花語：純真、無邪
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小蒼蘭，花語是純真、無邪。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlefBRdrXGn
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清雅的花香似有幻無，靜靜地纏繞著我。清晨中驚醒，即使過了多少十年，我的身心依然抖擻不已。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVp3oc4wTb
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雖然天氣依舊微冷，可是我沒有眷戀被窩的溫暖，走到書桌前把某張照片拿起。輕輕地觸摸，相中人的年歲在我記憶中停留，永遠地純真、無邪。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡloOEpfahey
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她最喜歡的花，就是小蒼蘭。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnD0NWq3jNs
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「對不起、對不起……」我口中不停唸著，用力地抓住這小小的照片，我披上外套出門。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLHUYcKbBG
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譏笑自己當天的愚昧，至今我還在尋找，尋找那消失了的那位——我的妹妹小雛。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BZkagqox5
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深沉的記憶在蠢蠢欲動，我想起她還在的日子——726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVOF87ZxGj
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那天如常是無聊的校園生活。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsRwgH9PE8
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本來那頭土氣的黑髮，被我染成茶色。這是一種標記，和大夥兒一樣的記號。然而在長輩眼中，我卻成了反叛、劣等的人。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbaMp0JJpU
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既然如此，那麼我也不負他們的「期望」，放縱自己做喜歡的事——726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstKiuLiA8i
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和同學們打打鬧鬧，再來和老師鬥嘴，就能很快過去。不過回家也是同樣令人感到討厭，所以在放學後，就會找些樂子來舒暢身心。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6Kq5BClzC
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某天在歸家的路途上，同學們佇足於我的身後，而我則面對著一名女孩。她是我「告白」的對象，名字什麼我是不太清楚。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IA3U3Zb9c
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日復日的過去，每天都是過著一樣的生活，有什麼東西能夠令我找回點樂趣？726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDZvMczJqa
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就是告白！不屬於羅曼蒂克的感情，全然是「賭、注」！聽說她和本校被老師高度稱讚的智障走得很近，所以我們才想到這場遊戲。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4oh4yDqYuh
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再三地貶低別人，突出自己的存在價值，世界本來就是如此。而且，這不過是無聊生活的調味料，忘記種種不快的遊戲。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZc4tK1oGf1
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「對不起，當朋友的話是可以，但戀愛的話實在太突然了。」726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7Yv2M5kf1
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始料未及的答案叫我們一眾人愣住，只是沒有花費多少時間，我就忍不住笑了出來。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0vIpNr79I
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「噗。」726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTAGW2hkjq
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隨著我的笑聲響起，大家也即時笑成一團。看著她一臉困窘的蠢臉，更使我忍俊不住，引起途人的側目。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUZ3SgMYZB
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「呃、這到底是什麼狀況……」勉強地擠出聲音，她依然未想到原因何在。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbGKJgZjjV
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「對不起，因為實在太出乎意料了！我們在打賭啊，常常跟那個自閉出雙入對的妳，遇到帥哥表白會不會立即劈腿啦！」我帶著譏諷的語氣說道。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC19Cxu3m54
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不這樣做，我就無法肯定自己。然後我稍微頓了頓，看著她呆若木雞的樣子，我才故意大笑說：「但沒想到真的會輸給一個智障！」726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKiHpozhMN
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此話一出，大夥兒的笑聲不絕。果然是很有趣呢！726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnPMpP0IIO
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「這種事、這種事——」欸？是惱羞成怒嗎？她竟然一面嚷道，一面大豆大豆地流下淚來，真是沒用呢。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL827f2i7zB
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突然一陣疼痛襲來，那個自閉的智障竟然跑出來，對我揮拳？他會為別個而一反常態，令我反應不來。身邊的朋輩見我不對勁，就上前助拳。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfiJjtFURkq
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可是那傢伙彷彿是氣瘋了，竟抓起旁邊的垃圾桶丟，連本在哭泣的女生也慌忙捉住他。嘖！假如惹上官非就很麻煩，我們互投眼色，便一起逃離現場。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWJAf0W6nk
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一夥兒跑到大街上，我賭注因那女的選擇而輸了，同學們就起哄要我請吃東西。為了保全面子，我唯有請和他們到快餐店。反正……我現在還不想回家。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtneZy5k6j
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腦海中浮現起媽媽，和妹妹二人歡笑的溫馨場景，沒有我介入其中的空間。咀嚼在口中，是不知味兒的苦澀。不知為何，我想起了小蒼蘭那淡淡的花香。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6GMpZuccyE
