第十一章 承諾篇 第十四回 諮詢67Please respect copyright.PENANABeE3qFX9sM
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鍾媽媽看著情緒日記67Please respect copyright.PENANAmWec8zz0M7
發現李湘渝這幾個月來67Please respect copyright.PENANAtA53IWH5YG
都過度積極的控制情緒67Please respect copyright.PENANAuLDYswAq3w
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雖然發作的頻率有點減少67Please respect copyright.PENANAD1StbKIWcZ
但始終幻覺痛的情況令人擔憂67Please respect copyright.PENANAnjuJ9DoYLu
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「傷口的幻覺痛頻率如何?」67Please respect copyright.PENANAEatH4KxBcG
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「每天都有…」67Please respect copyright.PENANAPLPg6IVUia
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「比起剛出院67Please respect copyright.PENANAA1A3QZVgxf
或上個月67Please respect copyright.PENANA8reVjiqgHY
有好轉嗎?」67Please respect copyright.PENANAj5KOdRxpuM
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「好像…差不多…」67Please respect copyright.PENANAO309wwLxG8
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「十級的話67Please respect copyright.PENANAPOtGD8sq6k
有多少級痛?」67Please respect copyright.PENANAUnQRW5naZl
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「大概…有試過持續七至八級左右67Please respect copyright.PENANAJ9lqjaLUf9
試過幾次真的很痛…」67Please respect copyright.PENANA5xNKwpNFzK
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鍾媽媽看了看李湘渝勉強的笑容67Please respect copyright.PENANAYZHpupiej2
掩飾不了他憔悴及不安的眼神67Please respect copyright.PENANAOXPAQlOfzs
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「已持續兩個月了67Please respect copyright.PENANA2Eyh1KGuGE
是吧?」67Please respect copyright.PENANA167H6jXIog
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「嗯…」67Please respect copyright.PENANARMJ5nzFy0n
李湘渝點點頭67Please respect copyright.PENANAKepf42B4mt
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小時候的事67Please respect copyright.PENANACUjbde8Ubx
實在記得太清楚67Please respect copyright.PENANARGIoJHIFjJ
印象太深刻67Please respect copyright.PENANAEexLwZvsrd
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而且幻覺痛發作的時候67Please respect copyright.PENANAtjE7dkB7ip
彷彿提醒著自己67Please respect copyright.PENANAZkNhBiaOIq
不斷的重溫事發經過67Please respect copyright.PENANAFieklqbpRA
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加上被陳俊言和洪文健的欺凌和恐嚇67Please respect copyright.PENANAWny9064Doy
精神一直都維持在繃緊的狀態67Please respect copyright.PENANAc9Te7pbbR6
沒有一刻可以放鬆下來67Please respect copyright.PENANAOg8eIqwcyJ
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鍾媽媽再次仔細翻看著67Please respect copyright.PENANAzSRCK9CgC4
自從幻聽出現後的日記67Please respect copyright.PENANAJ2LrzZUtx2
看得出李湘渝心裡67Please respect copyright.PENANAqqRK16YoNk
是極度的恐慌67Please respect copyright.PENANA6xTLAgTJVT
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從字裡行間裡67Please respect copyright.PENANAmbs1XEufgZ
李湘渝透露出的是67Please respect copyright.PENANAmkH2OTci0R
逃避現實67Please respect copyright.PENANAYYB9UvAhHZ
置之不理67Please respect copyright.PENANAyrWeH9P4ej
過份抑壓情緒67Please respect copyright.PENANAUWEMYiz4ZF
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「湘渝67Please respect copyright.PENANATyduQrPEFs
欺騙誰也可以67Please respect copyright.PENANAs18ICPOwUB
但就是不能欺騙自己67Please respect copyright.PENANAmrfIIfx0NI
