第十一章 承諾篇 第十四回 諮詢236Please respect copyright.PENANAauPBUcc5KZ
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鍾媽媽看著情緒日記236Please respect copyright.PENANAbFbKlf4RVs
發現李湘渝這幾個月來236Please respect copyright.PENANAV1zJipWxD3
都過度積極的控制情緒236Please respect copyright.PENANAjgCCChkTie
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雖然發作的頻率有點減少236Please respect copyright.PENANAgkS1bGipeV
但始終幻覺痛的情況令人擔憂236Please respect copyright.PENANAZwMc0lFzL5
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「傷口的幻覺痛頻率如何?」236Please respect copyright.PENANA2VkiuTTdua
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「每天都有…」236Please respect copyright.PENANAB7jKb7Hnoa
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「比起剛出院236Please respect copyright.PENANAkHqeCeSICf
或上個月236Please respect copyright.PENANAXOvaHy435N
有好轉嗎?」236Please respect copyright.PENANAcMh28IMz93
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「好像…差不多…」236Please respect copyright.PENANAdfkLbtcskf
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「十級的話236Please respect copyright.PENANAixkA9paHg0
有多少級痛?」236Please respect copyright.PENANABE5RzymB5F
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「大概…有試過持續七至八級左右236Please respect copyright.PENANAabWEL74TEH
試過幾次真的很痛…」236Please respect copyright.PENANAQP37cCWkEA
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鍾媽媽看了看李湘渝勉強的笑容236Please respect copyright.PENANAUw7a4sYnIn
掩飾不了他憔悴及不安的眼神236Please respect copyright.PENANAJWs3IpAHtp
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「已持續兩個月了236Please respect copyright.PENANAjofUNFwKLK
是吧?」236Please respect copyright.PENANABu1mF2DaoT
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「嗯…」236Please respect copyright.PENANAtee2uE3G86
李湘渝點點頭236Please respect copyright.PENANAwWbe7k9Xdo
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小時候的事236Please respect copyright.PENANA2XoewhFcVI
實在記得太清楚236Please respect copyright.PENANAUdo4diUXlN
印象太深刻236Please respect copyright.PENANAoMzz20eSyV
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而且幻覺痛發作的時候236Please respect copyright.PENANAR6Kb3OCb75
彷彿提醒著自己236Please respect copyright.PENANA1zMbatApYo
不斷的重溫事發經過236Please respect copyright.PENANAqbZzWMwOLh
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加上被陳俊言和洪文健的欺凌和恐嚇236Please respect copyright.PENANAhzsTq5416v
精神一直都維持在繃緊的狀態236Please respect copyright.PENANA1UTMhBiELL
沒有一刻可以放鬆下來236Please respect copyright.PENANAOZlmyAEWD5
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鍾媽媽再次仔細翻看著236Please respect copyright.PENANAIGDXWSa9hh
自從幻聽出現後的日記236Please respect copyright.PENANAV3arL8e0Jg
看得出李湘渝心裡236Please respect copyright.PENANAOFC6mJzoux
是極度的恐慌236Please respect copyright.PENANAS1WFcvbjms
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從字裡行間裡236Please respect copyright.PENANA0lNwksQfUY
李湘渝透露出的是236Please respect copyright.PENANABoZ0jqKNVB
逃避現實236Please respect copyright.PENANANpzeJg7Twx
置之不理236Please respect copyright.PENANAyxR9RnGvr7
過份抑壓情緒236Please respect copyright.PENANAO1EBvgBERJ
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「湘渝236Please respect copyright.PENANAKfQoI17AGz
欺騙誰也可以236Please respect copyright.PENANALtYnbloibY
但就是不能欺騙自己236Please respect copyright.PENANARQ7Hbt7zKr
