I am dreading growing old.259Please respect copyright.PENANAF80S7dQyHZ
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,259Please respect copyright.PENANAe9YJSMVnPe
everyone asked for a young female.259Please respect copyright.PENANAcgh36XbnlA
what happens when I grow old,259Please respect copyright.PENANAGouV3UAaND
what happens when my tits sag 259Please respect copyright.PENANAaorDnxtkgL
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,259Please respect copyright.PENANAAcriOdqYq0
will I no longer be wanted?259Please respect copyright.PENANACR60TNZf6P
No longer desired or admired.259Please respect copyright.PENANAqvOJgzvV6f
will I just be old?259Please respect copyright.PENANAOvKdbbDsAF
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 259Please respect copyright.PENANAbsxRh3GfiY
Just259Please respect copyright.PENANAz95GYsTjDK
Old.259Please respect copyright.PENANAGHPaXnBAOQ
259Please respect copyright.PENANAblOYixeLBC
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?259Please respect copyright.PENANArwfAjDNNes
I'll have to be good at something,259Please respect copyright.PENANAvQwWJzU2gv
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills259Please respect copyright.PENANAfG4RnzNh3f
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain259Please respect copyright.PENANAk8s1ZJIHGH
I'll have to be somebody259Please respect copyright.PENANAKvnfaap1Yw
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth259Please respect copyright.PENANAqfrH50ErRS
but I know I can't keep it.259Please respect copyright.PENANAvT6gvwAkKL
Good things never last.259Please respect copyright.PENANAZPrOZmNLX5
259Please respect copyright.PENANAXsLNojHRNK
I don't know when youth became so important to me259Please respect copyright.PENANACw6edQME7U
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail259Please respect copyright.PENANAHhDkyHwnlF
and why so many people died over it259Please respect copyright.PENANAiSOHM70999
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,259Please respect copyright.PENANAwuyYXCwSPg
I would.259Please respect copyright.PENANAnMZgJ4Txzt
perhaps that makes me a bad human,259Please respect copyright.PENANA9paLy0mEoS
a bad feminist259Please respect copyright.PENANAiX50z9G6T7
bad person,259Please respect copyright.PENANAhheDfWfqeX
but all I know is it's the truth259Please respect copyright.PENANAWnMBB7jHbk
and I would do it,259Please respect copyright.PENANAg4ZPE1SSBJ
259Please respect copyright.PENANA8T5sbTkYiW
I would give up so much to stay desirable.259Please respect copyright.PENANAOsfGCZ89IV
Because I've never been desired before259Please respect copyright.PENANASOdsFzNaaM
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,259Please respect copyright.PENANAd88BvETPwB
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?259Please respect copyright.PENANAPbujM7LGSS
and my skin sags from my bones259Please respect copyright.PENANAdgvecxn3eJ
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach259Please respect copyright.PENANAbfdyG8bdZE
my neck doubling,259Please respect copyright.PENANA6SHtfjW11j
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad259Please respect copyright.PENANAOJJkW5TCWc
259Please respect copyright.PENANACbUjMXDuh0
some people think when you get older looks matter less259Please respect copyright.PENANAbcnMTDOKeo
But that's not true, nobody wants that259Please respect copyright.PENANAurLHAvqmHw
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.259Please respect copyright.PENANAQUxEOJECHY
What will I be?259Please respect copyright.PENANA0ov7hIKoJ4
Chopped liver I suppose.259Please respect copyright.PENANAx9kqMToWct
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools259Please respect copyright.PENANAybb8rODqbH
259Please respect copyright.PENANABunLD0QZvc
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life259Please respect copyright.PENANAlEUB7J1Azl
I'm young259Please respect copyright.PENANAR9OziltehR
I have done nothing time is flying by259Please respect copyright.PENANAKXqpz5i54E
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast259Please respect copyright.PENANA61cVbVvAhP
Keeps slipping from my fists.259Please respect copyright.PENANAhvXItr90HW
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).259Please respect copyright.PENANAWa6dk1oEuZ
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.259Please respect copyright.PENANAFxtxP1R2vT
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up259Please respect copyright.PENANAMRMN0kLvqm
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.259Please respect copyright.PENANAnFv4xuuQ3j
259Please respect copyright.PENANAUfoLbZheZH
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity259Please respect copyright.PENANA3qiMGUAAgN
I feel it closing in on me259Please respect copyright.PENANA5RoChgtwOj
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,259Please respect copyright.PENANAKG5zztUzPW
looking in the mirror I see my painting.259Please respect copyright.PENANAGtLR2g3mB1
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,259Please respect copyright.PENANAdJU6s1WzrQ
I know they're going to be my demise.259Please respect copyright.PENANAuHLpAB3XJi
259Please respect copyright.PENANAxfAnffCqGP
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen259Please respect copyright.PENANAaJmxkf2aNA
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.259Please respect copyright.PENANA0R4Yq9bGiK
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 259Please respect copyright.PENANADHcdYkjVTF
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 259Please respect copyright.PENANAQlT9CcMQbB
259Please respect copyright.PENANADswq0w1ZNn
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither259Please respect copyright.PENANA4K9jmJzf6C
because I know myself if not anyone else259Please respect copyright.PENANAfptQ3Qrew3
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.259Please respect copyright.PENANAH4VJjGyzUO
259Please respect copyright.PENANAIB2NPBcXNr
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
