歌名：只怕想家─黃美珍
歌詞：322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdVbkzVRdG
我以為如果有熱情有成長有理想，322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrX2v24S4hB
最後總會被了解被培養被獎賞，322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4Fw7l7Wc4
怎麼城市像戰場，充滿痛與傷，322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJkc94Ofeo
好像終於能容忍，能頑強，能埋藏，322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcROtpJjqeI
心裡還是很孤獨，很迷惘，很悲傷，322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMJMRzoI2m
不再笑得像太陽，靜得像月亮，322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEgcUUUV7f
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什麼都可以不怕，只怕想家，322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1CFKgJ4bD
和爸媽說我一切順利淚總會落下，322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsxxEse1fC
太辛苦就趕快回家，是最暖的牽掛。322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8P90znoV85
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我什麼也不怕，只怕想家，322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqGSnQJ888
武裝的冰冷遇上溫熱就會融化，322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCeQJ4XYH84
就算曾被責罵，322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzmsWArptc
現在明白是心疼啊。322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpR5xPS3Yo0
322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRXb1LG6DQ
你能不能別閃躲，別複雜，別說謊，322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWy7C8p5jY
痛快承認太遙遠，太漫長，太渴望，322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZO1CKxHCZ
所以有了新對象，忘了我在他鄉。322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZhlXyW1jf
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我什麼也不怕，只怕想家，322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjrLgSpt2j
和爸媽說我一切都好累總會落下，322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8hsUveVrs
太辛苦就趕快回家，是最暖的牽掛。322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBTfagE2A2
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什麼都可以不怕，只怕想家，322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKEHKib4eZ
武裝的冰冷遇上溫熱就會融化，322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvblyUSZpO
就算曾經責罵，322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOa2MNMObGM
現在才明白那是心疼啊。322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRiNfNl1pJS
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寂寞就是想從前，想逃亡，想分享，想回家。322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk52kOwO4MV
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那是碩二下，我已經五個多月沒回家了，因為論文進度堪憂。322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1Gckbjgq6
322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAtspefv9L
每天8-12小時的趕論文持續了三個多月，看樣子還得繼續下去。坐在台北街頭的路易莎裡，看看一言難盡的data，我突然好想喝爸爸的手沖咖啡。322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmzGzhicAx3
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高中畢業以後離家，至今也有6、7年了，往年再怎麼忙，每月至少回家一次，蹭飯、充電，再繼續闖蕩。322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkn6U8OWgH
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這麼久沒回去還是頭一遭。我拿著外帶的第二杯咖啡離開路易莎，心想，北高來回的車程可以推進很多論文進度，必須挪出來用，非常時期。322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJtwTfVLfE
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嘆氣，掏出鑰匙，嘆氣，開門。322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4PaCyPSRp
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「我回來了，忘記帶變壓器，筆電沒電了。」我說，放下咖啡。322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EVL4eLz0C
「娃，那要休息一下嗎？」當時的男友從召喚峽谷裡發出關心，臉轉向我，但眼睛沒離開螢幕。322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbcDpQ4wpj
嘆氣。「不用，我送電接著寫。」322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXLElEGQ6L
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有時候，有點感激冬季的台北還有這樣一個去處，雖然只是一個三坪大的房間，無時無刻都透著一點滯悶的潮氣，但總歸讓我在週末時除了宿舍和實驗室以外，有個散心的地方。322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFLe1EpflI
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雖然我還是做著一樣的事—寫論文。322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbGua8wTx01
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獲得首勝的某人心滿意足地關掉遊戲，爬上床準備睡午覺，於是我抱起筆電，從單人床上移動到書桌前，推開桌機鍵盤放上我過勞的筆電，繼續。322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHF3OUJCIoL
322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTpnjmMmDY
桌機喇叭放著男友隨手播的音樂，我不是很在意，最好是我比較沒共鳴的歌曲，才不會分心。322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJZ6siNyCI
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youtube從滅火器唱到流氓阿德，再唱到Leo王，然後，突然鬼轉到一首既不是我的喜好，也不是男友喜好的歌曲。322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpHQzOhOvR
322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXeWgYQ5Ew
『怎麼城市像戰場，充滿痛與傷，322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw19AWCdQWX
好像終於能容忍，能頑強，能埋藏，322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WUdurd9rX
心裡還是很孤獨，很迷惘，很悲傷，』322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLBAjvutBs
322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0EitROEatb
我愣了一下，這是一個清澈的女聲，樸實的曲調更凸顯清晰的咬字，我感覺有什麼東西從深處被挖出來，攤在我面前。322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqH1tewxosd
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我停下敲鍵盤的手，托腮看向螢幕322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GC41mtwcd
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『我什麼也不怕，只怕想家，322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJI9PtqV0qo
和爸媽說我一切都好淚總會落下，322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsADtLJqJil
太辛苦就趕快回家，是最暖的牽掛，』322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwU9QHBFNT
322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqmDM6QT2N
在我反應過來前，已開始嚎啕大哭，才剛喝完的咖啡好苦好苦，難以忍受的苦澀殘留在嘴裡，和挫折、自我懷疑、委屈一起，苦的令人鼻酸。322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5g0eULZluf
322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGU91bAWEs1
昏昏欲睡的男友嚇一大跳，從床上彈起來，抓起一包衛生紙塞到我手裡，急急忙忙要切掉音樂。322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkbrwG9mP4
322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5wCSgDZd5
我抓住他的手，一邊大力搖頭，一邊哭得上氣不接下氣。看著MV裡的女主角就著眼淚吃老家寄來的粽子，想起連電鍋都沒有的我，去年端午節沒吃到家鄉粽子，眼看今年也即將從缺，哭得更起勁了。322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2VZn10txja
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男友無奈地拍拍我的頭，熟練地安慰：「好了好了，總會寫完的，妳不是每天都寫很多嗎？寫完就可以回家啦。」這些安撫的詞句，經過幾個月的磨練他已經能信手拈來。322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJisfnuplFK
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我什麼也不怕，只是怕想家。322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHaHwQxfXuU
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有時候有點怕大蟑螂。322Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7lnZfv08J
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