要對自己誠實」236Please respect copyright.PENANA4CrR8JN6vG
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「嗯…」236Please respect copyright.PENANAS2N7XJqZNu
李湘渝低著頭236Please respect copyright.PENANAIUtwYmc30B
點了一下頭236Please respect copyright.PENANAkW6rh3e9Pw
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「有點勉強自己了嗎?236Please respect copyright.PENANA5xkhJoFngJ
在逃避嗎?」236Please respect copyright.PENANAgiTJb179K7
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李湘渝沉默著236Please respect copyright.PENANALdFV5mWOOr
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鍾媽媽也安靜的觀察他的微表情236Please respect copyright.PENANAD8MrbIbiwH
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李湘渝思考了一會236Please respect copyright.PENANAvT0j3mj5FC
點了點頭236Please respect copyright.PENANAx9MKuzcTiv
「嗯…」236Please respect copyright.PENANAfnq9lpNjv1
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「有什麼原因236Please respect copyright.PENANA95EgUNrpXr
令你想逃避?」236Please respect copyright.PENANAoe2x9NeP7A
鍾媽媽溫柔的說236Please respect copyright.PENANACmuEi8GNic
「或者236Please respect copyright.PENANAUeYmNBToTf
最近有沒有事情想跟我分享?」236Please respect copyright.PENANAeStf8Ph7RK
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李湘渝低著頭236Please respect copyright.PENANAySMKTDHlno
手按在昨天傷口的位置上236Please respect copyright.PENANAjBfqAsHAvS
「我…」236Please respect copyright.PENANArVII36WQlX
突然低壓情緒湧了上來236Please respect copyright.PENANAXFljGGZW4J
「很…236Please respect copyright.PENANA2r1c2Gkbcx
累了…」236Please respect copyright.PENANAIqNoQZuX21
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「所以昨天236Please respect copyright.PENANAXk1zWrVyfw
控制不住要傷害自己嗎?」236Please respect copyright.PENANA0ZQfCVI8nL
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李湘渝點了點頭236Please respect copyright.PENANAgbTxkk4upc
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「昨天有過輕生的念頭嗎?」236Please respect copyright.PENANAkncIc7j2q7
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李湘渝的眼流湧出來了236Please respect copyright.PENANAHN8MC1GDek
抹著眼淚236Please respect copyright.PENANAJYvkpLoYyt
搖著頭否認236Please respect copyright.PENANA3Ew1irFZcZ
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鍾媽媽昨天看到他的情況和反應236Please respect copyright.PENANArvoInRY7HX
已經知道他經歷過想結束自己生命的掙扎236Please respect copyright.PENANAGDycCWF0vm
只不過在鍾天程面前236Please respect copyright.PENANAIxWjkHd5fP
不適宜直接問他236Please respect copyright.PENANAZioLjUqfCH
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「在這裡說的話236Please respect copyright.PENANAmqcu6UnXIt
我是不會跟天程說的」236Please respect copyright.PENANASdgoD6eZwP
鍾媽媽知道礙於身份問題236Please respect copyright.PENANAMMoHfLBXvM
李湘渝開始對她有所保留和隱瞞236Please respect copyright.PENANApC4xd6oxRh
「你可以放心的告訴我236Please respect copyright.PENANAxCic84MFGl
我有責任保障你的私隱236Please respect copyright.PENANAfwnnii2Kv5
就算他是我的兒子236Please respect copyright.PENANALqmjox8gxR
我也不可以告訴他236Please respect copyright.PENANAiEmlXQoagi
這是我的專業操守」236Please respect copyright.PENANAcbQGBIlmT5
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李湘渝繼續低著頭236Please respect copyright.PENANA7Eb7f1X2Io
「對不起…」236Please respect copyright.PENANAMfuXANmAhi
為自己的撒謊而道歉236Please respect copyright.PENANAvCTRYDLC4T
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「乖孩子236Please respect copyright.PENANA9YpB2RHsz7
