中二嗰陣,素來係學校獨來獨往嘅我,本來就無乜朋友,我淨係諗住好好地讀完自己嘅書,其他嘅嘢我唔想去理。811Please respect copyright.PENANAhLqHSUrZvS
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有個咁樣嘅老豆,你唔為自己諗,邊個為你諗啊?811Please respect copyright.PENANApTaOa41OiF
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直至有條傻仔出現,先改變自己嘅想法。811Please respect copyright.PENANAnJ92F30vMH
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嗰陣時我唔多唔少都有啲憤世嫉俗吧?點解自己會有咁樣嘅屋企?咁樣嘅人生?811Please respect copyright.PENANA1puImbSEov
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我都有諗過放棄讀書,出去玩飽佢咪算囉。811Please respect copyright.PENANAOHk5kDP0fg
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但到最後都係做唔出,返學啲同學仔唔會理我,上堂無嘢做嘅我咪專心聽書囉,同時都唔甘心咁樣吧?811Please respect copyright.PENANA9oBcqr9KZ2
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唔知幾時開始,我會係圖書館搵到一刻屬於自己嘅寧靜。811Please respect copyright.PENANA0D5YdZxetC
811Please respect copyright.PENANAqZDAR4jHDX
個四眼哥哥又鬼死咁好人,一嚟嘅時候我成日都惡佢,可能係一種自我保護意識吧?811Please respect copyright.PENANAixvzHM15rn
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成日就將唔想做嘅嘢都俾佢做曬,佢咩怨言都無,雖然平時份人無聊啲同埋戇鳩咗啲,但真係好好人。811Please respect copyright.PENANAbuXDZ1mBoD
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慢慢地,我都無對佢咁惡了,成日都會同佢吹下水,後來都互相交換下MSN。811Please respect copyright.PENANAiM7dMtPS3G
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佢係我喺學校唯一嘅朋友吧?811Please respect copyright.PENANADBb4xtn2Cb
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而且深知大家對大家都唔會有咩嘢,佢已經form7,聽講好似係最後一屆,過多幾個月佢就畢業唔係度了。811Please respect copyright.PENANAv80KqU1XRq
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有一日,我拖住疲累嘅身軀返學,俾我遇上條傻仔。811Please respect copyright.PENANA7RVlfDqQLr
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前一晚,呀彥捉住我執咗好幾劑,但我一啲都感覺唔到舒服,只係感受到純粹嘅發洩⋯⋯811Please respect copyright.PENANAOfDnrPWFzm
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我下面係痛住咁返學⋯⋯811Please respect copyright.PENANAhzxf0bEpvf
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係我瞓得正香嘅時候,條仆街嘈醒本姑娘,話要借書,睇佢個眼神就大概估到佢嘅意思。811Please respect copyright.PENANA160fXEJcd5
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當你見慣見熟嘅時候,你好快就會明白㗎啦。811Please respect copyright.PENANADB5w0hMiOE
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對於喱啲事思空見慣嘅我,並無將喱件事放係心,啊⋯⋯點知條友第二日又再嚟過。811Please respect copyright.PENANAnx5YFIJlxw
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第三日亦是如是⋯⋯811Please respect copyright.PENANAsMHcp7mrJB
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第四日也是⋯⋯811Please respect copyright.PENANAfHtgdhTcAX
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對於佢嘅毅力,我十分佩服,佢仲要準時第二個小息就嚟,而且借嚟借去,還嚟還去都係嗰幾本書。811Please respect copyright.PENANAPLty6Ge1lk
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「其實你係咪想溝我姐?」我坦白咁問佢,我以為佢嘅反應會係怕醜唔認啦,點知佢口快快咁答話:「係啊!」811Please respect copyright.PENANAj1rVuMPT9B
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通常啲男仔會俾我咁樣嚇疾,估唔到佢會咁直接,我偷偷地笑咗下,喱條友又幾特別喎。811Please respect copyright.PENANA3j0mdbLPKt
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佢不間斷地上嚟圖書館搵我,吹下水打發下時間都幾好。811Please respect copyright.PENANAvGxZWdSJM5
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而且仲要透過四眼哥哥拎到我個MSN,佢真係幾落心落力,佢嘅主動出奇地唔令我覺得討厭。811Please respect copyright.PENANA9QVCt7ucxs
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直至臨放暑假嘅時候,佢就突然無再上嚟。811Please respect copyright.PENANA0vdCu4wqCb
