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「奇怪 怎麼過了這麼久還沒回來...」275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQ2l7zVhrP
泰亨起身 也往學校那走去，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQXiYp5cHj
在巷弄裡尋找著我的身影，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3vw6pCilM
到了下個路口275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgHFAWFAxB
看見我一動也不動的站在原地275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqTgkn4JQ0
走近才發現 我看到的景象，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQI7BJgiNbK
那正是我暗戀的學長275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RXudi7S5l
和一個女孩擁抱的畫面...275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRuhWe9h1C
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泰亨大步地走向我，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6o0gGVvRKt
從背後 他的右手 漸漸充滿整個視線，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7p0neci1k
眼前一片漆黑 只剩 指縫間的隙光，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX20nTQmp3U
而我 緩緩闔上了雙眼...275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7LASE8vuR
不久 淚水沾濕了 他纖細的手指，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsiUAMI2cGw
我將他的手慢慢移開275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wQRXkZr0j
看向天空 努力想讓眼淚回流，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjmlV0YqH7
我轉身看向他「走啊 不是要吃冰」，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWuzADpGV8r
逞強地假裝好像沒事，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1GUJqeuiD
但其實 眼角的淚光 泛紅的鼻子275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAs7P7ydV8
已經出賣了我...275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlmhD8i0jM
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我們站在冰櫃前，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQyJOFafyv
泰亨靜靜看著低頭找冰的我 不語，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGXca65p7l
我拿起一支蘇打冰給他275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURr0krqYrC
「給你 你的蘇打冰」，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlj8lKx0ah
他接過冰棒 但依然不語。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhunK16v0rS
忽然學長從門那走了進來，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Kg0rDqZaL
泰亨見他 立刻拉了我的手 想把我拉走，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZtnYDnONY
可我卻沒有動 反倒看向了學長275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBNIv19B91
「學長好。」我說，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHH1O3Fl0AU
他看向了我「哦Hi」招了招手 便往裡面走去275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSKPZT3JXl
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「共36塊。」店員說，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtL79I8YaUJ
我打開錢包，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07sP1qeQkH
但模糊的視線卻讓我看不清錢幣的面額，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzts0oaG4cJ
翻了許久 還是找不著 該付出的零錢...275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mOInp4bPV
泰亨拿出卡 給向店員，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83NM9H6WJx
我關上錢包 慢慢 走出雜貨店...275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57IufpUGHe
-275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyi9GgczUE
我坐在剛練舞的河堤邊，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVeLT7s6wR
眼神落在前方的地板 表情冷靜得可怕，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXiPfNEAqNY
臉上已經沒有哭過的痕跡。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulvQiXz4SG
泰亨在一旁望著我「想哭就哭吧...」，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH02O6KT1TA
而我一樣沒有動靜 像窒息了般。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnUaEquoWr
他也跟著看著前方275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjiDJHIyex5
-275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObMG1jZbL3
當再次轉過來時275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaikulBBO96
我的眼淚已直直地落下，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33p8neLiBF
不到幾秒就開始嚎啕大哭，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7HkuxFovi
哭得很大聲很大聲的那種...275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZZVH2iHlt
泰亨輕輕地拍著我的背，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBd05vuJVwD
感覺平時不太會安慰人...275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jktyt0x4s
-275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QwX8qhPP1
突然我拿起手機給他看275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3ax3szKrK
屏幕裡是學長的IG頁面，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZXgMAJzIc
「他們發情侶照片了...是真的在一起了！」275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ69ap3hkwV
我又哭得更大聲了......275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRYGTq1POhA
看到我哭到不能自己，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7nOHJuSSJ
泰亨也只能做好陪伴角色。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxnFus8Lrt
直到哭累了 自己抹去眼淚，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbpp1UYm38
吐了幾口氣 試著平緩情緒...275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLcvbIsmhi
雖然鼻子還是酸酸的 眼淚也說掉就掉，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6x1mD0SsX
但至少比一開始穩定了許多...275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaaWf6A6P1
-275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6y5fuujPa
「妳剛剛為什麼 不逃走啊…」泰亨問我，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoU1f3lCWkC
我知道他在說 想拉走我那時，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTTGBg01f2
「為何要逃走啊…我又沒做錯什麼」275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQI1A78i6PJ
「他從來都沒說過喜歡我」275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFokfLc0jxq
「一切都只是自己一廂情願」275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQDAuUGq0S
「我們都沒做錯什麼」275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBdxJr3HMq
「沒有一方需要避著另一方」275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqlMggu0xR
「也沒有一方必須躲著另一方...」275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQQt4wjZRa
我緩緩地說著 淚又不斷不斷地掉下...275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ718iVQNiPG
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泰亨聽著我所說的，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPtMo3se7A
使回想起當時自己是如何面對安敏娜的...275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpY9xzkTHM7
明明誰都沒有做錯什麼，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDtkFZCR4z
但自己卻選擇了一直躲避，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmbU9dh2no
不斷地逃跑 就好像自己是罪人般...275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEKhPXQ0rD
-275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QrCtpOmYV
