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「奇怪 怎麼過了這麼久還沒回來...」261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeSY7eSlLn
泰亨起身 也往學校那走去，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvy7WO9WQLm
在巷弄裡尋找著我的身影，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoy4SfE6xUl
到了下個路口261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3x3V12c4A
看見我一動也不動的站在原地261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYfOu9m5RZ
走近才發現 我看到的景象，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbt4Dp8LDfT
那正是我暗戀的學長261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6rOboK5Eb
和一個女孩擁抱的畫面...261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQuBbOQd2F
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泰亨大步地走向我，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdGaJHkUzi
從背後 他的右手 漸漸充滿整個視線，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pcE16f8pU
眼前一片漆黑 只剩 指縫間的隙光，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5AwafaIq0
而我 緩緩闔上了雙眼...261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZh2ncLkMI
不久 淚水沾濕了 他纖細的手指，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtqTiKwVQI
我將他的手慢慢移開261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡew3GqfFVf1
看向天空 努力想讓眼淚回流，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs85iQCCnV4
我轉身看向他「走啊 不是要吃冰」，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRqzVGKOcN
逞強地假裝好像沒事，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54y5k1icxh
但其實 眼角的淚光 泛紅的鼻子261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqEPdfPB7a
已經出賣了我...261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWu4yKzrJ3
-261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvpudakce7
我們站在冰櫃前，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpeL1qSD75
泰亨靜靜看著低頭找冰的我 不語，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHieK1u71fd
我拿起一支蘇打冰給他261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrIYLJDDM1
「給你 你的蘇打冰」，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELbzu4cUJU
他接過冰棒 但依然不語。261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3h6ELNeYJ
忽然學長從門那走了進來，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡouOD6Sklx1
泰亨見他 立刻拉了我的手 想把我拉走，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡml53ei0VPz
可我卻沒有動 反倒看向了學長261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw55LAGr39B
「學長好。」我說，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmVOYOEGiw
他看向了我「哦Hi」招了招手 便往裡面走去261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjl9xBRelPX
-261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SvzK46gyU
「共36塊。」店員說，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VF2pjUcza
我打開錢包，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFSv6GrQCw
但模糊的視線卻讓我看不清錢幣的面額，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNspUGUm2ec
翻了許久 還是找不著 該付出的零錢...261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmoR0wNXEXN
泰亨拿出卡 給向店員，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtn7exJosM
我關上錢包 慢慢 走出雜貨店...261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXi9cHx8jxT
-261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakNCTeWTV4
我坐在剛練舞的河堤邊，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdD96Es5Ubq
眼神落在前方的地板 表情冷靜得可怕，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxgFz6Acrd
臉上已經沒有哭過的痕跡。261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2f5ziV3BdH
泰亨在一旁望著我「想哭就哭吧...」，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBnwmwTYgY
而我一樣沒有動靜 像窒息了般。261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJV4MhFpR2
他也跟著看著前方261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0a1Bscv5hk
-261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyIBOOqM8h
當再次轉過來時261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVnFUvUfrB
我的眼淚已直直地落下，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ130AJmqexp
不到幾秒就開始嚎啕大哭，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIBJ1Qkf2D
哭得很大聲很大聲的那種...261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDPkYeEYLW
泰亨輕輕地拍著我的背，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVniuF52y32
感覺平時不太會安慰人...261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuyXMZVh0u
-261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKvpYvKtdj
突然我拿起手機給他看261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBH3dodh62M
屏幕裡是學長的IG頁面，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4Pzxsb24i
「他們發情侶照片了...是真的在一起了！」261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXc0uI7y5i
我又哭得更大聲了......261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6SOeOdyBu
看到我哭到不能自己，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ64umrJu5J
泰亨也只能做好陪伴角色。261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtY1rl7eeW2
直到哭累了 自己抹去眼淚，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsrx7KFdl0
吐了幾口氣 試著平緩情緒...261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZebZ72H7ZA
雖然鼻子還是酸酸的 眼淚也說掉就掉，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27U1Bg9Lls
但至少比一開始穩定了許多...261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7mQwVCMTP
-261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2eghNXkEi
「妳剛剛為什麼 不逃走啊…」泰亨問我，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGdTrl9LxH
我知道他在說 想拉走我那時，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3dxbn5IH80
「為何要逃走啊…我又沒做錯什麼」261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrz5R0GlKFH
「他從來都沒說過喜歡我」261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm48xMrUR9Y
「一切都只是自己一廂情願」261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGJJ0c55p0
「我們都沒做錯什麼」261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQdkZu4L4A
「沒有一方需要避著另一方」261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLnq6NJnBQ
「也沒有一方必須躲著另一方...」261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2SOR5GfdA
我緩緩地說著 淚又不斷不斷地掉下...261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjf8yZ1qj4T
-261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkDb44UfLh
泰亨聽著我所說的，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKoVgawjzzP
使回想起當時自己是如何面對安敏娜的...261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrV0c2wg1tm
明明誰都沒有做錯什麼，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmgGb0LzwE
但自己卻選擇了一直躲避，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡicbQrIQeEL
不斷地逃跑 就好像自己是罪人般...261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5Vw9aORnA
