花語：遇見幸福
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我戀愛了，卻是單方面。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrwY3rZ17B
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以一欄之隔，我倆各站一側。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSgOntaXm2
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喜歡，最喜歡他。不過，我不會讓他知道，因為他心中存在另一個女孩子……529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjHfISOfiS
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「對了，妳記不記得我之前提過的那名女孩？」529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8adVQIHjC
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「呀，唔……」又來了！幹什麼總在我面前提起別的女生啊！529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxicLWKlRVy
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儘管是如此想著，但我不願惹他不高興，所以還勉強擠出笑容，反正裝笑是我的專長。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfKQLjVLiC
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不知他有否留意到我的變化，他將視線從我身上移開，看著化作橘色的天際，出神地憶述自己的過去。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wMdHSFced
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其實我已經聽過好幾次了！529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNVCuzzYW5
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不就是說起他小時候，因某些事入住醫院，偶爾遇見一名奇怪的女孩。她和我一樣總抱著玩具熊自言自語，之後他卻發現玩具熊會自己動之類。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpfckc1keh
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實在太超現實啦！529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDn0cnWFd1h
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……我不太相信，可是又不覺他在說謊。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOqquYtLOs
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真矛盾。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Y8osyxv10
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聽著他繼續訴說自己的回憶，同時我亦回想與他結識之前——529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gVhuVS761
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家境富裕，生活無憂。自小我想要的玩具，想吃的點心，都能夠輕易到手。加上品學兼優，深得老師和同學的喜愛。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCafaOr5sr
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很完美的人生吧？529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfxMD2vEC4
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幸福，幸福得無可救藥。再說自己不幸福，必定會受到報應。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMgh0fVH51
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不過這個重男輕女的社會中，身為女孩子的我步步驚心。身處在望族中，作為獨生女，父母將無數的要求加於我身，而我也盡力回應他們的期望。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEaQrKuCo8A
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「呵呵呵呵呵……」我抱著玩具熊，瑟縮在睡房的一角，斷續地笑起來。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcpe6X2ejo
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錯了。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPfz94Iorw
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完全錯了。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKWHSH6wOX
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他們只是為了讓我的「價值」提高，等「買家」選中我而已！529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVUuThFqET
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如此的世界，真的是幸福嗎？529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllBgaTXi2C
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淡雅的花香隨風飄進，我望向置於窗台的花朵，花瓣在月光下，有種淒美的感覺。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrjHNKhlJE
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我茫然地拿起針筒注射，抑制在心底的痛苦消失不見了。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91xBTm3M8s
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啊啊，很開心呢，真的很、很開心。失去平衡感，我重重地倒在地上，但一點也不覺得絲毫的痛楚。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkzMv5PO3s
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會死掉嗎？529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WkPk8i9wV
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沒所謂。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2RTeCH2QhY
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活著有什麼意思呢？書本不曾告訴我真正的答案。要如何做才是正確呢？大家都討厭自己……529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpF7mxqG6iI
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吶，爸爸、媽媽。為何要我誕生在這世界？529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhs4xrnxQF
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獨自一人的房間內，即使說話，也沒法得到任何人的回應。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IQr8DqRp0
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十指可數算的共處時光，冷冰冰的房屋中彷彿沒有人存在。踏在雙親希望的道路上，我覺得自己根本什麼都不是。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzn46IKNo1
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成績優秀、品學兼優又如何？529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgC1rORm6o
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兩手是空空如也。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDs9xUyOcTm
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還是孩童時，我曾保有那可笑的天真。相信只要更努力，爸媽就會回頭看看自己。但是，錯了……529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBbfW9VGhR
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現實根本什麼也沒有改變。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrUrPlpGkh
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說不到兩句就轉身接電話，就抽身離開聊起公事的母親，還有兩、三個月都不回家的父親。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNihFFOrh9q
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二人合力把我關在這個的「牢獄」中，成為玩賞的鳥兒，喜歡時就將我帶出去炫耀，不喜歡時就對我視若無睹。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyw9ogEvsQ