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薯條、漢堡、炸雞、雪糕等，放滿了整張桌子。我一面喝著飲料，一面隨意地對答。偶爾一起笑笑，那麼就能維持現在的關係。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMWk4V1rCh
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「對了！阿宏，聽說你有一個很可愛的妹妹呢！」726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwTKa2lPUe
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某位同學突然愉悅地說道，並一手拍在我的肩上。啊啊、宏是我的名字，所以他是在叫我。不過其他同學沒給我開腔的機會，逕自搶奪發言權。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPr1GQ2Px5
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「不會吧！來介紹我啦！」726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9XJwz9ZUa
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「先介紹我才對！」726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03Y3V4m4fM
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話題，不知何時扯到我妹妹身上。一時間，我也不知道應該如何回答。不能停頓太久，我唯有勉強裝出自然，揚起一抹笑容。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxMUZdvm19
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「可愛？你們在說小雛啊。要介紹是沒差，不過她才快幼稚園畢業。」說畢，我就哈哈地笑了幾聲。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrVvbB8aWU
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「什麼！原來你有孌童癖！」726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJBzm1JhmC
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「你才會有！天知道她這麼小！」726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorYCl43OiN
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他們如此七嘴八舌地聊得起勁，而我則微笑點頭附和。聽著話題慢慢離開小雛，我倒是不自覺地舒一口氣。然而，為何我的腦海依然想著小雛的事？726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7OFYqlHfv
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請不要誤會，我對她當然不會有男女間的愛戀，可是每次見到她，我就會想與之保持距離。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEONKfiRTx
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托著腮子瞄向窗外的青空，想起往昔的光境。小雛出生後，家中發生大變。父親有外遇更捨棄我們，而母親則患上了精神病，或是產後抑鬱症之類，性情倏然大變。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafxrynZIcj
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每天母親不停地對我打罵，又時常不許我吃飯。她全心全意地照顧小皺，近乎把我當作空氣般無視。我還要拚命想討好她，以為只是因妹妹年幼，才如此多加照顧。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf508fTRzr4
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可惜我錯了！726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFNTjB34J92
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眼下小雛慢慢長大，母親待我越來越差。那丫頭卻自以為了不起，總在我被打時就介入我和媽之間，媽不許我吃飯就把自己的留下給我。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4i7kN2q10H
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這是施捨嗎？我才不稀罕！726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgN51A3FWqp
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雖然母親性情不穩，但最近每天回到家，我的房間中都會見到小蒼蘭……
雙手慢慢握成拳頭，我還在期待什麼？726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMoNysZgaCn
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看著青根在手背浮現，我才緩緩鬆開。撇開可笑的過去，我把精神投放在面前的食物中，借此分散自己的精神。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ljvx7piUY
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大家吃飽後，夕光已慢慢收窄，街道上改亮起刺目的霓虹燈。同學們紛紛各自回家，最後就只剩下我一人，獨自在街頭上流連。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzC3gXyyP5
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瞄向廣場時鐘的指針，我知道差不多時間要回去。因為未成年、沒有能力養活自己，最後喜不喜歡還是要回家。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkj849etZZ
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現在是緊忙時段，人潮一浪接一浪的難以前進。我倒沒有感到焦急，重覆踏上每天都會走過的道路。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgUKDMeigr
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無獨有偶，也許這是命運的安排。無意之間，我看到了小雛的身影，她正朝酒吧區的方向走。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYImq9DkIL
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我一定不會認錯人！726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT02KcTwwtS
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小雛有一頭微捲的粟色頭髮，配上天真稚氣的臉蛋，大家看來也一致說她是可愛的女生。而由相同父母誕下的我，看來卻是亞洲人的大眾臉，而她光從外表就知是混血兒。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhWfZAHu7x
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所以我怎可能認錯了？而且她現在一身水手服的打扮，是本區唯一一間幼稚園所擁有的校服……那麼為何她會出現在這裡？726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtWfV2WIUq
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對於年幼的妹妹，我的印象是她被眾人所稱讚長大。如此的她，會有什麼的祕密？好奇心燃起下，我悄悄地尾隨於後。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKtnalrca8
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我們的年紀相差五年。說長不長，說短不短，可是我不喜歡她。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMlATIT5bPs
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自從她誕生以後，大家的目光也都投在她身上。我的存在意義，就只剩下作為陪襯品嗎？才不要！726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTbHiq5PJ1