I am dreading growing old.259Please respect copyright.PENANAi85vu5xutY
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,259Please respect copyright.PENANA27WoRLJsT6
everyone asked for a young female.259Please respect copyright.PENANAXpAIp4WPkP
what happens when I grow old,259Please respect copyright.PENANAl51YQAhbZK
what happens when my tits sag 259Please respect copyright.PENANAQwSlLT9jbb
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,259Please respect copyright.PENANAQGZPc0bshr
will I no longer be wanted?259Please respect copyright.PENANAMFbKOJToAT
No longer desired or admired.259Please respect copyright.PENANAEwcR1AWyuL
will I just be old?259Please respect copyright.PENANAC9ZrmmnTrl
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 259Please respect copyright.PENANAU7aSanGvJh
Just259Please respect copyright.PENANABh8kCYpCpY
Old.259Please respect copyright.PENANApSIgVoNYRc
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?259Please respect copyright.PENANAdjSDMM2hCG
I'll have to be good at something,259Please respect copyright.PENANAgtqM6FRd5w
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills259Please respect copyright.PENANAtwJZJ4qtPb
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain259Please respect copyright.PENANAZjcZXBy1pB
I'll have to be somebody259Please respect copyright.PENANADRm5TisYq5
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth259Please respect copyright.PENANA95mPT4Mzm5
but I know I can't keep it.259Please respect copyright.PENANAZDrnFxGJFk
Good things never last.259Please respect copyright.PENANAjY6fYxfKLo
259Please respect copyright.PENANAsBV2KoNam4
I don't know when youth became so important to me259Please respect copyright.PENANAqCp5Eq0FZh
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail259Please respect copyright.PENANAvxjWS2rVJD
and why so many people died over it259Please respect copyright.PENANAgGBbBE6etM
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,259Please respect copyright.PENANA2aDGRw9u3h
I would.259Please respect copyright.PENANAdqHaDL2ONi
perhaps that makes me a bad human,259Please respect copyright.PENANAomMzA8gbZ4
a bad feminist259Please respect copyright.PENANAffDqhDZY49
bad person,259Please respect copyright.PENANAsAzVwhDUrP
but all I know is it's the truth259Please respect copyright.PENANAbv0hAh3UNR
and I would do it,259Please respect copyright.PENANAuGSk8LaVwV
259Please respect copyright.PENANAaTFi8be2qq
I would give up so much to stay desirable.259Please respect copyright.PENANAyvvjpLOOlx
Because I've never been desired before259Please respect copyright.PENANAaYe5v18Z13
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,259Please respect copyright.PENANAqLxhiuRjvA
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?259Please respect copyright.PENANADk2DoLgt0P
and my skin sags from my bones259Please respect copyright.PENANAb345KT7TfW
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach259Please respect copyright.PENANARuH69yoexw
my neck doubling,259Please respect copyright.PENANALWrzEbxzrK
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad259Please respect copyright.PENANA3qFTfPHSaT
259Please respect copyright.PENANAbaK4d4GrSJ
some people think when you get older looks matter less259Please respect copyright.PENANA0MKM0LBdOM
But that's not true, nobody wants that259Please respect copyright.PENANA1GY0NjPc3Y
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.259Please respect copyright.PENANAbtgu4WXo7u
What will I be?259Please respect copyright.PENANAtaLii12vAh
Chopped liver I suppose.259Please respect copyright.PENANAmj3lLxqs0c
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools259Please respect copyright.PENANAgz7R6jAADm
259Please respect copyright.PENANAYMFCltqL0d
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life259Please respect copyright.PENANASFYz7khpRR
I'm 20259Please respect copyright.PENANAamFDiBPYV6
I have done nothing time is flying by259Please respect copyright.PENANAmz9jMcnoh1
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast259Please respect copyright.PENANAqihpJRTMLU
Keeps slipping from my fists.259Please respect copyright.PENANAdoBPWOnNOL
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).259Please respect copyright.PENANABTAXzd4D3o
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.259Please respect copyright.PENANA851tpUsr5w
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up259Please respect copyright.PENANASXXX51lgMJ
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.259Please respect copyright.PENANAsVto72KTTv
259Please respect copyright.PENANARiMtESzzRl
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity259Please respect copyright.PENANAXQgChpWIbu
I feel it closing in on me259Please respect copyright.PENANAOnmbHpuHJU
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,259Please respect copyright.PENANAMN9n5ysEwn
looking in the mirror I see my painting.259Please respect copyright.PENANAJ5v5pQGIFs
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,259Please respect copyright.PENANAKC5P3B2zSS
I know they're going to be my demise.259Please respect copyright.PENANAabTuGtRIqy
259Please respect copyright.PENANAS0dCsMRHkM
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen259Please respect copyright.PENANAX7SJtD5jMx
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.259Please respect copyright.PENANA7VwQ0BLRzc
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 259Please respect copyright.PENANA1LrqOjzXCl
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 259Please respect copyright.PENANA6UuBW2We75
259Please respect copyright.PENANAyYoOHEw9YI
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither259Please respect copyright.PENANAeMkOV4FK0x
because I know myself if not anyone else259Please respect copyright.PENANAlGpU56qHH5
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.259Please respect copyright.PENANATTexxmsfSN
259Please respect copyright.PENANAnM2IwbJSsH
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old