花語：純真、無邪
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小蒼蘭，花語是純真、無邪。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUbIrZDHY4
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清雅的花香似有幻無，靜靜地纏繞著我。清晨中驚醒，即使過了多少十年，我的身心依然抖擻不已。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQhmX4IxCf
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雖然天氣依舊微冷，可是我沒有眷戀被窩的溫暖，走到書桌前把某張照片拿起。輕輕地觸摸，相中人的年歲在我記憶中停留，永遠地純真、無邪。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtU8bkh4Jv0
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她最喜歡的花，就是小蒼蘭。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxi19Hh61r
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「對不起、對不起……」我口中不停唸著，用力地抓住這小小的照片，我披上外套出門。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFDCKJ3x2Q
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譏笑自己當天的愚昧，至今我還在尋找，尋找那消失了的那位——我的妹妹小雛。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBnE0FClAp
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深沉的記憶在蠢蠢欲動，我想起她還在的日子——703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVGmpt2Zo8
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那天如常是無聊的校園生活。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH060yCojRu
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本來那頭土氣的黑髮，被我染成茶色。這是一種標記，和大夥兒一樣的記號。然而在長輩眼中，我卻成了反叛、劣等的人。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBJUlVuG92
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既然如此，那麼我也不負他們的「期望」，放縱自己做喜歡的事——703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KaLmU5DKR
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和同學們打打鬧鬧，再來和老師鬥嘴，就能很快過去。不過回家也是同樣令人感到討厭，所以在放學後，就會找些樂子來舒暢身心。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDTeamPDCO
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某天在歸家的路途上，同學們佇足於我的身後，而我則面對著一名女孩。她是我「告白」的對象，名字什麼我是不太清楚。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhENJCvDRC
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日復日的過去，每天都是過著一樣的生活，有什麼東西能夠令我找回點樂趣？703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRxNOkuOED
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就是告白！不屬於羅曼蒂克的感情，全然是「賭、注」！聽說她和本校被老師高度稱讚的智障走得很近，所以我們才想到這場遊戲。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVaMLEX4WtE
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再三地貶低別人，突出自己的存在價值，世界本來就是如此。而且，這不過是無聊生活的調味料，忘記種種不快的遊戲。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52BzH6T1ar
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「對不起，當朋友的話是可以，但戀愛的話實在太突然了。」703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUV7gkA4RHk
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始料未及的答案叫我們一眾人愣住，只是沒有花費多少時間，我就忍不住笑了出來。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡntPC7xe0TA
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「噗。」703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0aI1CC9vH
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隨著我的笑聲響起，大家也即時笑成一團。看著她一臉困窘的蠢臉，更使我忍俊不住，引起途人的側目。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDbjhp9R9n
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「呃、這到底是什麼狀況……」勉強地擠出聲音，她依然未想到原因何在。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7C0p2X7xQ
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「對不起，因為實在太出乎意料了！我們在打賭啊，常常跟那個自閉出雙入對的妳，遇到帥哥表白會不會立即劈腿啦！」我帶著譏諷的語氣說道。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahs4v6kIRA
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不這樣做，我就無法肯定自己。然後我稍微頓了頓，看著她呆若木雞的樣子，我才故意大笑說：「但沒想到真的會輸給一個智障！」703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDtmHCVvSZ
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此話一出，大夥兒的笑聲不絕。果然是很有趣呢！703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsMhAuw72f
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「這種事、這種事——」欸？是惱羞成怒嗎？她竟然一面嚷道，一面大豆大豆地流下淚來，真是沒用呢。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJ4AjB4Nsh
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突然一陣疼痛襲來，那個自閉的智障竟然跑出來，對我揮拳？他會為別個而一反常態，令我反應不來。身邊的朋輩見我不對勁，就上前助拳。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlafG6aTXc
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可是那傢伙彷彿是氣瘋了，竟抓起旁邊的垃圾桶丟，連本在哭泣的女生也慌忙捉住他。嘖！假如惹上官非就很麻煩，我們互投眼色，便一起逃離現場。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡul3lSxP6Ns
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一夥兒跑到大街上，我賭注因那女的選擇而輸了，同學們就起哄要我請吃東西。為了保全面子，我唯有請和他們到快餐店。反正……我現在還不想回家。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PEBnucdIb
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腦海中浮現起媽媽，和妹妹二人歡笑的溫馨場景，沒有我介入其中的空間。咀嚼在口中，是不知味兒的苦澀。不知為何，我想起了小蒼蘭那淡淡的花香。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VdB8tFiCQ
