第十一章 承諾篇 第十四回 諮詢181Please respect copyright.PENANAYDGE5QaGA2
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鍾媽媽看著情緒日記181Please respect copyright.PENANAX6lRIMPOYX
發現李湘渝這幾個月來181Please respect copyright.PENANAGk2C4yu40h
都過度積極的控制情緒181Please respect copyright.PENANAFqXxkfCte8
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雖然發作的頻率有點減少181Please respect copyright.PENANA5WEcYYm2Dm
但始終幻覺痛的情況令人擔憂181Please respect copyright.PENANAZXwAuXwHG6
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「傷口的幻覺痛頻率如何?」181Please respect copyright.PENANASRl61SBu5Q
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「每天都有…」181Please respect copyright.PENANA73Dp2Fzv8w
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「比起剛出院181Please respect copyright.PENANABvoWmtMnnR
或上個月181Please respect copyright.PENANAmIm0NWVaG7
有好轉嗎?」181Please respect copyright.PENANAH6vL44vYN1
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「好像…差不多…」181Please respect copyright.PENANAPruuZ6E8BR
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「十級的話181Please respect copyright.PENANAiVCMEJBNXM
有多少級痛?」181Please respect copyright.PENANAIqsFrZVMqg
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「大概…有試過持續七至八級左右181Please respect copyright.PENANAX6VAYQ5Ggj
試過幾次真的很痛…」181Please respect copyright.PENANAnEUob4WUVu
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鍾媽媽看了看李湘渝勉強的笑容181Please respect copyright.PENANAxWI4PwEwAM
掩飾不了他憔悴及不安的眼神181Please respect copyright.PENANAoTRRPyrzkj
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「已持續兩個月了181Please respect copyright.PENANAQ24wnBDzmo
是吧?」181Please respect copyright.PENANAnxcMMI7FhF
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「嗯…」181Please respect copyright.PENANAdGZc259e75
李湘渝點點頭181Please respect copyright.PENANAKUUglzch0t
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小時候的事181Please respect copyright.PENANArlt5GHmDvJ
實在記得太清楚181Please respect copyright.PENANAdKOFgbM5P4
印象太深刻181Please respect copyright.PENANAt3rsf8CN73
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而且幻覺痛發作的時候181Please respect copyright.PENANAfXyObPhF6W
彷彿提醒著自己181Please respect copyright.PENANAUbwrZMHPcA
不斷的重溫事發經過181Please respect copyright.PENANA7GfjxpVIri
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加上被陳俊言和洪文健的欺凌和恐嚇181Please respect copyright.PENANA5p9rXuJEPB
精神一直都維持在繃緊的狀態181Please respect copyright.PENANAvKyjVPwKWQ
沒有一刻可以放鬆下來181Please respect copyright.PENANAhOxqMjJXYI
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鍾媽媽再次仔細翻看著181Please respect copyright.PENANAiqKHuVcHm4
自從幻聽出現後的日記181Please respect copyright.PENANAJSlPhHwbIN
看得出李湘渝心裡181Please respect copyright.PENANAnI1l8nqBgB
是極度的恐慌181Please respect copyright.PENANAcC0rLQriSR
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從字裡行間裡181Please respect copyright.PENANA5prqtwdZ18
李湘渝透露出的是181Please respect copyright.PENANA4vbpHar3jp
逃避現實181Please respect copyright.PENANAXVJoAALmOA
置之不理181Please respect copyright.PENANAUNtJh6pqaK
過份抑壓情緒181Please respect copyright.PENANAaqlLgvP9in
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「湘渝181Please respect copyright.PENANAWZzPjJJi0A
欺騙誰也可以181Please respect copyright.PENANAsGyi5TGQl5
但就是不能欺騙自己181Please respect copyright.PENANAdu0dLWbkx9
