1月14日,凌晨5時多。832Please respect copyright.PENANAV7sN5ofhz1
天還是黑黑的,四周的住戶,內裡都是暗暗的。832Please respect copyright.PENANACfcT0hAceC
大家都在熟睡中,832Please respect copyright.PENANAqXdxNfAIyl
而我,卻不自覺的醒來,832Please respect copyright.PENANA5qzo3Prv8I
不自覺的再次想起她。832Please respect copyright.PENANAoAEWAjEe9h
我,很想長睡下去,832Please respect copyright.PENANAo7bQPURmqX
這至少可讓我不用面對一切殘酷的事實。832Please respect copyright.PENANAlVNLNSVGpz
我的心靈,亦可得到一點安息。832Please respect copyright.PENANA9jdieqngBj
無奈我閉上雙眼,一幕幕的情景又再湧現。832Please respect copyright.PENANADrCg7VChlP
電鋸留下的傷痕,又再破裂,832Please respect copyright.PENANAMWV9WSJzvM
血水慢慢的滲出。832Please respect copyright.PENANAh8vSLZxOhY
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暗黑的天空,終於變淡為藍。832Please respect copyright.PENANAFX5j0CGcGW
我知,是時候為長洲之旅作最後的準備。832Please respect copyright.PENANAMzwe5ZnP4x
起來梳洗,832Please respect copyright.PENANApUuBCv3vGz
執拾行裝。832Please respect copyright.PENANAqpnYTrZVOF
準備與朋友集合。832Please respect copyright.PENANASzIZN65ttz
我,有小鋒這班好朋友,832Please respect copyright.PENANAaD8scPPYzS
但再老友,也無法說出這數月來的心事。832Please respect copyright.PENANAh3rO2rq54O
有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。832Please respect copyright.PENANABDo17Lk3cR
或者一切都因為我的被動,832Please respect copyright.PENANA0HDfeMbvWt
我的被動,導致我沒有很多的朋友,832Please respect copyright.PENANAtcHliwOIjg
導致我的失敗。832Please respect copyright.PENANAPN6fArCy0S
832Please respect copyright.PENANAg79VFYJKWL
若不是早已應邀,832Please respect copyright.PENANAGlfMtpPMh1
我想,我還是留在家中,832Please respect copyright.PENANAnZCTQfDDOk
白白的消磨時間。832Please respect copyright.PENANAkKqHrpuNkv
能夠外出遊玩,或許就藉這個機會,832Please respect copyright.PENANAATwgUKdKi1
散散心,忘記這數月來的事。832Please respect copyright.PENANAHzC1MWe7Rf
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事,832Please respect copyright.PENANAWOh6ZrFF8m
忘記了,對她也沒太大影響吧。832Please respect copyright.PENANAawOLqu2bff
832Please respect copyright.PENANAh0lddcE12j
我們乘坐慢船。832Please respect copyright.PENANAG1Pnxko2we
踏上船後,我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置,832Please respect copyright.PENANAtnpC4027A8
然後開展我們的「賭局」。832Please respect copyright.PENANAvDJGbMaArN
我們玩得有說有笑,832Please respect copyright.PENANAmmc4P0bjPY
而船外卻白蒙蒙一片。832Please respect copyright.PENANAqPjyAo6KMf
我內心的景象,也是如此。832Please respect copyright.PENANA9uepV3Rhxp
眼前有一班好友,卻無法在濃濃的白霧中,832Please respect copyright.PENANA4KflMzwnr1
尋得他們的燈光。832Please respect copyright.PENANAwXITbTo3aA
832Please respect copyright.PENANAfErEczsxG1
下船後,我們按著早已編排好的行程。832Please respect copyright.PENANAB5YHpVav5f
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃,832Please respect copyright.PENANABNgRdWvSej
直到中午才到沙灘坐下,832Please respect copyright.PENANAEywrilypKt
玩玩聊聊。832Please respect copyright.PENANAW6LZJjsKuq
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「欸,這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說832Please respect copyright.PENANAGYFAdcvWTC
「我們四個男人,拍什麼照,搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說832Please respect copyright.PENANA4YIYvq1VQw
「留念啊,記錄我們的長洲遊啊,拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應832Please respect copyright.PENANA2nv7PdbD0H
「好吧,好吧,就拍一拍。」832Please respect copyright.PENANASJZ5MEmLhl
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就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。832Please respect copyright.PENANAmtdQW5RRSu
這樣的一個舉動,又再想起了她。832Please respect copyright.PENANA5l58GJ8ktJ
記得,832Please respect copyright.PENANAgkFC70xznU
聖誕假期前的數天,她與不少女同學一樣,832Please respect copyright.PENANAbgSJCrMjBq
四處找朋友拍照留念。832Please respect copyright.PENANAo6XGWD0p99
我,只是一個留級的同學,832Please respect copyright.PENANAo6P9ld6J8n
又不主動認識其他人,832Please respect copyright.PENANAjPPPasHOSZ
沒有人找上,也正常不過。832Please respect copyright.PENANAydJtH3l4Bl
只是,我特別想跟她拍一張。832Please respect copyright.PENANA8i8vJk02Aq
不過,832Please respect copyright.PENANAoWrFf5mAYB
她對我已經……832Please respect copyright.PENANAfn6Q13KbrX