要對自己誠實」67Please respect copyright.PENANAUqEpcZugPY
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「嗯…」67Please respect copyright.PENANAdwwqt7SIHv
李湘渝低著頭67Please respect copyright.PENANAuAdzFaBVFQ
點了一下頭67Please respect copyright.PENANAbRUL6sfJTC
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「有點勉強自己了嗎?67Please respect copyright.PENANAHsOk7SaECY
在逃避嗎?」67Please respect copyright.PENANAk0pCtfQw4i
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李湘渝沉默著67Please respect copyright.PENANAPts4IZeCIJ
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鍾媽媽也安靜的觀察他的微表情67Please respect copyright.PENANAXOHoBXBKSd
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李湘渝思考了一會67Please respect copyright.PENANAQ2xw2Mg2k0
點了點頭67Please respect copyright.PENANAthLyZt3ftS
「嗯…」67Please respect copyright.PENANAuR72xZeVRa
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「有什麼原因67Please respect copyright.PENANA5SjuGUhyUx
令你想逃避?」67Please respect copyright.PENANAPkj9iFCrig
鍾媽媽溫柔的說67Please respect copyright.PENANA6wnQTiaKDI
「或者67Please respect copyright.PENANAyTlYtrdR7N
最近有沒有事情想跟我分享?」67Please respect copyright.PENANAR9903wTlMT
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李湘渝低著頭67Please respect copyright.PENANAAENggPOvGT
手按在昨天傷口的位置上67Please respect copyright.PENANAaloSZMrFlt
「我…」67Please respect copyright.PENANAXcpEdKC3Ao
突然低壓情緒湧了上來67Please respect copyright.PENANADuFDF2bo32
「很…67Please respect copyright.PENANACVfXtqdaKh
累了…」67Please respect copyright.PENANAxsIrvZpY97
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「所以昨天67Please respect copyright.PENANAgwbH2DpBkQ
控制不住要傷害自己嗎?」67Please respect copyright.PENANA3xxBbylq8t
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李湘渝點了點頭67Please respect copyright.PENANAuTnGhnZwxb
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「昨天有過輕生的念頭嗎?」67Please respect copyright.PENANA03k8vNmPS9
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李湘渝的眼流湧出來了67Please respect copyright.PENANANglFkghk5a
抹著眼淚67Please respect copyright.PENANACr1fLVaf4X
搖著頭否認67Please respect copyright.PENANA5iKpQqYGUk
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鍾媽媽昨天看到他的情況和反應67Please respect copyright.PENANAYfKOVfsKRA
已經知道他經歷過想結束自己生命的掙扎67Please respect copyright.PENANA5S0DDBUskz
只不過在鍾天程面前67Please respect copyright.PENANAbmEhz3kEcQ
不適宜直接問他67Please respect copyright.PENANAQgb8xJnNsH
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「在這裡說的話67Please respect copyright.PENANAtOp4iPsEPg
我是不會跟天程說的」67Please respect copyright.PENANA6SzdkXRY4k
鍾媽媽知道礙於身份問題67Please respect copyright.PENANA2XOWDsY3F6
李湘渝開始對她有所保留和隱瞞67Please respect copyright.PENANAExFh4m4P8k
「你可以放心的告訴我67Please respect copyright.PENANAsJoi2oWk9s
我有責任保障你的私隱67Please respect copyright.PENANASVXpbWCrFk
就算他是我的兒子67Please respect copyright.PENANAqroevwJJwM
我也不可以告訴他67Please respect copyright.PENANA5prpN7BVT0
這是我的專業操守」67Please respect copyright.PENANAQcprZIwznX
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李湘渝繼續低著頭67Please respect copyright.PENANAVif1yvdqtY
「對不起…」67Please respect copyright.PENANA1rKNIMh89V
為自己的撒謊而道歉67Please respect copyright.PENANAWgEDxmPFBr
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「乖孩子67Please respect copyright.PENANAokurxzVbk7
