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Why does it hurt like this?842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9tRp9pg9y
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So...842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTE7eCUYju
So why can't you?842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmr8OZjwhXW
You try. You think of the worst and double it, triple it quintillion times so,842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWVz6fl8np
Your only company is the silence that follows.842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhNI1Yxy5j
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You dig.842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡciMUALpC91
Grasp a shovel between shaking, clammy hands and thrust it down into your brain,842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HylKFy2gJ
Deeper, deeper,842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzTuromhodX
There has to be something.842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Oke1ZBtQZ
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Something that just didn't click.842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnMELBxJ4X
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You're getting close to the bottom. Was it all the way down there?842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8odwaDT8A
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It has to be the answer!842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQIsNSE3ww
Deeper, deepest.842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWzdxxaqpN
Your shovel hits the base, a tinny clang ringing through your head.842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsAyDV5FUCV
This is it? This is the bottom? This is what's left in your brain?842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zqhQvT7Hc
There's nothing.842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErPdc0OWha
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The sadness passes, and you're left with...nothing. 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9SNnurc4ol
A numb sensation; you watch your breath evaporate into the night air. 842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3sizmJxjf
You close your eyes, but the tears never come.842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWdPMWHZ6D
They never came.842Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtD5Nh7TCJ
