I am dreading growing old.176Please respect copyright.PENANAEI9p5hEllu
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,176Please respect copyright.PENANA3DN5ImotGh
everyone asked for a young female.176Please respect copyright.PENANAveXMHYvBvm
what happens when I grow old,176Please respect copyright.PENANAUpgn0WLLTD
what happens when my tits sag 176Please respect copyright.PENANAVceywbEh3I
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,176Please respect copyright.PENANADQlb3g6H8T
will I no longer be wanted?176Please respect copyright.PENANAwF3wUuE5au
No longer desired or admired.176Please respect copyright.PENANAyQBU7keark
will I just be old?176Please respect copyright.PENANACmytf37oBW
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 176Please respect copyright.PENANAMpCzncwfYh
Just176Please respect copyright.PENANARC6dkvozJt
Old.176Please respect copyright.PENANAtIi7LXIxUb
176Please respect copyright.PENANAw3Ny79SBmf
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?176Please respect copyright.PENANApyE2i1DJ0o
I'll have to be good at something,176Please respect copyright.PENANACQL3NPKihP
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills176Please respect copyright.PENANAcbNjwif4Yr
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain176Please respect copyright.PENANAGWizpHsKH5
I'll have to be somebody176Please respect copyright.PENANAEypggeezAL
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth176Please respect copyright.PENANAvN9uRvrleE
but I know I can't keep it.176Please respect copyright.PENANApozgNxok0o
Good things never last.176Please respect copyright.PENANAPuOCBTF32q
176Please respect copyright.PENANATJupTsNKi7
I don't know when youth became so important to me176Please respect copyright.PENANAD57v48sp1L
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail176Please respect copyright.PENANAOJ8viGv8yQ
and why so many people died over it176Please respect copyright.PENANAiSF3wGv6zS
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,176Please respect copyright.PENANAl09AwZDffc
I would.176Please respect copyright.PENANA4W7AJ4AJV0
perhaps that makes me a bad human,176Please respect copyright.PENANAtpBxvjNwSq
a bad feminist176Please respect copyright.PENANASSlHi1K0uX
bad person,176Please respect copyright.PENANAGVvIYtdJRu
but all I know is it's the truth176Please respect copyright.PENANAhiJUaF3od7
and I would do it,176Please respect copyright.PENANAznAnO3w5DQ
176Please respect copyright.PENANALpCAXBuHRK
I would give up so much to stay desirable.176Please respect copyright.PENANAtgPWgRg6sL
Because I've never been desired before176Please respect copyright.PENANA89jYJWW6VS
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,176Please respect copyright.PENANAKDLtrXKXaQ
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?176Please respect copyright.PENANA4AUlwBf1U2
and my skin sags from my bones176Please respect copyright.PENANAcAE5Vb7y2y
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach176Please respect copyright.PENANApJZPxz5wxo
my neck doubling,176Please respect copyright.PENANApIYYg0aEMW
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad176Please respect copyright.PENANASSNrZ6qUqs
176Please respect copyright.PENANAxR4PAJOO0n
some people think when you get older looks matter less176Please respect copyright.PENANA3FbzTBF2b5
But that's not true, nobody wants that176Please respect copyright.PENANAZTXzlE4nCg
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.176Please respect copyright.PENANA4V9R0DstXE
What will I be?176Please respect copyright.PENANAgIn1Qvu8zi
Chopped liver I suppose.176Please respect copyright.PENANASozMUi5rn3
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools176Please respect copyright.PENANAGNp8Ed7QLI
176Please respect copyright.PENANApufwzDJve6
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life176Please respect copyright.PENANAbRPPBIdo3p
I'm young176Please respect copyright.PENANAzP06BZt486
I have done nothing time is flying by176Please respect copyright.PENANALCed6np9Gc
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast176Please respect copyright.PENANAe9s2PRD7Nr
Keeps slipping from my fists.176Please respect copyright.PENANAC4VcVPpIVz
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).176Please respect copyright.PENANAWGFBgsnLa2
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.176Please respect copyright.PENANA36Ud6Z2gl1
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up176Please respect copyright.PENANAvs74SIltx7
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.176Please respect copyright.PENANAzDRTNst9lf
176Please respect copyright.PENANASmJXx6eGry
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity176Please respect copyright.PENANAYyDJcmfUVY
I feel it closing in on me176Please respect copyright.PENANAsRD7VR0DAe
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,176Please respect copyright.PENANAt6fOJGx94P
looking in the mirror I see my painting.176Please respect copyright.PENANAgXn3rFoIcZ
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,176Please respect copyright.PENANAiiZIEaIdaT
I know they're going to be my demise.176Please respect copyright.PENANABJ58chupWG
176Please respect copyright.PENANAW2ZUWcFPGw
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen176Please respect copyright.PENANAjZZ3bpNzbt
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.176Please respect copyright.PENANAsAbbQpO4Kj
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 176Please respect copyright.PENANA8Vaqy5LI0m
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 176Please respect copyright.PENANAouVxMNHR2W
176Please respect copyright.PENANAetcaVMBD2H
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither176Please respect copyright.PENANAzXnuhAxuAZ
because I know myself if not anyone else176Please respect copyright.PENANAiwUFJi1jqH
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.176Please respect copyright.PENANARHXGpVhh2L
176Please respect copyright.PENANAQUByl32dx9
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
