我原以為自己不會愛上任何人。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCOtxVgTne
或許是從未遇過令我動心的對象，無論是異性還是同性，覺得單身著也沒什麼不好。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0QFCymR9c
──直到那天遇見她。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7mHN0wBP6
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRynKXHMaDO
那一天，我很早就醒來了，想去附近找點東西吃，於是在經過的公園碰見了她。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8U0X5I3cYO
她看起來像是個大學生，留著及肩長髮，偏圓的臉蛋看起來很可愛，令人不禁想捏一把。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMd5YcIEbp
一開始吸引我注意力的，是她的歌聲。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQT0mqevTR
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrB2dubTC5
清晨的公園裡，她獨自一人坐在小湖邊的木椅上，用著清澈的聲音唱著輕快的歌曲。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSitkhebvOw
雖然偶爾會走調，但她依然不以為意的一直唱著，似乎非常開心的樣子。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6BG15w7mp
剎那間，我迷上了她的笑容和溫柔的聲音。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNW740PgBVy
發覺到自己竟然對她產生了情感，我感到臉頰發燙，心臟也加速跳動。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡciZuBDdIbi
在猶豫好久以後，我終於鼓起勇氣向前搭訕。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN53Gir7TPc
她看見我以後，有點不好意思的笑了笑，想不到這時間點居然會有別人在場吧。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ814AMvkCk
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8fQe38EiS
從此之後，我天天在同一個時間去公園找那個女孩，每天睜開眼睛第一個念頭就是想到她，迫不及待地等著她出現。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdC9TmBVzH
我就是如此喜歡著她，這份心情甚至一天比一天還要強烈。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIssoBSb2CG
但由於某種原因，我想這份情感一輩子都無法傳達給她吧。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCUARgHKUX
就在我意識到這個事實，正考慮是否該悄聲離去時──531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOK4DH5mu5Q
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQwKJSqokV
「你要不要來我家住？」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jDKb7OfMl
她輕輕握住我的手，誠懇的說。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmMnr7cVUZ
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaj9rk4Be9D
神啊！這是怎樣的一個奇蹟！531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHIMSeE1Dp
不過是同居的邀約，我卻覺得以往單調乏味的世界突然變得色彩繽紛。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpb6garnsD
甚至有種自己能飛的錯覺──好像太誇張了。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHn1breqj7
但我此刻的心情確實是如此。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO90WfPvNpS
就這樣，我們開始了同居的生活。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplDP3eVAUr
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiumOm5st4u
她是獨自離開家，來到外地求學和打工的，住在一間可以養寵物的公寓。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbzYIV3QXP
她的生活極其簡單，早晨我們一起出門去公園散步，她喜歡這樣悠閒的感覺。等到時間差不多了，我會送她到學校去，晚上則去她打工的地方接她回家。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9czo7mY25A
日復一日，沒有什麼太大的變化，可我感到相當幸福。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxYydQEkKJ
只要她在我身邊，和我說上幾句話，我就能開心好幾天。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaeM9sZ2ym
偶爾她也會抱怨作業太多，打工地方的同事刁難使得她心情很差之類的瑣事說給我聽，這時我就會露出苦笑，與她額貼額，說出安慰她的話語。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72RybXG4RL
然後她就會笑出聲，說：「我就只有你了，有你在我就很安心，覺得什麼困難都不存在似的。」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8XAi54HZL
每次聽見她這麼說，我總是臉上一紅，心花怒放。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXA4854joe
我以為這樣平凡幸福的日子會持續到永遠。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6Moi9nPoZ
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblMVUcnyPo
不對勁的事就從某天晚上開始，我照往常去她打工的地點等她下班，她卻跟我說了要加班，讓我回去不用等她。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIz402AKDV
我沒多加懷疑，只是擔心地囑咐她小心身子別太勞累了就乖乖回家。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbVVH8b0xK
那一夜，她並沒有回來。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfs0rjlkzH
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大概是太晚了暫時住在其他同學家吧？我這麼對自己說。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMD7kv1mEx
隔天早上她回到家，什麼也沒解釋，拿了上課要用的書和文具後就又出門了。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwZvl8tE0T
…不太對勁。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxiJuUkgFTK
我天生視力不好，但除了視力以外，其他感官都異常敏銳。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYV94mWVJ5M
例如嗅覺，是一般人的好幾倍。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6Iam0pW0L
而我在她身上聞到了不屬於我的，別的男人的味道。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowE8TahAA5
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMXOvDZ5Hi
怎麼回事？難道她在男人家裡過夜？這不可能啊！531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJivdxrdre
她明明說過只喜歡我的！531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXR7medchZ
她竟然背叛我！531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtiIymlgcG
……不不不，冷靜，說不定只是個誤會，可能是回來的途中不小心和路人互相碰撞到了什麼的…531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2l4dxS1rV
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──唉。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwkNiI9klK