要對自己誠實」181Please respect copyright.PENANANbzqqdbgEM
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「嗯…」181Please respect copyright.PENANAa8nxjCEloA
李湘渝低著頭181Please respect copyright.PENANAV5LYyl4uVm
點了一下頭181Please respect copyright.PENANASJXFEYxy5A
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「有點勉強自己了嗎?181Please respect copyright.PENANAKQ3ThGeNP5
在逃避嗎?」181Please respect copyright.PENANA5n8lSHjGXK
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李湘渝沉默著181Please respect copyright.PENANAh294MhBAW8
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鍾媽媽也安靜的觀察他的微表情181Please respect copyright.PENANAGlUh91SLAw
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李湘渝思考了一會181Please respect copyright.PENANAcuxQyFxHy7
點了點頭181Please respect copyright.PENANAU0nOxeHbuG
「嗯…」181Please respect copyright.PENANAKoobG2ciMB
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「有什麼原因181Please respect copyright.PENANA8c57pQhpnD
令你想逃避?」181Please respect copyright.PENANAWmEBBxAFh5
鍾媽媽溫柔的說181Please respect copyright.PENANAxZsV5S2d8N
「或者181Please respect copyright.PENANAh9MqPv7lvr
最近有沒有事情想跟我分享?」181Please respect copyright.PENANAiaHEzm8M9T
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李湘渝低著頭181Please respect copyright.PENANAXGRGdqb4l9
手按在昨天傷口的位置上181Please respect copyright.PENANA2UEZGHZGaE
「我…」181Please respect copyright.PENANAGDncM3x39E
突然低壓情緒湧了上來181Please respect copyright.PENANARKSEVncfbW
「很…181Please respect copyright.PENANAOSF9tgnEm7
累了…」181Please respect copyright.PENANAZPS4ecSta6
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「所以昨天181Please respect copyright.PENANAQj6v7bPObl
控制不住要傷害自己嗎?」181Please respect copyright.PENANA4kjOtcc33i
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李湘渝點了點頭181Please respect copyright.PENANA6VZQpBkeTE
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「昨天有過輕生的念頭嗎?」181Please respect copyright.PENANA6DxlQL62O1
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李湘渝的眼流湧出來了181Please respect copyright.PENANADUaypMIXWv
抹著眼淚181Please respect copyright.PENANAcvAz6vEf17
搖著頭否認181Please respect copyright.PENANAKnwfAH60kk
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鍾媽媽昨天看到他的情況和反應181Please respect copyright.PENANAdapPMAfqgO
已經知道他經歷過想結束自己生命的掙扎181Please respect copyright.PENANAL5hg4f670L
只不過在鍾天程面前181Please respect copyright.PENANAWz6ZkXxnPW
不適宜直接問他181Please respect copyright.PENANAwSCdSlBOpQ
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「在這裡說的話181Please respect copyright.PENANAmCvQ7JQMwN
我是不會跟天程說的」181Please respect copyright.PENANA1j6my88Ts4
鍾媽媽知道礙於身份問題181Please respect copyright.PENANAzWs2O1fA9k
李湘渝開始對她有所保留和隱瞞181Please respect copyright.PENANA5fseZEivQU
「你可以放心的告訴我181Please respect copyright.PENANAtrKH1nvfNo
我有責任保障你的私隱181Please respect copyright.PENANA5hY4PGqxJq
就算他是我的兒子181Please respect copyright.PENANAtQvfIzpb4E
我也不可以告訴他181Please respect copyright.PENANATKc1jYUis8
這是我的專業操守」181Please respect copyright.PENANAyiJVHlFWIC
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李湘渝繼續低著頭181Please respect copyright.PENANAbhyaPhzECl
「對不起…」181Please respect copyright.PENANAtR70wWYlny
為自己的撒謊而道歉181Please respect copyright.PENANAbMUxlSCs7C
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「乖孩子181Please respect copyright.PENANAxbHrkUDVNO
