「果然係對我有好感。」恆樂自豪地點頭。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLh62NdBKA1
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8sW1LY1gx
「你講咩話？」子瑜抆住恆樂耳仔講。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NcM8SQ8Sl
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPuvzPirfN
「無講嘢呀，我等緊你分享。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7NtX2HaUs
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNFKNrIDas
「衰人！」子瑜行過梳化坐低後講：「坐低再慢慢講啦。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfXBVr3iJt
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4zwL5kvTR4
恆樂馬上狗沖去梳化坐低聽故仔。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZXP5fXMm0
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGLu1qxhou
子瑜本來係大學話劇社嘅成員，一直都對表演都有份渴望同追求。話劇社每年都會有兩到三套話劇，每次都係由個人自薦casting選角。子瑜同今朝班八婆就係話劇社到認識，因為大家都鐘意動漫，加上係同一個year，所以好快就混熟。開頭大家都好好朋友，可以講下八婆嘢又會一齊出街，當時嘅子瑜真係當佢哋係朋友。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2Qln9IjP4
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5z9rjBPEe
只不過，呢啲只係子瑜嘅一廂情願。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFBrEWwG4D
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdt5QR6T0U
當年嘅5月，有個大學聯校話劇show，當時嘅子瑜就cast中咗女主角，要知道有參加casting嘅有嚟知唔同大學嘅人，亦有同子瑜同一間大學嘅前輩，所以呢個角色係子瑜打敗咗好多人先拎到手。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3iJqpj1DR3
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXu2Hv8pLB
如果只係校內嘅校劇，通常都係由老鬼去揀人做演出，老鬼可以揀角、揀劇本，每一個演出都係由老鬼做主導，正路嚟講，子瑜呢啲新人唔會有太多機會演出。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezY6FmPv0k
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcn2XLqzB2
但係聯校show唔同，揀人嘅外校嘅人，無咁黑箱作業，所以子瑜先有機會係老鬼中突圍。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtrnAJCge1
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkdCA44GS7
呢件就係關係破裂嘅開端。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPlI6dnTj6
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrBXMPSvfo
當時嘅子瑜喺某一次返到自己大學嘅話劇社嘅會室到拎化妝品，因為大學生們都要準備final exam，照理嚟講唔應該當時嘅會室唔應該有人，但係事與願違。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpLYYyNcWy
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6cl3kIKjg
當時會室嘅有嘅就係恆樂見到嘅幾個八婆同埋一位落選casting嘅前輩，嗰位前輩cast嘅位就係正正俾子瑜拎咗。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSUSfSt1QA
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjsPqYRi4N
全部都係女人。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCDPiJX1gy
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Kcpls4i29
女人嘅圈子，可以話係麻煩。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvS4ZDrnnsF
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3eqcVaGeu
本來想走入會室嘅子瑜因為聽到有人提及自己個名而停落嚟。
「係囉，我哋都話過子瑜，但係佢又唔聽。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNogyxIsdi
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQQU1njurp
「我哋都話過佢，前輩就嚟畢業，唔好去亂試鏡留返啲機會俾就嚟畢業嘅人。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlsyhJG6Zq
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7olFPoretf
「係子瑜太固執搞到我哋點阻止佢哋都無用。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqkySFnGyx
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwm7i1EMJhY
三位八婆向前輩表明自己係無辜，大概係為咗保全自己係劇團嘅地位，因為老鬼點都係劇社有啲話語權，唔想係話劇社被老鬼玩嘅話就一定要附和老鬼。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMV4vOjSn6
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWAhkilr3G
門外嘅子瑜聽到就呆咗，明明呢啲朋友就無同自己講過呢啲嘢，但係就係前輩面前獻眉，亦因此加入指責子瑜嘅一方。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBIN9HsaMY
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6MwOH7KD4
子瑜困惑。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGIQsi3jQR
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbikVCIXP2Y
子瑜唔明點解朋友會咁樣係背後話自己，點解要攻擊自己？點解要為咗奉承他人而出賣自己？392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡooP5IXM56q
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjaLybudTBY
「總之你哋同佢講快啲退出呢套劇，等我可以擔正。」前輩講。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaKVV3qnUl
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsMbe1TWcA
「我哋會同子瑜講㗎啦，叫佢退位，等你呢個後補主角可以擔正。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcpjT8CQTN
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgeNWczQ9jD
「我哋會好好幫你㗎啦前輩，之後幫有演出俾我哋就可以。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEw8i0mh7S
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsro3RLWE1Q
「放心等我哋幫手，我哋會將子瑜從你畢業劇中趕出去。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjgdoit4UR
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUPYZWYlwL
八婆們一致地背叛咗子瑜，完全唔似係朋友嘅作為。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaoIcORxMs
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0RWW28ank
原來友情可以咁脆弱。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHd5nv84REv
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHfgHDP6Gn
比起朋友，八婆們選擇自己係話劇社嘅地位，放棄同子瑜嘅關係。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcQ80dUcMH
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8fZUJ0kSq
子瑜無好唔開心，無想大叫，無崩潰。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8YZSWWup5h
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ502ljB5fPH
子瑜好平靜，內心安靜都自己都唔相信。無內心戲，內心戲係零。
子瑜無問點解啲朋友要咁對佢，無問點解受苦嘅係自己，佢乜都無問。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaZWbw5nl3
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrvAZcTqNR