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFmlMjB7E8
就算她愛上別人，我又能如何呢？531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZwGWBDPPt
早就告誡過自己千萬別陷得太深，這輩子我和她並不會有任何結果。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuiHxNgHE5
但，還是淪陷了，再也爬不出這個無底洞，只有愈陷愈深。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdnqKyaJGu
愛情就是這麼莫名其妙吧，可以讓人幸福得像活在天堂，也可以讓人在下一秒哀痛得撕心裂肺。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKasOAXa78
可我不想就這樣放棄。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4uSP8WV1r
我一定要親自去見見那男的是怎樣的貨色。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SfPjwkVCv
如果他真心愛著她，將她捧在手心上呵護，我自然會甘心退出。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDPPH8rGoE
反之，我會將她奪回來。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU1Cgk758VC
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531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGvNrxZQJF
今夜，她似乎又不打算回來了的樣子。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvUhmiquPc
望向牆上時鐘，午夜一點半。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBIdLqA36S
我深深嘆息。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSz86PnUcbK
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlCf0jtTQO
已經一個月過去了，這段期間內我並沒有勇氣去探索真相。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfM5WtkV8S
每當想跟隨她身後看看是怎麼回事，又會不由得退縮，返回家裡。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidOwaflwkb
只有每次等她回到家才心力交瘁的睡去，至少我知道她平安無事，要不根本無法入睡。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMEA9pGDF0
最初只是偶爾晚歸，之後變成一天不回家、二天不見人影。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TDjbYbN8H
她對我的態度也日漸冷淡，後來也直接告訴我不要再跟她上學和去打工的地方了，那令她相當困擾。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SfsjTpkCt
而現在，我只能沉默的看著她回來拿東西然後又離去的背影。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsnLazaDau
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlWcYnN7Ac
我們最後一次交談已經是兩個禮拜前的事了，她不知因何事非常高興，笑得比平常還要燦爛。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuJpZ2aSif
那時候我好開心好開心，因為她又願意理我了。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhehLLWbHCj
她肯定不知道，當時我感動得溼了眼眶。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGK62jVCuV
我就跟寵物一樣，只要主人肯理我就高興地猛搖尾巴討好。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5tUyZwkDu
自尊是什麼？能吃嗎？531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfuyse1w3yl
隔天早上她又變回冷淡的態度，令我誤以為前一晚的熱絡只是我的幻覺。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIpY6Ltd0Z
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VRT6Tt8x3
望著空氣稍嫌冷冽的屋內，我突然好想念她那柔軟溫和的聲音和可愛的笑容。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2hODoNqHq
溫熱的液體滑過我的臉頰兩旁。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMs6qggR1ww
對比以前幸福的日子，我感到胸口被挖了個大洞。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDA7WQOrULn
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnM2SuOBv4l
離開吧。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOymefFkH3X
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7sPrLihr1
謝謝妳這些日子帶給我的快樂，即使現在我們之間的關係變得有些尷尬，我對妳的心意到死都不會改變。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56J80FEpXx
邊在屋內走動邊回憶起曾經的種種，最後看了一眼她的臥室。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqfGYCIByk
曾經她在夜晚給我蓋上被子，輕聲一句「好夢」。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ChWzT6vq2
曾經用著被凍紅的臉蛋說著好冷好冷，然後要我陪她睡覺好讓她取暖。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOB9LjnU2v
曾經為了考試她埋頭苦讀而我在一旁靜靜的陪著她熬夜。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5IKsywzfK
曾經在天氣熱得受不了時我們一起呈大字型躺在冰涼的地板上，聽她笑我的姿勢好奇怪。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJpuvzxW5y
曾經在她受挫失意而獨自落淚時輕輕吻著她的臉頰。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4EV7U7SjI
曾經…531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8V9hEWe80t
我覺得要是再繼續回憶下去我就會發瘋的。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2D9iuq33e1
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8ExlOFgTw
喀嚓。碰。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HULEpSlrz
玄關大門處傳來聲響。我豎起耳朵。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvG7UaGYqCR
傳入耳裡的是一男一女的交談聲。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKX4ou413ht
「平常沒怎麼整理，可能有點亂…」熟悉的聲音帶著嬌羞，是我從未聽過的語氣。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eA5wTyvuq
「沒關係，我可以幫你打掃。」男人笑得很爽朗。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvXi9xoxvN
但這聲音…似乎在哪聽過？531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmAGMW1039
並且讓我感到不祥的預感。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRE9dvb4oC4
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4cQjN12Qh
隨著他們越接近我的位置，我的心跳得更加猛烈，感覺全身的神經都緊繃起來，並且令我有些忿怒。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnN3kAG5n3
……怎麼回事？531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RaMRVXowV
很明顯的，我並非是因為她，而是聽到那男人的聲音之後才這樣。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPgJ09IlmE