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薯條、漢堡、炸雞、雪糕等，放滿了整張桌子。我一面喝著飲料，一面隨意地對答。偶爾一起笑笑，那麼就能維持現在的關係。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEKCbdwEOK
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「對了！阿宏，聽說你有一個很可愛的妹妹呢！」703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9IdIyUgls
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某位同學突然愉悅地說道，並一手拍在我的肩上。啊啊、宏是我的名字，所以他是在叫我。不過其他同學沒給我開腔的機會，逕自搶奪發言權。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSurcFtSY6f
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「不會吧！來介紹我啦！」703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1ESnsvy5e
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「先介紹我才對！」703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuSoFgPK1e
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話題，不知何時扯到我妹妹身上。一時間，我也不知道應該如何回答。不能停頓太久，我唯有勉強裝出自然，揚起一抹笑容。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGZx6YVfaf
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「可愛？你們在說小雛啊。要介紹是沒差，不過她才快幼稚園畢業。」說畢，我就哈哈地笑了幾聲。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZZGg2VC2N
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「什麼！原來你有孌童癖！」703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3YOQlcza5
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「你才會有！天知道她這麼小！」703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1ERegnx7e
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他們如此七嘴八舌地聊得起勁，而我則微笑點頭附和。聽著話題慢慢離開小雛，我倒是不自覺地舒一口氣。然而，為何我的腦海依然想著小雛的事？703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3PUkZIhya
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請不要誤會，我對她當然不會有男女間的愛戀，可是每次見到她，我就會想與之保持距離。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOVSmLuN0P
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托著腮子瞄向窗外的青空，想起往昔的光境。小雛出生後，家中發生大變。父親有外遇更捨棄我們，而母親則患上了精神病，或是產後抑鬱症之類，性情倏然大變。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGi6cfIILBL
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每天母親不停地對我打罵，又時常不許我吃飯。她全心全意地照顧小皺，近乎把我當作空氣般無視。我還要拚命想討好她，以為只是因妹妹年幼，才如此多加照顧。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PrGPtWQ01
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可惜我錯了！703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzJctIT4vB
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眼下小雛慢慢長大，母親待我越來越差。那丫頭卻自以為了不起，總在我被打時就介入我和媽之間，媽不許我吃飯就把自己的留下給我。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrdVA2iy2I
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這是施捨嗎？我才不稀罕！703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZy5HbzrXz
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雖然母親性情不穩，但最近每天回到家，我的房間中都會見到小蒼蘭……
雙手慢慢握成拳頭，我還在期待什麼？703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡendgpXzI1T
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看著青根在手背浮現，我才緩緩鬆開。撇開可笑的過去，我把精神投放在面前的食物中，借此分散自己的精神。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVmyMC08Oa
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大家吃飽後，夕光已慢慢收窄，街道上改亮起刺目的霓虹燈。同學們紛紛各自回家，最後就只剩下我一人，獨自在街頭上流連。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8W9kHIvvO4
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瞄向廣場時鐘的指針，我知道差不多時間要回去。因為未成年、沒有能力養活自己，最後喜不喜歡還是要回家。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnwWZPWWtB
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現在是緊忙時段，人潮一浪接一浪的難以前進。我倒沒有感到焦急，重覆踏上每天都會走過的道路。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgm6D1F4O0e
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無獨有偶，也許這是命運的安排。無意之間，我看到了小雛的身影，她正朝酒吧區的方向走。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlb8GnVKv2
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我一定不會認錯人！703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHajzV0Agd9
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小雛有一頭微捲的粟色頭髮，配上天真稚氣的臉蛋，大家看來也一致說她是可愛的女生。而由相同父母誕下的我，看來卻是亞洲人的大眾臉，而她光從外表就知是混血兒。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKLuQKvIAS
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所以我怎可能認錯了？而且她現在一身水手服的打扮，是本區唯一一間幼稚園所擁有的校服……那麼為何她會出現在這裡？703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQexzU5aOx8
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對於年幼的妹妹，我的印象是她被眾人所稱讚長大。如此的她，會有什麼的祕密？好奇心燃起下，我悄悄地尾隨於後。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpdx5tuLcc
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我們的年紀相差五年。說長不長，說短不短，可是我不喜歡她。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxE1w6OKxzh
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自從她誕生以後，大家的目光也都投在她身上。我的存在意義，就只剩下作為陪襯品嗎？才不要！703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx384PV4JW4
