I was drunk, and I was high... Sayori had been out with her friends. So I decided to do some advertising for my new career. An artist. I put up a flyer in a local bar in Lawrence Massachusetts. I looked around the bar, and there were a few people there. I looked at the bartender.396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ769fnyvPhA
"give me a shot of rum, and if you got em, a pack of cigarettes." I handed the bartender a few twenties.
"Dude, you're the guy from Smilodon.. I am a huge fan of your band, why did ya'll go quiet?" she asked.
I sighed "I guess the whole 'Kurt was the guy supplying the guitars' story was false, But the drug part. Was true, Saki got high, and she basically went out of control. I actually have some scars from where she clawed me. For being a human gal, she had some claws."
The bartender laughed.
"Oh, well, she's meeting someone.. She's outside if you'd like to talk to her again."
The bartender pointed outside, and I saw Saki, out on a street corner, looking out for somebody.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck..."
I took out my notebook. I started writing a song down. Sayori said that would also help me with my anger issues. I took a deep breath, and I started writing:
STELLAR
Let's take a blast to the moon, baby396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkAPcKySwI
I sit around wishing you well396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcFpN7btk7
How I'm craving you396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnL8nuXXdUj
Every time I'm near you396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGtpUMJxQq
I always wanna swallow you down396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQxXmg8A5u
I'll be right here if you need me
In my life,396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2d0jhjM8Yy
I'll need you here396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFD520FSu5
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCB6Yym5wj
Why is it every day396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpzbuNfKVz
That I feel the pain?396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCSwGunnnh
Ah, yeah
Let's take a trip to the stars far away396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtweHdeaZv
Where were you when I was down?396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfApRsgXzR
Staring into the dead,
My pain is caused by my pleasure396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkViuCUpn3x
And my soul mate lives in your body396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xLxcUXaDE
I can't get you out of my head396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOOLK4oxAq
It never goes away
In my life,396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UbLCezdcP
I'll need you here396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5T0wiofxa
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMNNEbQueB
In your eyes,396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHORQW8gev
You can bid me farewell396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5NyC4s1cP
Don't ever try to understand my situation396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABgpA1kGbr
Why is it every day396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLjIOsLnZE
That I feel the pain?
It always comes when I least expect it396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46r6sqawLh
When I'm looking for love396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdN6IBrFB48
Always seem to be regretting it396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetKOYpeyNP
Why is it every day, that I hate your name?
Again?
I looked around me, and this skinny looking dude was sitting next to me, looking at Saki.
"So, I can tell you and her had some issues. Mind talking about them?" The guy asked.
I looked at him. "Sure, I can tell you all about her, I dated her."
The guy gasped. "No, no fuckin' way did you date her, Goodman has her about every night, when he isn't messing with Marvin and Rose, Unless you're Athen Grooms, the front man of Smilodon"
I laughed. "That's me. And it's nice to know Goodman can afford to care for Saki. I hope he doesn't mind heroin, I'll tell ya buddy, Kurt Cobain joked that Saki would be most likely to die in a drug deal than anybody else."
The guy was grinning. "I don't know if you know this, but I'm a rock star myself. Name's Sully, Sully Erna."
I grinned. "I was planning on turning this into a jazz song. But If you'd like. Use these lyrics for your band's next song, I'm going to try and face a demon from my past."
I handed Sully the page. And I looked at Saki.
"You got this brother."
I walked out of the bar, and I took a deep breath.
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