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No Plagiarism!qNZaYkV9lzhNIQVLzqOKposted on PENANA 做完筆錄,林昭然帶他到了一棟房子前,「這是哪裡?」,沈嶼疑惑。8964 copyright protection33PENANAYEjncXY7XE 維尼
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「我家。」林昭然拿起鑰匙,推開門時跟他介紹。8964 copyright protection33PENANAcMH6V6oADJ 維尼
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沈嶼瞪大眼睛,「......你家?」8964 copyright protection33PENANA2peY1otHaY 維尼
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難道是自己太封建了?在一起快要一個月就要見家長?8964 copyright protection33PENANA7fESxO7n3n 維尼
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「對啊,現在太晚了,宿舍的門已經關了。」他好像發現了沈嶼的僵硬,解釋道:「這是我父母之前給我的生日禮物,他們不住這裡,不要有壓力。」8964 copyright protection33PENANAfkz03AxrX5 維尼
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沈嶼發現自己想岔了,有點尷尬,試圖找話來遮掩。8964 copyright protection33PENANA5FVHLsfHWP 維尼
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「你家那麼大……你還住學校宿舍?」8964 copyright protection33PENANAie7JH7p1Q4 維尼
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「嗯,主要是圖個方便,離教室近,而且……」8964 copyright protection33PENANA81ZoD2FrEQ 維尼
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對方頓了頓,像是在組織語言。8964 copyright protection33PENANApNeE4l8m45 維尼
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「宿舍熱鬧一點,家裡太安靜了。」8964 copyright protection33PENANAriDjkJmxna 維尼
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沈嶼想了想,也能理解。有時候一個人住確實會有種莫名的孤獨感,特別是這樣空間寬敞的大房子。8964 copyright protection33PENANACQSyZczQZK 維尼
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「不過今天回來,也算是剛好,帶你來看看。」對方笑了笑,語氣輕鬆。8964 copyright protection33PENANADJZcOVERi3 維尼
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「……嗯。」8964 copyright protection33PENANAPFaFxpkYR2 維尼
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沈嶼應了一聲,還是覺得有點彆扭,這樣的氛圍總讓他有點說不清的忐忑。8964 copyright protection33PENANAYTh6uRKD6O 維尼
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「我有一段時間沒回來了,冰箱裡沒有東西,剛才買的飲料點心你可以拿去吃,想喝水的話廚房有濾水器。」8964 copyright protection33PENANA35YdsjgNWY 維尼
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林昭然交代完之後站起身,舉一隻手向上伸了個懶腰,「反正想做什麼都可以,把這裡當你家。」8964 copyright protection33PENANAp2Cu41yXzY 維尼
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林昭然躺在房間的床上,想著樓下的沈嶼。8964 copyright protection33PENANAfBe5XqPwvY 維尼
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不知道一個人他會不會緊張?8964 copyright protection33PENANAzqarb1w5Hq 維尼
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另一邊,沈嶼環視著黑暗的房間,他不敢想像,如果當時林昭然沒有趕來,他現在會是什麼樣子,是會衣衫不整的成為他人的玩物,還是滿身鮮血無神的倒地。8964 copyright protection33PENANAdzueELjSqU 維尼
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他握緊手機,指尖無意識的磨著邊框,那些人的淫蕩噁心的笑聲似乎還迴盪在他耳邊,他眼睛失焦的望著窗外。8964 copyright protection33PENANA4R5KNsp3o4 維尼
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他有些惶恐,這裡一片漆黑跟那個沒有兩樣,開燈睡呢?可是會耗電……8964 copyright protection33PENANAkgMH1ykF0k 維尼
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「叩叩」8964 copyright protection33PENANA48YCBh6f32 維尼
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林昭然敲了敲門,「沈嶼,要不要 …怕…一起睡?」8964 copyright protection33PENANAGlC8WuM3Km 維尼
