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July 3, 2005262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOnZF02Xn0j
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Darkness.
It surrounds me. 262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVUUYKlMEg
It's all I see. 262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJCn5DndZ5
It's all I feel.262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgPWnPb37F
It's all I know anymore.
The cold wraps around me like a blanket. I try to shake it off, but my body won't listen to me.
I can't move. 262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJG64UJkMf
I'm frozen. 262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPNW4folvE
Drifting in a black sea.262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo93zR9ktpu
Drowning.262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgsy6VJTyp
Paralyzed.
I'm empty. 262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QKcLhtXJ6
I'm broken. 262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIu6Ia857o5
I can feel it.262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqFTmpbaVA
Pulling me under.262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE2XLkCLza7
Crushing me under its weight.
I'm alone. 262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXijx8dKWN
There's no one else.262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRxJTXT4KF
It's only me.
Only me.262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DR9p5Djxu
Only me.262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcn2LIzoM2
Only me.
God, I'm so alone.
I miss a life I can't remember. I miss color and sound. I miss a body that isn't broken. I miss her.
Who is she?262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9q0UgRrEaA
Is she even real?262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68Icqk2W6v
Or did I imagine her to take away the loneliness?
Does it even matter anymore?
The light calls to me. 262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRnm1aN9os
Drawing me to it. 262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFQTEKmTT3
It's warm. 262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIR2YwADtUy
It's comforting.
I can feel it pulling me closer and I let it. At least I won't be alone anymore.
At least I can finally rest.
It sucks me in. 262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡia0zK4oSIU
Captivating me. 262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjG2qJEyzpg
Freeing me. 262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNWATpkTtj
Releasing me.
I hear her voice so sweet, so soft, calling to me. It's far away, but it tickles my ear like a secret.
I can feel her voice traveling down my spine.
I can feel.262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynr9feKNfM
I can feel something.262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUg9kPSwdLh
Anything.262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbt37QogU6j
Everything.
I can feel my heart beating, It beats for her, pounding in my chest to the rhythm of an annoying beeping sound.
I can feel my throat strain to speak. I need to return her words. I need to tell her all the things I never said. I need to tell her...
I love her.
I think I always have. Somehow, I always knew it would be her.
It was always her.
I can feel my fingers itch to reach out for her. I need to touch her.
I need to hear her voice coming from those amazing lips. I need to be near her.
Closer, always closer.
I need to feel her.262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUzNp1Brrz
Taste her.262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJ858LJoG5
Smell her.262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjN8dKljkI
Love her.
Her face is all I see as I embrace the light. I can't deny its call any longer.
Who knew death would be so beautiful?
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