第十一章 承諾篇 第十四回 諮詢289Please respect copyright.PENANApvcgjGjFsE
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鍾媽媽看著情緒日記289Please respect copyright.PENANAysDAhfqsHZ
發現李湘渝這幾個月來289Please respect copyright.PENANALNlMrgI2J4
都過度積極的控制情緒289Please respect copyright.PENANAB5yINHfVir
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雖然發作的頻率有點減少289Please respect copyright.PENANAb0Or6zhG8M
但始終幻覺痛的情況令人擔憂289Please respect copyright.PENANAVsgHGUEq64
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「傷口的幻覺痛頻率如何?」289Please respect copyright.PENANA2wzVq02nid
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「每天都有…」289Please respect copyright.PENANAcsRrpWMB9f
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「比起剛出院289Please respect copyright.PENANA26gsAeAa9F
或上個月289Please respect copyright.PENANA31kL5y7aKC
有好轉嗎?」289Please respect copyright.PENANASvAr79jqCX
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「好像…差不多…」289Please respect copyright.PENANAV4uOq011tz
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「十級的話289Please respect copyright.PENANAIZGNIY6U8a
有多少級痛?」289Please respect copyright.PENANAStpGURJr7R
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「大概…有試過持續七至八級左右289Please respect copyright.PENANA8eftX5xEgS
試過幾次真的很痛…」289Please respect copyright.PENANAaDmE2uhAEB
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鍾媽媽看了看李湘渝勉強的笑容289Please respect copyright.PENANAHvqptGfMIZ
掩飾不了他憔悴及不安的眼神289Please respect copyright.PENANAsSj2xnjZLV
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「已持續兩個月了289Please respect copyright.PENANAaXfOSMALyU
是吧?」289Please respect copyright.PENANAnvfX1kBTbw
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「嗯…」289Please respect copyright.PENANAqr6XZbk4qB
李湘渝點點頭289Please respect copyright.PENANAwCGOn67IWl
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小時候的事289Please respect copyright.PENANA4B6zUh12AG
實在記得太清楚289Please respect copyright.PENANAcyl1lKQQw5
印象太深刻289Please respect copyright.PENANABXXLV0ogSG
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而且幻覺痛發作的時候289Please respect copyright.PENANAICX7UmIfUZ
彷彿提醒著自己289Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6o2L2nk7B
不斷的重溫事發經過289Please respect copyright.PENANAtxOfsgDnPl
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加上被陳俊言和洪文健的欺凌和恐嚇289Please respect copyright.PENANAlnDmX3WFNs
精神一直都維持在繃緊的狀態289Please respect copyright.PENANAD96FtBFqSe
沒有一刻可以放鬆下來289Please respect copyright.PENANAkqTkwZNAJm
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鍾媽媽再次仔細翻看著289Please respect copyright.PENANAOq5wP9HWVa
自從幻聽出現後的日記289Please respect copyright.PENANARfhPHxXxtI
看得出李湘渝心裡289Please respect copyright.PENANAfCY4v8gQ0w
是極度的恐慌289Please respect copyright.PENANAIha9nZZPnc
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從字裡行間裡289Please respect copyright.PENANADMHEJYvtHX
李湘渝透露出的是289Please respect copyright.PENANA1kZYzBApqc
逃避現實289Please respect copyright.PENANA4xVVPeSTGx
置之不理289Please respect copyright.PENANAWFGnGBRfN5
過份抑壓情緒289Please respect copyright.PENANAjxM8sAUSGd
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「湘渝289Please respect copyright.PENANAtSDJnDa79G
欺騙誰也可以289Please respect copyright.PENANA6y1CLPd0DS
但就是不能欺騙自己289Please respect copyright.PENANAsZkt2ATtws
