2005年12月17日
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距離現在已有二十年了吧131Please respect copyright.PENANAOOwWtgafSb
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那麼久了啊131Please respect copyright.PENANAEBm2izECZO
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大概…也活夠了吧131Please respect copyright.PENANAHaWqCxAYve
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雖然對大部分人來說這只是個開始131Please respect copyright.PENANAcMeiZFlYDY
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但…131Please respect copyright.PENANA5uOLULBDN9
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「20歲了啊」131Please respect copyright.PENANAZh06AVQ1dp
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我的腦中卻只有這樣的想法而已131Please respect copyright.PENANAQa7BJBywXx
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我不知道為什麼,也不知道這是什麼131Please respect copyright.PENANAxDLOpGKVaR
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像是有什麼東西把我的腦袋困住一樣131Please respect copyright.PENANAiYxBfuxKqu
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我甚至不知道這二十年間我到底做了什麼131Please respect copyright.PENANA9SFC9OtBbK
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到底是有提升呢?還是一昧的止步不前?131Please respect copyright.PENANAr5GRfuClf3
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如果我有自己的維基百科的話,上面大概都是紅字吧,或者說是一片空白131Please respect copyright.PENANAWpiR1Wkcej
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我從小就被說是一個很乖的孩子131Please respect copyright.PENANAUgFwh4nBGg
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不哭不鬧,總是靜靜地131Please respect copyright.PENANATl2z2txCp6
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所以父母也說我是一個很好養的孩子131Please respect copyright.PENANATSg5PYq8Rt
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可不知道從什麼時候開始131Please respect copyright.PENANAHB6YAWzQzB
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明明一樣的動作,明明一樣的性格131Please respect copyright.PENANAW37wM8OiAx
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父母的評語卻變成很難養了131Please respect copyright.PENANAbnNcAltF1G
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雖然大致能猜到是怎麼一回事131Please respect copyright.PENANAviir8iHe2n
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但我就是無法表達我的情感131Please respect copyright.PENANA7G4raZjoRW
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我試過順從,也試過叛逆131Please respect copyright.PENANAm03XzJl4tq
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可最終,都還是回歸於一點131Please respect copyright.PENANAFJJfyZ8nPV
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就是虛無與面無表情131Please respect copyright.PENANAxq9dmndR16
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這並不是因為我喜歡才這樣,也不是因為我性格亦是如此131Please respect copyright.PENANAcR4NEnzm5I
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只是131Please respect copyright.PENANAWA28T1Ywnk
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不管做什麼都是錯的,不管做什麼只會被誤會131Please respect copyright.PENANAE3wadCga3T
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所以乾脆什麼也不做,什麼表情也不給131Please respect copyright.PENANALMsl0egUXa
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讓他們自己過度的把我的表情解讀成他們自認為的答案131Please respect copyright.PENANAz5ceXg26PM
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然後我再扮演出來他們想要的結果131Please respect copyright.PENANABGYzpjG58Y
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這就是我的生存方式131Please respect copyright.PENANAnAX9IX82hx
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也是我慢性自殺的方法131Please respect copyright.PENANACVUMomSg0u
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