19841218--19日记309Please respect copyright.PENANAHP4lIHjsKH
309Please respect copyright.PENANAA0OgNptXXo
1218309Please respect copyright.PENANANtfW9NmMAU
今天一天心情沉闷,似乎有什么东西压在头上,大气也不敢喘,觉得一切事都在309Please respect copyright.PENANAQZZj5QJMaB
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变得明白,无意义,似乎一切都是假的,悲观极了,再也无法兴奋起来。唉!真309Please respect copyright.PENANAqTEJWGG6sM
309Please respect copyright.PENANAFnAaDSxepQ
不知怎的。309Please respect copyright.PENANAe4ZzC5cdkq
团支部包场电影《死亡的陷井》,是5点20分,可5点才吃饭,忙忙碌碌,去时已309Please respect copyright.PENANADa43fYyWjj
309Please respect copyright.PENANAQqHNVKXXrI
开始放了,和毕庆元找不到座位,是楼上11排6、8号,后才知是最后一排,找到309Please respect copyright.PENANAmu26YAkZqN
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后坐下,坐在最后面似乎视眼开阔点,电影还可以看,只有那时才忘了忧愁。过309Please respect copyright.PENANAswM9TRwRRg
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时又出现了,唉!309Please respect copyright.PENANA43GK7s8abk
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1219309Please respect copyright.PENANAfjlug8ioy0
不知怎的,似乎不能自己,任凭一切事在变换。309Please respect copyright.PENANAITJ0uszPxO
下午开了团会,姚书记作了报告,是要做个真正团员,起先进作用。散会后去徐309Please respect copyright.PENANAuUp74M2yuZ
309Please respect copyright.PENANAspYX9T6xQA
锐处要回暑假借给他的高一课本,他都放在箱子里,忽然改了对他看法,但又改309Please respect copyright.PENANAR3gbr9K8Cn
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得不对,他应还我(先)才能做朋友,或者是借书人。当然,书还是拿来了,这309Please respect copyright.PENANAIf26qsZkpC
309Please respect copyright.PENANAjYPUx8Bs97
,我已几次想要了,只是怕要,看来任何事,只要去做都是能成功的。309Please respect copyright.PENANASrGdyvvsSp
309Please respect copyright.PENANABLT1C0iQiu
19841220--21日记309Please respect copyright.PENANA80xV3HjlG5
309Please respect copyright.PENANAS4lJItJLQD
1220309Please respect copyright.PENANAZGSyZbjZto
中午和王锋一边晒太阳,一边看书,互相问着,觉得其间感情十分可贵。下午团309Please respect copyright.PENANAM9ZgpxgtFy
309Please respect copyright.PENANAEWb2bjM91i
支部书记(洪欣)说团员开个会,对班上几位要求入团的同学举手表态,可我们309Please respect copyright.PENANAOSSaZeTgvO
309Please respect copyright.PENANAlcDtNqDcrx
又没有标准,只是胡乱地举着手,更有甚者,去年我们高一为初三入团同学表态309Please respect copyright.PENANAEIaQck7jSO
309Please respect copyright.PENANAGEpixzL73I
,那些人见都没见过,也更是胡乱举几次,真是形式极了,滑天下之大稽。309Please respect copyright.PENANArZa9BdLYTW
309Please respect copyright.PENANAiM84oCXxcn
1221309Please respect copyright.PENANAk5j602LMap
真难办,范老师要我准备一期“溪流”,可我这里一篇也没有,答应他星期六交309Please respect copyright.PENANAKYk6wHzv63
309Please respect copyright.PENANAnsuniqeT1Q
,可今天星期五了。309Please respect copyright.PENANA2JPrd5laMr
在王飞那里要了篇《秋韵》,可是短得很。中午忽然想再去汪贝玉处要,果然他309Please respect copyright.PENANAkJjMcNCogD
309Please respect copyright.PENANAEM9wGWb7Yp
很多,便叫他抄来。自己昨天也凑了篇《物理老师》,这样,顿觉轻松了许多。309Please respect copyright.PENANAECUf0tEtJE
下午去阶梯教室听讲演,觉得很不成功。309Please respect copyright.PENANAaj6p3MqHYV
