2005年12月17日
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距離現在已有二十年了吧29Please respect copyright.PENANAZsHfa7MqhP
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那麼久了啊29Please respect copyright.PENANADTWatP2UQk
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大概…也活夠了吧29Please respect copyright.PENANAsXInilxuOv
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雖然對大部分人來說這只是個開始29Please respect copyright.PENANAleGCKJqPZs
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但…29Please respect copyright.PENANAkLXlu7jf7K
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「20歲了啊」29Please respect copyright.PENANAnB4i6fqcqd
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我的腦中卻只有這樣的想法而已29Please respect copyright.PENANADNqB7G16If
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我不知道為什麼,也不知道這是什麼29Please respect copyright.PENANAuALLe4QYyR
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像是有什麼東西把我的腦袋困住一樣29Please respect copyright.PENANAc6c5McVkHB
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我甚至不知道這二十年間我到底做了什麼29Please respect copyright.PENANAIytKreQS95
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到底是有提升呢?還是一昧的止步不前?29Please respect copyright.PENANAK8NTJEg2Qp
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如果我有自己的維基百科的話,上面大概都是紅字吧,或者說是一片空白29Please respect copyright.PENANAIUvWJiIXEi
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→→→29Please respect copyright.PENANAfDcSZWtej5
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我從小就被說是一個很乖的孩子29Please respect copyright.PENANAuETy7yap17
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不哭不鬧,總是靜靜地29Please respect copyright.PENANA7qeYWhg0bQ
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所以父母也說我是一個很好養的孩子29Please respect copyright.PENANA5j6RaczUgu
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可不知道從什麼時候開始29Please respect copyright.PENANAfmfUjI7pbY
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明明一樣的動作,明明一樣的性格29Please respect copyright.PENANA5mhvkWw73h
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父母的評語卻變成很難養了29Please respect copyright.PENANAROgqdEc3nR
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雖然大致能猜到是怎麼一回事29Please respect copyright.PENANATBoXDhjQ8R
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但我就是無法表達我的情感29Please respect copyright.PENANAbdv7z2jSsL
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我試過順從,也試過叛逆29Please respect copyright.PENANA6dKkLSqgLc
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可最終,都還是回歸於一點29Please respect copyright.PENANAgEn2YBlkrv
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就是虛無與面無表情29Please respect copyright.PENANAmgWxAk0kOU
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這並不是因為我喜歡才這樣,也不是因為我性格亦是如此29Please respect copyright.PENANAIOwIoxT7cx
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只是29Please respect copyright.PENANAwTu8DIjLZh
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不管做什麼都是錯的,不管做什麼只會被誤會29Please respect copyright.PENANAVcg9vkxow9
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所以乾脆什麼也不做,什麼表情也不給29Please respect copyright.PENANAzjesNU7X1C
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讓他們自己過度的把我的表情解讀成他們自認為的答案29Please respect copyright.PENANApxWQ4OkOpB
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然後我再扮演出來他們想要的結果29Please respect copyright.PENANAkKLB8HImkD
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這就是我的生存方式29Please respect copyright.PENANAMloFtqcSEb
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也是我慢性自殺的方法29Please respect copyright.PENANAmAsSP0XaPV
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