我原以為自己不會愛上任何人。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzMi3RUron
或許是從未遇過令我動心的對象，無論是異性還是同性，覺得單身著也沒什麼不好。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFqaYPo1nu
──直到那天遇見她。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjePyIkDIb
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那一天，我很早就醒來了，想去附近找點東西吃，於是在經過的公園碰見了她。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTuTkSOQ50
她看起來像是個大學生，留著及肩長髮，偏圓的臉蛋看起來很可愛，令人不禁想捏一把。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrzWIMa0qk
一開始吸引我注意力的，是她的歌聲。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DY0WjS2g9
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清晨的公園裡，她獨自一人坐在小湖邊的木椅上，用著清澈的聲音唱著輕快的歌曲。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEPNalipP0
雖然偶爾會走調，但她依然不以為意的一直唱著，似乎非常開心的樣子。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTli8XrZYR
剎那間，我迷上了她的笑容和溫柔的聲音。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQlBoL7HDt
發覺到自己竟然對她產生了情感，我感到臉頰發燙，心臟也加速跳動。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkHlmtI3ZQ
在猶豫好久以後，我終於鼓起勇氣向前搭訕。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTjkCb8LgQ
她看見我以後，有點不好意思的笑了笑，想不到這時間點居然會有別人在場吧。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSibkfR6aLS
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從此之後，我天天在同一個時間去公園找那個女孩，每天睜開眼睛第一個念頭就是想到她，迫不及待地等著她出現。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DEoLDHlsU
我就是如此喜歡著她，這份心情甚至一天比一天還要強烈。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QdWOKHOTY
但由於某種原因，我想這份情感一輩子都無法傳達給她吧。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJ4CgkjKiN
就在我意識到這個事實，正考慮是否該悄聲離去時──508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgR5OdIPuM
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「你要不要來我家住？」508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGW5DxTqzs
她輕輕握住我的手，誠懇的說。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPD6aQObtM
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神啊！這是怎樣的一個奇蹟！508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29RgtXivSQ
不過是同居的邀約，我卻覺得以往單調乏味的世界突然變得色彩繽紛。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LsUHFsBFQ
甚至有種自己能飛的錯覺──好像太誇張了。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFyEwole2U
但我此刻的心情確實是如此。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrK7FZMIyFf
就這樣，我們開始了同居的生活。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW5ToeBANFU
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她是獨自離開家，來到外地求學和打工的，住在一間可以養寵物的公寓。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkq3teKsKI
她的生活極其簡單，早晨我們一起出門去公園散步，她喜歡這樣悠閒的感覺。等到時間差不多了，我會送她到學校去，晚上則去她打工的地方接她回家。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHUeyQn6MqJ
日復一日，沒有什麼太大的變化，可我感到相當幸福。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0w8V6SA6fT
只要她在我身邊，和我說上幾句話，我就能開心好幾天。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPpaKuiymQ
偶爾她也會抱怨作業太多，打工地方的同事刁難使得她心情很差之類的瑣事說給我聽，這時我就會露出苦笑，與她額貼額，說出安慰她的話語。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlN5f3HsQa
然後她就會笑出聲，說：「我就只有你了，有你在我就很安心，覺得什麼困難都不存在似的。」508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWiKbSvu4g
每次聽見她這麼說，我總是臉上一紅，心花怒放。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LRcWLMPYs
我以為這樣平凡幸福的日子會持續到永遠。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvdUK8St5o
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不對勁的事就從某天晚上開始，我照往常去她打工的地點等她下班，她卻跟我說了要加班，讓我回去不用等她。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9ez7Of8eR
我沒多加懷疑，只是擔心地囑咐她小心身子別太勞累了就乖乖回家。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpCjOAjdCZ
那一夜，她並沒有回來。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTd9R8gExcJ
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大概是太晚了暫時住在其他同學家吧？我這麼對自己說。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd52QpVoiMH
隔天早上她回到家，什麼也沒解釋，拿了上課要用的書和文具後就又出門了。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdm7h3btrc
…不太對勁。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFSwy7xpaR
我天生視力不好，但除了視力以外，其他感官都異常敏銳。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5guz1QC1m
例如嗅覺，是一般人的好幾倍。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxE5C4XF0A
而我在她身上聞到了不屬於我的，別的男人的味道。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhlBMthuE6
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怎麼回事？難道她在男人家裡過夜？這不可能啊！508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIdY8HMrDH
她明明說過只喜歡我的！508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAYGi2b6fxU
她竟然背叛我！508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNSmY9JBs7
……不不不，冷靜，說不定只是個誤會，可能是回來的途中不小心和路人互相碰撞到了什麼的…508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWowaBDnet
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──唉。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKrYbXVJZR
