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「奇怪 怎麼過了這麼久還沒回來...」242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWRNC9QaGN
泰亨起身 也往學校那走去，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGC1tGld6qX
在巷弄裡尋找著我的身影，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe69XvrD9DX
到了下個路口242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltjToudH99
看見我一動也不動的站在原地242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzHHdvC1hR
走近才發現 我看到的景象，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsb6DnWt8x
那正是我暗戀的學長242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HQsGqs2w9
和一個女孩擁抱的畫面...242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPpffpFdOY
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泰亨大步地走向我，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyDXECUer1
從背後 他的右手 漸漸充滿整個視線，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9H6HoZtDv
眼前一片漆黑 只剩 指縫間的隙光，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKmScxDpVU
而我 緩緩闔上了雙眼...242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzn8IbmMqCN
不久 淚水沾濕了 他纖細的手指，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9RvB4JQbY
我將他的手慢慢移開242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vivVWBvea
看向天空 努力想讓眼淚回流，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKugFctqe7Z
我轉身看向他「走啊 不是要吃冰」，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAgLdIzZf3
逞強地假裝好像沒事，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZIYISqsbu
但其實 眼角的淚光 泛紅的鼻子242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wYHfpao72
已經出賣了我...242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxewQU2UgMI
-242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhf5DVTrt7J
我們站在冰櫃前，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4r0SHR8LZ
泰亨靜靜看著低頭找冰的我 不語，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKNlPjfCfJ
我拿起一支蘇打冰給他242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYH15YJgihm
「給你 你的蘇打冰」，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJLdWa9U12
他接過冰棒 但依然不語。242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jF4YJSkb1
忽然學長從門那走了進來，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8hQpEkVvU
泰亨見他 立刻拉了我的手 想把我拉走，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB42iOmZ9W3
可我卻沒有動 反倒看向了學長242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgL0dZtIKq
「學長好。」我說，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58UCjtPhja
他看向了我「哦Hi」招了招手 便往裡面走去242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlD3HyTV8L4
-242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8mysRjVLO
「共36塊。」店員說，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7BRVxZtzM
我打開錢包，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwAj1ceodtW
但模糊的視線卻讓我看不清錢幣的面額，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJnmT2ypyi
翻了許久 還是找不著 該付出的零錢...242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTf66vJIP7b
泰亨拿出卡 給向店員，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDL0cRXp4c
我關上錢包 慢慢 走出雜貨店...242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcdPXn4heY
-242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMBw50aeIJ
我坐在剛練舞的河堤邊，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3CdN1ZBdW
眼神落在前方的地板 表情冷靜得可怕，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB61LMVwOgp
臉上已經沒有哭過的痕跡。242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgV7YOUMe4E
泰亨在一旁望著我「想哭就哭吧...」，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjuEoQzYC8p
而我一樣沒有動靜 像窒息了般。242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEoGOPryst
他也跟著看著前方242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpM5gWZr2p
-242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZS2KTs5si7
當再次轉過來時242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VTrtFQTjh
我的眼淚已直直地落下，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1v4oVCYPU
不到幾秒就開始嚎啕大哭，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAISlAkSaL
哭得很大聲很大聲的那種...242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yGtHxZdfG
泰亨輕輕地拍著我的背，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNaHcsVLE3
感覺平時不太會安慰人...242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBnfTBkDKt
-242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHCp34e5AU
突然我拿起手機給他看242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh23cjM0fo9
屏幕裡是學長的IG頁面，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlkyxLKzsn
「他們發情侶照片了...是真的在一起了！」242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKuxSjBurb
我又哭得更大聲了......242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnoqYUaxsjF
看到我哭到不能自己，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGRP6SKjyK
泰亨也只能做好陪伴角色。242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqag58MGIoJ
直到哭累了 自己抹去眼淚，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLHw0HzNp3
吐了幾口氣 試著平緩情緒...242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv51pyQd6na
雖然鼻子還是酸酸的 眼淚也說掉就掉，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjG1omqPxaD
但至少比一開始穩定了許多...242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMo7GDcvjO
-242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2sbdHeVOdJ
「妳剛剛為什麼 不逃走啊…」泰亨問我，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvkB0wXvLW
我知道他在說 想拉走我那時，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡueZXgZvnIf
「為何要逃走啊…我又沒做錯什麼」242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAK49qJDJ8K
「他從來都沒說過喜歡我」242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrESVC9riP
「一切都只是自己一廂情願」242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzJf2mymb3
「我們都沒做錯什麼」242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMFEecG9Pa
「沒有一方需要避著另一方」242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGRs4teMXi
「也沒有一方必須躲著另一方...」242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEPGA5Knxh9
我緩緩地說著 淚又不斷不斷地掉下...242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RnEfc3kHl
-242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIelgnbO1XO
泰亨聽著我所說的，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZUmPD5CN8
使回想起當時自己是如何面對安敏娜的...242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSapV9YOr9
明明誰都沒有做錯什麼，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdU0c6Iqv71
但自己卻選擇了一直躲避，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVOe8NtzlO
不斷地逃跑 就好像自己是罪人般...242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9QlZyZhN6
-242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZXzEYgl6j
