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Day 1 0700851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadQLbv60FR
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Deployment day.851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQGa2LrFt5
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I looked at the rest of my squad, looking not exactly happy,851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZl09kAZCa
but excited. Months of gruelling training led us here and I felt prepared.851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTsMaT4lNp
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“Allright! Listen UP!” The sergeant yelled and broke my851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76UvdcPBZr
reverie as I automatically snap into attention. My spine straightened and my851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzkszPPF9f
arm went to my head for a salute. Without even looking around I was sure the851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAwm0KL5At
other hundred ensigns were doing the same.851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidQpHcunJz
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“6 months of training led you here. Now you’re not the best851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgwgbck4lw
soldier, nor are you the smartest lot. But you’ve learned enough to survive and851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3ZjUg4ScE
in the future well who knows!”851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Zels9CG1Q
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Silence. The sergeant looking at each and every one of us. “I’ve851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsArIitrES
trained you well enough to do your duty, which IS?!”851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcepFgO4E3
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“To serve and protect!” A hundreds voices rang in unison as851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡieoHFI6Dfa
chorus.851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMO9SggR6Hu
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That’s right to protect others. That’s why I joined the army851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnVG8IAjlO
and now I’ve had a chance to do just that. A terrorist organization rose within851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsVYXF00lJ
an allied country, calling themselves a people’s rebellion, and were attacking851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHlI73OVVR5
innocents. The government asked for our assistance and we happily obliged851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDbJqi3cV6
sending troops for the past year or so.851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFPh1xxWry
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And now it’s my turn. It’s my turn to protect and serve. To851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KFttzVVJd
help the people. To protect those who cannot protect themselves.851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGxCFzdgNn
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After the speech was done we were all ordered to board the851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxIV5S4sPQn
ships to our location. I found a seat next to Peter, one of my best friends851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnSefIkCbk
from training, and got comfortable.851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizWU2LRaan
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“You ready, Willson?” Peter asked me. He was still wearing851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6b7LMms9C9
braces, he was barely past 18. Though I guess I’m not much better.851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXp9pbdL6bt
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“You know damn well I am. Let’s bring some justice” I held851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2oLfvctxo7
out my arm and he obligingly bumped it. Then we settled into a comfortable851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRVYRKHCEC
silence.851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLV8KaenTmL
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Day 1 1500851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhhAbjGjsE
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Arriving at our destination proved to be uneventful. We were851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODYiK45jjC
disembarked and assigned our squads and bunks. I was made a part of squad Trio.851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCycDGFiHPz
A squad consisting of two veterans, Josh and Erik, and two rookies, me and Mel.851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmpaMM5czZ
Josh, our sergeant, seemed to be a851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpy2nWhpRpx
hardass. While Erik during our short meeting always smiled. Without saying a851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWxGxEVvGB
word, with an unsettling look in his eyes. Mel was someone I didn’t know that851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHUTaeVEiZc
well. She kept herself to herself and didn’t talk much. 851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEkRKtybaU
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Our first meeting done we were allowed to go rest up and851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsHJPkvUSZ
spend our time however we felt like. 851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRz3Xl8QPq
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Following that order I found Peter with a group of our851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoABb1yTjZD
training buddies and spent most of the day playing cards or swapping rumors.851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ85QdPxqEh
One of them even stole a bottle of some alcohol that we all shared. 851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWy5K5uAx6
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All in all I’d say it was a good beginning to what would definitely851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0p34mZTuI
be a great tour.851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMYjX3ZHb3
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Day 7851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbsEd2ZxIg
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Well the past few days have been pretty fricking boring.851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkBAMT7igu
