第十一章 承諾篇 第十四回 諮詢230Please respect copyright.PENANAzlpWf9iakc
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鍾媽媽看著情緒日記230Please respect copyright.PENANAKlCZCdOMzI
發現李湘渝這幾個月來230Please respect copyright.PENANAjq4t8B8nH2
都過度積極的控制情緒230Please respect copyright.PENANAGEOg8Cy05z
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雖然發作的頻率有點減少230Please respect copyright.PENANA08Rs3gEY0c
但始終幻覺痛的情況令人擔憂230Please respect copyright.PENANA58JSbnA7Bg
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「傷口的幻覺痛頻率如何?」230Please respect copyright.PENANA9JVrV2fNkc
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「每天都有…」230Please respect copyright.PENANADwkUrdI4RC
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「比起剛出院230Please respect copyright.PENANAygiIQsxq4c
或上個月230Please respect copyright.PENANAELp9LyjZ27
有好轉嗎?」230Please respect copyright.PENANAskLkkIkCqG
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「好像…差不多…」230Please respect copyright.PENANAda2MqTMoAj
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「十級的話230Please respect copyright.PENANAXF1WnDnjo8
有多少級痛?」230Please respect copyright.PENANAdBfBAhLhJb
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「大概…有試過持續七至八級左右230Please respect copyright.PENANA2867cKbTef
試過幾次真的很痛…」230Please respect copyright.PENANA1PRzS0t6aU
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鍾媽媽看了看李湘渝勉強的笑容230Please respect copyright.PENANA0lsaRGXYQx
掩飾不了他憔悴及不安的眼神230Please respect copyright.PENANAdCdhjDwutO
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「已持續兩個月了230Please respect copyright.PENANArj9GGlkpqg
是吧?」230Please respect copyright.PENANA6lQywEPAE3
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「嗯…」230Please respect copyright.PENANAffFpBMQvtQ
李湘渝點點頭230Please respect copyright.PENANAcj4BcJfNaJ
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小時候的事230Please respect copyright.PENANABuhwWuxunc
實在記得太清楚230Please respect copyright.PENANA5AFbyomQkX
印象太深刻230Please respect copyright.PENANAPIzupMZt3B
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而且幻覺痛發作的時候230Please respect copyright.PENANAOeTyBePDPl
彷彿提醒著自己230Please respect copyright.PENANAGcNQoITteM
不斷的重溫事發經過230Please respect copyright.PENANAHMhi1BM652
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加上被陳俊言和洪文健的欺凌和恐嚇230Please respect copyright.PENANApmRbyPW8Es
精神一直都維持在繃緊的狀態230Please respect copyright.PENANAWHPgL5TGVe
沒有一刻可以放鬆下來230Please respect copyright.PENANArKcI6vdQLV
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鍾媽媽再次仔細翻看著230Please respect copyright.PENANAm2ZpCv4H4D
自從幻聽出現後的日記230Please respect copyright.PENANAWGRf90eTOg
看得出李湘渝心裡230Please respect copyright.PENANAhxjmylg9kh
是極度的恐慌230Please respect copyright.PENANAuClXdK9dAa
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從字裡行間裡230Please respect copyright.PENANA1QjChJBhGj
李湘渝透露出的是230Please respect copyright.PENANAMI8rHi8YTC
逃避現實230Please respect copyright.PENANAgJVJ0rPdWO
置之不理230Please respect copyright.PENANAW3ZfqsP7ZO
過份抑壓情緒230Please respect copyright.PENANAnCnWEPWjDA
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「湘渝230Please respect copyright.PENANA6r1u1DddQI
欺騙誰也可以230Please respect copyright.PENANAblvRuBWYu1
但就是不能欺騙自己230Please respect copyright.PENANAJ9T8eIgD9A