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrq1gCUGgiO
他們二人已經來到只剩三步距離的地方了，拐個彎就能見到我。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstvlP9xd3R
「這裡是我的臥室…咦，你在啊！」她踏進房間，差點撞上門邊的我而嚇了一跳。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpaR0Gxje9w
「這不是…」隨後進來的男人訝異的看著我。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4FvbLETX8
男人身材高瘦，氣質斯文，細框眼鏡下有著一雙鳳眼。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9aO8reTxX
與男人四目交接的剎那，某些畫面在腦海裡復甦了。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5u9Dx0Ui9
那是大約三年前的事。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDviLwDkQy
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『你……你為什麼要殺人？』我不敢置信，望著眼前的好友。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycNpUHJiYc
地點在我的房間，地板上躺著曾經是我青梅竹馬兼女友的女孩，一把刀子插在她的胸前。睜大的雙眼與嘴巴，死前似乎非常驚恐的樣子。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YOvqxAHhQ
我才剛因為猜拳輸了出去跑腿買吃的，怎麼回來就變成這副景象？531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKJX7nxIe9
『是她不好！誰叫她選擇的是你不是我！』好友怒吼，手中揮舞著另一把從我家廚房拿出來的菜刀。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgIKoEyjTO
從他通紅的臉來看就能知道他喝多了，失去理智了。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPkEZoLXwA
『你…簡直瘋子！』我轉身想奔出門，慌忙地用著顫抖的手拿出手機。『警察……呃！』531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxigKXw1pK
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kHCHENtvf
背後一陣劇痛。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAmx6HhxT5
我被刺了。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkuyMTekDf2
接著好友把刀拔出，又再一次的將刀子捅進我體內。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtIN4o0d0t
一刀又一刀，如此反覆無數次，直到我失去知覺……531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50nke2FSPA
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──是你！是你殺了我！531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDWRViCLh1
殺了我女友又殺了我！531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2BFTKVgNg
現在…又企圖搶走我深愛的人！531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTomDbBChmM
無法原諒…饒不了你！！531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJEfhcmEO0
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFhBm5nLZ1
耳邊響起她的尖叫聲和好友的吼叫聲，我將好友撲倒。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMam9QvY5Ag
奈何他體型比我壯碩，雙手被牽制住了，於是我直接一口咬上他的脖子。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhjxHiAAbL
「好痛…！媽的…快放開我！」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6vTIajvtX
好友死命掙扎，我咬得更加深入，牙齒整個沒入他皮膚下。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQk8UVj38T
滿嘴的血腥味明明令我作嘔，精神反而更興奮，我又更加用力地狠狠咬了幾口。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06AlwfVLMx
好友的慘叫聲慢慢虛弱，最後只剩下身體微微抽動的反應。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLlChLJvQt
我鬆開嘴，確認好友已經死亡。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcePbbNKIv
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這下子，我也成了殺人犯…。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡed4j6jwzRn
他肯定認出我了，絕對會想再趁機殺掉我，以後一定也會傷害她，我這是正當防衛。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvQZmUAYw2
我保護了她，保護了我珍惜的人。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVp9WLvxf7
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3icUeX9xyS
妳可以安心了。我轉過身，正想這麼對她說──531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4f6vVJkTG
迎來的卻是她拿刀貫穿了我的腹部。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1hY5kWrAK
……為什麼………531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWWMedfGk7
腳一軟，我往旁邊倒下，模糊的視線裡看到她滿臉淚水和又驚又怒的表情。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUs6R93KEx
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgB4KG5PNDQ
為什麼這樣對我…？是因為我殺了妳喜歡的人？531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphAP423SQc
這傢伙真的有這麼重要？531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8H8KbgL0W
別哭…我可以道歉……所以，妳原諒我好嗎？531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLeo9VWKkk
我會仔細告訴妳我這麼做的原因的……他不是值得你愛的人。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1liBgwaIv
……請不要怕我，好嗎？531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZpP0VmyVN
意識已經開始混亂，我大概就要死了吧。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDFEQLE5rS
那麼，最後，至少想把這句話告訴妳…531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0hvp9SWIg
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『我愛妳……』531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9m7BtsjKM
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「汪嗚……」531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0r2vtDX4v
從自己喉嚨裡發出的，是某種動物的低聲哀鳴。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNulzI3MPeQ
啊，對呢，都忘了，我只是一隻狗。531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbJ3kqWHCx
531Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHiDNnUEzKH
不過是一隻愛著人類女性的狗。
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