1月14日,凌晨5時多。828Please respect copyright.PENANAO2GzXawk55
天還是黑黑的,四周的住戶,內裡都是暗暗的。828Please respect copyright.PENANAolezQyPFkd
大家都在熟睡中,828Please respect copyright.PENANAHQim0NTMCg
而我,卻不自覺的醒來,828Please respect copyright.PENANAz0Y5n1MpQx
不自覺的再次想起她。828Please respect copyright.PENANAXrdU7oxDcS
我,很想長睡下去,828Please respect copyright.PENANAzgnrVnRplt
這至少可讓我不用面對一切殘酷的事實。828Please respect copyright.PENANAF5uW76lNEA
我的心靈,亦可得到一點安息。828Please respect copyright.PENANAZuqmUefuWi
無奈我閉上雙眼,一幕幕的情景又再湧現。828Please respect copyright.PENANA36OwXzC6hh
電鋸留下的傷痕,又再破裂,828Please respect copyright.PENANA14ZXJIKACR
血水慢慢的滲出。828Please respect copyright.PENANAfy5IJcnC8L
828Please respect copyright.PENANADLH3f1WkaA
暗黑的天空,終於變淡為藍。828Please respect copyright.PENANAOq6nnbPOUx
我知,是時候為長洲之旅作最後的準備。828Please respect copyright.PENANAGNFSiYONsi
起來梳洗,828Please respect copyright.PENANAPUBQsA0W43
執拾行裝。828Please respect copyright.PENANARnOJIZl5C7
準備與朋友集合。828Please respect copyright.PENANAlEJS6AuveJ
我,有小鋒這班好朋友,828Please respect copyright.PENANAsTB3yRPSZZ
但再老友,也無法說出這數月來的心事。828Please respect copyright.PENANAbuIN17Z0t4
有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。828Please respect copyright.PENANAP7oYy86vkw
或者一切都因為我的被動,828Please respect copyright.PENANAFEKNLj8Hlf
我的被動,導致我沒有很多的朋友,828Please respect copyright.PENANAitEY43SSMb
導致我的失敗。828Please respect copyright.PENANAhRZ0ZaV8BN
828Please respect copyright.PENANAK8S9KIXfH8
若不是早已應邀,828Please respect copyright.PENANAI2HRQNj4Qv
我想,我還是留在家中,828Please respect copyright.PENANABjVRBsqJq9
白白的消磨時間。828Please respect copyright.PENANA5nmoitFRqJ
能夠外出遊玩,或許就藉這個機會,828Please respect copyright.PENANAFl5RU55VCM
散散心,忘記這數月來的事。828Please respect copyright.PENANA8qd8lSHIsJ
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事,828Please respect copyright.PENANAlAyXqH3hML
忘記了,對她也沒太大影響吧。828Please respect copyright.PENANAGyvlOksBPA
828Please respect copyright.PENANADs77YoUdX2
我們乘坐慢船。828Please respect copyright.PENANAxxQhQTQnfx
踏上船後,我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置,828Please respect copyright.PENANA2Amv895RYF
然後開展我們的「賭局」。828Please respect copyright.PENANAYSaDRahgJi
我們玩得有說有笑,828Please respect copyright.PENANA7ZTvLLITze
而船外卻白蒙蒙一片。828Please respect copyright.PENANAaPfcy2EVOP
我內心的景象,也是如此。828Please respect copyright.PENANAVzIdSD6TgO
眼前有一班好友,卻無法在濃濃的白霧中,828Please respect copyright.PENANAT9zULyAGMd
尋得他們的燈光。828Please respect copyright.PENANAkUBnD6BYN0
828Please respect copyright.PENANAPfK7KreB8X
下船後,我們按著早已編排好的行程。828Please respect copyright.PENANAggpHqclmHC
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃,828Please respect copyright.PENANAJVBCgDn8zH
直到中午才到沙灘坐下,828Please respect copyright.PENANABj78DaX5cq
玩玩聊聊。828Please respect copyright.PENANA9uLGmPIbVq
828Please respect copyright.PENANAwmW8wLitg0
「欸,這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說828Please respect copyright.PENANASRrMMpbmFi
「我們四個男人,拍什麼照,搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說828Please respect copyright.PENANA7cXO9khELI
「留念啊,記錄我們的長洲遊啊,拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應828Please respect copyright.PENANAmjBZ3aR8NU
「好吧,好吧,就拍一拍。」828Please respect copyright.PENANANVmqrlt6rb
828Please respect copyright.PENANAxd1Vf2nf0v
就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。828Please respect copyright.PENANA6YuppLsOfD
這樣的一個舉動,又再想起了她。828Please respect copyright.PENANAAxRgCADDT0
記得,828Please respect copyright.PENANA6hsDwnn8XO
聖誕假期前的數天,她與不少女同學一樣,828Please respect copyright.PENANAsHxKn16wjd
四處找朋友拍照留念。828Please respect copyright.PENANAebG7xZT8zS
我,只是一個留級的同學,828Please respect copyright.PENANAOy9DHRDDIx
又不主動認識其他人,828Please respect copyright.PENANA8bveM34veB
沒有人找上,也正常不過。828Please respect copyright.PENANAMGBXCxDRXO
只是,我特別想跟她拍一張。828Please respect copyright.PENANAnfFH8Ltp0F
不過,828Please respect copyright.PENANAR1eClUvApg
她對我已經……828Please respect copyright.PENANAQvUIRX2WTM
我早就打消念頭,但話雖如此,828Please respect copyright.PENANAEQUlMorA3O
其實,828Please respect copyright.PENANAMnOCsUH1ro
