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July 3, 2005273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0IHKZnlXj
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Darkness.
It surrounds me. 273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHQk2BxUBC
It's all I see. 273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzMrVZwHjh
It's all I feel.273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5glxOEHqMH
It's all I know anymore.
The cold wraps around me like a blanket. I try to shake it off, but my body won't listen to me.
I can't move. 273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYerngiRYNP
I'm frozen. 273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6KzkfA7NN
Drifting in a black sea.273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGaEJbqHbjx
Drowning.273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35oDQMzptC
Paralyzed.
I'm empty. 273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45wZwCxMDH
I'm broken. 273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJxR2ecK48
I can feel it.273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0oQazfixl
Pulling me under.273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUIf7HpW28
Crushing me under its weight.
I'm alone. 273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgD2v0c9XLD
There's no one else.273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNHCaABf4u
It's only me.
Only me.273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPdA73z5tC
Only me.273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8j0KkZWewB
Only me.
God, I'm so alone.
I miss a life I can't remember. I miss color and sound. I miss a body that isn't broken. I miss her.
Who is she?273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivl8yId0PJ
Is she even real?273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDgvhTr2Lx
Or did I imagine her to take away the loneliness?
Does it even matter anymore?
The light calls to me. 273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoehIY6R6mj
Drawing me to it. 273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPPh9rngg7
It's warm. 273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PzfHuzxXB
It's comforting.
I can feel it pulling me closer and I let it. At least I won't be alone anymore.
At least I can finally rest.
It sucks me in. 273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fYpATbw67
Captivating me. 273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLcH6bUeZD
Freeing me. 273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnt174HeSA
Releasing me.
I hear her voice so sweet, so soft, calling to me. It's far away, but it tickles my ear like a secret.
I can feel her voice traveling down my spine.
I can feel.273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjK5NB5XQP
I can feel something.273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjOHTPWef5
Anything.273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7HT4ki4Aj
Everything.
I can feel my heart beating, It beats for her, pounding in my chest to the rhythm of an annoying beeping sound.
I can feel my throat strain to speak. I need to return her words. I need to tell her all the things I never said. I need to tell her...
I love her.
I think I always have. Somehow, I always knew it would be her.
It was always her.
I can feel my fingers itch to reach out for her. I need to touch her.
I need to hear her voice coming from those amazing lips. I need to be near her.
Closer, always closer.
I need to feel her.273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSiQqHNNi8H
Taste her.273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cxHOWCxys
Smell her.273Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9EAK2tkIj1
Love her.
Her face is all I see as I embrace the light. I can't deny its call any longer.
Who knew death would be so beautiful?
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