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何君然篇（2）

姑娘請留步 姑娘請留步
Jul 1, 2022 240 3 Mins Read
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第十一章：何君然篇244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AXxpr4GLY

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晚上的風很大很冷，我給冷醒了，更正確點來說，我一直醒著。下了床，喝了半杯熱牛奶，試圖讓自己能快點入眠。

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上了床，我卻開始害怕明天、害怕天亮、害怕面對她。桌上的牛奶早已冷掉了，氣溫更低了。

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 我蓋著被子，蜷縮在床上一角落，雙臂環抱雙膝，把頭貼著雙膝，希望這樣身體會覺得暖和一些。

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閉起了眼，她柔軟的唇吻上額角的餘溫彷彿又重燃起。趕緊睜開眼，告訴自己車上那一幕根本是錯覺。

244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp40qIGf7Aq

我把牛奶放進微波爐翻熱，屋子裡很靜，因此可以清楚聽見微波爐運作的聲響。

244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8WFiQXUsB

我是基督徒，一直是。她是知道的，還取笑我太虔誠，地上的人不適合我，我該嫁給上帝。

244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY08b9guHKP

如果那時沒有醒著，我遲緩的腦袋到底在什麼時候才知道她的心在想什麼？那一吻吻下來，讓我亂了心：要是我感覺嘔心，那證明我根本不接受這樣有悖世俗的感情，可是……我沒有。加速亂跳的心臟代表什麼？

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                    我很亂。

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微波爐的響叫提醒我牛奶熱好了，我取了出來，才發現太熱了，於是又放在桌上。

244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8NAQTc6V4

時鐘滴滴答答，滿腦子都是她。多虧那一吻，我開始發現我對她應該不止是朋友。

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喜歡的人……？

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換了是早些年的我，該是斷然否定而且譴責這種不該存有的歪念。

244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGtHLllb2T

宗教教義早已灌輸了什麼才是正確的感情，我深信不疑，一直視之為真理。

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所以現在的我，是受到了撒旦的迷惑嗎？

244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyde4w43xB2

喝了一口牛奶，抬頭一看：三時三十六分。

244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyRYeeRn71

撒旦？

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她不是。

244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPz3UiAiCr

她絕對不是。

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那她是什麼？為什麼她不是男生？到底是這杯牛奶被加入了咖啡因抑或腦袋想自己好好想清楚，反正我愈來愈精神了。

244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAOtFQ0pM1

我開了燈，適應不了強光，又關燈。人恍惚站在死胡同裡，進退不得。明天該怎麼辦？照常跟她吃晚飯，然後假裝沒有事發生一樣打打鬧鬧？

244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9wd2Po2wz

事情終究是發生了，怎能調撥到未發生前。

244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LNaMpWGR4

她猶如夜裡趕不走的黑，我拆不掉關於她的畫面，她的笑、她的沉默、她專注認真的模樣……即使我戴上了鋼盔，在防禦她的入侵，她卻化身成氧氣，無孔不入…… 

244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9B6x0HJ6j

我已經分不清哪些才是真實的世界，但願今晚一切都只是個夢。

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醒了，什麼都忘記。

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早上還是來了，九時半，電話傳來訊息：

244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLa0d5yU38A

阿洛：Hi，昨夜睡得不好嗎？

last seen是3：45a.m.呢！244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPLvdstbp8

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晚上總會互道晚安，昨晚我忘了。

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而每天早上八、九時，Whatsapp一定會響，不是我跟她說早晨，就是她跟我說Hi。

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原來這個習慣早已持續了三四個月。

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Table of Contents
#0 Intro
#1 新鄰
#2 一個人生活
#3 談夢想
#4 舊情
#5 懵懂情絲
#6 吃醋
#7 郊遊去
#8 在水一方
#9 何君然篇
#10 化妝舞會
#11 何君然篇（2）
#12 隔閡
#13 得不到
#14 何君然篇（3）
#15 寂寞的心
#16 保護你
#17 何君然篇（4）
#18 喜歡妳
#19 在一起
#20 聖誕節
#21 天堂地獄
#22 何君然篇（5）
#23 住一起
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