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如此的「我」，真的存在嗎？529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4hcHUjVNq
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不要譏笑用藥物去逃避，亦別以為我真的愚昧不知其禍害。正因為知道，我才這麼做！529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4KAVGOEdM
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倒在地上的我，與玩具熊對視。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmbvPesftw
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假如……529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ930PDwy0q2
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假如有來生的話，我希望不再生成人類。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPm6fB4yF6h
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意識漸漸模糊，眼內的腥紅變黑。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEP7FRRtwi
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來，將我也融入暗暗中……529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWUeR7R3GE
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當再次醒來時，我已躺在過於雪白的床舖上。身邊圍著不少看似待我熱心的醫護人員，堆砌無數「溫暖」的言詞，實質是正看珍貴的實驗動物。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpaqWh7qeD1
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待在那設施不知多久，千辛萬苦才戒除毒癮。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ftJug0RPY
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這些日子爸媽都沒有來看看我，連責怪也沒有。唯獨知道一件事，是他們努力地將我犯下的事隱瞞。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFtSxBbXtY
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呵呵呵，他們不想「商品」成為一文不值的垃圾。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0iqSME5Nr
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再次被送回「家」中，周遭依舊靜悄悄一片，連半點人息也沒有。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwWyNZ7yq4
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我真的活著嗎？529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBCdHCV3pm
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幸福，為何這麼遙遠……529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbxVEujzOg
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將窗台已枯萎的花朵掉到垃圾桶內，我扭開電視機抱住玩具熊倒在床上，盯著那發亮的畫面。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPleY563dex
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天災、人禍在眼前上演，報導政局動盪的種種，經濟危機的變化，所有都和我無關。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ysSdOXAOT
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額頭痛楚的刺激與神經的頓感下，我的意識越來越模糊。彷彿仍在惡夢的迷宮中，我找不到出去的路。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpG6pvkY9c2
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很可怕。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DD1jFekH9
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那天我作了一個小小的夢。如燭光的幻影，我見到自己和家人圍在一張小小的桌前，快樂地吃著粗糙的食物，卻真正地感到飽足……529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj15gC5U4K7
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遺憾是，夢始終是夢，亦如燭火那般一下子就幻滅。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRECs9kghTx
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金橘色的夕光灑落，我頭上纏著層層繃帶，在綻滿花朵的庭園中，抱住玩具熊來回踱步。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObUIToyj1g
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灰白的牆壁依舊冰冷，在這個高級住宅區，周遭都靜悄悄的。我掛著詭異的微笑，與玩具熊「聊天」。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGL40bRZDV
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雖不至於像死城般陰森，卻少了陽光的暖意，比其他地方更要冷冰冰。過多的花朵綻放，香味濃烈得叫人醉醺醺。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTsBQn4KpX
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我把臉趨到玩具熊的頭上，依偎般磨蹭，尋求一絲暖意。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡciFgEhKyl1
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「妳怎麼了？」529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG760Wjwsv7
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一把陌生的男聲傳入耳內，叫沉醉於自己世界中的我嚇了一跳，即時把臉轉過去，我倆的視線就此對上。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcboBWrLVmH
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「看起來很痛……」529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTjuXbB7Pm
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我反射性地用力搖搖頭，眼睛卻無法從外面的少年身上移開。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzibLFdJNm3
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「來，打起精神吧！」529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRIbOiNOcC
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他，就是現在坐在我身旁的這位。當時他送上一抹笑容，是我有生以來第一次感受到，具有暖意的笑容。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZY08HP0Xp
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圍柵的阻隔，我們明明身處很近的地方，卻又是那麼的遙遠。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcowXoksnno
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那個時候我沒有回應他，應該是連擠出何種表情也不知道。平時我最擅長的微笑呢？平時我最擅長的克制呢？529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQp4Kwige0o
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到了哪兒去？529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIGURhKHId
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微溫的液體從抽搐的眼皮下冒出，一點一點地循著我的臉滑下，同時更多滲入繃帶中，濕漉漉的叫人難受。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEoXuwRlTs
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少年走到圍柵前，雖然無法越過，但他依然站在最接近我的位置，如同舞會邀請舞伴般伸出手。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXOaMmb2tb
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一般人遇到這麼的情況，只會覺莫名其妙，不然就開始認定對方是騙子之類。然而當時我的腦海中，沒有對他有絲毫懷疑。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3b7CFQhlJJ
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呵呵呵，我真是天真得可怕。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9SgnSX8HNp
