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「喂。」954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgu1p4kdVD
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聽見一貫能讓自己放鬆的聲音，眼角的淚水和一肚子的委屈全數爆發，氾濫的幾乎將自己平日的理性全數沖的一乾二淨。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJkg6zcV6H
「我失戀了......」954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOfFBhuOsb
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「你在哪裡？別喝酒。」954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIArHBsepy
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姜幸宇嘿嘿兩聲，搖了下手中的啤酒鋁罐，向後倒在汽車旅館的彈簧床上，電話也沒掛就失去意識，剩閃爍的手機螢幕還清醒著。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYuS8TsfEF
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人，總是在不停的跌倒中成長。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpjVw7MlSH
我總相信，自己只是跌倒的特別頻繁罷了。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgR42s9Y6cc
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被酒吧的昏黃燈光包覆著，我坐在吧檯前，身旁的俊俏男人臉卻臭的像久沒清理的垃圾場。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoX8EmF3RPC
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他是嚴祐俊，我的青梅竹馬。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUz9stnGIz
人如其名那樣的嚴酷冷俊，但我知道，他其實是個非常溫柔的人。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOjZJgpshe
冰山只是假象，裡頭藏了個熾熱的靈魂。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNS4j2aRkg9
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但是他現在的視線可以殺我很多次。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHB6mKX7JPM
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「……」酒保愣愣的看著身邊男人的冰冷視線，我只能回以孱弱的乾笑，努力抬起嘴角弧度。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO391dfETZS
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啊，不由分說的就把他拉來這一定是錯誤的選擇啊啊啊啊。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtVVLRSmUx
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知道一定會被罵到臭頭，我也只能將錯就錯下去，無視殺氣展露笑顏的點酒。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdG5K7Etz2h
「我要一杯威士忌！」954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdCNbjkvDp
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酒保點點頭，我看著他純熟的倒酒，晶瑩剔透的玻璃杯襯著金黃色的威士忌，像暖陽似的，有點美。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0FBSJ3OZj
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「先生你的威士忌。」954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GUxTFL8ST
待清脆的聲音響起，我正打算拿起杯子時，隔壁的大手伸過來一把將酒抄走，我只能癡癡的看著暖陽不到幾秒便消失在友人的喉嚨。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqM5aYRXAJ
寬口的玻璃杯撞擊在桌面上，招來了幾個客人的視線。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ePmFXlaWZ
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「……」我沉默的盯著他看，表情十足像受傷的幼犬，心裡不知道哇咧了幾次，只能等死。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfM3KZad0L
「……」他的視線不容反駁，也完全無視裝可憐攻勢，直接把我穿透的稀爛。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYchBQF57Vu
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不妙，他超生氣的…954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RTkbAqHW6
唰。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAHS19uieT
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一杯顏色奇異的調酒被推到我面前，一回頭，看見一個濃妝豔抹的女人不合時宜的媚眼，我只能尷尬的笑笑，挑了下眉舉起杯子準備赴死。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqxE7Bpikq
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「…拿來。」手中的杯子再次消失於無形，伴隨友人冷冷的聲音又是一杯瞬間下肚。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGiCXH2Fn6V
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他將方才的玻璃杯再次叩上吧檯。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLYzvwBHuw
「威士忌。」954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡloAaz9dGwO
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「欸，還喝…？」我嚇到傻眼，站起身抽出包包裡的大鈔後把友人緊抓著杯子的手扳開。「不可以了！」954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXztyPjTuv
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他抬起頭，用極度憂鬱的深邃瞳眸看著我，不發一語，只是輕輕的將頭靠在我的腹部上，幾乎要埋進我的肚子，像隻安靜溫馴的大狗。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxwplAqauO
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我這才發現他的瀏海比起平常，意外的凌亂，下意識的伸出手摸了摸他柔軟的頭髮，明明是自己失戀他卻比我還難過呢…954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswdviop9Bm
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以自己的力氣背不動他，我拍拍他的肩膀，將嚴祐俊比我稍壯一些的身體攙扶起來。「走，我們叫車回家。」954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlMdRS2bBJ
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計程車在嚴祐俊租的小公寓前停下，期間我一直盯著臉色難看的友人，深怕他一吐在車上可能會毀滅世界。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFL2CmcKzj
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走出電梯，我翻了下門邊的信箱，鑰匙果然好整以暇的放在裡頭，輕笑了下，這是他一直以來的習慣。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTOsrnvsAs
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扶著他走進擺設簡單的異常的臥室，附近幾乎沒什麼私人物品。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivu5jKFPop
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瞄了眼醉成孩子的青梅竹馬，直接就讓他這麼躺上床。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2I1ReYWK1t
他的酒量應該不是這麼差，卻讓自己醉成這樣，實在有些蹊蹺。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IcABBe044
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真的有什麼感情上的心事，他也不會跟我說吧？954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbqE5AJNTC
是之前告訴我的那個人，嗎…954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAaaQe5uG2
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搖搖頭不再多想什麼，再次將視線放回床上，想破頭也於事無補。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIunHySvv24
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嚴祐俊紅著發燙的臉，毫無形象的像個孩子般在純白色的彈簧床上嚷嚷。「姜、幸、宇，我跟你說喔---」954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWN3L00XwM
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「好好，我幫你拿個冷毛巾再回來聽你……」我虛應幾聲離開床邊，手卻被床上的人一把拉住，瞬間來的重心不穩，就這麼一個踉蹌摔進對方懷裡。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgZBYoZiIE
