No Plagiarism!exWFWQ60DadWnjA1MAHcposted on PENANA 「前輩!你管管你的孩子吧!」老師不滿的聲音傳進我未乾透的耳朵中,「我真的沒有見過那麼垃圾的學生!」8964 copyright protection196PENANAO9E88tZSat 維尼
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「在神的祭物前嘔吐,又不願處理善後,一見血就頭暈,今日還走堂了!」攻擊我的責罵聲沒有停下,完全無視我的感受。8964 copyright protection196PENANAnn5qrbrNvB 維尼
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「夠了。我明白了。」老伯用手示意,語氣非常平淡。「我會和他說說。」8964 copyright protection196PENANAA7MBPnU8k2 維尼
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「如果他完成不到處女祭的話, 他不可以留在這裏!這是村中的規則!」8964 copyright protection196PENANAG09y4HG0au 維尼
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「你夠了吧!」老伯突然大喝,「你看不到孩子很難受嗎?」8964 copyright protection196PENANA0u1Na6navj 維尼
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老師原本要繼續吐槽的口瞬間停下。不一會兒後,他站了起來,帶著一塊臭臉默默地離開了。8964 copyright protection196PENANA8pyRN24p3B 維尼
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在木門閉上後又是一片沉默。我把眼睛瞄在地上,不敢跟老伯的眼神相疊。8964 copyright protection196PENANA20ki9xMpfP 維尼
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「孩子啊,你能告訴我為甚麼要走堂嗎?」老伯的聲音再次平淡地說。8964 copyright protection196PENANADQTGcgidA9 維尼
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我的身體頓時變得繃緊,我感覺到我的舌頭非常僵硬,身體不自覺地作出奇怪的姿勢。8964 copyright protection196PENANATS0d9cljIA 維尼
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不是。8964 copyright protection196PENANAnK970YQmut 維尼
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「環境不夠好?假如是這樣的話,我可以把它們轉了。」8964 copyright protection196PENANAIEeuaXzrrG 維尼
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「不是……」我說,雙手抓著濕透的衣服,我讓頭髮繼續掩蓋我的臉,掩蓋我複雜的情緒。8964 copyright protection196PENANAgjVSScRpdM 維尼
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「那是因為你怕血?」老伯問。8964 copyright protection196PENANAl2KpuoTtxG 維尼
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我輕輕點了頭,老伯好像明白我了。8964 copyright protection196PENANAkBklBnmldK 維尼
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「唉!只是血而已!你不用怕啦!用一些時間習慣就好了!」8964 copyright protection196PENANA3QMmOSd0y4 維尼
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「別怕了!別怕了!假如你怕血的話,那你先去豬場一輪吧!」8964 copyright protection196PENANAdPCmMogWYV 維尼
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「殺豬比殺人更加易吧!」8964 copyright protection196PENANAaY8ZjZFGoo 維尼
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老伯此時亮起的慈笑突然變得非常難看,噁心的難看。令人想一股衝動打落他口中剩下的牙齒。8964 copyright protection196PENANAFmhOsxunFH 維尼
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「難道你還不明白我嗎?難道那名老師還未解釋夠清楚嗎!我見血就作嘔,我殺死祭物時雙手震抖啊!」8964 copyright protection196PENANAeZZRluWraY 維尼
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我的情緒失控地爆發,一發不可收拾,淚水止不住地流下。8964 copyright protection196PENANApA5hnH1E5f 維尼
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「為甚麼…為甚麼一定要殺人啊?為甚麼我怕血就受冷言冷語啊!為甚麼大家眼中只有那一盆人血而没有理會過我!我到底犯了甚麼錯!甚麼教條!」8964 copyright protection196PENANAkwBsyJBskS 維尼
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話剛落,老伯的慈笑就收起了。8964 copyright protection196PENANAuavfILSTKk 維尼
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「你告訴我!」8964 copyright protection196PENANAQpPaUYsbj8 維尼
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老伯依然不發一言望著我。8964 copyright protection196PENANAX6Hvv6qqRB 維尼
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我沙啞的喉嚨開始吐不出話,我疲累的心也無法吶喊了。身體此時跪在了地上,雙手抓住了頭髮,狠不得要把它們拉下來。8964 copyright protection196PENANAZIUpz2AfMf 維尼
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「你害怕殺人嗎?」經過一段時間後,老伯才開聲發問。我不肯定他的語氣是甚麼,我不敢望他的臉。8964 copyright protection196PENANAJTE3AQ4Po4 維尼
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「孩子,請你望著我的臉回應我的問題。你害怕殺人嗎?」8964 copyright protection196PENANA6sqwZzHf5y 維尼