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明明看盡社會權貴的醜惡，卻相信這位的陌生人。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNpJj37Yhy
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為什麼呢？529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgVOkFxoyT
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可能就是這個笑容，讓我感到非常純粹。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdXsoXCtFX
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即使是否謊言，我依然想作個短暫的美夢。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyyJRLEACJn
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我拖著僵硬的腳步走到他面前，自身的心跳聲清晰可聞。直至走到圍欄前，我才真正地看清楚他的面容。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05vCmeQqGW
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嗯……529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQ1tQGk3Ao
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沒什麼特別之處，身高和我差不多，整體看來滿普通……是即使擦身而過，也不會去多加留意的那類人。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtLUHbQilG
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唯獨他的笑容在我眼內，是多麼的耀眼。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfsoKcx2xe
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他伸出的那手，輕輕地為我拭去淚水。然，被微熱的指尖觸及，卻更叫我想要落淚。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQdAwIvwW6
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那天，我在這位陌生人面前放聲大哭。他不知所措地說了很多話，可惜我都沒有聽入耳。只知道一直藏在心中的痛苦湧出來，一發不可收拾。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5CfBHDUXs
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接下來是如何結束，我已經忘光光了。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5lp6rAaJD
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不過從那之後，他每天風雨不改來此探望我。告訴我很多新鮮又微妙的瑣事，反觀我成為聆聽者，偶爾有問過他的事，卻不曾對他提起我的事。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRU6mV4DB2r
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從他的話中得知，他是於我入院戒毒療傷時路經此地，被滿園的花香所吸引。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEZWZriZGGO
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後來又在庭園見到我幾次，而我總是抱著玩具熊在散步，令他憶及亡者，思及自身的無力與後悔，所以他才忍不住和我說話。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQNItB7APY
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少年沒有多問我的事，也許是不在意，也許是等我說出口。我們維持一牆之隔一段時間，我對有他存在的外面的憧憬越來越強。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozOlEPV80Q
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「吶，外面還有什麼的？」靠著鐵柵，我仰望天空問著坐在外面的他。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdbq30fejB
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「有很多東西。」529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOnR0a6fmiS
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「即是有什麼嘛？」我扭轉上半身，趴在圍欄下的混凝土矮牆上，窺看他的側臉。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCBwWA1eIw
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沒料到他正巧往我的方向瞧，使我嚇得立刻縮身，不好意思地抱著頭，將臉湊到玩具熊身上。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKzOxip8q7
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沉默良久，他打破了悶局，再次開腔說話。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQprLSlhtB8
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「這個世界中，好的壞的、美的醜的、對的錯的都存在在一起。」529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMZp1PY6ov
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「……我不明白。」背對著他，我突然不想被看見。回想自身孤單一人的過去，為著不懂宣洩的情感、為著想逃避痛苦而沉淪毒海。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWhbkdC4FU
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「不明白，就親自去感受吧。」他淡然地吐言，完全不像平時的悠閒語調，帶有些微嚴肅感。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBn8VosmgG
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微微偏側著頭，我瞄向外面的他。他正背對著我坐下，正因這不高又不矮的柵欄阻隔，我根本無法去看清楚。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUnzXTzqh5
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我咬緊牙關，幹出連自己也不可置信的事——不顧儀態地攀上欄柵。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEcEIxpzAW
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「接著我！」別於往常的陰柔之聲，我高聲地叫了出來。同時心底累存的悶氣，盡數吐出來。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RiHUmTmN9
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見我一躍而下，嚇得他目瞪口呆，真的站起來張開雙手。呃、但我也不怎輕，結果一起撞倒在地上。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYZy3SIJZ0
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這是我第一次自己作出決定。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtncdifgQY1
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由於他充當軟墊，我沒有跌傷什麼地方。我倆相對而笑，我翻過身直接坐在略為骯髒的油柏路。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80AzzQR5Jn
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仰望灰藍色的天空，一點也不漂亮，但我覺很美、很美。在牆內的天空和這裡的明明是一樣，可是我就是覺得不同。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3ApDmsNg8
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是一種類似自由的舒泰，同時亦是在未知空間產生的不安感。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwuDqvsauG
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啊，對了！我將柵內的玩具熊勾出，如常地抱在胸前。如此一來，就好像平時那般吧？529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfrfKyrEwE
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嗚——529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSc4rKSdOU
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警報倏然響起，刺耳得叫我心頭一緊，腦海一片空白。這時他一把拉住我的手，帶著我死命向某個方向奔跑。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BDM5G8IgJ
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開始時我有點不知所措，然越是跑下去我就越興奮，沒半點疲累。不知不覺間，我們就跑到市區去。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNI2CDecl1k
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「妳還真是……」529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4JHqY7Elh