不要怕去面對181Please respect copyright.PENANAOKFtF2O1Nq
要坦誠接受自己的情緒181Please respect copyright.PENANA2XnJ5IaqdU
知道嗎?」181Please respect copyright.PENANAEL3fHa9pZ6
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李湘渝沉默了一會181Please respect copyright.PENANAwRXNRERmqb
緩緩的說著181Please respect copyright.PENANAvdpocmDYMs
「我…很怕…」181Please respect copyright.PENANAIpreN0JV5C
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「你在怕什麼?」181Please respect copyright.PENANACzDu1p0tmf
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李湘渝的思緒有點混亂181Please respect copyright.PENANAxM4UMvnyX6
「不…不知道…181Please respect copyright.PENANAopPJqW3ynl
就是…很怕…」181Please respect copyright.PENANAQKhIL5SMRX
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鍾媽媽安靜的讓他說181Please respect copyright.PENANAziq4wkeeSO
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「真的…很討厭自己…181Please respect copyright.PENANAGfxOCuAwik
很麻煩…」181Please respect copyright.PENANAesdBuXx5QS
李湘渝忍哭著說181Please respect copyright.PENANAf8qsXjVlcH
眼睛和鼻子也迅速的紅起來181Please respect copyright.PENANAIYpM0UHnyY
「我真的…181Please respect copyright.PENANApm1WpKYXdP
一點用處也沒有…181Please respect copyright.PENANAlU61lNZjxS
我是…一個負累…」181Please respect copyright.PENANAyHVrpgiYPn
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鍾媽媽聽著也心痛起來181Please respect copyright.PENANAILFIAosrwj
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「我知…我不可以這樣想…181Please respect copyright.PENANAmayl4OQ268
我也想…拋棄這個想法…181Please respect copyright.PENANAkI3Iz52ktt
可是…我…」181Please respect copyright.PENANAD0onUilHAa
李湘渝看著鍾媽媽181Please respect copyright.PENANAtVLnwxXfcF
「我…做不到…」181Please respect copyright.PENANA24Y154afho
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鍾媽媽點頭示意明白181Please respect copyright.PENANAzfGpi4lqMU
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「我…真的…181Please respect copyright.PENANAkf8qqhEGc2
很累…了啊…」181Please respect copyright.PENANAueMaur7zJr
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昨天的經過是怎樣的?」181Please respect copyright.PENANAGx24N8RxTX
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李湘渝愣了一下181Please respect copyright.PENANA9zlDZDHu0v
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鍾媽媽慢慢的引導他181Please respect copyright.PENANAJuavzev9B2
「是幻覺痛了嗎?」181Please respect copyright.PENANAhgP5uPQFNs
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「昨天…傷口很痛…181Please respect copyright.PENANAeH7mMfjLLO
痛了很久…181Please respect copyright.PENANAWiTcZ6MAAQ
整個下午都在痛…181Please respect copyright.PENANADxWUDmESgU
痛得…181Please respect copyright.PENANArgtNOq2Rua
那鐵枝好像仍然插在背部那樣…」181Please respect copyright.PENANAhRb7XX7tyx
李湘渝慢慢的說出來181Please respect copyright.PENANADFhYOcfdSL
哽咽著181Please respect copyright.PENANA86F797gViP
「我…真的…181Please respect copyright.PENANAkYfHHt7aCQ
忍受不了…181Please respect copyright.PENANA00jLVc0dWs
不想再忍受下去了…」181Please respect copyright.PENANAQDhT6mOv7j
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「然後你用了什麼傷害自己?」181Please respect copyright.PENANAdyFkfcXunx
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「我在書枱上181Please respect copyright.PENANAvU8XFwBVIb
隨便拿起了鐵尺181Please respect copyright.PENANAZGIQ5Lb69x
便開始…弄痛自己…」181Please respect copyright.PENANACdRkQdIZ27