要對自己誠實」230Please respect copyright.PENANAvTyCSSzc1Q
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「嗯…」230Please respect copyright.PENANAvRm5GNQNlI
李湘渝低著頭230Please respect copyright.PENANAPSsR8wCGX1
點了一下頭230Please respect copyright.PENANA8uMtvqmg06
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「有點勉強自己了嗎?230Please respect copyright.PENANAQm7b510B6k
在逃避嗎?」230Please respect copyright.PENANA5WencleRND
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李湘渝沉默著230Please respect copyright.PENANAiMtuMPsLK2
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鍾媽媽也安靜的觀察他的微表情230Please respect copyright.PENANAfKNktLDmuw
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李湘渝思考了一會230Please respect copyright.PENANAE5XReymgGy
點了點頭230Please respect copyright.PENANAj8GAYhB4LF
「嗯…」230Please respect copyright.PENANAIR3uVWvQCs
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「有什麼原因230Please respect copyright.PENANAN1co3yRiYq
令你想逃避?」230Please respect copyright.PENANAx3in4WXEvK
鍾媽媽溫柔的說230Please respect copyright.PENANAEMjodMLUA3
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最近有沒有事情想跟我分享?」230Please respect copyright.PENANAGTvjzcb3r2
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李湘渝低著頭230Please respect copyright.PENANAch1SmiGvfD
手按在昨天傷口的位置上230Please respect copyright.PENANAa2RJJAht6L
「我…」230Please respect copyright.PENANASxLjBVXlf6
突然低壓情緒湧了上來230Please respect copyright.PENANAje8tMuV1Fa
「很…230Please respect copyright.PENANATkLnmRgFmO
累了…」230Please respect copyright.PENANAV7Ol7kA0ki
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「所以昨天230Please respect copyright.PENANA3MmbVthYdc
控制不住要傷害自己嗎?」230Please respect copyright.PENANACnpsuamjs1
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李湘渝點了點頭230Please respect copyright.PENANAUmCTP8AFhN
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「昨天有過輕生的念頭嗎?」230Please respect copyright.PENANAX0HvGajgaX
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李湘渝的眼流湧出來了230Please respect copyright.PENANA4D8fR70rtP
抹著眼淚230Please respect copyright.PENANAID91jjnoiJ
搖著頭否認230Please respect copyright.PENANABQJ1mYTcBo
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鍾媽媽昨天看到他的情況和反應230Please respect copyright.PENANAdLI5SC5Ngd
已經知道他經歷過想結束自己生命的掙扎230Please respect copyright.PENANARebF59GZp1
只不過在鍾天程面前230Please respect copyright.PENANAKL4kOePwCR
不適宜直接問他230Please respect copyright.PENANArZZEQa4or2
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「在這裡說的話230Please respect copyright.PENANAff2aRWw724
我是不會跟天程說的」230Please respect copyright.PENANAoBrqBuaosl
鍾媽媽知道礙於身份問題230Please respect copyright.PENANAl5gBVh6Doe
李湘渝開始對她有所保留和隱瞞230Please respect copyright.PENANA3Yxwmjpa6y
「你可以放心的告訴我230Please respect copyright.PENANACQQT14OTWr
我有責任保障你的私隱230Please respect copyright.PENANA8QDeuHF7DG
就算他是我的兒子230Please respect copyright.PENANAysZSRV4dQN
我也不可以告訴他230Please respect copyright.PENANACjDYFCQRfd
這是我的專業操守」230Please respect copyright.PENANA0QngvHZwRh
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李湘渝繼續低著頭230Please respect copyright.PENANAx0nQSnPstk
「對不起…」230Please respect copyright.PENANA4YLprVjgf7
為自己的撒謊而道歉230Please respect copyright.PENANAWf9IlxcEJN
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「乖孩子230Please respect copyright.PENANAXjsJPkp9zP