我又再次哭紅了雙眼242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsD8a2wIks4
卻伸出手「屋機罵...」(不要哭...)242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbi6sCAgjq
扶著泰亨的臉頰 大拇指抹掉了他的淚珠，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDNWwOxA0C
他有些嚇到 像是也不曉得自己竟然流淚了。242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbueTiyc6r
遲了七年的眼淚 在此時落下...242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0QdwCDmcJC
-242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDREjGhaPqu
又過了會 我們呆滯地看向前方，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBlfMnbBd8
「要喝酒嗎？」泰亨問，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIWMyxkqur
「瘋了嗎？我還未成年啊」我回，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcXU5gSc9H
「啊對齁 忘了...」他說，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCkFYUarZv
我起身 拍拍褲子 把粉塵拍掉「我要走囉」，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKA82vuKaN
「要不要我送你？」，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG77gXFJM9r
「不用啦 我想自己一個人回去」，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdfa9qtTr0
「那你自己小心點哦 到家了告訴我」，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhVydfGX0i
「嗯」我點點頭 拿起背包 往一方離開242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmFotVDOhA
直到背影完全消失在泰亨的視線中...242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5KQKIlKw4
- - ->242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJVm3SD9Xz
回到家 我直接往房間走去 並關上門，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6PP2y51ey
「善允是不是心情不太好啊？」大哥問，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0iyMpOrYbJ
「不是吧 她有難過過嗎？」善皓說，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMLODE2edT
他們倆不解地看向房那，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdesb8s0xqH
二哥的房門 微微開了...242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fkLR89k6x
-242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEp5Pwmv7I
我又趴在書桌上哭了會，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81mumbYuTv
哭累了就睡著了，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXUNedu3a1
當醒來時眼前卻多了支棒棒糖，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUA5Wffj85J
「棒棒糖妖精！？」我拿起棒棒糖驚訝的說242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBIkib9e43
-242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEjZ7sanQC
小的時候 只要我傷心、難過242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6oK0YinXte
或是哭得很嚴重 停都停不下來時，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7fKhigSOU
模糊的印象中 總是有個黑影會給我棒棒糖。242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkq5C2abr7L
長大後 看不見黑影了，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qvvhwxCLS
但棒棒糖卻沒有消失。242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9p8S0WCKg
因為一直不知道是誰給的，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeuYxq9SDiK
所以我都統稱為“棒棒糖妖精”242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldLGRXGM0X
-242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCOATEURe6
隨著年紀增長242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX9JPXHFAh6
也漸漸學會了 用勉強擠出的笑容242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbch8yFls6x
假裝著自己沒事，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLONNSiYr1
於是沒有半個人知道我受傷了，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvQoQ2XfKw
直到這次的流淚 棒棒糖又再次出現了...242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Q5mFg58Ew
看著手中的棒棒糖，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34vuDd7U5Z
這次我笑了，是真正發自內心的笑了242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6lYGmnws1
- - ->242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8kjuMBoeS
這個禮拜只要去社團練習，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWMV8xSDoC
就會看見他們在那放閃，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrl2MsDH24W
對沒錯 是社對。242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqI4x155jc
我總是撇過頭跟他人講話，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPQvvAQecT
假裝著自己毫不在意，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlvysCiOrp
其實心裡破了一個洞...242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUFZei2hMZ
- - ->242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRd7s1dsLvk
那天泰亨回去後想了很多，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1VH6PmLyd
他去敲了敲南俊工作室的房門242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmtIil1tCm
「哥，我想作曲」。242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMc7Wq48vtS
過了幾天 防彈的官推上放了泰亨的自創曲，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7n3FugxxbK
我點進去聽了，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfryYyXfJQM
心底有股暖流緩緩上升，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3ZMlT2ehe
閉上眼 靜靜地聽242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1Me70knJw
嘴角不自覺地 微微一笑242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8zPX674Ws
- - ->242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLi2EsSmktb
一轉眼就到了舞會當天，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKV3tX40uz
都已經忘了我有報名表演這回事。242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxR3n9noP3
「歡迎都善允同學帶來的雙人舞表演！」242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDadAt21wn
主詞人說道，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fpZMwziMv
我就這樣被帶上台 連服裝都毫無準備，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNn6Hi3bsD6
慌張的表情 台下悉悉簌簌的評論聲。242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡre09Ahli1h
明明是雙人舞 旁邊的位子卻是空著的，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8JHaCnI0i
原本想邀的人 如今卻和女友站在台下看著。242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfFgahmyTi
-242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkG2hmuQso3
「另一個人呢？」主持人問，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1ZU8G0xKt
「我自己跳」我說，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlalQeazLf
強迫說服自己 一個人也能跳好，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWxPYjjTth
一個人也能做得很好...242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBXxMq60Tp
-242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1inqS7Xhrw
音樂即將播下，242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZtyZ0pMIm
我看著會場中央的大門242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0i5doSIQK
有一絲光線射入......242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbehNVq4VX
-242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiGCTwlEhFr
-242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdHDMxC7YF
-待續...242Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9P7WSdcT7
