19841218--19日记283Please respect copyright.PENANAJPVnPqczHF
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1218283Please respect copyright.PENANABsM0BZoc6p
今天一天心情沉闷,似乎有什么东西压在头上,大气也不敢喘,觉得一切事都在283Please respect copyright.PENANAfvg0HGfC01
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变得明白,无意义,似乎一切都是假的,悲观极了,再也无法兴奋起来。唉!真283Please respect copyright.PENANAsIGvRWybEv
283Please respect copyright.PENANA4aDu5AHSfD
不知怎的。283Please respect copyright.PENANA0qb9PEhh80
团支部包场电影《死亡的陷井》,是5点20分,可5点才吃饭,忙忙碌碌,去时已283Please respect copyright.PENANAIrTTLksSgX
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开始放了,和毕庆元找不到座位,是楼上11排6、8号,后才知是最后一排,找到283Please respect copyright.PENANAWKSMZfhoUj
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后坐下,坐在最后面似乎视眼开阔点,电影还可以看,只有那时才忘了忧愁。过283Please respect copyright.PENANAwirdHH7jtw
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时又出现了,唉!283Please respect copyright.PENANAKfyVbewSHs
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1219283Please respect copyright.PENANAYuYYlRpAW8
不知怎的,似乎不能自己,任凭一切事在变换。283Please respect copyright.PENANA6FSrY0BMSa
下午开了团会,姚书记作了报告,是要做个真正团员,起先进作用。散会后去徐283Please respect copyright.PENANAYNFMc26pLn
283Please respect copyright.PENANAd9BaBv6ay4
锐处要回暑假借给他的高一课本,他都放在箱子里,忽然改了对他看法,但又改283Please respect copyright.PENANAEYZ8lWbimo
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得不对,他应还我(先)才能做朋友,或者是借书人。当然,书还是拿来了,这283Please respect copyright.PENANAhp9eyGGNJ4
283Please respect copyright.PENANAqZomHlCRqR
,我已几次想要了,只是怕要,看来任何事,只要去做都是能成功的。283Please respect copyright.PENANAm2OgUyJ2pX
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19841220--21日记283Please respect copyright.PENANA48hUMVvtJg
283Please respect copyright.PENANAxp8bvPKNTg
1220283Please respect copyright.PENANAkhCrTW81x7
中午和王锋一边晒太阳,一边看书,互相问着,觉得其间感情十分可贵。下午团283Please respect copyright.PENANAFdmNiVSCQj
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支部书记(洪欣)说团员开个会,对班上几位要求入团的同学举手表态,可我们283Please respect copyright.PENANAuOjSb073FY
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又没有标准,只是胡乱地举着手,更有甚者,去年我们高一为初三入团同学表态283Please respect copyright.PENANAZodcynPYtH
283Please respect copyright.PENANAXbeKIIDnUf
,那些人见都没见过,也更是胡乱举几次,真是形式极了,滑天下之大稽。283Please respect copyright.PENANAlrgbszjYll
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1221283Please respect copyright.PENANA9BTQnrJVM5
真难办,范老师要我准备一期“溪流”,可我这里一篇也没有,答应他星期六交283Please respect copyright.PENANA0aj9Dq97RV
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,可今天星期五了。283Please respect copyright.PENANAAek0jD0CfV
在王飞那里要了篇《秋韵》,可是短得很。中午忽然想再去汪贝玉处要,果然他283Please respect copyright.PENANAmANcKdlOTT
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很多,便叫他抄来。自己昨天也凑了篇《物理老师》,这样,顿觉轻松了许多。283Please respect copyright.PENANAKLozA22T8X
下午去阶梯教室听讲演,觉得很不成功。283Please respect copyright.PENANACjw02hcl0T
上午,邰成华送来一叠菜票,盖是其欠我的。倒是好笑。这是两个星期前,他向283Please respect copyright.PENANA2Us8fALbVH
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我借了一元钱,后一直没还,也没提及,因他借日是星期六,他回去了。早几天283Please respect copyright.PENANAsyo0PYoj1A
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便觉他确实忘却了,想到这点,不知怎的,心里很不是滋味,似乎太那个了,几283Please respect copyright.PENANADUdRs0AXWG
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次试探,其无应,昨日他回家来,又讨,他便说没遇上他妈,无钱,我大恐,说283Please respect copyright.PENANAB8pEQJozkb
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:“你忘了呀?”他说:“没”,我说:“没什么?”心里直当其忘了,他说:283Please respect copyright.PENANApCoQGQz4vV
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“欠你一元钱,这我不会忘的,”没有错,他是不会忘的,可这曾折磨我过。这283Please respect copyright.PENANA08TgkdGjzI
283Please respect copyright.PENANAQl6OSM6qSS
时,我捏着菜票,在口袋里数了起来。283Please respect copyright.PENANABnbpFFYl7h
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19841222--31日记283Please respect copyright.PENANAbF6tqWYCYs
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1222283Please respect copyright.PENANAs6bntEkDHD
不知怎的,心里十分沉重,似有什么无形意识压着,不得抬头,暗暗叫苦,可奈283Please respect copyright.PENANAgaEkHoP9Ef
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何,真不知怎的。283Please respect copyright.PENANAzRjyiBdUBD
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1223283Please respect copyright.PENANAIskmESiojQ
心里沉重,一切都无意义,烦死了。283Please respect copyright.PENANAkA9YGvPuhO
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1224283Please respect copyright.PENANA38lQBz133i
夜间下了晚自习,觉得心里抖得慌,腿也抖,腰间似乎更抖,象要断一样。283Please respect copyright.PENANASTgAg4OQca
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1225283Please respect copyright.PENANAWMRBszSD8Q
中午打饭,在食堂里抖得慌。283Please respect copyright.PENANAx3osz4v69I
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1226283Please respect copyright.PENANAKIz1FRImcj
痛苦极了,只见人家欢乐,而自己却不得,旁观者苦。283Please respect copyright.PENANArKBE6NZK69
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1227283Please respect copyright.PENANAkADQDrww0d
体育课心里发慌,腰酸极了,还好,拉单扛及格了(7个),可再干别的,就怕283Please respect copyright.PENANAZGMD0PPe02
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了。283Please respect copyright.PENANA2RKPhq9UzW
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1228283Please respect copyright.PENANAUqrxOgfq1E
心里还是痛苦万分,同桌毕庆元亦然,自以为摆脱,却不得其终。283Please respect copyright.PENANAyjvsg4hkJK
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1229283Please respect copyright.PENANAjY61eGCuk5
晚上范老师叫抄期《溪流》,我去他处排好版,便由毕庆元、李二乔抄,一刻好283Please respect copyright.PENANAwJxcOyGzkO
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了,送去,他也称善,发现其书多,大慨,夜里反复,想一篇《父与子和子与父283Please respect copyright.PENANAVlTndPKWy4
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》,却不得入梦。283Please respect copyright.PENANASe4eSRzEHP