I was drunk, and I was high... Sayori had been out with her friends. So I decided to do some advertising for my new career. An artist. I put up a flyer in a local bar in Lawrence Massachusetts. I looked around the bar, and there were a few people there. I looked at the bartender.182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4W56Z7rCoB
"give me a shot of rum, and if you got em, a pack of cigarettes." I handed the bartender a few twenties.
"Dude, you're the guy from Smilodon.. I am a huge fan of your band, why did ya'll go quiet?" she asked.
I sighed "I guess the whole 'Kurt was the guy supplying the guitars' story was false, But the drug part. Was true, Saki got high, and she basically went out of control. I actually have some scars from where she clawed me. For being a human gal, she had some claws."
The bartender laughed.
"Oh, well, she's meeting someone.. She's outside if you'd like to talk to her again."
The bartender pointed outside, and I saw Saki, out on a street corner, looking out for somebody.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck..."
I took out my notebook. I started writing a song down. Sayori said that would also help me with my anger issues. I took a deep breath, and I started writing:
STELLAR
Let's take a blast to the moon, baby182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyYgI3MQ7N
I sit around wishing you well182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczlS2shMWc
How I'm craving you182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ttT9YGSnr
Every time I'm near you182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NLdAOQUrv
I always wanna swallow you down182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARfhy9QL4k
I'll be right here if you need me
In my life,182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkLz4Dpvr1
I'll need you here182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwfuGoou7u
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFs4rGmgv2
Why is it every day182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSfrPHydTjp
That I feel the pain?182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHudPVOIRA
Ah, yeah
Let's take a trip to the stars far away182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJJG6Xd28x
Where were you when I was down?182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCae5mRP9Li
Staring into the dead,
My pain is caused by my pleasure182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjt7WWiggRe
And my soul mate lives in your body182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPT5DFxU9EP
I can't get you out of my head182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYFYSOjsqX
It never goes away
In my life,182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCd4ZsKj5mP
I'll need you here182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iZg7XKtfD
Don't ask why and I'll never disappear182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTq5h8eknJA
In your eyes,182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3yk9K20qHK
You can bid me farewell182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3ompMXSCe
Don't ever try to understand my situation182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXQJ79tSps
Why is it every day182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXCqQHCbUZ
That I feel the pain?
It always comes when I least expect it182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmHC80NDXm
When I'm looking for love182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQpQCLX1Gu
Always seem to be regretting it182Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1E9S7OpBM
Why is it every day, that I hate your name?
Again?
I looked around me, and this skinny looking dude was sitting next to me, looking at Saki.
"So, I can tell you and her had some issues. Mind talking about them?" The guy asked.
I looked at him. "Sure, I can tell you all about her, I dated her."
The guy gasped. "No, no fuckin' way did you date her, Goodman has her about every night, when he isn't messing with Marvin and Rose, Unless you're Athen Grooms, the front man of Smilodon"
I laughed. "That's me. And it's nice to know Goodman can afford to care for Saki. I hope he doesn't mind heroin, I'll tell ya buddy, Kurt Cobain joked that Saki would be most likely to die in a drug deal than anybody else."
The guy was grinning. "I don't know if you know this, but I'm a rock star myself. Name's Sully, Sully Erna."
I grinned. "I was planning on turning this into a jazz song. But If you'd like. Use these lyrics for your band's next song, I'm going to try and face a demon from my past."
I handed Sully the page. And I looked at Saki.
"You got this brother."
I walked out of the bar, and I took a deep breath.
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