要對自己誠實」289Please respect copyright.PENANAaLyHI5kjVh
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「嗯…」289Please respect copyright.PENANAHL8vKBPDPR
李湘渝低著頭289Please respect copyright.PENANAb9YGSOEIwM
點了一下頭289Please respect copyright.PENANAalXDcSfZ7v
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「有點勉強自己了嗎?289Please respect copyright.PENANAQHtI3rXKuA
在逃避嗎?」289Please respect copyright.PENANATm0eptPDOy
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李湘渝沉默著289Please respect copyright.PENANAAW4XiCOE0W
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鍾媽媽也安靜的觀察他的微表情289Please respect copyright.PENANA6Ofe3OoX5c
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李湘渝思考了一會289Please respect copyright.PENANAf1YFWeQOD0
點了點頭289Please respect copyright.PENANAfxzZ7HdabV
「嗯…」289Please respect copyright.PENANAwWkXSrpTLW
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「有什麼原因289Please respect copyright.PENANAqkuL52L74e
令你想逃避?」289Please respect copyright.PENANALQoZMrnxJO
鍾媽媽溫柔的說289Please respect copyright.PENANAomgsAuYe7W
「或者289Please respect copyright.PENANAAh4id5SO4t
最近有沒有事情想跟我分享?」289Please respect copyright.PENANA7lL7bMk9Ch
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李湘渝低著頭289Please respect copyright.PENANADSWGHqbXMT
手按在昨天傷口的位置上289Please respect copyright.PENANAYOHMlnKL56
「我…」289Please respect copyright.PENANA6P07TJ8Q0w
突然低壓情緒湧了上來289Please respect copyright.PENANA9ttLtGwiHE
「很…289Please respect copyright.PENANAMytwICxuMI
累了…」289Please respect copyright.PENANApUT36ppnb6
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「所以昨天289Please respect copyright.PENANAGR8xHUD5iH
控制不住要傷害自己嗎?」289Please respect copyright.PENANAI1BAy20fyt
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李湘渝點了點頭289Please respect copyright.PENANAP3hmyzkHYZ
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「昨天有過輕生的念頭嗎?」289Please respect copyright.PENANAgYXUtS8X9x
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李湘渝的眼流湧出來了289Please respect copyright.PENANA6QU70ZjrTd
抹著眼淚289Please respect copyright.PENANAzYDXeeV17h
搖著頭否認289Please respect copyright.PENANAzCsMiu5WBQ
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鍾媽媽昨天看到他的情況和反應289Please respect copyright.PENANAmLjyCby98u
已經知道他經歷過想結束自己生命的掙扎289Please respect copyright.PENANAubXKMT0R6K
只不過在鍾天程面前289Please respect copyright.PENANAV4IQnLSv5D
不適宜直接問他289Please respect copyright.PENANA1gFf1m1H44
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「在這裡說的話289Please respect copyright.PENANAznzZHPLF67
我是不會跟天程說的」289Please respect copyright.PENANAw1k99LNdLr
鍾媽媽知道礙於身份問題289Please respect copyright.PENANAAPPlUsCpo9
李湘渝開始對她有所保留和隱瞞289Please respect copyright.PENANAcCbPBPRTBS
「你可以放心的告訴我289Please respect copyright.PENANAeh9kX7zRWT
我有責任保障你的私隱289Please respect copyright.PENANADtedEAuPVm
就算他是我的兒子289Please respect copyright.PENANA05IqRyR3zI
我也不可以告訴他289Please respect copyright.PENANAoJj4RwqZKs
這是我的專業操守」289Please respect copyright.PENANAu2xrqUEOH5
289Please respect copyright.PENANA8cy00LlVeY
李湘渝繼續低著頭289Please respect copyright.PENANAyi3WjFoguy
「對不起…」289Please respect copyright.PENANAV0Z89RNrOX
為自己的撒謊而道歉289Please respect copyright.PENANAoPHhXIYrI7
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「乖孩子289Please respect copyright.PENANAwGArgujvyv
不要怕去面對289Please respect copyright.PENANAuoOVHcyEzD
