花語：遇見幸福
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我戀愛了，卻是單方面。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNG7FKgkey
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以一欄之隔，我倆各站一側。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmj9B3PWEJ
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喜歡，最喜歡他。不過，我不會讓他知道，因為他心中存在另一個女孩子……603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxGCrnVAuv
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「對了，妳記不記得我之前提過的那名女孩？」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9dSTaWN2P
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「呀，唔……」又來了！幹什麼總在我面前提起別的女生啊！603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgm3nqq6yBQ
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儘管是如此想著，但我不願惹他不高興，所以還勉強擠出笑容，反正裝笑是我的專長。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82RAyccULI
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不知他有否留意到我的變化，他將視線從我身上移開，看著化作橘色的天際，出神地憶述自己的過去。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEMlMeovJt
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其實我已經聽過好幾次了！603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJWw6uIWOJ
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不就是說起他小時候，因某些事入住醫院，偶爾遇見一名奇怪的女孩。她和我一樣總抱著玩具熊自言自語，之後他卻發現玩具熊會自己動之類。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCz1Q2n8BXs
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實在太超現實啦！603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEKsmSPIuL
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……我不太相信，可是又不覺他在說謊。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsccDMxe6O
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真矛盾。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsDcl5RdWm
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聽著他繼續訴說自己的回憶，同時我亦回想與他結識之前——603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXAbBl1Jqh
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家境富裕，生活無憂。自小我想要的玩具，想吃的點心，都能夠輕易到手。加上品學兼優，深得老師和同學的喜愛。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Hm9dLEVVM
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很完美的人生吧？603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1BEfz5wtt
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幸福，幸福得無可救藥。再說自己不幸福，必定會受到報應。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SKCcT3d3C
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不過這個重男輕女的社會中，身為女孩子的我步步驚心。身處在望族中，作為獨生女，父母將無數的要求加於我身，而我也盡力回應他們的期望。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFULjFo6bB
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「呵呵呵呵呵……」我抱著玩具熊，瑟縮在睡房的一角，斷續地笑起來。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlsPDQ9RYQ
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錯了。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfsCzTKgcJ
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完全錯了。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaUrt1YiPa
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他們只是為了讓我的「價值」提高，等「買家」選中我而已！603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvr2HLIQgID
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如此的世界，真的是幸福嗎？603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5JVVgzXl3
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淡雅的花香隨風飄進，我望向置於窗台的花朵，花瓣在月光下，有種淒美的感覺。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAvei56BHj
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我茫然地拿起針筒注射，抑制在心底的痛苦消失不見了。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdIKFLrPCF
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啊啊，很開心呢，真的很、很開心。失去平衡感，我重重地倒在地上，但一點也不覺得絲毫的痛楚。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjq0zY5oho
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會死掉嗎？603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGtPJeFg4T
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沒所謂。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIeevpAK0Ij
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活著有什麼意思呢？書本不曾告訴我真正的答案。要如何做才是正確呢？大家都討厭自己……603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCUFpyhqC5
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吶，爸爸、媽媽。為何要我誕生在這世界？603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUakcQVeCR1
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獨自一人的房間內，即使說話，也沒法得到任何人的回應。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEGs7SCMtg
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十指可數算的共處時光，冷冰冰的房屋中彷彿沒有人存在。踏在雙親希望的道路上，我覺得自己根本什麼都不是。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0yBFVQHt0o
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成績優秀、品學兼優又如何？603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeK2BO69PJL
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兩手是空空如也。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHE0LUbGXc
