I am dreading growing old.319Please respect copyright.PENANAVJradoAdjM
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,319Please respect copyright.PENANAyKKIBvLSeq
everyone asked for a young female.319Please respect copyright.PENANAmpFTaOQAnx
what happens when I grow old,319Please respect copyright.PENANAqkxLmSH8gf
what happens when my tits sag 319Please respect copyright.PENANAYkEaPRZO4V
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,319Please respect copyright.PENANAyC2Z5kCjSc
will I no longer be wanted?319Please respect copyright.PENANAUdZ0vqSqBF
No longer desired or admired.319Please respect copyright.PENANAysjBkMoQC4
will I just be old?319Please respect copyright.PENANA04cU2uV1o4
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 319Please respect copyright.PENANAvgVVN8apTw
Just319Please respect copyright.PENANAE817uRE6dB
Old.319Please respect copyright.PENANA8xyG0390cU
319Please respect copyright.PENANAUUQhth37Bd
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?319Please respect copyright.PENANAnP0lhTHMpt
I'll have to be good at something,319Please respect copyright.PENANAwyv78SkKp1
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills319Please respect copyright.PENANANtIyf9tYem
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain319Please respect copyright.PENANAJ0HmLhq3vr
I'll have to be somebody319Please respect copyright.PENANA7xGaJCODjz
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth319Please respect copyright.PENANAMqbcP2TuFa
but I know I can't keep it.319Please respect copyright.PENANAWe0NxP5Cow
Good things never last.319Please respect copyright.PENANA7njrRJiS83
319Please respect copyright.PENANAqYmfLZaH2k
I don't know when youth became so important to me319Please respect copyright.PENANAG2DmPLJIuM
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail319Please respect copyright.PENANA50RA0qnRTE
and why so many people died over it319Please respect copyright.PENANAK0oZRLQHTn
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,319Please respect copyright.PENANAssbM4YMbDL
I would.319Please respect copyright.PENANATu0uLLsuPN
perhaps that makes me a bad human,319Please respect copyright.PENANAecIYjnlp0f
a bad feminist319Please respect copyright.PENANATRJ8jWMPDD
bad person,319Please respect copyright.PENANAf939i9tXgz
but all I know is it's the truth319Please respect copyright.PENANAhgrWm1Bcvy
and I would do it,319Please respect copyright.PENANATGN27BKBpl
319Please respect copyright.PENANAUGgsyOmwc1
I would give up so much to stay desirable.319Please respect copyright.PENANApaZZ50whfL
Because I've never been desired before319Please respect copyright.PENANAk3nEJMQA2d
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,319Please respect copyright.PENANAxu22IBXIlx
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?319Please respect copyright.PENANAYNsaYiwuY2
and my skin sags from my bones319Please respect copyright.PENANACSAxsaFP4B
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach319Please respect copyright.PENANApgyJvziwbf
my neck doubling,319Please respect copyright.PENANAC51xKrT2eu
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad319Please respect copyright.PENANAfiFs36DYZF
319Please respect copyright.PENANAE7nd9VtgjF
some people think when you get older looks matter less319Please respect copyright.PENANAOjWMQ74oZa
But that's not true, nobody wants that319Please respect copyright.PENANANL0au6tJZM
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.319Please respect copyright.PENANAmbXaH49mB9
What will I be?319Please respect copyright.PENANA4dywrDDxxF
Chopped liver I suppose.319Please respect copyright.PENANAZj9kv0OO2E
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools319Please respect copyright.PENANA8P6a1giHsc
319Please respect copyright.PENANAHYNd46YBAe
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life319Please respect copyright.PENANAbv1EteFO6k
I'm young319Please respect copyright.PENANA7c4GUrhrg2
I have done nothing time is flying by319Please respect copyright.PENANAn316IqcIim
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast319Please respect copyright.PENANAAJGkc8nT2X
Keeps slipping from my fists.319Please respect copyright.PENANAI5NQhAuCjR
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).319Please respect copyright.PENANAHfHeLI4tfZ
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.319Please respect copyright.PENANA8bKLIJMYf8
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up319Please respect copyright.PENANAJJm5gJSbF8
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.319Please respect copyright.PENANAsJGPsvOYpT
319Please respect copyright.PENANAQSigjtnUAP
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity319Please respect copyright.PENANA0vyLySgpPk
I feel it closing in on me319Please respect copyright.PENANA7Y5jxfr2Z2
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,319Please respect copyright.PENANAIPPWx7gkA7
looking in the mirror I see my painting.319Please respect copyright.PENANAc0iqZte6Ei
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,319Please respect copyright.PENANAZHKdBwAEHC
I know they're going to be my demise.319Please respect copyright.PENANAt9sSs17Oxj
319Please respect copyright.PENANAgeiD5QCXMh
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen319Please respect copyright.PENANA85Vj8iJJ5c
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.319Please respect copyright.PENANAkjTRNA5I7a
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 319Please respect copyright.PENANAIBU17snmMG
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 319Please respect copyright.PENANAakfbyRVEuC
319Please respect copyright.PENANABL4aVJKyop
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither319Please respect copyright.PENANAfhJwUeT6U6
because I know myself if not anyone else319Please respect copyright.PENANAY1RBDEhcJH
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.319Please respect copyright.PENANAoJBvKiUiDb
319Please respect copyright.PENANAg7M9nY7KkW
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