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他知道林昭然的用心,但不知道該不該答應。8964 copyright protection33PENANApTTwKuNwA9 維尼
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「給你男朋友一點特權?」8964 copyright protection33PENANAJJGbWNQmFE 維尼
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「我想看著你……」8964 copyright protection33PENANAkNUeu0XJW5 維尼
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林昭然的聲音漸小,像是害怕打擾他。8964 copyright protection33PENANAWXIKaXywJ7 維尼
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沈嶼沉默了很久,手指還是無意識地在手機邊緣來回摩挲。黑暗的房間讓他喘不過氣來,那種窒息感像是無形的鎖鏈,緊緊地纏繞著他。8964 copyright protection33PENANAc2cGGQjlLn 維尼
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「……好」他的聲音幾乎輕到聽不見,但還是讓門外的林昭然捕捉到了。8964 copyright protection33PENANAiUv2n4uQJF 維尼
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門隨即被推開,柔和的燈光灑進來,暫時驅散了黑暗。林昭然的臉上帶著小心翼翼的笑意,不是勝利的笑,而是鬆了一口氣的安心。8964 copyright protection33PENANACASRvcY02N 維尼
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「那走吧。」林昭然的語氣很輕,好像怕把這微弱的信任給嚇跑。8964 copyright protection33PENANARGGxwGp56X 維尼
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他走在前頭,但步伐放得很慢,像是要讓沈嶼能夠跟上。8964 copyright protection33PENANAt1n9PDfW6s 維尼
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沈嶼默默地站起來,跟在林昭然後面。樓上的房間同樣昏暗,但林昭然隨手打開了小夜燈,溫暖的橘色光芒照亮了一小塊空間。8964 copyright protection33PENANAyPa14IzfAz 維尼
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「你可以睡這邊。」林昭然拍拍床鋪的一側,想起什麼,又添了一句,「如果覺得不舒服,我可以睡地板。」8964 copyright protection33PENANAF4awsnWCsf 維尼
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「……不用,你上來吧。」沈嶼搖搖頭,聲音有點僵硬「我……想要你在旁邊。」8964 copyright protection33PENANAOHGXRdO8WW 維尼
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他坐到床邊,感受著柔軟床墊下陷的感覺。黑暗被燈光驅趕,但腦海中的回憶卻依舊清晰。他捏緊手指,像是在尋求什麼可以抓住的東西。8964 copyright protection33PENANAOLoDwx9d7a 維尼
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林昭然躺在他旁邊,眼神溫柔的看著沈嶼,像是在確認他仍然在自己身旁,沈嶼被他看得臉色微紅,他往前蹭了一下,主動的抱住他,兩人今天身上的味道一模一樣,令他感手到不知如何言說的安心。8964 copyright protection33PENANA2ppabeu3up 維尼
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薄霧輕輕籠罩著大地,為一切染上朦朧的銀色。風溫和地吹著樹葉,發出沙沙聲響,倦鳥歸巢,樹梢上的搖曳變得更加顯眼,彷彿整個世界都在這靜謐中微微顫動。8964 copyright protection33PENANAgfk649ZwX8 維尼
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沈嶼悶悶的聲音傳來。8964 copyright protection33PENANA5jQa8Nzjmj 維尼
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「我有點睡不著。」8964 copyright protection33PENANAC46MU42ZQ6 維尼
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「我也是。」林昭然低沉暗啞的嗓音聽得他耳朵一熱。8964 copyright protection33PENANAGL1Eoh4ReU 維尼
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「小然,能不能……去外面坐坐?」沈嶼想到外面的陽台。8964 copyright protection33PENANAaXwvkJKbgV 維尼
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「可以。」林昭然爬起身,走到月光前打開了落地窗,他的身體背對光,像是英雄踏著月色,來拯救他的命中注定。8964 copyright protection33PENANAn3q84uH6Uc 維尼
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「走吧。」8964 copyright protection33PENANAW71kvzyu7Z 維尼
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沈嶼跟著走到陽台,靠著玻璃坐在地墊上,他抬頭,上弦月掛在無雲的天上。8964 copyright protection33PENANA9wDXPvBRNf 維尼
