
「奇怪 怎麼過了這麼久還沒回來...」242Please respect copyright.PENANAqWRNC9QaGN
泰亨起身 也往學校那走去,242Please respect copyright.PENANAGC1tGld6qX
在巷弄裡尋找著我的身影,242Please respect copyright.PENANAe69XvrD9DX
到了下個路口242Please respect copyright.PENANAltjToudH99
看見我一動也不動的站在原地242Please respect copyright.PENANApzHHdvC1hR
走近才發現 我看到的景象,242Please respect copyright.PENANAOsb6DnWt8x
那正是我暗戀的學長242Please respect copyright.PENANA1HQsGqs2w9
和一個女孩擁抱的畫面...242Please respect copyright.PENANAQPpffpFdOY
-242Please respect copyright.PENANAYIQdW9Oz7N
泰亨大步地走向我,242Please respect copyright.PENANACyDXECUer1
從背後 他的右手 漸漸充滿整個視線,242Please respect copyright.PENANAN9H6HoZtDv
眼前一片漆黑 只剩 指縫間的隙光,242Please respect copyright.PENANAUKmScxDpVU
而我 緩緩闔上了雙眼...242Please respect copyright.PENANAzn8IbmMqCN
不久 淚水沾濕了 他纖細的手指,242Please respect copyright.PENANAb9RvB4JQbY
我將他的手慢慢移開242Please respect copyright.PENANA4vivVWBvea
看向天空 努力想讓眼淚回流,242Please respect copyright.PENANAKugFctqe7Z
我轉身看向他「走啊 不是要吃冰」,242Please respect copyright.PENANAEAgLdIzZf3
逞強地假裝好像沒事,242Please respect copyright.PENANAoZIYISqsbu
但其實 眼角的淚光 泛紅的鼻子242Please respect copyright.PENANA4wYHfpao72
已經出賣了我...242Please respect copyright.PENANAxewQU2UgMI
-242Please respect copyright.PENANAhf5DVTrt7J
我們站在冰櫃前,242Please respect copyright.PENANAR4r0SHR8LZ
泰亨靜靜看著低頭找冰的我 不語,242Please respect copyright.PENANAzKNlPjfCfJ
我拿起一支蘇打冰給他242Please respect copyright.PENANAYH15YJgihm
「給你 你的蘇打冰」,242Please respect copyright.PENANAjJLdWa9U12
他接過冰棒 但依然不語。242Please respect copyright.PENANA7jF4YJSkb1
忽然學長從門那走了進來,242Please respect copyright.PENANAp8hQpEkVvU
泰亨見他 立刻拉了我的手 想把我拉走,242Please respect copyright.PENANAB42iOmZ9W3
可我卻沒有動 反倒看向了學長242Please respect copyright.PENANAsgL0dZtIKq
「學長好。」我說,242Please respect copyright.PENANA58UCjtPhja
他看向了我「哦Hi」招了招手 便往裡面走去242Please respect copyright.PENANAlD3HyTV8L4
-242Please respect copyright.PENANAV8mysRjVLO
「共36塊。」店員說,242Please respect copyright.PENANAs7BRVxZtzM
我打開錢包,242Please respect copyright.PENANAwAj1ceodtW
但模糊的視線卻讓我看不清錢幣的面額,242Please respect copyright.PENANAwJnmT2ypyi
翻了許久 還是找不著 該付出的零錢...242Please respect copyright.PENANATf66vJIP7b
泰亨拿出卡 給向店員,242Please respect copyright.PENANAGDL0cRXp4c
我關上錢包 慢慢 走出雜貨店...242Please respect copyright.PENANAjcdPXn4heY
-242Please respect copyright.PENANAkMBw50aeIJ
我坐在剛練舞的河堤邊,242Please respect copyright.PENANAC3CdN1ZBdW
眼神落在前方的地板 表情冷靜得可怕,242Please respect copyright.PENANAB61LMVwOgp
臉上已經沒有哭過的痕跡。242Please respect copyright.PENANAgV7YOUMe4E
泰亨在一旁望著我「想哭就哭吧...」,242Please respect copyright.PENANAjuEoQzYC8p
而我一樣沒有動靜 像窒息了般。242Please respect copyright.PENANApEoGOPryst
他也跟著看著前方242Please respect copyright.PENANAdpM5gWZr2p
-242Please respect copyright.PENANAZS2KTs5si7
當再次轉過來時242Please respect copyright.PENANA8VTrtFQTjh
我的眼淚已直直地落下,242Please respect copyright.PENANAm1v4oVCYPU
不到幾秒就開始嚎啕大哭,242Please respect copyright.PENANAJAISlAkSaL
哭得很大聲很大聲的那種...242Please respect copyright.PENANA6yGtHxZdfG
泰亨輕輕地拍著我的背,242Please respect copyright.PENANApNaHcsVLE3
感覺平時不太會安慰人...242Please respect copyright.PENANAhBnfTBkDKt
-242Please respect copyright.PENANADHCp34e5AU
突然我拿起手機給他看242Please respect copyright.PENANAh23cjM0fo9