I am dreading growing old.176Please respect copyright.PENANAgW1LWVxAre
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,176Please respect copyright.PENANA6WyyZYRCOe
everyone asked for a young female.176Please respect copyright.PENANAJoj7ZssbLe
what happens when I grow old,176Please respect copyright.PENANA5P3PP32a2t
what happens when my tits sag 176Please respect copyright.PENANAftFER5nWE3
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,176Please respect copyright.PENANAvxNPK6zePd
will I no longer be wanted?176Please respect copyright.PENANA97L96sH2cj
No longer desired or admired.176Please respect copyright.PENANAJGP7uMvO0y
will I just be old?176Please respect copyright.PENANAMsAEpFSBZt
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 176Please respect copyright.PENANANzuLNkNd5H
Just176Please respect copyright.PENANAZF9aQar6zC
Old.176Please respect copyright.PENANA3QPB6KI2OH
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?176Please respect copyright.PENANAo2Vxq627K8
I'll have to be good at something,176Please respect copyright.PENANAHoCU6xLa2A
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills176Please respect copyright.PENANACC8EUbCkT2
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain176Please respect copyright.PENANAvyNafHCelp
I'll have to be somebody176Please respect copyright.PENANAsFrSmg6Y5f
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth176Please respect copyright.PENANAwZQXL7Llez
but I know I can't keep it.176Please respect copyright.PENANA09OGknFpvG
Good things never last.176Please respect copyright.PENANA0y499ByoMH
176Please respect copyright.PENANAm4qw25epEb
I don't know when youth became so important to me176Please respect copyright.PENANABNAH4FUm4h
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail176Please respect copyright.PENANAPqkxnnojLD
and why so many people died over it176Please respect copyright.PENANAZZeSMXURGJ
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,176Please respect copyright.PENANABXGOn3I9Ft
I would.176Please respect copyright.PENANAr2Tvu7XEaV
perhaps that makes me a bad human,176Please respect copyright.PENANAi66TefFBoD
a bad feminist176Please respect copyright.PENANAMXt7yOfqyq
bad person,176Please respect copyright.PENANAKlIxrZp3Rr
but all I know is it's the truth176Please respect copyright.PENANAekXQyKNolc
and I would do it,176Please respect copyright.PENANAbxSQQ5ZHAi
176Please respect copyright.PENANAcFBhSpz3iG
I would give up so much to stay desirable.176Please respect copyright.PENANA6MS8qd8QUq
Because I've never been desired before176Please respect copyright.PENANAZxhWoRyKfV
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,176Please respect copyright.PENANAvDgldBvVdu
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?176Please respect copyright.PENANA0UaeIAmH5U
and my skin sags from my bones176Please respect copyright.PENANASWJ4bdi5uw
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach176Please respect copyright.PENANAJD3TnagIfZ
my neck doubling,176Please respect copyright.PENANAJXKjXcT9JE
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad176Please respect copyright.PENANA2eSKDHJlmv
176Please respect copyright.PENANAbFuTZF6J2u
some people think when you get older looks matter less176Please respect copyright.PENANAZr21ommVdb
But that's not true, nobody wants that176Please respect copyright.PENANAkRuUVuNhlI
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.176Please respect copyright.PENANAWfhhxf1JRx
What will I be?176Please respect copyright.PENANAVav7NsQRfj
Chopped liver I suppose.176Please respect copyright.PENANADn4zK8uuaT
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools176Please respect copyright.PENANABAwSZ5WBoy
176Please respect copyright.PENANAFpoDtu4uvA
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life176Please respect copyright.PENANASbD6j4yTQG
I'm 20176Please respect copyright.PENANAtZy9QC8fBu
I have done nothing time is flying by176Please respect copyright.PENANAACoiXk1Ul4
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast176Please respect copyright.PENANARu7zhIbAuY
Keeps slipping from my fists.176Please respect copyright.PENANAGdU81AlqLq
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).176Please respect copyright.PENANAXvFT2ithV7
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.176Please respect copyright.PENANAjiypA1BCAP
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up176Please respect copyright.PENANAY8Lxm7hBVp
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.176Please respect copyright.PENANAsb0S9tByar
176Please respect copyright.PENANA0qoGjsxTkZ
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity176Please respect copyright.PENANABNUx6y8HMz
I feel it closing in on me176Please respect copyright.PENANAvuBtWw1doz
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,176Please respect copyright.PENANAFt1zh8HPNC
looking in the mirror I see my painting.176Please respect copyright.PENANA25lpKA6ir1
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,176Please respect copyright.PENANAhY02JADHZV
I know they're going to be my demise.176Please respect copyright.PENANApzjyoW3nkJ
176Please respect copyright.PENANAfxwPSxOjKB
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen176Please respect copyright.PENANAeZyuHVlZeR
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.176Please respect copyright.PENANAZYIjD3bXec
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 176Please respect copyright.PENANABj1xD64Bv9
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 176Please respect copyright.PENANAsNF7WDJgxW
176Please respect copyright.PENANA1P9kSMp4GE
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither176Please respect copyright.PENANAOoTp7Jwu7C
because I know myself if not anyone else176Please respect copyright.PENANANOkWpFdyT0
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.176Please respect copyright.PENANAEw2NqOpB3D
176Please respect copyright.PENANAElcXujXTh9
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old