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「奇怪 怎麼過了這麼久還沒回來...」197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3w1nBROR5
泰亨起身 也往學校那走去，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHcEHOIM7j
在巷弄裡尋找著我的身影，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjo56WWRvY
到了下個路口197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9EiAD5hjYz
看見我一動也不動的站在原地197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DvtVNuVAo
走近才發現 我看到的景象，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChUJ08liaF
那正是我暗戀的學長197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIGpMLg5qo
和一個女孩擁抱的畫面...197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSi3gvHnXO
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泰亨大步地走向我，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5mP9oJP8Q
從背後 他的右手 漸漸充滿整個視線，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJ6KtrruRH
眼前一片漆黑 只剩 指縫間的隙光，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnOM9ittyy3
而我 緩緩闔上了雙眼...197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrauOiTHydv
不久 淚水沾濕了 他纖細的手指，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4oGlrZZARl
我將他的手慢慢移開197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGPRWBnIzL
看向天空 努力想讓眼淚回流，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsXBtcsztY
我轉身看向他「走啊 不是要吃冰」，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVJiJbew5q
逞強地假裝好像沒事，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWDuYA0So9
但其實 眼角的淚光 泛紅的鼻子197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIThi76IRPm
已經出賣了我...197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIEEVkq1zK
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我們站在冰櫃前，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbJfwiQZKS
泰亨靜靜看著低頭找冰的我 不語，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1mNj3CiPQ
我拿起一支蘇打冰給他197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTiMRqaQPU
「給你 你的蘇打冰」，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPE6a4yJwq
他接過冰棒 但依然不語。197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pcLX6iDVa
忽然學長從門那走了進來，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtW9bjQsas
泰亨見他 立刻拉了我的手 想把我拉走，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEU6ZhaynA
可我卻沒有動 反倒看向了學長197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCHFhYOuPq
「學長好。」我說，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhoKYKSbEhX
他看向了我「哦Hi」招了招手 便往裡面走去197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8wa6ZqX66
-197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWeJmJfrx5
「共36塊。」店員說，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZbsXfGMlg
我打開錢包，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK53DQuaZhH
但模糊的視線卻讓我看不清錢幣的面額，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYhMbQUF21
翻了許久 還是找不著 該付出的零錢...197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zuLQ4Dy95
泰亨拿出卡 給向店員，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2WzzU0ytS
我關上錢包 慢慢 走出雜貨店...197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4XUUlaNKr
-197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK96zE01fNn
我坐在剛練舞的河堤邊，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5LkOpSR8W
眼神落在前方的地板 表情冷靜得可怕，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2AAwJq51t5
臉上已經沒有哭過的痕跡。197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnH1K7VnwsP
泰亨在一旁望著我「想哭就哭吧...」，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFrD7KUHNC
而我一樣沒有動靜 像窒息了般。197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTh8uyRyPR
他也跟著看著前方197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAeK8e1QkrV
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當再次轉過來時197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYTNmdxCCg
我的眼淚已直直地落下，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbTcp9Q9zo
不到幾秒就開始嚎啕大哭，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtV4mRdcKp
哭得很大聲很大聲的那種...197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSXc8rUuIQ
泰亨輕輕地拍著我的背，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IgJesxlwV
感覺平時不太會安慰人...197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FAqQUoJYe
-197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDAFa1F4u6
突然我拿起手機給他看197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡccV5Xvn1o0
屏幕裡是學長的IG頁面，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEB22Ebc2Zi
「他們發情侶照片了...是真的在一起了！」197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSbOin5ZA9
我又哭得更大聲了......197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecms3g2QQG
看到我哭到不能自己，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOLWMldw7l
泰亨也只能做好陪伴角色。197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBYKfjbm3i
直到哭累了 自己抹去眼淚，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZvEW3DEDC
吐了幾口氣 試著平緩情緒...197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNukGq6GNpb
雖然鼻子還是酸酸的 眼淚也說掉就掉，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9dLGKwolW
但至少比一開始穩定了許多...197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWSv3yQaks
-197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhARTIibZa
「妳剛剛為什麼 不逃走啊…」泰亨問我，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNZvxUdToD
我知道他在說 想拉走我那時，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHPWOtczjf
「為何要逃走啊…我又沒做錯什麼」197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqVFC0ztQq
「他從來都沒說過喜歡我」197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcO9bQXsJ4m
「一切都只是自己一廂情願」197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYxC5VDaOG
「我們都沒做錯什麼」197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKvodyFM9A
「沒有一方需要避著另一方」197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6sKdlMR7xz
「也沒有一方必須躲著另一方...」197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2KP9A4nhK
我緩緩地說著 淚又不斷不斷地掉下...197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0cYMqQr4m
-197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkQPMDFPUp
泰亨聽著我所說的，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0JUl10e5E
使回想起當時自己是如何面對安敏娜的...197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1mxQQ60zJ
明明誰都沒有做錯什麼，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsbYwcpCDu
但自己卻選擇了一直躲避，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7LTE77nhO
不斷地逃跑 就好像自己是罪人般...197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡInfA8OxIvI
-197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxeRaWqUp4B