不要怕去面對236Please respect copyright.PENANAdcM3nskjvV
要坦誠接受自己的情緒236Please respect copyright.PENANAbDXcXWE7J9
知道嗎?」236Please respect copyright.PENANAWwzMThS5Cn
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李湘渝沉默了一會236Please respect copyright.PENANA9mzEyDkODS
緩緩的說著236Please respect copyright.PENANAtmFJHVSMs5
「我…很怕…」236Please respect copyright.PENANAA3PS6odJ4N
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「你在怕什麼?」236Please respect copyright.PENANAJS8OI5h4QU
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李湘渝的思緒有點混亂236Please respect copyright.PENANA7oAO4avUuP
「不…不知道…236Please respect copyright.PENANAY9OguUQ5Nz
就是…很怕…」236Please respect copyright.PENANAjos0iH9YHM
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鍾媽媽安靜的讓他說236Please respect copyright.PENANAMrDvNEUVA7
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「真的…很討厭自己…236Please respect copyright.PENANAis7ySJWo0h
很麻煩…」236Please respect copyright.PENANAtUXSKsaraq
李湘渝忍哭著說236Please respect copyright.PENANA9NskKy8IXO
眼睛和鼻子也迅速的紅起來236Please respect copyright.PENANA7YSENcfesb
「我真的…236Please respect copyright.PENANARcPu8JDd5E
一點用處也沒有…236Please respect copyright.PENANAkm9BIZ8W0x
我是…一個負累…」236Please respect copyright.PENANANJmBq47Kab
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鍾媽媽聽著也心痛起來236Please respect copyright.PENANAkwEPmyariE
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「我知…我不可以這樣想…236Please respect copyright.PENANAEBK1zNQ4po
我也想…拋棄這個想法…236Please respect copyright.PENANAAlLcrdGmeZ
可是…我…」236Please respect copyright.PENANA69doyNOTbX
李湘渝看著鍾媽媽236Please respect copyright.PENANAIgatCTDhar
「我…做不到…」236Please respect copyright.PENANAqpnbXNhaev
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鍾媽媽點頭示意明白236Please respect copyright.PENANA1LQdsPLmL9
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「我…真的…236Please respect copyright.PENANAEynoO5tqyu
很累…了啊…」236Please respect copyright.PENANAUL8l5QcG6E
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「可以告訴我嗎?236Please respect copyright.PENANAyKuAslMMwA
昨天的經過是怎樣的?」236Please respect copyright.PENANA7RyFtWzhNt
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李湘渝愣了一下236Please respect copyright.PENANA6kUIFajA3S
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鍾媽媽慢慢的引導他236Please respect copyright.PENANAHnJHh9dAW8
「是幻覺痛了嗎?」236Please respect copyright.PENANAKLGBMQscgk
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「昨天…傷口很痛…236Please respect copyright.PENANAekKYPIzCgD
痛了很久…236Please respect copyright.PENANALS1txIAkSw
整個下午都在痛…236Please respect copyright.PENANAHfiC3slwLl
痛得…236Please respect copyright.PENANAxyJEVMGncF
那鐵枝好像仍然插在背部那樣…」236Please respect copyright.PENANAXaq9KnEqQ1
李湘渝慢慢的說出來236Please respect copyright.PENANArcelQNlRt2
哽咽著236Please respect copyright.PENANAauiIjZJi1d
「我…真的…236Please respect copyright.PENANAXvnqOfTvi9
忍受不了…236Please respect copyright.PENANAO7ksQZXOHK
不想再忍受下去了…」236Please respect copyright.PENANAyrgeFDvPg0
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「然後你用了什麼傷害自己?」236Please respect copyright.PENANANyp4TSK0Nd
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「我在書枱上236Please respect copyright.PENANAeLDw7ZzV3k
隨便拿起了鐵尺236Please respect copyright.PENANAFt3kWJYP1K