Patrols, patrols. Guard duty, patrols patrol. Rinse and repeat. 851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8M0Q60bKe3
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And oh god, the patrols. Nothing but broken buildings and851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqwrVpYCTy
dust. And people, broken people. People who lost much. But people who we would851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaYaoEJkD1
fight for.851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVaK8lswgfm
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Though, the way some of them looked at us…. Anywhere851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpd41kzzE96
I went most of the people seemed happy to see me and my squad. Though I didn’t851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8XBFJwdyi
get to know them all that much better. Well maybe except Mel, being the two851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZwvlATcoR
rookies we usually ended up with the shittiest duties. She seemed pretty cool,851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh63Uc1zW85
we didn’t talk much but seemed to have a pretty solid professional relationship.851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX12XFr7Uph
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But I dunno man, my pa always seemed so keen on serving and851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOuQS7Ixyr
he always made it sound so amazing, so exciting. But this is..just boring.851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYlUGgTEtK9
Hoping I’ll see some action soon. Haven’t spoken to Peter in a while apparently851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5m6RoEhIbm
he went further down to a different base. Hopefully he’s alright. Eh probably851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6zsz7lLG8
is just bored like me.851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoQX8OtBA8
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Day 10851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3TYnM0CCN
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Fuck, fuck, FUKC851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbntpSJVHb
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Right, I dunno if I should write this down. Or if I’ll need851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5orPCB6Jh
to make an official report, but I just can’t keep it to myself.851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwS4bDhWgb
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It happened at 1500. A joint operation between squads in851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXY0OBdnMMU
raiding a town. Everything was going fine at first. Squad Trio cleared their851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLnH0l2MTK
second house by the time the first shots rang.851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiDUcQsk2S
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I’m still not sure what happened exactly. At first it was851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFB5gVwPT6
just a few gunshots, something you could hear at your closest range. But then851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4KmpLFoTZ
screams came, and wales of pain. The radios went crazy, saying we were under851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGoO6SuSWl
attack and for everyone to mount a counterattack.851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RSgvyG0tD
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Josh, to his credit, ordered us to cover as soon as possible,851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnaBpQGpMb0
luckily it wasn’t a moment too early as shots rang and I could see some bullets851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiK1NFYzfdg
lodging at where I was standing previously.851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTh0BJRqM4
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I blindly returned fire, I’m not sure if I killed someone or851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XMqPmfOE6
not then, but it was the first time anyone tried to actively kill me…I think I851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRafUW63ol
was in shock. 851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXozT5Xl7l
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Luckily the sergeant slapped me over the face and I snapped851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNL7CAbMh34
out of it. He said something to me…I’m not sure what and then we moved on to851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVbc52vgol
our next position.851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPVD6KGEBu
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That’s when I’ve seen him. A person right outside the window851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVZFLJK0oh
aiming at Mel. Without even thinking I aimed at pulled the trigger. One shot,851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFTUauTTdf
hit to the head and the man fell. It was the first time I killed someone. I…was851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYzfEush9oIt felt good protecting my teammate.851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡryQC6mJabI
scared.
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I’m not sure how long it took us to clear out the town, but851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFKt9NE2wa
eventually we prevailed. We were victorious. I think about two of our soldiers851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47rbZv9fCG
died and five were injured. I’m glad851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZi4EJiHw1R I’m glad most of us851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5o8wrMSAkA
it wasn’t me,
managed to survive. And to the ones that died, they’ve died for a good cause. I’ll851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJsdXI820W
remember their sacrifice.851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTZQl2W8FK
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Right…the thing. I…851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tvBtDG1cX
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It’s time to actually write about what I wanted to since851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhiRjBnc7H851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuev2r7IhZh
I wrote this entry.
