「果然係對我有好感。」恆樂自豪地點頭。396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EmCriOE0v
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssISZSOGHJ
「你講咩話？」子瑜抆住恆樂耳仔講。396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HXlrMxMC6
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「無講嘢呀，我等緊你分享。」396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPJnIGFfCW
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTPcckPRkn
「衰人！」子瑜行過梳化坐低後講：「坐低再慢慢講啦。」396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFeblzU03d
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLEqlA9lg1
恆樂馬上狗沖去梳化坐低聽故仔。396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0AiOtvNaID
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ552itge2bH
子瑜本來係大學話劇社嘅成員，一直都對表演都有份渴望同追求。話劇社每年都會有兩到三套話劇，每次都係由個人自薦casting選角。子瑜同今朝班八婆就係話劇社到認識，因為大家都鐘意動漫，加上係同一個year，所以好快就混熟。開頭大家都好好朋友，可以講下八婆嘢又會一齊出街，當時嘅子瑜真係當佢哋係朋友。396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK34lToAadq
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtiL6cVccJv
只不過，呢啲只係子瑜嘅一廂情願。396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC83zEV3Tk7
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1OwxgFYnF
當年嘅5月，有個大學聯校話劇show，當時嘅子瑜就cast中咗女主角，要知道有參加casting嘅有嚟知唔同大學嘅人，亦有同子瑜同一間大學嘅前輩，所以呢個角色係子瑜打敗咗好多人先拎到手。396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBKY5KmD2S
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8myA2exhi
如果只係校內嘅校劇，通常都係由老鬼去揀人做演出，老鬼可以揀角、揀劇本，每一個演出都係由老鬼做主導，正路嚟講，子瑜呢啲新人唔會有太多機會演出。396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoMKGuknWN
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLn6VTR0pUU
但係聯校show唔同，揀人嘅外校嘅人，無咁黑箱作業，所以子瑜先有機會係老鬼中突圍。396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXA7UdAc5lZ
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2OJU1Jjl8
呢件就係關係破裂嘅開端。396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyaWORzryn
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkoGmFwM94U
當時嘅子瑜喺某一次返到自己大學嘅話劇社嘅會室到拎化妝品，因為大學生們都要準備final exam，照理嚟講唔應該當時嘅會室唔應該有人，但係事與願違。396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZZGEtAdVK
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ750bSGrWBJ
當時會室嘅有嘅就係恆樂見到嘅幾個八婆同埋一位落選casting嘅前輩，嗰位前輩cast嘅位就係正正俾子瑜拎咗。396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhp5QyUvhf
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqVCIJphxsl
全部都係女人。396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlEMaDnHWs
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6LszYjDnZ
女人嘅圈子，可以話係麻煩。396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHAsvHtVhMq
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKj0rAyb7ij
本來想走入會室嘅子瑜因為聽到有人提及自己個名而停落嚟。
「係囉，我哋都話過子瑜，但係佢又唔聽。」396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOj6dw6ho1Q
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3czTjGw3U7
「我哋都話過佢，前輩就嚟畢業，唔好去亂試鏡留返啲機會俾就嚟畢業嘅人。」396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡziDCOrDzni
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PMuRqavAd
「係子瑜太固執搞到我哋點阻止佢哋都無用。」396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8TiqaVuuz
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSoXaPfcKU
三位八婆向前輩表明自己係無辜，大概係為咗保全自己係劇團嘅地位，因為老鬼點都係劇社有啲話語權，唔想係話劇社被老鬼玩嘅話就一定要附和老鬼。396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJunycRcy3N
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmc7OtRZax
門外嘅子瑜聽到就呆咗，明明呢啲朋友就無同自己講過呢啲嘢，但係就係前輩面前獻眉，亦因此加入指責子瑜嘅一方。396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOhpc9nu5Q
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oGVaJwQNL
子瑜困惑。396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTha7w7GhAo
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLD6PDovlc
子瑜唔明點解朋友會咁樣係背後話自己，點解要攻擊自己？點解要為咗奉承他人而出賣自己？396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOgOqgPESB
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErh5o43MIO
「總之你哋同佢講快啲退出呢套劇，等我可以擔正。」前輩講。396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxE14p6Ou8
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbK8Wab4zW
「我哋會同子瑜講㗎啦，叫佢退位，等你呢個後補主角可以擔正。」396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcsNfUiwq7
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVdiRZYu0I
「我哋會好好幫你㗎啦前輩，之後幫有演出俾我哋就可以。」396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcK5zMRArVx
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNu4yEp283F
「放心等我哋幫手，我哋會將子瑜從你畢業劇中趕出去。」396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgsLksOAwVA
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQkLZ0QZyT
八婆們一致地背叛咗子瑜，完全唔似係朋友嘅作為。396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDf4pgrkc9A
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原來友情可以咁脆弱。396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKuF7NKLBd
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Nn69sb3yL
比起朋友，八婆們選擇自己係話劇社嘅地位，放棄同子瑜嘅關係。396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRJux6AUVj
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjQShW5Lya
子瑜無好唔開心，無想大叫，無崩潰。396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAejFjm6V1h
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1bxlaaPmi0
子瑜好平靜，內心安靜都自己都唔相信。無內心戲，內心戲係零。
子瑜無問點解啲朋友要咁對佢，無問點解受苦嘅係自己，佢乜都無問。396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkw7GAoDJP
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcRKPeosNU
被相信嘅人背叛，無翻天覆地嘅傷心，無傷心欲絕嘅情緒，平靜到好唔自然。396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1oAmwJvo0Y
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPdbHLUz8M
平靜過後嘅係罪疚感，佢覺得因為自己唔識考慮前輩嘅感受先會咁樣。396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExAkm1EJgy
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5niy5suna
因為無考慮到人哋就嚟畢業、呢個係人哋嘅最後演出機會，自己膽粗粗咁去試鏡仲搶咗人哋個位先搞到「朋友」都怪責自己。396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HCpB8MHa4
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIhBJfgiZ3
好神奇，子瑜仲當佢哋係朋友。396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaVK64AOo0
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLRX1UcQfl
因為做錯事嘅係自己，所以「朋友」怪責自己都無可厚非。396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLB51C3RLqp
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2J4nH1oOg
係門口嘅子瑜無走入去會室，佢轉身離開。396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnickFB34DD
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsZjspy6SD
翌日排練時，係台上嘅子瑜聽到「朋友」同佢打氣，叫佢加油。平時唔理他人目光嘅子瑜突然感覺到好多視線，而呢啲視線彷彿伴隨無盡嘅惡意，即使對方無呢個意思，子瑜感覺到嘅就只有惡意。396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7tunBSngG
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyqNndTyvy
企係台上嘅子瑜怔著，郁都唔郁咁望住台下，天旋地轉，眼前嘅畫面化成模糊嘅油彩畫慢慢分散，雙腳莫名其妙地感到酸軟。396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrulO6bkzM
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYRPwhBwY6
子瑜覺得所有人對佢對有一種無講出口嘅負面諗法，覺得在場嘅人都討厭佢。396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkTbUzqwsN
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點解你會係到？396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJc9KEDDqV
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你憑乜係到？396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgKfkq5dmJ
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6w6jvOQ9G
無人鐘意你呀？396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywkHCiS89m
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSZbdt4esW
面皮咁厚都有。396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8ZNBRZ9Tu
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTajPl6QuG
幻聽。396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTXi90Y2ov
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnU2HpOTSQP
無盡嘅負面想法有如颱風般湧入子瑜腦海，惡意刺痛子瑜全身，入血入肉。396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI67iDzvgkF
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjn97dmsr8N
反胃，係台上嘅子瑜因為一股反胃感而奔去廁所嘔吐，呢刻嘅獨自攬住馬桶子瑜知道要離開。396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOMgGovsPE
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUS7erqavL
子瑜無視前嚟關心佢嘅「朋友」，子瑜轉身離開劇團，離開話劇，離開「朋友」。396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZQzBdcAhE
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2oZCkDHHlk
之後八婆們有whatsapp問子瑜點解突然之間潛水，但係子瑜完全無心機去回覆。396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDcO518c0q
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNEviSp3IN
自此之後，子瑜就懼怕人群，驚咗人群嘅視線，假定所有人都對佢有惡意。396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZStGJKYNs
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbCtAvjMwz
當然，子瑜話恆樂係例外，因為佢係一個不折不扣嘅on9仔。396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUogB5aYkx
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyHDiMJ6z3
離開話劇社後，子瑜嘅表演慾還在，輾轉之下佢選擇成為vtuber，本身鐘意動畫嘅佢出盡全力自學coding同時學畫3d模組，只係一個暑假就搞掂所有嘢再成功出道。396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxhOnUo1t9
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAs7nxhtaq
螢幕背後就唔會直接感受到惡意，所以呢個就係子瑜選擇嘅方法。396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8U7bUfHsV
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1N4LRgOV8u
一切都係自己一個。396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIdy8cu0Er
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqBQrjneur
「我嘅故事就係咁無聊。」子瑜苦笑道。396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PgaAA2NZP
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYkt8Ah8ok
子瑜嘅表情痛苦非常，但又勉強擺出苦笑，就好似叫恆樂唔好關心佢。396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyXuo0LDeg
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM82K3CoDA7
但係就因為咁，恆樂先更加扎心。396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFtCsgDm7D
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EnFBLO6fs
或者子瑜都唔知道自己想點，唔知道自己想要啲係自己身邊嘅人。396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhWUC7tp7z
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzwUX9jiaX
一切都係或者，恆樂無嘢可以好確切咁講。396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJUZ9sZUfq
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtEd9xpBK6
但係因為佢迫子瑜講，子瑜先將自己喺內心唔想講嘅人係自己面前宣之於口。396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpmhXQdFkw
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAITOu1Nqz
所以恆樂點都想好好安慰子瑜，因為自己就係令佢講出呢段難陷過去嘅原因。396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70elsnDv5c
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjxv1PcPD6
所以恆樂決定踏出一步。396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgjMOeDR8P
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAcPKCPrcx
「你⋯⋯」恆樂輕輕攬住子瑜再講：「佢哋根本唔係你朋友，你無做錯過事，根本唔需要咁自責要受苦嘅應該係佢你而唔係你。」396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIazBXgLc3
396Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTRUzUiysp
「唔好抽我水喎。」子瑜雖然嘴上咁講，但係毫無甩開攬住佢嘅恆樂嘅意思。
