「果然係對我有好感。」恆樂自豪地點頭。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq20sFXxrVF
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「你講咩話？」子瑜抆住恆樂耳仔講。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMWu28ICQG
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「無講嘢呀，我等緊你分享。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNBoJh6rur
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHGoBr4Uvr
「衰人！」子瑜行過梳化坐低後講：「坐低再慢慢講啦。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhJs6lNn0q
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恆樂馬上狗沖去梳化坐低聽故仔。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVk4QkiAbc
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子瑜本來係大學話劇社嘅成員，一直都對表演都有份渴望同追求。話劇社每年都會有兩到三套話劇，每次都係由個人自薦casting選角。子瑜同今朝班八婆就係話劇社到認識，因為大家都鐘意動漫，加上係同一個year，所以好快就混熟。開頭大家都好好朋友，可以講下八婆嘢又會一齊出街，當時嘅子瑜真係當佢哋係朋友。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzDLYsNW61
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTG7Ore7xVY
只不過，呢啲只係子瑜嘅一廂情願。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9SiVC9y9g0
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLqSM0sfDY
當年嘅5月，有個大學聯校話劇show，當時嘅子瑜就cast中咗女主角，要知道有參加casting嘅有嚟知唔同大學嘅人，亦有同子瑜同一間大學嘅前輩，所以呢個角色係子瑜打敗咗好多人先拎到手。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UnlLGA2H5
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlaV5Qjz3lW
如果只係校內嘅校劇，通常都係由老鬼去揀人做演出，老鬼可以揀角、揀劇本，每一個演出都係由老鬼做主導，正路嚟講，子瑜呢啲新人唔會有太多機會演出。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBegCGQ84jc
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但係聯校show唔同，揀人嘅外校嘅人，無咁黑箱作業，所以子瑜先有機會係老鬼中突圍。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpvUo9UB7U
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4gox75V8E
呢件就係關係破裂嘅開端。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6hdtIxXS7
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當時嘅子瑜喺某一次返到自己大學嘅話劇社嘅會室到拎化妝品，因為大學生們都要準備final exam，照理嚟講唔應該當時嘅會室唔應該有人，但係事與願違。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlULlU7ALy
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當時會室嘅有嘅就係恆樂見到嘅幾個八婆同埋一位落選casting嘅前輩，嗰位前輩cast嘅位就係正正俾子瑜拎咗。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyXEchZnUj
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全部都係女人。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04egPEoTdF
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女人嘅圈子，可以話係麻煩。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdXxo57tdo
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZIHGiauGT
本來想走入會室嘅子瑜因為聽到有人提及自己個名而停落嚟。
「係囉，我哋都話過子瑜，但係佢又唔聽。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYz3Wh3Yuy1
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqDNx0guOB
「我哋都話過佢，前輩就嚟畢業，唔好去亂試鏡留返啲機會俾就嚟畢業嘅人。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEHqQenFUb
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbpXvTtUvj
「係子瑜太固執搞到我哋點阻止佢哋都無用。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNds6ahTwq
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡalGA1PUdSB
三位八婆向前輩表明自己係無辜，大概係為咗保全自己係劇團嘅地位，因為老鬼點都係劇社有啲話語權，唔想係話劇社被老鬼玩嘅話就一定要附和老鬼。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6Y9K4ljap
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvMiP4LVO4
門外嘅子瑜聽到就呆咗，明明呢啲朋友就無同自己講過呢啲嘢，但係就係前輩面前獻眉，亦因此加入指責子瑜嘅一方。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALYqisi61A
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WVnVK4gSt
子瑜困惑。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4htOu1uMe
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBXeEOfngj
子瑜唔明點解朋友會咁樣係背後話自己，點解要攻擊自己？點解要為咗奉承他人而出賣自己？436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUT4ZljhjS
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoq8ufwPymm
「總之你哋同佢講快啲退出呢套劇，等我可以擔正。」前輩講。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZrYPw2B25
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVnAUSG8MA
「我哋會同子瑜講㗎啦，叫佢退位，等你呢個後補主角可以擔正。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoyV5qgcHN
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIowgRVfcH
「我哋會好好幫你㗎啦前輩，之後幫有演出俾我哋就可以。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtEWFTjdgq
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡld8Gkq4wts
「放心等我哋幫手，我哋會將子瑜從你畢業劇中趕出去。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8zVe7JaQW
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhktccmjV1C
八婆們一致地背叛咗子瑜，完全唔似係朋友嘅作為。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCiu6jtFH3
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原來友情可以咁脆弱。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXsSiFN7y8
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比起朋友，八婆們選擇自己係話劇社嘅地位，放棄同子瑜嘅關係。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9nKcG95Ht
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8F6N3sNBG
子瑜無好唔開心，無想大叫，無崩潰。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0LFXcmUKc
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyc1Dh468Yx
子瑜好平靜，內心安靜都自己都唔相信。無內心戲，內心戲係零。
子瑜無問點解啲朋友要咁對佢，無問點解受苦嘅係自己，佢乜都無問。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqmiieH9jF
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHPNhTEZVG
