I never knew that it was possible to feel painfully horny and incredibly awkward at the same time. Despite the loud noise that has taken over the entire dining area, the lack of conversation between us is painful. After I finish eating, my eyes are glued to his lips as he chews his food, the gravy from the liver gathering at least the corners as he licks it away. In return, he looks right back, almost as if he is waiting for me to say something.872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyK0Y3aOud
"Yuh sure yuh good?" No. I can't be good around you. You completely disrupt my mental processes, rendering me incapable of logical thought. 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovFYFfzhGT
"Yeah," I assure him with no strength in my voice. He simply shakes his head and continues to feed himself just as the waitress walks up to us. 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpvBc3VMaA
"Good morning," she begins, her voice warm and her teeth as white as her crisp, button down blouse. "Is there anything that you would like to drink?" 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlpNpCLQVh
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"Coffee and orange juice."872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMjVUGPUNI
"Would you like milk with it?" Milk... 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhxs7TcCHW
"No."872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOohrLY0Jo
"Anything for you, miss?"872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZEOPpgKfq
"Lemonade and tea.”872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxxYjJConI
“Milk?” 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTo0bi2Bz8
“No!” My response is loud and quick, causing them to both look at me as if I have lost my mind. After a few seconds of awkwardness, she clears her throat. 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjW7OenrQy
“Well, um... I will come back with the orders soon.”872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3eAuIsxaa
From the way that he is looking at me I can tell that he wants to say something, but he waits for her to walk off with our plates and orders to speak.872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwrW9a8B8z
"You don't look good." Damnit. I thought that I was hiding it well. I really need to work on my acting. 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8O5MHYQIBh
"Please, don't worry about me." It's not as if his concern will change anything. Not as if his frown makes him any less appealing. Makes me want to fuck him any less.872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4lQEFfDhC
"You sure?" His eyebrows raise even higher in concern, the noise of the dining area seeming to disappear almost completely. The rush of bright colours behind him, the blues and greens of the walls, the people passing by — they all fade into insignificance as my hornyness increases.872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLAfEhNGzr
"Yes. I'm okay." I don't know just how many times I have to say this, how many times I have to lie to him before he can believe me. 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZf7xSLMZN
He exhales deeply. "Look, if you're still feeling awkward about this morning—"872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VSbZTZ8Ic
What?872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHG4sRXb47J
"No! That's not it... Well, it's deeper than that."872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgguNtXkKs
"What the hell does that mean?"872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0RINPQ4R0
It means that I want to fuck you.872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWhPQlDt9E
"I don't know... forget it." 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtBy7SJihk
He rolls his eyes and exhales deeply. I can tell that he's getting frustrated with me. 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡniJAlJpACC
"Okaaayyy... so can we just... I dunno... talk?"872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFIdt8W5Z9J
"You want to talk?" I splutter. I wasn't expecting him to say that. Maybe this will be. good. Perhaps he'll tell me something embarrassing about himself, and I'll get turned off. 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQztlQaNxo
"Well, were kinda stuck here with each other, aren't we?"872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRy74Ij6q6s
I sit and stare at him, waiting for him to go first. He rolls his eyes and shifts his hands on the metallic, cloth covered table ton as he leans towards me.872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYvSfExPT0
"I enjoy gardening," he states.872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3abWNGVwJz
"Gardening?" The image of him gardening comes to mind. Him in a white tank top, bending over and digging out weeds, the muscles in his back flexing, sweat dropping off his body... 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12ooNulyer
Jesus Christ. 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyKvkZV3Fy
"Yup. Now it's your turn."872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShrpoR27lR
Well, fair is fair. 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgH4H42FsF
Then, I remember that I never actually said that I wanted to do this. I'm a bitch like that. However, just as I'm about to open my mouth, she returns.872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEpFrfRKSa
"Here you go. One black coffee, and orange juice," she says, handing it to him, "and a lemonade and tea," she finishes, handing it to me.872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gZbt29YAI
"Thank you," we say simultaneously as she walks off.872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrIdBQ5Yac
"What's your name?" He asks me as he swirls the spoon idly in the coffee. 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzA6ybertas
"Diamond. Yours?"872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJiRxtBOId
"Alex." He replies as he adds two packets of brown sugar to the coffee from the sugar holder in the table, tearing them simultaneously over the hot beverage. The action is swift, controlled, and so erotic when done by his long, nimble fingers. How is everything that he does erotic?872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRye2qtbC76
"I love sugar. But you know what else I love in my coffee, Diamond?" he asks me. One look at him, and I know that I'm screwed. He's pissed at me, and he's intent on taking it out on me. 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWdwrbRJPJ
"What?" I ask him. I have a feeling that whatever he says is going to be devastating on my pussy. He's getting revenge on me for lying to him, giving him so little information.872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFNCOnayZn
"Cream."872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbi5um7Pqm8
Holy fuck.872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAWWu4Ners
He picks up the creamer, and tears it so slowly, as if unzipping his pants. Then he pours it into his coffee and mixes, looking at my face the whole time, wearing a wicked smirk. He then lifts it to his head, slowly, dragging it out.872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6S238SKbRb
Taking a sip, he moans.872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwKeB8cfRy
This isn't right. He can't do this to me, play with me like this. 872Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hFKLkdlzz
"Yum." One word, but it's enough to drive me insane. If I have to use one word to describe myself right now, it would have to be devastated.