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好不容易才停下腳步，他對我露出一抹苦笑。少了欄柵的阻隔，我真正地面對他。縱然他是每天也接觸的人，但這般靠近我真的習慣不來。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWI0NB4uJa
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用力地抱住玩具熊，將它夾在我和他之間，只是我倆的手依然沒有鬆開。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9aTrP1AZj
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「有想去的地方嗎？」529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdHMMKTO13
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「唔，有點餓……去吃東西吧！」529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHxc1ALyHT
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「沒問題。」529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetr5zypjvv
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穿過大街小巷，我們吃盡街頭的小食。他還買了個有我生日日期的鑰匙扣送給我。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82lRquJjQj
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來到滿是人的海邊，我們挑了某樹蔭下並肩坐下，眺望在夕光下光光發亮的大海，連平日吱吱喳喳的鳥鳴，也變得如同夜鶯的歌聲美妙。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOmoKS2X9x
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凝視他亮眼的笑臉，儘管不是帥哥俊男，但我仍覺他最棒了！529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcF3KpQhQKe
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「喂！」529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2DoYRM6kX
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正當我想得出神之際，他的臉就在眼前放大。此般突如其來，使我反射地略略往後仰，但在下秒即浮現些微的期待。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAx4Nkv5DV
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可惜他凝視我數秒，就把臉移開。接著他拉住我的手，繼續向某處走。在悠閒間，我心血來潮地問道。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsabeu844ED
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「吶，幸福到底是什麼？」529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbunXo3W500
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「這個很難說，始終每個人的定義也不同。」529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFS1j3K793
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「這麼啊……」他的話害我一時間接不下去，便再次安靜下來，想想更現實的事。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9u6GJ7cIUj
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之後要如何是好？529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gfcGyQaXh
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我望向他平靜的面容，心中浮現起絲絲的憂慮。這時，他面對著我露出真切的笑容，彷彿要將我的憂鬱掃去般。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIzqBExvSg
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「來！」他再次繫緊我的手，穿過數條小巷，來到了一間花店前。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQt7aoMjNS
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鮮艷的花朵帶著無比的活力，與在我家庭院中見到的那些感覺完全不同，這裡有著生命的色彩。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUGZJ6QU2I
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轉了一圈，發現有張尋人告示張貼在櫃檯上，儘管已經發黃，但店家卻絲毫529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe51hA1X4z0
沒有要拆下的樣子。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ZfkFdVtMf
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「喂！」他用力地拍了一下我的肩，害我嚇了一跳。倒吸一口氣，本來打算瞪他，可是又被他手上的花吸引。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8FAUIqhLk
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藍色，代表抑鬱的藍色……529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtg88TwD29
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「送給妳。」529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7RjPW6N3ma
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「呀？」幹什麼送這色彩的花朵給我！而且還未完全綻放呢！529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydComdMOm1
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不顧我面有難色，他強將花塞到我手上，還要一臉笑呵呵的樣子。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUD9AvAfbGL
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我好像不太懂他……529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQCMInhNB5
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接著我們繼續在街上溜，我小心翼翼地保護手中的花，免受人群的壓迫而弄壞。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPfTQxpPHI
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「妳為什麼這麼相信我？」突然他打破沉默，淡淡地問道。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmT8SN4jOOk
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我愣了愣，沒想到他會問這類問題。不過，他沒有給我太多時間去思考，就轉移了話題。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmsJRqOXy9
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「妳知道什麼是戰爭嗎？」529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrHkBZU2g3
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「戰爭？」529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMoXj4LMkE
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我當然不會不知道戰爭，這是在歷史書時常見到的「名詞」。修讀歷史的我，是總會見到大小戰役。年化而言是很接近，但又好像是極遙遠的一件事。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6S1LKzhcC
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「其實我……」529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVa2eyOTQ1
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嘶——529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZK32bsmcqz
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刺耳的緊急剎車聲在耳邊響起，一輛黑色的房車停在我們身邊。從裡頭走出一個男人，既陌生又熟悉……529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgA3Vs3PvFm
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少年拉緊我的手，叫我不禁隨他後退，但視線卻被眼前人虜獲。抖擻的雙唇不能自我，好不容易我才吐出面前人的稱謂。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4g3iIcjum
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「爸、爸爸……」529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFjRcB9ZYI