不要怕去面對230Please respect copyright.PENANAWYNkcb1elZ
要坦誠接受自己的情緒230Please respect copyright.PENANAIravSDj2of
知道嗎?」230Please respect copyright.PENANAlr5xD2naP9
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李湘渝沉默了一會230Please respect copyright.PENANAO8tnKTMm6t
緩緩的說著230Please respect copyright.PENANA02ZxSg9PqO
「我…很怕…」230Please respect copyright.PENANAz0578Jv39p
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「你在怕什麼?」230Please respect copyright.PENANAdDG9iGFVya
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李湘渝的思緒有點混亂230Please respect copyright.PENANAgFqRoitc4D
「不…不知道…230Please respect copyright.PENANAoQUApYHInY
就是…很怕…」230Please respect copyright.PENANAhPmCWiQEsP
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鍾媽媽安靜的讓他說230Please respect copyright.PENANAtQSN30g1k1
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「真的…很討厭自己…230Please respect copyright.PENANABzFm9sCEYS
很麻煩…」230Please respect copyright.PENANASEdSgEw6wn
李湘渝忍哭著說230Please respect copyright.PENANAnHhT92K7ep
眼睛和鼻子也迅速的紅起來230Please respect copyright.PENANA7tQYmxDYuk
「我真的…230Please respect copyright.PENANAxkPxvaeial
一點用處也沒有…230Please respect copyright.PENANAZG7PzzQ8eu
我是…一個負累…」230Please respect copyright.PENANAxljt5k0SIL
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鍾媽媽聽著也心痛起來230Please respect copyright.PENANAqO3cMPvgdI
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「我知…我不可以這樣想…230Please respect copyright.PENANAZipyhadQR0
我也想…拋棄這個想法…230Please respect copyright.PENANAaREcps1iBE
可是…我…」230Please respect copyright.PENANASu7zJVTWxd
李湘渝看著鍾媽媽230Please respect copyright.PENANAPZsHn7sb4h
「我…做不到…」230Please respect copyright.PENANAF6X4J0rDG3
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鍾媽媽點頭示意明白230Please respect copyright.PENANAwexoTyaT36
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「我…真的…230Please respect copyright.PENANAlSIofPd5ac
很累…了啊…」230Please respect copyright.PENANAPvTwRRdus8
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昨天的經過是怎樣的?」230Please respect copyright.PENANAceHfsbzVG7
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李湘渝愣了一下230Please respect copyright.PENANA8XAEhnFuyE
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鍾媽媽慢慢的引導他230Please respect copyright.PENANAp5946lgmWO
「是幻覺痛了嗎?」230Please respect copyright.PENANAjyaMjeoAc0
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「昨天…傷口很痛…230Please respect copyright.PENANAGJarGcgYDY
痛了很久…230Please respect copyright.PENANAT5flv4FGHQ
整個下午都在痛…230Please respect copyright.PENANAfe3Opvg6ea
痛得…230Please respect copyright.PENANALpdespVRQL
那鐵枝好像仍然插在背部那樣…」230Please respect copyright.PENANAZjApJomAcr
李湘渝慢慢的說出來230Please respect copyright.PENANArAWJsFhwhm
哽咽著230Please respect copyright.PENANAamuxtCDz8W
「我…真的…230Please respect copyright.PENANAsZW6zLQkBb
忍受不了…230Please respect copyright.PENANA1j7Ko1iiTP
不想再忍受下去了…」230Please respect copyright.PENANAe8vhLlLWMk
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「然後你用了什麼傷害自己?」230Please respect copyright.PENANAGQWXxWjZRq
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「我在書枱上230Please respect copyright.PENANAyPNeh7xeML
隨便拿起了鐵尺230Please respect copyright.PENANAp14TKzP9a9
便開始…弄痛自己…」230Please respect copyright.PENANAlzZaEv8UeN