要坦誠接受自己的情緒289Please respect copyright.PENANADRnfYW82l8
知道嗎?」289Please respect copyright.PENANAKRSlS2PE7m
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李湘渝沉默了一會289Please respect copyright.PENANA9xEV2Us8lZ
緩緩的說著289Please respect copyright.PENANAOayQarStLj
「我…很怕…」289Please respect copyright.PENANAREQBsoENA8
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「你在怕什麼?」289Please respect copyright.PENANAzUvHusOkeE
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李湘渝的思緒有點混亂289Please respect copyright.PENANAGhAFDdjVvC
「不…不知道…289Please respect copyright.PENANAiuoC97jmsL
就是…很怕…」289Please respect copyright.PENANAZBuhV8uG57
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鍾媽媽安靜的讓他說289Please respect copyright.PENANADsw7Hm3Vxs
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「真的…很討厭自己…289Please respect copyright.PENANAg8bfo1ML2p
很麻煩…」289Please respect copyright.PENANAlhLeFh8Lje
李湘渝忍哭著說289Please respect copyright.PENANAvPRHlSGYiF
眼睛和鼻子也迅速的紅起來289Please respect copyright.PENANAvQXRHbcWqD
「我真的…289Please respect copyright.PENANAlFYB7N47wh
一點用處也沒有…289Please respect copyright.PENANANUYZB4xI9s
我是…一個負累…」289Please respect copyright.PENANAQALCDsSXPN
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鍾媽媽聽著也心痛起來289Please respect copyright.PENANAsGVIuBJHB3
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「我知…我不可以這樣想…289Please respect copyright.PENANA7dRzlJ4KFa
我也想…拋棄這個想法…289Please respect copyright.PENANAPbiicHMWJ1
可是…我…」289Please respect copyright.PENANAn2aTiaPG6U
李湘渝看著鍾媽媽289Please respect copyright.PENANAJHkzuCcnfQ
「我…做不到…」289Please respect copyright.PENANADuEnq927q9
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鍾媽媽點頭示意明白289Please respect copyright.PENANAvvuPRePqgO
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「我…真的…289Please respect copyright.PENANAe7sY7lf5aZ
很累…了啊…」289Please respect copyright.PENANAP7iq0ZPmBy
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「可以告訴我嗎?289Please respect copyright.PENANANB68nkre3t
昨天的經過是怎樣的?」289Please respect copyright.PENANAWiuLJADuCj
289Please respect copyright.PENANAbBmTsp4o6v
李湘渝愣了一下289Please respect copyright.PENANAtTHmoBdJka
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鍾媽媽慢慢的引導他289Please respect copyright.PENANAjpjuFHSV4C
「是幻覺痛了嗎?」289Please respect copyright.PENANAmGFoX9DDgM
289Please respect copyright.PENANA5qLvxcCL57
「昨天…傷口很痛…289Please respect copyright.PENANALzPUUI5RPQ
痛了很久…289Please respect copyright.PENANAqCUS6GCPEN
整個下午都在痛…289Please respect copyright.PENANAOYdZC436kp
痛得…289Please respect copyright.PENANA4AIo8AJUy7
那鐵枝好像仍然插在背部那樣…」289Please respect copyright.PENANAuMNTWaQZ0X
李湘渝慢慢的說出來289Please respect copyright.PENANAYIFlbE6yFv
哽咽著289Please respect copyright.PENANAwWAy4sjTAf
「我…真的…289Please respect copyright.PENANAG1XfR8c4BG
忍受不了…289Please respect copyright.PENANAYqffJIxZg5
不想再忍受下去了…」289Please respect copyright.PENANA0p7yfYo74w
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「然後你用了什麼傷害自己?」289Please respect copyright.PENANA675OgyrGOY
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「我在書枱上289Please respect copyright.PENANAHbtAKg24MK
隨便拿起了鐵尺289Please respect copyright.PENANACuKno5ZzFk
便開始…弄痛自己…」289Please respect copyright.PENANATo6Q5fjLbl
李湘渝回想著昨晚289Please respect copyright.PENANA4KSKuHDGmI
