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「奇怪 怎麼過了這麼久還沒回來...」225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwnk6t7GNY
泰亨起身 也往學校那走去，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorns05eEok
在巷弄裡尋找著我的身影，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqJtuaFxrP
到了下個路口225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DQV1uxIxQ
看見我一動也不動的站在原地225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsPQk8q06V
走近才發現 我看到的景象，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGhGY1bQsv
那正是我暗戀的學長225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRFMzEe67F
和一個女孩擁抱的畫面...225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRy5zY6zMe
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泰亨大步地走向我，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Kz7REwEPI
從背後 他的右手 漸漸充滿整個視線，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXmxcvg8pc
眼前一片漆黑 只剩 指縫間的隙光，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIJlQw4r4V
而我 緩緩闔上了雙眼...225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBlQ2Egvid
不久 淚水沾濕了 他纖細的手指，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTxThuvL3h
我將他的手慢慢移開225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcLn8P1CR2
看向天空 努力想讓眼淚回流，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2uSMLXn71
我轉身看向他「走啊 不是要吃冰」，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfgKQnwueR
逞強地假裝好像沒事，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GS2kLyM0Q
但其實 眼角的淚光 泛紅的鼻子225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXUdm6BF4h
已經出賣了我...225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYyliGlxZS
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我們站在冰櫃前，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsViTXYB6qZ
泰亨靜靜看著低頭找冰的我 不語，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfyNsIawoGo
我拿起一支蘇打冰給他225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpreyEeftWZ
「給你 你的蘇打冰」，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxBtsLhS4c
他接過冰棒 但依然不語。225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEdEK8cTQs
忽然學長從門那走了進來，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAY4qIsvXUw
泰亨見他 立刻拉了我的手 想把我拉走，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs1JGkqgcyO
可我卻沒有動 反倒看向了學長225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcuhyryG8V
「學長好。」我說，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk34CaPqtrk
他看向了我「哦Hi」招了招手 便往裡面走去225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfsSHVl27h
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「共36塊。」店員說，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCPjb4E5NH
我打開錢包，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsqzYPStGB
但模糊的視線卻讓我看不清錢幣的面額，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3Bqqmbkv2
翻了許久 還是找不著 該付出的零錢...225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpo7iDhdb7w
泰亨拿出卡 給向店員，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIiPR3ixfGP
我關上錢包 慢慢 走出雜貨店...225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0NttKfoH5
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我坐在剛練舞的河堤邊，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAoBS4BXWi
眼神落在前方的地板 表情冷靜得可怕，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yZgwpgtjL
臉上已經沒有哭過的痕跡。225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHW1TswztzS
泰亨在一旁望著我「想哭就哭吧...」，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YG3BUASzR
而我一樣沒有動靜 像窒息了般。225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrDoSR2q15
他也跟著看著前方225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnc2gaaIR4n
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當再次轉過來時225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPJMBdzFDO
我的眼淚已直直地落下，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdxaW9xCrH
不到幾秒就開始嚎啕大哭，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQqip6279a
哭得很大聲很大聲的那種...225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYpbVGZHBq
泰亨輕輕地拍著我的背，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGRvqHsKKu
感覺平時不太會安慰人...225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9etRZeJgx
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突然我拿起手機給他看225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanz8nxYg7A
屏幕裡是學長的IG頁面，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRCi4p68q6
「他們發情侶照片了...是真的在一起了！」225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8oggx1jJGd
我又哭得更大聲了......225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIACrldy5Wd
看到我哭到不能自己，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrQctdaVz1
泰亨也只能做好陪伴角色。225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRJ3pjUeSt
直到哭累了 自己抹去眼淚，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1hjy6JG00
吐了幾口氣 試著平緩情緒...225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7o4mFSwlz
雖然鼻子還是酸酸的 眼淚也說掉就掉，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPGZfmkHXj
但至少比一開始穩定了許多...225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVv7sZgZekQ
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「妳剛剛為什麼 不逃走啊…」泰亨問我，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdz6CWbCwF
我知道他在說 想拉走我那時，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEz5wBS3mP0
「為何要逃走啊…我又沒做錯什麼」225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3bsAfXDad
「他從來都沒說過喜歡我」225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERe7AFoiPp
「一切都只是自己一廂情願」225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXvFI6qcCU
「我們都沒做錯什麼」225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7kh80IcmP
「沒有一方需要避著另一方」225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4BMApVMe4
「也沒有一方必須躲著另一方...」225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtmNYNONfM
我緩緩地說著 淚又不斷不斷地掉下...225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVANgv0yBpV
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泰亨聽著我所說的，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DvgQ3KY7Y
使回想起當時自己是如何面對安敏娜的...225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczweIaPE27
明明誰都沒有做錯什麼，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3haYImh2d
但自己卻選擇了一直躲避，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPtTSHfWyi
不斷地逃跑 就好像自己是罪人般...225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡun6F712f98