李湘渝回想著昨晚181Please respect copyright.PENANAwvwjJzDDyV
那種痛好像又要開始了181Please respect copyright.PENANAm4xh2ftBa3
「好像…變得沒那麼痛了…」181Please respect copyright.PENANAno0vH8W3DB
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鍾媽媽坐近一點181Please respect copyright.PENANAfwpKxXuyQW
「然後?」181Please respect copyright.PENANArdppn3qwIv
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「然後…又變得很痛…181Please respect copyright.PENANAC07uIaIaRD
全身也在痛…181Please respect copyright.PENANAhpJT93KLLo
很辛苦…」181Please respect copyright.PENANAAuQ0Adf3UZ
李湘渝握緊了拳頭181Please respect copyright.PENANA2uperx88Pr
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「嗯」181Please respect copyright.PENANAHcZ3doFGKv
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「我想…用鎅刀…181Please respect copyright.PENANA0ykrttbK2l
在手腕上…割一下…」181Please respect copyright.PENANAjfVpuiaH3R
李湘渝哭了出來181Please respect copyright.PENANAfiplNJI8St
「那…我便…以後…181Please respect copyright.PENANARTbe3MtZMk
都不用再痛了…」181Please respect copyright.PENANAsTlIdGQTW0
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鍾媽媽專業的保持冷靜181Please respect copyright.PENANA6DzQgMyE6J
停頓一下181Please respect copyright.PENANA48LwODCb3a
再續問181Please respect copyright.PENANAoOv40TAN3C
「是發生了什麼事181Please respect copyright.PENANAadOhNOM8kC
讓你停下來嗎?」181Please respect copyright.PENANAK9h9luAtc5
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「我…在筆袋裡找著…181Please respect copyright.PENANAf6kbz2KfTc
看到了…181Please respect copyright.PENANAEBzlufqEUt
師兄…寫給我的信…」181Please respect copyright.PENANA6gqOCYgOKS
李湘渝激動的哭著181Please respect copyright.PENANAPOyRo5bxZI
「是他…的…信…」181Please respect copyright.PENANA3ECkV64M4F
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鍾媽媽心也揪著的痛181Please respect copyright.PENANAX6t7cMrC1K
給李湘渝遞上了紙巾181Please respect copyright.PENANAOs0htjkDjG
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「你看到了天程給你的信181Please respect copyright.PENANATyEwXVS9vq
然後便停了下來181Please respect copyright.PENANAtjnzjbubys
對嗎?」181Please respect copyright.PENANAyXd7z6WRY6
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李湘渝接過紙巾181Please respect copyright.PENANA9GOceVGjrW
點著頭181Please respect copyright.PENANA9lFmZKPJ3G
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「那封信令你想起了什麼?181Please respect copyright.PENANAIwTA47mWGr
促使你停下來181Please respect copyright.PENANABmapCzJpmP
令你選擇繼續忍受痛苦」181Please respect copyright.PENANASQ8rsn0d6S
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「我記得…181Please respect copyright.PENANAj5153VmDSr
無論我怎樣放棄自己…181Please respect copyright.PENANAuvCPKRrH8S
他都會…在我的身邊…181Please respect copyright.PENANAvN87hpzwLU
不會離棄我…」181Please respect copyright.PENANAUNilXAL858
李湘渝痛哭著說181Please respect copyright.PENANAxmqwkKbVOU
「上次…爸爸打我那晚…181Please respect copyright.PENANAJvMF759lqE
是他說…181Please respect copyright.PENANAtqjDodhA1N
明明知道了…看到了…181Please respect copyright.PENANA4XZfX2PkuW
不能什麼也不做…181Please respect copyright.PENANAm2W9biVcVX
便讓我回家去…」181Please respect copyright.PENANAcabIuEbKb0
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鍾媽媽聽著李湘渝的宣洩181Please respect copyright.PENANADsrGVSi96i
感歎著愛情的力量181Please respect copyright.PENANAso4s5gd6Vx
影響力實在很大181Please respect copyright.PENANA9MLMsDSfhO