李湘渝回想著昨晚230Please respect copyright.PENANAwr23AXgwP1
那種痛好像又要開始了230Please respect copyright.PENANA6IvJEMOLK2
「好像…變得沒那麼痛了…」230Please respect copyright.PENANATit0rvtmzg
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鍾媽媽坐近一點230Please respect copyright.PENANAsqydECFzKS
「然後?」230Please respect copyright.PENANAzC9O3VYZ79
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「然後…又變得很痛…230Please respect copyright.PENANAr7ffjCWeIQ
全身也在痛…230Please respect copyright.PENANAUbEysFCcpP
很辛苦…」230Please respect copyright.PENANAXHHncvABQc
李湘渝握緊了拳頭230Please respect copyright.PENANAwUB0Q86fSa
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「嗯」230Please respect copyright.PENANAvuWRuizm4m
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「我想…用鎅刀…230Please respect copyright.PENANAossdPqzyZF
在手腕上…割一下…」230Please respect copyright.PENANA8Me7nmYaes
李湘渝哭了出來230Please respect copyright.PENANATwcOb2pCtj
「那…我便…以後…230Please respect copyright.PENANAIkMXpZdbRa
都不用再痛了…」230Please respect copyright.PENANAWr2dXwvdha
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鍾媽媽專業的保持冷靜230Please respect copyright.PENANAD4RSOKQzaD
停頓一下230Please respect copyright.PENANAaeZoShWhRP
再續問230Please respect copyright.PENANAty8Rw9mxap
「是發生了什麼事230Please respect copyright.PENANAuSCg5TnfKI
讓你停下來嗎?」230Please respect copyright.PENANADp97DStsoG
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「我…在筆袋裡找著…230Please respect copyright.PENANAGbZMYTEaOI
看到了…230Please respect copyright.PENANAXNZYosUkiF
師兄…寫給我的信…」230Please respect copyright.PENANAG2XxNnaeEK
李湘渝激動的哭著230Please respect copyright.PENANAS99mFXVq93
「是他…的…信…」230Please respect copyright.PENANAzCEyJCCSSt
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鍾媽媽心也揪著的痛230Please respect copyright.PENANAKWQHWtTvQB
給李湘渝遞上了紙巾230Please respect copyright.PENANAPL6smcUZjm
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「你看到了天程給你的信230Please respect copyright.PENANAsaY5SHNRYT
然後便停了下來230Please respect copyright.PENANAFp2CsRjmWy
對嗎?」230Please respect copyright.PENANATCCM0NyEwy
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李湘渝接過紙巾230Please respect copyright.PENANA1NjwLoOv31
點著頭230Please respect copyright.PENANAHgkSRuLpT7
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「那封信令你想起了什麼?230Please respect copyright.PENANACXe7jYZtK1
促使你停下來230Please respect copyright.PENANA0qHzdRDKSy
令你選擇繼續忍受痛苦」230Please respect copyright.PENANAkxVdbNsMeL
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「我記得…230Please respect copyright.PENANAuSQgQka8HT
無論我怎樣放棄自己…230Please respect copyright.PENANAdRslFJaDEl
他都會…在我的身邊…230Please respect copyright.PENANADmhSGQ0y6U
不會離棄我…」230Please respect copyright.PENANALdtz1YCFaL
李湘渝痛哭著說230Please respect copyright.PENANAUXnJ3eTSP8
「上次…爸爸打我那晚…230Please respect copyright.PENANA6YRovQQJsF
是他說…230Please respect copyright.PENANAIIR25UXVCG
明明知道了…看到了…230Please respect copyright.PENANAafeYeqkV6I
不能什麼也不做…230Please respect copyright.PENANAhKe2ViPpDM
便讓我回家去…」230Please respect copyright.PENANAH8Pw3oKNBi
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鍾媽媽聽著李湘渝的宣洩230Please respect copyright.PENANAb951rM2VFb
感歎著愛情的力量230Please respect copyright.PENANAVBcROADBK3
影響力實在很大230Please respect copyright.PENANAGZcpaV7B1l
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幸而鍾天程的愛230Please respect copyright.PENANAky15mXYTPv
