I was drunk, and I was high... Sayori had been out with her friends. So I decided to do some advertising for my new career. An artist. I put up a flyer in a local bar in Lawrence Massachusetts. I looked around the bar, and there were a few people there. I looked at the bartender.215Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mfIN4FewO
"give me a shot of rum, and if you got em, a pack of cigarettes." I handed the bartender a few twenties.
"Dude, you're the guy from Smilodon.. I am a huge fan of your band, why did ya'll go quiet?" she asked.
I sighed "I guess the whole 'Kurt was the guy supplying the guitars' story was false, But the drug part. Was true, Saki got high, and she basically went out of control. I actually have some scars from where she clawed me. For being a human gal, she had some claws."
The bartender laughed.
"Oh, well, she's meeting someone.. She's outside if you'd like to talk to her again."
The bartender pointed outside, and I saw Saki, out on a street corner, looking out for somebody.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck..."
I took out my notebook. I started writing a song down. Sayori said that would also help me with my anger issues. I took a deep breath, and I started writing:
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Let's take a blast to the moon, baby215Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLgPIlW4uY
I sit around wishing you well215Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TLK7GTLWy
How I'm craving you215Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdM4aFOT4xX
Every time I'm near you215Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2PVW9EeZG
I always wanna swallow you down215Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6ZiekrfJ6
I'll be right here if you need me
In my life,215Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHFUvCbzvq
I'll need you here215Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOujvOxAHu
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear215Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgrEv99y5G
Why is it every day215Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOggRK4BgHe
That I feel the pain?215Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUerLBTr3L
Ah, yeah
Let's take a trip to the stars far away215Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItHxZwWDTa
Where were you when I was down?215Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTuOv9YW8b3
Staring into the dead,
My pain is caused by my pleasure215Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYyVUasv6H
And my soul mate lives in your body215Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZf2NhQ2gh
I can't get you out of my head215Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfiiekTJM8Z
It never goes away
In my life,215Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiCo6iHjqo
I'll need you here215Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglw9rEN855
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear215Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQWGK8GlFm
In your eyes,215Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFxExLKOI3
You can bid me farewell215Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHN58qVjDWw
Don't ever try to understand my situation215Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFlSlefiRk
Why is it every day215Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlI4u37fxO
That I feel the pain?
It always comes when I least expect it215Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWPXO7W1vQ
When I'm looking for love215Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8yqQOtQUX
Always seem to be regretting it215Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrL82hUEGw
Why is it every day, that I hate your name?
Again?
I looked around me, and this skinny looking dude was sitting next to me, looking at Saki.
"So, I can tell you and her had some issues. Mind talking about them?" The guy asked.
I looked at him. "Sure, I can tell you all about her, I dated her."
The guy gasped. "No, no fuckin' way did you date her, Goodman has her about every night, when he isn't messing with Marvin and Rose, Unless you're Athen Grooms, the front man of Smilodon"
I laughed. "That's me. And it's nice to know Goodman can afford to care for Saki. I hope he doesn't mind heroin, I'll tell ya buddy, Kurt Cobain joked that Saki would be most likely to die in a drug deal than anybody else."
The guy was grinning. "I don't know if you know this, but I'm a rock star myself. Name's Sully, Sully Erna."
I grinned. "I was planning on turning this into a jazz song. But If you'd like. Use these lyrics for your band's next song, I'm going to try and face a demon from my past."
I handed Sully the page. And I looked at Saki.
"You got this brother."
I walked out of the bar, and I took a deep breath.
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