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不過真是的！我跟了這麼久，她還是懵然不知，現在更要獨個兒走到小巷中？危機意識真低！我於心中不停暗罵，但還是靜靜地跟著她。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYecRTp0D6
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穿插過橫巷大街，小雛終於來到一間花店前。她背對著我，我不知道她在露出何種表情。我們之間有一段距離，所以我聽不到她在說什麼。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1FOFLY6it
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我唯獨看到……是店員拿出一束花朵，將之放到小雛帶備的紙袋中。她即時手舞足蹈地轉轉圈，我才終於見到她在瞇起雙眼笑著。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GtIlpsn6J
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然而在小雛發現我的瞬間，她燦爛的微笑就即時變得僵硬。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pZjd7NvcA
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「哥……」雖然稚嫩的嗓音頗為微弱，卻清晰地傳到我的耳中。我皺起雙眉，盯著戰戰兢兢地走近的她。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO8YoXmLkJh
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在混濁的空氣中，我嗅到小蒼蘭的幽香。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqe08Tdufb
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「你幹什麼來這麼的地方啊？」我反常地沒有冷言冷語，用淺薄的微笑問道。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0TDf14WDlR
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「我、我每天也會來附近買東西……見到哥在這，就跑過來了……」小雛口吃地回答我，視線從我身上挪移。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX28BInuR8P
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她一定有事情隱瞞！703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT723XUfQi2
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「是嗎？那你手上拿著的是什麼？」我假意地揚起笑容，彎下腰趨近她。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZdhLql6yr
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我一把將她藏在背後的紙袋奪來，想要為難「天真無邪」的妹妹。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOAWqY3Ay65
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不理小雛緊張地想要拿回，我以身高差的優勢將紙袋提起。咦，這種花香……我即時探頭望向袋子，便見到一束小蒼蘭。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnTpFnE6rN
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「每天」、「買東西」……小蒼蘭。一直以來，把花朵放在我房間中的，不是母親而是小雛？703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7SVmunl4i
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砰啪！703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzqivhrdo1
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袋子從手上掉落地面，我的心情混成一團。猶如虔誠的信徒，突然失去了心中的神一般，不知何去、何從。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWBOY7PHAV
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小雛慌忙地將袋子撿起，並從中拿出一小束小蒼蘭。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKpkxPPfMn
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「哥，這個、送給你的……」703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6shuWhtau
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBhERY8xMF
無神地望向她，我一句話也說不出來。理性上明白所謂的事實，但叫我情何堪？面色一下子沉下，我猛然地轉身奔跑。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQvOvz54CK
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLwhqURdKp
沒有理會小雛在背後的叫嚷，我一直跑、一直跑……沒多久終於抵達家前。彎下腰不斷地喘氣，我不自覺發出的聲音如同哭泣般沙啞。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKQZNqANj7
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYiZXiVxObN
站在燈火通明的家門外良久，我還是沒有勇氣進回去。變得害怕去面對母親，也為被我撇下而至今未回的妹妹擔憂。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGD1eebfWFC
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不！我幹什麼還要理會？對她們而言，我在不在也相差無幾啦！703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmBzwjgBzK
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ner00xtpN
回到屋子中，客廳靜悄悄一片的。那麼母親應該是在房間，繼續想著失去的過去而發瘋吧？我放輕腳步不願與她打面照，悄然地回到自己的房間中。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUm0ASHziQb
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhBP2mRUvG
陣陣清新的香氣湧入鼻腔，淡然的樸素而不失高雅，是小蒼蘭的香氣。我皺起眉頭，將放在桌上的小蒼蘭丟棄到垃圾箱中，再踏了幾腳。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJw564yw6y
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6FlhdYgD1
無聊！這個世界真是無聊！703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HffIEJVYU
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtOSA8d48a
一腦子躺在床上，總覺得全身乏力。軟趴趴地躺著，我卻不期然把視線轉向桌上。空虛的花瓶沒有鮮花點綴，孤伶伶地暗藏在黑暗中。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrr3K8dWySx
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fuDvbc7Zt
真的很可笑，總在作弄別人的我，今天初嘗被騙的感覺。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYyKvPmwJ6
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1OYMAGOU02
「呵、呵呵呵……」我低聲地笑著，譏笑自己原來還是多麼的幼稚、愚昧。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRiBnDKnotI
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叩、叩、叩。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHy23uPqXF