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The actions described next happened after the attack. Most851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgNJzaF6BX
of the soldiers, after securing the perimeter were left to do their own thing. Apparently851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZZtliwDWs
for the veterans that meant raiding the supplies of the villagers. I’m sure the851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHFoA8lyPS
people didn’t mind, we ended up protecting them. Right?851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnJNogCojN
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Most of the rookies, including me, didn’t steal take851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡte5MU1bWul
anything from the natives. We just kinda hanged around. Nursing our wounds,851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRiEZAASoda
dealing with what happened in our own ways.851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyV222k3HGN
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For me it was walking. Whenever I was troubled I took walks.851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrfc2ACXzA
As I passed some of the dead bodies I could see Erik dragging a girl into one851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXuScBwA1tq
of the houses.851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRorvhGSV6
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I promptly followed him in case he needed back up. I slowly851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTpFlh3nXd
opened the door and saw Erik on the girl, trying to take his pants off.851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnINyHEOUmo
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“Hey, what’s happening here?” I called out. Erik stood up,851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKMWSroFYY
his usual smile still there. As the glint in his eye. He walked up to me and851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilVQCBdefR
punched me. I reeled more from the shock rather than the force of the punch and851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEB5sFaFo24
then he pulled out his gun on me. 851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvg0CUvfDv
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“Get the fuck outta here, tell anyone and I’ll find out. I851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8UwLlmFrH
won’t be as nice then.” He pushed me out of the house and shut the door. 851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSE5OzVBbrR
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I stood there. I wanted to run in and save the girl. I wanted851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNJLNYdnzY
to punch Erik and scream at him that we’re here to protect the people not851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAoftSOeKB
savage them. I was scared. But he was my superior I couldn’t disobey his851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQfyHyfhf1
order.851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHz4EKcDI1P
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So here I am sitting on a ruined wall. My nose bleeding on851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXCtepPdlT
the pages of my diary. Fuck this. Atleast I finally got my excitement.851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5vwKFVsSe
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Day 20851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxVJg5VZoO
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Peter is dead. His squad was ambushed by a child wearing a bomb.851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuldWmmx9K
All five of them died. I think Peter died suffering, apparently he survived851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz13nc6ZzJjThey all died heroes.851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCV1BWNWb8R
the initial blast with burns…
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Day 40851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ68B4rHeqS
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More than a month in here. I feel like we’re not helping851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSM86hjDKk851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgf08R5lC8I
anyone here. I want to get out, I want to go back to my mommy. I want to feel851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYqxgYTamR
her warmth.
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Day 50851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHH6a6djUU
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I wonder if my pa would be proud of me. If that’s what851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3K06bEo4I851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqXckMo5gi
really means to be a soldier.
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“Hey come on chickling. Carry my stuff as well.” The day851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMfFHB6Aj2
began with Erik saying those words to me. It wasn’t anything new, after the851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3eTH4K0WF7
incident with the girl and the gun and.. he took a liking to calling me851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3oEIFhpA2V
chickling and giving me various idiotic tasks. The sergeant didn’t care851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsTymD0OPA
and Mel, while at first offering to help and some comfort with her scarce851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MIK57MkpX
talks, stopped after going on patrol with just Erik.851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUlRDIykg0
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I remember her coming back with a black eye but no one said851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKZWvLnWcH
anything. So I didn’t either and I just accepted my fate. I want to get out851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0UNKiO54E
I’m a good soldier.851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5C6UTyY3Pv
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Anyway were ordered to guard a truck carrying vital resources851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp22RCtI6xX
to a different base. We were infront off851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMB6BA0jkBa
the truck, on foot. Patroling the road forward to make sure there weren’t any851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcHEC9AVGu
dangers, while another squad was with the truck itself and a different squard851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlShBXkaCYM
covered our rear.851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYVcVBPR6a
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I think it happened 2 or 3 hours into our walk. I was already851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20utxQq5Fx. A group of people, children,851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxHqoKV8cp
tired after carrying the two bags and the heat
really blocked our way. 851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPp5jXRjYCJ
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Josh aimed at his gun and shouted at them to disperse. They851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0ZukcXVU4
yelled something in their own language and held their hands, forming a line.851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLMDzURJPG
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“Aim and be ready to fire.”851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB07TcfA5aQ
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“But sir, they’re just children!” I exclaimed. I didn’t mean851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmt7la4ePi
