第十一章 承諾篇 第十四回 諮詢258Please respect copyright.PENANAcQTZgIDKwG
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鍾媽媽看著情緒日記258Please respect copyright.PENANAodqfS0jto9
發現李湘渝這幾個月來258Please respect copyright.PENANAswB4JDXNVT
都過度積極的控制情緒258Please respect copyright.PENANAg6rp38gKjF
258Please respect copyright.PENANAefMstUBEDm
雖然發作的頻率有點減少258Please respect copyright.PENANAta4k8x5EBY
但始終幻覺痛的情況令人擔憂258Please respect copyright.PENANAE41POfLPJr
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「傷口的幻覺痛頻率如何?」258Please respect copyright.PENANA4LH2XmZoFT
258Please respect copyright.PENANAnc6l69EWJg
「每天都有…」258Please respect copyright.PENANA2LWkUdozby
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「比起剛出院258Please respect copyright.PENANAWu6rgFUGuz
或上個月258Please respect copyright.PENANAKAAbu0vin2
有好轉嗎?」258Please respect copyright.PENANAXIPIUM1B4F
258Please respect copyright.PENANAyGMg8BzGmm
「好像…差不多…」258Please respect copyright.PENANAYHNNqvYcnb
258Please respect copyright.PENANAeDkIDivgVX
「十級的話258Please respect copyright.PENANAOzP7dtDeL6
有多少級痛?」258Please respect copyright.PENANAOXPdgqvtzW
258Please respect copyright.PENANAMpkEdkFdCR
「大概…有試過持續七至八級左右258Please respect copyright.PENANAS0B2P6XXPs
試過幾次真的很痛…」258Please respect copyright.PENANAlyCM2MAgoY
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鍾媽媽看了看李湘渝勉強的笑容258Please respect copyright.PENANA94JzbWJb8T
掩飾不了他憔悴及不安的眼神258Please respect copyright.PENANAsVWY6ikLJa
258Please respect copyright.PENANAQKtsOoG6VA
「已持續兩個月了258Please respect copyright.PENANAGLqnXYyzhJ
是吧?」258Please respect copyright.PENANAoWXcZ3OG21
258Please respect copyright.PENANAhcUIEAT9eK
「嗯…」258Please respect copyright.PENANAQEQZ88ehgi
李湘渝點點頭258Please respect copyright.PENANAjKWxRW1BZh
258Please respect copyright.PENANAN8XDJRfMAq
小時候的事258Please respect copyright.PENANAoidFfIMrd6
實在記得太清楚258Please respect copyright.PENANAsngmhi3leN
印象太深刻258Please respect copyright.PENANAKxmQZwa2hE
258Please respect copyright.PENANApfqdPyRzu0
而且幻覺痛發作的時候258Please respect copyright.PENANAF6ZKJcsByH
彷彿提醒著自己258Please respect copyright.PENANAbWirAAA2RY
不斷的重溫事發經過258Please respect copyright.PENANAxvfL4QMpIE
258Please respect copyright.PENANAE3VvRsFhZe
加上被陳俊言和洪文健的欺凌和恐嚇258Please respect copyright.PENANAVB2LMfwrMn
精神一直都維持在繃緊的狀態258Please respect copyright.PENANA5uTqz17UtL
沒有一刻可以放鬆下來258Please respect copyright.PENANAQk0beHFaus
258Please respect copyright.PENANAgaHvVGZ6Tp
鍾媽媽再次仔細翻看著258Please respect copyright.PENANA3BjYCLFkDz
自從幻聽出現後的日記258Please respect copyright.PENANAspzoxgGTYN
看得出李湘渝心裡258Please respect copyright.PENANAF1YguvJ1jW
是極度的恐慌258Please respect copyright.PENANAYUy2ju1U2k
258Please respect copyright.PENANAXRpB6NeeHR
從字裡行間裡258Please respect copyright.PENANAmv9mzm6NJO
李湘渝透露出的是258Please respect copyright.PENANAD5341W4HYL
逃避現實258Please respect copyright.PENANAF4BvRj1NMV
置之不理258Please respect copyright.PENANAPRpzVddFAX
過份抑壓情緒258Please respect copyright.PENANApYNPTFwd4p
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「湘渝258Please respect copyright.PENANAZo4edjxMc4
欺騙誰也可以258Please respect copyright.PENANATjsJT1GPQt
但就是不能欺騙自己258Please respect copyright.PENANAYbFK8O4Ngq
要對自己誠實」258Please respect copyright.PENANAdWjxK0wOdv
