第十一章 承諾篇 第十四回 諮詢68Please respect copyright.PENANAuLkStZi7MU
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鍾媽媽看著情緒日記68Please respect copyright.PENANAF2Dn4q2aic
發現李湘渝這幾個月來68Please respect copyright.PENANAJ4GKHuTZdn
都過度積極的控制情緒68Please respect copyright.PENANATrGm6ufgF7
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雖然發作的頻率有點減少68Please respect copyright.PENANAFVURfJddK3
但始終幻覺痛的情況令人擔憂68Please respect copyright.PENANAAsXqfSzQqJ
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「傷口的幻覺痛頻率如何?」68Please respect copyright.PENANAmfGagDxRPU
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「每天都有…」68Please respect copyright.PENANAey8LsH7Yos
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「比起剛出院68Please respect copyright.PENANAw1WAY0drBR
或上個月68Please respect copyright.PENANAebSxzMnZPS
有好轉嗎?」68Please respect copyright.PENANAwig3Dpnchq
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「好像…差不多…」68Please respect copyright.PENANA6sabVJK36V
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「十級的話68Please respect copyright.PENANAMgKXvyFsMg
有多少級痛?」68Please respect copyright.PENANAbmypI7VML0
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「大概…有試過持續七至八級左右68Please respect copyright.PENANANYh2qx4AgX
試過幾次真的很痛…」68Please respect copyright.PENANAnmNQ95q2fD
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鍾媽媽看了看李湘渝勉強的笑容68Please respect copyright.PENANAbE22MXEoYk
掩飾不了他憔悴及不安的眼神68Please respect copyright.PENANAJBARFxJdWw
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「已持續兩個月了68Please respect copyright.PENANA7gsw0epxjL
是吧?」68Please respect copyright.PENANARV80yMeVKM
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「嗯…」68Please respect copyright.PENANABtuFBMFli6
李湘渝點點頭68Please respect copyright.PENANAyLjRS5wkdq
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小時候的事68Please respect copyright.PENANAzF9eQM1BYX
實在記得太清楚68Please respect copyright.PENANAdi0zcZjjD3
印象太深刻68Please respect copyright.PENANA1MnAJjsR3a
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而且幻覺痛發作的時候68Please respect copyright.PENANAItGMbjGKXE
彷彿提醒著自己68Please respect copyright.PENANA4Jab8l5ujn
不斷的重溫事發經過68Please respect copyright.PENANAPjrY6BH32j
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加上被陳俊言和洪文健的欺凌和恐嚇68Please respect copyright.PENANApevVn4nTW9
精神一直都維持在繃緊的狀態68Please respect copyright.PENANARNaL52Runa
沒有一刻可以放鬆下來68Please respect copyright.PENANA7xQFk9KuIv
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鍾媽媽再次仔細翻看著68Please respect copyright.PENANAB4R0Tntlhg
自從幻聽出現後的日記68Please respect copyright.PENANAL9ZsbNb6lZ
看得出李湘渝心裡68Please respect copyright.PENANAV8HfqX92kV
是極度的恐慌68Please respect copyright.PENANAeHtbb4pbas
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從字裡行間裡68Please respect copyright.PENANAfpBZXEHY2e
李湘渝透露出的是68Please respect copyright.PENANAJ0GmAyZC39
逃避現實68Please respect copyright.PENANAE2rCNzKKFB
置之不理68Please respect copyright.PENANAg7aM6OXwvg
過份抑壓情緒68Please respect copyright.PENANAEyqYQutxt6
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「湘渝68Please respect copyright.PENANAi9bYo9v2yB
欺騙誰也可以68Please respect copyright.PENANAqu89N0XSyU
但就是不能欺騙自己68Please respect copyright.PENANA2jggzz41tA
