我原以為自己不會愛上任何人。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9n1kfxd8N3
或許是從未遇過令我動心的對象，無論是異性還是同性，覺得單身著也沒什麼不好。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmRYSXoII4
──直到那天遇見她。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMiQq4cC9Y8
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那一天，我很早就醒來了，想去附近找點東西吃，於是在經過的公園碰見了她。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWuVaE1Rgi
她看起來像是個大學生，留著及肩長髮，偏圓的臉蛋看起來很可愛，令人不禁想捏一把。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9giqZScqnT
一開始吸引我注意力的，是她的歌聲。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHkRwDoEEa
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清晨的公園裡，她獨自一人坐在小湖邊的木椅上，用著清澈的聲音唱著輕快的歌曲。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesD0nmUlQv
雖然偶爾會走調，但她依然不以為意的一直唱著，似乎非常開心的樣子。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlavzw9h0n
剎那間，我迷上了她的笑容和溫柔的聲音。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeo43rzPlRi
發覺到自己竟然對她產生了情感，我感到臉頰發燙，心臟也加速跳動。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7SwxwvSaH
在猶豫好久以後，我終於鼓起勇氣向前搭訕。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7xsPdaPSu
她看見我以後，有點不好意思的笑了笑，想不到這時間點居然會有別人在場吧。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkd8vlm537c
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從此之後，我天天在同一個時間去公園找那個女孩，每天睜開眼睛第一個念頭就是想到她，迫不及待地等著她出現。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhWOhL4M9Y
我就是如此喜歡著她，這份心情甚至一天比一天還要強烈。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCIkx03zlj
但由於某種原因，我想這份情感一輩子都無法傳達給她吧。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pUww9GwM2
就在我意識到這個事實，正考慮是否該悄聲離去時──549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE2U2ONHqDk
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「你要不要來我家住？」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxFpOXyhpL
她輕輕握住我的手，誠懇的說。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuybcEIMctk
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神啊！這是怎樣的一個奇蹟！549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGztZWUg8j
不過是同居的邀約，我卻覺得以往單調乏味的世界突然變得色彩繽紛。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYF4BUHLJ1y
甚至有種自己能飛的錯覺──好像太誇張了。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtn3dQVjueM
但我此刻的心情確實是如此。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMzcOjXiRn
就這樣，我們開始了同居的生活。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOnGFNJyeAz
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她是獨自離開家，來到外地求學和打工的，住在一間可以養寵物的公寓。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGJIMFQsyE
她的生活極其簡單，早晨我們一起出門去公園散步，她喜歡這樣悠閒的感覺。等到時間差不多了，我會送她到學校去，晚上則去她打工的地方接她回家。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3KtSQ9q4h
日復一日，沒有什麼太大的變化，可我感到相當幸福。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlhpMX16YG
只要她在我身邊，和我說上幾句話，我就能開心好幾天。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOgmJhnCiA
偶爾她也會抱怨作業太多，打工地方的同事刁難使得她心情很差之類的瑣事說給我聽，這時我就會露出苦笑，與她額貼額，說出安慰她的話語。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfVQVhJdK5
然後她就會笑出聲，說：「我就只有你了，有你在我就很安心，覺得什麼困難都不存在似的。」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6437SATaA6
每次聽見她這麼說，我總是臉上一紅，心花怒放。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuE7Oi6VyFX
我以為這樣平凡幸福的日子會持續到永遠。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡalhWbk2xa7
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不對勁的事就從某天晚上開始，我照往常去她打工的地點等她下班，她卻跟我說了要加班，讓我回去不用等她。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡje5UhvYhYs
我沒多加懷疑，只是擔心地囑咐她小心身子別太勞累了就乖乖回家。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb87znBqPHG
那一夜，她並沒有回來。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0qYt3iCDP
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大概是太晚了暫時住在其他同學家吧？我這麼對自己說。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCoZLjHGHx
隔天早上她回到家，什麼也沒解釋，拿了上課要用的書和文具後就又出門了。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3M1MGR5k8
…不太對勁。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vnfZP7SmX
我天生視力不好，但除了視力以外，其他感官都異常敏銳。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8beBbAZ50z
例如嗅覺，是一般人的好幾倍。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNG86KMnxoA
而我在她身上聞到了不屬於我的，別的男人的味道。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrH9DBJ2pZS
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怎麼回事？難道她在男人家裡過夜？這不可能啊！549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75UBOZA8oD
她明明說過只喜歡我的！549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGvmG3s9Mx
她竟然背叛我！549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MzeGcjnVG
……不不不，冷靜，說不定只是個誤會，可能是回來的途中不小心和路人互相碰撞到了什麼的…549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlvLF6oQY1
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──唉。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXxnqtlCIM
