I was drunk, and I was high... Sayori had been out with her friends. So I decided to do some advertising for my new career. An artist. I put up a flyer in a local bar in Lawrence Massachusetts. I looked around the bar, and there were a few people there. I looked at the bartender.331Please respect copyright.PENANAH3adStUa4c
"give me a shot of rum, and if you got em, a pack of cigarettes." I handed the bartender a few twenties.
"Dude, you're the guy from Smilodon.. I am a huge fan of your band, why did ya'll go quiet?" she asked.
I sighed "I guess the whole 'Kurt was the guy supplying the guitars' story was false, But the drug part. Was true, Saki got high, and she basically went out of control. I actually have some scars from where she clawed me. For being a human gal, she had some claws."
The bartender laughed.
"Oh, well, she's meeting someone.. She's outside if you'd like to talk to her again."
The bartender pointed outside, and I saw Saki, out on a street corner, looking out for somebody.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck..."
I took out my notebook. I started writing a song down. Sayori said that would also help me with my anger issues. I took a deep breath, and I started writing:
STELLAR
Let's take a blast to the moon, baby331Please respect copyright.PENANAKQDPG3Q7lj
I sit around wishing you well331Please respect copyright.PENANAXNUMoz9hkr
How I'm craving you331Please respect copyright.PENANAUljXT337q9
Every time I'm near you331Please respect copyright.PENANAABiIlEBpu8
I always wanna swallow you down331Please respect copyright.PENANAuQTr9uT5In
I'll be right here if you need me
In my life,331Please respect copyright.PENANAiVzcS1sGqA
I'll need you here331Please respect copyright.PENANATR0kckXmoB
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear331Please respect copyright.PENANAdQ2xLK0Peu
Why is it every day331Please respect copyright.PENANAfDXZuwv9iN
That I feel the pain?331Please respect copyright.PENANAv3iQGLRG8U
Ah, yeah
Let's take a trip to the stars far away331Please respect copyright.PENANAL0h34uscKa
Where were you when I was down?331Please respect copyright.PENANA241dPx0hcb
Staring into the dead,
My pain is caused by my pleasure331Please respect copyright.PENANAfvFI2CgCg1
And my soul mate lives in your body331Please respect copyright.PENANATekfrybFNg
I can't get you out of my head331Please respect copyright.PENANAxr7N1BTExC
It never goes away
In my life,331Please respect copyright.PENANAh7eYGLT5dI
I'll need you here331Please respect copyright.PENANABDypAtlQjk
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear331Please respect copyright.PENANAslGGBub02Z
In your eyes,331Please respect copyright.PENANAOTTJv3fEi4
You can bid me farewell331Please respect copyright.PENANAYGhOPxo7IJ
Don't ever try to understand my situation331Please respect copyright.PENANAnycj1cvVai
Why is it every day331Please respect copyright.PENANAZFeaMFgh8z
That I feel the pain?
It always comes when I least expect it331Please respect copyright.PENANA8IQhNdC5L2
When I'm looking for love331Please respect copyright.PENANAFzF8G97lQM
Always seem to be regretting it331Please respect copyright.PENANAputW2N14uU
Why is it every day, that I hate your name?
Again?
I looked around me, and this skinny looking dude was sitting next to me, looking at Saki.
"So, I can tell you and her had some issues. Mind talking about them?" The guy asked.
I looked at him. "Sure, I can tell you all about her, I dated her."
The guy gasped. "No, no fuckin' way did you date her, Goodman has her about every night, when he isn't messing with Marvin and Rose, Unless you're Athen Grooms, the front man of Smilodon"
I laughed. "That's me. And it's nice to know Goodman can afford to care for Saki. I hope he doesn't mind heroin, I'll tell ya buddy, Kurt Cobain joked that Saki would be most likely to die in a drug deal than anybody else."
The guy was grinning. "I don't know if you know this, but I'm a rock star myself. Name's Sully, Sully Erna."
I grinned. "I was planning on turning this into a jazz song. But If you'd like. Use these lyrics for your band's next song, I'm going to try and face a demon from my past."
I handed Sully the page. And I looked at Saki.
"You got this brother."
I walked out of the bar, and I took a deep breath.
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