19841218--19日记318Please respect copyright.PENANAO1bLXXBJW0
318Please respect copyright.PENANAkc4aZCJXFv
1218318Please respect copyright.PENANAoqNLKT8PVV
今天一天心情沉闷,似乎有什么东西压在头上,大气也不敢喘,觉得一切事都在318Please respect copyright.PENANAIwmStc9InW
318Please respect copyright.PENANAqjJh1TkjYU
变得明白,无意义,似乎一切都是假的,悲观极了,再也无法兴奋起来。唉!真318Please respect copyright.PENANA7ddSxV9hw0
318Please respect copyright.PENANAEy78GXwJCN
不知怎的。318Please respect copyright.PENANAfMv5gFvjiy
团支部包场电影《死亡的陷井》,是5点20分,可5点才吃饭,忙忙碌碌,去时已318Please respect copyright.PENANAkPrF617XNT
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开始放了,和毕庆元找不到座位,是楼上11排6、8号,后才知是最后一排,找到318Please respect copyright.PENANAzqGOwJMMXr
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后坐下,坐在最后面似乎视眼开阔点,电影还可以看,只有那时才忘了忧愁。过318Please respect copyright.PENANAwgrh4bCGfB
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时又出现了,唉!318Please respect copyright.PENANA6GRZFgwnXY
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1219318Please respect copyright.PENANA4e3vC9QCpY
不知怎的,似乎不能自己,任凭一切事在变换。318Please respect copyright.PENANACor960ip4B
下午开了团会,姚书记作了报告,是要做个真正团员,起先进作用。散会后去徐318Please respect copyright.PENANABtEVvyaTZI
318Please respect copyright.PENANAX6VBDqp1sx
锐处要回暑假借给他的高一课本,他都放在箱子里,忽然改了对他看法,但又改318Please respect copyright.PENANAFOLH0Pm1LK
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得不对,他应还我(先)才能做朋友,或者是借书人。当然,书还是拿来了,这318Please respect copyright.PENANAJVBn1Jzyu5
318Please respect copyright.PENANAu9nZMIjRwb
,我已几次想要了,只是怕要,看来任何事,只要去做都是能成功的。318Please respect copyright.PENANAffskXxL8bL
318Please respect copyright.PENANAYEP3wSOPAE
19841220--21日记318Please respect copyright.PENANAmpua91VMz8
318Please respect copyright.PENANAswtdJLMMyM
1220318Please respect copyright.PENANAnHgYG3U5M3
中午和王锋一边晒太阳,一边看书,互相问着,觉得其间感情十分可贵。下午团318Please respect copyright.PENANAQ8wQb9LCpc
318Please respect copyright.PENANApesyLcwJx4
支部书记(洪欣)说团员开个会,对班上几位要求入团的同学举手表态,可我们318Please respect copyright.PENANAzp6IegU2DM
318Please respect copyright.PENANAbq7bpUBfha
又没有标准,只是胡乱地举着手,更有甚者,去年我们高一为初三入团同学表态318Please respect copyright.PENANAA6BYcaIhAa
318Please respect copyright.PENANAU99B6xJK4a
,那些人见都没见过,也更是胡乱举几次,真是形式极了,滑天下之大稽。318Please respect copyright.PENANA9lM45BU4Gu
318Please respect copyright.PENANAsfuxwQeLwq
1221318Please respect copyright.PENANAgPt5hi7iiz
真难办,范老师要我准备一期“溪流”,可我这里一篇也没有,答应他星期六交318Please respect copyright.PENANAV9ZplUnrd2
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,可今天星期五了。318Please respect copyright.PENANATaJ0xuYor2
在王飞那里要了篇《秋韵》,可是短得很。中午忽然想再去汪贝玉处要,果然他318Please respect copyright.PENANAlVqqu9liQH
318Please respect copyright.PENANASZ2pguJT4L
很多,便叫他抄来。自己昨天也凑了篇《物理老师》,这样,顿觉轻松了许多。318Please respect copyright.PENANAf1rxcQuN2t
下午去阶梯教室听讲演,觉得很不成功。318Please respect copyright.PENANAsM0llvC6pO