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgAlyyq73t
輕力的叩門聲近乎虛假，但我知道門外的是誰。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmZkF1N35W
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUu7mQdt8OG
「幹什麼！還玩不夠嗎？」我無法理解現在的心情，只知不能示弱。故此我拉高了聲線，用兇巴巴的語音道言。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY886ox6wyn
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡui0X1T2f3i
「哥……」如我所料，門板背後的是小雛。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdhz4N4Aao
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVVSvNCGix
我沒有回應她，也許是不懂如何去回應。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMCsn0vOl3
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgptusPCg9
回想起朦朧的小時候。在細小但溫暖的房間中，媽媽正躺在床上。我把不知從那得來的小蒼蘭，偷偷插在花瓶內，因為我知道這是媽媽最喜歡的花朵。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlR2jwOwyuh
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRwlXgn3WG7
她發現了我的存在，便撐起身倚著床背。忘了我倆之間的對話，只記得她捉住我的手，撫著她那凸起的肚皮。她對我微笑，溫柔又幸福地笑……703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSCmSLSVr5
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjn0R9l7vp
其實我不討厭小雛，不討厭多了個妹妹。只是現在誰才是被保護的一方？703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXkyUFSYnw
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAjulRb2Y5
無盡的沉默終有結束之時，為打破陷入僵局的狀況，小雛努力地一再開腔。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ip306qX9R
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「其實、我是想哥哥能夠開心。是真的！」703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjn8Gu9oEv
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1uXOWuaB9n
為了使我相信，她大力地再三保證。然而我仍不願意回話，卻走到門扇前站著。我倆之間的關係，或許就是差了這麼的距離。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyN1L9mi7EQ
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXgLusjzHi
「哥以前也總是牽住我的手，照顧著我。所以、所以我覺哥其實是很溫柔的！也許你已不相信我……」703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwzCmAF0gU
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71hroIbog0
聞得小雛的話，不像是小孩子該會說的東西，令我更覺得丟臉。我扭歪地走開，走到書桌前。眼睛的餘光落在垃圾桶內，那被我踏得爛稀巴的小蒼蘭。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaQIDwKe6x
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEb7iL18Kj
香氣好像比之前更濃烈。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmP90GBR14
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOqFJ9VzeH
將其中一朵還原好無缺的花拾起，我想起小雛出身以來，總帶著笑臉伴在我的身邊。天真、無邪，正好如小蒼蘭的花語一樣……703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaXVizkfFrQ
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUv8D0WVSB0
第一次牽手，是媽帶著小雛回到家中，我好奇地走近她的嬰兒床，她用一隻手捉緊我的手指。明明當初是想要作為兄長的好好保護她，可是在爸離家後，我漸漸也背道而馳。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupenbnjofF
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtp8NMOkLj4
抱著頭倚著牆壁，我慢慢睡著了。夢境把很多記憶交雜，開心的、痛苦的、悲哀的、憤怒的……我記起了很多遺忘的事。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOAcBiqwoKA
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmQneox3JZ
叩！叩！703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnqzVBjN3Z
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoChiiHgWx1
不徐不疾的叩門聲響起，把我從睡夢中吵醒。窗外景已被朝陽照亮，意味新的一天到訪。拉開門把，就見到圓圓的大眼睛直勾勾地望著我。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJyznSdEG9
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhHxq8nTYa
「你還在啊？」我陰恨恨地說道，用睨視的目光盯著她。我這般的舉動令她稍微退縮，只是她用力地吞下唾液，才再次踏上前。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJeGk8N6bo
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7kHbGv3ka
真糟糕，我已經習慣了這麼的態度，根本沒法子以柔和的態度待她。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6fEIvPShi
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqz7Y6R5VR2
「那個、哥！媽媽說可以吃早餐，所以……」她一臉害怕地瞄向我，聲音更越來越小。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHQqsaZ2Wu
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVKZjnHFZp
「知道了！」703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJJI3619XO
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnV9eILVkR
我壓低嗓音吐言，接著沒有順應她的希望，一起前去吃早餐。我反而退後半步，即時把門扇關上，發出了「砰」的一聲。我總覺還是不能面對她……703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqsMOqtS0n
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82fAZnTxx5
尖銳的叫聲穿透門板。不用猜想也知道，必然是媽正氣瘋地怒罵。唉，聲音傳至外面。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2PcLtQfwS
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexxHKIRI1X
這次好像比往常更激烈。真吵耳……幸好我們是住三層式獨立洋房，不然一定會被鄰居投訴。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSb9ObAksy8
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaen367Fv5G
叩叩叩叩叩！703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdagwkMUu2
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmPt9zZ5zF
急速且粗暴的叩門響起，彷彿快要打碎門板，然後跑進來殺死我的樣子。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrwvTQaaGP
