第十一章 承諾篇 第十四回 諮詢209Please respect copyright.PENANAgRiylyzpm0
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鍾媽媽看著情緒日記209Please respect copyright.PENANAYlzpQ8imUg
發現李湘渝這幾個月來209Please respect copyright.PENANAw1wu6SjCzJ
都過度積極的控制情緒209Please respect copyright.PENANAL5XnMr6g39
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雖然發作的頻率有點減少209Please respect copyright.PENANAdtWsteu5SO
但始終幻覺痛的情況令人擔憂209Please respect copyright.PENANAWUlZOKjmOa
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「傷口的幻覺痛頻率如何?」209Please respect copyright.PENANAnbzO155BYe
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「每天都有…」209Please respect copyright.PENANAR13PntQ7jt
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「比起剛出院209Please respect copyright.PENANAwp6227kOjM
或上個月209Please respect copyright.PENANAsSKy8wy1kx
有好轉嗎?」209Please respect copyright.PENANA2aZmxNgVst
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「好像…差不多…」209Please respect copyright.PENANAlSW7Pdtron
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「十級的話209Please respect copyright.PENANAiLMgz5rWcC
有多少級痛?」209Please respect copyright.PENANAePCGYDxaSR
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「大概…有試過持續七至八級左右209Please respect copyright.PENANAPUp9iHCikG
試過幾次真的很痛…」209Please respect copyright.PENANAMxcEaB6QOe
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鍾媽媽看了看李湘渝勉強的笑容209Please respect copyright.PENANAJqHqBCAoW6
掩飾不了他憔悴及不安的眼神209Please respect copyright.PENANAWzgULSz9uQ
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「已持續兩個月了209Please respect copyright.PENANA6kI48zOXR5
是吧?」209Please respect copyright.PENANAUCtj1TmuRU
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「嗯…」209Please respect copyright.PENANACq0ti7QDLB
李湘渝點點頭209Please respect copyright.PENANAsl9k5RxqF8
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小時候的事209Please respect copyright.PENANAkyODLc3Abd
實在記得太清楚209Please respect copyright.PENANAjje89bq7im
印象太深刻209Please respect copyright.PENANApmM0Rz5WPA
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而且幻覺痛發作的時候209Please respect copyright.PENANAHpL7MLCem7
彷彿提醒著自己209Please respect copyright.PENANApzXIXdpSKN
不斷的重溫事發經過209Please respect copyright.PENANAs4tLnRgjdj
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加上被陳俊言和洪文健的欺凌和恐嚇209Please respect copyright.PENANA2TN7OAwOdh
精神一直都維持在繃緊的狀態209Please respect copyright.PENANAXGkG5cu0hb
沒有一刻可以放鬆下來209Please respect copyright.PENANA0MKjW3Wqme
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鍾媽媽再次仔細翻看著209Please respect copyright.PENANAWnjCtAeasI
自從幻聽出現後的日記209Please respect copyright.PENANAa19l2FpvJ9
看得出李湘渝心裡209Please respect copyright.PENANAvU6uXgGMey
是極度的恐慌209Please respect copyright.PENANANYbChiOxfd
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從字裡行間裡209Please respect copyright.PENANAS5AZsbQ9N3
李湘渝透露出的是209Please respect copyright.PENANAypxJ5GGWXA
逃避現實209Please respect copyright.PENANAQ2NWoZPfKT
置之不理209Please respect copyright.PENANAM9K5wAbBpF
過份抑壓情緒209Please respect copyright.PENANA743EaM55wy
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「湘渝209Please respect copyright.PENANANzjDYIbgIh
欺騙誰也可以209Please respect copyright.PENANAEHwzI8wdaa
但就是不能欺騙自己209Please respect copyright.PENANAfCBhY9KNdH