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本來每日都會實會發生嘅事,忽然間無咗,嗰日個小息唔知點解過得好奇怪,心入面有陣失落。做咩都好奇怪,睇書瞓教都好唔自然。811Please respect copyright.PENANAi1fQpqKO0Q
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之後佢都無再上過嚟⋯⋯811Please respect copyright.PENANAmeaDGmGOwT
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不過好彩嘅係,好快就到暑假。我基本上都係無所事事咁跟住呀彥出去蒲,日日如是,佢去邊我就去邊。811Please respect copyright.PENANAOqTsmVE64V
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暑假返嚟,估唔到嘅係會同係同一班遇返個傻仔。811Please respect copyright.PENANA1s94B2vRBl
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對於佢嘅再次出現,我有啲期待。對於佢嘅感覺,係慢慢一點點累積吧?好似儲印花咁,儲夠一定點數就會換到什麼。811Please respect copyright.PENANAbZk1GiKBTu
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因為同班好自然知道佢叫咩名,睇下班表大約就估唔到,條傻仔仲係咁問我叫咩名,成個人傻裡傻氣咁,幾搞笑。811Please respect copyright.PENANAzyW7ukRNBh
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有一次放學,我如常同呀彥去平時去開嘅網吧,因為呀彥唔係係我學校附近嗰區,有一段距離,所以都係我去搵佢多。811Please respect copyright.PENANA00L4JS5kws
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俾我係網吧度遇到呀強⋯⋯811Please respect copyright.PENANAf7KUtPKthr
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條友走過嚟同我say hi,我一陣尷尬⋯⋯熟又唔係到好熟,但又未到唔熟嘅尷尬。811Please respect copyright.PENANA1N1nK8yH5d
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只不過,唔知點解,我唔係幾想佢知我嘅過去,尤其是唔想俾佢知呀彥⋯⋯811Please respect copyright.PENANA3a9TLVG48P
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如我所預料,呀彥無俾到咩好面色呀強睇。811Please respect copyright.PENANA8XKh1REQ8N
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完咗之後,呀彥問我頭先個男仔係邊個嚟,嬲爆爆咁問。811Please respect copyright.PENANAO7ygox8j9M
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「無啊⋯⋯同班同學咋嘛。」我如實回答。811Please respect copyright.PENANA3n1Mc2e1jR
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「條柒頭係咪冧你姐?」呀彥好用力咁捉住我隻手,捉到我好鬼痛⋯⋯811Please respect copyright.PENANAEZPYFp9DVW
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「我點撚知佢係咪冧我啊?」我真係唔知佢係真係想溝我定點,好多人都係講講下㗎啦,唔通人哋講下你都信咩?811Please respect copyright.PENANAlX9kqlAmS7
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「我唔撚理,你以後唔好同佢行咁鳩埋。」呀彥嘅無理,已經慢慢到達我嘅臨界點,我只係覺得我好似係佢嘅附屬品咁。811Please respect copyright.PENANAmjnCgdKbiz
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係喱個時候,咁啱傻強出現,巧合、緣份喱樣好似越係解釋,就越係解釋唔到咁,但又真實地發生係我哋生活入面咁。811Please respect copyright.PENANApMK2O7oHaR
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上堂再專心都會有分手,覺得無聊嘅時候,呀強會陪我解解悶,會陪我戇鳩,係佢隔離,我唔洗去迎合佢,佢想去邊我都要陪佢去,我只要負責笑,負責開心就夠。811Please respect copyright.PENANA16i827XuQs
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雖然條友成日都驚驚青青咁,淆曬底,但幾好笑,趣緻又盞鬼。811Please respect copyright.PENANAzSe6f6Dn2W
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而且仲要俾我發現佢係青頭仔!!811Please respect copyright.PENANA2zsyZ1xab9
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睇佢正正常常,平時又幾幽默搞笑,應該都有溝過女,點知會咁⋯⋯811Please respect copyright.PENANAcbBFJ5VwH1
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係呀彥身邊嘅男仔,一個二個一早就食過女啦。811Please respect copyright.PENANALPDBeeQtt4
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不過見到呀強怕醜個樣,又覺得佢幾可愛,我係抱住玩下個傻仔嘅心態去挑逗下佢,佢又好易紅都面曬喎,哈哈哈!811Please respect copyright.PENANAeJVAdznahS
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平時會將condom帶係身上嘅我,為嘅咪又係滿足呀彥嘅慾望,有時會係後樓梯,有時又係殘廁⋯⋯811Please respect copyright.PENANAuO2qFLDpxT