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我嘗試慢慢抬起頭,但當自己看到他的下巴就緊閉了眼,我不想看他對我失望的臉,憤怒的臉。我不知道我的立場是對的,還是錯的。8964 copyright protection196PENANARzr5HpEliA 維尼
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「孩子,我並沒有在憤怒。回答我,好嗎?」8964 copyright protection196PENANAxHfVVJh79x 維尼
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我的舌頭被恐懼約束著,無法說出心中的答案。我只能輕輕點頭,但是這個簡單的答覆也差不多花光了我全部的勇氣。8964 copyright protection196PENANAFlCryUOgNA 維尼
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「原來如此。感謝你我坦白。」8964 copyright protection196PENANAobpmbgSvR9 維尼
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「原來是這樣。」此時,老伯的聲音出現了一絲悲傷。8964 copyright protection196PENANABT7P1dDbTG 維尼
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我緩缓地抬頭,慢慢睜眼,站在我淚光後的老伯站了起來,深嘆一口氣。8964 copyright protection196PENANA73tDEaZs5G 維尼
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「孩子,我為你擔心。因為活祭是我們村中的傳統。從小至大,我們就在收割活祭了,假如你不想收割活祭的話,除了成為一名祭師之外,你很難在這裹生存。」8964 copyright protection196PENANA9rfLI0y5GF 維尼
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「不過,我不知道我為何會對你有同感。」8964 copyright protection196PENANAEqiVynPFAC 維尼
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「為了神,我的雙手從小就佈滿了鮮血。我沒有對獻祭作出過任何猶豫。」8964 copyright protection196PENANAvzyLmHoXjB 維尼
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「但是隨著時間,我的心中開始出現一種感覺。我不知道為何開始我對害怕我的祭品出手猶豫,而我會選擇一些令我心感討厭的人下手。」8964 copyright protection196PENANAbGXf3GEhuG 維尼
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「在數年前,我認為我所作的事和標準有害自己選擇優質的祭品,所以我退出了。」8964 copyright protection196PENANAazVlPNtqLB 維尼
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「孩子啊,你這種感覺將會阻礙你接近神。這種虛幻的感情不是我們神所愛的形態。」8964 copyright protection196PENANAFLtA7O5i6P 維尼
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聽著老伯的故事,我不知道如何反應,繼續靜靜的坐在地上不說話,殘留淚水的雙眼望著他仍然笑著的臉。而他的道,我完全聽不了。8964 copyright protection196PENANA4zXoB6XEh4 維尼
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「不過真的估不到你這麼小已經有這種感覺了。還好,你有一種東西比我好了! 哈!」8964 copyright protection196PENANAE2IMELBxrC 維尼
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「……」8964 copyright protection196PENANA8c5MBzKAUm 維尼
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木屋剩下一段尷尬的沉默。8964 copyright protection196PENANAj724ZSDniM 維尼
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「那明天我就和老師說你不去活祭班了。你可要努力成為一名祭師啊!」老伯笑著說,並一步步走入他的房間。8964 copyright protection196PENANAy6l5fRByp1 維尼
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「對於你不想參與活祭的一事,我會為你保密的了。所以你就當自己已經進行過處女祭吧。」8964 copyright protection196PENANAdF2IUcPKrB 維尼
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儘管他的笑容依舊燦爛,我卻在他的話中感到一絲失落。8964 copyright protection196PENANA8h0gHZnfAZ 維尼
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我應該是他的兒子,要繼承他的道。不過我卻因為害怕而令他失望了。8964 copyright protection196PENANA6NV6ZPqmrP 維尼
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這是我應該背的責任…嗎?8964 copyright protection196PENANAOT65Wx6JiJ 維尼
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「你要加油啊!」老伯在閉上房門前再拋下了一句話,他動搖的聲音在我耳中卻聽得出兩種含意。8964 copyright protection196PENANAjVQh2jWwuE 維尼
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聞言後,我的口正要張開,但是聲音完全跑不出來,直到門聲的示意後,我才放棄了回應。8964 copyright protection196PENANAGOtZAmUHNY 維尼
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不知道為何,我無法回答老伯的任何一句話,無論他的聲音如何正面,他的說話如何鼓勵,我也沒法正視他任何的話。8964 copyright protection196PENANA34tyjWR347 維尼
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我覺得他的話像是狂人之言,但是…8964 copyright protection196PENANAXdYpv9QsPh 維尼
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還是我才是那個狂人呢?8964 copyright protection196PENANAjAQuxEOmsj 維尼
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