258Please respect copyright.PENANAXvI1LHCLpc
「嗯…」258Please respect copyright.PENANATsPOSM31S7
李湘渝低著頭258Please respect copyright.PENANAfSQFVTyzgc
點了一下頭258Please respect copyright.PENANAmz9AGtuCvK
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「有點勉強自己了嗎?258Please respect copyright.PENANAd7mkE4A81u
在逃避嗎?」258Please respect copyright.PENANAzt3cFvoGA5
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李湘渝沉默著258Please respect copyright.PENANALeOMZnS9Qs
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鍾媽媽也安靜的觀察他的微表情258Please respect copyright.PENANA4cF6eYYOdz
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李湘渝思考了一會258Please respect copyright.PENANAFD8JB4cSqL
點了點頭258Please respect copyright.PENANA2ONvGoOtsL
「嗯…」258Please respect copyright.PENANAsy9ma7BlUM
258Please respect copyright.PENANALWg7HXF99G
「有什麼原因258Please respect copyright.PENANAezKhE71ckR
令你想逃避?」258Please respect copyright.PENANAXjuH1HXGsj
鍾媽媽溫柔的說258Please respect copyright.PENANAlfAfkSmx3q
「或者258Please respect copyright.PENANADmupnhSYkq
最近有沒有事情想跟我分享?」258Please respect copyright.PENANA3lM6QzZM7z
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李湘渝低著頭258Please respect copyright.PENANAnHRnHrc3Mj
手按在昨天傷口的位置上258Please respect copyright.PENANAgKSeZbfZXt
「我…」258Please respect copyright.PENANARotLZTjNjB
突然低壓情緒湧了上來258Please respect copyright.PENANARG0ArCa9bZ
「很…258Please respect copyright.PENANAcAbVplc9sq
累了…」258Please respect copyright.PENANAkqObUSFLBV
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「所以昨天258Please respect copyright.PENANAH16JAqQMNn
控制不住要傷害自己嗎?」258Please respect copyright.PENANAP0WNFCIC5e
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李湘渝點了點頭258Please respect copyright.PENANATkKqLHhVKg
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「昨天有過輕生的念頭嗎?」258Please respect copyright.PENANAIbvFaTJVB3
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李湘渝的眼流湧出來了258Please respect copyright.PENANAaniEH4Yyih
抹著眼淚258Please respect copyright.PENANA6ohZ0Y5no8
搖著頭否認258Please respect copyright.PENANAfpEmEnMmoi
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鍾媽媽昨天看到他的情況和反應258Please respect copyright.PENANAdrZPQT82DG
已經知道他經歷過想結束自己生命的掙扎258Please respect copyright.PENANAP6L4VVzHrW
只不過在鍾天程面前258Please respect copyright.PENANA2ffJtT4gd1
不適宜直接問他258Please respect copyright.PENANAOhS3hiaKGe
258Please respect copyright.PENANAncbmJq5yLm
「在這裡說的話258Please respect copyright.PENANA0jcm0n0z38
我是不會跟天程說的」258Please respect copyright.PENANADI01AiVFm8
鍾媽媽知道礙於身份問題258Please respect copyright.PENANATVOmZtYkw3
李湘渝開始對她有所保留和隱瞞258Please respect copyright.PENANAfpJ7rCgNmc
「你可以放心的告訴我258Please respect copyright.PENANAYPBRteneeg
我有責任保障你的私隱258Please respect copyright.PENANApi6qEApgTp
就算他是我的兒子258Please respect copyright.PENANAewLQY5iul6
我也不可以告訴他258Please respect copyright.PENANAqi5NVcegi4
這是我的專業操守」258Please respect copyright.PENANAVaCIiN2VSs
258Please respect copyright.PENANAiIlzCR5rVj
李湘渝繼續低著頭258Please respect copyright.PENANAnhQmGS2yHq
「對不起…」258Please respect copyright.PENANAanuSDf2O94
為自己的撒謊而道歉258Please respect copyright.PENANACkR5YseW0Q
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「乖孩子258Please respect copyright.PENANAHfDRxBDBRA
