✽圍巾│金泰亨x金碩珍
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「所以，金碩珍，是你唯一的親人嗎？」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJChCj0N67Y
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「對。」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSofkTXmK0
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「那麼……，是什麼原因，讓他變成你唯一的親人？你願意談談你的父母嗎，泰亨？」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrG6bGkVnZJ
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「我不需要他們，有碩珍哥對我來說就夠了。」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQOOMONsE2
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腦海中閃過父親和母親眼窩深處凹陷發黑的模樣，抽搐、痙攣，躺在破爛的床鋪上呻吟著，毒癮把他們兩人折磨得不成人形，就是在那時候，金碩珍從身後，摀住了年僅五歲的他的雙眼。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjr0Go5c0bE
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「所以一直以來都只有你哥哥照顧你嗎？」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jUDlQ1L8R
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「泰亨？」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmejHjvZAHh
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「他不只有照顧我。」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2OjYHD3eU
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和金碩珍一起走在去學校的路上，單單這樣一個畫面也奢侈到只會在夢裡出現。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡduuDBUXUYd
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事實是金碩珍輟了學，從早到晚都在工作，為他湊足學費好讓他上學；在鞦韆上望著同齡孩子玩耍的身影，他想著的是去哪裡尋一個像那樣的童年給他哥哥。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOn4fK3ZJF
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他沒有朋友，這世界每一個角落都讓他覺得飄零、散亂，就算在鬧街上或節慶裡也沒有差別；但只要和金碩珍在一起，就算居無定所，沒有去處，他也覺得無風無雨。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlr51OQD48n
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水漬的霉味在房裡發酵，變得混濁、難聞。他和金碩珍躺在地板上，彼此都冷得睡不著。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSMrhTs3lw
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於是他朝金碩珍爬去，一聲不響地潛入他哥哥的懷抱裡，閉上雙眼，睫毛上的淚水沾濕了金碩珍乾澀的雙唇；哥哥身上那股連疲憊和酸楚都掩蓋不掉的溫暖體香，在他鼻尖蔓延開來，金碩珍把他抱得好緊，緊到他肺部裡的空氣從嘴邊溢出，吐了個輕微的喘息在他哥哥的耳邊。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgrljKtTiF
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「泰亨啊，如果哥能夠讓你再暖和一點就好了。」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFfvyNE9YL
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那低沉溫潤的嗓音，發著燒所以滾燙的雙頰，用全身上下來傳遞的呵護。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3JqUH7QhS
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霎時，那成了金泰亨擁有的全世界。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRz66hsCIh
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當那個世界在他擁有之後又被奪走，當他親眼看著金碩珍終於撐不下去了，身體和精神都是，有個社會機構介入了他們，自此，金碩珍像是從他身邊被隔離一般，他再也沒見過他哥哥。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYKXXSmwdt
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不斷有人來問他需要什麼、想要什麼，他的答案永遠只有一個，那不僅僅是他只想要的，更是他只知道的。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgtdE4zTDy
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他不需要創傷輔導，不需要有人承諾他會有更好的生活，不需要有人在挖空他心底深處名為金碩珍的生存條件後，再來慰藉和關懷。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31jFDeZcvU
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他只想要回到碩珍哥身邊，僅此而已。但對一個曾經一無所有的人來說，一口氣要求富足完滿，是否不應該？他不確定，他會怯縮。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqn5yaLyCG0
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然而，他聽到的總是金碩珍還在醫院觀察，時機還未到，還要再等等，這類的回答，彷彿他是個哄哄便罷的孩子，永遠也不會知道真相──905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7kHbAihRg
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他開始在夢裡回到那個寒冷的夜晚，重新感受因為金碩珍的體溫，他體內燃起了一股前所未有的悸動。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCnQYPYMjQ
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他將金碩珍的眼簾吻上，傾盡全部向哥哥傳遞那份一直以來從金碩珍身上得到的安全感，只有擁有金碩珍，他才會是金泰亨；於是，金泰亨低喃，「哥，沒事的，一切都會更好的。」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQFCsn0qQa
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直到他醒過來，他才知道那是個真實到不像話的夢。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHlRbW0HEBS
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「我什麼時候能見碩珍哥？」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmMI1vjUnJ
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「……關於這一點，我想，是時候跟你說明……」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8f8nRd0FIk
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那般口氣令他害怕了，彷彿他即將要迎來一個難以接受的結局。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3Tfvldofe
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不，他不希望對方再說下去了，因為早在這結局之前，他就知道為什麼他們不讓他見金碩珍了，不是嗎？905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlQecOCAmH
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──是因為他的要求太過份了，太貪心了。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFrAlNckTk
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他說服自己，沒錯，一定是這樣的。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRCg9ODuTg
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那麼他會承認，對，他貪心。如果承認錯誤才是個正確回應，承認錯誤，他們才願意讓他和金碩珍聚首的話，他會的。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwTqH2ZMWY
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當下一次再被問到相同問題，他會試著更懂事點、更耐心點，或許他會改口，不做多餘的要求──905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6oAlAFxW5M
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「很遺憾，我必須告訴你，泰亨……」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2b79htOb9K
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如此一來，是不是可以別聽這結局呢？905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjELto490S
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