19841218--19日记299Please respect copyright.PENANAED4wp6kGAo
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今天一天心情沉闷,似乎有什么东西压在头上,大气也不敢喘,觉得一切事都在299Please respect copyright.PENANAgamzjP4CWS
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变得明白,无意义,似乎一切都是假的,悲观极了,再也无法兴奋起来。唉!真299Please respect copyright.PENANAzoj52x2Wzv
299Please respect copyright.PENANABHnbigBK0W
不知怎的。299Please respect copyright.PENANAgyxMbNkz73
团支部包场电影《死亡的陷井》,是5点20分,可5点才吃饭,忙忙碌碌,去时已299Please respect copyright.PENANAU70RpEBszT
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开始放了,和毕庆元找不到座位,是楼上11排6、8号,后才知是最后一排,找到299Please respect copyright.PENANAOcHpChPSRn
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后坐下,坐在最后面似乎视眼开阔点,电影还可以看,只有那时才忘了忧愁。过299Please respect copyright.PENANAAFQuRpzh21
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时又出现了,唉!299Please respect copyright.PENANAPZuLVmwXKr
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1219299Please respect copyright.PENANAyHutNdknKQ
不知怎的,似乎不能自己,任凭一切事在变换。299Please respect copyright.PENANACysAiiUToK
下午开了团会,姚书记作了报告,是要做个真正团员,起先进作用。散会后去徐299Please respect copyright.PENANAU9LYQEeRZP
299Please respect copyright.PENANAwEEPTYMKwe
锐处要回暑假借给他的高一课本,他都放在箱子里,忽然改了对他看法,但又改299Please respect copyright.PENANAJ6gtohZUnH
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得不对,他应还我(先)才能做朋友,或者是借书人。当然,书还是拿来了,这299Please respect copyright.PENANAlEQkmvaQPx
299Please respect copyright.PENANAcY6tZFh9pz
,我已几次想要了,只是怕要,看来任何事,只要去做都是能成功的。299Please respect copyright.PENANAWiqK8LzeCg
299Please respect copyright.PENANAzBQnkQa0N0
19841220--21日记299Please respect copyright.PENANAll2km6nGuY
299Please respect copyright.PENANAiLhh05xjmf
1220299Please respect copyright.PENANA2y8x8TTNSY
中午和王锋一边晒太阳,一边看书,互相问着,觉得其间感情十分可贵。下午团299Please respect copyright.PENANA4U8TQGAitD
299Please respect copyright.PENANAuEPxe1IIRo
支部书记(洪欣)说团员开个会,对班上几位要求入团的同学举手表态,可我们299Please respect copyright.PENANA42kDDgbN1r
299Please respect copyright.PENANAUxMEARai89
又没有标准,只是胡乱地举着手,更有甚者,去年我们高一为初三入团同学表态299Please respect copyright.PENANAeyCCMo29Pn
299Please respect copyright.PENANA720K3AFAX3
,那些人见都没见过,也更是胡乱举几次,真是形式极了,滑天下之大稽。299Please respect copyright.PENANAqYhcuBGAfd
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1221299Please respect copyright.PENANAiU755vBeIO
真难办,范老师要我准备一期“溪流”,可我这里一篇也没有,答应他星期六交299Please respect copyright.PENANAHA42BZb2BI
299Please respect copyright.PENANA3smzIxc2yb
,可今天星期五了。299Please respect copyright.PENANAZ4qZHPtsUC
在王飞那里要了篇《秋韵》,可是短得很。中午忽然想再去汪贝玉处要,果然他299Please respect copyright.PENANA2ujBC3FIc7
299Please respect copyright.PENANAJqdSx5BHfs
很多,便叫他抄来。自己昨天也凑了篇《物理老师》,这样,顿觉轻松了许多。299Please respect copyright.PENANATXu4nAwwWk
下午去阶梯教室听讲演,觉得很不成功。299Please respect copyright.PENANAAiGfVVf3ql
