1月14日,凌晨5時多。780Please respect copyright.PENANAXstnQ4YDq3
天還是黑黑的,四周的住戶,內裡都是暗暗的。780Please respect copyright.PENANABnn8aW48TZ
大家都在熟睡中,780Please respect copyright.PENANA2JpphxQ3Jj
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不自覺的再次想起她。780Please respect copyright.PENANApoCXe4NHtk
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這至少可讓我不用面對一切殘酷的事實。780Please respect copyright.PENANAVLIiTxx0hi
我的心靈,亦可得到一點安息。780Please respect copyright.PENANAoNxqpUVRyk
無奈我閉上雙眼,一幕幕的情景又再湧現。780Please respect copyright.PENANAkzaMCKLGas
電鋸留下的傷痕,又再破裂,780Please respect copyright.PENANAnbYkrHPYlU
血水慢慢的滲出。780Please respect copyright.PENANAXyHl7g2G9C
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暗黑的天空,終於變淡為藍。780Please respect copyright.PENANA6F6wmhCjBU
我知,是時候為長洲之旅作最後的準備。780Please respect copyright.PENANAH2zdCoOA3e
起來梳洗,780Please respect copyright.PENANArEUPHy3Umu
執拾行裝。780Please respect copyright.PENANAHdIamGNsWe
準備與朋友集合。780Please respect copyright.PENANAWxcqKYICUh
我,有小鋒這班好朋友,780Please respect copyright.PENANAXcfjNDTs19
但再老友,也無法說出這數月來的心事。780Please respect copyright.PENANAPkyAkBgczG
有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。780Please respect copyright.PENANAjdd0SWi4f9
或者一切都因為我的被動,780Please respect copyright.PENANAkpoZBNHJ1w
我的被動,導致我沒有很多的朋友,780Please respect copyright.PENANA1QnT57ICYB
導致我的失敗。780Please respect copyright.PENANAvy8MeEN7hK
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若不是早已應邀,780Please respect copyright.PENANAgKjIuQjEdG
我想,我還是留在家中,780Please respect copyright.PENANADS4oijY9r7
白白的消磨時間。780Please respect copyright.PENANAb46QmAZnIG
能夠外出遊玩,或許就藉這個機會,780Please respect copyright.PENANANQ3eCDHgRq
散散心,忘記這數月來的事。780Please respect copyright.PENANAR91VLcXSfH
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事,780Please respect copyright.PENANAU4jyp62kRF
忘記了,對她也沒太大影響吧。780Please respect copyright.PENANAsFL5Ky2kgW
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我們乘坐慢船。780Please respect copyright.PENANAT4EMo3fmTT
踏上船後,我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置,780Please respect copyright.PENANAk6I5wcVhA1
然後開展我們的「賭局」。780Please respect copyright.PENANA5hHX996Thq
我們玩得有說有笑,780Please respect copyright.PENANAMzXAi2WtDq
而船外卻白蒙蒙一片。780Please respect copyright.PENANALp7JwEcS0w
我內心的景象,也是如此。780Please respect copyright.PENANAVNxfUnd7sG
眼前有一班好友,卻無法在濃濃的白霧中,780Please respect copyright.PENANABRTj4q70d7
尋得他們的燈光。780Please respect copyright.PENANALUYUwmVo59
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下船後,我們按著早已編排好的行程。780Please respect copyright.PENANAw2VZmx70EF
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃,780Please respect copyright.PENANA8eBLPjcCgb
直到中午才到沙灘坐下,780Please respect copyright.PENANASaT5uIVf3p
玩玩聊聊。780Please respect copyright.PENANA5MTVx0cclK
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「欸,這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說780Please respect copyright.PENANAQIxey8wNGY
「我們四個男人,拍什麼照,搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說780Please respect copyright.PENANAyTYzArNoB7
「留念啊,記錄我們的長洲遊啊,拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應780Please respect copyright.PENANADu65RO2Dil
「好吧,好吧,就拍一拍。」780Please respect copyright.PENANAAl1MysMovE
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就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。780Please respect copyright.PENANAmY7ODXu9wK
這樣的一個舉動,又再想起了她。780Please respect copyright.PENANAqfP2Wn0RR5
記得,780Please respect copyright.PENANA2LGALZzA14
聖誕假期前的數天,她與不少女同學一樣,780Please respect copyright.PENANA8Mhwh6XqzX
四處找朋友拍照留念。780Please respect copyright.PENANAIW2IxblFam
我,只是一個留級的同學,780Please respect copyright.PENANA8PA6CK2e4h
又不主動認識其他人,780Please respect copyright.PENANAUE4bzd49Vr
沒有人找上,也正常不過。780Please respect copyright.PENANAcvNbZwGrIh
只是,我特別想跟她拍一張。780Please respect copyright.PENANA9GdtU3pBUs
不過,780Please respect copyright.PENANADjUK24yICR
她對我已經……780Please respect copyright.PENANAUdKfGNm39l