被相信嘅人背叛，無翻天覆地嘅傷心，無傷心欲絕嘅情緒，平靜到好唔自然。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMoSgTGD17
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQICQ9crflo
平靜過後嘅係罪疚感，佢覺得因為自己唔識考慮前輩嘅感受先會咁樣。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhOdm6phwi
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFalJ9Neru
因為無考慮到人哋就嚟畢業、呢個係人哋嘅最後演出機會，自己膽粗粗咁去試鏡仲搶咗人哋個位先搞到「朋友」都怪責自己。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTKNZAx9kB
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmcaabloNq
好神奇，子瑜仲當佢哋係朋友。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRNdo1AcMs
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qWJFScnrT
因為做錯事嘅係自己，所以「朋友」怪責自己都無可厚非。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaDibVDYfp
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kcXr6udBa
係門口嘅子瑜無走入去會室，佢轉身離開。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1d0lZ4kGH
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUs4TGGGp2G
翌日排練時，係台上嘅子瑜聽到「朋友」同佢打氣，叫佢加油。平時唔理他人目光嘅子瑜突然感覺到好多視線，而呢啲視線彷彿伴隨無盡嘅惡意，即使對方無呢個意思，子瑜感覺到嘅就只有惡意。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8tFR1gGzK
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06TJoYRnzD
企係台上嘅子瑜怔著，郁都唔郁咁望住台下，天旋地轉，眼前嘅畫面化成模糊嘅油彩畫慢慢分散，雙腳莫名其妙地感到酸軟。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tIIurxWBo
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8WaLItajW
子瑜覺得所有人對佢對有一種無講出口嘅負面諗法，覺得在場嘅人都討厭佢。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCir8aWoI2W
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQMU1fI4Ek
點解你會係到？392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZyVXcT9BS
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoq2t2W8HEU
你憑乜係到？392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1HbbBbmPl
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtveFJlO3K
無人鐘意你呀？392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjHRkkK9ne
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7GblUjdkf0
面皮咁厚都有。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2B16Wl8hF
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqyrYnJGOd
幻聽。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRTsA5uuLh
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymoOdDjDoO
無盡嘅負面想法有如颱風般湧入子瑜腦海，惡意刺痛子瑜全身，入血入肉。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90eVhZia3K
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRSTHsrLhB
反胃，係台上嘅子瑜因為一股反胃感而奔去廁所嘔吐，呢刻嘅獨自攬住馬桶子瑜知道要離開。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwdaTuYk3y
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ur0KPETNl
子瑜無視前嚟關心佢嘅「朋友」，子瑜轉身離開劇團，離開話劇，離開「朋友」。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWp0Dz2RfW
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUlWqBcDry
之後八婆們有whatsapp問子瑜點解突然之間潛水，但係子瑜完全無心機去回覆。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FccxXdXer
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuo1Tp8gxp3
自此之後，子瑜就懼怕人群，驚咗人群嘅視線，假定所有人都對佢有惡意。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHUsy6cAvQr
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNv8kmrDsQr
當然，子瑜話恆樂係例外，因為佢係一個不折不扣嘅on9仔。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73Y65dSFQq
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoKOJMhTJI
離開話劇社後，子瑜嘅表演慾還在，輾轉之下佢選擇成為vtuber，本身鐘意動畫嘅佢出盡全力自學coding同時學畫3d模組，只係一個暑假就搞掂所有嘢再成功出道。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeN0yZx2GW
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckJP2v2dE4
螢幕背後就唔會直接感受到惡意，所以呢個就係子瑜選擇嘅方法。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ308jVA7uQ0
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7RmFlxTcX
一切都係自己一個。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5IPbOWD4F
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDD286ebBX1
「我嘅故事就係咁無聊。」子瑜苦笑道。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2vYqa55AJ
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xyMZChZz9
子瑜嘅表情痛苦非常，但又勉強擺出苦笑，就好似叫恆樂唔好關心佢。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubQekTMmJz
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5Vg6Yc9MF
但係就因為咁，恆樂先更加扎心。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXOcjyQgyi
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3Bbu6vVR0
或者子瑜都唔知道自己想點，唔知道自己想要啲係自己身邊嘅人。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8idaXzgw5v
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡur9ji0gglc
一切都係或者，恆樂無嘢可以好確切咁講。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsCTR85BHp
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVD9y2SOyjb
但係因為佢迫子瑜講，子瑜先將自己喺內心唔想講嘅人係自己面前宣之於口。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUSshe9ZFK
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOQNSjcVXf
所以恆樂點都想好好安慰子瑜，因為自己就係令佢講出呢段難陷過去嘅原因。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJ1FFuNmIM
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSGbAabE5T
所以恆樂決定踏出一步。392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpeLem2ZpH
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNafCua9YB
「你⋯⋯」恆樂輕輕攬住子瑜再講：「佢哋根本唔係你朋友，你無做錯過事，根本唔需要咁自責要受苦嘅應該係佢你而唔係你。」392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1muAL8XQHs
392Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZOSjU4ufF
「唔好抽我水喎。」子瑜雖然嘴上咁講，但係毫無甩開攬住佢嘅恆樂嘅意思。