能夠承載著這個重擔230Please respect copyright.PENANAcpbjEwmU7U
分擔著李湘渝的壓力230Please respect copyright.PENANAljyDlSyWsU
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而李湘渝亦從鍾天程的愛裡230Please respect copyright.PENANAnYKhvt5SxI
得到了很強的力量230Please respect copyright.PENANAPchrffLqiZ
有了寄託230Please respect copyright.PENANAl3z1ETvwIY
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要不然230Please respect copyright.PENANAgqu9gdDvbu
李湘渝可能早在幾個月前230Please respect copyright.PENANAqQeaiH2KW9
已經離開了這個世界230Please respect copyright.PENANAN7rbqrHICG
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「我知道…如果那個時候…230Please respect copyright.PENANAIzCTXBOZPE
他在我的旁邊的話…230Please respect copyright.PENANAHr18P0NJQX
他會毫不猶豫的…230Please respect copyright.PENANAelju4gX0EO
抱著我…230Please respect copyright.PENANANXVc7MZBui
不讓我傷害自己…」230Please respect copyright.PENANADIkdUfCwud
李湘渝仍在痛哭著230Please respect copyright.PENANA0SlDH1PkNr
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鍾媽媽坐在李湘渝的旁邊230Please respect copyright.PENANA1vbx4ZlQ8V
握著他的手230Please respect copyright.PENANA8hqrEuDT3x
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「我還記得…230Please respect copyright.PENANAnGg3Bvdu7y
在天台那時…230Please respect copyright.PENANAd8u9TUj5GL
他…230Please respect copyright.PENANAmzgfbhV9E9
他……」230Please respect copyright.PENANA20C74GTxnt
李湘渝泣不成聲230Please respect copyright.PENANAnKK7w6zuB5
覺得自己愧對了鍾天程230Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8ZyNl11yU
不斷的哭著230Please respect copyright.PENANADB2144Rk87
哭得難以呼吸230Please respect copyright.PENANAl2asx69VQU
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鍾媽媽讓李湘渝盡情發洩悲痛230Please respect copyright.PENANAWKPZUB30GJ
輕掃著他的背230Please respect copyright.PENANA6jJ8CEK9wo
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一會230Please respect copyright.PENANABPVDhCGn7X
待李湘渝情緒平伏後230Please respect copyright.PENANAqkZ1EAiNMP
鍾媽媽溫柔的說230Please respect copyright.PENANAa4PB7QPNxv
「謝謝你對我誠實230Please respect copyright.PENANAgidyRUbTJN
亦謝謝你選擇繼續活著」230Please respect copyright.PENANAYIqZz7Ke3C
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李湘渝低著頭230Please respect copyright.PENANAmxMWVU6AuM
擦著眼睛230Please respect copyright.PENANAoCcfKNW161
「不…我…230Please respect copyright.PENANAMNKHQiiEJn
很沒用…」230Please respect copyright.PENANA2qMsKpTDc5
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「湘渝230Please respect copyright.PENANAofqbwMWytM
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而且230Please respect copyright.PENANAAq3yZ26w6d
你也有很堅強的信念230Please respect copyright.PENANADRx04s5RdB
只是一時有點迷失230Please respect copyright.PENANAz8cVqaNS8X
加上幻覺痛230Please respect copyright.PENANAHGabT11L73
令你軟弱了」230Please respect copyright.PENANAQJtZnFJPgZ
鍾媽媽撫摸著他的頭230Please respect copyright.PENANAPdpGgtq7ua
「我非常欣賞你的堅強230Please respect copyright.PENANAi47NWM3aqf
因為這是真的不容易啊」230Please respect copyright.PENANAGJPdqPncP8
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李湘渝慢慢的停著哭泣230Please respect copyright.PENANAIBaGNAhlMr
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「這件事230Please respect copyright.PENANAbmJPANP11o
你有跟天程說嗎?」230Please respect copyright.PENANA208fWLWqOf
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