上午,邰成华送来一叠菜票,盖是其欠我的。倒是好笑。这是两个星期前,他向318Please respect copyright.PENANAyprBBJNqVC
318Please respect copyright.PENANA6pFh7lSbVM
我借了一元钱,后一直没还,也没提及,因他借日是星期六,他回去了。早几天318Please respect copyright.PENANAVXSB9SF77C
318Please respect copyright.PENANA9vnjFJcFAc
便觉他确实忘却了,想到这点,不知怎的,心里很不是滋味,似乎太那个了,几318Please respect copyright.PENANA7fzrX4fUiX
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次试探,其无应,昨日他回家来,又讨,他便说没遇上他妈,无钱,我大恐,说318Please respect copyright.PENANAG5GqPtgM9S
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:“你忘了呀?”他说:“没”,我说:“没什么?”心里直当其忘了,他说:318Please respect copyright.PENANAIxjuWURDCx
318Please respect copyright.PENANAdu3slFrHqQ
“欠你一元钱,这我不会忘的,”没有错,他是不会忘的,可这曾折磨我过。这318Please respect copyright.PENANA0VgU33tDzc
318Please respect copyright.PENANAIL7s6CBoEt
时,我捏着菜票,在口袋里数了起来。318Please respect copyright.PENANAwfUUmdpvg9
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19841222--31日记318Please respect copyright.PENANATAYHgNoE2r
318Please respect copyright.PENANAHKfSnIo99j
1222318Please respect copyright.PENANA7DJ65MwXc2
不知怎的,心里十分沉重,似有什么无形意识压着,不得抬头,暗暗叫苦,可奈318Please respect copyright.PENANA2FNgmTba3S
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何,真不知怎的。318Please respect copyright.PENANA4N74JUSJuG
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1223318Please respect copyright.PENANAF2SaY4l6T0
心里沉重,一切都无意义,烦死了。318Please respect copyright.PENANARtsX9khAjJ
318Please respect copyright.PENANAlKurgkAJXe
1224318Please respect copyright.PENANAdsxNTmGSRG
夜间下了晚自习,觉得心里抖得慌,腿也抖,腰间似乎更抖,象要断一样。318Please respect copyright.PENANAnsIBpOh3GB
318Please respect copyright.PENANAAYSEtYHDjQ
1225318Please respect copyright.PENANAGEbDq7n5hB
中午打饭,在食堂里抖得慌。318Please respect copyright.PENANAJ8YX0IkfiA
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1226318Please respect copyright.PENANAhp6gE8bAGa
痛苦极了,只见人家欢乐,而自己却不得,旁观者苦。318Please respect copyright.PENANAUI8d2ZuPtW
318Please respect copyright.PENANAKqTY6b2DmC
1227318Please respect copyright.PENANAh85BphIw2B
体育课心里发慌,腰酸极了,还好,拉单扛及格了(7个),可再干别的,就怕318Please respect copyright.PENANAusPV5IaIE9
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了。318Please respect copyright.PENANACP68QGsoTR
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1228318Please respect copyright.PENANAZpKLXOgk9c
心里还是痛苦万分,同桌毕庆元亦然,自以为摆脱,却不得其终。318Please respect copyright.PENANAitvl5p6crH
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1229318Please respect copyright.PENANAliFBbnz1gC
晚上范老师叫抄期《溪流》,我去他处排好版,便由毕庆元、李二乔抄,一刻好318Please respect copyright.PENANAe797yJHOpg
318Please respect copyright.PENANAtNKolI0kTF
了,送去,他也称善,发现其书多,大慨,夜里反复,想一篇《父与子和子与父318Please respect copyright.PENANAtL9sF4oMO8
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》,却不得入梦。318Please respect copyright.PENANAxvoSmYbaZH