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就算她愛上別人，我又能如何呢？508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbq11aI4ow
早就告誡過自己千萬別陷得太深，這輩子我和她並不會有任何結果。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxBAAmhstL
但，還是淪陷了，再也爬不出這個無底洞，只有愈陷愈深。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACyEVRNH1q
愛情就是這麼莫名其妙吧，可以讓人幸福得像活在天堂，也可以讓人在下一秒哀痛得撕心裂肺。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIlp3kZdT7
可我不想就這樣放棄。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpAC0K0WDT
我一定要親自去見見那男的是怎樣的貨色。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgXIA59Q3A
如果他真心愛著她，將她捧在手心上呵護，我自然會甘心退出。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfMxQ5b7QX
反之，我會將她奪回來。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3qCwfADtj
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今夜，她似乎又不打算回來了的樣子。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMY8OLyjimh
望向牆上時鐘，午夜一點半。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5HlxR8EKC
我深深嘆息。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxSkRvM00r
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已經一個月過去了，這段期間內我並沒有勇氣去探索真相。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfyk6yNLlzs
每當想跟隨她身後看看是怎麼回事，又會不由得退縮，返回家裡。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1yYIZo53hd
只有每次等她回到家才心力交瘁的睡去，至少我知道她平安無事，要不根本無法入睡。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrPAf4amXI
最初只是偶爾晚歸，之後變成一天不回家、二天不見人影。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMnsqg99BQ
她對我的態度也日漸冷淡，後來也直接告訴我不要再跟她上學和去打工的地方了，那令她相當困擾。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUILKdMMEvu
而現在，我只能沉默的看著她回來拿東西然後又離去的背影。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡou0226aJzL
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我們最後一次交談已經是兩個禮拜前的事了，她不知因何事非常高興，笑得比平常還要燦爛。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFgszn9WP9
那時候我好開心好開心，因為她又願意理我了。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4B4EWTAncO
她肯定不知道，當時我感動得溼了眼眶。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflQ3EyQUMD
我就跟寵物一樣，只要主人肯理我就高興地猛搖尾巴討好。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXuFqekKK4n
自尊是什麼？能吃嗎？508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3imdUvV01
隔天早上她又變回冷淡的態度，令我誤以為前一晚的熱絡只是我的幻覺。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdkL6uYgyc
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望著空氣稍嫌冷冽的屋內，我突然好想念她那柔軟溫和的聲音和可愛的笑容。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4x0AspQtu
溫熱的液體滑過我的臉頰兩旁。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6We9nGDoTb
對比以前幸福的日子，我感到胸口被挖了個大洞。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TnMtfr9lV
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離開吧。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2YHzigQ74
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謝謝妳這些日子帶給我的快樂，即使現在我們之間的關係變得有些尷尬，我對妳的心意到死都不會改變。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlFruHm8Di
邊在屋內走動邊回憶起曾經的種種，最後看了一眼她的臥室。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYq81AUlQOI
曾經她在夜晚給我蓋上被子，輕聲一句「好夢」。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrCD2BRCj1
曾經用著被凍紅的臉蛋說著好冷好冷，然後要我陪她睡覺好讓她取暖。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjYImSCs6s
曾經為了考試她埋頭苦讀而我在一旁靜靜的陪著她熬夜。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVRA2kKwMd
曾經在天氣熱得受不了時我們一起呈大字型躺在冰涼的地板上，聽她笑我的姿勢好奇怪。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkLuuavqDA
曾經在她受挫失意而獨自落淚時輕輕吻著她的臉頰。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWclhO7ETK
曾經…508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizba1rb9A5
我覺得要是再繼續回憶下去我就會發瘋的。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKT1pbleGeB
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喀嚓。碰。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2k9811Q6TM
玄關大門處傳來聲響。我豎起耳朵。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGXd0y9q6u
傳入耳裡的是一男一女的交談聲。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ037GuSsRpV
「平常沒怎麼整理，可能有點亂…」熟悉的聲音帶著嬌羞，是我從未聽過的語氣。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQ7bs9an4U
「沒關係，我可以幫你打掃。」男人笑得很爽朗。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIrNoru6vJ
但這聲音…似乎在哪聽過？508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUY5JeGqh6
並且讓我感到不祥的預感。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilp2vCm8YS
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隨著他們越接近我的位置，我的心跳得更加猛烈，感覺全身的神經都緊繃起來，並且令我有些忿怒。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gymznJICV
……怎麼回事？508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ984uHHLzeG
很明顯的，我並非是因為她，而是聽到那男人的聲音之後才這樣。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0KBEsRHFgR