心裡還是渴望著。828Please respect copyright.PENANAPdkzN9kbjJ
828Please respect copyright.PENANAT1epQY1ajH
最終,都得到實現。828Please respect copyright.PENANAVu4fqxAqi6
不過,828Please respect copyright.PENANAilousON9G3
當時她單手指著我,然後示意出來。828Please respect copyright.PENANA6kDMOrkbNz
我不喜在她這樣的態度,828Please respect copyright.PENANAUgNcUHOccm
不是想說她態度欠佳,828Please respect copyright.PENANAenKxpvhlkw
而是,我更加覺得,一切都可能是時候完結。828Please respect copyright.PENANAaWF60A8tn3
828Please respect copyright.PENANAVIl3luduvu
眼見面前一班好友,828Please respect copyright.PENANAM2SExnUx9J
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。828Please respect copyright.PENANAEORGvqdUCA
過了好一段時間,828Please respect copyright.PENANA9Tp0jGTGQg
我們決定上山走一回,遊歷這個長洲。828Please respect copyright.PENANAswc34xn2pL
偏偏在上山的時候,828Please respect copyright.PENANAmc6TB8uTx7
我突然感到一陣納悶,828Please respect copyright.PENANA9i3wDwaKkL
那刻,我在想,828Please respect copyright.PENANAq8UJYqN43X
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?828Please respect copyright.PENANA0u8lzJoQAV
我不知道,只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。828Please respect copyright.PENANA3fqH8h36Lu
良久,終於下山,828Please respect copyright.PENANAoX1yd9Irqe
時間來到下午五時多,828Please respect copyright.PENANAQfDwlJ0MKc
我不適的感覺重了,828Please respect copyright.PENANAHWSeDqHXy3
最終我還未來得及找洗手間,828Please respect copyright.PENANA9d7ppJXk1g
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。828Please respect copyright.PENANABetbIUqVN4
828Please respect copyright.PENANA8lVdtGweS8
終於舒暢了,828Please respect copyright.PENANAuVrnAVxxfd
可惜,828Please respect copyright.PENANAZ7YwmLFrAs
過了不足兩小時,828Please respect copyright.PENANACWJ51Y7HhK
我,又再次感到一陣納悶,828Please respect copyright.PENANAOXWB60xNVa
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。828Please respect copyright.PENANAlbMS1Gb6wF
再過一會兒,便吃晚飯。828Please respect copyright.PENANAhaR90HI82u
經過兩次嘔吐,我沒胃口吃了。828Please respect copyright.PENANAiF3qG71PQp
只是喝了數杯汽水,便一起回家了。828Please respect copyright.PENANA2Y266kfY9F
828Please respect copyright.PENANAotbolBqEN3
「阿仁,沒事嗎?」朋友甲828Please respect copyright.PENANAt4RyDqU9zD
「沒事,好多了。只是還怕再來。」828Please respect copyright.PENANAdqrPpCHlqg
「回去好好休息吧。」828Please respect copyright.PENANASmMjJV0cMu
828Please respect copyright.PENANA7kTbLYBNvh
若能由她說出這番話,就好了。828Please respect copyright.PENANAflcRC0esge
我猜,這是不可能的幻想。828Please respect copyright.PENANAGNj3dViExL
我相信,要是能博得她的關心,828Please respect copyright.PENANAIhf9tMAOOL
再嘔數十次,也是值得的,828Please respect copyright.PENANABQXE8HsBgv
無奈已經沒可能了。828Please respect copyright.PENANAtFdptRnRvG
828Please respect copyright.PENANAxvMjgSd6cb
晚上十時多,828Please respect copyright.PENANAcphHgjqEq3
終於回到家裡,828Please respect copyright.PENANAMVXZ31YHhF
洗澡後,本想好好的休息,828Please respect copyright.PENANAtiXj5ttd6O
但,肚子又感到陣陣不適,828Please respect copyright.PENANACksBpnhqtI
我,肚瀉了。828Please respect copyright.PENANAKpl0JWnMel
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間,828Please respect copyright.PENANA4Zu3djmxAo
大約十一時,我躺在床上,細想著這數天的事。828Please respect copyright.PENANAHxeuvZkcZE
本打算藉今天散散心,828Please respect copyright.PENANAEBOL7UAFNp
卻又嘔又瀉。828Please respect copyright.PENANAtkiRQQscvA
身在分岔路,卻由殘酷指引明路。828Please respect copyright.PENANAlK8pSwgS7P
閉起雙眼,828Please respect copyright.PENANATa7uN6yI3N
更見黑暗,828Please respect copyright.PENANAie1YWtsjJE
更感孤寂。828Please respect copyright.PENANAwQFLd4IkV7
我,很想很想...828Please respect copyright.PENANAxpXdv2562P
很想痛哭一場。828Please respect copyright.PENANASVqJcugOFH
瑟縮在床邊的我,流不下一點淚水。828Please respect copyright.PENANAe51AA6pP4g
哭泣,是為釋放冤屈的方法之一,828Please respect copyright.PENANAqEE4dUd1EB
但我卻無法哭一場。828Please respect copyright.PENANAN90mLsSQjq
味苦,828Please respect copyright.PENANAoOaz0aFlYU
感覺,就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前,828Please respect copyright.PENANA7QUB9TJvYo
辛苦。828Please respect copyright.PENANA1Hvk3lbXgc
整晚,就處於這種煎熬中,828Please respect copyright.PENANARXoU1M3tAS
不論外與內,都是苦澀的味道,828Please respect copyright.PENANAXJTWLUDM24