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有一日,我老豆飲完酒之後係度發酒癲,打打殺殺咁,又打爛曬屋企啲嘢,佢乜都唔識,淨係識埋啲仆街嘢。811Please respect copyright.PENANA0329ys0zPj
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佢入廚房拎把菜刀係咁係度揮,我真係俾佢嚇壞⋯⋯811Please respect copyright.PENANAjeghlwNONj
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好驚⋯⋯佢酒紅嘅臉龐,酒氣加殺氣混雜一齊,係度破口大嗌,鳩叫。811Please respect copyright.PENANAf3vZUF4KeV
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我個腦閃過兩個念頭,報警同埋走佬。811Please respect copyright.PENANA9DmxkmdKAw
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人仔細細嘅我坦白講無咁嘅膽量去報警,人大咗有膽,唔會俾人蝦到上心口先會去報警。811Please respect copyright.PENANAxA7VNNtMMe
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「你老母啊⋯⋯雞嚟㗎!!仆街!!係雞啊!生出嚟嘅女都唔方好嘢啦⋯⋯嗝⋯嗝⋯⋯屌你老母!跟佬走?留低件佗衰家係度?」811Please respect copyright.PENANA56CiPTd73q
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「屌你啦!呀媽跟佬走係做得啱㗎,跟著你先仆街啊。」我唔忿氣地駁道。811Please respect copyright.PENANAz5LDWhiA4w
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我從來無怪過呀媽跟人走,就算心入面有一絲怨恨,恨呀媽做咩唔帶埋我走,但都無怪佢。811Please respect copyright.PENANAID577WaZit
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人往高處爬,係好正常嘅事,佢依家可能有美好嘅家庭,有我係度可能只會阻住佢。811Please respect copyright.PENANA0GvlcpTeSy
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我嘅出世彷佛就係一個錯誤,點樣揀都碌柒咁,可以嘅話我都唔想出生係喱個世界上。811Please respect copyright.PENANAJQZGdqBEb7
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「你個衰女包,仆你個街,咁樣話鳩你老豆?我無俾錢你洗啊?」佢舉手就想一刀劈落嚟,佢稍為酒醒咗少少,好似察覺拎住把刀好大件事,走入廚房放低把刀,拎咗個掃把出嚟,二話不說就揮落嚟。811Please respect copyright.PENANAh419RAJOgC
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間屋咁細,我避都避唔到,硬食咗一嘢,我大脾位即刻瘀咗一塊。811Please respect copyright.PENANAhSFwA16eZV
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我心入面真係慌到一個點,夾雜著憤怒,但驚慌嘅情緒遠大於憤怒,眼淚一路係度打滾。811Please respect copyright.PENANA0F1J2dgR74
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我大嗌咗一句:「你都唔知乜撚嘢老豆嚟!」811Please respect copyright.PENANAuEqNBIVssf
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就衝咗出屋,去咗後樓梯喊,一直喊,一路喊。我都唔知喊到幾時,中間有聽到後樓梯有開門聲,我驚有人經過,時不時會上下張望,確認無人又再繼續喊⋯⋯811Please respect copyright.PENANACIGLDObzRV
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嗰晚我無返到自己屋企,去咗呀彥屋企,係喱個傷心嘅時候,我唯一諗起嘅依靠⋯⋯811Please respect copyright.PENANAyr6X28FsXK
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就係佢。811Please respect copyright.PENANAA9CuGqcPfv
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我好想有人用力咁攬住我,然後同我講:「唔緊要,有我係度。」811Please respect copyright.PENANAV3aORxLEID
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簡單嘅一句說話就夠,只係想要返啲愛,一樣係我身上極少擁有過嘅嘢。811Please respect copyright.PENANAg54jhMccrZ
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我去到呀彥度,佢掛住玩佢嘅勁舞團,部電腦勁大聲咁播緊「金鐘國」。811Please respect copyright.PENANA5tL98xzd5f
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玩完之後咪理我囉,我係張床度瑟縮咗好耐,佢好似打到悶,打到眼瞓先過嚟搵我。811Please respect copyright.PENANAungAW3NmpF
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仲要熄曬燈,上床攬住我,然後將我拉落床到,我順勢就咁瞓咗落嚟。811Please respect copyright.PENANAFINkdKnvUl
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我期待嘅似乎終於實現,但點知原來可以低處未算低。811Please respect copyright.PENANAIwlyIN0Fv3
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佢開始摸我個胸,然後錫我條頸⋯⋯811Please respect copyright.PENANA4E1zXEMs1t