我早就打消念頭,但話雖如此,832Please respect copyright.PENANAYg1asZQsat
其實,832Please respect copyright.PENANAIsw3wOo3zc
心裡還是渴望著。832Please respect copyright.PENANAVlMaeOBqFc
832Please respect copyright.PENANAWSMo8neDBj
最終,都得到實現。832Please respect copyright.PENANAvOX8GPDq68
不過,832Please respect copyright.PENANAwyp5RJPws3
當時她單手指著我,然後示意出來。832Please respect copyright.PENANAfyC7jKC9mf
我不喜在她這樣的態度,832Please respect copyright.PENANAnkTzqcDXuN
不是想說她態度欠佳,832Please respect copyright.PENANAxWzGzVMilf
而是,我更加覺得,一切都可能是時候完結。832Please respect copyright.PENANAsTAUPNL6aR
832Please respect copyright.PENANAjdPzLQs2T8
眼見面前一班好友,832Please respect copyright.PENANAwnaH1sALEY
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。832Please respect copyright.PENANAhq53UWcvdf
過了好一段時間,832Please respect copyright.PENANALDSTeGPEo2
我們決定上山走一回,遊歷這個長洲。832Please respect copyright.PENANAwYvU3FmyL8
偏偏在上山的時候,832Please respect copyright.PENANAGZT4aDSPgB
我突然感到一陣納悶,832Please respect copyright.PENANAihtBLhcWu8
那刻,我在想,832Please respect copyright.PENANAvloW0X1Ilu
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?832Please respect copyright.PENANAE25brfNajO
我不知道,只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。832Please respect copyright.PENANAWr7bHOfTbJ
良久,終於下山,832Please respect copyright.PENANATCNvHn0q3H
時間來到下午五時多,832Please respect copyright.PENANAViiQHScOh3
我不適的感覺重了,832Please respect copyright.PENANANyfCgdKrPw
最終我還未來得及找洗手間,832Please respect copyright.PENANAVBykw3BgDD
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。832Please respect copyright.PENANAvaBAGKXGuU
832Please respect copyright.PENANATQYIv9HFMj
終於舒暢了,832Please respect copyright.PENANAJcwlP74Hp1
可惜,832Please respect copyright.PENANAUJYrN0vT1t
過了不足兩小時,832Please respect copyright.PENANAXh7AZTzxaD
我,又再次感到一陣納悶,832Please respect copyright.PENANA4Gl4D4pLff
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。832Please respect copyright.PENANAcKGFvndttR
再過一會兒,便吃晚飯。832Please respect copyright.PENANAlWiGYxMZz6
經過兩次嘔吐,我沒胃口吃了。832Please respect copyright.PENANAkf5o2c4jlQ
只是喝了數杯汽水,便一起回家了。832Please respect copyright.PENANAcGtecwZ7nH
832Please respect copyright.PENANAC2lEBxxYeu
「阿仁,沒事嗎?」朋友甲832Please respect copyright.PENANAOXenTK5WmX
「沒事,好多了。只是還怕再來。」832Please respect copyright.PENANAB2cQkorS9Z
「回去好好休息吧。」832Please respect copyright.PENANAi05SwLdVtQ
832Please respect copyright.PENANA5p6CcrNST7
若能由她說出這番話,就好了。832Please respect copyright.PENANA6HVxfCNsoH
我猜,這是不可能的幻想。832Please respect copyright.PENANAgB2vkuN166
我相信,要是能博得她的關心,832Please respect copyright.PENANA6TPqu79tuG
再嘔數十次,也是值得的,832Please respect copyright.PENANA0mE62KgI0a
無奈已經沒可能了。832Please respect copyright.PENANADsToE6HIwW
832Please respect copyright.PENANAcS3ND7QahH
晚上十時多,832Please respect copyright.PENANA7DGEgNWybr
終於回到家裡,832Please respect copyright.PENANAX2EP21pPd7
洗澡後,本想好好的休息,832Please respect copyright.PENANAh57mUO7fh6
但,肚子又感到陣陣不適,832Please respect copyright.PENANAxverLWSCiK
我,肚瀉了。832Please respect copyright.PENANAtDWBWrs6e0
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間,832Please respect copyright.PENANAQ8fhvG5T4D
大約十一時,我躺在床上,細想著這數天的事。832Please respect copyright.PENANAPxV8AHc4bZ
本打算藉今天散散心,832Please respect copyright.PENANAVUyDRj32cu
卻又嘔又瀉。832Please respect copyright.PENANAEhgslxzjHa
身在分岔路,卻由殘酷指引明路。832Please respect copyright.PENANAeBejBlyxUD
閉起雙眼,832Please respect copyright.PENANA6AAWByQn0r
更見黑暗,832Please respect copyright.PENANAfJC6ZvCtko
更感孤寂。832Please respect copyright.PENANAaX4h7q7qCT
我,很想很想...832Please respect copyright.PENANAZGHVYIvxIf
很想痛哭一場。832Please respect copyright.PENANAgRdM6WcAjV
瑟縮在床邊的我,流不下一點淚水。832Please respect copyright.PENANAc3dHm1C7gf
哭泣,是為釋放冤屈的方法之一,832Please respect copyright.PENANAxPJI9Ty0QU
但我卻無法哭一場。832Please respect copyright.PENANAFAOjA5Cddx
味苦,832Please respect copyright.PENANAijzQcpuznO
感覺,就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前,832Please respect copyright.PENANAubEFROJC1m
辛苦。832Please respect copyright.PENANAFNjdDLCdUy
