Ben272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrSGd6U5Mf
July 3, 2005272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uCL1YB9d0
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Darkness.
It surrounds me. 272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUj1gD3lbGy
It's all I see. 272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWbYUF8fev
It's all I feel.272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1k3FloJ4wM
It's all I know anymore.
The cold wraps around me like a blanket. I try to shake it off, but my body won't listen to me.
I can't move. 272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jhW30Qatx
I'm frozen. 272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdDLvivpMm
Drifting in a black sea.272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9PGCvaCCb
Drowning.272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMZY8qNp3o
Paralyzed.
I'm empty. 272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoeXssRmxw
I'm broken. 272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9YrgLumrs
I can feel it.272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqxgH4vyDx
Pulling me under.272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBxBLmfPID
Crushing me under its weight.
I'm alone. 272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJhbjsf06H
There's no one else.272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMv346apoWH
It's only me.
Only me.272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNw7o2epAh
Only me.272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vvlazkzLL
Only me.
God, I'm so alone.
I miss a life I can't remember. I miss color and sound. I miss a body that isn't broken. I miss her.
Who is she?272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuopUPwABWa
Is she even real?272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYK1VJbrfXb
Or did I imagine her to take away the loneliness?
Does it even matter anymore?
The light calls to me. 272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtxrrwrh2w
Drawing me to it. 272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99YRGI0xSb
It's warm. 272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27mGiUt5tU
It's comforting.
I can feel it pulling me closer and I let it. At least I won't be alone anymore.
At least I can finally rest.
It sucks me in. 272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXam5TXOw5s
Captivating me. 272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxJN6RsXts
Freeing me. 272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIh1BDC8vYT
Releasing me.
I hear her voice so sweet, so soft, calling to me. It's far away, but it tickles my ear like a secret.
I can feel her voice traveling down my spine.
I can feel.272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyHC4k65EK
I can feel something.272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGHMzqcYzC
Anything.272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRiyxkQzCtO
Everything.
I can feel my heart beating, It beats for her, pounding in my chest to the rhythm of an annoying beeping sound.
I can feel my throat strain to speak. I need to return her words. I need to tell her all the things I never said. I need to tell her...
I love her.
I think I always have. Somehow, I always knew it would be her.
It was always her.
I can feel my fingers itch to reach out for her. I need to touch her.
I need to hear her voice coming from those amazing lips. I need to be near her.
Closer, always closer.
I need to feel her.272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRwuBy2Cif
Taste her.272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNonwaVJOe
Smell her.272Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBs9rHy2ph1
Love her.
Her face is all I see as I embrace the light. I can't deny its call any longer.
Who knew death would be so beautiful?
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