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一陣陣失落感打落嚟,我係度諗自己究竟係乜,女仔就係俾人發洩嘅工具?811Please respect copyright.PENANArdrUYUdfwG
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從頭到尾都無關心過我,我想要嘅,只⋯只不過係想有人可以真係關心我姐,點解好似好難咁?811Please respect copyright.PENANAjrujrFET7T
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係我思考緊嘅過程中,我無出到聲,任由呀彥魚肉,彷如一具死屍,無任何反應。811Please respect copyright.PENANArNxOglaL9S
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我以為佢見到咁就會停低,問下我咩事,點知無,佢慢慢向我下面進發。811Please respect copyright.PENANAdVmf0pRfrc
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我推開咗佢,拎走啲嘢。811Please respect copyright.PENANAucjcWSNLac
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「喂⋯⋯做咩姐⋯⋯嬲啊?」係間房度傳嚟呀彥嘅叫吼聲,打開房門,叔叔係廳度睇緊波,彷似見慣般不聞不問。811Please respect copyright.PENANA3JShAFCzLR
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曾經我以爲可以再次俾到溫暖我嘅地方,只不過係另一個地獄,只係一個係第十八層,一個係第三層嘅分別而已。811Please respect copyright.PENANAYvsNfVvSNw
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嗰晚我無返到屋企,去咗海旁吹風,成晚無瞓過教,第一次睇日出,仲要係自己一個。811Please respect copyright.PENANAfLJ05bLH5u
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係海旁嘅我,俾海風吹走曬啲睡意,我老早就返屋企,打算換返件校服返學。811Please respect copyright.PENANAu4KL585UdO
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但又要趁老豆未起身前搞掂曬所有嘢,點知我擔心係多餘,屋企空無一人,唔知佢死撚咗去邊。811Please respect copyright.PENANALbP1Uyjnj8
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我最後小睡個令鐘左右就返學。811Please respect copyright.PENANABAlSi2GwWD
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心情極差嘅我仲要俾個戇鳩班長話我無交功課,我唔洗10分鐘就搞掂個功課,一早交咗出去,話鳩我無交?811Please respect copyright.PENANAZpThNl1Ray
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加加埋埋嘅事已經夠我心煩,好想發洩,好想喊,我拼死咁忍住。811Please respect copyright.PENANAIiTS9lSY6I
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而我最估唔到嘅係,第一個關心我嘅人,係我隔離喱個傻仔。811Please respect copyright.PENANA4GusKseS7Z
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係我背住佢趴係張枱嘅時候,佢無煩到我,然後坐返起身嘅時候,發覺枱面上多咗包紙巾。811Please respect copyright.PENANAkJMNSQO8C7
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一股暖意瞬間暖上心頭,好似就嚟爆咁,我覺得喱包紙巾好似包含著千言萬語咁,雖然咩都無講,但代表住一種默默嘅關心。811Please respect copyright.PENANA3XbMcIRTGL
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「你擺係度做咩啊?」我甜甜地笑,儘量唔俾佢察覺,明知故問地道。811Please respect copyright.PENANAVElKSpJ98E
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「我驚你喊啊嘛頭先。」個傻仔擔心我⋯⋯811Please respect copyright.PENANA1KNYA28gOp
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「你都傻嘅,我會喊?」我逞強,明明就好想喊,但就偏偏唔想俾佢咁易睇穿我,所以咪掩飾囉。811Please respect copyright.PENANAaPGfKPUoqH
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順勢就係一嘢打落佢度,我真係差啲喊係因為喱個傻仔。811Please respect copyright.PENANAjP918ofuU0
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唔知你哋明唔明,有時你積積埋埋唔開心,想喊想喊咁,但突如其來有人關心你,安慰你,好似關咗你一陣強忍住嘅情緒,終於有一個人可以令你放心落嚟咁樣。811Please respect copyright.PENANAZbqAPkhuRN
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只不過最後俾個傻強整到我笑出嚟,所以先無喊到。811Please respect copyright.PENANAZ3KWg4H3wB
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心情算係好返啲,但到lunch time,我又係要「享受」住喱種「快樂」嘅孤獨時光。811Please respect copyright.PENANAyohXYY5lyl
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當其他人都有朋友仔陪食飯嘅時候,我就只能夠自己一個,我甚至會行到好遠好遠嘅餐廳食飯,因為越近學校一定好多人排,只會更顯得自己孤單⋯⋯811Please respect copyright.PENANAP8KZpJJz4o