「嘩——!」蟲蟲亮起心心眼,就拎串大腸比我:「食呢個先,襯仲脆口!快啲食呀!哎吔⋯⋯我地差罐啤酒呀!」1833Please respect copyright.PENANAkZQGj9UWxg
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「今次你同我都著校服呀!冇得飲啦!」我苦笑咁講。1833Please respect copyright.PENANAdFrLo3fXyf
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「我要啤酒呀⋯⋯」蟲蟲扁晒嘴仔講,望佢呢個樣我又忍唔住笑。1833Please respect copyright.PENANAL00uICFXHF
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蟲蟲頭先好雀躍咁同我分享呢份美食,我不禁咁問佢:「你好似特別開心咁嘅?」我食咗一舊大腸⋯⋯屌!好撚香!好撚好食!1833Please respect copyright.PENANAwV4RbgEOuz
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蟲蟲雖然食嘅嘢好麻甩,但佢依然好顧儀態,一邊抹嘴一邊食,佢話:「Apple佢地嫌女仔食呢啲嘢好唔斯文。所以不嬲都冇人陪我食架。」1833Please respect copyright.PENANAJj46SfN7AE
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我呢刻恍然大悟就話:「哦!所以你今日其實乘機叫我陪你掃街嘅!」1833Please respect copyright.PENANAEnl3isJOyP
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「係架!」蟲蟲好坦白地唔否認,吉起個炸豆腐準備食:「我好耐冇掃街啦!今日其實趁機搵你陪。哈哈⋯⋯」1833Please respect copyright.PENANALt48LMoAhi
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「哼!」1833Please respect copyright.PENANAzN0r47Bp3q
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「咁你食得開唔開心呀?」1833Please respect copyright.PENANA7wvmkNDvYF
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我笑一笑,的確冇咁失落,我就話:「開心。」不過佢呢份坦白同率直,喺女仔身上真係好少見。搞到我忍唔住問佢:「喂,其實你係咪男仔嚟架?」1833Please respect copyright.PENANAFM3CPDQ94Y
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「咩呀?」1833Please respect copyright.PENANAFmZVNBLaNV
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「嗱!你食嘅嘢咁麻甩,又鍾意隊啤酒。性格又好率直。」我吉咗舊炸紅腸食:「邊有女仔係咁架?」1833Please respect copyright.PENANAT3uajYdyCE
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蟲蟲輕輕嘻咗一聲笑出嚟,就話:「我都覺得女仔啲性格好煩!人前人後一個樣。明明憎你都扮鍾意你。好討厭。」1833Please respect copyright.PENANAlDYjXUYj7V
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「哈⋯⋯咁你係咪默認自己係男仔?哈哈⋯⋯!」1833Please respect copyright.PENANAtWbmmsWtn6
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我擺明嘲笑佢,但蟲蟲冇嬲到反而諗咗一諗,問咗我一個問題:「我爸爸初初真係想將我當成男仔咁養。你仲記唔記得我全名叫咩?」1833Please respect copyright.PENANAPv8J6JmBp4
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「余可童?」1833Please respect copyright.PENANAyLdGuYXqXz
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「嗯!」蟲蟲好開心咁笑,似乎因為我記得佢全名。佢繼續講:「初初爸爸想改我個名叫做『余可龍』。想我好似龍咁威猛。」1833Please respect copyright.PENANAprUaOCs3LX
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我聽到差啲噴咗啲可樂出嚟,我話:「似男仔名都算。咁江湖嘅?龍哥⋯⋯哈哈哈!」1833Please respect copyright.PENANA2zNW3eIdWA
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「嗯。因為我爸爸其實係啲過氣古惑仔。」蟲蟲一面厭惡。1833Please respect copyright.PENANAJGQZTm9zPL
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一提家人,蟲蟲明顯出緊情緒。今日佢難得咁開心,費事又搞喊佢,於是試下轉過話題:「你都好熟西灣河喎!頭先間間小食店啲老闆好熟你呀。我覺得佢地好錫你呀。」1833Please respect copyright.PENANAdgksLoaMOX
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我以為好易轉到個開心話題,點知令蟲蟲慢慢收起笑容,一面傷心咁問我:「你想知點解嘛?」1833Please respect copyright.PENANAmS8BtUfjpQ
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我比佢搞到有啲不知所措,遲疑咗陣。蟲蟲唔等我答就嘆咗口氣,慢慢咁講:「見係你我先講。Apple佢地都唔知⋯⋯」1833Please respect copyright.PENANAsAHkSywTed
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「嗯。」1833Please respect copyright.PENANAslhrUkkvDA