被相信嘅人背叛，無翻天覆地嘅傷心，無傷心欲絕嘅情緒，平靜到好唔自然。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfStPpvRxQd
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8j3KuoINZU
平靜過後嘅係罪疚感，佢覺得因為自己唔識考慮前輩嘅感受先會咁樣。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnXEWqeiwI
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5xfrbYOPK
因為無考慮到人哋就嚟畢業、呢個係人哋嘅最後演出機會，自己膽粗粗咁去試鏡仲搶咗人哋個位先搞到「朋友」都怪責自己。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4VSzqJgx8
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEyqIFA4RW
好神奇，子瑜仲當佢哋係朋友。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAftrAa1qfE
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqZHIdReWa
因為做錯事嘅係自己，所以「朋友」怪責自己都無可厚非。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrU4SoyVjj
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2JoIrWrgE
係門口嘅子瑜無走入去會室，佢轉身離開。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTblZydckM
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzu4bUk8Zv5
翌日排練時，係台上嘅子瑜聽到「朋友」同佢打氣，叫佢加油。平時唔理他人目光嘅子瑜突然感覺到好多視線，而呢啲視線彷彿伴隨無盡嘅惡意，即使對方無呢個意思，子瑜感覺到嘅就只有惡意。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6EzY8Ef2ML
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjCbOoQmru
企係台上嘅子瑜怔著，郁都唔郁咁望住台下，天旋地轉，眼前嘅畫面化成模糊嘅油彩畫慢慢分散，雙腳莫名其妙地感到酸軟。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KaEXkX7os
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUqgW9eoLX
子瑜覺得所有人對佢對有一種無講出口嘅負面諗法，覺得在場嘅人都討厭佢。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG48icmQTZ5
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點解你會係到？436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6mDr4gEnh
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你憑乜係到？436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXExZBHqfF
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無人鐘意你呀？436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9mt6WBAtB
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWXiEjYjFX
面皮咁厚都有。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZNCtiJEyi
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幻聽。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBf6ze5erJ
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYaQQlFfThg
無盡嘅負面想法有如颱風般湧入子瑜腦海，惡意刺痛子瑜全身，入血入肉。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQHJZXhnG4
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDVW6GcXsg
反胃，係台上嘅子瑜因為一股反胃感而奔去廁所嘔吐，呢刻嘅獨自攬住馬桶子瑜知道要離開。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55Ji5dysMJ
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5DJFSZDLn
子瑜無視前嚟關心佢嘅「朋友」，子瑜轉身離開劇團，離開話劇，離開「朋友」。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1ykYsMFM7
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4ZD2HCxWy
之後八婆們有whatsapp問子瑜點解突然之間潛水，但係子瑜完全無心機去回覆。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6SCwv8loyl
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDwpeXKMIF
自此之後，子瑜就懼怕人群，驚咗人群嘅視線，假定所有人都對佢有惡意。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡav7UEOJVql
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Fw9vwsQP3
當然，子瑜話恆樂係例外，因為佢係一個不折不扣嘅on9仔。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWNYiO0Vl9
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHIhrlaFbg
離開話劇社後，子瑜嘅表演慾還在，輾轉之下佢選擇成為vtuber，本身鐘意動畫嘅佢出盡全力自學coding同時學畫3d模組，只係一個暑假就搞掂所有嘢再成功出道。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcElFOyeyJD
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaCfD9DZCP
螢幕背後就唔會直接感受到惡意，所以呢個就係子瑜選擇嘅方法。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mYN0cNsdY
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jwZPbJXAR
一切都係自己一個。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVsGHpNq0U
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfwU934N5D
「我嘅故事就係咁無聊。」子瑜苦笑道。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChST6XZSox
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Yz5CXecb2
子瑜嘅表情痛苦非常，但又勉強擺出苦笑，就好似叫恆樂唔好關心佢。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8gYIFdFEY
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzzyij9DmB
但係就因為咁，恆樂先更加扎心。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQNrD8GubZ
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgx2U9RwIh
或者子瑜都唔知道自己想點，唔知道自己想要啲係自己身邊嘅人。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu359qVLF7q
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxcY6nnZot
一切都係或者，恆樂無嘢可以好確切咁講。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcOYQxMIcV
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZ42klxPqH
但係因為佢迫子瑜講，子瑜先將自己喺內心唔想講嘅人係自己面前宣之於口。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWui7uNeSp
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0YNPELafH
所以恆樂點都想好好安慰子瑜，因為自己就係令佢講出呢段難陷過去嘅原因。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFH7WR6cSq
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所以恆樂決定踏出一步。436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzMdrwMVkA
436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0mazzvDBpt
「你⋯⋯」恆樂輕輕攬住子瑜再講：「佢哋根本唔係你朋友，你無做錯過事，根本唔需要咁自責要受苦嘅應該係佢你而唔係你。」436Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHtkAF5N0E
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「唔好抽我水喎。」子瑜雖然嘴上咁講，但係毫無甩開攬住佢嘅恆樂嘅意思。