要對自己誠實」68Please respect copyright.PENANAjTJHyPNTEf
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「嗯…」68Please respect copyright.PENANAC1FkAULVky
李湘渝低著頭68Please respect copyright.PENANAfGEh8FYRUW
點了一下頭68Please respect copyright.PENANA68G4609ayD
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「有點勉強自己了嗎?68Please respect copyright.PENANAkbySyP00Xo
在逃避嗎?」68Please respect copyright.PENANACTnFCpQcBm
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李湘渝沉默著68Please respect copyright.PENANAnV4izL2VKy
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鍾媽媽也安靜的觀察他的微表情68Please respect copyright.PENANA776Lqpwitt
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李湘渝思考了一會68Please respect copyright.PENANAo2vUqDCr7C
點了點頭68Please respect copyright.PENANAh2XK3022Xt
「嗯…」68Please respect copyright.PENANAQcwzNqSDqs
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「有什麼原因68Please respect copyright.PENANAMjgBPPdPRf
令你想逃避?」68Please respect copyright.PENANAzIw1Ehvcx4
鍾媽媽溫柔的說68Please respect copyright.PENANAQo8EUN7AYh
「或者68Please respect copyright.PENANAuWw9cpvAB7
最近有沒有事情想跟我分享?」68Please respect copyright.PENANAQSVFtMsTFu
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李湘渝低著頭68Please respect copyright.PENANAoE7qPpmGoe
手按在昨天傷口的位置上68Please respect copyright.PENANASKzpfQkYIv
「我…」68Please respect copyright.PENANA9gTx4XXVBQ
突然低壓情緒湧了上來68Please respect copyright.PENANAlVlZ5IpiOj
「很…68Please respect copyright.PENANAmpJC54ormf
累了…」68Please respect copyright.PENANAoVuAmWlmcg
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「所以昨天68Please respect copyright.PENANAgUbMr3CbnN
控制不住要傷害自己嗎?」68Please respect copyright.PENANAg6ilBShFbg
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李湘渝點了點頭68Please respect copyright.PENANA7lYQnGXHh3
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「昨天有過輕生的念頭嗎?」68Please respect copyright.PENANAYiXWOx9LJb
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李湘渝的眼流湧出來了68Please respect copyright.PENANAgV9opDcasz
抹著眼淚68Please respect copyright.PENANADXlttYtUy0
搖著頭否認68Please respect copyright.PENANAzvo3EMSecQ
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鍾媽媽昨天看到他的情況和反應68Please respect copyright.PENANAm6Ev4rqzJ6
已經知道他經歷過想結束自己生命的掙扎68Please respect copyright.PENANAJxtbx9o7wz
只不過在鍾天程面前68Please respect copyright.PENANAxg4dBsRbzz
不適宜直接問他68Please respect copyright.PENANA1TWeOLKe86
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「在這裡說的話68Please respect copyright.PENANAMVYzx2vP4J
我是不會跟天程說的」68Please respect copyright.PENANAPdDLEGuR8g
鍾媽媽知道礙於身份問題68Please respect copyright.PENANA0JbbnKcCiG
李湘渝開始對她有所保留和隱瞞68Please respect copyright.PENANADMd7TCMH7w
「你可以放心的告訴我68Please respect copyright.PENANAnHBCvKIkMU
我有責任保障你的私隱68Please respect copyright.PENANAGegfpYw3mq
就算他是我的兒子68Please respect copyright.PENANAAUYAV9rHsC
我也不可以告訴他68Please respect copyright.PENANAcWsEI46Gtd
這是我的專業操守」68Please respect copyright.PENANApJxHKt4NH3
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李湘渝繼續低著頭68Please respect copyright.PENANAg7w3BIvMCp
「對不起…」68Please respect copyright.PENANAEPiNBTeB6k
為自己的撒謊而道歉68Please respect copyright.PENANAaZKdQYXqKR
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「乖孩子68Please respect copyright.PENANAWbva6aWaEa
