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July 3, 2005309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68QTBaFcR4
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Darkness.
It surrounds me. 309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrE8iSft2h4
It's all I see. 309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5p0nUcMhu
It's all I feel.309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCV8ezLGCzA
It's all I know anymore.
The cold wraps around me like a blanket. I try to shake it off, but my body won't listen to me.
I can't move. 309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNr8eY0Z42u
I'm frozen. 309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9PF9TCQmx
Drifting in a black sea.309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNwX4cZAol
Drowning.309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyIESXznEM
Paralyzed.
I'm empty. 309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8oqb1St5D
I'm broken. 309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHLshe7E1m
I can feel it.309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxHB7dIyCD
Pulling me under.309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rqhTod2yw
Crushing me under its weight.
I'm alone. 309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HWjp7Xt2F
There's no one else.309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIH4cvRzYs
It's only me.
Only me.309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ELQZypVhs
Only me.309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uScFGDBKc
Only me.
God, I'm so alone.
I miss a life I can't remember. I miss color and sound. I miss a body that isn't broken. I miss her.
Who is she?309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTFsqsBmov
Is she even real?309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77T1G8nKdl
Or did I imagine her to take away the loneliness?
Does it even matter anymore?
The light calls to me. 309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDiU4OpKcbo
Drawing me to it. 309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7G0ygbzlfW
It's warm. 309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSLp68lAEM
It's comforting.
I can feel it pulling me closer and I let it. At least I won't be alone anymore.
At least I can finally rest.
It sucks me in. 309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29abm63ndb
Captivating me. 309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMSa6kUB3J
Freeing me. 309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTUgejL4NE
Releasing me.
I hear her voice so sweet, so soft, calling to me. It's far away, but it tickles my ear like a secret.
I can feel her voice traveling down my spine.
I can feel.309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2I98yRKQjk
I can feel something.309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgADwlZeou
Anything.309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNl54NzrIQ
Everything.
I can feel my heart beating, It beats for her, pounding in my chest to the rhythm of an annoying beeping sound.
I can feel my throat strain to speak. I need to return her words. I need to tell her all the things I never said. I need to tell her...
I love her.
I think I always have. Somehow, I always knew it would be her.
It was always her.
I can feel my fingers itch to reach out for her. I need to touch her.
I need to hear her voice coming from those amazing lips. I need to be near her.
Closer, always closer.
I need to feel her.309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6AIY6S3M7
Taste her.309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNJb5TetKF
Smell her.309Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIAW4t8p4I
Love her.
Her face is all I see as I embrace the light. I can't deny its call any longer.
Who knew death would be so beautiful?
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