✽南泰│金南俊x金泰亨
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金南俊沒有料想過,他會看到這樣子的金泰亨。1119Please respect copyright.PENANAk7E8rfwGfF
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在國外算算也有半年了,金泰亨每回和金南俊通電話,報的都是喜訊,老師讓他勝任什麼角色,選拔的時候做了什麼進步,身旁的同儕對他說了什麼鼓勵;金南俊聽得出來這是金泰亨嚮往的生活,這是令他快樂的原因。1119Please respect copyright.PENANA5Hip72XW9T
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然而,金南俊比任何人都了解金泰亨,他知道金泰亨其實擅於隱藏自己的挫折和徬徨,在別人眼裡金泰亨是那樣無畏與不服輸,但,在金南俊眼裡,他總能看見金泰亨一身武裝之下,那一道細微而脆弱的裂痕──1119Please respect copyright.PENANATlviPBFwmY
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他站在金泰亨的住所前,準備給他一個大驚喜,沒通知他就飛過來看他,金南俊都能想像金泰亨驚喜又措手不及的呆樣……。1119Please respect copyright.PENANA003YgfIJJy
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然而,金泰亨打開門的那剎那,他永遠記得金泰亨整張臉蛋漲成紅色,全是淚水爬過的痕跡,看見金南俊的反應竟是瞬間想躲開的狼狽神情,令金南俊什麼都不再想,一把將金泰亨抓了回來,緊緊揉進懷裡──1119Please respect copyright.PENANAtvr6vsguJb
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金泰亨問,哥你怎麼來了?1119Please respect copyright.PENANAxfxCEN5TQd
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金南俊回答,來看你的。1119Please respect copyright.PENANAAhTellhmyq
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那壓抑的哭腔,髮絲上淚水的味道,令金南俊疼進心裡。1119Please respect copyright.PENANAMgk7B8uHvq
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金南俊問,怎麼了,為什麼在哭?1119Please respect copyright.PENANApjFNS01JWt
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頓了很久之後,金泰亨才回答,大概是……想你了吧。1119Please respect copyright.PENANAg5jdFLMHgp
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房間裡一片凌亂,金泰亨喃道那的確是剛才發洩情緒的傑作,現在的他坐在床緣,失神地望著金南俊為他一一將東西歸位──1119Please respect copyright.PENANAnxZyoSp5lK
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看著金南俊邊將一本本散亂的劇本重新理好,邊指著劇本上一些滑稽的塗鴉笑說:「這種紙上只要有空白處就想畫畫的習慣還是沒變啊?」或是拾起他某件被果汁灑到卻仍然沒洗的襯衫,無奈地問他:「衛生習慣能再差一點嗎?」1119Please respect copyright.PENANA7eTaE8yq5c
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金泰亨意識到,他真的很想他南俊哥,就連望著他的這一秒,他都想他。1119Please respect copyright.PENANArv05PgounE
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金南俊總是讓他很自然地就揚起嘴角,給他一種很踏實的安全感;也許,就是因為金南俊給予他的支持,才會讓金泰亨想起,沒有他在身邊時,自己撐得有多麼累。1119Please respect copyright.PENANAfA1xQEsYb7
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金南俊在繞了金泰亨的房間一整圈後,緩緩跺步回來,安靜地將手插在口袋,像是在想什麼一般過了很久才說話:「過得這麼辛苦,怎麼沒想過回首爾?」1119Please respect copyright.PENANAzvLmahXMLf
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「……」金泰亨愣了一會兒,水氣氤氲的雙眼顯得有點失焦,「還沒成為我想成為的那個自己,就不能回去。」1119Please respect copyright.PENANAMAdk6K9OTd
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「不對,」才剛說完,金泰亨又趕忙搖了搖頭,「還沒成為我答應你會成為的那個自己,我就不會回去。」1119Please respect copyright.PENANAU9n3exIJ6f
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口吻裡的單純聽得金南俊心裡難受,他有點兒心疼也有點兒慍怒,他知道金泰亨說這些話時並非在怪罪他,但金南俊不要金泰亨為了別人而活;如果金泰亨總是因為對金南俊許下了什麼承諾而被束縛,那麼,金南俊寧可當一個對金泰亨來說不那麼重要的人──1119Please respect copyright.PENANAWfhyrC324i
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他朝坐在床緣的金泰亨走去,彎下腰來直視他的眼睛,「你要知道一件事,泰亨,」南俊哥說話時嗓音像極了又深又厚的海洋,再加上那無微不至的神情,讓人一認真注視,就會深陷不已──1119Please respect copyright.PENANAZ4ToWIssd4
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「對我來說,你就是金泰亨,就這樣而已,聽好了,金,泰,亨,這三個字,是哥最喜歡的三個字,不用任何努力,不用任何理由的。知道嗎?」1119Please respect copyright.PENANAM0UDMDRwCw
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接著,金南俊做了一件令金泰亨訝異的事。1119Please respect copyright.PENANAvtyxIXS5z8
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他吻了他,就吻在那雙毫無防備、因為發愣而微張的嘴唇上,金泰亨連眨眼都來不及,唇上的觸感就這麼稍縱即逝,輕柔得彷彿下一秒就會忘記。1119Please respect copyright.PENANAQPBic6ej8A
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那種感覺,就像你站在漆黑的夜空下,一朵煙花無預警地綻放,但當你抬頭時,最後一點火光卻早已沒入黑暗中──那個瞬間其實並不震撼、並不強烈,反而平淡、尋常,才會讓人有種錯過了,也不知回頭時,要往哪兒看去的迷失感。1119Please respect copyright.PENANArJ7QR51AKk
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金泰亨重新將目光對焦眼前南俊哥迷人的臉龐,陽剛的眉宇與酒窩裡濃濃的笑意形成了對比,在金泰亨心裡,一把將他圈到身後要他別怕的金南俊,和生日收到他送的Ryan時會招架不住露出靦腆笑容的金南俊,都是金南俊,他熟悉的金南俊。1119Please respect copyright.PENANAFg4hcOe9CJ
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一句想問清為什麼要吻自己的話,猛衝到金泰亨嘴邊,情緒彷彿這時候才起了漣漪似的,但,在金南俊那溫柔的雙眸之前,金泰亨說不出口──1119Please respect copyright.PENANAcz7iLUcTkg
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金南俊寵溺地揉亂了他的頭髮,再次莞爾,成熟穩重的笑容裡總是帶著點孩子氣,開口說道:「你得帶哥去吃點東西了,泰亨,我是第一次來到這裡,要靠你才能活下去了呢。」1119Please respect copyright.PENANAZDnpVDx5Rl
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