歌名：只怕想家─黃美珍
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我以為如果有熱情有成長有理想，419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LDC8BBmgM
最後總會被了解被培養被獎賞，419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtS7vLZqsBB
怎麼城市像戰場，充滿痛與傷，419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkftAIO3wq0
好像終於能容忍，能頑強，能埋藏，419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtw10h2rxkb
心裡還是很孤獨，很迷惘，很悲傷，419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX352UQQOtB
不再笑得像太陽，靜得像月亮，419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QKhwepscX
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什麼都可以不怕，只怕想家，419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlx0hbXElj
和爸媽說我一切順利淚總會落下，419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPxufzrDzc
太辛苦就趕快回家，是最暖的牽掛。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdF5G5U4GX
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我什麼也不怕，只怕想家，419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxiPl0FnWcB
武裝的冰冷遇上溫熱就會融化，419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5yTSnjQG0
就算曾被責罵，419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2iBikvVjU
現在明白是心疼啊。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtZBnhK0dQ
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你能不能別閃躲，別複雜，別說謊，419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYo4td4Xa3T
痛快承認太遙遠，太漫長，太渴望，419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMFrZbnH9b
所以有了新對象，忘了我在他鄉。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4HqKzhVoc
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我什麼也不怕，只怕想家，419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeruj60aJeR
和爸媽說我一切都好累總會落下，419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEmpQZ2UzC
太辛苦就趕快回家，是最暖的牽掛。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqLdi6ZFLM
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什麼都可以不怕，只怕想家，419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfsqbxxWTo
武裝的冰冷遇上溫熱就會融化，419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QXB3sAsmu
就算曾經責罵，419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qkoczPTN3
現在才明白那是心疼啊。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZHK3WbEyG
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寂寞就是想從前，想逃亡，想分享，想回家。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAj1gqkruDi
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那是碩二下，我已經五個多月沒回家了，因為論文進度堪憂。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Qf6Ba8TAR
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每天8-12小時的趕論文持續了三個多月，看樣子還得繼續下去。坐在台北街頭的路易莎裡，看看一言難盡的data，我突然好想喝爸爸的手沖咖啡。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdj9C9EkIV
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高中畢業以後離家，至今也有6、7年了，往年再怎麼忙，每月至少回家一次，蹭飯、充電，再繼續闖蕩。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQc4OOF4ZPc
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這麼久沒回去還是頭一遭。我拿著外帶的第二杯咖啡離開路易莎，心想，北高來回的車程可以推進很多論文進度，必須挪出來用，非常時期。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbD8DnpQyiC
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嘆氣，掏出鑰匙，嘆氣，開門。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkqO3fUTy9
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「我回來了，忘記帶變壓器，筆電沒電了。」我說，放下咖啡。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIx1r8xhnf
「娃，那要休息一下嗎？」當時的男友從召喚峽谷裡發出關心，臉轉向我，但眼睛沒離開螢幕。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNshsZl9FuK
嘆氣。「不用，我送電接著寫。」419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82BqbLNcvc
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有時候，有點感激冬季的台北還有這樣一個去處，雖然只是一個三坪大的房間，無時無刻都透著一點滯悶的潮氣，但總歸讓我在週末時除了宿舍和實驗室以外，有個散心的地方。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmf6wTKngC2
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雖然我還是做著一樣的事—寫論文。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPUaRVjZ4c
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獲得首勝的某人心滿意足地關掉遊戲，爬上床準備睡午覺，於是我抱起筆電，從單人床上移動到書桌前，推開桌機鍵盤放上我過勞的筆電，繼續。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfE6W40nUP9
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桌機喇叭放著男友隨手播的音樂，我不是很在意，最好是我比較沒共鳴的歌曲，才不會分心。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4tTIcNnWC
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youtube從滅火器唱到流氓阿德，再唱到Leo王，然後，突然鬼轉到一首既不是我的喜好，也不是男友喜好的歌曲。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb70nMRNiyu
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『怎麼城市像戰場，充滿痛與傷，419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdFKOHhIju
好像終於能容忍，能頑強，能埋藏，419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LqSv8l7Yf
心裡還是很孤獨，很迷惘，很悲傷，』419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPi5xcwjF5
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我愣了一下，這是一個清澈的女聲，樸實的曲調更凸顯清晰的咬字，我感覺有什麼東西從深處被挖出來，攤在我面前。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHPSFJaXhj
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我停下敲鍵盤的手，托腮看向螢幕419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1wJjes8cf
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『我什麼也不怕，只怕想家，419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJ1oIf43MN
和爸媽說我一切都好淚總會落下，419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJ7oSx8SIq
太辛苦就趕快回家，是最暖的牽掛，』419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡziSvS6o2gZ
419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0bc7WQv1t
在我反應過來前，已開始嚎啕大哭，才剛喝完的咖啡好苦好苦，難以忍受的苦澀殘留在嘴裡，和挫折、自我懷疑、委屈一起，苦的令人鼻酸。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eCa35ZTnf
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昏昏欲睡的男友嚇一大跳，從床上彈起來，抓起一包衛生紙塞到我手裡，急急忙忙要切掉音樂。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9OXxuCizW
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我抓住他的手，一邊大力搖頭，一邊哭得上氣不接下氣。看著MV裡的女主角就著眼淚吃老家寄來的粽子，想起連電鍋都沒有的我，去年端午節沒吃到家鄉粽子，眼看今年也即將從缺，哭得更起勁了。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRoFl29zls0
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男友無奈地拍拍我的頭，熟練地安慰：「好了好了，總會寫完的，妳不是每天都寫很多嗎？寫完就可以回家啦。」這些安撫的詞句，經過幾個月的磨練他已經能信手拈來。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFpdsd3I7k
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我什麼也不怕，只是怕想家。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXosNgvWQF
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有時候有點怕大蟑螂。419Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MdvTEGwqP
以及論文。