那種痛好像又要開始了289Please respect copyright.PENANAOBSa21xgfK
「好像…變得沒那麼痛了…」289Please respect copyright.PENANAs4O5V3F57i
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鍾媽媽坐近一點289Please respect copyright.PENANAf7Z7YaFNTW
「然後?」289Please respect copyright.PENANAK8Uu2UyKKx
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「然後…又變得很痛…289Please respect copyright.PENANAVF0gmxb7Ba
全身也在痛…289Please respect copyright.PENANAA51lL0o6jU
很辛苦…」289Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1jh13u7AM
李湘渝握緊了拳頭289Please respect copyright.PENANAggdhQgDD5E
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「嗯」289Please respect copyright.PENANAuv0cSq50o9
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「我想…用鎅刀…289Please respect copyright.PENANAflEh8Xw6kI
在手腕上…割一下…」289Please respect copyright.PENANAbg3xWmM2Jb
李湘渝哭了出來289Please respect copyright.PENANAhygIHIBzHn
「那…我便…以後…289Please respect copyright.PENANAyvcUUUu4B3
都不用再痛了…」289Please respect copyright.PENANApqCZUv6Afx
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鍾媽媽專業的保持冷靜289Please respect copyright.PENANA2PeG0N6Qez
停頓一下289Please respect copyright.PENANAFJsgb7u5we
再續問289Please respect copyright.PENANAcInhl9qnoW
「是發生了什麼事289Please respect copyright.PENANAgDoosbgVyO
讓你停下來嗎?」289Please respect copyright.PENANAB88IDXBkNW
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「我…在筆袋裡找著…289Please respect copyright.PENANAk6exc7J7QB
看到了…289Please respect copyright.PENANALJDNcyXSTf
師兄…寫給我的信…」289Please respect copyright.PENANATXKjOowEtZ
李湘渝激動的哭著289Please respect copyright.PENANA27sgMev2mD
「是他…的…信…」289Please respect copyright.PENANAhs118rtnHl
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鍾媽媽心也揪著的痛289Please respect copyright.PENANAgkNcowrtUq
給李湘渝遞上了紙巾289Please respect copyright.PENANAeJA1FXV2Fm
289Please respect copyright.PENANAYOdyrZW3PX
「你看到了天程給你的信289Please respect copyright.PENANA1IEczQdL7X
然後便停了下來289Please respect copyright.PENANAYOPMVHAaXX
對嗎?」289Please respect copyright.PENANALmVdpmyuyN
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李湘渝接過紙巾289Please respect copyright.PENANAgQ0EBzjLpo
點著頭289Please respect copyright.PENANAoYqliDYfTu
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「那封信令你想起了什麼?289Please respect copyright.PENANAKFaDCkqL3t
促使你停下來289Please respect copyright.PENANADF0k8hUit8
令你選擇繼續忍受痛苦」289Please respect copyright.PENANAkoAOjhY93U
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「我記得…289Please respect copyright.PENANA8JMqsIo9nW
無論我怎樣放棄自己…289Please respect copyright.PENANACa575Dj4aX
他都會…在我的身邊…289Please respect copyright.PENANAeBaTjV0pAx
不會離棄我…」289Please respect copyright.PENANAHVsCWaNH0G
李湘渝痛哭著說289Please respect copyright.PENANAAtwnk90d7q
「上次…爸爸打我那晚…289Please respect copyright.PENANA5PYBu1r7wA
是他說…289Please respect copyright.PENANAGSNEiHrVax
明明知道了…看到了…289Please respect copyright.PENANAy5MCoYxaKm
不能什麼也不做…289Please respect copyright.PENANAqyFXaVOZ1S
便讓我回家去…」289Please respect copyright.PENANAC29ENT6fSg
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鍾媽媽聽著李湘渝的宣洩289Please respect copyright.PENANAqikt9a9ksW
感歎著愛情的力量289Please respect copyright.PENANA0LcwnNAgim
影響力實在很大289Please respect copyright.PENANADvG9N9cYKF
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幸而鍾天程的愛289Please respect copyright.PENANAOAw9bhHvEk
