1月14日,凌晨5時多。783Please respect copyright.PENANAPpbnPVHFBL
天還是黑黑的,四周的住戶,內裡都是暗暗的。783Please respect copyright.PENANAFz5jlLKpew
大家都在熟睡中,783Please respect copyright.PENANAqUvf2oQ6uy
而我,卻不自覺的醒來,783Please respect copyright.PENANAEoIjXoGq98
不自覺的再次想起她。783Please respect copyright.PENANA9valAz0SUC
我,很想長睡下去,783Please respect copyright.PENANAN4h13N6lq0
這至少可讓我不用面對一切殘酷的事實。783Please respect copyright.PENANAs672oHvZDm
我的心靈,亦可得到一點安息。783Please respect copyright.PENANAxdgRxYTThc
無奈我閉上雙眼,一幕幕的情景又再湧現。783Please respect copyright.PENANA57RFjamRh5
電鋸留下的傷痕,又再破裂,783Please respect copyright.PENANA3BLVyICXDM
血水慢慢的滲出。783Please respect copyright.PENANAlsI8eayRyv
783Please respect copyright.PENANAD0Z3abS9ED
暗黑的天空,終於變淡為藍。783Please respect copyright.PENANALBLvAZXjP4
我知,是時候為長洲之旅作最後的準備。783Please respect copyright.PENANA8c2lXltjfw
起來梳洗,783Please respect copyright.PENANAZkd1fcxKLr
執拾行裝。783Please respect copyright.PENANA20Q4q0wS7g
準備與朋友集合。783Please respect copyright.PENANACC4bW7xhdI
我,有小鋒這班好朋友,783Please respect copyright.PENANAms9XQtRMWZ
但再老友,也無法說出這數月來的心事。783Please respect copyright.PENANABgkwJYYQV9
有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。783Please respect copyright.PENANAuYMVE5Wy44
或者一切都因為我的被動,783Please respect copyright.PENANAiKRn4PJTFG
我的被動,導致我沒有很多的朋友,783Please respect copyright.PENANAaXm7WN7cCO
導致我的失敗。783Please respect copyright.PENANAFo8MYEKU3M
783Please respect copyright.PENANAfVyWIiXD3K
若不是早已應邀,783Please respect copyright.PENANAWKyB4k1Mqg
我想,我還是留在家中,783Please respect copyright.PENANA7oaeQTiVmT
白白的消磨時間。783Please respect copyright.PENANATntw9S22vx
能夠外出遊玩,或許就藉這個機會,783Please respect copyright.PENANAuAYsr7IfIq
散散心,忘記這數月來的事。783Please respect copyright.PENANAxTqMPEfRIn
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事,783Please respect copyright.PENANAsZOAQiipQe
忘記了,對她也沒太大影響吧。783Please respect copyright.PENANAklWQ22g22I
783Please respect copyright.PENANA55TyOsM8t4
我們乘坐慢船。783Please respect copyright.PENANAF3L7KIxLhI
踏上船後,我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置,783Please respect copyright.PENANAdK6cO6GoUD
然後開展我們的「賭局」。783Please respect copyright.PENANAqwNVg4oVqR
我們玩得有說有笑,783Please respect copyright.PENANAubJtzYzQYn
而船外卻白蒙蒙一片。783Please respect copyright.PENANAAEtZvnNtn5
我內心的景象,也是如此。783Please respect copyright.PENANAItRgnur6Ui
眼前有一班好友,卻無法在濃濃的白霧中,783Please respect copyright.PENANAD24rBskWpi
尋得他們的燈光。783Please respect copyright.PENANAi36BfO5aYa
783Please respect copyright.PENANAx3lnUHinYD
下船後,我們按著早已編排好的行程。783Please respect copyright.PENANAKdIqbteqJk
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃,783Please respect copyright.PENANAwMfLRiKg0l
直到中午才到沙灘坐下,783Please respect copyright.PENANA3QKG6IEqkw
玩玩聊聊。783Please respect copyright.PENANAYIuh9uGsBy
783Please respect copyright.PENANAEOGVqOFpxi
「欸,這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說783Please respect copyright.PENANAVnQNGSZIPW
「我們四個男人,拍什麼照,搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說783Please respect copyright.PENANAgelPdCpvMY
「留念啊,記錄我們的長洲遊啊,拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應783Please respect copyright.PENANAvjpJLW1GCq
「好吧,好吧,就拍一拍。」783Please respect copyright.PENANAHmOcgNdylG
783Please respect copyright.PENANAeNJizH9CnA
就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。783Please respect copyright.PENANAyBgxMr8ouK
這樣的一個舉動,又再想起了她。783Please respect copyright.PENANA6Xr4ZUC3w4
記得,783Please respect copyright.PENANAvCm1tanFPO
聖誕假期前的數天,她與不少女同學一樣,783Please respect copyright.PENANAdY1UepPGqD
四處找朋友拍照留念。783Please respect copyright.PENANAeiaIALVos1
我,只是一個留級的同學,783Please respect copyright.PENANAoopegIvotC
又不主動認識其他人,783Please respect copyright.PENANAmmyl47835m
沒有人找上,也正常不過。783Please respect copyright.PENANA1F9Q5Hswqb
只是,我特別想跟她拍一張。783Please respect copyright.PENANAOMFXVIG0N0
不過,783Please respect copyright.PENANAFdhcM4xnIJ
她對我已經……783Please respect copyright.PENANAY0h8qHGjbV
我早就打消念頭,但話雖如此,783Please respect copyright.PENANA1R11McBpvQ