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還是孩童時，我曾保有那可笑的天真。相信只要更努力，爸媽就會回頭看看自己。但是，錯了……603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtL40cslTyK
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現實根本什麼也沒有改變。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXsA3mb6O2
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說不到兩句就轉身接電話，就抽身離開聊起公事的母親，還有兩、三個月都不回家的父親。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgd0FKIW563
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二人合力把我關在這個的「牢獄」中，成為玩賞的鳥兒，喜歡時就將我帶出去炫耀，不喜歡時就對我視若無睹。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbD3tmStEVR
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如此的「我」，真的存在嗎？603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFfnqGGkgg
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不要譏笑用藥物去逃避，亦別以為我真的愚昧不知其禍害。正因為知道，我才這麼做！603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpyjz7P4G3
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倒在地上的我，與玩具熊對視。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBCT2kUjHV
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假如……603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhATvaOSYjx
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假如有來生的話，我希望不再生成人類。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3KzSXadB7
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意識漸漸模糊，眼內的腥紅變黑。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERmMRv7MBj
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來，將我也融入暗暗中……603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgzfC68tJj6
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當再次醒來時，我已躺在過於雪白的床舖上。身邊圍著不少看似待我熱心的醫護人員，堆砌無數「溫暖」的言詞，實質是正看珍貴的實驗動物。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcaAVqMgUB
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待在那設施不知多久，千辛萬苦才戒除毒癮。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAqMeygclx
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這些日子爸媽都沒有來看看我，連責怪也沒有。唯獨知道一件事，是他們努力地將我犯下的事隱瞞。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLWo6K2E8p
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呵呵呵，他們不想「商品」成為一文不值的垃圾。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTIWka4xwpm
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再次被送回「家」中，周遭依舊靜悄悄一片，連半點人息也沒有。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuu1cvGqN0V
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我真的活著嗎？603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbBuvQmdEw
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幸福，為何這麼遙遠……603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4GZf0fFEy
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將窗台已枯萎的花朵掉到垃圾桶內，我扭開電視機抱住玩具熊倒在床上，盯著那發亮的畫面。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BYj2cSSJv
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天災、人禍在眼前上演，報導政局動盪的種種，經濟危機的變化，所有都和我無關。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4sVUc0MEfh
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額頭痛楚的刺激與神經的頓感下，我的意識越來越模糊。彷彿仍在惡夢的迷宮中，我找不到出去的路。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50KNDi6WGy
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很可怕。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2DXmzFT4i
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那天我作了一個小小的夢。如燭光的幻影，我見到自己和家人圍在一張小小的桌前，快樂地吃著粗糙的食物，卻真正地感到飽足……603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1Ph0BbElo
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遺憾是，夢始終是夢，亦如燭火那般一下子就幻滅。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJtMVlqjUf
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金橘色的夕光灑落，我頭上纏著層層繃帶，在綻滿花朵的庭園中，抱住玩具熊來回踱步。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfW1UAa4iB
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灰白的牆壁依舊冰冷，在這個高級住宅區，周遭都靜悄悄的。我掛著詭異的微笑，與玩具熊「聊天」。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMT9BZfjm8
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雖不至於像死城般陰森，卻少了陽光的暖意，比其他地方更要冷冰冰。過多的花朵綻放，香味濃烈得叫人醉醺醺。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0nFN8l1co
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我把臉趨到玩具熊的頭上，依偎般磨蹭，尋求一絲暖意。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRxOeZtTAm
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「妳怎麼了？」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DhUJi5yaR
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一把陌生的男聲傳入耳內，叫沉醉於自己世界中的我嚇了一跳，即時把臉轉過去，我倆的視線就此對上。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFQ7hgXPsZ
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「看起來很痛……」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BubbAeFeg
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我反射性地用力搖搖頭，眼睛卻無法從外面的少年身上移開。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacCFrWzUos
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「來，打起精神吧！」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlBjsqPOj7