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不過真是的！我跟了這麼久，她還是懵然不知，現在更要獨個兒走到小巷中？危機意識真低！我於心中不停暗罵，但還是靜靜地跟著她。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEU2Uc06A3
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穿插過橫巷大街，小雛終於來到一間花店前。她背對著我，我不知道她在露出何種表情。我們之間有一段距離，所以我聽不到她在說什麼。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUrd0Q7wZJ
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我唯獨看到……是店員拿出一束花朵，將之放到小雛帶備的紙袋中。她即時手舞足蹈地轉轉圈，我才終於見到她在瞇起雙眼笑著。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJV603SGfj
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然而在小雛發現我的瞬間，她燦爛的微笑就即時變得僵硬。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwUVCUGxu1
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「哥……」雖然稚嫩的嗓音頗為微弱，卻清晰地傳到我的耳中。我皺起雙眉，盯著戰戰兢兢地走近的她。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76iB0csYFT
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在混濁的空氣中，我嗅到小蒼蘭的幽香。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXi24sBy0tn
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「你幹什麼來這麼的地方啊？」我反常地沒有冷言冷語，用淺薄的微笑問道。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvKHTt0T4x
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「我、我每天也會來附近買東西……見到哥在這，就跑過來了……」小雛口吃地回答我，視線從我身上挪移。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEVISDJrVx
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她一定有事情隱瞞！726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNAb1j8D7z
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「是嗎？那你手上拿著的是什麼？」我假意地揚起笑容，彎下腰趨近她。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxj8dqMo31S
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我一把將她藏在背後的紙袋奪來，想要為難「天真無邪」的妹妹。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUYhQTFw6U
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不理小雛緊張地想要拿回，我以身高差的優勢將紙袋提起。咦，這種花香……我即時探頭望向袋子，便見到一束小蒼蘭。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vKTPQXiaB
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「每天」、「買東西」……小蒼蘭。一直以來，把花朵放在我房間中的，不是母親而是小雛？726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZl2WYyVN2e
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砰啪！726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSsAR5ZTOB
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袋子從手上掉落地面，我的心情混成一團。猶如虔誠的信徒，突然失去了心中的神一般，不知何去、何從。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGBatTsTDi
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小雛慌忙地將袋子撿起，並從中拿出一小束小蒼蘭。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnaiD9Rw8i
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「哥，這個、送給你的……」726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVW2GPTWxZH
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ89ol5PXwa
無神地望向她，我一句話也說不出來。理性上明白所謂的事實，但叫我情何堪？面色一下子沉下，我猛然地轉身奔跑。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzaGlR2ajP
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFzHJLjBhf
沒有理會小雛在背後的叫嚷，我一直跑、一直跑……沒多久終於抵達家前。彎下腰不斷地喘氣，我不自覺發出的聲音如同哭泣般沙啞。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvI2JlZjJ6s
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyDkoYnDN9
站在燈火通明的家門外良久，我還是沒有勇氣進回去。變得害怕去面對母親，也為被我撇下而至今未回的妹妹擔憂。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyoreRww4pE
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不！我幹什麼還要理會？對她們而言，我在不在也相差無幾啦！726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNHWsrsG4r
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9j9XUgJqZ
回到屋子中，客廳靜悄悄一片的。那麼母親應該是在房間，繼續想著失去的過去而發瘋吧？我放輕腳步不願與她打面照，悄然地回到自己的房間中。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3aeIlFyzo8
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陣陣清新的香氣湧入鼻腔，淡然的樸素而不失高雅，是小蒼蘭的香氣。我皺起眉頭，將放在桌上的小蒼蘭丟棄到垃圾箱中，再踏了幾腳。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjH89AwGOI
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXMBj8ua9J
無聊！這個世界真是無聊！726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUj9K7BngX
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPoWDTeiQio
一腦子躺在床上，總覺得全身乏力。軟趴趴地躺著，我卻不期然把視線轉向桌上。空虛的花瓶沒有鮮花點綴，孤伶伶地暗藏在黑暗中。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZf5a6PChIO
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVorkmQ7nx
真的很可笑，總在作弄別人的我，今天初嘗被騙的感覺。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtCP9fMEnP
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3quRfsxSr1
「呵、呵呵呵……」我低聲地笑著，譏笑自己原來還是多麼的幼稚、愚昧。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzZEnwHjcr
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntxafAhg0R
叩、叩、叩。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2qg94nLUi