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林昭然下樓拿了一杯溫牛奶,放在茶几,坐到他旁邊,靜靜地陪著他,沈嶼微微皺眉,心裡難以言喻的情緒操控著他。8964 copyright protection33PENANAkyII0G0MMV 維尼
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這樣的安靜,這樣的陪伴,讓他有些迷失,像是踏進了一個無法回頭的境地。8964 copyright protection33PENANAOsAg2Ewnwk 維尼
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溫牛奶的香氣混合著夜晚的空氣,讓時間變得更加悠長。8964 copyright protection33PENANAhYSvBEpo7f 維尼
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「如果當時我沒打電話,你會怎麼辦?」沈嶼突然問道,語氣輕得像是怕打破這份寧靜。8964 copyright protection33PENANAbwnNuR0Neu 維尼
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林昭然沉默了片刻,微微側頭看著他,「我會想辦法,不會讓你出事的。」8964 copyright protection33PENANAsc27KLQ0dX 維尼
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沈嶼的目光微微閃爍,然後低聲笑了笑「你每次都這樣有自信……」8964 copyright protection33PENANA5oNFcqBJoK 維尼
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「那是因為你值得我去做。」林昭然的回答,語氣依舊溫柔。8964 copyright protection33PENANAU7tGRyiZrV 維尼
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沈嶼抿著嘴,心裡一陣翻湧,他原本以為自己能夠保持距離,能夠遠遠地看著這一切,卻發現自己早已經無法抽身。那份依賴,像是種子悄無聲息地扎根在他心裡,如今長成參天大樹,讓他無法輕易拔除。8964 copyright protection33PENANApGb1XixMFV 維尼
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他忽然有些不知所措地轉過身,低下頭去不敢直視林昭然的眼睛。8964 copyright protection33PENANA5un8UqNJCP 維尼
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「你不用這麼看著我。」沈嶼輕輕說,語氣有些低落。8964 copyright protection33PENANA5BcHF8IbqK 維尼
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林昭然只是輕輕地將手放在他肩膀上,微微用力,像是想要安慰他,又像是想給他一個沉默的依靠。8964 copyright protection33PENANAu018Omw7Pv 維尼
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「不管你怎麼想,我都會在這裡。」他說,語氣堅定,沒有一絲猶豫。8964 copyright protection33PENANACDHXiaRJkm 維尼
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「所以,不要再糾結了,好嗎?」8964 copyright protection33PENANA9nhzA0jDuD 維尼
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沈嶼眼眶有些泛紅,他啞著聲問。8964 copyright protection33PENANAnTX2PI5zsQ 維尼
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「林昭然,你……要不要聽聽我的生活,再說這些話?」8964 copyright protection33PENANAHb6Gp3KH0N 維尼
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你聽完,會離開我呢?還是同情我?8964 copyright protection33PENANAO1OkfvCPSz 維尼
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「我當然想聽,這不妨礙我說的話,兩者並不衝突,但是如果說了你會不舒服,那我就不聽了。」8964 copyright protection33PENANA9FMRkrRxaF 維尼
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沈嶼有的時候會覺得,這個人怎麼這麼神奇,明明好奇心是世界上最難遏止的渴望。8964 copyright protection33PENANArSK0nsRoEp 維尼
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「沒關係。」沈嶼低頭笑了笑,聲音小的像是怕驚擾外面的月色,「只是有點不知道該從何說起。」8964 copyright protection33PENANAgTgqp0VuC6 維尼
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林昭然沒有催促,只是靜靜地看著他,像是一片溫柔的湖水,願意包容所有照過來的倒影。8964 copyright protection33PENANAXy3e3wZfNP 維尼
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沈嶼沉默了一會兒,像是在整理思緒,最後抬起頭,看著天上微弱的月光,緩緩開口:8964 copyright protection33PENANAuQw5Za8213 維尼
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「我沒有父母。」光第一句,林昭然眼裡就盛滿濃濃的不捨,就算他有些細微的頭緒,親耳聽他說出來,心臟依然會疼。8964 copyright protection33PENANA75JRhI47m7 維尼