不要怕去面對258Please respect copyright.PENANAHd76Xh1r6Z
要坦誠接受自己的情緒258Please respect copyright.PENANAysBkBTaolB
知道嗎?」258Please respect copyright.PENANAQsfUsKs7Qo
258Please respect copyright.PENANAkyDMXRN1rw
李湘渝沉默了一會258Please respect copyright.PENANAwz39YXtGSe
緩緩的說著258Please respect copyright.PENANACzJVklXVyp
「我…很怕…」258Please respect copyright.PENANAFPxiIIvfqw
258Please respect copyright.PENANA2TtxX4tzdF
「你在怕什麼?」258Please respect copyright.PENANA2ET7vZyY2n
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李湘渝的思緒有點混亂258Please respect copyright.PENANAuYd9OKfg2i
「不…不知道…258Please respect copyright.PENANAMjyCoBGcsK
就是…很怕…」258Please respect copyright.PENANAJ4XxVgIv72
258Please respect copyright.PENANAt58pFdk88J
鍾媽媽安靜的讓他說258Please respect copyright.PENANAGiYu35NIoc
258Please respect copyright.PENANABPNNKzhH9b
「真的…很討厭自己…258Please respect copyright.PENANAiK7lc1hwEQ
很麻煩…」258Please respect copyright.PENANA4kaTttesph
李湘渝忍哭著說258Please respect copyright.PENANAdcCiYZI5Tw
眼睛和鼻子也迅速的紅起來258Please respect copyright.PENANALT77i0QDLP
「我真的…258Please respect copyright.PENANAvnFC2v9C0E
一點用處也沒有…258Please respect copyright.PENANAVeUfyRrAns
我是…一個負累…」258Please respect copyright.PENANAAvHCHph4vK
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鍾媽媽聽著也心痛起來258Please respect copyright.PENANApKUPcAHNf8
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「我知…我不可以這樣想…258Please respect copyright.PENANAFQLJ6cSsxy
我也想…拋棄這個想法…258Please respect copyright.PENANAc3inJIZINJ
可是…我…」258Please respect copyright.PENANAUqfnzw2gqx
李湘渝看著鍾媽媽258Please respect copyright.PENANA8GnGG77LWr
「我…做不到…」258Please respect copyright.PENANAxBsiTs6ZvP
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鍾媽媽點頭示意明白258Please respect copyright.PENANAjlCJe84ZjX
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「我…真的…258Please respect copyright.PENANASmfVcsKlXY
很累…了啊…」258Please respect copyright.PENANA8ZmRDu3XYy
258Please respect copyright.PENANAcIWO1LLwFZ
「可以告訴我嗎?258Please respect copyright.PENANACzcGgNtOpo
昨天的經過是怎樣的?」258Please respect copyright.PENANAiGBKKdvbLu
258Please respect copyright.PENANAyY5mjbIrrG
李湘渝愣了一下258Please respect copyright.PENANAnk35rFy3hT
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鍾媽媽慢慢的引導他258Please respect copyright.PENANA2WFNvqqxdn
「是幻覺痛了嗎?」258Please respect copyright.PENANA3sRKyaY3jT
258Please respect copyright.PENANAFT6b3mpvds
「昨天…傷口很痛…258Please respect copyright.PENANAS33dxf8c1t
痛了很久…258Please respect copyright.PENANAFr7Wxp3R9S
整個下午都在痛…258Please respect copyright.PENANAf2Rt7yW2ec
痛得…258Please respect copyright.PENANAvmxlyilI8n
那鐵枝好像仍然插在背部那樣…」258Please respect copyright.PENANAllpxZKSnD9
李湘渝慢慢的說出來258Please respect copyright.PENANAFFd7SZn7q3
哽咽著258Please respect copyright.PENANAavliy1WinZ
「我…真的…258Please respect copyright.PENANAQOMmXmdDKT
忍受不了…258Please respect copyright.PENANA1nYRdZFxaq
不想再忍受下去了…」258Please respect copyright.PENANApLJklXXgeP
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「然後你用了什麼傷害自己?」258Please respect copyright.PENANAKj1l1s0zL3
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「我在書枱上258Please respect copyright.PENANAZtrj45q8mB
隨便拿起了鐵尺258Please respect copyright.PENANAWcTdB8Xi68
便開始…弄痛自己…」258Please respect copyright.PENANAo4rWwcjTCj
