2005年12月17日
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距離現在已有二十年了吧38Please respect copyright.PENANAQ77No45RAi
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那麼久了啊38Please respect copyright.PENANANzvEzsvxAI
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大概…也活夠了吧38Please respect copyright.PENANAy6xqAbLxbU
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雖然對大部分人來說這只是個開始38Please respect copyright.PENANAQMg0ZrdRR7
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但…38Please respect copyright.PENANAptvUW0CtSk
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「20歲了啊」38Please respect copyright.PENANAQyftL9oOo3
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我的腦中卻只有這樣的想法而已38Please respect copyright.PENANAJWr79Y8oRS
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我不知道為什麼,也不知道這是什麼38Please respect copyright.PENANApIYVp14Bvj
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像是有什麼東西把我的腦袋困住一樣38Please respect copyright.PENANAEolFANKzjU
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我甚至不知道這二十年間我到底做了什麼38Please respect copyright.PENANACPgYK4p2BF
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到底是有提升呢?還是一昧的止步不前?38Please respect copyright.PENANAXEALfNcJkQ
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如果我有自己的維基百科的話,上面大概都是紅字吧,或者說是一片空白38Please respect copyright.PENANAgcoBwtUSx9
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我從小就被說是一個很乖的孩子38Please respect copyright.PENANANUI1hsLX0U
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不哭不鬧,總是靜靜地38Please respect copyright.PENANAVCXe7yrn0v
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所以父母也說我是一個很好養的孩子38Please respect copyright.PENANAouWWtoJsE8
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可不知道從什麼時候開始38Please respect copyright.PENANA1HQB0wEFW6
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明明一樣的動作,明明一樣的性格38Please respect copyright.PENANAxfcKdtCOoT
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父母的評語卻變成很難養了38Please respect copyright.PENANATtsStUldmE
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雖然大致能猜到是怎麼一回事38Please respect copyright.PENANAEyPeUDWi7w
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但我就是無法表達我的情感38Please respect copyright.PENANAHcc9FCck6y
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我試過順從,也試過叛逆38Please respect copyright.PENANApDI8HxTw8Q
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可最終,都還是回歸於一點38Please respect copyright.PENANA0wHBtPK5IR
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就是虛無與面無表情38Please respect copyright.PENANAD6zgfvChIu
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這並不是因為我喜歡才這樣,也不是因為我性格亦是如此38Please respect copyright.PENANA0Mo57EYJjx
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只是38Please respect copyright.PENANAFE9eAUtVLF
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不管做什麼都是錯的,不管做什麼只會被誤會38Please respect copyright.PENANAQKjoLzLthB
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所以乾脆什麼也不做,什麼表情也不給38Please respect copyright.PENANAiE5wN8sRNi
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讓他們自己過度的把我的表情解讀成他們自認為的答案38Please respect copyright.PENANApYHTbeO82c
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然後我再扮演出來他們想要的結果38Please respect copyright.PENANA7zBrIJhw2n
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這就是我的生存方式38Please respect copyright.PENANAuts711I0QU
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也是我慢性自殺的方法38Please respect copyright.PENANAdsVumszWU3
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