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他，就是現在坐在我身旁的這位。當時他送上一抹笑容，是我有生以來第一次感受到，具有暖意的笑容。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsO3hOJJIAH
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圍柵的阻隔，我們明明身處很近的地方，卻又是那麼的遙遠。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWCQC9gAT0
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那個時候我沒有回應他，應該是連擠出何種表情也不知道。平時我最擅長的微笑呢？平時我最擅長的克制呢？603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnRiV2giyy
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到了哪兒去？603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHa3TORALO0
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微溫的液體從抽搐的眼皮下冒出，一點一點地循著我的臉滑下，同時更多滲入繃帶中，濕漉漉的叫人難受。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYQATGE8Hn
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少年走到圍柵前，雖然無法越過，但他依然站在最接近我的位置，如同舞會邀請舞伴般伸出手。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZhRtTEy9t
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一般人遇到這麼的情況，只會覺莫名其妙，不然就開始認定對方是騙子之類。然而當時我的腦海中，沒有對他有絲毫懷疑。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHS78XFG6Q
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呵呵呵，我真是天真得可怕。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiYP8K5rkX
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明明看盡社會權貴的醜惡，卻相信這位的陌生人。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLn8z5dFzBo
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為什麼呢？603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckrHu8csUg
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可能就是這個笑容，讓我感到非常純粹。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlkWPlcFqJ
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即使是否謊言，我依然想作個短暫的美夢。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LpJYgQ25s
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我拖著僵硬的腳步走到他面前，自身的心跳聲清晰可聞。直至走到圍欄前，我才真正地看清楚他的面容。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9MZvR5SXp
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嗯……603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRmfnbvGEd
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沒什麼特別之處，身高和我差不多，整體看來滿普通……是即使擦身而過，也不會去多加留意的那類人。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQiMKBPXpb
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唯獨他的笑容在我眼內，是多麼的耀眼。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3UeFwvdW2V
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他伸出的那手，輕輕地為我拭去淚水。然，被微熱的指尖觸及，卻更叫我想要落淚。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJJPKnqCFI
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那天，我在這位陌生人面前放聲大哭。他不知所措地說了很多話，可惜我都沒有聽入耳。只知道一直藏在心中的痛苦湧出來，一發不可收拾。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2TIiRB3xa
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接下來是如何結束，我已經忘光光了。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Iqn7SgDaB
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不過從那之後，他每天風雨不改來此探望我。告訴我很多新鮮又微妙的瑣事，反觀我成為聆聽者，偶爾有問過他的事，卻不曾對他提起我的事。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7RcH8G94M5
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從他的話中得知，他是於我入院戒毒療傷時路經此地，被滿園的花香所吸引。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3nlWiMmUt
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後來又在庭園見到我幾次，而我總是抱著玩具熊在散步，令他憶及亡者，思及自身的無力與後悔，所以他才忍不住和我說話。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9Ud5dQXzz
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡspDfOzkGIq
少年沒有多問我的事，也許是不在意，也許是等我說出口。我們維持一牆之隔一段時間，我對有他存在的外面的憧憬越來越強。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvocXo3JFnv
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYTO6H5v9C
「吶，外面還有什麼的？」靠著鐵柵，我仰望天空問著坐在外面的他。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUO96Uvu44
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPcRRaT4rt
「有很多東西。」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70KOPFBYW4
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZwsN7a767
「即是有什麼嘛？」我扭轉上半身，趴在圍欄下的混凝土矮牆上，窺看他的側臉。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FGmtvkrWf
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8Opwb9B9B
沒料到他正巧往我的方向瞧，使我嚇得立刻縮身，不好意思地抱著頭，將臉湊到玩具熊身上。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtrzQvHu2h
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HX6YWfWhU
沉默良久，他打破了悶局，再次開腔說話。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yvn6hS06F
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWhu8ouQMl
「這個世界中，好的壞的、美的醜的、對的錯的都存在在一起。」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pHmt0pjfL
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqJL4ulpAm
「……我不明白。」背對著他，我突然不想被看見。回想自身孤單一人的過去，為著不懂宣洩的情感、為著想逃避痛苦而沉淪毒海。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7Y1KNnLEB
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwVkYlFRPn
「不明白，就親自去感受吧。」他淡然地吐言，完全不像平時的悠閒語調，帶有些微嚴肅感。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2JMfDIV13x
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RQy5sYYFI
