我原以為自己不會愛上任何人。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTAX1rcMh3
或許是從未遇過令我動心的對象，無論是異性還是同性，覺得單身著也沒什麼不好。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFQZJQXLtI
──直到那天遇見她。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZR4iWFChH
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJizjWrj3eN
那一天，我很早就醒來了，想去附近找點東西吃，於是在經過的公園碰見了她。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15LNGKOOcQ
她看起來像是個大學生，留著及肩長髮，偏圓的臉蛋看起來很可愛，令人不禁想捏一把。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9MTeZ8lw2
一開始吸引我注意力的，是她的歌聲。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuwEcU1OHa
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbz1aBdsZkV
清晨的公園裡，她獨自一人坐在小湖邊的木椅上，用著清澈的聲音唱著輕快的歌曲。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoPtZD0ygN
雖然偶爾會走調，但她依然不以為意的一直唱著，似乎非常開心的樣子。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpG08eadT7j
剎那間，我迷上了她的笑容和溫柔的聲音。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabqwwdiflO
發覺到自己竟然對她產生了情感，我感到臉頰發燙，心臟也加速跳動。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOoG4nPVSTv
在猶豫好久以後，我終於鼓起勇氣向前搭訕。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElOB1d8ZQP
她看見我以後，有點不好意思的笑了笑，想不到這時間點居然會有別人在場吧。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnRiQNFGMH
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKgvyJkJxe
從此之後，我天天在同一個時間去公園找那個女孩，每天睜開眼睛第一個念頭就是想到她，迫不及待地等著她出現。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmhBboBCTl
我就是如此喜歡著她，這份心情甚至一天比一天還要強烈。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0wGXEwu4y
但由於某種原因，我想這份情感一輩子都無法傳達給她吧。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8A2akNvUd
就在我意識到這個事實，正考慮是否該悄聲離去時──528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69X07uoHet
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9VeQYg2TW
「你要不要來我家住？」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡciO9yrimBN
她輕輕握住我的手，誠懇的說。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyPp4pA9ly
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONtobsH83g
神啊！這是怎樣的一個奇蹟！528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0s67mzOnk
不過是同居的邀約，我卻覺得以往單調乏味的世界突然變得色彩繽紛。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndEMaLjKXQ
甚至有種自己能飛的錯覺──好像太誇張了。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTaapjn0ziT
但我此刻的心情確實是如此。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwVJgrqJ3G
就這樣，我們開始了同居的生活。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfPduVdulk
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnHTHfuLCY
她是獨自離開家，來到外地求學和打工的，住在一間可以養寵物的公寓。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wYkis9fyc
她的生活極其簡單，早晨我們一起出門去公園散步，她喜歡這樣悠閒的感覺。等到時間差不多了，我會送她到學校去，晚上則去她打工的地方接她回家。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGwAfwa3cz
日復一日，沒有什麼太大的變化，可我感到相當幸福。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24yl2MQSqn
只要她在我身邊，和我說上幾句話，我就能開心好幾天。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD90ERhFmUr
偶爾她也會抱怨作業太多，打工地方的同事刁難使得她心情很差之類的瑣事說給我聽，這時我就會露出苦笑，與她額貼額，說出安慰她的話語。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOojyIkV9d
然後她就會笑出聲，說：「我就只有你了，有你在我就很安心，覺得什麼困難都不存在似的。」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqOSOda3yZ
每次聽見她這麼說，我總是臉上一紅，心花怒放。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9S8EymPrB
我以為這樣平凡幸福的日子會持續到永遠。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRb8W6JXk2
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBL7kjttZW
不對勁的事就從某天晚上開始，我照往常去她打工的地點等她下班，她卻跟我說了要加班，讓我回去不用等她。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVslTHg0QhX
我沒多加懷疑，只是擔心地囑咐她小心身子別太勞累了就乖乖回家。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFzDQ971N3
那一夜，她並沒有回來。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjQHFJhaDv
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大概是太晚了暫時住在其他同學家吧？我這麼對自己說。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgj7yVRxf1M
隔天早上她回到家，什麼也沒解釋，拿了上課要用的書和文具後就又出門了。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBt2p72qX0M
…不太對勁。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4bw7D6Zgy
我天生視力不好，但除了視力以外，其他感官都異常敏銳。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7h03sRL2lm
例如嗅覺，是一般人的好幾倍。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6Uirj5jGy
而我在她身上聞到了不屬於我的，別的男人的味道。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMJQZJDh1C
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0GsMOLgZH
怎麼回事？難道她在男人家裡過夜？這不可能啊！528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgJkEtQsvV
她明明說過只喜歡我的！528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH08Fr51tml
她竟然背叛我！528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdMLea7jAc
……不不不，冷靜，說不定只是個誤會，可能是回來的途中不小心和路人互相碰撞到了什麼的…528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPQeYJypKw