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfhoJRXDxO
輕力的叩門聲近乎虛假，但我知道門外的是誰。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnvcf5OfUG
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡliTATxRFkf
「幹什麼！還玩不夠嗎？」我無法理解現在的心情，只知不能示弱。故此我拉高了聲線，用兇巴巴的語音道言。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93StXqtsk2
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0M3Lum0Vsx
「哥……」如我所料，門板背後的是小雛。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUrqEDDyz3
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxgBPUgTaH
我沒有回應她，也許是不懂如何去回應。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtwxuxyiNX
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYKGcjM1U2
回想起朦朧的小時候。在細小但溫暖的房間中，媽媽正躺在床上。我把不知從那得來的小蒼蘭，偷偷插在花瓶內，因為我知道這是媽媽最喜歡的花朵。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjdR4du3E9
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqNaEeCuZv
她發現了我的存在，便撐起身倚著床背。忘了我倆之間的對話，只記得她捉住我的手，撫著她那凸起的肚皮。她對我微笑，溫柔又幸福地笑……726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTl2UJKZHNf
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA12vK21IXK
其實我不討厭小雛，不討厭多了個妹妹。只是現在誰才是被保護的一方？726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaaOTHPnbKq
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyC8KhB2ih
無盡的沉默終有結束之時，為打破陷入僵局的狀況，小雛努力地一再開腔。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlVhUySsfE
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkN4SO9EzJ
「其實、我是想哥哥能夠開心。是真的！」726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04t54vRP67
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為了使我相信，她大力地再三保證。然而我仍不願意回話，卻走到門扇前站著。我倆之間的關係，或許就是差了這麼的距離。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eDQBJYTIh
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvdcateUby
「哥以前也總是牽住我的手，照顧著我。所以、所以我覺哥其實是很溫柔的！也許你已不相信我……」726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAF6LnEIJNc
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwBJzUIg0N
聞得小雛的話，不像是小孩子該會說的東西，令我更覺得丟臉。我扭歪地走開，走到書桌前。眼睛的餘光落在垃圾桶內，那被我踏得爛稀巴的小蒼蘭。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8iQvrEZYU
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SvS0MzsXK
香氣好像比之前更濃烈。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cO9xra0Ud
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66AMF6b96f
將其中一朵還原好無缺的花拾起，我想起小雛出身以來，總帶著笑臉伴在我的身邊。天真、無邪，正好如小蒼蘭的花語一樣……726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPRqcOfAZO
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPDNOE0NiT
第一次牽手，是媽帶著小雛回到家中，我好奇地走近她的嬰兒床，她用一隻手捉緊我的手指。明明當初是想要作為兄長的好好保護她，可是在爸離家後，我漸漸也背道而馳。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVZWgKnps6
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6nTebxPdP
抱著頭倚著牆壁，我慢慢睡著了。夢境把很多記憶交雜，開心的、痛苦的、悲哀的、憤怒的……我記起了很多遺忘的事。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsoJ8s0GD8N
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKnKc938QV
叩！叩！726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ644vLO5lq2
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Oyb5lywkK
不徐不疾的叩門聲響起，把我從睡夢中吵醒。窗外景已被朝陽照亮，意味新的一天到訪。拉開門把，就見到圓圓的大眼睛直勾勾地望著我。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bKWUBprQy
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwWsZKIIUD
「你還在啊？」我陰恨恨地說道，用睨視的目光盯著她。我這般的舉動令她稍微退縮，只是她用力地吞下唾液，才再次踏上前。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKh3dIw2j5N
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDz3wWqo3sN
真糟糕，我已經習慣了這麼的態度，根本沒法子以柔和的態度待她。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Bw7JP9pZO
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFIjujXDvdi
「那個、哥！媽媽說可以吃早餐，所以……」她一臉害怕地瞄向我，聲音更越來越小。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQQko2OmRJ
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTFPiNbHEm
「知道了！」726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LPcUiBZNF
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJiUb0Cjpw
我壓低嗓音吐言，接著沒有順應她的希望，一起前去吃早餐。我反而退後半步，即時把門扇關上，發出了「砰」的一聲。我總覺還是不能面對她……726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnwZ4hqtm2
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpLb6Ipr6c
尖銳的叫聲穿透門板。不用猜想也知道，必然是媽正氣瘋地怒罵。唉，聲音傳至外面。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXz4nRXtzFk
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfq9XwIbgve
這次好像比往常更激烈。真吵耳……幸好我們是住三層式獨立洋房，不然一定會被鄰居投訴。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7BS87Mo7X
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1Y6YRYv5k
叩叩叩叩叩！726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDaWl4BetAX
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6aVCiV5G1
急速且粗暴的叩門響起，彷彿快要打碎門板，然後跑進來殺死我的樣子。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡskwlNebHgK
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIFeWCJEe6
「給我開門！開門呀！」猶如被捏住喉嚨，尖耳且刺耳的叫喊不斷。我才不會愚蠢到再聽她的話！彎下腰拿起背包，小蒼蘭的氣味減淡，卻依然傳遞給我。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnh2pIPgre
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdk5hda7bm
曾相信那份純真無邪的感情，回憶在腦海掠過。甩甩頭，我提起背包，將窗戶推開攀樹逃走。可惜我家的圍牆蠻高，所以我只能跑回大門離開。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigCPlxmYQ2
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmB5TVujf4U
「哥！這個、你的早餐……還有便當！」726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJMxYOKVOC
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtiCX49ubS
小蒼蘭香氣再次纏繞著我，板著臉扭回頭，就見到總是怯生生的小雛。她把早餐遞上，欲言又止，叫我感到煩燥。不過——726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSvDecoK99
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpPbfclrgN
「哦。」我把三明治奪過來，撇下一句就跑走。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSO6TwodXpb
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWfCHwNAek
在歸校的途中，我再次遇上昨天的女生。她今天卻和那個智障……我忘了叫什麼信，二人走在一塊兒。看來很幸福、很快樂，單純得叫人感到羨慕。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiz9UaXKPcE
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HeZmddXmJ
我拉起一抹苦笑，小口小口地咬著充當早餐的三明治，總覺得很好吃。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMA2jMTZGtO
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPkaNwqCjj
咦？是我嗅覺有問題嗎？鼻息間有陣陣的小蒼蘭香氣。然而眼下剛才的兩口子已走遠，再愣在此處只會遲到，所以我就加快腳步跑回學校。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6Bt6cqjAI
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mcoqXdPyh
這天我出奇地乖巧，沒有和同學們打鬧，只敷衍地說自己感冒。而上課時，也安安靜靜的抄寫筆記。不過時間沒有想像中難過，因為我滿腦海都想著，下課後應該要如何是好。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpcq65K4i0
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBbL93G5ch
終於來到午餐的時間，我沒有跟大夥兒外出吃飯，而偷偷溜到沒什麼人接近的雜物房中，準備獨自吃便當。始終男生帶家常飯回校吃，我覺得是很土氣的事。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIFsvRwj2q
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsT50kKXkq
我也不明白，為什麼會從小雛手中接過來。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMprtUYrGLa
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUpoeCORl9
打開袋子的鈕扣，我就見到在便當上，放了一小束小蒼蘭。過了一個早上，沒有泥土與水份，花朵已經漸漸枯萎。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEDvsH9EO2
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0NFZF6zgt
小心翼翼地將花束放下，手中還留有點點的殘香。突然很希望快點回家，見到小雛那天真的笑容。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vSmB7G9Lb
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZUj5KZyp2
可惜，滿以為能順利重來一遍，結果卻……726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjzvvz5H5E
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBknuspExs
放學後，我即時離開校園，連與同學們道別也沒有，但要在繁忙時間迅速回家，是談何容易。而在擠迫的人潮中，我如昨天一般，再次見到小雛的身影。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTe6OofjinZ
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她又要去花店吧？726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6uBryHo11J
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFn6TliVWKM
想著這點，我就更是努力地朝昨日之路擠過去。好不容易才進到小巷中，卻不見了小雛的蹤影。她會跑到哪兒去？還是發現了我跟著她，想躲起來嚇嚇我？726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwevF9BP5WQ
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtMQTlCcRJ
「不、救——唔……」726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwVhyNcQOV
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UzWU6mlSZ
微弱的聲音從另一條橫巷傳出，這把幼嫩的嗓音，不就是小雛嗎？我的臉色猛然霎變，沒多想就跑入巷子中。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqJq3In4sm
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM29tuHRZ7f
只是在剛轉角的瞬間，突然有人用重物擊向我的頭部，使我感到昏眩並眼前發黑。在意識消失之前，我聽到小雛的尖叫聲，接著我就失去知覺。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLK8yZA0rT
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDLV7dmlGK
當我再次起來時，已身在醫院。聽說我被途人救起，犯人已逃去無蹤。更甚的是，連小雛也被帶走了！726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpTeNU78N7
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Yt9mDP32f
在此，我重新得到媽媽的擁抱，聽到她說出最愛的是我，可是我一點也不開心。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWFcHSNhT4
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWhSc8KFSg
小雛到底去了哪裡？犯人沒有提出要交贖金，案件隨時日而慢慢被人遺忘。母親過了不久也在睡夢中粹死，把我獨自留下來。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPepa2BkHEx
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNoX4C9ejt
每當我閉上眼睛，彷彿就嗅到小蒼蘭清雅的香味……如同小雛正一步一步朝我走近，香味越來越濃烈。然，只要張開眼睛，身邊根本沒有人。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13Ga5e6m4F
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavPXKS3TCZ
不相信幽靈之說，我只相信小雛還生存在世上的某處。726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu01RwSfITF
726Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnX5zpHV0K
每天我都在街頭徘徊，一直尋找……