微微偏側著頭，我瞄向外面的他。他正背對著我坐下，正因這不高又不矮的柵欄阻隔，我根本無法去看清楚。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fMNSCaVML
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCU3QJ0GOH
我咬緊牙關，幹出連自己也不可置信的事——不顧儀態地攀上欄柵。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡleTjS4XV5Y
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNPmbUae3X
「接著我！」別於往常的陰柔之聲，我高聲地叫了出來。同時心底累存的悶氣，盡數吐出來。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNViygAU2L
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPzpacYRJc
見我一躍而下，嚇得他目瞪口呆，真的站起來張開雙手。呃、但我也不怎輕，結果一起撞倒在地上。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqcxiU9lkA
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNB3a5O9Uq
這是我第一次自己作出決定。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqFAII0Xie
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSJI3mx7s9
由於他充當軟墊，我沒有跌傷什麼地方。我倆相對而笑，我翻過身直接坐在略為骯髒的油柏路。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQK8zqDz5HY
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYREq8RjdgR
仰望灰藍色的天空，一點也不漂亮，但我覺很美、很美。在牆內的天空和這裡的明明是一樣，可是我就是覺得不同。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR5ZCeKDTUg
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQZ06Br9zI
是一種類似自由的舒泰，同時亦是在未知空間產生的不安感。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUx9aMFRnN
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBB1l5m5HQo
啊，對了！我將柵內的玩具熊勾出，如常地抱在胸前。如此一來，就好像平時那般吧？603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOzm5wyTqC
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgNQUalSye
嗚——603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4zlyEmTxwY
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2K53bsh8o
警報倏然響起，刺耳得叫我心頭一緊，腦海一片空白。這時他一把拉住我的手，帶著我死命向某個方向奔跑。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9hIuYaSOU
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8bRp1xi3h
開始時我有點不知所措，然越是跑下去我就越興奮，沒半點疲累。不知不覺間，我們就跑到市區去。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxSnViHTN4
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDGDaQLasj
「妳還真是……」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXIeL1tNtE
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOwLFULgUW
好不容易才停下腳步，他對我露出一抹苦笑。少了欄柵的阻隔，我真正地面對他。縱然他是每天也接觸的人，但這般靠近我真的習慣不來。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqKisxqfke
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBe7NpDmPSv
用力地抱住玩具熊，將它夾在我和他之間，只是我倆的手依然沒有鬆開。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2BShfetJo
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzvTYjHiVX
「有想去的地方嗎？」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTvv0idWiu
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyiRA7R7yI
「唔，有點餓……去吃東西吧！」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNqV90T2Ae
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHiL1vmjff
「沒問題。」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjqIoY5kdp
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAuThUWqKhp
穿過大街小巷，我們吃盡街頭的小食。他還買了個有我生日日期的鑰匙扣送給我。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3A4fE0wlr
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSrOXZJBuR
來到滿是人的海邊，我們挑了某樹蔭下並肩坐下，眺望在夕光下光光發亮的大海，連平日吱吱喳喳的鳥鳴，也變得如同夜鶯的歌聲美妙。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpalaLCq8B
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUwSlV0AGe
凝視他亮眼的笑臉，儘管不是帥哥俊男，但我仍覺他最棒了！603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUNtBQK4nL
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEMH9StXk8
「喂！」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5T0Bb9QJr
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEeeFtYxQT
正當我想得出神之際，他的臉就在眼前放大。此般突如其來，使我反射地略略往後仰，但在下秒即浮現些微的期待。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ffqsl8BMs
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJODfWlyjjc
可惜他凝視我數秒，就把臉移開。接著他拉住我的手，繼續向某處走。在悠閒間，我心血來潮地問道。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEMcuakvgy
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPANU4XFSEk
「吶，幸福到底是什麼？」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbs3tTDD3pU
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmY6zSUibe
「這個很難說，始終每個人的定義也不同。」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOju35tJVxl
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvI14CwhDJS
「這麼啊……」他的話害我一時間接不下去，便再次安靜下來，想想更現實的事。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMadQjGYvs
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHB4gR43st
之後要如何是好？603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgS8uyMRkb
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkM5OhoB9va
我望向他平靜的面容，心中浮現起絲絲的憂慮。這時，他面對著我露出真切的笑容，彷彿要將我的憂鬱掃去般。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9eZPdQ0MN
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEN748sozT
「來！」他再次繫緊我的手，穿過數條小巷，來到了一間花店前。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyrzYyko6P
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWMTHpsDUq
鮮艷的花朵帶著無比的活力，與在我家庭院中見到的那些感覺完全不同，這裡有著生命的色彩。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLL6HviZ6fV
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsV0rQYdVG
轉了一圈，發現有張尋人告示張貼在櫃檯上，儘管已經發黃，但店家卻絲毫603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5CXHTvq38
沒有要拆下的樣子。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOb5qGCs59H
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3UwTxr6eJ
「喂！」他用力地拍了一下我的肩，害我嚇了一跳。倒吸一口氣，本來打算瞪他，可是又被他手上的花吸引。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13TyVbrh1Y
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCFmKKldpe
藍色，代表抑鬱的藍色……603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hfVPwFIGM
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeh6VguqhCf
「送給妳。」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHT5Yxp8sQp
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7UmCPbi5W
「呀？」幹什麼送這色彩的花朵給我！而且還未完全綻放呢！603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvIwzcwt1v
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtpF0hnniW
不顧我面有難色，他強將花塞到我手上，還要一臉笑呵呵的樣子。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNxzuqJuiz
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJAeX3AHCT
我好像不太懂他……603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwkZ3biZ69
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdGgQWTF7s
接著我們繼續在街上溜，我小心翼翼地保護手中的花，免受人群的壓迫而弄壞。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKTtiNVsiC
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8rU73shzD
「妳為什麼這麼相信我？」突然他打破沉默，淡淡地問道。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1LceCUtry
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7U8HC0jiSP
我愣了愣，沒想到他會問這類問題。不過，他沒有給我太多時間去思考，就轉移了話題。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpvhNUv9oX
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjb2bhPnL8
「妳知道什麼是戰爭嗎？」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJ2qN5Rd32
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqU3OAH4Z2A
「戰爭？」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCU7QoN0NeM
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtnQQUoKW7
我當然不會不知道戰爭，這是在歷史書時常見到的「名詞」。修讀歷史的我，是總會見到大小戰役。年化而言是很接近，但又好像是極遙遠的一件事。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKXBMFP8vb
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvdyn7FqsM
「其實我……」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwBLjDC4dp
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXF2DiL8e0
嘶——603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAA7noONbm8
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwjDmfZySg
刺耳的緊急剎車聲在耳邊響起，一輛黑色的房車停在我們身邊。從裡頭走出一個男人，既陌生又熟悉……603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaz1nLU3NyZ
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDATNFeOq0
少年拉緊我的手，叫我不禁隨他後退，但視線卻被眼前人虜獲。抖擻的雙唇不能自我，好不容易我才吐出面前人的稱謂。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqrhVO2GTC
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqOezSWVeh
「爸、爸爸……」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJJeVc569e
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為什麼爸爸會出現在這兒？他不是總是隨我自生自滅的嗎？603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFc9hLTpOC
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CZRV8j6ot
「過來。」他和平常一樣，沒有因我的行為發怒，平淡得如湖水平靜地對我說話。只是視線所投的方向，是我……身旁的少年？603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7MZZkDLw8
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Y87X46e5l
「還是你想以我女兒作人質？」爸爸的語氣中，難得透出微微的尖銳。同時間，從房車中走出幾名保鑣，雖然未有拔鎗，但總覺他們正戒備著少年。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2ASbtJznP
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXWMNsd5ND
糟了！他被爸爸當拐騙我的犯人！603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6pSh8o1TK
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyBfXo6SJw
我緊張地甩開少年的手，走到他和爸爸之間。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptncHexDlG
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAqYyK8OLr
「不是這麼的！是、是我偷跑出來，呀……因為太久沒出來，就迷路、所以，所以……」我努力地堆砌出理由，一副手足無措的模樣，真是太丟臉。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxe2RDaqEcY
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzabL9umce
或許是爸也是首次見我表現這麼熱烈，注意力終於從少年身上轉移。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPEKduniZk
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfdZaO8yHI
「我、我們回家吧！」我走近爸爸努力地擠出笑容。而爸爸亦沒再說什麼，只示意我上車。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87E8m9juJh
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6ZO8MvFSC
順著爸爸的意思走，在踏上車廂前的瞬間，我悄悄地望向少年。他一臉平靜地望著我，不知在想什麼……603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJTpi0V73D
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypvzBAuKV8
我被帶回家去，爸媽依然沒有責備。反之彷彿沒有發生任何事，二人將我喚到面前，單純地將他們的決定說出。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13xez0JH59
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJa2m4zbKS
美其名為出國留學，事實要我嫁到遠方去。而且日子更是明天……603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJ7fFrrxF7