其實,783Please respect copyright.PENANAdam09NfAkj
心裡還是渴望著。783Please respect copyright.PENANAro8lxs8GZA
783Please respect copyright.PENANAP5trv09SEG
最終,都得到實現。783Please respect copyright.PENANA1TQd8WRiKS
不過,783Please respect copyright.PENANAEgrRcMsbWa
當時她單手指著我,然後示意出來。783Please respect copyright.PENANAh7PzYa21lx
我不喜在她這樣的態度,783Please respect copyright.PENANA7TMcUXXfgt
不是想說她態度欠佳,783Please respect copyright.PENANAkKmEdgL7qC
而是,我更加覺得,一切都可能是時候完結。783Please respect copyright.PENANA4fCWS5AXlZ
783Please respect copyright.PENANAKotcUCXtX7
眼見面前一班好友,783Please respect copyright.PENANAFJEkzWMnmi
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。783Please respect copyright.PENANAgvppcjBVc8
過了好一段時間,783Please respect copyright.PENANAm4TkQ5ydYy
我們決定上山走一回,遊歷這個長洲。783Please respect copyright.PENANARqOZRiOlCN
偏偏在上山的時候,783Please respect copyright.PENANAQ2lVFw9toN
我突然感到一陣納悶,783Please respect copyright.PENANAcLhD1ymGWU
那刻,我在想,783Please respect copyright.PENANAhBXwkePjY0
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?783Please respect copyright.PENANADn5H05svir
我不知道,只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。783Please respect copyright.PENANARXtLhBNE87
良久,終於下山,783Please respect copyright.PENANAYU6CSosxHg
時間來到下午五時多,783Please respect copyright.PENANAYpb7Mqxhq6
我不適的感覺重了,783Please respect copyright.PENANA0AB3OfoODv
最終我還未來得及找洗手間,783Please respect copyright.PENANAnwDz6701TK
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。783Please respect copyright.PENANAJdPuajJZbr
783Please respect copyright.PENANAvb6GMSQZ13
終於舒暢了,783Please respect copyright.PENANAf9kGtlxmJz
可惜,783Please respect copyright.PENANAM8niHe67gS
過了不足兩小時,783Please respect copyright.PENANAUTytfm9ndL
我,又再次感到一陣納悶,783Please respect copyright.PENANARdkcTqbQeZ
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。783Please respect copyright.PENANAEyH27eT53Z
再過一會兒,便吃晚飯。783Please respect copyright.PENANAEe79yzfedT
經過兩次嘔吐,我沒胃口吃了。783Please respect copyright.PENANAynnXB1oWfd
只是喝了數杯汽水,便一起回家了。783Please respect copyright.PENANA0WLrDGxTdS
783Please respect copyright.PENANAexL6S3JVMU
「阿仁,沒事嗎?」朋友甲783Please respect copyright.PENANAXDTghUSRaD
「沒事,好多了。只是還怕再來。」783Please respect copyright.PENANAgeDECoiPXU
「回去好好休息吧。」783Please respect copyright.PENANAmwjGEVqhhF
783Please respect copyright.PENANA6FnrglaE7C
若能由她說出這番話,就好了。783Please respect copyright.PENANAcpvr3kVnGW
我猜,這是不可能的幻想。783Please respect copyright.PENANAcwaUXCDulE
我相信,要是能博得她的關心,783Please respect copyright.PENANAvIidtwCSk3
再嘔數十次,也是值得的,783Please respect copyright.PENANAX72FyvPWyv
無奈已經沒可能了。783Please respect copyright.PENANASMrKjAb1KO
783Please respect copyright.PENANAtZgJpCi9Dp
晚上十時多,783Please respect copyright.PENANAh4TiQcHkz4
終於回到家裡,783Please respect copyright.PENANAGiGSTdud93
洗澡後,本想好好的休息,783Please respect copyright.PENANAn9jr8Wbl5e
但,肚子又感到陣陣不適,783Please respect copyright.PENANAucun5Emp2v
我,肚瀉了。783Please respect copyright.PENANA1kb0gMyUIW
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間,783Please respect copyright.PENANAecAsbfsgLB
大約十一時,我躺在床上,細想著這數天的事。783Please respect copyright.PENANATMu0vOBkiL
本打算藉今天散散心,783Please respect copyright.PENANAYscZFZvTKR
卻又嘔又瀉。783Please respect copyright.PENANAIHpYESdzeq
身在分岔路,卻由殘酷指引明路。783Please respect copyright.PENANALp66pkxFSN
閉起雙眼,783Please respect copyright.PENANAmQE9uhRD66
更見黑暗,783Please respect copyright.PENANA8DIBUmtXv9
更感孤寂。783Please respect copyright.PENANASpLmBQ4YHx
我,很想很想...783Please respect copyright.PENANAC7UOSR1pWb
很想痛哭一場。783Please respect copyright.PENANAtgL4WDcYpx
瑟縮在床邊的我,流不下一點淚水。783Please respect copyright.PENANApcSz3UAOYX
哭泣,是為釋放冤屈的方法之一,783Please respect copyright.PENANAE2ya4JsXXu
但我卻無法哭一場。783Please respect copyright.PENANAqi7gpc0ZcD
味苦,783Please respect copyright.PENANAmqsEeYojKg
感覺,就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前,783Please respect copyright.PENANANTBX0UXrSg
辛苦。783Please respect copyright.PENANABblMrTbZFc
整晚,就處於這種煎熬中,783Please respect copyright.PENANAxROs6ev2d9