便開始…弄痛自己…」236Please respect copyright.PENANAIJPIFKqT2i
李湘渝回想著昨晚236Please respect copyright.PENANAOeXnt8YiB4
那種痛好像又要開始了236Please respect copyright.PENANAJghJYXGIIF
「好像…變得沒那麼痛了…」236Please respect copyright.PENANAueVLghwo4p
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鍾媽媽坐近一點236Please respect copyright.PENANA2EFsGqlNJ1
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「然後…又變得很痛…236Please respect copyright.PENANARdNnsPMn83
全身也在痛…236Please respect copyright.PENANA5EqIatRwTn
很辛苦…」236Please respect copyright.PENANAbRoDT5wLLN
李湘渝握緊了拳頭236Please respect copyright.PENANAFtXmj9uaDt
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「嗯」236Please respect copyright.PENANAF8CGbKjr43
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「我想…用鎅刀…236Please respect copyright.PENANADIUVGeCHZJ
在手腕上…割一下…」236Please respect copyright.PENANAc6IXOlbome
李湘渝哭了出來236Please respect copyright.PENANASqMQoI2oNd
「那…我便…以後…236Please respect copyright.PENANA3vafd8ELEQ
都不用再痛了…」236Please respect copyright.PENANAZv9B6OJ4QS
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鍾媽媽專業的保持冷靜236Please respect copyright.PENANAAdoz0jKcTj
停頓一下236Please respect copyright.PENANAtiFC0xABAd
再續問236Please respect copyright.PENANAnbEanaID4h
「是發生了什麼事236Please respect copyright.PENANAp0ZL9H2rt0
讓你停下來嗎?」236Please respect copyright.PENANAYdLSDqW9v7
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「我…在筆袋裡找著…236Please respect copyright.PENANAG5smNRdCnF
看到了…236Please respect copyright.PENANAEo6sEMh8kF
師兄…寫給我的信…」236Please respect copyright.PENANADiSMFyjadm
李湘渝激動的哭著236Please respect copyright.PENANA16OcV8NSKM
「是他…的…信…」236Please respect copyright.PENANA4W2jKCsQRZ
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鍾媽媽心也揪著的痛236Please respect copyright.PENANAUmVTm9eesU
給李湘渝遞上了紙巾236Please respect copyright.PENANAbZepITG7Sp
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「你看到了天程給你的信236Please respect copyright.PENANAFs4tfuTvRO
然後便停了下來236Please respect copyright.PENANA4XInlros8T
對嗎?」236Please respect copyright.PENANAJKjg9FtqNt
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李湘渝接過紙巾236Please respect copyright.PENANA3OAuMmO25x
點著頭236Please respect copyright.PENANAgJEU25zuLy
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「那封信令你想起了什麼?236Please respect copyright.PENANAgfxhsmj83P
促使你停下來236Please respect copyright.PENANA9qpYi3Ch9o
令你選擇繼續忍受痛苦」236Please respect copyright.PENANA1RF5HEneJD
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「我記得…236Please respect copyright.PENANAcijS80021f
無論我怎樣放棄自己…236Please respect copyright.PENANAbpZQMBhyT9
他都會…在我的身邊…236Please respect copyright.PENANAIs8bVHTSco
不會離棄我…」236Please respect copyright.PENANA71kDImkrKq
李湘渝痛哭著說236Please respect copyright.PENANAggVHoPDDIJ
「上次…爸爸打我那晚…236Please respect copyright.PENANAwGG2PdSz1m
是他說…236Please respect copyright.PENANAtwEAxa9Z0k
明明知道了…看到了…236Please respect copyright.PENANAytiMisftmm
不能什麼也不做…236Please respect copyright.PENANAGKOIyjkMXE
便讓我回家去…」236Please respect copyright.PENANAL2CqqQ8Me5
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鍾媽媽聽著李湘渝的宣洩236Please respect copyright.PENANAQYZi4tb9tA
感歎著愛情的力量236Please respect copyright.PENANAa9Dbo3OE9u
影響力實在很大236Please respect copyright.PENANABYhEC54tAN