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvU1hf1qg2c
那麼不就連道別的時間也沒有嗎？603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQz43XjI8j
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kdJiXABhe
感覺如同上個世紀才會發生的事情，現實仍然會不斷發生。我可以如何？不能拒絕。未成年的我，依然在父母約束下生存。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjecxvI9Ck4
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡro5bauONYV
沒多久，我就回到自己的睡房中，將他送給我的花插在窗台上的花瓶，透出淡雅的花香從中傳出。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3ZBCBHjxL
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFriYHIC1tG
沒有心思欣賞，我一腦兒趴在床上，從口袋中拿出少年送的鑰匙扣。回想起今天的種種，變冷的心漸漸浮出點點溫暖。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIY5PtB7Wul
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MTi0O3AMT
然而，所有事都要過去了。明天一早，爸爸說親自帶我到國外……603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xGYyCUs9B
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HA9I1dmlG
咚！603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVA7DUKVOe
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkhznRrL8rA
是什麼聲？603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgoaxZAFD2
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRM9SgbGJIJ
我把臉轉向窗外的音源，竟然見到……他爬了上來！怎可能！603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDodFQo6eBD
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PtDgoUgl8
心思一轉，我急步跑到窗前，推開了單一面，再把頭探出去問道。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4hVBOKHzt
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「你幹什麼在這裡啊？」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEPbyh52EO
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5A2c5ajMe
看著他的出現，我很開心但也感到焦急萬分。想必他是偷偷溜入來，嗚呀，如果被爸爸發現，這次要如何蒙混過去啊！603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Mj89vEx7p
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMKP1XzFGy
「跟我走。」他沒有平時的笑容，一手抓緊繩子，一手伸到我面前。這、這難道是私奔的邀請？603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6DYu2zjvy
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQWOajpzVz
以一窗之隔，我倆各處一側。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwi9zciijV
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現在，只要交出我手，就能打破這個距離吧？603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRvztuLMzH
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvcmvzjF3r
盯著他那戴上手套的手，現在他的模樣叫我感到陌生。正當我猶豫不決之際，房外傳來吵雜的聲響。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2R05X4k97G
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糟糕！被發現了吧！603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyaFUZRpdN
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVg9NrotLi
「我……不能走，你才快點回去！」我推開他的手，拒絕了他的好意。頓了頓，鼓起勇氣吻了他的前額一下，然後開腔。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwXOZpYxT1
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6eatOqfZA
「謝謝你，還有再見。」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdAAMBd9jh
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53HtCbZ13U
我以身擋在他的面前的同時，一群武裝的保鑣撞門跑進來，並上前慰問，順道將我帶離房間。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsD5HXNrMfb
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvscf4iwIHo
我回望窗台，他已經不見了。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojBJqA8EET
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLKp8YOOvV
這一夜，我被關在一間沒有窗的房間，整夜都睡不了。只是在我從口袋中，再次拿出鑰匙扣時，發現夾著一張小小的紙條。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2ho3zUMpJ
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBhRdw5cfW
「不要上飛機」。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIcfTvncNg
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuzeQpnC3e
沒有上款、下款，沒有多餘的字句，字跡更有點撩草。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYwlGuD00a
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiveAQJPext
是他寫的嗎？603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNiLq0Y9Fy
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjDAUp0Gwx
將之握在掌心中，像是有什麼重要的環節卡住，一股莫名的不安湧在心頭。然而任我如何思考，都沒想到問題所在。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5tb3bJCER
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvItS30V5W
輾轉反側了一個晚上，終究到了第二天的早晨。女僕為我送上輕便的早餐，拿來一套黑色的簡單連身裙讓我更換。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcGYXJRLyS
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLA1zDTHAi
沒有睡覺的關係，我根本沒有多大的食慾。可是若果被爸媽知道，必定會以冷眼盯著我，所以唯有勉強地吞下大半。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmulqubvkY9
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSAmBbtxID
將裙子換上，抱起玩具熊，我就隨女僕來到大廳，見到爸媽站在一隅，神色凝重地不知聊什麼。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqCG0tE9cG
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMqEHYU5EE
「早安，爸爸、媽媽。」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tqngbuIsr
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1m9unTPYM
「……那快點走。」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmlRGE28V7
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhoDkWmv6kq
他們止住本來的對話，一起將視線投到我身。冷淡的語氣如昔不變，唯獨調子中有著微微的焦急。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzPTWTQkU4