我早就打消念頭,但話雖如此,780Please respect copyright.PENANAKP5h4XIaQ2
其實,780Please respect copyright.PENANAxzqDxlr7y4
心裡還是渴望著。780Please respect copyright.PENANAH8ebANJvOg
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最終,都得到實現。780Please respect copyright.PENANARotlTo9jA0
不過,780Please respect copyright.PENANAxOFNlN3zEe
當時她單手指著我,然後示意出來。780Please respect copyright.PENANAI3FCB9H7RE
我不喜在她這樣的態度,780Please respect copyright.PENANAuHEYVKj9mK
不是想說她態度欠佳,780Please respect copyright.PENANAanVTbkHtJ3
而是,我更加覺得,一切都可能是時候完結。780Please respect copyright.PENANASIOxlZ5yLp
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眼見面前一班好友,780Please respect copyright.PENANAIQT0oAIHrV
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。780Please respect copyright.PENANAOuTluZwwDR
過了好一段時間,780Please respect copyright.PENANALr1Dv7KBsm
我們決定上山走一回,遊歷這個長洲。780Please respect copyright.PENANAfmQ5TxhwQd
偏偏在上山的時候,780Please respect copyright.PENANAz6W5ARy6Xu
我突然感到一陣納悶,780Please respect copyright.PENANAcwumLGuZ6L
那刻,我在想,780Please respect copyright.PENANAq24zHjnzFZ
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?780Please respect copyright.PENANAGjd8YDKOux
我不知道,只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。780Please respect copyright.PENANAiqoFiU4Yt8
良久,終於下山,780Please respect copyright.PENANAvKybNjRtNr
時間來到下午五時多,780Please respect copyright.PENANAHJyV4zMMho
我不適的感覺重了,780Please respect copyright.PENANAhXgkJnQj0s
最終我還未來得及找洗手間,780Please respect copyright.PENANAs09ip3W8J8
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。780Please respect copyright.PENANAP9dmOZViDQ
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終於舒暢了,780Please respect copyright.PENANAXLELdwjWKB
可惜,780Please respect copyright.PENANAwv3xyZdpKt
過了不足兩小時,780Please respect copyright.PENANAPTudDBCZFl
我,又再次感到一陣納悶,780Please respect copyright.PENANAsrkHXf1QPT
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。780Please respect copyright.PENANA0m3XnxPtxu
再過一會兒,便吃晚飯。780Please respect copyright.PENANATRfBla1Jxf
經過兩次嘔吐,我沒胃口吃了。780Please respect copyright.PENANAOyOI9HFfcu
只是喝了數杯汽水,便一起回家了。780Please respect copyright.PENANAgYpoCvkZaK
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「阿仁,沒事嗎?」朋友甲780Please respect copyright.PENANAxeMIrVCt9Q
「沒事,好多了。只是還怕再來。」780Please respect copyright.PENANAv6rtEBBpvA
「回去好好休息吧。」780Please respect copyright.PENANAz9gjGmUWTe
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若能由她說出這番話,就好了。780Please respect copyright.PENANAJdzlZtAMWq
我猜,這是不可能的幻想。780Please respect copyright.PENANAAk0AtS9mWB
我相信,要是能博得她的關心,780Please respect copyright.PENANAFRXmP8QaXz
再嘔數十次,也是值得的,780Please respect copyright.PENANAsovNoZMt4U
無奈已經沒可能了。780Please respect copyright.PENANAeO7HCPJmDp
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晚上十時多,780Please respect copyright.PENANAyU4eXERjP6
終於回到家裡,780Please respect copyright.PENANABkyxcoND0z
洗澡後,本想好好的休息,780Please respect copyright.PENANAgdJLi27HTQ
但,肚子又感到陣陣不適,780Please respect copyright.PENANAzlqCLNHk2I
我,肚瀉了。780Please respect copyright.PENANAqnIxznmJIn
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間,780Please respect copyright.PENANAms852aFzb9
大約十一時,我躺在床上,細想著這數天的事。780Please respect copyright.PENANAEDQm8VAzy6
本打算藉今天散散心,780Please respect copyright.PENANA8EhhkSGFFH
卻又嘔又瀉。780Please respect copyright.PENANAF3TXPIz34R
身在分岔路,卻由殘酷指引明路。780Please respect copyright.PENANAAokuyt8eYz
閉起雙眼,780Please respect copyright.PENANAxfbfudNDDL
更見黑暗,780Please respect copyright.PENANAzoBtWndWiK
更感孤寂。780Please respect copyright.PENANAG7twRO8dlQ
我,很想很想...780Please respect copyright.PENANAvr9AkJJFuW
很想痛哭一場。780Please respect copyright.PENANAJlq7VP8SmX
瑟縮在床邊的我,流不下一點淚水。780Please respect copyright.PENANA9XkwcqiyCW
哭泣,是為釋放冤屈的方法之一,780Please respect copyright.PENANAab1npFFIYP
但我卻無法哭一場。780Please respect copyright.PENANArCACuwOqf4
味苦,780Please respect copyright.PENANAO6LPsEFpFk