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IAKtCwP2t
「給我開門！開門呀！」猶如被捏住喉嚨，尖耳且刺耳的叫喊不斷。我才不會愚蠢到再聽她的話！彎下腰拿起背包，小蒼蘭的氣味減淡，卻依然傳遞給我。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLfb73bMrP
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnqYQ9vfuV
曾相信那份純真無邪的感情，回憶在腦海掠過。甩甩頭，我提起背包，將窗戶推開攀樹逃走。可惜我家的圍牆蠻高，所以我只能跑回大門離開。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7nNhwMacM
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbDts4AP1M
「哥！這個、你的早餐……還有便當！」703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWFxR4W3pU
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfObzbuRBrg
小蒼蘭香氣再次纏繞著我，板著臉扭回頭，就見到總是怯生生的小雛。她把早餐遞上，欲言又止，叫我感到煩燥。不過——703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTVMiSvBPW
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWx2YzhvV9f
「哦。」我把三明治奪過來，撇下一句就跑走。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjdAyEzVxu
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJaMZZzU3Q
在歸校的途中，我再次遇上昨天的女生。她今天卻和那個智障……我忘了叫什麼信，二人走在一塊兒。看來很幸福、很快樂，單純得叫人感到羨慕。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHN4gYPIyYH
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9XRg12Tpf
我拉起一抹苦笑，小口小口地咬著充當早餐的三明治，總覺得很好吃。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOJ2sIW00H
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDysyp6xHvL
咦？是我嗅覺有問題嗎？鼻息間有陣陣的小蒼蘭香氣。然而眼下剛才的兩口子已走遠，再愣在此處只會遲到，所以我就加快腳步跑回學校。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZxxrquKTB
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWlKrKU7xH
這天我出奇地乖巧，沒有和同學們打鬧，只敷衍地說自己感冒。而上課時，也安安靜靜的抄寫筆記。不過時間沒有想像中難過，因為我滿腦海都想著，下課後應該要如何是好。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHHrkYGXRh
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSaGSAy4Giu
終於來到午餐的時間，我沒有跟大夥兒外出吃飯，而偷偷溜到沒什麼人接近的雜物房中，準備獨自吃便當。始終男生帶家常飯回校吃，我覺得是很土氣的事。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfSQZf77c4
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtdse065Ls
我也不明白，為什麼會從小雛手中接過來。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUdm00jj1b
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4BHEdyqXY
打開袋子的鈕扣，我就見到在便當上，放了一小束小蒼蘭。過了一個早上，沒有泥土與水份，花朵已經漸漸枯萎。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxCDGNRdqm
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15e9gqF4Ff
小心翼翼地將花束放下，手中還留有點點的殘香。突然很希望快點回家，見到小雛那天真的笑容。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRskeTNIGn4
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDODkw0E3rP
可惜，滿以為能順利重來一遍，結果卻……703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjnR1iVHLr
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMUnl10Xo5
放學後，我即時離開校園，連與同學們道別也沒有，但要在繁忙時間迅速回家，是談何容易。而在擠迫的人潮中，我如昨天一般，再次見到小雛的身影。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcYECVC9GF
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她又要去花店吧？703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8efBuaz2O
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MA3un85kr
想著這點，我就更是努力地朝昨日之路擠過去。好不容易才進到小巷中，卻不見了小雛的蹤影。她會跑到哪兒去？還是發現了我跟著她，想躲起來嚇嚇我？703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlc4njV6PKW
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFuNdGsk0p
「不、救——唔……」703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrqiq4ysfa
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡarRYgtoPHR
微弱的聲音從另一條橫巷傳出，這把幼嫩的嗓音，不就是小雛嗎？我的臉色猛然霎變，沒多想就跑入巷子中。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBPb695loT
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyF3sFdAIwx
只是在剛轉角的瞬間，突然有人用重物擊向我的頭部，使我感到昏眩並眼前發黑。在意識消失之前，我聽到小雛的尖叫聲，接著我就失去知覺。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItjfesfOU5
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEvAmZEXut
當我再次起來時，已身在醫院。聽說我被途人救起，犯人已逃去無蹤。更甚的是，連小雛也被帶走了！703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8a38oZvsl
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEc3WYzGAO
在此，我重新得到媽媽的擁抱，聽到她說出最愛的是我，可是我一點也不開心。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9r79h54FZ2
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zovjWxVL5
小雛到底去了哪裡？犯人沒有提出要交贖金，案件隨時日而慢慢被人遺忘。母親過了不久也在睡夢中粹死，把我獨自留下來。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60Ghtqmwoh
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElq3L72PM5
每當我閉上眼睛，彷彿就嗅到小蒼蘭清雅的香味……如同小雛正一步一步朝我走近，香味越來越濃烈。然，只要張開眼睛，身邊根本沒有人。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyAunbAOXU
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi10upJI72R
不相信幽靈之說，我只相信小雛還生存在世上的某處。703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aTjs3Zumh
703Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FTeR8bKRd
每天我都在街頭徘徊，一直尋找……