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我又再次哭紅了雙眼225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RFSbm21Ii
卻伸出手「屋機罵...」(不要哭...)225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucjWjRlZie
扶著泰亨的臉頰 大拇指抹掉了他的淚珠，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0ljjWLZPz
他有些嚇到 像是也不曉得自己竟然流淚了。225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5pgihtw6g
遲了七年的眼淚 在此時落下...225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡliv3ktfTgD
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又過了會 我們呆滯地看向前方，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEH8vh4YADJ
「要喝酒嗎？」泰亨問，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQXZeciCam
「瘋了嗎？我還未成年啊」我回，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCF1Q4OElLX
「啊對齁 忘了...」他說，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mNJ86hWvC
我起身 拍拍褲子 把粉塵拍掉「我要走囉」，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfJ4LWPU48
「要不要我送你？」，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTk7QKFV68
「不用啦 我想自己一個人回去」，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbq3pdyBEBe
「那你自己小心點哦 到家了告訴我」，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSm9dMDjb2l
「嗯」我點點頭 拿起背包 往一方離開225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMcjpjNIZH
直到背影完全消失在泰亨的視線中...225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUarls1jQv
- - ->225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nwqfjCAKI
回到家 我直接往房間走去 並關上門，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEd9Yi4Vwa
「善允是不是心情不太好啊？」大哥問，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefR2IBJKQJ
「不是吧 她有難過過嗎？」善皓說，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkTjTJ2lPT
他們倆不解地看向房那，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyk8DOsYY8Z
二哥的房門 微微開了...225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd77F1cii70
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我又趴在書桌上哭了會，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRysvXPHik
哭累了就睡著了，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzTsjdHhJk
當醒來時眼前卻多了支棒棒糖，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1JOG6dEEx
「棒棒糖妖精！？」我拿起棒棒糖驚訝的說225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6Chh4QZzk
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小的時候 只要我傷心、難過225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9tMbVCChB
或是哭得很嚴重 停都停不下來時，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNaL2aNFKUG
模糊的印象中 總是有個黑影會給我棒棒糖。225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENKB2yVu6V
長大後 看不見黑影了，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvdj54OqEb
但棒棒糖卻沒有消失。225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywodpCePRl
因為一直不知道是誰給的，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUF8u6USXg
所以我都統稱為“棒棒糖妖精”225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZB9u3eVQZu
-225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKJWwurlIa
隨著年紀增長225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkfXKyxGdO
也漸漸學會了 用勉強擠出的笑容225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtubQrHDWbD
假裝著自己沒事，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6z4X3vsUZ
於是沒有半個人知道我受傷了，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6NiedM7pA
直到這次的流淚 棒棒糖又再次出現了...225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WaZoztZK7
看著手中的棒棒糖，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNw2xjfMlup
這次我笑了，是真正發自內心的笑了225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6KA8iXCAg
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這個禮拜只要去社團練習，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LTFFFHOoh
就會看見他們在那放閃，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW32qRlFzY5
對沒錯 是社對。225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vxF7tabxw
我總是撇過頭跟他人講話，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPzT4PTGGw
假裝著自己毫不在意，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2h4AalbBoB
其實心裡破了一個洞...225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WntIuVTPs
- - ->225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMR2851huLH
那天泰亨回去後想了很多，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1Qzux2spG
他去敲了敲南俊工作室的房門225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmBD6jFBLM
「哥，我想作曲」。225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKl3gibUOC0
過了幾天 防彈的官推上放了泰亨的自創曲，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7iHjQmkBWI
我點進去聽了，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtaiKPqYG7x
心底有股暖流緩緩上升，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvJlpGBvOn
閉上眼 靜靜地聽225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfz1HiiVNI
嘴角不自覺地 微微一笑225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLM4COuQLE
- - ->225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgatIvjzFQ
一轉眼就到了舞會當天，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIFcY40ROR
都已經忘了我有報名表演這回事。225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbImMk98GUD
「歡迎都善允同學帶來的雙人舞表演！」225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6m7XdxTrWt
主詞人說道，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2OmUckrpR
我就這樣被帶上台 連服裝都毫無準備，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCanldtNR5C
慌張的表情 台下悉悉簌簌的評論聲。225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyl03Xk8vA
明明是雙人舞 旁邊的位子卻是空著的，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWU7CbFl9q
原本想邀的人 如今卻和女友站在台下看著。225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgi26i2PmXJ
-225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4T0QqDqM8I
「另一個人呢？」主持人問，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrQ0sByH64
「我自己跳」我說，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmz2KhJrp8M
強迫說服自己 一個人也能跳好，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscfrOb5UGA
一個人也能做得很好...225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4NqSS4OH2
-225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MGWObUrv4
音樂即將播下，225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8Ck4SIu8N
我看著會場中央的大門225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbNgfE1tvl
有一絲光線射入......225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhw6EWmFjpM
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-待續...225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTi2FrChpg