-261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhjKvbn0yw
我又再次哭紅了雙眼261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFJ5Smiubt
卻伸出手「屋機罵...」(不要哭...)261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrdxdFzl4I
扶著泰亨的臉頰 大拇指抹掉了他的淚珠，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSehw8mDpl
他有些嚇到 像是也不曉得自己竟然流淚了。261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjotAKBVfu
遲了七年的眼淚 在此時落下...261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHrVHt5IYX
-261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dlESb8wSz
又過了會 我們呆滯地看向前方，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZdRnKDThI
「要喝酒嗎？」泰亨問，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYaiWtYgSLq
「瘋了嗎？我還未成年啊」我回，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJA8zOwj2hI
「啊對齁 忘了...」他說，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UJUxteXzb
我起身 拍拍褲子 把粉塵拍掉「我要走囉」，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSECh7CzWu
「要不要我送你？」，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpu1E2mRV1
「不用啦 我想自己一個人回去」，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuhYt9rUI8
「那你自己小心點哦 到家了告訴我」，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWS5VKlGpsZ
「嗯」我點點頭 拿起背包 往一方離開261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjSDqqcMwo
直到背影完全消失在泰亨的視線中...261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcrBrhGJxy
- - ->261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGQnu7Hbtp
回到家 我直接往房間走去 並關上門，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbb1RU1ZBcz
「善允是不是心情不太好啊？」大哥問，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyMDIeeGnD
「不是吧 她有難過過嗎？」善皓說，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt10pTVutgA
他們倆不解地看向房那，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbLG7NiUek
二哥的房門 微微開了...261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuut4JDJSHy
-261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSQc2ZW8tx
我又趴在書桌上哭了會，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNLd3r6ljg
哭累了就睡著了，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnIEOJbuFT
當醒來時眼前卻多了支棒棒糖，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7k3Wqtgjtz
「棒棒糖妖精！？」我拿起棒棒糖驚訝的說261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHQgL67Hqt
-261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbR3I4wYZ9
小的時候 只要我傷心、難過261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1v9hlpxHc6
或是哭得很嚴重 停都停不下來時，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcR9KBByO87
模糊的印象中 總是有個黑影會給我棒棒糖。261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLiGO71eo3
長大後 看不見黑影了，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNzhoIELSU
但棒棒糖卻沒有消失。261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rNdPO264v
因為一直不知道是誰給的，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhYCQfuvYZ
所以我都統稱為“棒棒糖妖精”261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Vbc1yrZ5w
-261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlj06dxOMbJ
隨著年紀增長261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9bX0UHAC1
也漸漸學會了 用勉強擠出的笑容261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHODSkXXwA
假裝著自己沒事，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ppekaR1AD
於是沒有半個人知道我受傷了，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXHkFJSgSf
直到這次的流淚 棒棒糖又再次出現了...261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfWvopyUYX
看著手中的棒棒糖，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIIRTQZPEh
這次我笑了，是真正發自內心的笑了261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8x8FYJVeE
- - ->261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4aoyunxdoy
這個禮拜只要去社團練習，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZyQXxTm7j
就會看見他們在那放閃，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0e4XHZjMVV
對沒錯 是社對。261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqzeDBkniX
我總是撇過頭跟他人講話，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknM5oGl6Iq
假裝著自己毫不在意，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbspXCh6SQH
其實心裡破了一個洞...261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUxGOwtPIB
- - ->261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3ROd35C1H
那天泰亨回去後想了很多，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0OF1OJZiW
他去敲了敲南俊工作室的房門261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmtAlZidnt
「哥，我想作曲」。261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9wX3Y7XoX
過了幾天 防彈的官推上放了泰亨的自創曲，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjMMINe6UJ
我點進去聽了，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjP4UbJUsGo
心底有股暖流緩緩上升，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhabtVwwZE1
閉上眼 靜靜地聽261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafNwzcS93M
嘴角不自覺地 微微一笑261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fAhMfgiqs
- - ->261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJd2oNoDujj
一轉眼就到了舞會當天，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9lClvoI9O
都已經忘了我有報名表演這回事。261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXVSS6kvY6
「歡迎都善允同學帶來的雙人舞表演！」261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOIoFZ5kdI
主詞人說道，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOhTCusF3Q
我就這樣被帶上台 連服裝都毫無準備，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zlzGl8iNM
慌張的表情 台下悉悉簌簌的評論聲。261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNcM6CDRa0
明明是雙人舞 旁邊的位子卻是空著的，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtr8r3JwZj
原本想邀的人 如今卻和女友站在台下看著。261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWS5bSZ14H
-261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbd9FmYZQU
「另一個人呢？」主持人問，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡREIaGz5rlK
「我自己跳」我說，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpXsKBFt17
強迫說服自己 一個人也能跳好，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzovmOFv1LY
一個人也能做得很好...261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXYT0Fy8fO
-261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFqlz7FpEo
音樂即將播下，261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsBpeIHcSu
我看著會場中央的大門261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYbSeQRyLS
有一絲光線射入......261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYr3Oszd0F
-261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCG05u2L9X
-261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvBoZy4ret
-待續...261Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xhLC1PMDr