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「我⋯⋯好細個爸爸同媽媽離婚。我跟爸爸同後母喺西灣河住。」蟲蟲透咗啖大氣,努力壓制喊嘅衝動:「後母好憎我,成日唔煮飯比我食,又趕我出街。我身上一個仙都冇,肚餓嘅時候會去太安樓啲小食檔,搵⋯⋯搵人地食剩⋯⋯嗚⋯⋯」1833Please respect copyright.PENANAFEHZwGtUlX
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蟲蟲最後都係忍唔住喊咗出嚟。1833Please respect copyright.PENANARzgY4V89Yx
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「Sorry. 我唔應該開呢個話題。」1833Please respect copyright.PENANAGpU5RIV38h
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蟲蟲擰一擰頭,繼續講:「⋯⋯嗰時我得七歲。後嚟小食檔啲老闆可憐我,比我每晚過嚟拎嘢食。然後唔知點解,愈來愈多小食檔都知我冇人照顧。成日經過時都會送嘢食比我。即使婆婆接返我走,三餐溫飽都夠,我都鍾意嚟太安樓呢度買嘢食。所以小食檔老闆係由細睇到我大。」佢抹一抹眼淚,嘗試對我笑,話:「你講得啱。佢地好錫我,比我嘅所謂親人仲要好。所以⋯⋯哈⋯⋯頭先炸嘢店嘅老闆娘先會叮囑我唔好亂識男仔。」1833Please respect copyright.PENANAzo9o3wdV8o
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「唉⋯⋯我個樣好似壞人咩?」1833Please respect copyright.PENANARpGcQuecVJ
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「你個樣咸濕囉!」蟲蟲笑返,講咗個笑話。然後繼續講:「佢地真係好好,真係當我係女咁錫。所以我而家大個咗,有少少能力,我點都會返嚟幫襯佢地。」1833Please respect copyright.PENANA9MWuU6u3gc
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「你對人真係好好喎。識得報恩。」1833Please respect copyright.PENANA8pZhfICzME
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「嗯⋯⋯因為經過最慘嘅時刻。我知道幸福唔係必然。一定要感激對我好嘅人。所以⋯⋯」蟲蟲慢慢望住我,佢眼內有著說不出嘅千言萬語。我除咗感受到佢好感激我之外,仲有另一種超越友情嘅感覺。1833Please respect copyright.PENANAfNqPw6Z7qT
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「阿匡⋯⋯好多謝你。」1833Please respect copyright.PENANAKxaLtzJLGp
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佢講完呢番話後,望一望我。我地眼神對接時,佢神情閃過一絲難為情,然後細細聲講句:「嗯。」就吉嘢食。由於佢今日表現出真正嘅佢,所以佢呢下難為情真係特別明顯。1833Please respect copyright.PENANAuNUOzgUyhU
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更奇怪嘅係,以往我對佢呢啲表情不以為然。但今日卻令我個心跳咗一下,然後一陣難以形容嘅感覺。1833Please respect copyright.PENANAysq9I3tNPC
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「又講呢啲。」我試下令個氣氛唔好咁怪:「我地brother嚟架嘛!」1833Please respect copyright.PENANAuIHpatNdOu
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我擺個拳頭出嚟。1833Please respect copyright.PENANAEccwj7r63j
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「嗯!brother!」蟲蟲又同我碰拳後佢話:「我地⋯⋯繼續食嘢呀!」1833Please respect copyright.PENANAddCDVHwawV
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「嗯⋯⋯」1833Please respect copyright.PENANAi0967ZDlsK
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我刻意提大家係brother嘅原因,係因為我怕自己又好似星期六咁越界。上次叫做有酒精影響,可以大條道理亂嚟。但今日冇飲酒,如果我越界的話,咁就證明咗一樣嘢——1833Please respect copyright.PENANADFtOs7ZZT0
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我同Miss之間真係多咗個人。1833Please respect copyright.PENANAMjLiWBHg8R
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蟲蟲。1833Please respect copyright.PENANAqQMjDuclpj
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好彩,冇事!1833Please respect copyright.PENANAoEAyAjoWx8
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不過,我唔知自己係咩時候開始對蟲蟲嘅感覺就變得唔再單純。剛剛佢提到自己七歲時嘅經歷,更加令我由心憐憫起嚟。我甚至有一種想緊緊抱住蟲蟲嘅衝動。1833Please respect copyright.PENANAOQYzMAWMI8
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但唔可以。1833Please respect copyright.PENANA7xFtR36vu3
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唔可以再係咁!唔可以再比自己藉口去合理化所有越界嘅行為!1833Please respect copyright.PENANAy8SiqbtTok
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所以我選擇越界之前,stop一下自己。1833Please respect copyright.PENANAgDed4coFwa
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