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就算她愛上別人，我又能如何呢？549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcz9C4KVu7v
早就告誡過自己千萬別陷得太深，這輩子我和她並不會有任何結果。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWaGsB3QG7
但，還是淪陷了，再也爬不出這個無底洞，只有愈陷愈深。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmbdOd5wmZ
愛情就是這麼莫名其妙吧，可以讓人幸福得像活在天堂，也可以讓人在下一秒哀痛得撕心裂肺。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqacHNOpw7I
可我不想就這樣放棄。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Fy6XqXnYh
我一定要親自去見見那男的是怎樣的貨色。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEOMrmOFas
如果他真心愛著她，將她捧在手心上呵護，我自然會甘心退出。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRrhVPPazi
反之，我會將她奪回來。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8lBYVL7Pd
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今夜，她似乎又不打算回來了的樣子。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02036GChMs
望向牆上時鐘，午夜一點半。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdAwmqSiAj
我深深嘆息。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCdjhYbCfy
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已經一個月過去了，這段期間內我並沒有勇氣去探索真相。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhyUZRLv7e
每當想跟隨她身後看看是怎麼回事，又會不由得退縮，返回家裡。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV05G5hYuVX
只有每次等她回到家才心力交瘁的睡去，至少我知道她平安無事，要不根本無法入睡。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKhKih6hL0
最初只是偶爾晚歸，之後變成一天不回家、二天不見人影。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWeLZSM8nc
她對我的態度也日漸冷淡，後來也直接告訴我不要再跟她上學和去打工的地方了，那令她相當困擾。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBpGqyXL2b
而現在，我只能沉默的看著她回來拿東西然後又離去的背影。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFiVWqiiXa
549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgU96AJF7z4
我們最後一次交談已經是兩個禮拜前的事了，她不知因何事非常高興，笑得比平常還要燦爛。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaXprLIkT9n
那時候我好開心好開心，因為她又願意理我了。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLoEqI8HoX
她肯定不知道，當時我感動得溼了眼眶。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrIPfiSVHe
我就跟寵物一樣，只要主人肯理我就高興地猛搖尾巴討好。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcByDdKz2W
自尊是什麼？能吃嗎？549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhN95bWlaV
隔天早上她又變回冷淡的態度，令我誤以為前一晚的熱絡只是我的幻覺。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHo9SREbnfs
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望著空氣稍嫌冷冽的屋內，我突然好想念她那柔軟溫和的聲音和可愛的笑容。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt18Hk1CqJy
溫熱的液體滑過我的臉頰兩旁。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfx9aOzh4Hd
對比以前幸福的日子，我感到胸口被挖了個大洞。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPMj53fYHh
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離開吧。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOejY6FzXs
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謝謝妳這些日子帶給我的快樂，即使現在我們之間的關係變得有些尷尬，我對妳的心意到死都不會改變。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pU1xtHr3L
邊在屋內走動邊回憶起曾經的種種，最後看了一眼她的臥室。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4B7fU8L16
曾經她在夜晚給我蓋上被子，輕聲一句「好夢」。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjqMxFw3hD
曾經用著被凍紅的臉蛋說著好冷好冷，然後要我陪她睡覺好讓她取暖。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0t1YRNC9xz
曾經為了考試她埋頭苦讀而我在一旁靜靜的陪著她熬夜。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkA9MMIRnIv
曾經在天氣熱得受不了時我們一起呈大字型躺在冰涼的地板上，聽她笑我的姿勢好奇怪。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0aovPAmf28
曾經在她受挫失意而獨自落淚時輕輕吻著她的臉頰。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28gWb2JZFe
曾經…549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkTk01tY4X
我覺得要是再繼續回憶下去我就會發瘋的。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHbW4SeinX
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喀嚓。碰。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1oWdOmW4Z
玄關大門處傳來聲響。我豎起耳朵。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKugVosZSE2
傳入耳裡的是一男一女的交談聲。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡquvhSLNhrN
「平常沒怎麼整理，可能有點亂…」熟悉的聲音帶著嬌羞，是我從未聽過的語氣。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKraqzzjbx
「沒關係，我可以幫你打掃。」男人笑得很爽朗。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNesOecCirH
但這聲音…似乎在哪聽過？549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGECWSTVETX
並且讓我感到不祥的預感。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSVY9VMY9Z
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隨著他們越接近我的位置，我的心跳得更加猛烈，感覺全身的神經都緊繃起來，並且令我有些忿怒。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUG9hX5Wq8
……怎麼回事？549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyxsd32hDx
很明顯的，我並非是因為她，而是聽到那男人的聲音之後才這樣。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡalPFFY4iJe