不要怕去面對68Please respect copyright.PENANA9tYfAYzUKW
要坦誠接受自己的情緒68Please respect copyright.PENANAvnL2EsqkRK
知道嗎?」68Please respect copyright.PENANAPvH5hc6XUZ
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李湘渝沉默了一會68Please respect copyright.PENANAwOG2pDEdKG
緩緩的說著68Please respect copyright.PENANAi11ggyxD7C
「我…很怕…」68Please respect copyright.PENANALEY4MPVKDH
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「你在怕什麼?」68Please respect copyright.PENANA8upJN3Ar9e
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李湘渝的思緒有點混亂68Please respect copyright.PENANAPQis5zJsHs
「不…不知道…68Please respect copyright.PENANA9Qf7lDQ0eD
就是…很怕…」68Please respect copyright.PENANAZeN0sXSaJA
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鍾媽媽安靜的讓他說68Please respect copyright.PENANATDySip9WiR
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「真的…很討厭自己…68Please respect copyright.PENANAG79w5CYrjj
很麻煩…」68Please respect copyright.PENANA45fJK1eUcc
李湘渝忍哭著說68Please respect copyright.PENANAfGAOEhvBCo
眼睛和鼻子也迅速的紅起來68Please respect copyright.PENANA8UacKZpY4n
「我真的…68Please respect copyright.PENANAMxvc5c62Ag
一點用處也沒有…68Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6VABHyRAI
我是…一個負累…」68Please respect copyright.PENANAh67Cl4KFEi
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鍾媽媽聽著也心痛起來68Please respect copyright.PENANAIblYfa9cNw
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「我知…我不可以這樣想…68Please respect copyright.PENANA0L3Y1RFbxf
我也想…拋棄這個想法…68Please respect copyright.PENANA6CtAhYbwDo
可是…我…」68Please respect copyright.PENANAwdd6xrzQWU
李湘渝看著鍾媽媽68Please respect copyright.PENANAQBA4Cq80J5
「我…做不到…」68Please respect copyright.PENANA9mkCRoqnTP
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鍾媽媽點頭示意明白68Please respect copyright.PENANAQexWuNGXxc
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「我…真的…68Please respect copyright.PENANA8TpEDEuGHf
很累…了啊…」68Please respect copyright.PENANABRedE6Uv3F
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「可以告訴我嗎?68Please respect copyright.PENANAv0RZrhWx1p
昨天的經過是怎樣的?」68Please respect copyright.PENANAYdZYE7sHni
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李湘渝愣了一下68Please respect copyright.PENANAv32MXjMIOw
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鍾媽媽慢慢的引導他68Please respect copyright.PENANAIzdg3SO2lz
「是幻覺痛了嗎?」68Please respect copyright.PENANAoxE30E7ZjY
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「昨天…傷口很痛…68Please respect copyright.PENANAMSZBt8q9Dp
痛了很久…68Please respect copyright.PENANAnoFKBhZ6K7
整個下午都在痛…68Please respect copyright.PENANANthlJi6l2q
痛得…68Please respect copyright.PENANAqlTQico7Ag
那鐵枝好像仍然插在背部那樣…」68Please respect copyright.PENANAGfHAtPZWlX
李湘渝慢慢的說出來68Please respect copyright.PENANABygoqIEVuq
哽咽著68Please respect copyright.PENANAOYwbUEPAVe
「我…真的…68Please respect copyright.PENANAehId4sP3EH
忍受不了…68Please respect copyright.PENANAHfMB8VQ2vj
不想再忍受下去了…」68Please respect copyright.PENANAHcduzsH6KQ
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「然後你用了什麼傷害自己?」68Please respect copyright.PENANAxYims2REqg
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「我在書枱上68Please respect copyright.PENANA6XCUgfQPNp
隨便拿起了鐵尺68Please respect copyright.PENANAQiQS04Deml
