歌名：只怕想家─黃美珍
歌詞：456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWoqVrFsjQS
我以為如果有熱情有成長有理想，456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JTsa6Xsy8
最後總會被了解被培養被獎賞，456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Bndeje0AG
怎麼城市像戰場，充滿痛與傷，456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz03LR2sinI
好像終於能容忍，能頑強，能埋藏，456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPR3w0RBLN
心裡還是很孤獨，很迷惘，很悲傷，456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAppYnPeTJH
不再笑得像太陽，靜得像月亮，456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rDiJZL2rj
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGeqK7TUV8
什麼都可以不怕，只怕想家，456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqx79IgkVg
和爸媽說我一切順利淚總會落下，456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QK8Eervm5
太辛苦就趕快回家，是最暖的牽掛。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhiRhuAAQCu
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQlQrKDaOc
我什麼也不怕，只怕想家，456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjoYJU46RB
武裝的冰冷遇上溫熱就會融化，456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdf04XrbOJ
就算曾被責罵，456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OTY6LNRxE
現在明白是心疼啊。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rumXpkjPA
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZ8lvsLXgX
你能不能別閃躲，別複雜，別說謊，456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsc7RTmWnkA
痛快承認太遙遠，太漫長，太渴望，456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvEV28V10e
所以有了新對象，忘了我在他鄉。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5J4F6Y4s7
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCayT5fMPh
我什麼也不怕，只怕想家，456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXlRWtKt18
和爸媽說我一切都好累總會落下，456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjJeBGFJuT
太辛苦就趕快回家，是最暖的牽掛。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16XKQTe8Kf
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPniMz3IoP
什麼都可以不怕，只怕想家，456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdKIPyGIn7
武裝的冰冷遇上溫熱就會融化，456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡej6xs5H7An
就算曾經責罵，456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7kiOOEtBg
現在才明白那是心疼啊。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71B5cBMf97
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1xgmBIhbY
寂寞就是想從前，想逃亡，想分享，想回家。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgeX8R7N8dx
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOmdaXf68R
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkDQfKryUn
那是碩二下，我已經五個多月沒回家了，因為論文進度堪憂。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24qCwfa62t
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUIdHuI8P4
每天8-12小時的趕論文持續了三個多月，看樣子還得繼續下去。坐在台北街頭的路易莎裡，看看一言難盡的data，我突然好想喝爸爸的手沖咖啡。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKpW0RMHWj
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0r2e25I25e
高中畢業以後離家，至今也有6、7年了，往年再怎麼忙，每月至少回家一次，蹭飯、充電，再繼續闖蕩。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pIViPIQzc
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZPPTKi98N
這麼久沒回去還是頭一遭。我拿著外帶的第二杯咖啡離開路易莎，心想，北高來回的車程可以推進很多論文進度，必須挪出來用，非常時期。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYA7ocDbIl
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0ScmeC9N2
嘆氣，掏出鑰匙，嘆氣，開門。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡccQVMpxKvJ
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5KYO78IpQ
「我回來了，忘記帶變壓器，筆電沒電了。」我說，放下咖啡。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVjT6KADAE
「娃，那要休息一下嗎？」當時的男友從召喚峽谷裡發出關心，臉轉向我，但眼睛沒離開螢幕。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWGuYHnmCi
嘆氣。「不用，我送電接著寫。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZP60cI7MO
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIvZJ6eblr
有時候，有點感激冬季的台北還有這樣一個去處，雖然只是一個三坪大的房間，無時無刻都透著一點滯悶的潮氣，但總歸讓我在週末時除了宿舍和實驗室以外，有個散心的地方。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAahq9LwkUG
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkREY8vzjvR
雖然我還是做著一樣的事—寫論文。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ypvDlzB8p
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqh8D6pxa2C
獲得首勝的某人心滿意足地關掉遊戲，爬上床準備睡午覺，於是我抱起筆電，從單人床上移動到書桌前，推開桌機鍵盤放上我過勞的筆電，繼續。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7hdlWr1Z5
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3QpLKvOAt
桌機喇叭放著男友隨手播的音樂，我不是很在意，最好是我比較沒共鳴的歌曲，才不會分心。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLdPY9Xm6O
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ542XU235X0
youtube從滅火器唱到流氓阿德，再唱到Leo王，然後，突然鬼轉到一首既不是我的喜好，也不是男友喜好的歌曲。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6drOpJLgR
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7h3OGBkC1
『怎麼城市像戰場，充滿痛與傷，456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVOHBa7h31
好像終於能容忍，能頑強，能埋藏，456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7CywVqqhyC
心裡還是很孤獨，很迷惘，很悲傷，』456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgXNPJJdY2
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Wd7O5p3Of
我愣了一下，這是一個清澈的女聲，樸實的曲調更凸顯清晰的咬字，我感覺有什麼東西從深處被挖出來，攤在我面前。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhWClt8JAw
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8jTRf26Ky
我停下敲鍵盤的手，托腮看向螢幕456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBISqYftRw
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIU9nAx5uY6
『我什麼也不怕，只怕想家，456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YA0oyM03Q
和爸媽說我一切都好淚總會落下，456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYFrTdGdSd
太辛苦就趕快回家，是最暖的牽掛，』456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsA86jq1dJ
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Xsb81GrEf
在我反應過來前，已開始嚎啕大哭，才剛喝完的咖啡好苦好苦，難以忍受的苦澀殘留在嘴裡，和挫折、自我懷疑、委屈一起，苦的令人鼻酸。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpTaypIePi
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdsxqyhLAL
昏昏欲睡的男友嚇一大跳，從床上彈起來，抓起一包衛生紙塞到我手裡，急急忙忙要切掉音樂。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFlcb9qkCh
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqehmpXaSIe
我抓住他的手，一邊大力搖頭，一邊哭得上氣不接下氣。看著MV裡的女主角就著眼淚吃老家寄來的粽子，想起連電鍋都沒有的我，去年端午節沒吃到家鄉粽子，眼看今年也即將從缺，哭得更起勁了。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87Si5Kah03
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUWQ96zBCq
男友無奈地拍拍我的頭，熟練地安慰：「好了好了，總會寫完的，妳不是每天都寫很多嗎？寫完就可以回家啦。」這些安撫的詞句，經過幾個月的磨練他已經能信手拈來。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hu0V77Asx
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJCK39pMc7
我什麼也不怕，只是怕想家。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzgONHZXDt
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZo19C94yVl
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHsFF3GQB5
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有時候有點怕大蟑螂。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtEZjjiewL
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