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他們二人已經來到只剩三步距離的地方了，拐個彎就能見到我。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgczrWZbr9x
「這裡是我的臥室…咦，你在啊！」她踏進房間，差點撞上門邊的我而嚇了一跳。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4n8Ms4KIG
「這不是…」隨後進來的男人訝異的看著我。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDGpaqKlZu
男人身材高瘦，氣質斯文，細框眼鏡下有著一雙鳳眼。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVAExg1Asr
與男人四目交接的剎那，某些畫面在腦海裡復甦了。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGq1PPBxKW
那是大約三年前的事。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡykhhF1O5ih
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『你……你為什麼要殺人？』我不敢置信，望著眼前的好友。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1C9lU4ErlP
地點在我的房間，地板上躺著曾經是我青梅竹馬兼女友的女孩，一把刀子插在她的胸前。睜大的雙眼與嘴巴，死前似乎非常驚恐的樣子。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbgwQuocCG
我才剛因為猜拳輸了出去跑腿買吃的，怎麼回來就變成這副景象？508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4tkYVhjj4
『是她不好！誰叫她選擇的是你不是我！』好友怒吼，手中揮舞著另一把從我家廚房拿出來的菜刀。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddqGRSH7d4
從他通紅的臉來看就能知道他喝多了，失去理智了。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7idXwGugFi
『你…簡直瘋子！』我轉身想奔出門，慌忙地用著顫抖的手拿出手機。『警察……呃！』508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmIHXdha5I
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背後一陣劇痛。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8sRJh8nOg
我被刺了。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaoaSE254zm
接著好友把刀拔出，又再一次的將刀子捅進我體內。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgh1ze3qKfB
一刀又一刀，如此反覆無數次，直到我失去知覺……508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJ16rAh8oN
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──是你！是你殺了我！508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPZt8AWXEJ
殺了我女友又殺了我！508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2Aqtnn9Fr
現在…又企圖搶走我深愛的人！508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzUEliTqg3
無法原諒…饒不了你！！508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFn65nFFU0e
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耳邊響起她的尖叫聲和好友的吼叫聲，我將好友撲倒。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLa7vR7niF
奈何他體型比我壯碩，雙手被牽制住了，於是我直接一口咬上他的脖子。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6unM8AH6tZ
「好痛…！媽的…快放開我！」508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDjt9FgIVy
好友死命掙扎，我咬得更加深入，牙齒整個沒入他皮膚下。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQBMX54iRC
滿嘴的血腥味明明令我作嘔，精神反而更興奮，我又更加用力地狠狠咬了幾口。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqomYtnc37p
好友的慘叫聲慢慢虛弱，最後只剩下身體微微抽動的反應。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKQjzo1xtQ
我鬆開嘴，確認好友已經死亡。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEOMaD6oiQ
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這下子，我也成了殺人犯…。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUT2nVUFhi3
他肯定認出我了，絕對會想再趁機殺掉我，以後一定也會傷害她，我這是正當防衛。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkoLzs8cYwV
我保護了她，保護了我珍惜的人。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCZk6wyCK4
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妳可以安心了。我轉過身，正想這麼對她說──508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrMoVO954F
迎來的卻是她拿刀貫穿了我的腹部。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0SmPxCuFB
……為什麼………508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu73T4br8WT
腳一軟，我往旁邊倒下，模糊的視線裡看到她滿臉淚水和又驚又怒的表情。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDvbWmJuYt
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為什麼這樣對我…？是因為我殺了妳喜歡的人？508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZSjV1FEOn
這傢伙真的有這麼重要？508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zLW0u34GN
別哭…我可以道歉……所以，妳原諒我好嗎？508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSutA8aFM8d
我會仔細告訴妳我這麼做的原因的……他不是值得你愛的人。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgIR8Qgtec
……請不要怕我，好嗎？508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNL2TKpO7gj
意識已經開始混亂，我大概就要死了吧。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaue8rLyh5U
那麼，最後，至少想把這句話告訴妳…508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBG7uJgR6u
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『我愛妳……』508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmz7CjbXSIU
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「汪嗚……」508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnGqkW8Er8
從自己喉嚨裡發出的，是某種動物的低聲哀鳴。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8EsRUX2XW3
啊，對呢，都忘了，我只是一隻狗。508Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXrK5N49mm
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不過是一隻愛著人類女性的狗。
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