不要怕去面對67Please respect copyright.PENANAiEe8DO2dR1
要坦誠接受自己的情緒67Please respect copyright.PENANAwE0A96Pds9
知道嗎?」67Please respect copyright.PENANAkMurP6fN6C
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李湘渝沉默了一會67Please respect copyright.PENANAluEahBuWDf
緩緩的說著67Please respect copyright.PENANA4tf2LYb2QH
「我…很怕…」67Please respect copyright.PENANA1ue3Ccndol
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「你在怕什麼?」67Please respect copyright.PENANAXOXcHDojpt
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李湘渝的思緒有點混亂67Please respect copyright.PENANAlZxBhUpPdn
「不…不知道…67Please respect copyright.PENANAmPyWrvdk4O
就是…很怕…」67Please respect copyright.PENANAROdjHQs22w
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鍾媽媽安靜的讓他說67Please respect copyright.PENANAXW9EdPmWwZ
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「真的…很討厭自己…67Please respect copyright.PENANAOgGI7m8yh0
很麻煩…」67Please respect copyright.PENANAMj7gnQMrDT
李湘渝忍哭著說67Please respect copyright.PENANAK3GRrxK8XB
眼睛和鼻子也迅速的紅起來67Please respect copyright.PENANAZgGD1uidg7
「我真的…67Please respect copyright.PENANAWyMX3Mia3y
一點用處也沒有…67Please respect copyright.PENANAliNPFPFhBh
我是…一個負累…」67Please respect copyright.PENANAODBgpettvl
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鍾媽媽聽著也心痛起來67Please respect copyright.PENANAlFHOOg00J0
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「我知…我不可以這樣想…67Please respect copyright.PENANAnfKbbKTFWD
我也想…拋棄這個想法…67Please respect copyright.PENANAqVytjr48j3
可是…我…」67Please respect copyright.PENANAdHMP03y208
李湘渝看著鍾媽媽67Please respect copyright.PENANAkcZs7LuWQB
「我…做不到…」67Please respect copyright.PENANAECEf9wfrrz
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鍾媽媽點頭示意明白67Please respect copyright.PENANA3IxtImGP1I
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「我…真的…67Please respect copyright.PENANAK4NSqNdifc
很累…了啊…」67Please respect copyright.PENANA28cOuTqS04
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「可以告訴我嗎?67Please respect copyright.PENANATy6NAzhhff
昨天的經過是怎樣的?」67Please respect copyright.PENANAV7fY5CUb3Z
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李湘渝愣了一下67Please respect copyright.PENANA1tJzd8mLev
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鍾媽媽慢慢的引導他67Please respect copyright.PENANAkvpV5h451N
「是幻覺痛了嗎?」67Please respect copyright.PENANAnAPqJfAVKB
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「昨天…傷口很痛…67Please respect copyright.PENANAdyJpPWo7RE
痛了很久…67Please respect copyright.PENANATuGlw6oW3u
整個下午都在痛…67Please respect copyright.PENANA7QA7DOS1Ba
痛得…67Please respect copyright.PENANAmFPxlleS19
那鐵枝好像仍然插在背部那樣…」67Please respect copyright.PENANAoYfbfFN5Sf
李湘渝慢慢的說出來67Please respect copyright.PENANAVbqrLSPAvy
哽咽著67Please respect copyright.PENANAZZ7cD7T3BP
「我…真的…67Please respect copyright.PENANAjJfKY6vwzE
忍受不了…67Please respect copyright.PENANA2MW2hrqq7O
不想再忍受下去了…」67Please respect copyright.PENANALcOoJTO9An
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「然後你用了什麼傷害自己?」67Please respect copyright.PENANA8zwUgZTGDK
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「我在書枱上67Please respect copyright.PENANAk7DAunmEx7
隨便拿起了鐵尺67Please respect copyright.PENANAIJuTYGd1Z7
便開始…弄痛自己…」67Please respect copyright.PENANAMpabJKzeRE
