蔡予軒比何澄佑晚一個星期回去,享受完一個人的時光後,帶著戰利品到咖啡廳。從外看上去沒什麼改變,老宅仍然是老宅,這也是他們看中它的原因,內部都弄得差不多,姚可穎興高采烈拍了幾張成品照片傳給她,卻又不准她去監看過程。321Please respect copyright.PENANAUSrhKP7Geu
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回到過去,淺顯易懂的名字,是當初她想得眾多名字中的一個,最後選擇的人交給任子清,決定完之後,蔡予軒窺見他神情中的複雜,那是她認識他以來不敢細問的。321Please respect copyright.PENANAX62TfFb5zp
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「可穎、子清哥、如珍姐。」她打開大門,見到三人正在做最後的準備。321Please respect copyright.PENANAKzX4RSdW7Y
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「來了啊,怎麼帶這麼多東西?」任子清率先上前接過提袋。321Please respect copyright.PENANAE66WqM79lb
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「這是送給你們的。」將禮物一一遞給他們,姚可穎開心的拆開早就想要的公仔,連忙上前抱住她:「果然是我的好朋友,最愛妳了。」321Please respect copyright.PENANAlU3sD4kxbh
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「離我遠一點啦!」321Please respect copyright.PENANABaPaZvZ7Mi
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環顧店面氣氛,實在不敢相信這間咖啡廳是她和姚可穎一同策畫的,牆上掛了幾幅她拍的照片,恍然想起今天的目的:「明天有個人會來,想介紹給你們認識。」321Please respect copyright.PENANA6eFF7QiuYT
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「誰?男朋友?」姚可穎邊擺弄公仔邊漫不經心的問。321Please respect copyright.PENANABk8FG3DuGE
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「……對。」321Please respect copyright.PENANA6iHyFATpFq
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「什麼?」姚可穎停下動作,瞪大雙眼幾秒,假裝擦眼淚哭訴:「才去一趟日本就成為別人的,姐姐我好傷心啊。」321Please respect copyright.PENANAWAZlveQ9jT
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「姚可穎,妳也大我一歲而已。」321Please respect copyright.PENANAKYmYKubmjL
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「大妳一歲確實是姐姐,畢竟大、一、歲呢。」321Please respect copyright.PENANAIIsPLHqKJ2
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「妳再說,禮物還來。」321Please respect copyright.PENANA1ma7VzGQKp
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「欸,這可不行,送出去的禮物哪有要回去的道理。」321Please respect copyright.PENANAYNWGwHw4UK
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「好了好了,妳們別吵了。」林如珍無奈上前握住蔡予軒的手,說:「這禮拜好好熟悉一下,先跟我來。」321Please respect copyright.PENANAill0cgf8KK
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她有些不知所措,畢竟跟林如珍並不那麼熟悉,但她確實很感謝在任子清毫不猶豫加入她們的時候,林如珍能站在與丈夫同一陣線支持。兩人來到休息室,她立即複習餐點作法與注意事項,如果能忽略身旁一直注視她的眼神。321Please respect copyright.PENANAwJttq4Iosz
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「如珍姐,妳是不是有話要說?」321Please respect copyright.PENANA09PPA933TI
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林如珍愣了一下,帶著歉意笑道:「妳知道子清的故事嗎?」321Please respect copyright.PENANAmcKNokaXbD
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「不知道。」321Please respect copyright.PENANAteTrwcpvJD
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「都不好奇他為什麼對妳們這麼好?也不好奇剛開始他對妳為什麼忽冷忽熱的嗎?」林如珍眼帶笑意,雙手撐著下巴。321Please respect copyright.PENANAXkiEvnd1bL
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蔡予軒想起剛認識任子清時,那雙深邃的眼眸時常如同深淵,有悲傷、有痛苦,就是沒欣喜,偶爾聊天會認為他們很親密,但隔天見面,他又拉開兩人之間的距離,因此她認為是什麼地方讓他回想起痛苦的記憶,自覺得不再靠近,當她主動離開時,反而是任子清會露出不解的模樣再次闖入她的世界。321Please respect copyright.PENANA9lMB07hQrd
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直到林如珍當她的面對任子清發怒,一字一句是她聽不懂的過去,默默離開夫妻間的戰火,自從那次,他好像也想通了,雙眼少了難以解釋的深沉,不再遠離,真心對她好、寵她,把她當親妹妹般照顧。321Please respect copyright.PENANAWbLGe1LACn
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「真像啊,也難怪子清會從妳身上看到她的影子。」林如珍感嘆著,她不確定自己是否該問下去,只能低頭不語。321Please respect copyright.PENANA70xafCBL5E
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敲門聲傳來,任子清打開門,意會到休息室的狀況,抿起唇:「如珍,我來跟予軒說吧。」321Please respect copyright.PENANA6W6T8VXjFy
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林如珍拍拍她的肩膀,起身離去,怕接下來有人打擾,任子清鎖上門,拉開椅子坐在蔡予軒旁邊,兩人迎來難得的靜默。321Please respect copyright.PENANArWDUk4rDbH
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良久,任子清將手機上的照片展示給她看:「妳很像她。」321Please respect copyright.PENANAtNQU2ATBG9
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照片上晴空萬里,一名穿著制服的女孩,似乎有微風輕拂過長髮,她伸出左手將髮絲勾到耳後,嘴角揚起淡淡的弧度,似乎是在學校頂樓,她倚在身後的欄杆,女孩的眼裡有愛意及蔡予軒熟悉的混沌。321Please respect copyright.PENANAbymyZhaniO