能夠承載著這個重擔289Please respect copyright.PENANARA1COyap5u
分擔著李湘渝的壓力289Please respect copyright.PENANA3ZTGOY3Qla
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而李湘渝亦從鍾天程的愛裡289Please respect copyright.PENANAxIhNImfkdo
得到了很強的力量289Please respect copyright.PENANA2JDY7u0ySy
有了寄託289Please respect copyright.PENANA6r5w26GZwn
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要不然289Please respect copyright.PENANA2HYWVtoExu
李湘渝可能早在幾個月前289Please respect copyright.PENANAiOefIIa6Z3
已經離開了這個世界289Please respect copyright.PENANAomQlZeEHv5
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「我知道…如果那個時候…289Please respect copyright.PENANAE23uEcrbsZ
他在我的旁邊的話…289Please respect copyright.PENANATNLK1BNDeh
他會毫不猶豫的…289Please respect copyright.PENANANR3PJtGg3P
抱著我…289Please respect copyright.PENANA0PC3sg5gx8
不讓我傷害自己…」289Please respect copyright.PENANAhjtJSOT6k2
李湘渝仍在痛哭著289Please respect copyright.PENANApz47g7H5R9
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鍾媽媽坐在李湘渝的旁邊289Please respect copyright.PENANANIQHXin73N
握著他的手289Please respect copyright.PENANAEgLXGlZHZ4
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「我還記得…289Please respect copyright.PENANAJQkA1yst8l
在天台那時…289Please respect copyright.PENANA4nipMfUnov
他…289Please respect copyright.PENANA9B1ndQcyYh
他……」289Please respect copyright.PENANAlajLNrzncX
李湘渝泣不成聲289Please respect copyright.PENANA7SrLZGi85F
覺得自己愧對了鍾天程289Please respect copyright.PENANAKcSfaMNfIV
不斷的哭著289Please respect copyright.PENANAVEsOUcDzLh
哭得難以呼吸289Please respect copyright.PENANAdThaHryrZR
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鍾媽媽讓李湘渝盡情發洩悲痛289Please respect copyright.PENANAm3puGm6MG5
輕掃著他的背289Please respect copyright.PENANAYSomc19GmK
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一會289Please respect copyright.PENANAHeuAnPHCuB
待李湘渝情緒平伏後289Please respect copyright.PENANA29VcQ7vVY2
鍾媽媽溫柔的說289Please respect copyright.PENANA9HoRZTy6uw
「謝謝你對我誠實289Please respect copyright.PENANA2pw9XITAQk
亦謝謝你選擇繼續活著」289Please respect copyright.PENANAJ59OgBkwlL
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李湘渝低著頭289Please respect copyright.PENANAAwR9AgOZU5
擦著眼睛289Please respect copyright.PENANAPTlCMhjDsZ
「不…我…289Please respect copyright.PENANAwevms3xIMg
很沒用…」289Please respect copyright.PENANAaSNh1Nuzbt
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「湘渝289Please respect copyright.PENANAJcKusbpZrW
你真的很勇敢289Please respect copyright.PENANAbDw0TQfVZ1
而且289Please respect copyright.PENANAFSeouRED3u
你也有很堅強的信念289Please respect copyright.PENANAfch7YNsTua
只是一時有點迷失289Please respect copyright.PENANAgYnFDGJXrg
加上幻覺痛289Please respect copyright.PENANAUIeJUOsvjX
令你軟弱了」289Please respect copyright.PENANAnf7T7qKipv
鍾媽媽撫摸著他的頭289Please respect copyright.PENANAeMAaoDe7iZ
「我非常欣賞你的堅強289Please respect copyright.PENANAKDmFmdno2S
因為這是真的不容易啊」289Please respect copyright.PENANAXJ2BHiEmvL
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李湘渝慢慢的停著哭泣289Please respect copyright.PENANAxSSJXArUXr
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「這件事289Please respect copyright.PENANAfEtj7auYzZ
你有跟天程說嗎?」289Please respect copyright.PENANA1kYr0jExUb
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李湘渝搖搖頭289Please respect copyright.PENANAxDDFPnoYm6
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