屏幕裡是學長的IG頁面,242Please respect copyright.PENANAXlkyxLKzsn
「他們發情侶照片了...是真的在一起了!」242Please respect copyright.PENANAwKuxSjBurb
我又哭得更大聲了......242Please respect copyright.PENANAnoqYUaxsjF
看到我哭到不能自己,242Please respect copyright.PENANADGRP6SKjyK
泰亨也只能做好陪伴角色。242Please respect copyright.PENANAqag58MGIoJ
直到哭累了 自己抹去眼淚,242Please respect copyright.PENANAdLHw0HzNp3
吐了幾口氣 試著平緩情緒...242Please respect copyright.PENANAv51pyQd6na
雖然鼻子還是酸酸的 眼淚也說掉就掉,242Please respect copyright.PENANAjG1omqPxaD
但至少比一開始穩定了許多...242Please respect copyright.PENANApMo7GDcvjO
-242Please respect copyright.PENANA2sbdHeVOdJ
「妳剛剛為什麼 不逃走啊…」泰亨問我,242Please respect copyright.PENANArvkB0wXvLW
我知道他在說 想拉走我那時,242Please respect copyright.PENANAueZXgZvnIf
「為何要逃走啊…我又沒做錯什麼」242Please respect copyright.PENANAAK49qJDJ8K
「他從來都沒說過喜歡我」242Please respect copyright.PENANAqrESVC9riP
「一切都只是自己一廂情願」242Please respect copyright.PENANAQzJf2mymb3
「我們都沒做錯什麼」242Please respect copyright.PENANAwMFEecG9Pa
「沒有一方需要避著另一方」242Please respect copyright.PENANAxGRs4teMXi
「也沒有一方必須躲著另一方...」242Please respect copyright.PENANAEPGA5Knxh9
我緩緩地說著 淚又不斷不斷地掉下...242Please respect copyright.PENANA9RnEfc3kHl
-242Please respect copyright.PENANAIelgnbO1XO
泰亨聽著我所說的,242Please respect copyright.PENANApZUmPD5CN8
使回想起當時自己是如何面對安敏娜的...242Please respect copyright.PENANAoSapV9YOr9
明明誰都沒有做錯什麼,242Please respect copyright.PENANAdU0c6Iqv71
但自己卻選擇了一直躲避,242Please respect copyright.PENANAqVOe8NtzlO
不斷地逃跑 就好像自己是罪人般...242Please respect copyright.PENANAK9QlZyZhN6
-242Please respect copyright.PENANAUZXzEYgl6j
我又再次哭紅了雙眼242Please respect copyright.PENANAsD8a2wIks4
卻伸出手「屋機罵...」(不要哭...)242Please respect copyright.PENANATbi6sCAgjq
扶著泰亨的臉頰 大拇指抹掉了他的淚珠,242Please respect copyright.PENANAPDNWwOxA0C
他有些嚇到 像是也不曉得自己竟然流淚了。242Please respect copyright.PENANAXbueTiyc6r
遲了七年的眼淚 在此時落下...242Please respect copyright.PENANA0QdwCDmcJC
-242Please respect copyright.PENANADREjGhaPqu
又過了會 我們呆滯地看向前方,242Please respect copyright.PENANAxBlfMnbBd8
「要喝酒嗎?」泰亨問,242Please respect copyright.PENANApIWMyxkqur
「瘋了嗎?我還未成年啊」我回,242Please respect copyright.PENANAvcXU5gSc9H
「啊對齁 忘了...」他說,242Please respect copyright.PENANAFCkFYUarZv
我起身 拍拍褲子 把粉塵拍掉「我要走囉」,242Please respect copyright.PENANAMKA82vuKaN
「要不要我送你?」,242Please respect copyright.PENANAG77gXFJM9r
「不用啦 我想自己一個人回去」,242Please respect copyright.PENANArdfa9qtTr0
「那你自己小心點哦 到家了告訴我」,242Please respect copyright.PENANAbhVydfGX0i
「嗯」我點點頭 拿起背包 往一方離開242Please respect copyright.PENANAEmFotVDOhA
直到背影完全消失在泰亨的視線中...242Please respect copyright.PENANAF5KQKIlKw4
- - ->242Please respect copyright.PENANApJVm3SD9Xz
回到家 我直接往房間走去 並關上門,242Please respect copyright.PENANAt6PP2y51ey
「善允是不是心情不太好啊?」大哥問,242Please respect copyright.PENANA0iyMpOrYbJ
「不是吧 她有難過過嗎?」善皓說,242Please respect copyright.PENANASMLODE2edT
他們倆不解地看向房那,242Please respect copyright.PENANAdesb8s0xqH
二哥的房門 微微開了...242Please respect copyright.PENANA8fkLR89k6x
-242Please respect copyright.PENANApEp5Pwmv7I
我又趴在書桌上哭了會,242Please respect copyright.PENANA81mumbYuTv
哭累了就睡著了,242Please respect copyright.PENANAqXUNedu3a1
當醒來時眼前卻多了支棒棒糖,242Please respect copyright.PENANAUA5Wffj85J