要對自己誠實」209Please respect copyright.PENANADNcprlFj85
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「嗯…」209Please respect copyright.PENANAvgxAXFBVQI
李湘渝低著頭209Please respect copyright.PENANAKCHxJEfdS8
點了一下頭209Please respect copyright.PENANAYUaJPoGFIH
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「有點勉強自己了嗎?209Please respect copyright.PENANAfILlImDNRh
在逃避嗎?」209Please respect copyright.PENANAgkkajaojTJ
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李湘渝沉默著209Please respect copyright.PENANA35tvQfwMXG
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鍾媽媽也安靜的觀察他的微表情209Please respect copyright.PENANAjQgBrLileI
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李湘渝思考了一會209Please respect copyright.PENANATakggJqnmA
點了點頭209Please respect copyright.PENANAaukYuyWIYV
「嗯…」209Please respect copyright.PENANAunVFpR9K6Q
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「有什麼原因209Please respect copyright.PENANACrqgRUKEFE
令你想逃避?」209Please respect copyright.PENANApyFKS3dAKJ
鍾媽媽溫柔的說209Please respect copyright.PENANAN9EYz54wuA
「或者209Please respect copyright.PENANACHKUvoDeyF
最近有沒有事情想跟我分享?」209Please respect copyright.PENANAIaa7kJPqSe
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李湘渝低著頭209Please respect copyright.PENANApGyLsoZxQB
手按在昨天傷口的位置上209Please respect copyright.PENANArElNnwdHDl
「我…」209Please respect copyright.PENANAWc7OjQoUPJ
突然低壓情緒湧了上來209Please respect copyright.PENANA7pEq1T51C1
「很…209Please respect copyright.PENANA3wLNwAJOEW
累了…」209Please respect copyright.PENANAXXXJBiBzf3
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「所以昨天209Please respect copyright.PENANAw59dGRkEO3
控制不住要傷害自己嗎?」209Please respect copyright.PENANAoq4uXCUUYh
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李湘渝點了點頭209Please respect copyright.PENANAY3vRP8o2HA
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「昨天有過輕生的念頭嗎?」209Please respect copyright.PENANAkNqPhTtbXH
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李湘渝的眼流湧出來了209Please respect copyright.PENANAjqDCH5yFwv
抹著眼淚209Please respect copyright.PENANAdpRMlwAWyL
搖著頭否認209Please respect copyright.PENANAhm6OQSItiX
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鍾媽媽昨天看到他的情況和反應209Please respect copyright.PENANAgjlswlEe8W
已經知道他經歷過想結束自己生命的掙扎209Please respect copyright.PENANAjL48lbEz6T
只不過在鍾天程面前209Please respect copyright.PENANAkk2jFMYeB4
不適宜直接問他209Please respect copyright.PENANAPSwdxt58YN
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「在這裡說的話209Please respect copyright.PENANAZ4yon7Bwwv
我是不會跟天程說的」209Please respect copyright.PENANAQ85Yt59vj2
鍾媽媽知道礙於身份問題209Please respect copyright.PENANA1d1lxx19Nc
李湘渝開始對她有所保留和隱瞞209Please respect copyright.PENANAOCyJ6COANn
「你可以放心的告訴我209Please respect copyright.PENANAk2NqDz7c1x
我有責任保障你的私隱209Please respect copyright.PENANAn5BeHbMVGn
就算他是我的兒子209Please respect copyright.PENANAeDZL4TBxYP
我也不可以告訴他209Please respect copyright.PENANA9hS9g0ON6j
這是我的專業操守」209Please respect copyright.PENANAa0xIztveTZ
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李湘渝繼續低著頭209Please respect copyright.PENANAoYtmGiCDIO
「對不起…」209Please respect copyright.PENANAL7jFjP9Iyu
為自己的撒謊而道歉209Please respect copyright.PENANAns7wBh4oBC
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「乖孩子209Please respect copyright.PENANAiWvlhEyigJ