我又再次哭紅了雙眼197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSMlCJpYMa
卻伸出手「屋機罵...」(不要哭...)197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cOAvEKr1t
扶著泰亨的臉頰 大拇指抹掉了他的淚珠，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkfoD2p0oa
他有些嚇到 像是也不曉得自己竟然流淚了。197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEzQBOM2M8
遲了七年的眼淚 在此時落下...197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQr9x7Kc0F
-197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJIPKfUkFv
又過了會 我們呆滯地看向前方，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjIx3w5VaB
「要喝酒嗎？」泰亨問，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbuPZTJTDn
「瘋了嗎？我還未成年啊」我回，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhmbnbG8W7
「啊對齁 忘了...」他說，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7u8r4wmUh
我起身 拍拍褲子 把粉塵拍掉「我要走囉」，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFq5RzP2md
「要不要我送你？」，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcAmR1TPSU
「不用啦 我想自己一個人回去」，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2whjZDbsc
「那你自己小心點哦 到家了告訴我」，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAUOfU8pTS
「嗯」我點點頭 拿起背包 往一方離開197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zXU3SxxD6
直到背影完全消失在泰亨的視線中...197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTuxkKy2S8
- - ->197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDn2DJFhYA
回到家 我直接往房間走去 並關上門，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWa5ZG0ZKKp
「善允是不是心情不太好啊？」大哥問，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUs9FK1iBy
「不是吧 她有難過過嗎？」善皓說，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIK021sQDL2
他們倆不解地看向房那，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HmtEXfLKr
二哥的房門 微微開了...197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCL3PTtHl9x
-197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXsPV3hYKy
我又趴在書桌上哭了會，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewV68L5ePO
哭累了就睡著了，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEJcHyWUG0
當醒來時眼前卻多了支棒棒糖，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCm70CZRkJ
「棒棒糖妖精！？」我拿起棒棒糖驚訝的說197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4xrPlsGl8
-197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbc0WWH4vB
小的時候 只要我傷心、難過197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvn4qafwxg4
或是哭得很嚴重 停都停不下來時，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQGUpm1Gvf
模糊的印象中 總是有個黑影會給我棒棒糖。197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTniDapQsVj
長大後 看不見黑影了，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYBL08IAvl
但棒棒糖卻沒有消失。197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzFS8AXPNw
因為一直不知道是誰給的，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3V6OORdmC
所以我都統稱為“棒棒糖妖精”197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPLFtcRnzo
-197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5kEkSkyGB
隨著年紀增長197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOKIdLjNlB
也漸漸學會了 用勉強擠出的笑容197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdHFAB0wIq
假裝著自己沒事，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5iuRDCsG4
於是沒有半個人知道我受傷了，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcr0tkoP5a
直到這次的流淚 棒棒糖又再次出現了...197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4zPC0fOTf
看著手中的棒棒糖，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeC3kBzkdm
這次我笑了，是真正發自內心的笑了197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxJvtLHQcS
- - ->197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSmeTkfddV
這個禮拜只要去社團練習，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6fIA62gpT
就會看見他們在那放閃，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP98nn93WNZ
對沒錯 是社對。197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbhEUjZOFb
我總是撇過頭跟他人講話，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAw3FebAQi
假裝著自己毫不在意，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvKT3eMkcu
其實心裡破了一個洞...197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzqBmkIV8z
- - ->197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQI02iUEu3
那天泰亨回去後想了很多，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Vn1EsI4qK
他去敲了敲南俊工作室的房門197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSOrccvZiM
「哥，我想作曲」。197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyj5CwoMze
過了幾天 防彈的官推上放了泰亨的自創曲，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfNY8sjm2Z
我點進去聽了，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDh9dJyra7X
心底有股暖流緩緩上升，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7G88pSsDlc
閉上眼 靜靜地聽197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6GfW3zG0f
嘴角不自覺地 微微一笑197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UvUGvvuU6
- - ->197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUDWcSR7je
一轉眼就到了舞會當天，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUjkKFvm8K
都已經忘了我有報名表演這回事。197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4PeOt2II4
「歡迎都善允同學帶來的雙人舞表演！」197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrb4qFPhnzD
主詞人說道，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nI5vP3dWz
我就這樣被帶上台 連服裝都毫無準備，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2cw8ZcA9L
慌張的表情 台下悉悉簌簌的評論聲。197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMzRJAHZfH
明明是雙人舞 旁邊的位子卻是空著的，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2uCtu9xTa
原本想邀的人 如今卻和女友站在台下看著。197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj52UxRpdT6
-197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85waNKrafy
「另一個人呢？」主持人問，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphZOWkzAIE
「我自己跳」我說，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuz88Dz253
強迫說服自己 一個人也能跳好，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfODO2X3Stw
一個人也能做得很好...197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKs3vhVMW5
-197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqF0t2UWVpo
音樂即將播下，197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3czkKNSy1x
我看著會場中央的大門197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1oXKODDBY
有一絲光線射入......197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5A6KIJQk3M
-197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxY5pMrkGG
-197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8VpJ6U8BJ
-待續...197Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFnhfDECS3
