I was drunk, and I was high... Sayori had been out with her friends. So I decided to do some advertising for my new career. An artist. I put up a flyer in a local bar in Lawrence Massachusetts. I looked around the bar, and there were a few people there. I looked at the bartender.411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2DWpT5wH4
"give me a shot of rum, and if you got em, a pack of cigarettes." I handed the bartender a few twenties.
"Dude, you're the guy from Smilodon.. I am a huge fan of your band, why did ya'll go quiet?" she asked.
I sighed "I guess the whole 'Kurt was the guy supplying the guitars' story was false, But the drug part. Was true, Saki got high, and she basically went out of control. I actually have some scars from where she clawed me. For being a human gal, she had some claws."
The bartender laughed.
"Oh, well, she's meeting someone.. She's outside if you'd like to talk to her again."
The bartender pointed outside, and I saw Saki, out on a street corner, looking out for somebody.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck..."
I took out my notebook. I started writing a song down. Sayori said that would also help me with my anger issues. I took a deep breath, and I started writing:
STELLAR
Let's take a blast to the moon, baby411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjVYqqQ7qZ
I sit around wishing you well411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TnSDxsWS4
How I'm craving you411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrG03gAEtC
Every time I'm near you411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpK6WhOYy3M
I always wanna swallow you down411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSwRimwV3T
I'll be right here if you need me
In my life,411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyJQeF6RJx
I'll need you here411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbqZborxp3
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoS7383VRNS
Why is it every day411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUS8J9Iilo
That I feel the pain?411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3ImXd6Skq
Ah, yeah
Let's take a trip to the stars far away411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJdH5uhpWB
Where were you when I was down?411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOw4S9MNTpp
Staring into the dead,
My pain is caused by my pleasure411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmYM5IMJjZ
And my soul mate lives in your body411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2k4niCwQ5
I can't get you out of my head411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcT08Obw2hr
It never goes away
In my life,411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKiNI1XuGD
I'll need you here411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZKfZ3Rop8
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckcWOElaT3
In your eyes,411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FAsSODwSs
You can bid me farewell411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9oxTS2zYXL
Don't ever try to understand my situation411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeaUnbSi2S7
Why is it every day411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ItGhLgE7a
That I feel the pain?
It always comes when I least expect it411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNz7Vseonk0
When I'm looking for love411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJ4usZK0sv
Always seem to be regretting it411Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtE12Lw4Ihu
Why is it every day, that I hate your name?
Again?
I looked around me, and this skinny looking dude was sitting next to me, looking at Saki.
"So, I can tell you and her had some issues. Mind talking about them?" The guy asked.
I looked at him. "Sure, I can tell you all about her, I dated her."
The guy gasped. "No, no fuckin' way did you date her, Goodman has her about every night, when he isn't messing with Marvin and Rose, Unless you're Athen Grooms, the front man of Smilodon"
I laughed. "That's me. And it's nice to know Goodman can afford to care for Saki. I hope he doesn't mind heroin, I'll tell ya buddy, Kurt Cobain joked that Saki would be most likely to die in a drug deal than anybody else."
The guy was grinning. "I don't know if you know this, but I'm a rock star myself. Name's Sully, Sully Erna."
I grinned. "I was planning on turning this into a jazz song. But If you'd like. Use these lyrics for your band's next song, I'm going to try and face a demon from my past."
I handed Sully the page. And I looked at Saki.
"You got this brother."
I walked out of the bar, and I took a deep breath.
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