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4bKziTa9K
我望向他們，正想跟他們走之際，突然想起留在房間的那支花。我即時扭轉身奔跑，不顧爸媽在背後叫著我的名字，筆直地衝回上睡房去。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnPDDoOImc
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5J0fRkWqf
只見窗台上的花兒已經綻放，淡淡的藍色在陽光中如我所料般哀傷，但不能否認是很漂亮。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ReXSBAkm4
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緩緩地走近花朵，指尖觸及帶有朝露的花瓣。我……603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2l0p2LRtX
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYuKu7OqP2f
「矢車菊，花語是虛心、優雅……還有遇見幸福。」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAEFWhAMqR
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2c8SJ4b4zm
爸爸的聲音從背後而來，我頓時全身僵硬。只是他沒有繼續說話，伸手越過我，將花瓶中的花朵遞到我面前。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfJ8aQ7pIi
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「拿著。」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghq2FZjF82
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「唔。」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOD83GWgf1
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接著爸沒有多說話，就拉住我離開這個家到機場去。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TN7AYTbKT
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTXNGv8Tpp
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtoPZ1U89CX
我們經由特別通道過關出境，坐上乘客只有我們的私人飛機。整個過程中，我們都沒有聊天。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLjIAuEjg9
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHztxlWmu4
只是當我跟著爸爸的步伐邁步，注視他那高大的背影，我燃起一種怪異的感覺。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJxcDG1KhS
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爸媽真的不愛我嗎？603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpWuQz7JsD
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUMwVNp7xc
踏上機艙，我們各自坐在相連的坐位上，靜候飛機起飛。我盯著矢車菊，想起了那個「他」。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpz3lIHByoV
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很懷念。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpF5ZvWtUp
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgbjDP9JRd
不過一切都要完結了。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBKriRrHFL
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyvy4YJEl8
飛機慢慢地在跑道滑行，我的心開始動搖不安。凝望窗外的藍天，沒一會兒就穿插上雲層置身在空中。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CyyrHnvqK
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIa3KP4F9ZL
在又長又無聊的旅程中，我默默地回憶和那人一起的日子。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfyDISnvNeC
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDIjCIk3AF
「不要上飛機」。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡquIBU54iu8
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFuqMJcCuw
為什麼他要留下這字句？我現在還是不懂。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdxBviSZL6
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轟！603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYv3JTDvTyl
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNJPWbQOFI
忽然飛機強烈地震動，更有些奇怪的氣味出現，絕對不會是亂氣流。此時，爸爸冷哼了一口，握住我抖擻不已的手，目光銳利地左顧右盼。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnULuz9OHq
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWPE9V9ERk
「來，快點穿上這些。」雖然有些手忙腳亂，但爸爸依然先替亂成一團的我穿上救生衣之類。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtr31XtbTy
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「爸爸……」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhFcBSR5lV
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmO9Q0v2zjM
「什麼都別說。」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNekko5VNZd
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Hp7Ofmyez
正當爸爸打算穿上救生設備之際，猛烈的震動越來越強，機身更急速傾斜。我瑟縮身體，爸爸連救生衣也放棄穿起，以身保護著我。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPO6Mep32Q
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsXJsEMz76
只是瞬間的事，在一陣強烈的沖擊，我眼前發黑，口鼻間更帶有濃烈的血腥味。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMoXVKnhPEE
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爸爸？603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAi8imEtbE
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爸爸在哪兒？603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCAc2kAbHT
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很痛啊！603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwIsuc5dvw
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrHmBOZqbk
我動不到，連指頭也動不了……603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFB4nnMcVD
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLVSNurb35
意識慢慢被吹散，我好像聽到某人的聲音。603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQswBY8x5nU
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDC0hYi7AID
「……我不是叫妳別上飛機嗎？」603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXybVBjHJr2
603Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOR8TkLDXpU
語畢，我感到被什麼一刺，之後——