「棒棒糖妖精!?」我拿起棒棒糖驚訝的說242Please respect copyright.PENANAlBIkib9e43
-242Please respect copyright.PENANAQEjZ7sanQC
小的時候 只要我傷心、難過242Please respect copyright.PENANA6oK0YinXte
或是哭得很嚴重 停都停不下來時,242Please respect copyright.PENANAc7fKhigSOU
模糊的印象中 總是有個黑影會給我棒棒糖。242Please respect copyright.PENANAkq5C2abr7L
長大後 看不見黑影了,242Please respect copyright.PENANA4qvvhwxCLS
但棒棒糖卻沒有消失。242Please respect copyright.PENANAT9p8S0WCKg
因為一直不知道是誰給的,242Please respect copyright.PENANAeuYxq9SDiK
所以我都統稱為“棒棒糖妖精”242Please respect copyright.PENANAldLGRXGM0X
-242Please respect copyright.PENANAuCOATEURe6
隨著年紀增長242Please respect copyright.PENANAX9JPXHFAh6
也漸漸學會了 用勉強擠出的笑容242Please respect copyright.PENANAbch8yFls6x
假裝著自己沒事,242Please respect copyright.PENANAQLONNSiYr1
於是沒有半個人知道我受傷了,242Please respect copyright.PENANAmvQoQ2XfKw
直到這次的流淚 棒棒糖又再次出現了...242Please respect copyright.PENANA7Q5mFg58Ew
看著手中的棒棒糖,242Please respect copyright.PENANA34vuDd7U5Z
這次我笑了,是真正發自內心的笑了242Please respect copyright.PENANAl6lYGmnws1
- - ->242Please respect copyright.PENANAr8kjuMBoeS
這個禮拜只要去社團練習,242Please respect copyright.PENANAnWMV8xSDoC
就會看見他們在那放閃,242Please respect copyright.PENANArl2MsDH24W
對沒錯 是社對。242Please respect copyright.PENANALqI4x155jc
我總是撇過頭跟他人講話,242Please respect copyright.PENANAJPQvvAQecT
假裝著自己毫不在意,242Please respect copyright.PENANASlvysCiOrp
其實心裡破了一個洞...242Please respect copyright.PENANAgUFZei2hMZ
- - ->242Please respect copyright.PENANARd7s1dsLvk
那天泰亨回去後想了很多,242Please respect copyright.PENANAa1VH6PmLyd
他去敲了敲南俊工作室的房門242Please respect copyright.PENANAdmtIil1tCm
「哥,我想作曲」。242Please respect copyright.PENANAMc7Wq48vtS
過了幾天 防彈的官推上放了泰亨的自創曲,242Please respect copyright.PENANA7n3FugxxbK
我點進去聽了,242Please respect copyright.PENANAfryYyXfJQM
心底有股暖流緩緩上升,242Please respect copyright.PENANAv3ZMlT2ehe
閉上眼 靜靜地聽242Please respect copyright.PENANAb1Me70knJw
嘴角不自覺地 微微一笑242Please respect copyright.PENANAa8zPX674Ws
- - ->242Please respect copyright.PENANALi2EsSmktb
一轉眼就到了舞會當天,242Please respect copyright.PENANAoKV3tX40uz
都已經忘了我有報名表演這回事。242Please respect copyright.PENANAHxR3n9noP3
「歡迎都善允同學帶來的雙人舞表演!」242Please respect copyright.PENANAMDadAt21wn
主詞人說道,242Please respect copyright.PENANA9fpZMwziMv
我就這樣被帶上台 連服裝都毫無準備,242Please respect copyright.PENANANn6Hi3bsD6
慌張的表情 台下悉悉簌簌的評論聲。242Please respect copyright.PENANAre09Ahli1h
明明是雙人舞 旁邊的位子卻是空著的,242Please respect copyright.PENANAY8JHaCnI0i
原本想邀的人 如今卻和女友站在台下看著。242Please respect copyright.PENANAnfFgahmyTi
-242Please respect copyright.PENANAkG2hmuQso3
「另一個人呢?」主持人問,242Please respect copyright.PENANAe1ZU8G0xKt
「我自己跳」我說,242Please respect copyright.PENANAQlalQeazLf
強迫說服自己 一個人也能跳好,242Please respect copyright.PENANAqWxPYjjTth
一個人也能做得很好...242Please respect copyright.PENANAYBXxMq60Tp
-242Please respect copyright.PENANA1inqS7Xhrw
音樂即將播下,242Please respect copyright.PENANApZtyZ0pMIm
我看著會場中央的大門242Please respect copyright.PENANAL0i5doSIQK
有一絲光線射入......242Please respect copyright.PENANAgbehNVq4VX
-242Please respect copyright.PENANAiGCTwlEhFr
-242Please respect copyright.PENANAJdHDMxC7YF
-待續...242Please respect copyright.PENANAh9P7WSdcT7