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「她是?」321Please respect copyright.PENANAXpAkSUBeYO
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「前女友,我這一生無法忘懷的人。」任子清的聲音低啞,感覺得到他在壓抑即將湧出的情緒。321Please respect copyright.PENANAJm5cBTOnU6
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她對答案不太意外,倒是他們夫妻都提到的事,不禁皺起眉頭:「你跟如珍姐說我跟她很像,但我並不覺得。」321Please respect copyright.PENANA0slVLHswCY
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「不是說外表,啊,雖然也有一點,但真正像的大概是妳們的處事態度吧。」321Please respect copyright.PENANATDdJEBkkP8
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「什麼意思?」321Please respect copyright.PENANA7yxr8l9t0e
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他沒有回答,反問道:「其實我一直想問妳,但怕妳不願意說,畢竟是很隱私的事。」321Please respect copyright.PENANAm2AwapcKqI
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「……什麼問題?」321Please respect copyright.PENANAUkLwqGtHFp
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「妳有憂鬱症,是嗎?曾想過要離開這世界的那種程度。」321Please respect copyright.PENANAalGvtDysc5
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她驚愕的看著面前的人,他眼裡有心疼,垂下眼眸,鼓足勇氣才點點頭。任子清伸出手,揉揉她的頭不語,如果這時她抬頭,肯定能看到他眼底多出的傷痛及悔恨,但更多的是對蔡予軒這個人的寵溺。321Please respect copyright.PENANA3eO4JvVyIn
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「當我第一眼看到妳,就知道妳跟她一樣,儘管能正常生活、交流,但靈魂早被困在深處,不是誰都有資格拯救妳們。」他平穩的說出事實:「三年前,我救不了她,她選擇用生命控訴這世界,看到妳,不自覺想起她,但我知道我沒能力,我怕重蹈覆轍,不敢靠近妳。」321Please respect copyright.PENANA7r58ysKbTI
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把以前到現在的話串起來,她大概明白任子清的故事,再加上他的敘述,徹底搞清楚曾經他的態度是怎麼回事。三年前,照片上的女孩自殺了,他們從高中交往,直到出社會,原以為能共組家庭直到永遠,但兩人經歷爭吵、和平分手、朋友般的重逢,任子清慶幸他們還能當朋友,可是沒想到那次的重逢不過是女孩安排的最後一次,再接到女孩的消息便是葬禮了。321Please respect copyright.PENANA8A8JlfRqGj
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他們分手後,任子清與林如珍再次相遇、交往,女孩離世後,林如珍仍然陪伴他,去年他們結婚,而女孩的記憶在看到蔡予軒後,再次被喚醒。每次見到她,任子清都覺得是女孩在怪他,怪他沒有好好陪伴她、怪他沒有好好愛她,對於女孩的所有感情移駕到她身上,好險那次林如珍罵醒他,才沒有繼續逃避。321Please respect copyright.PENANACcm2qiBjaY
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「子清哥,我是蔡予軒,不是你的前女友,我不會是她,我只是我。」321Please respect copyright.PENANAhtNt7tmYc9
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任子清微愣幾秒,勾起嘴角:「嗯,我知道,妳可是我的寶貝妹妹。」321Please respect copyright.PENANAIpq0lIsskt
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「現在我有在吃藥控制,情況不會太糟,子清哥別擔心。」321Please respect copyright.PENANArr74pS84LM
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「跟男朋友說過了嗎?」321Please respect copyright.PENANA6nXFEVHCXp
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她抿抿唇,長嘆一口氣:「沒有,這種事我不知道怎麼說,原本想要在交往前坦白,但在一起後,很難開口。」321Please respect copyright.PENANAZASggx5tVj
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「總有一天他得知道。」任子清瞇起眼睛思考了一會兒,說:「下次回診我陪妳去吧。」321Please respect copyright.PENANAN59QOVTPp0
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「欸?」321Please respect copyright.PENANAcz2zJk8XNW
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「至少讓我知道情況,現在妳的關係人不是都寫我嗎?」321Please respect copyright.PENANA8pXo180GOR
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「是沒錯啦。」321Please respect copyright.PENANAkO65x2HQAi
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「這也是我想問的事。」他煩躁的搔搔頭,說:「妳爸媽呢?」321Please respect copyright.PENANACuiRKGkuxd
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「啊,我爸媽早就離婚了,我爸他們那邊沒聯絡了,我媽再嫁,有新的家庭,不方便什麼事都要聯絡她。」說到這問題,蔡予軒若無其事的回答。321Please respect copyright.PENANAcvSakBsGMj
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任子清不著痕跡的皺了皺眉頭,她眼裡毫無波瀾,對家人問題完全沒有隱瞞的意思,但他知道不太對勁,事實絕對沒有那麼輕鬆,一個孩子是回答多少次、受了多少傷才能冷靜的面對。321Please respect copyright.PENANADEisLdzJ5j
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「予軒,妳只要記得,我們都在這,所以遇到什麼事儘管回頭,我會在的。」321Please respect copyright.PENANAcsIclXMYWj
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最後,蔡予軒在朦朧的意識裡聽到任子清低沉的嗓音,篤定的對她這麼說。321Please respect copyright.PENANAx7BtZNSrLu