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July 3, 2005308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKktBodUNSE
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Darkness.
It surrounds me. 308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmaroOPs9V
It's all I see. 308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXd0NgZfclq
It's all I feel.308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zjLtUXtW0
It's all I know anymore.
The cold wraps around me like a blanket. I try to shake it off, but my body won't listen to me.
I can't move. 308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqJZLNWJOm
I'm frozen. 308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanLmXJFPsR
Drifting in a black sea.308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1Gb8KSdqU
Drowning.308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbN9rHeYGj0
Paralyzed.
I'm empty. 308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rKohuHH5f
I'm broken. 308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMPgg5TkXQ
I can feel it.308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwu9J78eu4
Pulling me under.308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumL7luRXvf
Crushing me under its weight.
I'm alone. 308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0rzFABT07
There's no one else.308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxea7HI16v9
It's only me.
Only me.308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvDhF3mZKP
Only me.308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPlAw8igTa
Only me.
God, I'm so alone.
I miss a life I can't remember. I miss color and sound. I miss a body that isn't broken. I miss her.
Who is she?308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIKJzrWDOh
Is she even real?308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkq1WJq2jo4
Or did I imagine her to take away the loneliness?
Does it even matter anymore?
The light calls to me. 308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnntOYpwDme
Drawing me to it. 308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCeGRnWDfy
It's warm. 308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQereOtRKkC
It's comforting.
I can feel it pulling me closer and I let it. At least I won't be alone anymore.
At least I can finally rest.
It sucks me in. 308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKquPxVE72z
Captivating me. 308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkIo0xe1uXT
Freeing me. 308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LiV0ntOjb
Releasing me.
I hear her voice so sweet, so soft, calling to me. It's far away, but it tickles my ear like a secret.
I can feel her voice traveling down my spine.
I can feel.308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2JwfNjrDDl
I can feel something.308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0SDIzNt08
Anything.308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ663DCfJsJH
Everything.
I can feel my heart beating, It beats for her, pounding in my chest to the rhythm of an annoying beeping sound.
I can feel my throat strain to speak. I need to return her words. I need to tell her all the things I never said. I need to tell her...
I love her.
I think I always have. Somehow, I always knew it would be her.
It was always her.
I can feel my fingers itch to reach out for her. I need to touch her.
I need to hear her voice coming from those amazing lips. I need to be near her.
Closer, always closer.
I need to feel her.308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlaOtb004O
Taste her.308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHjAZebmkW
Smell her.308Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0iQRqvBIr
Love her.
Her face is all I see as I embrace the light. I can't deny its call any longer.
Who knew death would be so beautiful?
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