便開始…弄痛自己…」68Please respect copyright.PENANAoWejurL51D
李湘渝回想著昨晚68Please respect copyright.PENANAL1ODKk35Il
那種痛好像又要開始了68Please respect copyright.PENANADrM0Iet0vQ
「好像…變得沒那麼痛了…」68Please respect copyright.PENANAEVLc8GdiB2
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鍾媽媽坐近一點68Please respect copyright.PENANAqh1Rj9rpEy
「然後?」68Please respect copyright.PENANAIYCLaYz2Sm
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「然後…又變得很痛…68Please respect copyright.PENANAAP1XSJOGm6
全身也在痛…68Please respect copyright.PENANAtWvJrUKFNL
很辛苦…」68Please respect copyright.PENANAO7ObTVCUo4
李湘渝握緊了拳頭68Please respect copyright.PENANAyhbSUWI0dm
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「嗯」68Please respect copyright.PENANAZIjONNesqO
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「我想…用鎅刀…68Please respect copyright.PENANAwdKPQ0Ph4k
在手腕上…割一下…」68Please respect copyright.PENANAygg8QbSIo5
李湘渝哭了出來68Please respect copyright.PENANA2enTDev8Xt
「那…我便…以後…68Please respect copyright.PENANAsyUDpPiO2l
都不用再痛了…」68Please respect copyright.PENANANWtuoVxJMZ
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鍾媽媽專業的保持冷靜68Please respect copyright.PENANA1arFFleM93
停頓一下68Please respect copyright.PENANAWvsdZnUOfU
再續問68Please respect copyright.PENANAVnKNBo3Ret
「是發生了什麼事68Please respect copyright.PENANAqeKN3Dksru
讓你停下來嗎?」68Please respect copyright.PENANAJwI45K6uJG
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「我…在筆袋裡找著…68Please respect copyright.PENANABGRqmePu2t
看到了…68Please respect copyright.PENANAqeS5gzzsai
師兄…寫給我的信…」68Please respect copyright.PENANAIlhANPZAyp
李湘渝激動的哭著68Please respect copyright.PENANACrhW2bagjy
「是他…的…信…」68Please respect copyright.PENANAemz7Rq9lAy
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鍾媽媽心也揪著的痛68Please respect copyright.PENANAlhcOqP9QwO
給李湘渝遞上了紙巾68Please respect copyright.PENANAGvyN6pVkAU
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「你看到了天程給你的信68Please respect copyright.PENANAuYVssqxlty
然後便停了下來68Please respect copyright.PENANA2m43Hanm5Q
對嗎?」68Please respect copyright.PENANAxjwiUD25EJ
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李湘渝接過紙巾68Please respect copyright.PENANAIn4PKBDxIf
點著頭68Please respect copyright.PENANALTqFXW41uc
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「那封信令你想起了什麼?68Please respect copyright.PENANAjn20PjgUMs
促使你停下來68Please respect copyright.PENANAOs6eadNDs0
令你選擇繼續忍受痛苦」68Please respect copyright.PENANAY2tziPBwxm
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「我記得…68Please respect copyright.PENANAxuJ3pb0EoT
無論我怎樣放棄自己…68Please respect copyright.PENANAirBXY4diDO
他都會…在我的身邊…68Please respect copyright.PENANAUh8kCSNHdn
不會離棄我…」68Please respect copyright.PENANAe3MmftfJYj
李湘渝痛哭著說68Please respect copyright.PENANAfcTHijVlr2
「上次…爸爸打我那晚…68Please respect copyright.PENANAp7HV9B5TRW
是他說…68Please respect copyright.PENANAbR7QQCgICw
明明知道了…看到了…68Please respect copyright.PENANAZEBEQejQYk
不能什麼也不做…68Please respect copyright.PENANAYDYE1twOMt
便讓我回家去…」68Please respect copyright.PENANAkFnERkN9Gd
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鍾媽媽聽著李湘渝的宣洩68Please respect copyright.PENANAs48ym89t4p
感歎著愛情的力量68Please respect copyright.PENANAeU2GJWBDuW
影響力實在很大68Please respect copyright.PENANAVVHsCksT4F