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幸而鍾天程的愛236Please respect copyright.PENANAitWq9yjl6u
能夠承載著這個重擔236Please respect copyright.PENANApcyWVSOAOM
分擔著李湘渝的壓力236Please respect copyright.PENANAb45sbQNksk
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而李湘渝亦從鍾天程的愛裡236Please respect copyright.PENANAHZ1OUF9gAa
得到了很強的力量236Please respect copyright.PENANAPlk7h3k4vd
有了寄託236Please respect copyright.PENANANNAKp4DWcG
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要不然236Please respect copyright.PENANAg1vO4xhLmq
李湘渝可能早在幾個月前236Please respect copyright.PENANAxjay6YldzV
已經離開了這個世界236Please respect copyright.PENANAGrXpMGXbB7
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「我知道…如果那個時候…236Please respect copyright.PENANAXFEqJ6Z5vO
他在我的旁邊的話…236Please respect copyright.PENANAPHDqGccXpx
他會毫不猶豫的…236Please respect copyright.PENANABzFBQHxvfG
抱著我…236Please respect copyright.PENANAggePdi0i7A
不讓我傷害自己…」236Please respect copyright.PENANAi9R3l33S24
李湘渝仍在痛哭著236Please respect copyright.PENANA2t8u7QRr26
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鍾媽媽坐在李湘渝的旁邊236Please respect copyright.PENANAGvmHMfKweH
握著他的手236Please respect copyright.PENANAJ6lwgk32R4
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「我還記得…236Please respect copyright.PENANABUojfS7nFf
在天台那時…236Please respect copyright.PENANAeTtPSvFvUO
他…236Please respect copyright.PENANAOCZOAUOMkg
他……」236Please respect copyright.PENANAM2jdP9v2sd
李湘渝泣不成聲236Please respect copyright.PENANAVvYfxvCtxU
覺得自己愧對了鍾天程236Please respect copyright.PENANAeNsWoOYBzZ
不斷的哭著236Please respect copyright.PENANAFh3yePdlqn
哭得難以呼吸236Please respect copyright.PENANAMcKtHMGemw
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鍾媽媽讓李湘渝盡情發洩悲痛236Please respect copyright.PENANANnYh3wYgBZ
輕掃著他的背236Please respect copyright.PENANAompywR6bas
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一會236Please respect copyright.PENANAuMVNyEVHOe
待李湘渝情緒平伏後236Please respect copyright.PENANAMUF6Ka0u0m
鍾媽媽溫柔的說236Please respect copyright.PENANA9ZoVJzBGXf
「謝謝你對我誠實236Please respect copyright.PENANAUI4xkwb9PA
亦謝謝你選擇繼續活著」236Please respect copyright.PENANAZuOmWG4CW6
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李湘渝低著頭236Please respect copyright.PENANAri8xDBMI9Y
擦著眼睛236Please respect copyright.PENANApeN5UKFdiu
「不…我…236Please respect copyright.PENANATAMwD2oYRX
很沒用…」236Please respect copyright.PENANARPmby6rKuC
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「湘渝236Please respect copyright.PENANAZQQu24XNzX
你真的很勇敢236Please respect copyright.PENANA0hm6RI2Shm
而且236Please respect copyright.PENANAJ2XOzvTnxY
你也有很堅強的信念236Please respect copyright.PENANAIbEYvGW1In
只是一時有點迷失236Please respect copyright.PENANAJZRmLFtUV2
加上幻覺痛236Please respect copyright.PENANAH2PwuMDY0X
令你軟弱了」236Please respect copyright.PENANArcn4fz6EbZ
鍾媽媽撫摸著他的頭236Please respect copyright.PENANA3kJJiO00p6
「我非常欣賞你的堅強236Please respect copyright.PENANAqTkZuBNoI8
因為這是真的不容易啊」236Please respect copyright.PENANA3PJm3a8QWk
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李湘渝慢慢的停著哭泣236Please respect copyright.PENANA8Jaj0iJcBi
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「這件事236Please respect copyright.PENANA5EvYy8al7G
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