不要怕去面對209Please respect copyright.PENANAapl4ufKab8
要坦誠接受自己的情緒209Please respect copyright.PENANAvWi68AnHhw
知道嗎?」209Please respect copyright.PENANANnnzsV5vuM
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李湘渝沉默了一會209Please respect copyright.PENANAEiO5lw2loH
緩緩的說著209Please respect copyright.PENANAWl0cF3Jxj2
「我…很怕…」209Please respect copyright.PENANA4a1CEDRUVK
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「你在怕什麼?」209Please respect copyright.PENANAShihr8IMqY
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李湘渝的思緒有點混亂209Please respect copyright.PENANAQ4M8mDE10Q
「不…不知道…209Please respect copyright.PENANADWi4anIUyQ
就是…很怕…」209Please respect copyright.PENANAkDLvqFq5Bc
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鍾媽媽安靜的讓他說209Please respect copyright.PENANAhXR0opx39I
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「真的…很討厭自己…209Please respect copyright.PENANA9yBrmhHq74
很麻煩…」209Please respect copyright.PENANAmwTCBBd7zM
李湘渝忍哭著說209Please respect copyright.PENANA65fm3QaQz1
眼睛和鼻子也迅速的紅起來209Please respect copyright.PENANAgHr9sLctLR
「我真的…209Please respect copyright.PENANAIbfoygQ08U
一點用處也沒有…209Please respect copyright.PENANAP3FD4UgV6h
我是…一個負累…」209Please respect copyright.PENANAhzU7jflfO6
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鍾媽媽聽著也心痛起來209Please respect copyright.PENANADcCPo0a6pC
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「我知…我不可以這樣想…209Please respect copyright.PENANAwmw1btT1wR
我也想…拋棄這個想法…209Please respect copyright.PENANAP39lkVG8lW
可是…我…」209Please respect copyright.PENANAHgzbhR4EEf
李湘渝看著鍾媽媽209Please respect copyright.PENANAE6ONaoA4S7
「我…做不到…」209Please respect copyright.PENANAp8BYpLQyeK
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鍾媽媽點頭示意明白209Please respect copyright.PENANAfcOsSUwn2c
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「我…真的…209Please respect copyright.PENANAadMZFkkPJ9
很累…了啊…」209Please respect copyright.PENANADe1GIfkwGw
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「可以告訴我嗎?209Please respect copyright.PENANAMfZABcRwsc
昨天的經過是怎樣的?」209Please respect copyright.PENANArO6NaeJbsJ
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李湘渝愣了一下209Please respect copyright.PENANAKzL3xFRGpy
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鍾媽媽慢慢的引導他209Please respect copyright.PENANAE8M7nsgeGH
「是幻覺痛了嗎?」209Please respect copyright.PENANA19OoVRhyXD
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「昨天…傷口很痛…209Please respect copyright.PENANAk9RBY0DmMv
痛了很久…209Please respect copyright.PENANAzhsB6YA28n
整個下午都在痛…209Please respect copyright.PENANA2C4xAFCUSF
痛得…209Please respect copyright.PENANA9eeS6I4rCV
那鐵枝好像仍然插在背部那樣…」209Please respect copyright.PENANAyPFDtlxoxd
李湘渝慢慢的說出來209Please respect copyright.PENANA3VkZB7OE2w
哽咽著209Please respect copyright.PENANAvCGRvy5Gta
「我…真的…209Please respect copyright.PENANAtFQ9aPlWe0
忍受不了…209Please respect copyright.PENANA12apVkEy2F
不想再忍受下去了…」209Please respect copyright.PENANAPyRWcaUX9j
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「然後你用了什麼傷害自己?」209Please respect copyright.PENANA93qwujU4M2
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「我在書枱上209Please respect copyright.PENANAMN0xOYfkSn
隨便拿起了鐵尺209Please respect copyright.PENANAW5BMWTcfuv