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「我是在孤兒院長大的,小時候父母把我丟在了回收箱,是院長把我養大的。」他眼神放遠,似乎是在回想。8964 copyright protection33PENANAOhbEHdDc9C 維尼
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「其實我在那裡過的蠻好的,有個朋友會照顧我,我們曾一起在圖書館讀書,一起在公園玩盪鞦韆,但他後來被接走了,他家人找到他了。」8964 copyright protection33PENANAtBa91R4g4K 維尼
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「我想著之後或許還能遇見他,我為了賺那在別人看來微不足道的獎學金,每天上學都很努力……我在國中也曾交到好朋友,他叫季知微,很開朗,很活潑,直到三年級。」沈嶼深吸一口氣,壓下心中的恐懼。8964 copyright protection33PENANAIeGCuYQ8or 維尼
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「我在班上遇到了韓逸臣,他是富家子弟,天之驕子,做什麼都順順利利,第一次段考,他的女朋友成績退步,她不能接受,要求分手,因為第一名的名字最好認,所以,他們盯上了我……」8964 copyright protection33PENANATpzNHj2c9p 維尼
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沈嶼的手微微的顫抖著,林昭然心疼的看著他「我們別說了,別說了好不好?」沈嶼搖了搖頭啞聲說:「不行,我好不容易開口了。」8964 copyright protection33PENANAEVbzW100Qb 維尼
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「他們曾誣陷我偷了他們的東西,把我鎖在廁所拿掃帚捅我,還有一次,他們把我的書包從樓上扔下去,書散了一地,我下樓去撿的時候,他們就在上面大笑嬉鬧……」8964 copyright protection33PENANApwyrn8YHmI 維尼
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他吐出一口氣,「之前你帶我去天台,國中時,那裡也曾是他們的遊樂場。」沈嶼的聲音很輕,但每一個字都像是從喉嚨裡磨出來的。8964 copyright protection33PENANAxvnLCVpMFS 維尼
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「……最初我真的不是故意暈倒的。」8964 copyright protection33PENANAcZUIuwfbVf 維尼
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他猶豫了一會,掀起自己衣服的一角,露出那條泛白的疤。8964 copyright protection33PENANAvrZV4XspjQ 維尼
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「你也看過的,前年上課問我的,也是他們的手筆。8964 copyright protection33PENANAvhQVDbse5I 維尼
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「還有之前我在天台拿美工刀,你把我拉下來那次,他傳了匿名信給我……」8964 copyright protection33PENANASVSIMyuCR2 維尼
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林昭然右手緊緊握成拳,他捨不得沈嶼這樣血淋淋的頗開自己的傷口。他很想說些什麼,可又覺得自己說什麼都無濟於事。8964 copyright protection33PENANAj6POZ8LmxP 維尼
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「最可怕的是,沒有人覺得這是個問題。」沈嶼苦笑了一下,目光有些空洞,「韓逸臣家給的太多了,連老師也視若無睹,老師不處理,季知微反抗了,也失敗了,其他同學擔心成為跟他一樣的下一個受害者,像個旁觀者,看看就過去了。」8964 copyright protection33PENANAYeagBlTRxS 維尼
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林昭然感覺胸口悶得透不過氣,他低聲道「那你呢?你當時……」8964 copyright protection33PENANANBkT3USZIa 維尼
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沈嶼沉默了一會兒,才緩緩開口,「我只能忍著,總不能讓好不容易把我養大的院長擔心……直到我覺得自己快要撐不下去了。」8964 copyright protection33PENANANPan39eRaV 維尼
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「然後呢?」林昭然屏住呼吸。8964 copyright protection33PENANAqCPQutGEB7 維尼
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「聽過『忒修斯悖論』嗎?」沈嶼避開他的問題8964 copyright protection33PENANACZ8ZNXwVja 維尼
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「它是一艘可以在海上航行幾百年的船,歸功於不間斷的維修和替換部件。只要一塊木板腐爛 了,它就會被替換掉,直到所有的木頭都不是原來的木頭。」他喘口氣,8964 copyright protection33PENANALQawPLlkSk 維尼
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「最終這艘船還是原來的那艘船嗎?還是一艘完全不同的船?如果不是原來的船,那麼在什麼時候它不再是原來的船了?」8964 copyright protection33PENANAQ3JMRw3jp6 維尼