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。828Please respect copyright.PENANAV0uwBGNNDw
828Please respect copyright.PENANAhrmWeO1cYY
可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。828Please respect copyright.PENANAm3DVirXopp
其實,我想不出一位。828Please respect copyright.PENANAtgofQwQ171
其實,我身邊都沒有。828Please respect copyright.PENANA03LwyLoIAK
唯有,讓時間來減下壓力,828Please respect copyright.PENANARKGcFWbUyA
減下痛苦。828Please respect copyright.PENANATPeG1H7yP9
828Please respect copyright.PENANAvYBHPx1Fok
828Please respect copyright.PENANABlDgE36jaH
828Please respect copyright.PENANANF6IVZZlXf
人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色828Please respect copyright.PENANAbnD5wFBXzx
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了828Please respect copyright.PENANA7X4NrmvR6G
你已經決定了 你已經決定了828Please respect copyright.PENANAU23ShEHzST
828Please respect copyright.PENANA9rlrusJZ8W
你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著828Please respect copyright.PENANAFr17tfN9Ul
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了828Please respect copyright.PENANAGP2TcX84xN
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割828Please respect copyright.PENANAqSpM0WdCPp
828Please respect copyright.PENANATZElvfgSka
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色828Please respect copyright.PENANAlN5MaIQhnc
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了828Please respect copyright.PENANAz5pAi6jTia
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼828Please respect copyright.PENANAHb76mlkp5T
828Please respect copyright.PENANAWHdnl44FlK
這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了828Please respect copyright.PENANAMPcRrxOwAM
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇828Please respect copyright.PENANAMJvhrpuohp
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著828Please respect copyright.PENANAdNBjJt5m6m
828Please respect copyright.PENANAcuDCC4Q3yF
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色828Please respect copyright.PENANA7CAP6gtPyn
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了828Please respect copyright.PENANADH2enh3t22
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼828Please respect copyright.PENANA5FwbTQMRuh
828Please respect copyright.PENANAiu8jyOg6xP
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合828Please respect copyright.PENANAEoFzEBVfuC
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河828Please respect copyright.PENANAUn1CiepYDS
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了828Please respect copyright.PENANA1394GS5I0E
然後才後悔著828Please respect copyright.PENANAufWAfCdyxa
828Please respect copyright.PENANASzA54PMRHO
你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色828Please respect copyright.PENANAsB7kfb53or
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了828Please respect copyright.PENANAe2lxLKyKPZ
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼828Please respect copyright.PENANAIoGHIfnzGw
828Please respect copyright.PENANA5elmPeZOjX
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合828Please respect copyright.PENANAnwq3D6uN5g
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河828Please respect copyright.PENANAspeeygXJX3
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了828Please respect copyright.PENANARQgytS9zh6
828Please respect copyright.PENANAdaNATj3Cld
你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色828Please respect copyright.PENANAWB10qPHuOe
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢828Please respect copyright.PENANAwmeEajrChU
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻828Please respect copyright.PENANAFbc844TdNZ
重新開始活著828Please respect copyright.PENANAAQUmlcrXw1
828Please respect copyright.PENANAvwqYrFqz1P
828Please respect copyright.PENANALEoebRVoFA
828Please respect copyright.PENANAEB0zuOFBHX
《你,不是真正的快樂》828Please respect copyright.PENANAmVzA5SXh1a