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幸而鍾天程的愛68Please respect copyright.PENANAFvmyGDHEc6
能夠承載著這個重擔68Please respect copyright.PENANAwgXnuqlVW2
分擔著李湘渝的壓力68Please respect copyright.PENANACpzIuBHz6t
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而李湘渝亦從鍾天程的愛裡68Please respect copyright.PENANAITOLTXPfgl
得到了很強的力量68Please respect copyright.PENANAKRxrwOPE2z
有了寄託68Please respect copyright.PENANAQxBK1PKvOd
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要不然68Please respect copyright.PENANANgJQuzZjJ8
李湘渝可能早在幾個月前68Please respect copyright.PENANA9wr3puWn8N
已經離開了這個世界68Please respect copyright.PENANA7MZCsHxgCa
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「我知道…如果那個時候…68Please respect copyright.PENANA0vNUEvQJ1U
他在我的旁邊的話…68Please respect copyright.PENANA0i1VMKd9IM
他會毫不猶豫的…68Please respect copyright.PENANAz0hzRtC3Fo
抱著我…68Please respect copyright.PENANA5T1DjU806O
不讓我傷害自己…」68Please respect copyright.PENANAYUA98ueTmp
李湘渝仍在痛哭著68Please respect copyright.PENANAeCGxHhd83E
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鍾媽媽坐在李湘渝的旁邊68Please respect copyright.PENANAMhy0LGXJZg
握著他的手68Please respect copyright.PENANASViaCW1rJP
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「我還記得…68Please respect copyright.PENANA9HiBPiZm4J
在天台那時…68Please respect copyright.PENANAc34L4hOJvA
他…68Please respect copyright.PENANATYjnhyWKro
他……」68Please respect copyright.PENANAPp9J9od1Iv
李湘渝泣不成聲68Please respect copyright.PENANAKPwDFFyUmH
覺得自己愧對了鍾天程68Please respect copyright.PENANAxnzHSaSTBJ
不斷的哭著68Please respect copyright.PENANAPVgANU0ubs
哭得難以呼吸68Please respect copyright.PENANAz2HTymv7CA
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鍾媽媽讓李湘渝盡情發洩悲痛68Please respect copyright.PENANATLk9cPnfcY
輕掃著他的背68Please respect copyright.PENANA1Fbp3nU9VI
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一會68Please respect copyright.PENANAA5OI7btPLI
待李湘渝情緒平伏後68Please respect copyright.PENANAUZXttB2qPk
鍾媽媽溫柔的說68Please respect copyright.PENANA6TfoK0pB6z
「謝謝你對我誠實68Please respect copyright.PENANAn5ntXDLlta
亦謝謝你選擇繼續活著」68Please respect copyright.PENANAmja5xNgJO8
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李湘渝低著頭68Please respect copyright.PENANAzD1GKivNwy
擦著眼睛68Please respect copyright.PENANA8N8wYg2Oc4
「不…我…68Please respect copyright.PENANAjyCp6Q74cS
很沒用…」68Please respect copyright.PENANAa2rNZc7A0H
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「湘渝68Please respect copyright.PENANANtsU99AyED
你真的很勇敢68Please respect copyright.PENANAC9UfzBmnuU
而且68Please respect copyright.PENANAl9UrJaFXNe
你也有很堅強的信念68Please respect copyright.PENANAae5cXsoP31
只是一時有點迷失68Please respect copyright.PENANAH8kqMGxTRb
加上幻覺痛68Please respect copyright.PENANAPl8TLVUBvI
令你軟弱了」68Please respect copyright.PENANAIuVjqbtohm
鍾媽媽撫摸著他的頭68Please respect copyright.PENANA04W3fYo7CC
「我非常欣賞你的堅強68Please respect copyright.PENANAEPJEIXDqaZ
因為這是真的不容易啊」68Please respect copyright.PENANASQHVa7ZtvS
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李湘渝慢慢的停著哭泣68Please respect copyright.PENANAXwmkX7PZjb
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「這件事68Please respect copyright.PENANAoCn9cwIuyQ
你有跟天程說嗎?」68Please respect copyright.PENANAaWXZ9wIhQz
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