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他抬頭,望著天,我有的時候會好奇,那個一路失去,看似復得的我,那個看似沉穩強大實際卻無比脆弱的我,究竟在哪一刻變成了今天的我?是在那一次又一次欺辱嗎?或者,可能更早。8964 copyright protection33PENANAfeETMMMS7A 維尼
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我不再是從前的我,只不過是倚靠著兒時那微弱的希望,那渺茫的夢想,靠著這些成為一艘不斷修補的船,在海上四處漂流。8964 copyright protection33PENANA8pBwvGA3AT 維尼
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沈嶼的語氣變得愈加沉重,他好像在回顧自己的過去,也在探尋著那條與童年漸行漸遠的路。他緩緩地抬頭,看向林昭然,「我早已不是原來的我了,船也只剩空殼了,只是那艘船的名字依然留著。」8964 copyright protection33PENANAi5OgFcNiuU 維尼
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林昭然語塞,他似乎明白了沈嶼的痛苦與掙扎,但又不知如何安慰。這是一種無法言說的失落。8964 copyright protection33PENANAA1LTGooC8S 維尼
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「那麼,」林昭然試探著開口,「你那時候打算怎麼做?」8964 copyright protection33PENANAaNuUdW8Xbp 維尼
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沈嶼微微一笑,這是他最習慣的淡漠,卻也藏著一絲自嘲。8964 copyright protection33PENANA8GI0JtygsO 維尼
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他的眼神像是被困在過往,聲音低得幾乎聽不見「我曾站在教學樓屋頂上,覺得要不就這樣吧,只是往前幾步,就能擺脫掉所有。」8964 copyright protection33PENANAf9odMRiKPp 維尼
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「但是,我想起了我孤兒院的院長跟被接回家的朋友,我到現在都還沒見到他呢,為什麼都要離開我,都要把我拋下?」8964 copyright protection33PENANA8E6D3oVxHB 維尼
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他把頭埋進膝蓋,聲音沉悶。8964 copyright protection33PENANARqok6lY8sA 維尼
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「我靠著他撐到了最後,上了現在的高中,遇到了像太陽一樣的你。」8964 copyright protection33PENANAvSD5OsLyKm 維尼
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明明那無主的船早已心死準備撞上礁石,卻在最後被風吹到了夕陽下的小島,像太陽般的林昭然,溫和的照著沈嶼,慢慢融化了他為了保護自己而高築的冰牆,在他支撐不住脫力時,張開了雙臂,穩穩接住了他。8964 copyright protection33PENANA9M99l04jq6 維尼
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「雖然還沒遇見他,但我相信,不會太久的。」林昭然的心底這樣想著,不知為何,這句話是從記憶深處浮現的。8964 copyright protection33PENANAANqCjG2vNY 維尼
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林昭然側身抱住沈嶼,拍了拍他的背。8964 copyright protection33PENANAkJgg0DzNAU 維尼
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「辛苦你了。」8964 copyright protection33PENANAAeeKammrvJ 維尼
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「努力了那麼久。」8964 copyright protection33PENANAqrWznXdSMz 維尼
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他好想回到過去抱抱那個遍體鱗傷的小沈嶼,告訴他,未來,他是一個能夠完成自己夢想的人,未來,他會有一群志同道合的好朋友,未來,他是有人陪的。8964 copyright protection33PENANAbxF6WhahyV 維尼
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沈嶼一下子把所有壓抑著他的事情全說了出來,心情總是有點沉重。8964 copyright protection33PENANAC6UomA1doU 維尼
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林昭然站起身,準備將空的玻璃杯洗一洗,卻被沈嶼拉住手。8964 copyright protection33PENANAmB2o4gz3xz 維尼
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「我朋友當初跟我一起寫了個暗號,你想不想聽聽?」8964 copyright protection33PENANAWjo1VxDFsW 維尼
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暗號……?8964 copyright protection33PENANACSNGkH1Ep0 維尼
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林昭然的心底抽痛不已,這次不是額頭,也不是耳朵,反倒更像是……有什麼正在突破。8964 copyright protection33PENANASXctVTrgVO 維尼
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「我們一起寫一對暗號吧!這樣未來分開了就不會找不到了!」8964 copyright protection33PENANANbE6CJItyE 維尼