李湘渝回想著昨晚258Please respect copyright.PENANAFG49AhOeaB
那種痛好像又要開始了258Please respect copyright.PENANAtHhZBPvURe
「好像…變得沒那麼痛了…」258Please respect copyright.PENANAy0chmZ4QT8
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鍾媽媽坐近一點258Please respect copyright.PENANARBVUyGV7WJ
「然後?」258Please respect copyright.PENANA9WSg21E8WW
258Please respect copyright.PENANAUHbBUOe2s1
「然後…又變得很痛…258Please respect copyright.PENANA4EDG32FXmk
全身也在痛…258Please respect copyright.PENANAaTJAiRUuBs
很辛苦…」258Please respect copyright.PENANAKKDgTW2i27
李湘渝握緊了拳頭258Please respect copyright.PENANAyZxYqgpOOi
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「嗯」258Please respect copyright.PENANA7lDpjsFKcV
258Please respect copyright.PENANA8TjtZDzsl0
「我想…用鎅刀…258Please respect copyright.PENANAq0t4FNQOEP
在手腕上…割一下…」258Please respect copyright.PENANAVMFgxmhedV
李湘渝哭了出來258Please respect copyright.PENANAXDhehfKB5l
「那…我便…以後…258Please respect copyright.PENANAfDPkDC08Bq
都不用再痛了…」258Please respect copyright.PENANAwWtp0Nu7YV
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鍾媽媽專業的保持冷靜258Please respect copyright.PENANAp1bktEu38L
停頓一下258Please respect copyright.PENANAfAw73Oasby
再續問258Please respect copyright.PENANAEodl2aGZM2
「是發生了什麼事258Please respect copyright.PENANAOpnjiRkXgf
讓你停下來嗎?」258Please respect copyright.PENANAcaQ6fd7KLS
258Please respect copyright.PENANAib81OlyEFQ
「我…在筆袋裡找著…258Please respect copyright.PENANAWpfXVxrF4s
看到了…258Please respect copyright.PENANAEjJdQtDdLc
師兄…寫給我的信…」258Please respect copyright.PENANArp4nYCf2hM
李湘渝激動的哭著258Please respect copyright.PENANADp59pAGzKc
「是他…的…信…」258Please respect copyright.PENANATkrNzp3VxR
258Please respect copyright.PENANAYruIe02lSi
鍾媽媽心也揪著的痛258Please respect copyright.PENANAMiMv4OZJZ0
給李湘渝遞上了紙巾258Please respect copyright.PENANASKJqEbyTBv
258Please respect copyright.PENANA0POeEOC6Fk
「你看到了天程給你的信258Please respect copyright.PENANAnIqx3FbfDY
然後便停了下來258Please respect copyright.PENANAseZG7emWxY
對嗎?」258Please respect copyright.PENANApDuLXQScIL
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李湘渝接過紙巾258Please respect copyright.PENANAm63wipRxi6
點著頭258Please respect copyright.PENANAWd4kSOvtpa
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「那封信令你想起了什麼?258Please respect copyright.PENANARgTZ9vEODo
促使你停下來258Please respect copyright.PENANAMgokyvVscP
令你選擇繼續忍受痛苦」258Please respect copyright.PENANATvRtyRngst
258Please respect copyright.PENANAiyOkgTHzZX
「我記得…258Please respect copyright.PENANApOwKKwfs4r
無論我怎樣放棄自己…258Please respect copyright.PENANAWGEnTFdyyq
他都會…在我的身邊…258Please respect copyright.PENANA4xjmUQZVi1
不會離棄我…」258Please respect copyright.PENANAH8VVkhH89L
李湘渝痛哭著說258Please respect copyright.PENANAR6sBmPnBvE
「上次…爸爸打我那晚…258Please respect copyright.PENANAk0o4yJ5NQB
是他說…258Please respect copyright.PENANAL1O7mbOIl7
明明知道了…看到了…258Please respect copyright.PENANAyI6gZwiXDu
不能什麼也不做…258Please respect copyright.PENANAaoejShKj7W
便讓我回家去…」258Please respect copyright.PENANAzIaWLU8xw2
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鍾媽媽聽著李湘渝的宣洩258Please respect copyright.PENANAhIyN23xWAg
感歎著愛情的力量258Please respect copyright.PENANAh5EspEndRz
影響力實在很大258Please respect copyright.PENANAjelahlz0rF