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為什麼爸爸會出現在這兒？他不是總是隨我自生自滅的嗎？529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9KiPL6Xdx
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「過來。」他和平常一樣，沒有因我的行為發怒，平淡得如湖水平靜地對我說話。只是視線所投的方向，是我……身旁的少年？529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7GE6pLqzg
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「還是你想以我女兒作人質？」爸爸的語氣中，難得透出微微的尖銳。同時間，從房車中走出幾名保鑣，雖然未有拔鎗，但總覺他們正戒備著少年。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6Lw3kFHgi
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糟了！他被爸爸當拐騙我的犯人！529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrt6bbwK8Gz
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我緊張地甩開少年的手，走到他和爸爸之間。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5tDd9Cupg
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「不是這麼的！是、是我偷跑出來，呀……因為太久沒出來，就迷路、所以，所以……」我努力地堆砌出理由，一副手足無措的模樣，真是太丟臉。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTj9mjZprDR
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或許是爸也是首次見我表現這麼熱烈，注意力終於從少年身上轉移。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpi4xjfl7B
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「我、我們回家吧！」我走近爸爸努力地擠出笑容。而爸爸亦沒再說什麼，只示意我上車。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebuAkPAnCU
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順著爸爸的意思走，在踏上車廂前的瞬間，我悄悄地望向少年。他一臉平靜地望著我，不知在想什麼……529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsDPFaM7Cn
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我被帶回家去，爸媽依然沒有責備。反之彷彿沒有發生任何事，二人將我喚到面前，單純地將他們的決定說出。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgaEHUA06PM
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美其名為出國留學，事實要我嫁到遠方去。而且日子更是明天……529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHYCvRodxH
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那麼不就連道別的時間也沒有嗎？529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQpTwYdyYM
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感覺如同上個世紀才會發生的事情，現實仍然會不斷發生。我可以如何？不能拒絕。未成年的我，依然在父母約束下生存。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkUCR9LGdV
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沒多久，我就回到自己的睡房中，將他送給我的花插在窗台上的花瓶，透出淡雅的花香從中傳出。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNauz8d39jp
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沒有心思欣賞，我一腦兒趴在床上，從口袋中拿出少年送的鑰匙扣。回想起今天的種種，變冷的心漸漸浮出點點溫暖。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjAQsRkwxa
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然而，所有事都要過去了。明天一早，爸爸說親自帶我到國外……529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70726J5WdX
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咚！529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKrGdrqjWM
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是什麼聲？529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2vBgkWFd3
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我把臉轉向窗外的音源，竟然見到……他爬了上來！怎可能！529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12RZPN0txZ
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心思一轉，我急步跑到窗前，推開了單一面，再把頭探出去問道。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWMAliiik5
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「你幹什麼在這裡啊？」529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjTlqQiME1
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看著他的出現，我很開心但也感到焦急萬分。想必他是偷偷溜入來，嗚呀，如果被爸爸發現，這次要如何蒙混過去啊！529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtBxCJDBC6
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「跟我走。」他沒有平時的笑容，一手抓緊繩子，一手伸到我面前。這、這難道是私奔的邀請？529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0MQoQj8Um
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以一窗之隔，我倆各處一側。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDCtJx8G1K
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現在，只要交出我手，就能打破這個距離吧？529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbz4kzhgLXf
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盯著他那戴上手套的手，現在他的模樣叫我感到陌生。正當我猶豫不決之際，房外傳來吵雜的聲響。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP98JVWP0k3
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糟糕！被發現了吧！529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xhg7twjqd
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「我……不能走，你才快點回去！」我推開他的手，拒絕了他的好意。頓了頓，鼓起勇氣吻了他的前額一下，然後開腔。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtlwiHfFpi
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「謝謝你，還有再見。」529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjiQdx6jPm
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我以身擋在他的面前的同時，一群武裝的保鑣撞門跑進來，並上前慰問，順道將我帶離房間。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAeZjlm7cBw
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我回望窗台，他已經不見了。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIcnKyjsWi
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這一夜，我被關在一間沒有窗的房間，整夜都睡不了。只是在我從口袋中，再次拿出鑰匙扣時，發現夾著一張小小的紙條。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHlXY6HowO9
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「不要上飛機」。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AztV65ZKU
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沒有上款、下款，沒有多餘的字句，字跡更有點撩草。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYA2gptY7m
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是他寫的嗎？529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgROj1BwDD
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將之握在掌心中，像是有什麼重要的環節卡住，一股莫名的不安湧在心頭。然而任我如何思考，都沒想到問題所在。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOCMmXSniw
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輾轉反側了一個晚上，終究到了第二天的早晨。女僕為我送上輕便的早餐，拿來一套黑色的簡單連身裙讓我更換。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvLU8K8LfP
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沒有睡覺的關係，我根本沒有多大的食慾。可是若果被爸媽知道，必定會以冷眼盯著我，所以唯有勉強地吞下大半。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcO6po9xdeG
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將裙子換上，抱起玩具熊，我就隨女僕來到大廳，見到爸媽站在一隅，神色凝重地不知聊什麼。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCKKyL9jbM
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「早安，爸爸、媽媽。」529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhI6zEx0eH
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「……那快點走。」529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKYJvtEufh
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他們止住本來的對話，一起將視線投到我身。冷淡的語氣如昔不變，唯獨調子中有著微微的焦急。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1oAAMyz5N
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我望向他們，正想跟他們走之際，突然想起留在房間的那支花。我即時扭轉身奔跑，不顧爸媽在背後叫著我的名字，筆直地衝回上睡房去。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKsddjyNae
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只見窗台上的花兒已經綻放，淡淡的藍色在陽光中如我所料般哀傷，但不能否認是很漂亮。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsW2SkkV7d
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緩緩地走近花朵，指尖觸及帶有朝露的花瓣。我……529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJ9EiO9lvE
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「矢車菊，花語是虛心、優雅……還有遇見幸福。」529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zvmEPCvpl
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爸爸的聲音從背後而來，我頓時全身僵硬。只是他沒有繼續說話，伸手越過我，將花瓶中的花朵遞到我面前。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqz4RyGbck
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「拿著。」529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJ0YPqe2Ca
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「唔。」529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVrNQsQHll
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接著爸沒有多說話，就拉住我離開這個家到機場去。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWE7g4CXRVK
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我們經由特別通道過關出境，坐上乘客只有我們的私人飛機。整個過程中，我們都沒有聊天。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7JYbUcqRb
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只是當我跟著爸爸的步伐邁步，注視他那高大的背影，我燃起一種怪異的感覺。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kP3aMr5Bp
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爸媽真的不愛我嗎？529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡducO8RMHWf
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踏上機艙，我們各自坐在相連的坐位上，靜候飛機起飛。我盯著矢車菊，想起了那個「他」。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsVdA93yXl
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很懷念。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRedluLWpvO
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不過一切都要完結了。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJuoMlvgD4
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飛機慢慢地在跑道滑行，我的心開始動搖不安。凝望窗外的藍天，沒一會兒就穿插上雲層置身在空中。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgx97PLk6Fx
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在又長又無聊的旅程中，我默默地回憶和那人一起的日子。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvNGIwe5X6
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「不要上飛機」。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUNne4fmHP
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為什麼他要留下這字句？我現在還是不懂。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhZugtiF0K
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轟！529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADv1yvldMo
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忽然飛機強烈地震動，更有些奇怪的氣味出現，絕對不會是亂氣流。此時，爸爸冷哼了一口，握住我抖擻不已的手，目光銳利地左顧右盼。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLazubo7rur
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「來，快點穿上這些。」雖然有些手忙腳亂，但爸爸依然先替亂成一團的我穿上救生衣之類。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFwMJmyEsS
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「爸爸……」529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdrBORRrMB
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「什麼都別說。」529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GiEwy5v1Z
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正當爸爸打算穿上救生設備之際，猛烈的震動越來越強，機身更急速傾斜。我瑟縮身體，爸爸連救生衣也放棄穿起，以身保護著我。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhNYY3UOjs
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只是瞬間的事，在一陣強烈的沖擊，我眼前發黑，口鼻間更帶有濃烈的血腥味。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQgOGYLG06
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爸爸？529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1OqYnx8ca
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爸爸在哪兒？529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6jkyxc28X
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很痛啊！529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Hz8hs0IOU
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我動不到，連指頭也動不了……529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8ACHxRAhv
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意識慢慢被吹散，我好像聽到某人的聲音。529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEpRe1HeAA
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「……我不是叫妳別上飛機嗎？」529Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAX4nkAhCB
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語畢，我感到被什麼一刺，之後——