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「可是我會忘記。」8964 copyright protection33PENANAXzmh9fB1xw 維尼
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「那就想個符合我們的吧!」8964 copyright protection33PENANAKFuMBqk1ja 維尼
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「符合了你就會記住?」8964 copyright protection33PENANAtkbrClSK5Q 維尼
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「當然,永遠都不會忘。」8964 copyright protection33PENANA4ZGvNXwaLs 維尼
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對方的小臉皺了一下,開始翻書尋找字跡,最後在那稚氣的筆下,露出了兩行字。8964 copyright protection33PENANAVAYWVoK1Ej 維尼
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「故事始於日升」8964 copyright protection33PENANAGsgeVSnKdh 維尼
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「結局終於月落」8964 copyright protection33PENANA24piIicHak 維尼
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這兩句話和他們的聲音重疊,如餘音繞樑,如久別重逢。兩人一時之間無法開口,林昭然茫茫的,憑藉幾乎消失的回憶唸出這句話,沒有想到閉口不提的,兒時那空缺的記憶是如此溫馨。8964 copyright protection33PENANAA4xpu8VcVm 維尼
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沈嶼哭了,他向前一步靠近林昭然:「明明是你啊……」8964 copyright protection33PENANAYjjYsn0TN1 維尼
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不過他也沒想到自己能拖那麼久。8964 copyright protection33PENANAKYoMLKzx1Y 維尼
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真討厭膽小的自己。8964 copyright protection33PENANA5Zo2l5Hr81 維尼
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「你畢旅那天怎麼不接啊……」沈嶼小力的錘了林昭然的肩膀,「你畢旅就接下去的話,我就不用懷疑你那麼久了。」8964 copyright protection33PENANAsRAyy4i9pF 維尼
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林昭然愣在了原地,那些空缺的回憶緩慢但確實的流入身體,和面前的沈嶼重疊。8964 copyright protection33PENANAAE13ZUgX4M 維尼
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「那你聽到我說了要記得接下去。」8964 copyright protection33PENANApxFwVs9Kdx 維尼
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「嗯。我會。」8964 copyright protection33PENANA9GmnXyegOY 維尼
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他的眼神茫然,頭痛欲裂,可身體的反射動作還是緊緊摟住了沈嶼。8964 copyright protection33PENANAKMEh0WNPPq 維尼
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「對不起,是我失約了。」林昭然聲音暗啞,也帶了些許鼻音。8964 copyright protection33PENANAnOhuNEPDPU 維尼
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頭痛消失了。8964 copyright protection33PENANAQpuHSuJ3R7 維尼
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像煙一樣被吹散了。8964 copyright protection33PENANAxBJftgqX7f 維尼
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「是我不好。」8964 copyright protection33PENANA1NJ44hbFF1 維尼
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讓你孤身撐了那麼久。8964 copyright protection33PENANACKfzYusvqS 維尼
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沈嶼一瞬間潰堤了。他從不相信真正會有陽光照進來,也不相信兒時的同伴會以這個身份出現在自己面前。8964 copyright protection33PENANABKsmDVuURL 維尼
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為什麼看到溫暖的太陽會掉眼淚呢?8964 copyright protection33PENANAFytCkfpA5L 維尼
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因為,真的太美,太耀眼了。8964 copyright protection33PENANAJOB1o7hfYp 維尼
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