便開始…弄痛自己…」209Please respect copyright.PENANAlvzIpuC6ug
李湘渝回想著昨晚209Please respect copyright.PENANAaV4TIJfaNk
那種痛好像又要開始了209Please respect copyright.PENANAkqmAjrGHVR
「好像…變得沒那麼痛了…」209Please respect copyright.PENANAGgWNVRWPEA
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鍾媽媽坐近一點209Please respect copyright.PENANA3ozm1zgWOt
「然後?」209Please respect copyright.PENANAZmkqsJl1hB
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「然後…又變得很痛…209Please respect copyright.PENANA8jC5bptS5L
全身也在痛…209Please respect copyright.PENANAKKU96T0rxF
很辛苦…」209Please respect copyright.PENANAVcXxNzEfxV
李湘渝握緊了拳頭209Please respect copyright.PENANAlaLTmcIkH3
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「嗯」209Please respect copyright.PENANAowVhVm9mu7
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「我想…用鎅刀…209Please respect copyright.PENANAyYpPeGNic6
在手腕上…割一下…」209Please respect copyright.PENANAhZCD7PC6jJ
李湘渝哭了出來209Please respect copyright.PENANAA15ts4uHGS
「那…我便…以後…209Please respect copyright.PENANACMLepS3zht
都不用再痛了…」209Please respect copyright.PENANAS6E9VFZndB
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鍾媽媽專業的保持冷靜209Please respect copyright.PENANAGQmnrPSZTa
停頓一下209Please respect copyright.PENANAJcYATgyJBg
再續問209Please respect copyright.PENANASTqUWhSmbo
「是發生了什麼事209Please respect copyright.PENANA4gSlOptSL1
讓你停下來嗎?」209Please respect copyright.PENANA7jQNBTjiEj
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「我…在筆袋裡找著…209Please respect copyright.PENANANZnStROuKl
看到了…209Please respect copyright.PENANABhBGi3YQFQ
師兄…寫給我的信…」209Please respect copyright.PENANAmmWC5T21dY
李湘渝激動的哭著209Please respect copyright.PENANAwq0up1s1AX
「是他…的…信…」209Please respect copyright.PENANAmnuNByOUD3
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鍾媽媽心也揪著的痛209Please respect copyright.PENANAOLSiW5hwU7
給李湘渝遞上了紙巾209Please respect copyright.PENANAn30XlqVHw9
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「你看到了天程給你的信209Please respect copyright.PENANACtA5DLPt1l
然後便停了下來209Please respect copyright.PENANATB3ZNlkVBc
對嗎?」209Please respect copyright.PENANAYq5ICEYmSb
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李湘渝接過紙巾209Please respect copyright.PENANA9EXPA7EOOX
點著頭209Please respect copyright.PENANAJlcU5JhFNz
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「那封信令你想起了什麼?209Please respect copyright.PENANA9HxpCFOoKC
促使你停下來209Please respect copyright.PENANA5MBWZC4Kcl
令你選擇繼續忍受痛苦」209Please respect copyright.PENANA8H4lnJjyUU
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「我記得…209Please respect copyright.PENANAfZF7slcaXO
無論我怎樣放棄自己…209Please respect copyright.PENANA91hHNbq3bO
他都會…在我的身邊…209Please respect copyright.PENANAva83MyB3QE
不會離棄我…」209Please respect copyright.PENANAe0b9ddgmxr
李湘渝痛哭著說209Please respect copyright.PENANA4n6l7ycLra
「上次…爸爸打我那晚…209Please respect copyright.PENANAksz0VO8CFS
是他說…209Please respect copyright.PENANAp8tKGP05yh
明明知道了…看到了…209Please respect copyright.PENANAz8JYhklMZ3
不能什麼也不做…209Please respect copyright.PENANA0RDI8XbqLS
便讓我回家去…」209Please respect copyright.PENANA7O35U03ts9
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鍾媽媽聽著李湘渝的宣洩209Please respect copyright.PENANAdVRo9J9xyD
感歎著愛情的力量209Please respect copyright.PENANAQbm6XIB2pR
影響力實在很大209Please respect copyright.PENANA5Eg3EtY5I2