不論外與內,都是苦澀的味道,783Please respect copyright.PENANAtq1e8V3QhQ
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。783Please respect copyright.PENANAlcJ6CdenMC
783Please respect copyright.PENANAVvayyJQxc8
可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。783Please respect copyright.PENANAfGxVj67Pap
其實,我想不出一位。783Please respect copyright.PENANARtgQ8BuEVI
其實,我身邊都沒有。783Please respect copyright.PENANASSqtzqSLf2
唯有,讓時間來減下壓力,783Please respect copyright.PENANApCsSgDAERk
減下痛苦。783Please respect copyright.PENANAgguiIPY6kO
783Please respect copyright.PENANAi86ViwEnCz
783Please respect copyright.PENANAd4Fa9rVwXi
783Please respect copyright.PENANA2JWAyQHIYW
人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色783Please respect copyright.PENANAKhE7YmFlYb
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了783Please respect copyright.PENANAGbiMurCIeL
你已經決定了 你已經決定了783Please respect copyright.PENANAx7YAR5QOH2
783Please respect copyright.PENANAaxfP2OT9VX
你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著783Please respect copyright.PENANAAxZKE91lUD
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了783Please respect copyright.PENANAhZYBp6lma3
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割783Please respect copyright.PENANAVqC8UMQxfM
783Please respect copyright.PENANAzYRy57BoZQ
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色783Please respect copyright.PENANA3LNUByQmsX
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了783Please respect copyright.PENANAIW0T5JOvO5
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼783Please respect copyright.PENANAz3Vvo6Cilo
783Please respect copyright.PENANAE6GNpT9TBu
這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了783Please respect copyright.PENANAOa5rZhZttO
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇783Please respect copyright.PENANAQgMWr0l7cy
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著783Please respect copyright.PENANAezoLTTLgNy
783Please respect copyright.PENANAZyIEWK30qs
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色783Please respect copyright.PENANAcZDyziapGq
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了783Please respect copyright.PENANAc6gCrZPhS0
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼783Please respect copyright.PENANAu3QGJCeGUa
783Please respect copyright.PENANA3lQiIKoRNb
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合783Please respect copyright.PENANAWKpAzcCeos
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河783Please respect copyright.PENANAf0IgiTcYLh
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了783Please respect copyright.PENANAj3mdDEJYPZ
然後才後悔著783Please respect copyright.PENANAJVmvKqfPHt
783Please respect copyright.PENANA9o46uEc0D9
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色783Please respect copyright.PENANAR47I7Jfliw
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了783Please respect copyright.PENANAA9dLWZNNM8
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼783Please respect copyright.PENANA6pJeebFWkG
783Please respect copyright.PENANA2qyRAifitT
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合783Please respect copyright.PENANA8Xw2aa8bDr
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河783Please respect copyright.PENANAEPNSRYzgjw
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了783Please respect copyright.PENANAaOE8nUpcP3
783Please respect copyright.PENANAr5CtRlWwzT
你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色783Please respect copyright.PENANAsX4CuI6Ukc
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢783Please respect copyright.PENANAWgeWkoPFbE
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻783Please respect copyright.PENANAL97FIW6o3R
重新開始活著783Please respect copyright.PENANA3P9nECq4e6
783Please respect copyright.PENANA3E1BtJldHB
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《你,不是真正的快樂》783Please respect copyright.PENANAnoS6RpqxUa