I am dreading growing old.319Please respect copyright.PENANAUaBtxhIsGP
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,319Please respect copyright.PENANASjBcR0sSpX
everyone asked for a young female.319Please respect copyright.PENANALCrmBWzqK4
what happens when I grow old,319Please respect copyright.PENANAlcy42cM68n
what happens when my tits sag 319Please respect copyright.PENANA6etDw0GY6m
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,319Please respect copyright.PENANAgUqAXvJTNW
will I no longer be wanted?319Please respect copyright.PENANA4qSNlHHtiB
No longer desired or admired.319Please respect copyright.PENANAIHbH0OmeH3
will I just be old?319Please respect copyright.PENANAmpNL3za6Su
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 319Please respect copyright.PENANALzcMey5YJi
Just319Please respect copyright.PENANAvCDJ8Psek9
Old.319Please respect copyright.PENANAmTxKcWmFzr
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?319Please respect copyright.PENANA3gmPTcqz2e
I'll have to be good at something,319Please respect copyright.PENANAhDa88nhJ9q
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills319Please respect copyright.PENANADl5An9Q1fN
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain319Please respect copyright.PENANA3wsIYds99S
I'll have to be somebody319Please respect copyright.PENANAwVB1v4L4xz
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth319Please respect copyright.PENANATe7544Y4N6
but I know I can't keep it.319Please respect copyright.PENANA1Tk1gOsemE
Good things never last.319Please respect copyright.PENANAQhRb5T19ny
319Please respect copyright.PENANAYYbBLAyuv7
I don't know when youth became so important to me319Please respect copyright.PENANAMU2Y2P9miE
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail319Please respect copyright.PENANAzv2ZaRFjYp
and why so many people died over it319Please respect copyright.PENANA29LTgr6yrw
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,319Please respect copyright.PENANA4biAKYQSKF
I would.319Please respect copyright.PENANAkzh2LWLAwM
perhaps that makes me a bad human,319Please respect copyright.PENANATdPurLGDKz
a bad feminist319Please respect copyright.PENANAvjJyZoPmsp
bad person,319Please respect copyright.PENANAsO27BI8Y1m
but all I know is it's the truth319Please respect copyright.PENANARSeX3tgd05
and I would do it,319Please respect copyright.PENANArsLSdbgHgI
319Please respect copyright.PENANArjJ2uXYKlH
I would give up so much to stay desirable.319Please respect copyright.PENANApqQ38sayTe
Because I've never been desired before319Please respect copyright.PENANAabUfL8AEDR
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,319Please respect copyright.PENANAG7q0lrC0mE
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?319Please respect copyright.PENANAaK3ZtJi4vI
and my skin sags from my bones319Please respect copyright.PENANASMYRxK5zFP
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach319Please respect copyright.PENANAxUc3fHaPHj
my neck doubling,319Please respect copyright.PENANAE179GIaaKB
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad319Please respect copyright.PENANA6JEIX8xJfO
319Please respect copyright.PENANAPKYBXT8aPs
some people think when you get older looks matter less319Please respect copyright.PENANAfAgtgLgP6P
But that's not true, nobody wants that319Please respect copyright.PENANAY1vvOcaqHM
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.319Please respect copyright.PENANAi2C7om1QHL
What will I be?319Please respect copyright.PENANAoGIXNDSouv
Chopped liver I suppose.319Please respect copyright.PENANAIlRtpZVukA
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools319Please respect copyright.PENANAE90eME1PyT
319Please respect copyright.PENANAUGFOgiXPo8
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life319Please respect copyright.PENANACZRZ4KSHnb
I'm 20319Please respect copyright.PENANA80jVb3YMhw
I have done nothing time is flying by319Please respect copyright.PENANArPBz7sieHM
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast319Please respect copyright.PENANAC2bNhBVJfp
Keeps slipping from my fists.319Please respect copyright.PENANAsuQWb8Po68
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).319Please respect copyright.PENANAwlJ5gA3zvj
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.319Please respect copyright.PENANAspTZ2hRVWI
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up319Please respect copyright.PENANAQoLF2aoPgJ
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.319Please respect copyright.PENANAxrpkDZcjRo
319Please respect copyright.PENANAQQHtMUMt40
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity319Please respect copyright.PENANARvY0IkGlPE
I feel it closing in on me319Please respect copyright.PENANA0ZMyaAGNHM
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,319Please respect copyright.PENANAFRc1yM0fkL
looking in the mirror I see my painting.319Please respect copyright.PENANAOlSqLFdSSD
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,319Please respect copyright.PENANAPv1QvlevJP
I know they're going to be my demise.319Please respect copyright.PENANAeQ8PN9ii8g
319Please respect copyright.PENANAqYguN2RyZj
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen319Please respect copyright.PENANAcAjHwfBvFU
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.319Please respect copyright.PENANAPodPILzgyq
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 319Please respect copyright.PENANAUQAyNKIyuQ
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 319Please respect copyright.PENANA1uX8kiMiy4
319Please respect copyright.PENANAgRnFtUpAlp
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither319Please respect copyright.PENANALXCX3vT5hh
because I know myself if not anyone else319Please respect copyright.PENANABeEgm1pC6m
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.319Please respect copyright.PENANAQxnRxqPsD4
319Please respect copyright.PENANAd9K9rKLfRk
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old