「果然係對我有好感。」恆樂自豪地點頭。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvVPmfQOvW
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGaDRKvqxP
「你講咩話？」子瑜抆住恆樂耳仔講。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhh7TX48BG
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1tb1DAJDy
「無講嘢呀，我等緊你分享。」368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUDec0bdzL
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRmVAtMSY7
「衰人！」子瑜行過梳化坐低後講：「坐低再慢慢講啦。」368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡklOhf68lMJ
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1Gnh3jxKN
恆樂馬上狗沖去梳化坐低聽故仔。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kf6mPgITq
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiApvqdyk3H
子瑜本來係大學話劇社嘅成員，一直都對表演都有份渴望同追求。話劇社每年都會有兩到三套話劇，每次都係由個人自薦casting選角。子瑜同今朝班八婆就係話劇社到認識，因為大家都鐘意動漫，加上係同一個year，所以好快就混熟。開頭大家都好好朋友，可以講下八婆嘢又會一齊出街，當時嘅子瑜真係當佢哋係朋友。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCA1IGMQHdC
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfdpGUd9ge
只不過，呢啲只係子瑜嘅一廂情願。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjd8jQFQ3Z2
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMq6rx7zIq
當年嘅5月，有個大學聯校話劇show，當時嘅子瑜就cast中咗女主角，要知道有參加casting嘅有嚟知唔同大學嘅人，亦有同子瑜同一間大學嘅前輩，所以呢個角色係子瑜打敗咗好多人先拎到手。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1q3lOJQe4
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSscveUoEK
如果只係校內嘅校劇，通常都係由老鬼去揀人做演出，老鬼可以揀角、揀劇本，每一個演出都係由老鬼做主導，正路嚟講，子瑜呢啲新人唔會有太多機會演出。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRSF8ga9B1
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOAekQJUYnf
但係聯校show唔同，揀人嘅外校嘅人，無咁黑箱作業，所以子瑜先有機會係老鬼中突圍。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6ixq5tym5
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZrgJnGDRs
呢件就係關係破裂嘅開端。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJbDN1QoId
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmiksB3aBVo
當時嘅子瑜喺某一次返到自己大學嘅話劇社嘅會室到拎化妝品，因為大學生們都要準備final exam，照理嚟講唔應該當時嘅會室唔應該有人，但係事與願違。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnvnYckPBs
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1lhRfwJcy
當時會室嘅有嘅就係恆樂見到嘅幾個八婆同埋一位落選casting嘅前輩，嗰位前輩cast嘅位就係正正俾子瑜拎咗。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxqOZ6BxW2
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEaKWhPlGST
全部都係女人。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIP9ZXknerR
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhz1xz3OOUa
女人嘅圈子，可以話係麻煩。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupyO1ugKvh
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzf6cE9D6Qx
本來想走入會室嘅子瑜因為聽到有人提及自己個名而停落嚟。
「係囉，我哋都話過子瑜，但係佢又唔聽。」368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9GfMNZwZz
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpEoVoV0xa
「我哋都話過佢，前輩就嚟畢業，唔好去亂試鏡留返啲機會俾就嚟畢業嘅人。」368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyL8Czo08A4
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlXApEgBIG
「係子瑜太固執搞到我哋點阻止佢哋都無用。」368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tFEUfKpAM
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDK7PbpHwB
三位八婆向前輩表明自己係無辜，大概係為咗保全自己係劇團嘅地位，因為老鬼點都係劇社有啲話語權，唔想係話劇社被老鬼玩嘅話就一定要附和老鬼。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpPuVsQOG7
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3tKreIC7B
門外嘅子瑜聽到就呆咗，明明呢啲朋友就無同自己講過呢啲嘢，但係就係前輩面前獻眉，亦因此加入指責子瑜嘅一方。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNjZl07VbY
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqe7koPz8R
子瑜困惑。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwpPsEv8M2
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpT0rMUvqyh
子瑜唔明點解朋友會咁樣係背後話自己，點解要攻擊自己？點解要為咗奉承他人而出賣自己？368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDvKa5lllz
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlm2ithIhch
「總之你哋同佢講快啲退出呢套劇，等我可以擔正。」前輩講。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbWN15MUhvy
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQrFjGu5nP
「我哋會同子瑜講㗎啦，叫佢退位，等你呢個後補主角可以擔正。」368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4hxo0fkM4
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaag1a8TIrK
「我哋會好好幫你㗎啦前輩，之後幫有演出俾我哋就可以。」368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7cGYlxhTt
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1alaxvyXq
「放心等我哋幫手，我哋會將子瑜從你畢業劇中趕出去。」368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1ILKbacfN
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGX6fHO1dtC
八婆們一致地背叛咗子瑜，完全唔似係朋友嘅作為。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNj3QmW2j8z
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk55in4ZrxC
原來友情可以咁脆弱。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6OOwqREj6
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfM2V8GeOSu
比起朋友，八婆們選擇自己係話劇社嘅地位，放棄同子瑜嘅關係。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YiknOydji
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqjAfmj2dl
子瑜無好唔開心，無想大叫，無崩潰。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43hQOs0bck
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDVfaXrHyS
子瑜好平靜，內心安靜都自己都唔相信。無內心戲，內心戲係零。
子瑜無問點解啲朋友要咁對佢，無問點解受苦嘅係自己，佢乜都無問。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVudV7FopA
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4EVKMoGdG
