佢去,我只要負責笑,負責開心就夠。824Please respect copyright.PENANAcnci37Dw8O
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雖然條友成日都驚驚青青咁,淆曬底,但幾好笑,趣緻又盞鬼。824Please respect copyright.PENANAyHGvpmrpcF
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而且仲要俾我發現佢係青頭仔!!824Please respect copyright.PENANAGXXZqdrpgH
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睇佢正正常常,平時又幾幽默搞笑,應該都有溝過女,點知會咁⋯⋯824Please respect copyright.PENANACJtDf57EnA
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係呀彥身邊嘅男仔,一個二個一早就食過女啦。824Please respect copyright.PENANAeqRmfxxOyE
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不過見到呀強怕醜個樣,又覺得佢幾可愛,我係抱住玩下個傻仔嘅心態去挑逗下佢,佢又好易紅都面曬喎,哈哈哈!824Please respect copyright.PENANAwy5SCv994C
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平時會將condom帶係身上嘅我,為嘅咪又係滿足呀彥嘅慾望,有時會係後樓梯,有時又係殘廁⋯⋯824Please respect copyright.PENANAbrSdtFdJnY
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有一日,我老豆飲完酒之後係度發酒癲,打打殺殺咁,又打爛曬屋企啲嘢,佢乜都唔識,淨係識埋啲仆街嘢。824Please respect copyright.PENANAMwygQfpQhm
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佢入廚房拎把菜刀係咁係度揮,我真係俾佢嚇壞⋯⋯824Please respect copyright.PENANAzjgcKZMG4f
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好驚⋯⋯佢酒紅嘅臉龐,酒氣加殺氣混雜一齊,係度破口大嗌,鳩叫。824Please respect copyright.PENANAXvrsXRk61x
824Please respect copyright.PENANAimyP0SZiyF
我個腦閃過兩個念頭,報警同埋走佬。824Please respect copyright.PENANAz0HRKndDZi
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人仔細細嘅我坦白講無咁嘅膽量去報警,人大咗有膽,唔會俾人蝦到上心口先會去報警。824Please respect copyright.PENANAscdeGQLglU
824Please respect copyright.PENANASsGqPmenLQ
「你老母啊⋯⋯雞嚟㗎!!仆街!!係雞啊!生出嚟嘅女都唔方好嘢啦⋯⋯嗝⋯嗝⋯⋯屌你老母!跟佬走?留低件佗衰家係度?」824Please respect copyright.PENANAbThZiU9EoF
824Please respect copyright.PENANAA8QxVYqz9J
「屌你啦!呀媽跟佬走係做得啱㗎,跟著你先仆街啊。」我唔忿氣地駁道。824Please respect copyright.PENANAG5x9ZLufvE
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我從來無怪過呀媽跟人走,就算心入面有一絲怨恨,恨呀媽做咩唔帶埋我走,但都無怪佢。824Please respect copyright.PENANAaSPk0M7f2H
824Please respect copyright.PENANAt3wkL1W9hd
人往高處爬,係好正常嘅事,佢依家可能有美好嘅家庭,有我係度可能只會阻住佢。824Please respect copyright.PENANAOuXZiHnsir
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我嘅出世彷佛就係一個錯誤,點樣揀都碌柒咁,可以嘅話我都唔想出生係喱個世界上。824Please respect copyright.PENANAxIc6G7ZbAs
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「你個衰女包,仆你個街,咁樣話鳩你老豆?我無俾錢你洗啊?」佢舉手就想一刀劈落嚟,佢稍為酒醒咗少少,好似察覺拎住把刀好大件事,走入廚房放低把刀,拎咗個掃把出嚟,二話不說就揮落嚟。824Please respect copyright.PENANANkyutYOSU9
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間屋咁細,我避都避唔到,硬食咗一嘢,我大脾位即刻瘀咗一塊。824Please respect copyright.PENANAodwv99Cnkp
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我心入面真係慌到一個點,夾雜著憤怒,但驚慌嘅情緒遠大於憤怒,眼淚一路係度打滾。824Please respect copyright.PENANAXcPGbWSWTu
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我大嗌咗一句:「你都唔知乜撚嘢老豆嚟!」824Please respect copyright.PENANAwrcDdjRJi0
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就衝咗出屋,去咗後樓梯喊,一直喊,一路喊。我都唔知喊到幾時,中間有聽到後樓梯有開門聲,我驚有人經過,時不時會上下張望,確認無人又再繼續喊⋯⋯824Please respect copyright.PENANAV6pFVS0AiJ
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嗰晚我無返到自己屋企,去咗呀彥屋企,係喱個傷心嘅時候,我唯一諗起嘅依靠⋯⋯824Please respect copyright.PENANArFgTzzax5a
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就係佢。824Please respect copyright.PENANAQ78kc4sOKl
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我好想有人用力咁攬住我,然後同我講:「唔緊要,有我係度。」824Please respect copyright.PENANAm6bg6Fw7dn
824Please respect copyright.PENANA69y8Vxv2It
簡單嘅一句說話就夠,只係想要返啲愛,一樣係我身上極少擁有過嘅嘢。824Please respect copyright.PENANAAlW3Q35WAd
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我去到呀彥度,佢掛住玩佢嘅勁舞團,部電腦勁大聲咁播緊「金鐘國」。824Please respect copyright.PENANA6DnsAF0rZo
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玩完之後咪理我囉,我係張床度瑟縮咗好耐,佢好似打到悶,打到眼瞓先過嚟搵我。824Please respect copyright.PENANA0XrQPNPanE