整晚,就處於這種煎熬中,832Please respect copyright.PENANAYPkz1voEZ2
不論外與內,都是苦澀的味道,832Please respect copyright.PENANAO7xI27Z650
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。832Please respect copyright.PENANAh6RPqlkWkj
832Please respect copyright.PENANA0TcH9EN2UW
可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。832Please respect copyright.PENANADRUwhj1EPs
其實,我想不出一位。832Please respect copyright.PENANASLJDFt3cbw
其實,我身邊都沒有。832Please respect copyright.PENANASlIKFZpUXt
唯有,讓時間來減下壓力,832Please respect copyright.PENANA20LVZT4oB9
減下痛苦。832Please respect copyright.PENANAyZ2ScnqB1O
832Please respect copyright.PENANAUAekAwso3L
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人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色832Please respect copyright.PENANAxnZRVISCDs
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了832Please respect copyright.PENANA4oE6NZmmDy
你已經決定了 你已經決定了832Please respect copyright.PENANAqkQ8d0fAT4
832Please respect copyright.PENANAJ4b4U89U1q
你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著832Please respect copyright.PENANACTo9FbydoD
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了832Please respect copyright.PENANAJPoKofXwdr
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割832Please respect copyright.PENANAXg2HdgwYWb
832Please respect copyright.PENANAEJeRrI57Uy
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色832Please respect copyright.PENANA9JlEqfhtLE
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了832Please respect copyright.PENANAi08b2v5KiV
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼832Please respect copyright.PENANAWhswKKmhWN
832Please respect copyright.PENANAtqjxvsfDr1
這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了832Please respect copyright.PENANAdljwCbgRiE
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇832Please respect copyright.PENANA9sMatCiuer
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著832Please respect copyright.PENANAHiOIi46rgD
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色832Please respect copyright.PENANAVCfAKghljC
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了832Please respect copyright.PENANAjWNLhp3XI1
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼832Please respect copyright.PENANAxhnGLKu4Ee
832Please respect copyright.PENANAmn5QqSCjXx
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合832Please respect copyright.PENANA6QuhtNupjI
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河832Please respect copyright.PENANAwliYyhpCSf
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了832Please respect copyright.PENANAlYaGD1R88C
然後才後悔著832Please respect copyright.PENANAhO6HLRwgzw
832Please respect copyright.PENANAH7PT3keiTG
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色832Please respect copyright.PENANAioTcx0oiiG
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了832Please respect copyright.PENANAcRQlUy4SOw
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼832Please respect copyright.PENANAuwmJcIFr1D
832Please respect copyright.PENANAqw6MkDn6iz
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合832Please respect copyright.PENANAy9bXSSOxJ2
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河832Please respect copyright.PENANACugaTgFXZC
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了832Please respect copyright.PENANALOFAByYdDp
832Please respect copyright.PENANAuiFbKHMIIL
你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色832Please respect copyright.PENANAVBeuXH2GcY
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢832Please respect copyright.PENANAozdV2fvQVE
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻832Please respect copyright.PENANAEEaPvbUjj2
重新開始活著832Please respect copyright.PENANAzdoFNjHPKA
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《你,不是真正的快樂》832Please respect copyright.PENANAB9KMbVQHwX