to be insubordinate but they were JUST children.851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Vcq2Ki0uE
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“Damn it, Williamson, either aim or get out of the way.” The851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUZ15uJnTG
sergeant said aiming his gun at the children.851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6YtDvywmO
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“Aww poor chickling. Too scared to do anything? Ah well you851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcyWJ5I60e
might as well leave it to the real soldiers. Right, babe?” Erik said turning to851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTmd4dGQe3
Mel as they both followed the sergeants851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJbtjyFYTt
example.851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRbkk7KAXf
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I cursed. I followed the orders and aimed at the children.851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNN9RHumF6
Time seemed to slow as the sergeant screamed an order to disperse again. The851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7x0L6RZkPT
children didn’t move.851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NrLIi4urR
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“Fire.” The order came, it rang in my ears as I pulled the851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Xf5Rh7Mqp
trigger. I could see bullets heating the children as one of them fell. Then the851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgQj3Usplo
other, then the other, until finally all of them lay dead.851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrY7e5AWvUl
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Back then I thought it was atrocious. I killed children. I851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5TmZE3NPa
was terrified of what I could do, I was terrified of what else I would need to851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevaFQShf2Q
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But now that I’m back in base and on my bed, with a clear851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEvBa7Perw
head. I think I did the right thing. Chances are they were carrying weapons,851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9vOfgxOxg
Peter’s squad died because of a child after all, killing them all not only851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLoc5XVvxg
protected the truck but also made the area safer for everyone.851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWK1dhj6vTG
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Day 55851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUq9SSAy9m
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Mel shot herself in the head. In the middle of the base. I851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HOXptEZf6
think she was with Erik and she just took out her gun and shot herself. That851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9QqI5YFDi There are only three of us left in the squad.851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxIr2Momtap
fucking bastard didn’t even seem affected by it he was just smiling as if851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVdD1RI1QH
nothing was wrong, that fucker.
I hope we will have a new recruit soon.851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyHV1g6zUc
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Day 57851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31hA4wmXx9
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Another patrol, deeper than our usual ones. Hostiles were851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vjTpGDZnK
spotted. We managed to dispose of them.851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1VBL9l3Q5
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Day 64851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7GkfVoYAT7
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Me, Josh and Erik are currently in a village. The natives851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rHPGME9iL
seemed more than happy to take us in and share their food with us. As they851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS00zzx5XQY
should be. We’re risking our lives protecting them. They should be kissing our851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMoRYu85cp9
feet.851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83QlFYmGsc
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Day 66851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkuEkXoHTUX
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Back in base, trip back uneventful. Will probably stop this851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCwYA7H88l
diary. Pointless.851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdcrTdtHdg
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“Hey chickling hurry it up!” Erik calls after me after I851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOxGGwuPPX
trail behind the two of them. “Are your legs too short?” I ignore his851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VsJ3Zl5BJ
jibes. I admit they hurt at first but851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGh8TQ4H5Cg
now I get it, he was just doing it out of boredom. And who could blame him?851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqYoZzNjlh
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We were out patrolling a town under military lockdown.851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyHxO9AReW
Making sure no one suspicious was around, or up to….851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLslRYHC1sH
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“Hey, you stop!” I called out and aimed my gun at a851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JTANMg22v
potential hostile.851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cq9ugPeax
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“P..pleese sir. My son, he need medicine.” A womans voice,851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJn5edD16q1
speaking in heavily accented English. No not a woman’s, a potential enemies851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT09oguz5XD
voice.851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXL19zCR3a
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“Put the bag down, slowly!” I ordered. She began to slowly851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4OwIkpWwc
move the bag down but then it fell. Did it slip? Was she hiding a weapon? Was851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5vACsuJYc
she…No it didn’t matter. I immediately squeezed the trigger and shot her. Two851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2J0McXqe9U
shots and the body fell down. I slowly moved closer, ignoring the medicinal851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDY9JIsZkE
roots sticking out of the bag, and confirmed she was dead.851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf81Uy2tFeC
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“Hostile eliminated.” I reported to Josh who nodded and851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRcQ3gbQuFP
reported on his radio. I looked at Erik who gave me his usual smile, which I851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1kBB3kXAt
finally returned.851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Ada2dRObB
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Today was a good day, a good day of protecting and serving.851Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6XhwGOazN
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