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「喂。」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7RBOyWvt3P
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聽見一貫能讓自己放鬆的聲音，眼角的淚水和一肚子的委屈全數爆發，氾濫的幾乎將自己平日的理性全數沖的一乾二淨。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBnMXjagnb
「我失戀了......」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmMNgTUuKm
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「你在哪裡？別喝酒。」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLLNAXoRRT
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姜幸宇嘿嘿兩聲，搖了下手中的啤酒鋁罐，向後倒在汽車旅館的彈簧床上，電話也沒掛就失去意識，剩閃爍的手機螢幕還清醒著。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyrI4DnzFm
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人，總是在不停的跌倒中成長。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6u1ivbLt0
我總相信，自己只是跌倒的特別頻繁罷了。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0yEMTgLPL3
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被酒吧的昏黃燈光包覆著，我坐在吧檯前，身旁的俊俏男人臉卻臭的像久沒清理的垃圾場。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1iFiYFKhwA
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmiPN8eXv8i
他是嚴祐俊，我的青梅竹馬。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTRCD0GYCz
人如其名那樣的嚴酷冷俊，但我知道，他其實是個非常溫柔的人。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVo3yn6GXhu
冰山只是假象，裡頭藏了個熾熱的靈魂。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdW4Ihq3tfV
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但是他現在的視線可以殺我很多次。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEG087YQD6
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVtly2J67B
「……」酒保愣愣的看著身邊男人的冰冷視線，我只能回以孱弱的乾笑，努力抬起嘴角弧度。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQ13lfBkFz
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXuBMlOVwR
啊，不由分說的就把他拉來這一定是錯誤的選擇啊啊啊啊。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZF8b2odc0X
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3V5Zn21CxJ
知道一定會被罵到臭頭，我也只能將錯就錯下去，無視殺氣展露笑顏的點酒。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvC8TYoyAy
「我要一杯威士忌！」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbemo6mqQgc
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酒保點點頭，我看著他純熟的倒酒，晶瑩剔透的玻璃杯襯著金黃色的威士忌，像暖陽似的，有點美。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMOxLuhgt9
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIaYB2qiNE
「先生你的威士忌。」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6uoFjHG2Fz
待清脆的聲音響起，我正打算拿起杯子時，隔壁的大手伸過來一把將酒抄走，我只能癡癡的看著暖陽不到幾秒便消失在友人的喉嚨。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4aOzhuKnQ
寬口的玻璃杯撞擊在桌面上，招來了幾個客人的視線。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95lPvKTSnq
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqqdbVctG6
「……」我沉默的盯著他看，表情十足像受傷的幼犬，心裡不知道哇咧了幾次，只能等死。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vASCTEIUs
「……」他的視線不容反駁，也完全無視裝可憐攻勢，直接把我穿透的稀爛。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqge2SM1h1g
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不妙，他超生氣的…781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPalrDlPSI
唰。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QcUMTnwjw
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一杯顏色奇異的調酒被推到我面前，一回頭，看見一個濃妝豔抹的女人不合時宜的媚眼，我只能尷尬的笑笑，挑了下眉舉起杯子準備赴死。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQ7XSbnse6
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkFBCP1KLm
「…拿來。」手中的杯子再次消失於無形，伴隨友人冷冷的聲音又是一杯瞬間下肚。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZtpgRPVaK
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYQuKU9isG
他將方才的玻璃杯再次叩上吧檯。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0QjzrmRRay
「威士忌。」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo03HZsBMXg
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lUMkmY6FY
「欸，還喝…？」我嚇到傻眼，站起身抽出包包裡的大鈔後把友人緊抓著杯子的手扳開。「不可以了！」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhswXp3TJep
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7gP1ov6Ow
他抬起頭，用極度憂鬱的深邃瞳眸看著我，不發一語，只是輕輕的將頭靠在我的腹部上，幾乎要埋進我的肚子，像隻安靜溫馴的大狗。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0pXPFs8q0
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我這才發現他的瀏海比起平常，意外的凌亂，下意識的伸出手摸了摸他柔軟的頭髮，明明是自己失戀他卻比我還難過呢…781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXiklo8YXv
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKPJCzAKDg
以自己的力氣背不動他，我拍拍他的肩膀，將嚴祐俊比我稍壯一些的身體攙扶起來。「走，我們叫車回家。」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdr93BchjW
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計程車在嚴祐俊租的小公寓前停下，期間我一直盯著臉色難看的友人，深怕他一吐在車上可能會毀滅世界。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡioh4MGTvq5
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqP45hH9Sz
走出電梯，我翻了下門邊的信箱，鑰匙果然好整以暇的放在裡頭，輕笑了下，這是他一直以來的習慣。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChThW4bnxZ
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ63zT56oAE4
扶著他走進擺設簡單的異常的臥室，附近幾乎沒什麼私人物品。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqDDzKS5kp
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenJwAO9KKs
瞄了眼醉成孩子的青梅竹馬，直接就讓他這麼躺上床。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDkQVtskD7
他的酒量應該不是這麼差，卻讓自己醉成這樣，實在有些蹊蹺。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3UoFqJZL3x
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYy99HXhSug
真的有什麼感情上的心事，他也不會跟我說吧？781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpchQ0lRwE1
是之前告訴我的那個人，嗎…781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWuNOGwEte
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqdYd9gU8i
搖搖頭不再多想什麼，再次將視線放回床上，想破頭也於事無補。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWrrHrxHNf
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmX5ATZmNb
嚴祐俊紅著發燙的臉，毫無形象的像個孩子般在純白色的彈簧床上嚷嚷。「姜、幸、宇，我跟你說喔---」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52dilymIWQ
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzNn1vfegup
「好好，我幫你拿個冷毛巾再回來聽你……」我虛應幾聲離開床邊，手卻被床上的人一把拉住，瞬間來的重心不穩，就這麼一個踉蹌摔進對方懷裡。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Zrnc8oZnj
「嗚哇！」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkezZVskJG3