李湘渝回想著昨晚67Please respect copyright.PENANAhYkBpjJld2
那種痛好像又要開始了67Please respect copyright.PENANA866uNSc9Qx
「好像…變得沒那麼痛了…」67Please respect copyright.PENANAH58Mwrb1kc
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鍾媽媽坐近一點67Please respect copyright.PENANAu9nUSWcm8t
「然後?」67Please respect copyright.PENANAOgrISmANPu
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「然後…又變得很痛…67Please respect copyright.PENANAA3uxW1QB6t
全身也在痛…67Please respect copyright.PENANAkmffKsyji5
很辛苦…」67Please respect copyright.PENANA5NYd3vPNnH
李湘渝握緊了拳頭67Please respect copyright.PENANAf1wkk0c8gL
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「嗯」67Please respect copyright.PENANANG3aCBOYN3
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「我想…用鎅刀…67Please respect copyright.PENANA2kUEPQDAyB
在手腕上…割一下…」67Please respect copyright.PENANAN2DFBadXWm
李湘渝哭了出來67Please respect copyright.PENANAAFW0fBu91m
「那…我便…以後…67Please respect copyright.PENANA6YZmE8hCPS
都不用再痛了…」67Please respect copyright.PENANAQZhhbaxzVZ
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鍾媽媽專業的保持冷靜67Please respect copyright.PENANAT3PcPta3jP
停頓一下67Please respect copyright.PENANAQQ1gYSqbo9
再續問67Please respect copyright.PENANAw94nIfeWHy
「是發生了什麼事67Please respect copyright.PENANABF1lVp3Nwr
讓你停下來嗎?」67Please respect copyright.PENANANieJRPITsi
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「我…在筆袋裡找著…67Please respect copyright.PENANAgZgd4LDxUa
看到了…67Please respect copyright.PENANATviJgsqXRk
師兄…寫給我的信…」67Please respect copyright.PENANAfqVr0DhhuU
李湘渝激動的哭著67Please respect copyright.PENANAEMZ0Nre0l4
「是他…的…信…」67Please respect copyright.PENANAYmEVT7WU7Z
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鍾媽媽心也揪著的痛67Please respect copyright.PENANAObioDt2Jwr
給李湘渝遞上了紙巾67Please respect copyright.PENANABoph4sPSJh
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「你看到了天程給你的信67Please respect copyright.PENANAESRAorOkl1
然後便停了下來67Please respect copyright.PENANAdnK0dcw3AK
對嗎?」67Please respect copyright.PENANAgpcchivyGV
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李湘渝接過紙巾67Please respect copyright.PENANANdNFiGiN0M
點著頭67Please respect copyright.PENANAw8SrfHpJEt
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「那封信令你想起了什麼?67Please respect copyright.PENANAQmBsB8gDdN
促使你停下來67Please respect copyright.PENANAYL2QoeJzi6
令你選擇繼續忍受痛苦」67Please respect copyright.PENANA6vF5h1KxHR
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「我記得…67Please respect copyright.PENANAJ50q1miZu4
無論我怎樣放棄自己…67Please respect copyright.PENANAJ2Ll8BDurt
他都會…在我的身邊…67Please respect copyright.PENANAaWedLQnpc3
不會離棄我…」67Please respect copyright.PENANA1iWBrrMB1R
李湘渝痛哭著說67Please respect copyright.PENANAZZaLhU5yia
「上次…爸爸打我那晚…67Please respect copyright.PENANAHuYRfCWppf
是他說…67Please respect copyright.PENANAuilRzS6d8W
明明知道了…看到了…67Please respect copyright.PENANAfgxpiVLT7V
不能什麼也不做…67Please respect copyright.PENANAYpdasneJ68
便讓我回家去…」67Please respect copyright.PENANAVZT6fqdJzo
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鍾媽媽聽著李湘渝的宣洩67Please respect copyright.PENANALAR1bz9w5d
感歎著愛情的力量67Please respect copyright.PENANAZiz6VxLm12
影響力實在很大67Please respect copyright.PENANAhQ9arUvAWT