「嗚哇！」954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadhBZUeMue
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「對不起！有沒有壓到你？這樣拉很危險耶…」我連忙道歉，將身體微微撐起。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XFi6lwfbL
嚴祐俊只是憨憨的傻笑著，954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgH8HKYZwcI
我有多久，沒見過他發自內心的笑容了？954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVv0VL7qm8F
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我看著他閉目的俊臉，不知不覺有些著迷，完全忘了自己還趴在對方懷裡，自己的青梅竹馬明明帥的一塌糊塗，卻總是為了誰保持單身。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjkGT4R9eZ
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我認真的注視著，忍不住伸手想摸摸他的臉側。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1AAACjtL9
哇，眼睫毛好長…954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tVLUmssvg
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突然間感受到從後腦杓傳來的力道，我來不及反應，只覺得自己更加靠近對方的臉，心跳無意的漏了半拍。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡREepvNh8QS
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被自己壓在身下的人順勢抬起頭，自然而然的將唇貼了上來，溫熱的觸感和對方的吐息近到不能再近。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX84oRAiiez
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…咦？954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNTOoSI2Jm
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還沒搞清楚現在的狀況，嚴祐俊的舌已經抵上自己的唇瓣，撬開毫無防禦力的貝齒就像條任性的蛇，擅自深入翻攪。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDZNXFUAXF
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「嗯…你在……做什麼…」覺得自己的呼吸要被對方吞噬殆盡，我掙扎著扭動，卻無法離開他的唇舌與摟緊腰的雙手。「唔…不可以……」954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQqMy6owjw
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在快無法呼吸的前一秒，他的動作驟然停止，我慌忙逃到離床有些距離的門邊，卻無法同時擦去眼淚及安撫自己慌亂的心。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97wT1XYxzi
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嚴祐俊愣愣的坐在床上，長瀏海擋住了表情，他發出低低的嗚咽。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimt5REZQzh
「愛你，不可以嗎…」954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKVGBOiJdz
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…他把我，誤認成誰了？954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9jbguEYBs
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我哭得說不出話，只是搖搖頭，抄起他放在床邊的手機，刪除了自己的號碼後，不發一語的離開，像是我從來沒在這空間裡存在過。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitnQ0aRSeD
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他，沒有挽留。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGF6sLPyPZ
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我喜歡姜幸宇。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBeP7tUXWFb
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小時候只是單純覺得他笑起來很好看，只因為這樣，想要守護他的笑容不被任何人事物抹去，於是一直陪在他的身邊。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdF5jTQ8zQ
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十七歲那年，我們兩個坐在速食店裡，看著他用手機的通訊軟體跟剛交的女友聊天，臉上時不時泛起淺淺的幸福笑意。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZRcYSmIuI
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「喜歡一個人，是怎樣的感覺？」吸了一口可樂，我淡淡的開口。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0JsODFd9v
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「嗯…」姜幸宇思考了一下，臉上的表情有些曖昧。「會想要吻她的唇、會想像對方被自己壓在身體底下之類的…」954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlO8o0hZXP
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「…這樣啊。」我目不轉睛的盯著姜幸宇因吃完炸雞而帶著油光的嘴唇，想想之前好像也有類似的想像。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxRtSEBwqT
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想像把他壓在身下，盡情的疼愛他什麼的。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJZi7ZrUEO
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聽他一說，我才終於意識到這件事。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Kxmie2dRl
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我愛上了姜幸宇。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKp7P8l4VlX
我愛上了我的青梅竹馬。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSU3g1YWmx
我愛上了不該愛上的，他。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lXi9HLnSk
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那天在喝了幾杯酒，醉的一塌糊塗後亂吻了他，清醒過來時被他用力的甩開，我看著心愛的人的眼淚，這次終於是為我而落下的。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QnMHIpdxI
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但，這並不是自己想要的…954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGBM5h1UeA
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他的眼淚讓我的心很痛，在他用恐懼陌生的表情看著我時，我恨不得拿把刀就了結了自己的生命。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthHRpV9HM1
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我一時不小心顯出的脆弱越了界，我們的關係，都是被我打壞的。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1sXFcIpgiJ
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明明，我只希望一直守護著他的笑容，卻反而奪走了他的笑容。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxfb0kFAK8
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「……」拿著他剛才碰過的手機，看著上頭再次輸入好的電話號碼，我無法按下儲存。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKjFPzBSYh
所輸入的號碼不會儲存，確定要返回嗎？954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfRXH8XHZE
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「啪！」954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5ArBRolGL
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我把手機丟了出去，毫無保護的手機重重的撞上牆壁，和我一樣無聲的崩潰了。 我的世界失去了你，便一無所有…954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTLCF7XjPU
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■ 有人說，太完美的愛是浪費時間，只因我們都是殘缺的。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmKR9zrqDO
而那殘缺中的美好能有多美好，只有一直在身邊看著的人能發覺。 我和他的故事最後怎樣了，
其實那又是，另一個故事了。954Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcqsJykv5V
能確定的是，我們依舊在不停的兜圈裡，持續的成長著，成長到能擁有這份愛為止。
直到，那時候……
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