https://youtu.be/sRxrwjOtIag All Too Well 10 minutes version by Taylor Swift
新書發佈會這天，天氣十分寒冷，空氣裡夾帶著厚厚的寒意，我下意識地想拿起我的黑色圍巾，卻猛然想起它已經不在我這裡了。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCWjqHxOHR
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我愣了一下，隨後拿起另一條白色圍巾，讓它包覆著脖子，便出了門。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgsoo8ooOKC
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發佈會舉行在一家咖啡廳，濃郁的咖啡香氣圍繞著整個室內，暖黃色的燈光溫柔的灑下來，彷彿和外面白雪紛飛的街道與世隔絕。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptBkWXEenP
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發佈會開始時，我耐心地回答著主持人的問題，讀者們專心聆聽著我的回答。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi38sphoJGy
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主持人問：「這本書名叫All Too Well,是否有甚麼含義呢？」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyG1NGpHnvq
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那一剎那，很多零碎的畫面，在我的腦袋裡被勾起來，重組成一個又一個片段，像電影般播放起來。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXUNs69K6Z
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我想起了10年前，我在他車上歡快地唱著歌，結果我們迷了路，天黑了也回不了家，在附近一間酒店落腳。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzI0bTGPf96
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我想起了我們他曾因為只顧著看我，差點闖紅燈被開罰單，嚇得他心驚膽跳。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXBRAGPDE8
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我想起了他曾含情脈脈承諾過我，他會讓他的未來每個角落都會充斥著我的存在，把我們融入彼此的生活中。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrf5XlujSbC
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我想起了我們曾在廚房裡，藉着冰箱微弱的燈光，穿着睡衣跳華爾滋。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQr4ilCbMYO
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我想起了他第一次見我爸爸時，便以自嘲的方式逗得我爸開心不已，成功博取好感。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrm6qdHPuoT
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我想起了我第一次和他家人吃飯時，他看見自己小時候戴著眼鏡躺在床上的照片後害羞地臉紅，然後連忙奪走了那張照片不給我看。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuspPyDHmq
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我想起了他曾把車鑰匙拋給我，頂著「無謂的父權」的名義，讓我開車載他。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKiFD0jJOG
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我想起了他曾說：「如果你再大幾歲，或許一切也不會變成這樣了。」那句話像是把鋒利的刃，割開了我的心，我過了很久還是覺得很受傷。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHlvDkb0mhP
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我想起了我21歲生日時他沒來，我在洗手間抱著我的閨蜜哭，睫毛液順著淚水滑過我的臉，弄花了我整個妝容。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAYAOp0000
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我想起了他打電話來給我提分手，我在房間哭了一整晚，哭到眼睛變得紅腫，聲音變得沙啞，淚水依然控制不住地流下來。
他真是讓我又愛又恨啊！
多年後，我偶然會想，是甚麼導致我們分手的?336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9ZJsSu6gp
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是我們不懂溝通?336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2tmrKbNNj
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是我的要求對他而言太過份?336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQUeJW0VPR
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還是他一早就這樣想了?336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfvLzAQ9Ik
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那段時間的我彷彿被困住那段時光裡，停濟不前，只能默默承受一切。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwABiSlzpEv
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那個快樂的我呢？我找不到她了。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFKbidAjyL
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後來他把我所有留在他家的東西全都收拾好讓我來拿，我的衣服，我的書，全都在那個厚重的箱子裡。我抱著那一箱東西，獨自走在我們曾一起走過的路，樹上的秋葉緩緩落下，彷彿在為我掉淚。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9km0ADOh0g
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不過有一樣東西，他到現在還是沒有還給我。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclX0GhB8kB
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我的黑色圍巾。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8OHqyowF6
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是因為那條圍巾還殘留我身上的香水味，所以他留下來?336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2Ul2e8NIg
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是因為這條圍巾，讓他想起他曾經青澀純真的一面?336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFeescfSXSv
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剛分手時，我想問他，其實這段感情有沒有在他心裡留下烙印，但最後還是把這問題留在心裡。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcor3TTbfk
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過去，我沒勇氣問。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQWrStaYHz
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現在，我沒必要問。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEMWXDpDIQ
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這一切很痛，卻又偏偏難以忘懷，於是我決定把這一切寫成書，命名為All Too Well。336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW98rV9L2PC
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他對我做過的事，我全都沒忘。
我依然記憶猶新。
我用英語回答了主持人：「I remember it all too well.」336Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvO2qChBPi
