19841218--19日记281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfT2e5ywU3u
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1218281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6r0tcUQA7
今天一天心情沉闷，似乎有什么东西压在头上，大气也不敢喘，觉得一切事都在281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2th0JzF99
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变得明白，无意义，似乎一切都是假的，悲观极了，再也无法兴奋起来。唉！真281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFOskpRRtx
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不知怎的。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYptnRqz8t
团支部包场电影《死亡的陷井》，是5点20分，可5点才吃饭，忙忙碌碌，去时已281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcASpCrg08O
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开始放了，和毕庆元找不到座位，是楼上11排6、8号，后才知是最后一排，找到281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRV6j82gZk
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后坐下，坐在最后面似乎视眼开阔点，电影还可以看，只有那时才忘了忧愁。过281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyoeRp4Nrvm
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时又出现了，唉！281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKY5FTwkfgi
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1219281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigo6nEc9UU
不知怎的，似乎不能自己，任凭一切事在变换。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPFXmYIS7r
下午开了团会，姚书记作了报告，是要做个真正团员，起先进作用。散会后去徐281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhMJUwcMaE
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锐处要回暑假借给他的高一课本，他都放在箱子里，忽然改了对他看法，但又改281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY16HN4JzhK
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得不对，他应还我（先）才能做朋友，或者是借书人。当然，书还是拿来了，这281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBozJMAjed
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，我已几次想要了，只是怕要，看来任何事，只要去做都是能成功的。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QqgiftxOe
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19841220--21日记281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJoo0WHLuPe
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1220281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSlmY2uQKX
中午和王锋一边晒太阳，一边看书，互相问着，觉得其间感情十分可贵。下午团281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDmKiUOXFF
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支部书记（洪欣）说团员开个会，对班上几位要求入团的同学举手表态，可我们281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99rIYgUnPT
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又没有标准，只是胡乱地举着手，更有甚者，去年我们高一为初三入团同学表态281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyZhSxYufZ
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，那些人见都没见过，也更是胡乱举几次，真是形式极了，滑天下之大稽。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTeu8zdHRp
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真难办，范老师要我准备一期“溪流”，可我这里一篇也没有，答应他星期六交281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQ42FIAxdB
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，可今天星期五了。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7cP3ie6ob
在王飞那里要了篇《秋韵》，可是短得很。中午忽然想再去汪贝玉处要，果然他281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsy3INLwZEQ
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很多，便叫他抄来。自己昨天也凑了篇《物理老师》，这样，顿觉轻松了许多。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhtil1P7tf
下午去阶梯教室听讲演，觉得很不成功。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUDO1pHV07
上午，邰成华送来一叠菜票，盖是其欠我的。倒是好笑。这是两个星期前，他向281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6lZydxPIp
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我借了一元钱，后一直没还，也没提及，因他借日是星期六，他回去了。早几天281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9q6M5pcRiQ
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便觉他确实忘却了，想到这点，不知怎的，心里很不是滋味，似乎太那个了，几281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrx9UbexTEG
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次试探，其无应，昨日他回家来，又讨，他便说没遇上他妈，无钱，我大恐，说281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt51roaY2BF
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：“你忘了呀？”他说：“没”，我说：“没什么？”心里直当其忘了，他说：281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSF3lplR2tV
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“欠你一元钱，这我不会忘的，”没有错，他是不会忘的，可这曾折磨我过。这281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VFaq3kCxo
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时，我捏着菜票，在口袋里数了起来。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqWPUJOyD3
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19841222--31日记281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlEAEYOUjH
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1222281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZb7sbbfarG
不知怎的，心里十分沉重，似有什么无形意识压着，不得抬头，暗暗叫苦，可奈281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVLMtstds7
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何，真不知怎的。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LO0SK0Pqf
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心里沉重，一切都无意义，烦死了。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpo4ftturoH
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1224281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MP33j3Okh
夜间下了晚自习，觉得心里抖得慌，腿也抖，腰间似乎更抖，象要断一样。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRncGaS819
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中午打饭，在食堂里抖得慌。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4RlpBaS1c
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1226281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHOcfr5GH8
痛苦极了，只见人家欢乐，而自己却不得，旁观者苦。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwd7tHqijvm
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1227281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ejjN4jfY3
体育课心里发慌，腰酸极了，还好，拉单扛及格了（7个），可再干别的，就怕281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKEnqo8Zid
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了。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQFprL4Onv
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心里还是痛苦万分，同桌毕庆元亦然，自以为摆脱，却不得其终。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHOdGkekhC
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1229281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ733Sg33R3Q
晚上范老师叫抄期《溪流》，我去他处排好版，便由毕庆元、李二乔抄，一刻好281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pXoV3p4ua
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了，送去，他也称善，发现其书多，大慨，夜里反复，想一篇《父与子和子与父281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSFHdCqQBi
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》，却不得入梦。281Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IL4nyqkgo
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