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幸而鍾天程的愛67Please respect copyright.PENANAqd8NEQ4sbc
能夠承載著這個重擔67Please respect copyright.PENANAaqzULIvkbO
分擔著李湘渝的壓力67Please respect copyright.PENANAssMUCH3jte
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而李湘渝亦從鍾天程的愛裡67Please respect copyright.PENANAyZNqObMqRo
得到了很強的力量67Please respect copyright.PENANAngL5BrmF2f
有了寄託67Please respect copyright.PENANAlk67G21Iln
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要不然67Please respect copyright.PENANAFzqSMQD5gr
李湘渝可能早在幾個月前67Please respect copyright.PENANAv2BBzuqU8f
已經離開了這個世界67Please respect copyright.PENANAhO0NE77Qrk
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「我知道…如果那個時候…67Please respect copyright.PENANArs7CHU2Rfx
他在我的旁邊的話…67Please respect copyright.PENANAkVN7yoKGJT
他會毫不猶豫的…67Please respect copyright.PENANAamfZxPUaBs
抱著我…67Please respect copyright.PENANA6OiJriRXrb
不讓我傷害自己…」67Please respect copyright.PENANAQtI15zVBXy
李湘渝仍在痛哭著67Please respect copyright.PENANA7kA2lMUbbp
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鍾媽媽坐在李湘渝的旁邊67Please respect copyright.PENANA0eSznsGpKm
握著他的手67Please respect copyright.PENANAcY9Qh3SRN6
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「我還記得…67Please respect copyright.PENANA1MxCwncyFj
在天台那時…67Please respect copyright.PENANALjIwTNlmx3
他…67Please respect copyright.PENANAMbyr5SkULd
他……」67Please respect copyright.PENANAPqGx7CIm7Y
李湘渝泣不成聲67Please respect copyright.PENANAfwlQt8NE8R
覺得自己愧對了鍾天程67Please respect copyright.PENANAWa6AU2MqbZ
不斷的哭著67Please respect copyright.PENANARwBYin8ZKC
哭得難以呼吸67Please respect copyright.PENANARJBThukn0R
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鍾媽媽讓李湘渝盡情發洩悲痛67Please respect copyright.PENANA8ZI9oPuOB6
輕掃著他的背67Please respect copyright.PENANAtL7kVaEgIk
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一會67Please respect copyright.PENANAEqumdiP3Q2
待李湘渝情緒平伏後67Please respect copyright.PENANADzNSZmzd1y
鍾媽媽溫柔的說67Please respect copyright.PENANAOEVNC8aCfc
「謝謝你對我誠實67Please respect copyright.PENANAN4QKz3UxNk
亦謝謝你選擇繼續活著」67Please respect copyright.PENANAL4yGWFce6L
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李湘渝低著頭67Please respect copyright.PENANAaUntCDKFWv
擦著眼睛67Please respect copyright.PENANAVa6HfGQqNc
「不…我…67Please respect copyright.PENANAFumvFXpAQE
很沒用…」67Please respect copyright.PENANARc889Aq8H7
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「湘渝67Please respect copyright.PENANAgKbRlpFpak
你真的很勇敢67Please respect copyright.PENANACL8hfx3iOH
而且67Please respect copyright.PENANA46Ra8T9JFL
你也有很堅強的信念67Please respect copyright.PENANAzMil95YSXX
只是一時有點迷失67Please respect copyright.PENANAGJhFM4B2MQ
加上幻覺痛67Please respect copyright.PENANArfTkk8SXA1
令你軟弱了」67Please respect copyright.PENANAoa1HQVn1Gj
鍾媽媽撫摸著他的頭67Please respect copyright.PENANAD8twMYqsTi
「我非常欣賞你的堅強67Please respect copyright.PENANAD58e0Dd1Oj
因為這是真的不容易啊」67Please respect copyright.PENANAQuLaVDWODd
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李湘渝慢慢的停著哭泣67Please respect copyright.PENANAfg650KNwXF
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「這件事67Please respect copyright.PENANApb6BxFLwU1
你有跟天程說嗎?」67Please respect copyright.PENANAzx4ZSbf9gF
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