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I’ve seen countless shorts, videos, and comments about suicide.20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMOHNNGRyw
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People say: “Think about your mom, dad, grandparents, your dog or any pet, your friends, anyone you know. They love you. So don’t do it.”
But let me respond — from the perspective of someone standing on the edge:
Dad — why don’t you talk to me?20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOlGg69WMZ
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Why can’t I remember a single time you played with me?20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEr6BVFaWF
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Why do you mock me, laugh at me, make others bully me?20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡleiDu850By
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Why are you never proud of me?20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFCMKapZHQ
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I know you work hard, but is it really impossible to spare just five minutes a day?20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxDMZbB0ad
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Or even just two minutes in a month to ask how your child is?
Mom — why do you fight with me over everything?20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFotelMplc
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Why do you taunt me, make me feel like I’m always wrong?20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufuZnHOyDQ
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Why did you steal my childhood and force me into the role of a second mother?20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvz9EBxnH3
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Why didn’t you let me play, paint, dance, or sing like other kids?20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62c0CS72YQ
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Why do you compare me with my siblings until they hate me too?20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXURQa2tohZ
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I can’t remember the last time you treated me like your daughter — not your burden.20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkeToYrYwn
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A smile, a hug, a pat on the head — is that too much to ask?
Brother — I raised you. I took care of you.20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdoHDOMKeJG
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You saw me breaking, yet you sped up the process.20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAygzatsIf
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Do you remember how you blamed me for everything, how you made Mom hate me?20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPuuQBkmajg
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Do you know how deeply that broke me?20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFcs0yulg7
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I tried to protect you — so why did you give me reasons to die?20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodU4XT69bN
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Was your hatred really that deep?
Sister, little kid — even you joined in.20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhROG3Qzveb
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You’ve changed a bit now, but I still remember.20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6MWj8lbsH
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I took you to school, protected you, gave you my chocolates and my love.20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeq8lQabnEt
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So why did you help tear me apart?
Grandpa — you were my friend once. Then I found out your truth.20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfCTpteknx
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Why do you drink, scream, abuse, and destroy everything?20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWF0zm8jfDI
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Why did you have to be another man who hurt me?
Grandma — why did you humiliate me in front of the whole family because of my skin, because I’m a girl?20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8G0rWp7l0z
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Why do you play your games behind everyone’s back?20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpnUkJQjEc
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Why did you become a puppeteer of cruelty?
My two friend-dogs — why did you die so early?20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbst1OnsKu
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I couldn’t even say goodbye.20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFoW3xwGKq
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I tried to save you.20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt04TQkzojB
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I told everyone what really happened.20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDLwFzZgFX
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They didn’t hit you that day… so did they kill you later?20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlZURbmtNA
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Was it painful?20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6iwFZSZiR
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I should never have left you.20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKoIyiRZZwN
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They told me about your death 15 days later.20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiThlVBggmw
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I asked everyone — they stayed silent.20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0keoiSBV1
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Was poison really that brutal?20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkaF5MNpmR
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I went back to that place. A snake bit me.20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwF4o5PINL
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I thought I’d see you again.20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2e3DfoDGF6
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I’m sorry I wasn’t there.
Principal Sir — you saw my grades for 10 years, my achievements.20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvaF9kKVh3c
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But not my pain?20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOo7Sc2h0s
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Why didn’t you ask any questions?
Classmates — I don’t even care anymore.20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXN9sw8zfek
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But I remember how none of you talked to me, played with me — for two whole years.20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLjtLDW4er
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You chose silence. What could I do?
My 5th class classmate — you died.20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCU8uxpHuzf
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The only memory I have is scolding you.20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpv37fU951h
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But I also remember your last smile.
Coaching Teacher — I asked you for help.20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VQEtRWRlZ
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You laughed. You mocked me in front of everyone.20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsULTYcOOAl
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One month later, I attempted suicide.20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzXCsgBGyc
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You still don’t know.
To everyone who saw my pain and looked away —20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXeXOaHOFn
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Why?20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWanSrrwbfl
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Why did you turn your backs when I begged for help?20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4DSMO541x
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Why did you make me feel like suicide was my only answer?20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnCtHrz7c9
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Why am I falling apart like this?20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDdopWOZib
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Why are there blood clots on my body, bruises on my spirit?
So don’t talk online about mental health if you won’t even listen to our side.
Don’t tell us to care about family and friends — some of us never got that kind of love.20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHYqCjFsm9
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At least tell us: “You matter — for yourself.”
And remember:
Not everyone is remembered forever.20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYhHWOFPKh
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People move on.20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZyd6FtgnI
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Family is not the same for everyone.20Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmp3vqkJih
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And love isn’t always where it’s supposed to be.