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──唉。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpV5ii6LJl
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就算她愛上別人，我又能如何呢？528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaiWzpz5OwB
早就告誡過自己千萬別陷得太深，這輩子我和她並不會有任何結果。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsSHFcq8gg
但，還是淪陷了，再也爬不出這個無底洞，只有愈陷愈深。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAWtYx0l5f
愛情就是這麼莫名其妙吧，可以讓人幸福得像活在天堂，也可以讓人在下一秒哀痛得撕心裂肺。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85dRqzx4Kb
可我不想就這樣放棄。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSKrZG2WJq
我一定要親自去見見那男的是怎樣的貨色。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡceNoUCCK4J
如果他真心愛著她，將她捧在手心上呵護，我自然會甘心退出。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZaAiBrKTsI
反之，我會將她奪回來。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnPNjv2un0
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今夜，她似乎又不打算回來了的樣子。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRORRE9GNu
望向牆上時鐘，午夜一點半。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvm2vmzVjMA
我深深嘆息。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjDjV8QDm2
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTjkBmyO0E
已經一個月過去了，這段期間內我並沒有勇氣去探索真相。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6vDTQE5W6
每當想跟隨她身後看看是怎麼回事，又會不由得退縮，返回家裡。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBF6Ve63XJu
只有每次等她回到家才心力交瘁的睡去，至少我知道她平安無事，要不根本無法入睡。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0an6fhYlD
最初只是偶爾晚歸，之後變成一天不回家、二天不見人影。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAX787f4F47
她對我的態度也日漸冷淡，後來也直接告訴我不要再跟她上學和去打工的地方了，那令她相當困擾。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZliybXhGC
而現在，我只能沉默的看著她回來拿東西然後又離去的背影。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWWRUNK4jO
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5OfBkXeNE
我們最後一次交談已經是兩個禮拜前的事了，她不知因何事非常高興，笑得比平常還要燦爛。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4y2CllvMCT
那時候我好開心好開心，因為她又願意理我了。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqFiniT9dU
她肯定不知道，當時我感動得溼了眼眶。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTh6Xv3OZD
我就跟寵物一樣，只要主人肯理我就高興地猛搖尾巴討好。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4zvx5TjumX
自尊是什麼？能吃嗎？528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDO7llESb6E
隔天早上她又變回冷淡的態度，令我誤以為前一晚的熱絡只是我的幻覺。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssxyQzsJCH
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Ma9Jjj0cF
望著空氣稍嫌冷冽的屋內，我突然好想念她那柔軟溫和的聲音和可愛的笑容。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2wnuHoGx2
溫熱的液體滑過我的臉頰兩旁。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvE40fwuha1
對比以前幸福的日子，我感到胸口被挖了個大洞。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtujUAqC23I
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokrj9bhTj7
離開吧。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOU1Zz9uAsP
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtSzW3jm27
謝謝妳這些日子帶給我的快樂，即使現在我們之間的關係變得有些尷尬，我對妳的心意到死都不會改變。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3pqe6KzIx
邊在屋內走動邊回憶起曾經的種種，最後看了一眼她的臥室。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvu53Lux1Ex
曾經她在夜晚給我蓋上被子，輕聲一句「好夢」。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHL4WzaYIv
曾經用著被凍紅的臉蛋說著好冷好冷，然後要我陪她睡覺好讓她取暖。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKUpFGiELJ
曾經為了考試她埋頭苦讀而我在一旁靜靜的陪著她熬夜。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkom0Mjw7tw
曾經在天氣熱得受不了時我們一起呈大字型躺在冰涼的地板上，聽她笑我的姿勢好奇怪。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpG8XQSO4j
曾經在她受挫失意而獨自落淚時輕輕吻著她的臉頰。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡalo9V9nQu5
曾經…528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrndGbU5Wja
我覺得要是再繼續回憶下去我就會發瘋的。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6JM5ZmzxP
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnfxiAE48c
喀嚓。碰。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXI0o0u9pyb
玄關大門處傳來聲響。我豎起耳朵。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDWjubnAp4
傳入耳裡的是一男一女的交談聲。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5Hm2AowKm
「平常沒怎麼整理，可能有點亂…」熟悉的聲音帶著嬌羞，是我從未聽過的語氣。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqHkGKFtvu
「沒關係，我可以幫你打掃。」男人笑得很爽朗。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYblXRzGLM3
但這聲音…似乎在哪聽過？528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgATkCWAJp
並且讓我感到不祥的預感。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOExc7ybPR
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBui68DZRUS
隨著他們越接近我的位置，我的心跳得更加猛烈，感覺全身的神經都緊繃起來，並且令我有些忿怒。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZr3X6pDnh
……怎麼回事？528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaL7DaOzHDj
很明顯的，我並非是因為她，而是聽到那男人的聲音之後才這樣。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbqCDmVrza
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8UhcP0HiE
他們二人已經來到只剩三步距離的地方了，拐個彎就能見到我。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDybHq48WLq
「這裡是我的臥室…咦，你在啊！」她踏進房間，差點撞上門邊的我而嚇了一跳。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdggeoHgiLH
「這不是…」隨後進來的男人訝異的看著我。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDf7b2HGe5
男人身材高瘦，氣質斯文，細框眼鏡下有著一雙鳳眼。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70abzMrOpn
與男人四目交接的剎那，某些畫面在腦海裡復甦了。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrx8SPEueCV
那是大約三年前的事。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlfZntDeoB
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『你……你為什麼要殺人？』我不敢置信，望著眼前的好友。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUDshRMQTf
地點在我的房間，地板上躺著曾經是我青梅竹馬兼女友的女孩，一把刀子插在她的胸前。睜大的雙眼與嘴巴，死前似乎非常驚恐的樣子。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8CSVZ3wGN
我才剛因為猜拳輸了出去跑腿買吃的，怎麼回來就變成這副景象？528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7SHMzX8Gb
『是她不好！誰叫她選擇的是你不是我！』好友怒吼，手中揮舞著另一把從我家廚房拿出來的菜刀。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKAKD1MuDn
從他通紅的臉來看就能知道他喝多了，失去理智了。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2dtJiuFZB
『你…簡直瘋子！』我轉身想奔出門，慌忙地用著顫抖的手拿出手機。『警察……呃！』528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgwcWhOtG3
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背後一陣劇痛。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmt3GPIOyyl
我被刺了。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwSF8GFGk8
接著好友把刀拔出，又再一次的將刀子捅進我體內。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Cox7rrV21
一刀又一刀，如此反覆無數次，直到我失去知覺……528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIN87XbWzY
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──是你！是你殺了我！528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLIqP7UBIO
殺了我女友又殺了我！528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdiyxGwmVmn
現在…又企圖搶走我深愛的人！528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Un91pC5ns
無法原諒…饒不了你！！528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBGx2RTRcY
528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmQ9iVJVXf
耳邊響起她的尖叫聲和好友的吼叫聲，我將好友撲倒。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2thJxX3uF
奈何他體型比我壯碩，雙手被牽制住了，於是我直接一口咬上他的脖子。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSuKevLHbuz
「好痛…！媽的…快放開我！」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgeMGxNB8FY
好友死命掙扎，我咬得更加深入，牙齒整個沒入他皮膚下。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRxy605NsW
滿嘴的血腥味明明令我作嘔，精神反而更興奮，我又更加用力地狠狠咬了幾口。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybtQUuLr8a
好友的慘叫聲慢慢虛弱，最後只剩下身體微微抽動的反應。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVFzQXIV4j
我鬆開嘴，確認好友已經死亡。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymqTBQgBJ3
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這下子，我也成了殺人犯…。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukgzqAzvYa
他肯定認出我了，絕對會想再趁機殺掉我，以後一定也會傷害她，我這是正當防衛。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsdnDs3mpR
我保護了她，保護了我珍惜的人。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiA5YIkafyU
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妳可以安心了。我轉過身，正想這麼對她說──528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFz2yGyrlL3
迎來的卻是她拿刀貫穿了我的腹部。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ycKT5uigH
……為什麼………528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4oenymX95
腳一軟，我往旁邊倒下，模糊的視線裡看到她滿臉淚水和又驚又怒的表情。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2mfvrWHet
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為什麼這樣對我…？是因為我殺了妳喜歡的人？528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOre11Fy0al
這傢伙真的有這麼重要？528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11v4cqgVqw
別哭…我可以道歉……所以，妳原諒我好嗎？528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgviGauOdVW
我會仔細告訴妳我這麼做的原因的……他不是值得你愛的人。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tivewQsZX
……請不要怕我，好嗎？528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrE32irCdgP
意識已經開始混亂，我大概就要死了吧。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7xTIHTbgn
那麼，最後，至少想把這句話告訴妳…528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu44fNk6Jsy
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『我愛妳……』528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdZO31Wzf8
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「汪嗚……」528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQVeHIPgQG
從自己喉嚨裡發出的，是某種動物的低聲哀鳴。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0tKSBRTgg
啊，對呢，都忘了，我只是一隻狗。528Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBM7ZsddHuu
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不過是一隻愛著人類女性的狗。
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