「果然係對我有好感。」恆樂自豪地點頭。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvJ6mFYEmz
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKiSCMAS7Z
「你講咩話？」子瑜抆住恆樂耳仔講。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnogrgJSi7c
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdzgfMj6kv
「無講嘢呀，我等緊你分享。」397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3V6tblvuNl
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZL8246JWA
「衰人！」子瑜行過梳化坐低後講：「坐低再慢慢講啦。」397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsNwXI4JNp
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQ7awUDHME
恆樂馬上狗沖去梳化坐低聽故仔。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvp8knI1MyN
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLvnNp646Ug
子瑜本來係大學話劇社嘅成員，一直都對表演都有份渴望同追求。話劇社每年都會有兩到三套話劇，每次都係由個人自薦casting選角。子瑜同今朝班八婆就係話劇社到認識，因為大家都鐘意動漫，加上係同一個year，所以好快就混熟。開頭大家都好好朋友，可以講下八婆嘢又會一齊出街，當時嘅子瑜真係當佢哋係朋友。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdS34q9tr0
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxU6B3d9AMq
只不過，呢啲只係子瑜嘅一廂情願。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpHwvhEfol
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAf0iuojJit
當年嘅5月，有個大學聯校話劇show，當時嘅子瑜就cast中咗女主角，要知道有參加casting嘅有嚟知唔同大學嘅人，亦有同子瑜同一間大學嘅前輩，所以呢個角色係子瑜打敗咗好多人先拎到手。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUEeFENz4h
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dBK4IahQ9
如果只係校內嘅校劇，通常都係由老鬼去揀人做演出，老鬼可以揀角、揀劇本，每一個演出都係由老鬼做主導，正路嚟講，子瑜呢啲新人唔會有太多機會演出。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnve1uSYaTc
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1SptD7KrW
但係聯校show唔同，揀人嘅外校嘅人，無咁黑箱作業，所以子瑜先有機會係老鬼中突圍。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4T6PmQvrHC
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKEUvXqiHC
呢件就係關係破裂嘅開端。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYh08XGk7z7
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6BsNsFC0e
當時嘅子瑜喺某一次返到自己大學嘅話劇社嘅會室到拎化妝品，因為大學生們都要準備final exam，照理嚟講唔應該當時嘅會室唔應該有人，但係事與願違。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlZD7LSw6t
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhI6OgUkA79
當時會室嘅有嘅就係恆樂見到嘅幾個八婆同埋一位落選casting嘅前輩，嗰位前輩cast嘅位就係正正俾子瑜拎咗。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFtOISuCOL
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaisPPtr6s4
全部都係女人。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxHDeqUW5y
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePGuzyYiiY
女人嘅圈子，可以話係麻煩。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTfwKeZtSM
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LkCsgHG30
本來想走入會室嘅子瑜因為聽到有人提及自己個名而停落嚟。
「係囉，我哋都話過子瑜，但係佢又唔聽。」397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4U3DymemY
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmIC1h0VEK
「我哋都話過佢，前輩就嚟畢業，唔好去亂試鏡留返啲機會俾就嚟畢業嘅人。」397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlc4j5qBEjA
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkYEgQmeQz
「係子瑜太固執搞到我哋點阻止佢哋都無用。」397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMi1eUVjb0g
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60GUU3kDyn
三位八婆向前輩表明自己係無辜，大概係為咗保全自己係劇團嘅地位，因為老鬼點都係劇社有啲話語權，唔想係話劇社被老鬼玩嘅話就一定要附和老鬼。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwclQIZ2IRD
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhjVODjNoO
門外嘅子瑜聽到就呆咗，明明呢啲朋友就無同自己講過呢啲嘢，但係就係前輩面前獻眉，亦因此加入指責子瑜嘅一方。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenB6MFPtIX
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uscas6rUf
子瑜困惑。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsMoomzrJu
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASE9kA7kKW
子瑜唔明點解朋友會咁樣係背後話自己，點解要攻擊自己？點解要為咗奉承他人而出賣自己？397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBHrnG0y1q
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCZGa403gL
「總之你哋同佢講快啲退出呢套劇，等我可以擔正。」前輩講。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSBGZhhc8K
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95Xtyy1pqf
「我哋會同子瑜講㗎啦，叫佢退位，等你呢個後補主角可以擔正。」397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2Sn7P1Uln
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnw0ET6m2aS
「我哋會好好幫你㗎啦前輩，之後幫有演出俾我哋就可以。」397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXt5ZiNATQ
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrw36ofLWJE
「放心等我哋幫手，我哋會將子瑜從你畢業劇中趕出去。」397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgK5ySO4g2A
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8VqIHgB2Q
八婆們一致地背叛咗子瑜，完全唔似係朋友嘅作為。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkuIuHEW8qp
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmYP42Wj3z
原來友情可以咁脆弱。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEdiu0osvV
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfT7qZKrib
比起朋友，八婆們選擇自己係話劇社嘅地位，放棄同子瑜嘅關係。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4o0gNGojf
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5T4HO36IlD
子瑜無好唔開心，無想大叫，無崩潰。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNC70QwPbJg
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZN7zq9jZ2
子瑜好平靜，內心安靜都自己都唔相信。無內心戲，內心戲係零。
子瑜無問點解啲朋友要咁對佢，無問點解受苦嘅係自己，佢乜都無問。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYnLCBJP0s
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvUV5HnlXx