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幸而鍾天程的愛258Please respect copyright.PENANAyNelj1bp6d
能夠承載著這個重擔258Please respect copyright.PENANAfupHqKgXTl
分擔著李湘渝的壓力258Please respect copyright.PENANANlbW6rjs6W
258Please respect copyright.PENANAYZARWmaxVx
而李湘渝亦從鍾天程的愛裡258Please respect copyright.PENANAqjnz55VFOv
得到了很強的力量258Please respect copyright.PENANAqN0nLO1cZ5
有了寄託258Please respect copyright.PENANA9mNjQY3hTX
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要不然258Please respect copyright.PENANAWkflye7BQf
李湘渝可能早在幾個月前258Please respect copyright.PENANADsmcgGvSpM
已經離開了這個世界258Please respect copyright.PENANAnJ0y6Wb4ph
258Please respect copyright.PENANAxRYcbc7Yn9
「我知道…如果那個時候…258Please respect copyright.PENANA8oXNecfe90
他在我的旁邊的話…258Please respect copyright.PENANAGLAPUqq7R4
他會毫不猶豫的…258Please respect copyright.PENANAh1alvUK0HR
抱著我…258Please respect copyright.PENANA6IMdPZLlZb
不讓我傷害自己…」258Please respect copyright.PENANAJVXztQwOj7
李湘渝仍在痛哭著258Please respect copyright.PENANAVYe6HaFcLK
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鍾媽媽坐在李湘渝的旁邊258Please respect copyright.PENANASG64yRVCiP
握著他的手258Please respect copyright.PENANAlu1wMf5xbK
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「我還記得…258Please respect copyright.PENANA0pfmDjBs1W
在天台那時…258Please respect copyright.PENANAEwTYYUwnQx
他…258Please respect copyright.PENANA8byiiSYyIz
他……」258Please respect copyright.PENANAN5bIvmPkOB
李湘渝泣不成聲258Please respect copyright.PENANA6njuBGlUwE
覺得自己愧對了鍾天程258Please respect copyright.PENANAYrEiIXlXZh
不斷的哭著258Please respect copyright.PENANAURcrkiZC7p
哭得難以呼吸258Please respect copyright.PENANAzW0pMB57W6
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鍾媽媽讓李湘渝盡情發洩悲痛258Please respect copyright.PENANA7V4XVgpB7V
輕掃著他的背258Please respect copyright.PENANARUMfmIJtL4
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一會258Please respect copyright.PENANA2EGPDSJhJy
待李湘渝情緒平伏後258Please respect copyright.PENANA0C8AxRFJWC
鍾媽媽溫柔的說258Please respect copyright.PENANADHPTr5Yuq0
「謝謝你對我誠實258Please respect copyright.PENANAYVXahVxBQs
亦謝謝你選擇繼續活著」258Please respect copyright.PENANA1a8vFu0j1D
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李湘渝低著頭258Please respect copyright.PENANA8iBjG69TyD
擦著眼睛258Please respect copyright.PENANABzm3V9cO4w
「不…我…258Please respect copyright.PENANAECeMssPJee
很沒用…」258Please respect copyright.PENANAzrrkdPTvRj
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「湘渝258Please respect copyright.PENANAgV3cIlcant
你真的很勇敢258Please respect copyright.PENANAuIEGOaB99F
而且258Please respect copyright.PENANAN7IV96bR1b
你也有很堅強的信念258Please respect copyright.PENANAZsnhCFVRYy
只是一時有點迷失258Please respect copyright.PENANAKGE36Xwlsq
加上幻覺痛258Please respect copyright.PENANAmyoMgGUdTB
令你軟弱了」258Please respect copyright.PENANAGVIbR2fMMN
鍾媽媽撫摸著他的頭258Please respect copyright.PENANAoIoe6aVvvX
「我非常欣賞你的堅強258Please respect copyright.PENANAdnTsjUGYhP
因為這是真的不容易啊」258Please respect copyright.PENANAG1lCayvFNr
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李湘渝慢慢的停著哭泣258Please respect copyright.PENANA3vnN5luwg9
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「這件事258Please respect copyright.PENANA58aUL3lmbU
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