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幸而鍾天程的愛181Please respect copyright.PENANAPXgZ2lzoDI
能夠承載著這個重擔181Please respect copyright.PENANAIUaFtK5BWH
分擔著李湘渝的壓力181Please respect copyright.PENANAR0LQTEUGpP
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而李湘渝亦從鍾天程的愛裡181Please respect copyright.PENANAVeTHTzcxWV
得到了很強的力量181Please respect copyright.PENANApdmqDmHEUP
有了寄託181Please respect copyright.PENANAqwnH4cOvMg
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要不然181Please respect copyright.PENANA6vJxskdt4g
李湘渝可能早在幾個月前181Please respect copyright.PENANAXqnOdd2vwA
已經離開了這個世界181Please respect copyright.PENANAy9QJ1hJU88
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「我知道…如果那個時候…181Please respect copyright.PENANAHl6HEO0h3c
他在我的旁邊的話…181Please respect copyright.PENANAAZuBTfMH7c
他會毫不猶豫的…181Please respect copyright.PENANAERRMRvI6iM
抱著我…181Please respect copyright.PENANAXOPmRMKxks
不讓我傷害自己…」181Please respect copyright.PENANA87Jkrm5xjs
李湘渝仍在痛哭著181Please respect copyright.PENANA9LPZZhLy3U
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鍾媽媽坐在李湘渝的旁邊181Please respect copyright.PENANAFxPasw1geq
握著他的手181Please respect copyright.PENANAsuhPOROIQ2
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「我還記得…181Please respect copyright.PENANAj4DlYapffk
在天台那時…181Please respect copyright.PENANAZLKRFGQ2wS
他…181Please respect copyright.PENANAeFC29tYKSo
他……」181Please respect copyright.PENANA6WUxxf5hVg
李湘渝泣不成聲181Please respect copyright.PENANAhhkBhlnZSv
覺得自己愧對了鍾天程181Please respect copyright.PENANAxURBEQBYmu
不斷的哭著181Please respect copyright.PENANAmddsywLhF0
哭得難以呼吸181Please respect copyright.PENANAp9Ngul8bYC
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鍾媽媽讓李湘渝盡情發洩悲痛181Please respect copyright.PENANAcYz9XPrrjF
輕掃著他的背181Please respect copyright.PENANAxVFNk5r6VW
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一會181Please respect copyright.PENANADBWFVZf4Eo
待李湘渝情緒平伏後181Please respect copyright.PENANAkfKmwcQK03
鍾媽媽溫柔的說181Please respect copyright.PENANA6xJxVnCFSO
「謝謝你對我誠實181Please respect copyright.PENANAVXuW5Bitia
亦謝謝你選擇繼續活著」181Please respect copyright.PENANAdh9hMmRWGn
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李湘渝低著頭181Please respect copyright.PENANAjQ8o5MTcVr
擦著眼睛181Please respect copyright.PENANAo7TjEiYc1x
「不…我…181Please respect copyright.PENANAIBN27F0XNV
很沒用…」181Please respect copyright.PENANAUyNb2hV2s1
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「湘渝181Please respect copyright.PENANAzb3eFcZRZF
你真的很勇敢181Please respect copyright.PENANAK2REU5YTKR
而且181Please respect copyright.PENANA8W1suRE8Oj
你也有很堅強的信念181Please respect copyright.PENANARVRUcSh2BN
只是一時有點迷失181Please respect copyright.PENANA7yvZBYSe6N
加上幻覺痛181Please respect copyright.PENANAlSULv4QMJ9
令你軟弱了」181Please respect copyright.PENANARKbZVUnxdH
鍾媽媽撫摸著他的頭181Please respect copyright.PENANALis5dsqUrm
「我非常欣賞你的堅強181Please respect copyright.PENANA87AaWhKzyz
因為這是真的不容易啊」181Please respect copyright.PENANADV92JGvEpr
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李湘渝慢慢的停著哭泣181Please respect copyright.PENANAgguVTXPYyc
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「這件事181Please respect copyright.PENANAYbAO5FtGXi
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