被相信嘅人背叛，無翻天覆地嘅傷心，無傷心欲絕嘅情緒，平靜到好唔自然。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBz6mPQv5L
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaHPYTAzkx
平靜過後嘅係罪疚感，佢覺得因為自己唔識考慮前輩嘅感受先會咁樣。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfuqxlqxYDV
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1IDsuVhCi
因為無考慮到人哋就嚟畢業、呢個係人哋嘅最後演出機會，自己膽粗粗咁去試鏡仲搶咗人哋個位先搞到「朋友」都怪責自己。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwdtXivTFn
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunHjPcvU1U
好神奇，子瑜仲當佢哋係朋友。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgk1mjinYVG
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvw7xWBYk6
因為做錯事嘅係自己，所以「朋友」怪責自己都無可厚非。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡduIr8YTCU1
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbA2bJfDJG6
係門口嘅子瑜無走入去會室，佢轉身離開。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPkicPBuI7
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOWiiK3qYG
翌日排練時，係台上嘅子瑜聽到「朋友」同佢打氣，叫佢加油。平時唔理他人目光嘅子瑜突然感覺到好多視線，而呢啲視線彷彿伴隨無盡嘅惡意，即使對方無呢個意思，子瑜感覺到嘅就只有惡意。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVoLlaecQZ
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXe7Y0b5z9N
企係台上嘅子瑜怔著，郁都唔郁咁望住台下，天旋地轉，眼前嘅畫面化成模糊嘅油彩畫慢慢分散，雙腳莫名其妙地感到酸軟。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsDYqg9irB
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjW6ayuS9MJ
子瑜覺得所有人對佢對有一種無講出口嘅負面諗法，覺得在場嘅人都討厭佢。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkI2GUoIsC4
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgu6gAdxejJ
點解你會係到？397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1W2LV4KDy
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRV1RrWTiAl
你憑乜係到？397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMP1Gfeyw7
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvHrg3vB1i
無人鐘意你呀？397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZN4ioekqXJ
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjqwQ12jve
面皮咁厚都有。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLJK9LESAV
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySuZNKo12g
幻聽。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizp2Teg6lE
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RMMRSUU8e
無盡嘅負面想法有如颱風般湧入子瑜腦海，惡意刺痛子瑜全身，入血入肉。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlJziJCJ5n
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1k8u8xMwyT
反胃，係台上嘅子瑜因為一股反胃感而奔去廁所嘔吐，呢刻嘅獨自攬住馬桶子瑜知道要離開。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5sXtdypWA
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5zq8j6gSA
子瑜無視前嚟關心佢嘅「朋友」，子瑜轉身離開劇團，離開話劇，離開「朋友」。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8nEfZReC8
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LELI5Qjpd
之後八婆們有whatsapp問子瑜點解突然之間潛水，但係子瑜完全無心機去回覆。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAgLuoUO23
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBQGneVLY7
自此之後，子瑜就懼怕人群，驚咗人群嘅視線，假定所有人都對佢有惡意。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7e7EAJZ6py
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqX4knkBKCb
當然，子瑜話恆樂係例外，因為佢係一個不折不扣嘅on9仔。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7S4Q8RQFf
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTBAwwRFQR
離開話劇社後，子瑜嘅表演慾還在，輾轉之下佢選擇成為vtuber，本身鐘意動畫嘅佢出盡全力自學coding同時學畫3d模組，只係一個暑假就搞掂所有嘢再成功出道。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbEMGZmEUq
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzpOgNTyG9
螢幕背後就唔會直接感受到惡意，所以呢個就係子瑜選擇嘅方法。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTw11cCR6XN
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOClLjiJ0Zv
一切都係自己一個。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2VI38z6xi0
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TqsDTpE30
「我嘅故事就係咁無聊。」子瑜苦笑道。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDh7GcdcoI
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomxaJgQdAD
子瑜嘅表情痛苦非常，但又勉強擺出苦笑，就好似叫恆樂唔好關心佢。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6iM9FFs95
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTwrKVYRUD
但係就因為咁，恆樂先更加扎心。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7X98YGO5nh
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphh2Giqzxz
或者子瑜都唔知道自己想點，唔知道自己想要啲係自己身邊嘅人。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxY0ySz7tu
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsXq0Bs8Zq
一切都係或者，恆樂無嘢可以好確切咁講。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbTlJ827wn
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbGRCCbgVMe
但係因為佢迫子瑜講，子瑜先將自己喺內心唔想講嘅人係自己面前宣之於口。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdIKGq9IkH
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BHSFRNwEx
所以恆樂點都想好好安慰子瑜，因為自己就係令佢講出呢段難陷過去嘅原因。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUBpctV2zH
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJITi4RVNBO
所以恆樂決定踏出一步。397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfa8OcADObz
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMK1gBbixW
「你⋯⋯」恆樂輕輕攬住子瑜再講：「佢哋根本唔係你朋友，你無做錯過事，根本唔需要咁自責要受苦嘅應該係佢你而唔係你。」397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJoqbD1DyP1
397Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzslTGZsb1x
「唔好抽我水喎。」子瑜雖然嘴上咁講，但係毫無甩開攬住佢嘅恆樂嘅意思。