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仲要熄曬燈,上床攬住我,然後將我拉落床到,我順勢就咁瞓咗落嚟。824Please respect copyright.PENANAWckD89pY9X
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我期待嘅似乎終於實現,但點知原來可以低處未算低。824Please respect copyright.PENANAF6wNjn2t5n
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佢開始摸我個胸,然後錫我條頸⋯⋯824Please respect copyright.PENANA6lZuK5ICBe
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一陣陣失落感打落嚟,我係度諗自己究竟係乜,女仔就係俾人發洩嘅工具?824Please respect copyright.PENANAiwESSYikSz
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從頭到尾都無關心過我,我想要嘅,只⋯只不過係想有人可以真係關心我姐,點解好似好難咁?824Please respect copyright.PENANAw9J4BGozqy
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係我思考緊嘅過程中,我無出到聲,任由呀彥魚肉,彷如一具死屍,無任何反應。824Please respect copyright.PENANAqBx02HZDTI
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我以為佢見到咁就會停低,問下我咩事,點知無,佢慢慢向我下面進發。824Please respect copyright.PENANANQBSAQJoeD
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我推開咗佢,拎走啲嘢。824Please respect copyright.PENANA4PRAXMlmkI
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「喂⋯⋯做咩姐⋯⋯嬲啊?」係間房度傳嚟呀彥嘅叫吼聲,打開房門,叔叔係廳度睇緊波,彷似見慣般不聞不問。824Please respect copyright.PENANACh8NgNJxjj
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曾經我以爲可以再次俾到溫暖我嘅地方,只不過係另一個地獄,只係一個係第十八層,一個係第三層嘅分別而已。824Please respect copyright.PENANAriYABww6qP
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嗰晚我無返到屋企,去咗海旁吹風,成晚無瞓過教,第一次睇日出,仲要係自己一個。824Please respect copyright.PENANAj2ogN6pX07
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係海旁嘅我,俾海風吹走曬啲睡意,我老早就返屋企,打算換返件校服返學。824Please respect copyright.PENANA8OWsKTX7Vr
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但又要趁老豆未起身前搞掂曬所有嘢,點知我擔心係多餘,屋企空無一人,唔知佢死撚咗去邊。824Please respect copyright.PENANAXgkaKxouX8
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我最後小睡個令鐘左右就返學。824Please respect copyright.PENANAp0Lm354U0H
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心情極差嘅我仲要俾個戇鳩班長話我無交功課,我唔洗10分鐘就搞掂個功課,一早交咗出去,話鳩我無交?824Please respect copyright.PENANAchYheuioaQ
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加加埋埋嘅事已經夠我心煩,好想發洩,好想喊,我拼死咁忍住。824Please respect copyright.PENANAf7xCXBOLgN
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而我最估唔到嘅係,第一個關心我嘅人,係我隔離喱個傻仔。824Please respect copyright.PENANAYQkmCNusCT
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係我背住佢趴係張枱嘅時候,佢無煩到我,然後坐返起身嘅時候,發覺枱面上多咗包紙巾。824Please respect copyright.PENANAOitJLmMMuL
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一股暖意瞬間暖上心頭,好似就嚟爆咁,我覺得喱包紙巾好似包含著千言萬語咁,雖然咩都無講,但代表住一種默默嘅關心。824Please respect copyright.PENANA5fskTvznEo
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「你擺係度做咩啊?」我甜甜地笑,儘量唔俾佢察覺,明知故問地道。824Please respect copyright.PENANAeX5fBXtz64
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「我驚你喊啊嘛頭先。」個傻仔擔心我⋯⋯824Please respect copyright.PENANAB65LM96NzR
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「你都傻嘅,我會喊?」我逞強,明明就好想喊,但就偏偏唔想俾佢咁易睇穿我,所以咪掩飾囉。824Please respect copyright.PENANANHhdYBCQSf
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順勢就係一嘢打落佢度,我真係差啲喊係因為喱個傻仔。824Please respect copyright.PENANAvVfp33XE0j
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唔知你哋明唔明,有時你積積埋埋唔開心,想喊想喊咁,但突如其來有人關心你,安慰你,好似關咗你一陣強忍住嘅情緒,終於有一個人可以令你放心落嚟咁樣。824Please respect copyright.PENANALy5FPrf06x
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只不過最後俾個傻強整到我笑出嚟,所以先無喊到。824Please respect copyright.PENANAgMxraw63G3
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心情算係好返啲,但到lunch time,我又係要「享受」住喱種「快樂」嘅孤獨時光。824Please respect copyright.PENANA2hjQHn58fZ
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當其他人都有朋友仔陪食飯嘅時候,我就只能夠自己一個,我甚至會行到好遠好遠嘅餐廳食飯,因為越近學校一定好多人排,只會更顯得自己孤單⋯⋯824Please respect copyright.PENANAcxVY8Q9Ymb