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幸而鍾天程的愛209Please respect copyright.PENANAr6gbvCCzLX
能夠承載著這個重擔209Please respect copyright.PENANATNMC5zwY9W
分擔著李湘渝的壓力209Please respect copyright.PENANANUYXiZ9TMY
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而李湘渝亦從鍾天程的愛裡209Please respect copyright.PENANAsQftBYK6eU
得到了很強的力量209Please respect copyright.PENANALMZ63QC1Cy
有了寄託209Please respect copyright.PENANAb2p3YB49yw
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要不然209Please respect copyright.PENANAweHLFCe4hD
李湘渝可能早在幾個月前209Please respect copyright.PENANAJQbRlwFBjK
已經離開了這個世界209Please respect copyright.PENANAXa7dQQ4csv
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「我知道…如果那個時候…209Please respect copyright.PENANAQ2IcY5q9Xw
他在我的旁邊的話…209Please respect copyright.PENANATeh5BG7DCL
他會毫不猶豫的…209Please respect copyright.PENANACIW1NSPwuH
抱著我…209Please respect copyright.PENANAFHXgYEjpQu
不讓我傷害自己…」209Please respect copyright.PENANAHiWl6wHV8A
李湘渝仍在痛哭著209Please respect copyright.PENANAyATDHOUK8g
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鍾媽媽坐在李湘渝的旁邊209Please respect copyright.PENANAW8dv7YDPog
握著他的手209Please respect copyright.PENANA2JS9fIkIl4
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「我還記得…209Please respect copyright.PENANA96AkQpb3Tv
在天台那時…209Please respect copyright.PENANA94ego5F7iz
他…209Please respect copyright.PENANA6xmfZIzSj4
他……」209Please respect copyright.PENANAyjmToR9NhO
李湘渝泣不成聲209Please respect copyright.PENANAMT8CMQsuN9
覺得自己愧對了鍾天程209Please respect copyright.PENANAnwCpziUPpZ
不斷的哭著209Please respect copyright.PENANAHAYq7MthSh
哭得難以呼吸209Please respect copyright.PENANAA32SipxmY9
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鍾媽媽讓李湘渝盡情發洩悲痛209Please respect copyright.PENANAldiaKDc8BX
輕掃著他的背209Please respect copyright.PENANANogdTdYoFM
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一會209Please respect copyright.PENANApbFldSpuAt
待李湘渝情緒平伏後209Please respect copyright.PENANAteZ6EYPiWA
鍾媽媽溫柔的說209Please respect copyright.PENANAI29w6FyK2t
「謝謝你對我誠實209Please respect copyright.PENANAR6sFNtYOWf
亦謝謝你選擇繼續活著」209Please respect copyright.PENANApsvz8Tlsrp
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李湘渝低著頭209Please respect copyright.PENANA49fYrYvlgR
擦著眼睛209Please respect copyright.PENANATBHlsFQymT
「不…我…209Please respect copyright.PENANAcUMmIQwQr2
很沒用…」209Please respect copyright.PENANAGPEWfk4TtG
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「湘渝209Please respect copyright.PENANAptJsZKh9P0
你真的很勇敢209Please respect copyright.PENANAgE4BhHRGSu
而且209Please respect copyright.PENANAMoF5Z0YrHk
你也有很堅強的信念209Please respect copyright.PENANA6bjkBNN53V
只是一時有點迷失209Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1HielM14x
加上幻覺痛209Please respect copyright.PENANAzIDm7YPy4E
令你軟弱了」209Please respect copyright.PENANA6sTMy3Vg5C
鍾媽媽撫摸著他的頭209Please respect copyright.PENANAhQxc4uDnRJ
「我非常欣賞你的堅強209Please respect copyright.PENANA47yj4YbS7l
因為這是真的不容易啊」209Please respect copyright.PENANAJz9pD7vxiy
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李湘渝慢慢的停著哭泣209Please respect copyright.PENANA96Tgvi8fkJ
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「這件事209Please respect copyright.PENANAgzDnYoSjKP
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