被相信嘅人背叛，無翻天覆地嘅傷心，無傷心欲絕嘅情緒，平靜到好唔自然。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVCsriRszD
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3P6CE0fNoR
平靜過後嘅係罪疚感，佢覺得因為自己唔識考慮前輩嘅感受先會咁樣。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12p7PyzDvF
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyv29omlSv
因為無考慮到人哋就嚟畢業、呢個係人哋嘅最後演出機會，自己膽粗粗咁去試鏡仲搶咗人哋個位先搞到「朋友」都怪責自己。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtORvRjIpKk
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaXrWDD9ZT
好神奇，子瑜仲當佢哋係朋友。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71AuSmRBuP
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74yjnAOgaz
因為做錯事嘅係自己，所以「朋友」怪責自己都無可厚非。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7a32EzvKtV
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4frr0QScQ
係門口嘅子瑜無走入去會室，佢轉身離開。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsccJDc9x0
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYahyYVi10
翌日排練時，係台上嘅子瑜聽到「朋友」同佢打氣，叫佢加油。平時唔理他人目光嘅子瑜突然感覺到好多視線，而呢啲視線彷彿伴隨無盡嘅惡意，即使對方無呢個意思，子瑜感覺到嘅就只有惡意。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYsL7QCJAHM
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0FoECzckX
企係台上嘅子瑜怔著，郁都唔郁咁望住台下，天旋地轉，眼前嘅畫面化成模糊嘅油彩畫慢慢分散，雙腳莫名其妙地感到酸軟。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zHPXbL0Yb
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEg2CMdljWe
子瑜覺得所有人對佢對有一種無講出口嘅負面諗法，覺得在場嘅人都討厭佢。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkrSspiezk
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlye9l8wo2b
點解你會係到？368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVC6P1g1UJX
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1EfczchRC
你憑乜係到？368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSH5bXQ8e5
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLenvOq2H97
無人鐘意你呀？368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9wwjjh3Qs
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI77TI4UEu5
面皮咁厚都有。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSsVFfv00Q
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgPUMmVz39
幻聽。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkbNrqZewf
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxS5lAt6hf
無盡嘅負面想法有如颱風般湧入子瑜腦海，惡意刺痛子瑜全身，入血入肉。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0ijA1Qule
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvc6Tmha8m
反胃，係台上嘅子瑜因為一股反胃感而奔去廁所嘔吐，呢刻嘅獨自攬住馬桶子瑜知道要離開。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNaYzWk3zh
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKaFOYVn6V
子瑜無視前嚟關心佢嘅「朋友」，子瑜轉身離開劇團，離開話劇，離開「朋友」。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPikstgG33p
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkfD0Kmogz
之後八婆們有whatsapp問子瑜點解突然之間潛水，但係子瑜完全無心機去回覆。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKN7LHwkdDG
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcQh4kgKTx
自此之後，子瑜就懼怕人群，驚咗人群嘅視線，假定所有人都對佢有惡意。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGK8vp9psF
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIyxA5Z66x
當然，子瑜話恆樂係例外，因為佢係一個不折不扣嘅on9仔。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9WGOvMgjQ
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgnmIGybCo
離開話劇社後，子瑜嘅表演慾還在，輾轉之下佢選擇成為vtuber，本身鐘意動畫嘅佢出盡全力自學coding同時學畫3d模組，只係一個暑假就搞掂所有嘢再成功出道。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhgHHMp7LU
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47fMqI7UnA
螢幕背後就唔會直接感受到惡意，所以呢個就係子瑜選擇嘅方法。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXZf323eDS
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYMbrGjb1h
一切都係自己一個。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxIyRDODM7
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIUmKxN7IJ
「我嘅故事就係咁無聊。」子瑜苦笑道。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92mAuYX4tl
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRC8wepPu0W
子瑜嘅表情痛苦非常，但又勉強擺出苦笑，就好似叫恆樂唔好關心佢。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHoZdyVzB3
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IrtTOl7Tu
但係就因為咁，恆樂先更加扎心。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazLtRThDOu
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtch9jNgEqs
或者子瑜都唔知道自己想點，唔知道自己想要啲係自己身邊嘅人。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlz99VN5SGp
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzljy4nHSKv
一切都係或者，恆樂無嘢可以好確切咁講。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLY04RwwPpa
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVrHJCCieb
但係因為佢迫子瑜講，子瑜先將自己喺內心唔想講嘅人係自己面前宣之於口。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNj3stVImP
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cu0qGIoql
所以恆樂點都想好好安慰子瑜，因為自己就係令佢講出呢段難陷過去嘅原因。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiO7fMt4hr
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOmnCdClxp
所以恆樂決定踏出一步。368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvu2N8imW0y
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWEoWU3Tzu
「你⋯⋯」恆樂輕輕攬住子瑜再講：「佢哋根本唔係你朋友，你無做錯過事，根本唔需要咁自責要受苦嘅應該係佢你而唔係你。」368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKItMEjc3t
368Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2fvkmWl2R
「唔好抽我水喎。」子瑜雖然嘴上咁講，但係毫無甩開攬住佢嘅恆樂嘅意思。
