Ben241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjNibCHyEC
July 3, 2005241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡID70FCTRSG
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Darkness.
It surrounds me. 241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrNxOpBAfb
It's all I see. 241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVibcMaDsaA
It's all I feel.241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXYT4PC8Fp
It's all I know anymore.
The cold wraps around me like a blanket. I try to shake it off, but my body won't listen to me.
I can't move. 241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5FSRjX8GX
I'm frozen. 241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJVLBgImnb
Drifting in a black sea.241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡziAu4uGJoP
Drowning.241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rZxnoRuHO
Paralyzed.
I'm empty. 241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQLZW0jdrR
I'm broken. 241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmvlJzKuLU
I can feel it.241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEqrur7cU8
Pulling me under.241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUeK52aFVQ0
Crushing me under its weight.
I'm alone. 241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZm8ee8Sfv
There's no one else.241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4frk3idpl9
It's only me.
Only me.241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsKh7FqNG5
Only me.241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqNWSxT3xG
Only me.
God, I'm so alone.
I miss a life I can't remember. I miss color and sound. I miss a body that isn't broken. I miss her.
Who is she?241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbwzIty5co
Is she even real?241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJYwg6ED9K
Or did I imagine her to take away the loneliness?
Does it even matter anymore?
The light calls to me. 241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrpKuhzJZT
Drawing me to it. 241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04ezkZljRy
It's warm. 241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJmnljw338
It's comforting.
I can feel it pulling me closer and I let it. At least I won't be alone anymore.
At least I can finally rest.
It sucks me in. 241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4D9LNT0Uzh
Captivating me. 241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKyWVP3yPI
Freeing me. 241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01yk1IiTHH
Releasing me.
I hear her voice so sweet, so soft, calling to me. It's far away, but it tickles my ear like a secret.
I can feel her voice traveling down my spine.
I can feel.241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFeNdOnRaaf
I can feel something.241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvxqJVO2sR
Anything.241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHVqsCHmgb
Everything.
I can feel my heart beating, It beats for her, pounding in my chest to the rhythm of an annoying beeping sound.
I can feel my throat strain to speak. I need to return her words. I need to tell her all the things I never said. I need to tell her...
I love her.
I think I always have. Somehow, I always knew it would be her.
It was always her.
I can feel my fingers itch to reach out for her. I need to touch her.
I need to hear her voice coming from those amazing lips. I need to be near her.
Closer, always closer.
I need to feel her.241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmIWndHKGk
Taste her.241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2F4y36Ve1n
Smell her.241Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQ9cR3q0kx
Love her.
Her face is all I see as I embrace the light. I can't deny its call any longer.
Who knew death would be so beautiful?
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