上午,邰成华送来一叠菜票,盖是其欠我的。倒是好笑。这是两个星期前,他向299Please respect copyright.PENANAoWsgmEbbgp
299Please respect copyright.PENANAF437caRnPW
我借了一元钱,后一直没还,也没提及,因他借日是星期六,他回去了。早几天299Please respect copyright.PENANAPlEE0y7vNX
299Please respect copyright.PENANAFIBSq4PQGn
便觉他确实忘却了,想到这点,不知怎的,心里很不是滋味,似乎太那个了,几299Please respect copyright.PENANAGvLdMjM1C9
299Please respect copyright.PENANAsK7nzC2ieJ
次试探,其无应,昨日他回家来,又讨,他便说没遇上他妈,无钱,我大恐,说299Please respect copyright.PENANAuZ6FbR6fzj
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:“你忘了呀?”他说:“没”,我说:“没什么?”心里直当其忘了,他说:299Please respect copyright.PENANA42eUBOPj4w
299Please respect copyright.PENANArLnK1Ibsfs
“欠你一元钱,这我不会忘的,”没有错,他是不会忘的,可这曾折磨我过。这299Please respect copyright.PENANAhjtOvOmtyJ
299Please respect copyright.PENANAzIewQxHz7b
时,我捏着菜票,在口袋里数了起来。299Please respect copyright.PENANAm0jGi03rvV
299Please respect copyright.PENANAk8JA0tAiSg
19841222--31日记299Please respect copyright.PENANAeb7PQwBxCc
299Please respect copyright.PENANAcQbjUnnsha
1222299Please respect copyright.PENANA5rUvM2jVQ9
不知怎的,心里十分沉重,似有什么无形意识压着,不得抬头,暗暗叫苦,可奈299Please respect copyright.PENANA1aMUQ0ZjN2
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何,真不知怎的。299Please respect copyright.PENANAlSfdqoCcXQ
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1223299Please respect copyright.PENANAAQpMe1ytch
心里沉重,一切都无意义,烦死了。299Please respect copyright.PENANAF0QZqE6mFs
299Please respect copyright.PENANAxwhujVLgMA
1224299Please respect copyright.PENANAq2ur2j7loO
夜间下了晚自习,觉得心里抖得慌,腿也抖,腰间似乎更抖,象要断一样。299Please respect copyright.PENANAunBCNkR1t2
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1225299Please respect copyright.PENANA4CCUoL1Xkj
中午打饭,在食堂里抖得慌。299Please respect copyright.PENANADD3d7Y2WBQ
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1226299Please respect copyright.PENANAJVYUamBpMO
痛苦极了,只见人家欢乐,而自己却不得,旁观者苦。299Please respect copyright.PENANAhxUOND8SvP
299Please respect copyright.PENANAncubIE48fw
1227299Please respect copyright.PENANA0UvT68cel0
体育课心里发慌,腰酸极了,还好,拉单扛及格了(7个),可再干别的,就怕299Please respect copyright.PENANAS7lf5vZ7DB
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了。299Please respect copyright.PENANABYCjCZ4agP
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1228299Please respect copyright.PENANAi0YRPBDw6V
心里还是痛苦万分,同桌毕庆元亦然,自以为摆脱,却不得其终。299Please respect copyright.PENANAVMkvpq9ptO
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1229299Please respect copyright.PENANAKV0lZ1a1O0
晚上范老师叫抄期《溪流》,我去他处排好版,便由毕庆元、李二乔抄,一刻好299Please respect copyright.PENANAKtlARV2gMQ
299Please respect copyright.PENANALgEZEqSj3v
了,送去,他也称善,发现其书多,大慨,夜里反复,想一篇《父与子和子与父299Please respect copyright.PENANAAa8ubqDPcR
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》,却不得入梦。299Please respect copyright.PENANA84ooCuTYuP