感覺,就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前,780Please respect copyright.PENANAhhki5od9GO
辛苦。780Please respect copyright.PENANA0siv5wM3pw
整晚,就處於這種煎熬中,780Please respect copyright.PENANAiHr0ITpoqT
不論外與內,都是苦澀的味道,780Please respect copyright.PENANA6sw8yU6ySE
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。780Please respect copyright.PENANAqET8IO07ce
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可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。780Please respect copyright.PENANApDSwMls7F2
其實,我想不出一位。780Please respect copyright.PENANAXbJo8zKLtS
其實,我身邊都沒有。780Please respect copyright.PENANATLYGzdgsKa
唯有,讓時間來減下壓力,780Please respect copyright.PENANAkgagfiA2Ir
減下痛苦。780Please respect copyright.PENANA3FRcgibPDo
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人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色780Please respect copyright.PENANAEsJiHnY7BO
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了780Please respect copyright.PENANATSzMH6gxlO
你已經決定了 你已經決定了780Please respect copyright.PENANAHVKAznbpsK
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你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著780Please respect copyright.PENANAzNmWjSVAlW
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了780Please respect copyright.PENANAxQw6JpvADY
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割780Please respect copyright.PENANAGThkrP08VP
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色780Please respect copyright.PENANA9fOKcC343Y
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了780Please respect copyright.PENANAHuKcedrHAe
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼780Please respect copyright.PENANAzYqTUSai1Q
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這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了780Please respect copyright.PENANAxhgtty8wBE
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇780Please respect copyright.PENANAaVodaz77F8
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著780Please respect copyright.PENANAbYqyYFOzNK
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色780Please respect copyright.PENANAo3fcHIRW1A
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了780Please respect copyright.PENANABzni8XvMDf
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼780Please respect copyright.PENANAPExxFgeF2J
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你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合780Please respect copyright.PENANAK7SL5vnwQO
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河780Please respect copyright.PENANAVXTql7hMos
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了780Please respect copyright.PENANAuM8Xxz6sfl
然後才後悔著780Please respect copyright.PENANANQUT3VnJM7
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色780Please respect copyright.PENANALEkfKjP9R3
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了780Please respect copyright.PENANAHJPpxX7nOX
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼780Please respect copyright.PENANAf5fp1vIQWo
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你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合780Please respect copyright.PENANAMNNZuxsDWW
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河780Please respect copyright.PENANAtA79qNUH1m
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了780Please respect copyright.PENANAuzBi0U0JTZ
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你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色780Please respect copyright.PENANA694sMIIQ3P
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢780Please respect copyright.PENANAVE3Ek9cTeA
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻780Please respect copyright.PENANAEQ9vH5DfU3
重新開始活著780Please respect copyright.PENANAXPZacEZaXj
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《你,不是真正的快樂》780Please respect copyright.PENANAlskEHJcvZf