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他們二人已經來到只剩三步距離的地方了，拐個彎就能見到我。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDONw3Wqbq
「這裡是我的臥室…咦，你在啊！」她踏進房間，差點撞上門邊的我而嚇了一跳。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMUyhfKWc5
「這不是…」隨後進來的男人訝異的看著我。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mU7kSGO8h
男人身材高瘦，氣質斯文，細框眼鏡下有著一雙鳳眼。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡof1latjdmv
與男人四目交接的剎那，某些畫面在腦海裡復甦了。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnfY4CGEiF
那是大約三年前的事。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrd17rO8No
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『你……你為什麼要殺人？』我不敢置信，望著眼前的好友。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHY4Xz8bape
地點在我的房間，地板上躺著曾經是我青梅竹馬兼女友的女孩，一把刀子插在她的胸前。睜大的雙眼與嘴巴，死前似乎非常驚恐的樣子。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZSOLllauZ
我才剛因為猜拳輸了出去跑腿買吃的，怎麼回來就變成這副景象？549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpODcq78NTc
『是她不好！誰叫她選擇的是你不是我！』好友怒吼，手中揮舞著另一把從我家廚房拿出來的菜刀。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSqhJni0Bi
從他通紅的臉來看就能知道他喝多了，失去理智了。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIRq3Y77Ts
『你…簡直瘋子！』我轉身想奔出門，慌忙地用著顫抖的手拿出手機。『警察……呃！』549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrD4ZBV3ZQ
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背後一陣劇痛。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCdDbqXfok
我被刺了。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDF8OPZ4W4
接著好友把刀拔出，又再一次的將刀子捅進我體內。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NlWBJKiI1
一刀又一刀，如此反覆無數次，直到我失去知覺……549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRnrJCHjDx
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──是你！是你殺了我！549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkYJcXrMbt
殺了我女友又殺了我！549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uUwKSjHxz
現在…又企圖搶走我深愛的人！549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54MrkeXONA
無法原諒…饒不了你！！549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAClw07DY9
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耳邊響起她的尖叫聲和好友的吼叫聲，我將好友撲倒。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1PHBq4FD8
奈何他體型比我壯碩，雙手被牽制住了，於是我直接一口咬上他的脖子。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSDcusRWPH
「好痛…！媽的…快放開我！」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIDEdkchXK
好友死命掙扎，我咬得更加深入，牙齒整個沒入他皮膚下。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsBprsfITX
滿嘴的血腥味明明令我作嘔，精神反而更興奮，我又更加用力地狠狠咬了幾口。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fgdqCdMkj
好友的慘叫聲慢慢虛弱，最後只剩下身體微微抽動的反應。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdWXr0HKx1
我鬆開嘴，確認好友已經死亡。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbGKt1fGMn
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這下子，我也成了殺人犯…。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEoLkN8qQF
他肯定認出我了，絕對會想再趁機殺掉我，以後一定也會傷害她，我這是正當防衛。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavhtl69LTg
我保護了她，保護了我珍惜的人。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSO3vAcEOWY
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妳可以安心了。我轉過身，正想這麼對她說──549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHO5zmUmpi
迎來的卻是她拿刀貫穿了我的腹部。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74GHqnRdDg
……為什麼………549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYyErPzqexl
腳一軟，我往旁邊倒下，模糊的視線裡看到她滿臉淚水和又驚又怒的表情。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7IFzknE8X
549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lNPBEvqEm
為什麼這樣對我…？是因為我殺了妳喜歡的人？549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53Y9rcSs5h
這傢伙真的有這麼重要？549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlK9sdUwRM
別哭…我可以道歉……所以，妳原諒我好嗎？549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4oWReQc8w8
我會仔細告訴妳我這麼做的原因的……他不是值得你愛的人。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPzVxST7xZ
……請不要怕我，好嗎？549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpznl9mZCV
意識已經開始混亂，我大概就要死了吧。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHezjp1K3W3
那麼，最後，至少想把這句話告訴妳…549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVNGmMyob7
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『我愛妳……』549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPBvS6jTTK
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「汪嗚……」549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmoQyZxZW1u
從自己喉嚨裡發出的，是某種動物的低聲哀鳴。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyu8FW6jJjY
啊，對呢，都忘了，我只是一隻狗。549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyyhDSVTW5L
549Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7bz4CDQoP
不過是一隻愛著人類女性的狗。
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