上午,邰成华送来一叠菜票,盖是其欠我的。倒是好笑。这是两个星期前,他向309Please respect copyright.PENANAzsgbTEqluV
309Please respect copyright.PENANAfMkXrz8UKF
我借了一元钱,后一直没还,也没提及,因他借日是星期六,他回去了。早几天309Please respect copyright.PENANAbKLy8K66Q1
309Please respect copyright.PENANAKw6Mm0n5Zs
便觉他确实忘却了,想到这点,不知怎的,心里很不是滋味,似乎太那个了,几309Please respect copyright.PENANAsScjYq3j5Z
309Please respect copyright.PENANA0GBkXXoqWG
次试探,其无应,昨日他回家来,又讨,他便说没遇上他妈,无钱,我大恐,说309Please respect copyright.PENANAqkVlYLUu1N
309Please respect copyright.PENANAZUuG0Mfm9K
:“你忘了呀?”他说:“没”,我说:“没什么?”心里直当其忘了,他说:309Please respect copyright.PENANA5OD64zM5XI
309Please respect copyright.PENANA6sLihO8Bdn
“欠你一元钱,这我不会忘的,”没有错,他是不会忘的,可这曾折磨我过。这309Please respect copyright.PENANAtrOPaWjy7h
309Please respect copyright.PENANA4NQAnV8xHl
时,我捏着菜票,在口袋里数了起来。309Please respect copyright.PENANAK1gEOJTomw
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19841222--31日记309Please respect copyright.PENANA3TAL48uUUV
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1222309Please respect copyright.PENANAwXeypiJKoh
不知怎的,心里十分沉重,似有什么无形意识压着,不得抬头,暗暗叫苦,可奈309Please respect copyright.PENANAtQuXol7F4f
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何,真不知怎的。309Please respect copyright.PENANAUJj9SBZ3d3
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1223309Please respect copyright.PENANAoHAYDgj95t
心里沉重,一切都无意义,烦死了。309Please respect copyright.PENANALQMfQDY7W8
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1224309Please respect copyright.PENANAqYmpzNyw1i
夜间下了晚自习,觉得心里抖得慌,腿也抖,腰间似乎更抖,象要断一样。309Please respect copyright.PENANACfdzg2qTaP
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1225309Please respect copyright.PENANAUKdQJt0EFl
中午打饭,在食堂里抖得慌。309Please respect copyright.PENANAOWl9mXx9Gd
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1226309Please respect copyright.PENANAzlFYiuj61H
痛苦极了,只见人家欢乐,而自己却不得,旁观者苦。309Please respect copyright.PENANABDXGswJYrb
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1227309Please respect copyright.PENANAUI5HY7zjgk
体育课心里发慌,腰酸极了,还好,拉单扛及格了(7个),可再干别的,就怕309Please respect copyright.PENANAG5Sm1SyyoT
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了。309Please respect copyright.PENANAqKBwPruAWR
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1228309Please respect copyright.PENANA3U18TF3kcq
心里还是痛苦万分,同桌毕庆元亦然,自以为摆脱,却不得其终。309Please respect copyright.PENANAEszeaIBAyQ
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1229309Please respect copyright.PENANAIADjZm0GlK
晚上范老师叫抄期《溪流》,我去他处排好版,便由毕庆元、李二乔抄,一刻好309Please respect copyright.PENANA8ZqEnC3QIt
309Please respect copyright.PENANAo26TFbABDO
了,送去,他也称善,发现其书多,大慨,夜里反复,想一篇《父与子和子与父309Please respect copyright.PENANAn7EzjTOIZX
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》,却不得入梦。309Please respect copyright.PENANAv0lLaxjAT1