歌名：只怕想家─黃美珍
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我以為如果有熱情有成長有理想，387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAdsQcct3w
最後總會被了解被培養被獎賞，387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeocJx0c57w
怎麼城市像戰場，充滿痛與傷，387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXW4rZqhy6
好像終於能容忍，能頑強，能埋藏，387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVvQHdOgw6
心裡還是很孤獨，很迷惘，很悲傷，387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5Mc87E0Dy
不再笑得像太陽，靜得像月亮，387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygtxNU73PY
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什麼都可以不怕，只怕想家，387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCBfObaRkw
和爸媽說我一切順利淚總會落下，387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbn36Um0KBP
太辛苦就趕快回家，是最暖的牽掛。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJaXDK17Ihg
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我什麼也不怕，只怕想家，387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMmUgkl0dk
武裝的冰冷遇上溫熱就會融化，387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5EtOXAnEIN
就算曾被責罵，387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSvaJct01Z
現在明白是心疼啊。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYNjlpI5PQ
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWLHjuvm0W
你能不能別閃躲，別複雜，別說謊，387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIW7zYHJtyk
痛快承認太遙遠，太漫長，太渴望，387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylSsBkoEtu
所以有了新對象，忘了我在他鄉。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfe41oR4btB
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我什麼也不怕，只怕想家，387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnZcXrneN8
和爸媽說我一切都好累總會落下，387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5iEwy4CqgS
太辛苦就趕快回家，是最暖的牽掛。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTamufaj4Po
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6tnb2temF
什麼都可以不怕，只怕想家，387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNFjemNj93
武裝的冰冷遇上溫熱就會融化，387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6VN1CKXNw
就算曾經責罵，387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVS3RRIf7Cq
現在才明白那是心疼啊。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6y6t8NYW9g
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寂寞就是想從前，想逃亡，想分享，想回家。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6IB32CHSca
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387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjx5mn8XRox
那是碩二下，我已經五個多月沒回家了，因為論文進度堪憂。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6KphhX7Gs
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tQUf6R0GY
每天8-12小時的趕論文持續了三個多月，看樣子還得繼續下去。坐在台北街頭的路易莎裡，看看一言難盡的data，我突然好想喝爸爸的手沖咖啡。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQmqDl9GQv
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkRWC4ZCMM
高中畢業以後離家，至今也有6、7年了，往年再怎麼忙，每月至少回家一次，蹭飯、充電，再繼續闖蕩。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LnUWMRYWc
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsbq2m1mHg
這麼久沒回去還是頭一遭。我拿著外帶的第二杯咖啡離開路易莎，心想，北高來回的車程可以推進很多論文進度，必須挪出來用，非常時期。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIHqluW1jC
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Q76L6BcOJ
嘆氣，掏出鑰匙，嘆氣，開門。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xe1hP6Q7w
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOfWn34fG3
「我回來了，忘記帶變壓器，筆電沒電了。」我說，放下咖啡。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCIRBn6qPO
「娃，那要休息一下嗎？」當時的男友從召喚峽谷裡發出關心，臉轉向我，但眼睛沒離開螢幕。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4M4l1eRoB
嘆氣。「不用，我送電接著寫。」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhDDN1V3PU
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kUPHLCed9
有時候，有點感激冬季的台北還有這樣一個去處，雖然只是一個三坪大的房間，無時無刻都透著一點滯悶的潮氣，但總歸讓我在週末時除了宿舍和實驗室以外，有個散心的地方。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1eBiqkkImH
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMu0ejiqrR
雖然我還是做著一樣的事—寫論文。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD78gYHuSxA
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8KlUO4Ecs
獲得首勝的某人心滿意足地關掉遊戲，爬上床準備睡午覺，於是我抱起筆電，從單人床上移動到書桌前，推開桌機鍵盤放上我過勞的筆電，繼續。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLC67SiPoXS
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLGCjqX6WC
桌機喇叭放著男友隨手播的音樂，我不是很在意，最好是我比較沒共鳴的歌曲，才不會分心。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkulVMBpL3q
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwUcY5vgGg
youtube從滅火器唱到流氓阿德，再唱到Leo王，然後，突然鬼轉到一首既不是我的喜好，也不是男友喜好的歌曲。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAKZLSKFE2
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmy3meWMMYc
『怎麼城市像戰場，充滿痛與傷，387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENsVCQbFuY
好像終於能容忍，能頑強，能埋藏，387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfMZOMJs5J
心裡還是很孤獨，很迷惘，很悲傷，』387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQUBof0Xro
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqB4ehUrKv
我愣了一下，這是一個清澈的女聲，樸實的曲調更凸顯清晰的咬字，我感覺有什麼東西從深處被挖出來，攤在我面前。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCU1E6wtcib
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdxeNMJpwb
我停下敲鍵盤的手，托腮看向螢幕387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8XCQReg27
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3yzR32LzaN
『我什麼也不怕，只怕想家，387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhUK1hEFCy
和爸媽說我一切都好淚總會落下，387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8XUNFpi1C
太辛苦就趕快回家，是最暖的牽掛，』387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqQzM903VC
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkkUMTbWBG
在我反應過來前，已開始嚎啕大哭，才剛喝完的咖啡好苦好苦，難以忍受的苦澀殘留在嘴裡，和挫折、自我懷疑、委屈一起，苦的令人鼻酸。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ugH3nomCB
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡskbALZoZdN
昏昏欲睡的男友嚇一大跳，從床上彈起來，抓起一包衛生紙塞到我手裡，急急忙忙要切掉音樂。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmQqh96vJA
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLd5mLABMc
我抓住他的手，一邊大力搖頭，一邊哭得上氣不接下氣。看著MV裡的女主角就著眼淚吃老家寄來的粽子，想起連電鍋都沒有的我，去年端午節沒吃到家鄉粽子，眼看今年也即將從缺，哭得更起勁了。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mOt81xy6V
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qO4OM9lR0
男友無奈地拍拍我的頭，熟練地安慰：「好了好了，總會寫完的，妳不是每天都寫很多嗎？寫完就可以回家啦。」這些安撫的詞句，經過幾個月的磨練他已經能信手拈來。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhiUUiQbwO7
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWT0nLmBWkP
我什麼也不怕，只是怕想家。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXEmPjCOm4
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有時候有點怕大蟑螂。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDq8jCuT0on
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