1月14日,凌晨5時多。807Please respect copyright.PENANASxNk5yUskO
天還是黑黑的,四周的住戶,內裡都是暗暗的。807Please respect copyright.PENANAmAVCynyAuD
大家都在熟睡中,807Please respect copyright.PENANA734aNrw4zb
而我,卻不自覺的醒來,807Please respect copyright.PENANAWbDAQTGhPs
不自覺的再次想起她。807Please respect copyright.PENANAbA0GBK9rTg
我,很想長睡下去,807Please respect copyright.PENANAw3RjdzdfX8
這至少可讓我不用面對一切殘酷的事實。807Please respect copyright.PENANAT5HMN7KLjk
我的心靈,亦可得到一點安息。807Please respect copyright.PENANAhmLOUjAwhC
無奈我閉上雙眼,一幕幕的情景又再湧現。807Please respect copyright.PENANA8IzoIJzqmr
電鋸留下的傷痕,又再破裂,807Please respect copyright.PENANAktljI3CD5M
血水慢慢的滲出。807Please respect copyright.PENANAMBd2tnZFuX
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暗黑的天空,終於變淡為藍。807Please respect copyright.PENANAK2wAO06gEE
我知,是時候為長洲之旅作最後的準備。807Please respect copyright.PENANAkbsgSjypGa
起來梳洗,807Please respect copyright.PENANAGKDq4u3btk
執拾行裝。807Please respect copyright.PENANA5R95qO4794
準備與朋友集合。807Please respect copyright.PENANABDPffybx7F
我,有小鋒這班好朋友,807Please respect copyright.PENANAoae8HofyTC
但再老友,也無法說出這數月來的心事。807Please respect copyright.PENANApE4OV9aHAA
有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。807Please respect copyright.PENANAY3jVXEwiXW
或者一切都因為我的被動,807Please respect copyright.PENANADoUrezOZ7D
我的被動,導致我沒有很多的朋友,807Please respect copyright.PENANApX7jiUI1Ol
導致我的失敗。807Please respect copyright.PENANAxXCVyTtmrd
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若不是早已應邀,807Please respect copyright.PENANAqeMH4turaz
我想,我還是留在家中,807Please respect copyright.PENANAJWKttXKVxM
白白的消磨時間。807Please respect copyright.PENANAzHn4K5CShi
能夠外出遊玩,或許就藉這個機會,807Please respect copyright.PENANAtoMonX9KpJ
散散心,忘記這數月來的事。807Please respect copyright.PENANANyPhEhM0h1
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事,807Please respect copyright.PENANAzHP13SQ7jY
忘記了,對她也沒太大影響吧。807Please respect copyright.PENANAi2sTHc08Rn
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我們乘坐慢船。807Please respect copyright.PENANANrRi8FiSpm
踏上船後,我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置,807Please respect copyright.PENANAPVttJW2qkA
然後開展我們的「賭局」。807Please respect copyright.PENANAZr018aDGym
我們玩得有說有笑,807Please respect copyright.PENANAqFxZRVTQbC
而船外卻白蒙蒙一片。807Please respect copyright.PENANAbfQK2Om3Gh
我內心的景象,也是如此。807Please respect copyright.PENANAjRoU7CZpqN
眼前有一班好友,卻無法在濃濃的白霧中,807Please respect copyright.PENANAjF7kYu6un5
尋得他們的燈光。807Please respect copyright.PENANA9QioO1casn
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下船後,我們按著早已編排好的行程。807Please respect copyright.PENANAOQ9s0T5vQZ
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃,807Please respect copyright.PENANAcCKiN4Jwa9
直到中午才到沙灘坐下,807Please respect copyright.PENANAARtIfKwimH
玩玩聊聊。807Please respect copyright.PENANAlZwjvGUxSq
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「欸,這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說807Please respect copyright.PENANA9tfHjWZpv7
「我們四個男人,拍什麼照,搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說807Please respect copyright.PENANAwCuCRpst8t
「留念啊,記錄我們的長洲遊啊,拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應807Please respect copyright.PENANA8UIw6APLYm
「好吧,好吧,就拍一拍。」807Please respect copyright.PENANAvR6M1avB9j
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就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。807Please respect copyright.PENANABvFMhG5O0J
這樣的一個舉動,又再想起了她。807Please respect copyright.PENANAL2sOpZrPyC
記得,807Please respect copyright.PENANAXNlt3bxRmc
聖誕假期前的數天,她與不少女同學一樣,807Please respect copyright.PENANAd1Ozxf63EU
四處找朋友拍照留念。807Please respect copyright.PENANAJzhMEZSSzP
我,只是一個留級的同學,807Please respect copyright.PENANAcLVWXoNmDo
又不主動認識其他人,807Please respect copyright.PENANAE77q0U5sFR
沒有人找上,也正常不過。807Please respect copyright.PENANAOQ9RJ95CDd
只是,我特別想跟她拍一張。807Please respect copyright.PENANAAGYJYePK7f
不過,807Please respect copyright.PENANArbpz7nMoLp
她對我已經……807Please respect copyright.PENANASxtRw0NbB5
