2005年12月17日
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距離現在已有二十年了吧87Please respect copyright.PENANAKzqYo8g4q3
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那麼久了啊87Please respect copyright.PENANAntc0IB12Q5
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大概…也活夠了吧87Please respect copyright.PENANApGmp1v4RqR
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雖然對大部分人來說這只是個開始87Please respect copyright.PENANAr6GJEVRtsn
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但…87Please respect copyright.PENANAyazqahJ9WS
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「20歲了啊」87Please respect copyright.PENANAfTi22L97t7
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我的腦中卻只有這樣的想法而已87Please respect copyright.PENANAPgc6nhituM
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我不知道為什麼,也不知道這是什麼87Please respect copyright.PENANAFG7MZ9VilY
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像是有什麼東西把我的腦袋困住一樣87Please respect copyright.PENANA50aWuxfBG6
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我甚至不知道這二十年間我到底做了什麼87Please respect copyright.PENANAKYW6OwG6Gw
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到底是有提升呢?還是一昧的止步不前?87Please respect copyright.PENANA9ZnGTr7UzW
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如果我有自己的維基百科的話,上面大概都是紅字吧,或者說是一片空白87Please respect copyright.PENANAO4gEgOKwa9
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我從小就被說是一個很乖的孩子87Please respect copyright.PENANAhgGypC97IS
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不哭不鬧,總是靜靜地87Please respect copyright.PENANAcR3YlU9Eep
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所以父母也說我是一個很好養的孩子87Please respect copyright.PENANAnBBn5pifC2
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可不知道從什麼時候開始87Please respect copyright.PENANAZjELSpOu1V
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明明一樣的動作,明明一樣的性格87Please respect copyright.PENANAxvh0WgoOxj
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父母的評語卻變成很難養了87Please respect copyright.PENANAuGzTh3p6FE
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雖然大致能猜到是怎麼一回事87Please respect copyright.PENANAHN0LJgZZfB
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但我就是無法表達我的情感87Please respect copyright.PENANAVsY3guxANI
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我試過順從,也試過叛逆87Please respect copyright.PENANAFCQDu1THk2
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可最終,都還是回歸於一點87Please respect copyright.PENANAFrJ9FnlCLs
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就是虛無與面無表情87Please respect copyright.PENANAL3vVq6razz
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這並不是因為我喜歡才這樣,也不是因為我性格亦是如此87Please respect copyright.PENANAFoHmS3o5p6
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只是87Please respect copyright.PENANANBZkJlLvzL
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不管做什麼都是錯的,不管做什麼只會被誤會87Please respect copyright.PENANA8jEZtYVS17
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所以乾脆什麼也不做,什麼表情也不給87Please respect copyright.PENANAiEAldLgmzE
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讓他們自己過度的把我的表情解讀成他們自認為的答案87Please respect copyright.PENANAAazSBJ5UXN
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然後我再扮演出來他們想要的結果87Please respect copyright.PENANApmnr42L0Eb
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這就是我的生存方式87Please respect copyright.PENANAC1vdvBC4dm
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也是我慢性自殺的方法87Please respect copyright.PENANAAWbd0muYFR
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