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「對不起！有沒有壓到你？這樣拉很危險耶…」我連忙道歉，將身體微微撐起。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwP4McZjjuj
嚴祐俊只是憨憨的傻笑著，781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8InDfGERU7
我有多久，沒見過他發自內心的笑容了？781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWFmoajIyc
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBZUwgZSiM
我看著他閉目的俊臉，不知不覺有些著迷，完全忘了自己還趴在對方懷裡，自己的青梅竹馬明明帥的一塌糊塗，卻總是為了誰保持單身。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsL61KXAmA
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfu6eIkxZUi
我認真的注視著，忍不住伸手想摸摸他的臉側。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3g246AAY3
哇，眼睫毛好長…781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHeWl5WcAoN
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdyTZ9gAkJL
突然間感受到從後腦杓傳來的力道，我來不及反應，只覺得自己更加靠近對方的臉，心跳無意的漏了半拍。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlA75iXZbxr
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgTFIDDGca
被自己壓在身下的人順勢抬起頭，自然而然的將唇貼了上來，溫熱的觸感和對方的吐息近到不能再近。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrcy1ofs3N
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…咦？781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZp5x9OiMLD
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還沒搞清楚現在的狀況，嚴祐俊的舌已經抵上自己的唇瓣，撬開毫無防禦力的貝齒就像條任性的蛇，擅自深入翻攪。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibsjLC08NV
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1CMV8RfwP
「嗯…你在……做什麼…」覺得自己的呼吸要被對方吞噬殆盡，我掙扎著扭動，卻無法離開他的唇舌與摟緊腰的雙手。「唔…不可以……」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RJhUMxoUo
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0g8L3FCtCN
在快無法呼吸的前一秒，他的動作驟然停止，我慌忙逃到離床有些距離的門邊，卻無法同時擦去眼淚及安撫自己慌亂的心。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIL4tFF6Iv
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嚴祐俊愣愣的坐在床上，長瀏海擋住了表情，他發出低低的嗚咽。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYxPL49WO0
「愛你，不可以嗎…」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVBYyKSGGB
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…他把我，誤認成誰了？781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmlsIL0Vf7
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJIv0ZU0Dk
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我哭得說不出話，只是搖搖頭，抄起他放在床邊的手機，刪除了自己的號碼後，不發一語的離開，像是我從來沒在這空間裡存在過。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4rkLFYkRR
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他，沒有挽留。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6VtjetXyF5
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我喜歡姜幸宇。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcwkCOVX3z
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小時候只是單純覺得他笑起來很好看，只因為這樣，想要守護他的笑容不被任何人事物抹去，於是一直陪在他的身邊。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPLvFxSWGNu
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6uzzSTc6b
十七歲那年，我們兩個坐在速食店裡，看著他用手機的通訊軟體跟剛交的女友聊天，臉上時不時泛起淺淺的幸福笑意。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcbFzsTRMb
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMN9BuuNFU
「喜歡一個人，是怎樣的感覺？」吸了一口可樂，我淡淡的開口。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurJuXEYM5P
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQoct55dOzY
「嗯…」姜幸宇思考了一下，臉上的表情有些曖昧。「會想要吻她的唇、會想像對方被自己壓在身體底下之類的…」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1Xnvzz8Br
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNG0O7LolU
「…這樣啊。」我目不轉睛的盯著姜幸宇因吃完炸雞而帶著油光的嘴唇，想想之前好像也有類似的想像。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJph2XC8dG
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqpmZoZoec
想像把他壓在身下，盡情的疼愛他什麼的。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06FpxYYREh
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聽他一說，我才終於意識到這件事。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5KcxcnfDA
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxCN2tdzbN
我愛上了姜幸宇。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdbr6xaj9a
我愛上了我的青梅竹馬。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡneUYqAMKkz
我愛上了不該愛上的，他。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8EkQ19fom
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那天在喝了幾杯酒，醉的一塌糊塗後亂吻了他，清醒過來時被他用力的甩開，我看著心愛的人的眼淚，這次終於是為我而落下的。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfVK3ZPy8g
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但，這並不是自己想要的…781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCMMeYbgzi
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5k0SRpBBp
他的眼淚讓我的心很痛，在他用恐懼陌生的表情看著我時，我恨不得拿把刀就了結了自己的生命。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaeM3Kia6f6
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWgi8WgoaR
我一時不小心顯出的脆弱越了界，我們的關係，都是被我打壞的。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwgs44GLMn
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781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQlOeYdI53
明明，我只希望一直守護著他的笑容，卻反而奪走了他的笑容。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGENYryWIF
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzaGWCiYZ9
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1OxcD4JdR
「……」拿著他剛才碰過的手機，看著上頭再次輸入好的電話號碼，我無法按下儲存。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVo0J5ylJJ
所輸入的號碼不會儲存，確定要返回嗎？781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpyrIkyesxS
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「啪！」781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDeUADMhZW
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgUdTGY34w
我把手機丟了出去，毫無保護的手機重重的撞上牆壁，和我一樣無聲的崩潰了。 我的世界失去了你，便一無所有…781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZbVD8T2pG
781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbGd8rjCu7
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■ 有人說，太完美的愛是浪費時間，只因我們都是殘缺的。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtyUJNZeCa
而那殘缺中的美好能有多美好，只有一直在身邊看著的人能發覺。 我和他的故事最後怎樣了，
其實那又是，另一個故事了。781Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHt2ClwSves
能確定的是，我們依舊在不停的兜圈裡，持續的成長著，成長到能擁有這份愛為止。
直到，那時候……
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