我早就打消念頭,但話雖如此,807Please respect copyright.PENANAWrcZRHINf0
其實,807Please respect copyright.PENANAhv9oseJQ4p
心裡還是渴望著。807Please respect copyright.PENANAWcFtb1ggHL
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最終,都得到實現。807Please respect copyright.PENANAnxZgHqukRm
不過,807Please respect copyright.PENANAJYxNIPIeom
當時她單手指著我,然後示意出來。807Please respect copyright.PENANAB5yGbUgW6j
我不喜在她這樣的態度,807Please respect copyright.PENANA0bnDc0uRtS
不是想說她態度欠佳,807Please respect copyright.PENANAHyqNL5FkoD
而是,我更加覺得,一切都可能是時候完結。807Please respect copyright.PENANA2i8bjLXPk9
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眼見面前一班好友,807Please respect copyright.PENANApotEDqdxmn
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。807Please respect copyright.PENANAW217TvPnK8
過了好一段時間,807Please respect copyright.PENANAOgfcZScWD2
我們決定上山走一回,遊歷這個長洲。807Please respect copyright.PENANAlIzQNzCkf6
偏偏在上山的時候,807Please respect copyright.PENANAAbj6tifza7
我突然感到一陣納悶,807Please respect copyright.PENANA5rqBrNqAXy
那刻,我在想,807Please respect copyright.PENANAgE3BjjhaUv
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?807Please respect copyright.PENANAP2O3UGbMtL
我不知道,只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。807Please respect copyright.PENANAzPwsPVa0nH
良久,終於下山,807Please respect copyright.PENANAFyaEZTt5wm
時間來到下午五時多,807Please respect copyright.PENANAexN0tSvovE
我不適的感覺重了,807Please respect copyright.PENANA9CCpPPDY42
最終我還未來得及找洗手間,807Please respect copyright.PENANARgyQnqakHo
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。807Please respect copyright.PENANAmADzz3pA5I
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終於舒暢了,807Please respect copyright.PENANAA3pH3nJYXB
可惜,807Please respect copyright.PENANAGuKB5oVMBK
過了不足兩小時,807Please respect copyright.PENANAlWSbsqzFyn
我,又再次感到一陣納悶,807Please respect copyright.PENANAr0JgqLYXym
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。807Please respect copyright.PENANAoTd8C8Gb9A
再過一會兒,便吃晚飯。807Please respect copyright.PENANAqvFMG4TlvQ
經過兩次嘔吐,我沒胃口吃了。807Please respect copyright.PENANA96mURZTZib
只是喝了數杯汽水,便一起回家了。807Please respect copyright.PENANAjjWbL4OJl9
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「阿仁,沒事嗎?」朋友甲807Please respect copyright.PENANA69YJ4kYaCG
「沒事,好多了。只是還怕再來。」807Please respect copyright.PENANA7BtkADe9mV
「回去好好休息吧。」807Please respect copyright.PENANAA1MqcOQQne
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若能由她說出這番話,就好了。807Please respect copyright.PENANAWwNOiPLPSl
我猜,這是不可能的幻想。807Please respect copyright.PENANA6OXvMM9ev3
我相信,要是能博得她的關心,807Please respect copyright.PENANAYXwDq35Eqd
再嘔數十次,也是值得的,807Please respect copyright.PENANAxidN4S3nqd
無奈已經沒可能了。807Please respect copyright.PENANAPOmJrkWe9a
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晚上十時多,807Please respect copyright.PENANAWYHv54mn6h
終於回到家裡,807Please respect copyright.PENANAxcIIiDywGU
洗澡後,本想好好的休息,807Please respect copyright.PENANA4wmIN4UlKj
但,肚子又感到陣陣不適,807Please respect copyright.PENANAgiqEkObw6Q
我,肚瀉了。807Please respect copyright.PENANAe2VafEpJ0i
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間,807Please respect copyright.PENANAzJZi4sJiVv
大約十一時,我躺在床上,細想著這數天的事。807Please respect copyright.PENANAwEvZ75DlQr
本打算藉今天散散心,807Please respect copyright.PENANAtv9OiuDUQP
卻又嘔又瀉。807Please respect copyright.PENANAdGuwD38ZeQ
身在分岔路,卻由殘酷指引明路。807Please respect copyright.PENANA6SKRj6oVug
閉起雙眼,807Please respect copyright.PENANAMnmLFS09cx
更見黑暗,807Please respect copyright.PENANAaQiLlI2H7j
更感孤寂。807Please respect copyright.PENANA2rC4m8Kxjb
我,很想很想...807Please respect copyright.PENANAMrqtMOuHj7
很想痛哭一場。807Please respect copyright.PENANAXets0H7s0C
瑟縮在床邊的我,流不下一點淚水。807Please respect copyright.PENANACiWiwnBt68
哭泣,是為釋放冤屈的方法之一,807Please respect copyright.PENANAZ5CmSRWLl9
但我卻無法哭一場。807Please respect copyright.PENANA8qwFWhZHcf
味苦,807Please respect copyright.PENANATQnKve6W9T