我又再次哭紅了雙眼275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7q00YDC40
卻伸出手「屋機罵...」(不要哭...)275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRR4xIxHTrj
扶著泰亨的臉頰 大拇指抹掉了他的淚珠，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKBHpwqawg
他有些嚇到 像是也不曉得自己竟然流淚了。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCb3J7DfdM
遲了七年的眼淚 在此時落下...275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQmXh22o8S
-275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQW5i1P1FU
又過了會 我們呆滯地看向前方，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMJSau8A23
「要喝酒嗎？」泰亨問，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjNtymHywr
「瘋了嗎？我還未成年啊」我回，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8qXsDXT4s
「啊對齁 忘了...」他說，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9supPpMEhX
我起身 拍拍褲子 把粉塵拍掉「我要走囉」，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46KSNZ1vFu
「要不要我送你？」，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlU0yReNXLN
「不用啦 我想自己一個人回去」，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbukx1NRU0
「那你自己小心點哦 到家了告訴我」，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXFP8hrw2N
「嗯」我點點頭 拿起背包 往一方離開275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxaovVKk6ky
直到背影完全消失在泰亨的視線中...275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDIICFKMb4
- - ->275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKCoqiflyb
回到家 我直接往房間走去 並關上門，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIECBWT0eMp
「善允是不是心情不太好啊？」大哥問，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Ed0tf1ia5
「不是吧 她有難過過嗎？」善皓說，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9t55to79dT
他們倆不解地看向房那，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrims1iVqbC
二哥的房門 微微開了...275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nYXDaPIX0
-275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJY5uRSARPk
我又趴在書桌上哭了會，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaICPS2paB
哭累了就睡著了，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPOaV6a8vk
當醒來時眼前卻多了支棒棒糖，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10yVUs6945
「棒棒糖妖精！？」我拿起棒棒糖驚訝的說275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKn14WJQOIs
-275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBK43F8kCCt
小的時候 只要我傷心、難過275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoK3frHWGDS
或是哭得很嚴重 停都停不下來時，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7ChrNgnSW
模糊的印象中 總是有個黑影會給我棒棒糖。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIeYbb1yJVa
長大後 看不見黑影了，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0EAmEZF9g
但棒棒糖卻沒有消失。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLXsN9y4JZ
因為一直不知道是誰給的，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6rIdDrmCs
所以我都統稱為“棒棒糖妖精”275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZEI69xwC9
-275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFaAAFTKalX
隨著年紀增長275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzTphU4KmL
也漸漸學會了 用勉強擠出的笑容275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26IrUfoVu0
假裝著自己沒事，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEPIE6zrzF
於是沒有半個人知道我受傷了，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uQIygHkFw
直到這次的流淚 棒棒糖又再次出現了...275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD28y619saj
看著手中的棒棒糖，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOdlFgAmoR
這次我笑了，是真正發自內心的笑了275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScJRC3hUXv
- - ->275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDCGDxCZ55
這個禮拜只要去社團練習，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlP89eHcIxv
就會看見他們在那放閃，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8yg2nOvkM4
對沒錯 是社對。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYlt0fRcR87
我總是撇過頭跟他人講話，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmol7jOVtS
假裝著自己毫不在意，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3co9Nhvhzk
其實心裡破了一個洞...275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAJPsmqB04
- - ->275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1a59uL4AY6
那天泰亨回去後想了很多，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsGtT38mkR
他去敲了敲南俊工作室的房門275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXWi2A2Pyc
「哥，我想作曲」。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrs7QuItkuZ
過了幾天 防彈的官推上放了泰亨的自創曲，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjk9AqZ8Vbk
我點進去聽了，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJ3yspeeFt
心底有股暖流緩緩上升，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Ajgu4js4v
閉上眼 靜靜地聽275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsMo1Bhc3D
嘴角不自覺地 微微一笑275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzFzJWTrli
- - ->275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSGYTjuA1H
一轉眼就到了舞會當天，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTwaOOaOhK
都已經忘了我有報名表演這回事。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTl3TNDlmY
「歡迎都善允同學帶來的雙人舞表演！」275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2NfQK598r
主詞人說道，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZ5evaaRFz
我就這樣被帶上台 連服裝都毫無準備，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tFmyfWcbX
慌張的表情 台下悉悉簌簌的評論聲。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyH7K333SWv
明明是雙人舞 旁邊的位子卻是空著的，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡouYkOlNiLF
原本想邀的人 如今卻和女友站在台下看著。275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOw5uwjvgG
-275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd21vBQfu2j
「另一個人呢？」主持人問，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ig96dalmv
「我自己跳」我說，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZZur3k6xz
強迫說服自己 一個人也能跳好，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkpO3lOKeY
一個人也能做得很好...275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XTN3HzsU3
-275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqB8Toqjdn
音樂即將播下，275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJ568dMM4u
我看著會場中央的大門275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkJKXD6tsd
有一絲光線射入......275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvr0ASY4Z1I
-275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIv4ERRrWQw
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-待續...275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGl3ZvzfOup
