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Darkness.
It surrounds me. 300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzUAacGgCj
It's all I see. 300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZQeDrrA8n
It's all I feel.300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5dosI9DnU
It's all I know anymore.
The cold wraps around me like a blanket. I try to shake it off, but my body won't listen to me.
I can't move. 300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUGsz0j03w
I'm frozen. 300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPX4ZzLrzJk
Drifting in a black sea.300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXdBSW9dC1
Drowning.300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyf5z9DoTfd
Paralyzed.
I'm empty. 300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDdtz8dta6
I'm broken. 300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0uiNa8klw
I can feel it.300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEz1NnkIa4
Pulling me under.300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3qfeSFHcj
Crushing me under its weight.
I'm alone. 300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzSyttUQVe
There's no one else.300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5MXXdth2k
It's only me.
Only me.300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wdg3lRRyn
Only me.300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmV0Q8hKiEd
Only me.
God, I'm so alone.
I miss a life I can't remember. I miss color and sound. I miss a body that isn't broken. I miss her.
Who is she?300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIT18EW7Ewc
Is she even real?300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4XhcG39SH
Or did I imagine her to take away the loneliness?
Does it even matter anymore?
The light calls to me. 300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrRjR3dSwK
Drawing me to it. 300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZJXc4CnYJ
It's warm. 300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp05hpcb4jc
It's comforting.
I can feel it pulling me closer and I let it. At least I won't be alone anymore.
At least I can finally rest.
It sucks me in. 300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACXqBIkpSB
Captivating me. 300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡykWsSq1PL6
Freeing me. 300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKL1hTE4PqE
Releasing me.
I hear her voice so sweet, so soft, calling to me. It's far away, but it tickles my ear like a secret.
I can feel her voice traveling down my spine.
I can feel.300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEhQKeG4sv
I can feel something.300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKDO1hTYt2
Anything.300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfdHNqnvcP
Everything.
I can feel my heart beating, It beats for her, pounding in my chest to the rhythm of an annoying beeping sound.
I can feel my throat strain to speak. I need to return her words. I need to tell her all the things I never said. I need to tell her...
I love her.
I think I always have. Somehow, I always knew it would be her.
It was always her.
I can feel my fingers itch to reach out for her. I need to touch her.
I need to hear her voice coming from those amazing lips. I need to be near her.
Closer, always closer.
I need to feel her.300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpZ2lfyeJw
Taste her.300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaH9FKrkoQW
Smell her.300Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsberFheJft
Love her.
Her face is all I see as I embrace the light. I can't deny its call any longer.
Who knew death would be so beautiful?
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