感覺,就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前,807Please respect copyright.PENANAlA6BrDZwAQ
辛苦。807Please respect copyright.PENANAA3LJYpKTAv
整晚,就處於這種煎熬中,807Please respect copyright.PENANAjRIjMQk3Sp
不論外與內,都是苦澀的味道,807Please respect copyright.PENANAgrLz4QtNie
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。807Please respect copyright.PENANAHkETWcc6CA
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可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。807Please respect copyright.PENANAm4NStZRd3b
其實,我想不出一位。807Please respect copyright.PENANA0xI9Nyh9Zk
其實,我身邊都沒有。807Please respect copyright.PENANAIfLVdcZpXg
唯有,讓時間來減下壓力,807Please respect copyright.PENANArsSDnm7YH5
減下痛苦。807Please respect copyright.PENANAPPTQbJT0gw
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人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色807Please respect copyright.PENANA1yeKXJ1ArU
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了807Please respect copyright.PENANAlZVduLkcGo
你已經決定了 你已經決定了807Please respect copyright.PENANAuAJGZLLgHc
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你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著807Please respect copyright.PENANAJTozcZiu3o
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了807Please respect copyright.PENANAGN9WOLrToN
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割807Please respect copyright.PENANABHxJQSXEho
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色807Please respect copyright.PENANAIXMwM14jkM
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了807Please respect copyright.PENANAui9rv8TZk5
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼807Please respect copyright.PENANA7Y767XG4x3
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這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了807Please respect copyright.PENANAqeU9axBnCw
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇807Please respect copyright.PENANARHKOYWomfu
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著807Please respect copyright.PENANAIUONMctKSb
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色807Please respect copyright.PENANAIq3HebThTv
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了807Please respect copyright.PENANA9FQ24xEteK
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼807Please respect copyright.PENANAkgDz5lrb18
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你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合807Please respect copyright.PENANAZnAkUMBO6L
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河807Please respect copyright.PENANAbBBsxa0bZL
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了807Please respect copyright.PENANAACNYT6oBs1
然後才後悔著807Please respect copyright.PENANApG16iNSOYb
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色807Please respect copyright.PENANAaDh8hcNHQC
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了807Please respect copyright.PENANAbRqonP2qlT
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼807Please respect copyright.PENANA27a28pxFuV
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你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合807Please respect copyright.PENANA5HmnCJzJmK
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河807Please respect copyright.PENANA6qlzUz6Ovi
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了807Please respect copyright.PENANAePZf4kd4eY
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你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色807Please respect copyright.PENANAOSGnpABOC6
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢807Please respect copyright.PENANAFv36y3pA7u
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻807Please respect copyright.PENANAxm7oIeJGjX
重新開始活著807Please respect copyright.PENANACwzHupmidM
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《你,不是真正的快樂》807Please respect copyright.PENANAFjVArLq5ys