「果然係對我有好感。」恆樂自豪地點頭。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDPTtky7mr
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhgoZWMAoV
「你講咩話？」子瑜抆住恆樂耳仔講。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zZKKRpMGS
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1H9vrHVxc
「無講嘢呀，我等緊你分享。」437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmMXx6AMSy
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6KOCSwoqT
「衰人！」子瑜行過梳化坐低後講：「坐低再慢慢講啦。」437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jOELfq07i
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GLNnyen8E
恆樂馬上狗沖去梳化坐低聽故仔。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjJq73dP36
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv69kHvpXmy
子瑜本來係大學話劇社嘅成員，一直都對表演都有份渴望同追求。話劇社每年都會有兩到三套話劇，每次都係由個人自薦casting選角。子瑜同今朝班八婆就係話劇社到認識，因為大家都鐘意動漫，加上係同一個year，所以好快就混熟。開頭大家都好好朋友，可以講下八婆嘢又會一齊出街，當時嘅子瑜真係當佢哋係朋友。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDIw7Ozp7l
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUXTW9FY9L
只不過，呢啲只係子瑜嘅一廂情願。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsU4JRmjMHf
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRC0ZiGmwn
當年嘅5月，有個大學聯校話劇show，當時嘅子瑜就cast中咗女主角，要知道有參加casting嘅有嚟知唔同大學嘅人，亦有同子瑜同一間大學嘅前輩，所以呢個角色係子瑜打敗咗好多人先拎到手。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkWxJK3JVD
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGHiobo1jT
如果只係校內嘅校劇，通常都係由老鬼去揀人做演出，老鬼可以揀角、揀劇本，每一個演出都係由老鬼做主導，正路嚟講，子瑜呢啲新人唔會有太多機會演出。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuW6XGcLca6
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9yM7cLQZr
但係聯校show唔同，揀人嘅外校嘅人，無咁黑箱作業，所以子瑜先有機會係老鬼中突圍。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFbHqCqY1S
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwrhfFAtsI
呢件就係關係破裂嘅開端。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYNV40oXRo
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQX3Vkcs9em
當時嘅子瑜喺某一次返到自己大學嘅話劇社嘅會室到拎化妝品，因為大學生們都要準備final exam，照理嚟講唔應該當時嘅會室唔應該有人，但係事與願違。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4J1sqlMhYS
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCa0PeBt71c
當時會室嘅有嘅就係恆樂見到嘅幾個八婆同埋一位落選casting嘅前輩，嗰位前輩cast嘅位就係正正俾子瑜拎咗。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnvVdANQYP
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68rl6WRKWc
全部都係女人。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQo95X8qwFh
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSyPNVngDB
女人嘅圈子，可以話係麻煩。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtS9bXofpD
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSzG1SHgnr
本來想走入會室嘅子瑜因為聽到有人提及自己個名而停落嚟。
「係囉，我哋都話過子瑜，但係佢又唔聽。」437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Xp2cw1YWg
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1ES2nsnA5
「我哋都話過佢，前輩就嚟畢業，唔好去亂試鏡留返啲機會俾就嚟畢業嘅人。」437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡao6YHObOzj
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYoz1nrvMz
「係子瑜太固執搞到我哋點阻止佢哋都無用。」437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLX8dGl7gxE
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFDAKbeLeQ
三位八婆向前輩表明自己係無辜，大概係為咗保全自己係劇團嘅地位，因為老鬼點都係劇社有啲話語權，唔想係話劇社被老鬼玩嘅話就一定要附和老鬼。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuviHp9UphT
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmxjJRLvAT
門外嘅子瑜聽到就呆咗，明明呢啲朋友就無同自己講過呢啲嘢，但係就係前輩面前獻眉，亦因此加入指責子瑜嘅一方。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQjtg9SP9H
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EDJNghhIq
子瑜困惑。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBmoVdJDFe
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu22L16QCsM
子瑜唔明點解朋友會咁樣係背後話自己，點解要攻擊自己？點解要為咗奉承他人而出賣自己？437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnOeodiqxo
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡif9HZEeTKc
「總之你哋同佢講快啲退出呢套劇，等我可以擔正。」前輩講。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSiaiE3Uqoj
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4AU7VQLl2F
「我哋會同子瑜講㗎啦，叫佢退位，等你呢個後補主角可以擔正。」437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7odsssXa2a
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ417DsGxqzs
「我哋會好好幫你㗎啦前輩，之後幫有演出俾我哋就可以。」437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsAoGdMorc
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6Cveu5rVT
「放心等我哋幫手，我哋會將子瑜從你畢業劇中趕出去。」437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc51LTNnwVv
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIsGCcuWPZ
八婆們一致地背叛咗子瑜，完全唔似係朋友嘅作為。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyw8HYsBRL
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGcMMCPrX5D
原來友情可以咁脆弱。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJmWqRrBHQ
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizQnEemHyE
比起朋友，八婆們選擇自己係話劇社嘅地位，放棄同子瑜嘅關係。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjPfSFtLiH
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9Qi2zynpz
子瑜無好唔開心，無想大叫，無崩潰。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS80r1r37S0
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Fmc9Ftiii
子瑜好平靜，內心安靜都自己都唔相信。無內心戲，內心戲係零。
子瑜無問點解啲朋友要咁對佢，無問點解受苦嘅係自己，佢乜都無問。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDvjVkJhFD
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKwrBSlIsY
被相信嘅人背叛，無翻天覆地嘅傷心，無傷心欲絕嘅情緒，平靜到好唔自然。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyA2fS0aMOI
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWgBlIa13j
平靜過後嘅係罪疚感，佢覺得因為自己唔識考慮前輩嘅感受先會咁樣。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3FD5W6lYE
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0nDXakeNq
因為無考慮到人哋就嚟畢業、呢個係人哋嘅最後演出機會，自己膽粗粗咁去試鏡仲搶咗人哋個位先搞到「朋友」都怪責自己。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7W8rLA221J
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaxusyp6wo
好神奇，子瑜仲當佢哋係朋友。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMr05s4K5H
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdveMGLXygu
因為做錯事嘅係自己，所以「朋友」怪責自己都無可厚非。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2f2jn96Hf8
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMgw70Txfa
係門口嘅子瑜無走入去會室，佢轉身離開。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEpM9YvmBB
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHFWQGZviZ
翌日排練時，係台上嘅子瑜聽到「朋友」同佢打氣，叫佢加油。平時唔理他人目光嘅子瑜突然感覺到好多視線，而呢啲視線彷彿伴隨無盡嘅惡意，即使對方無呢個意思，子瑜感覺到嘅就只有惡意。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCf7YYZXmUS
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvgVBtCAXn
企係台上嘅子瑜怔著，郁都唔郁咁望住台下，天旋地轉，眼前嘅畫面化成模糊嘅油彩畫慢慢分散，雙腳莫名其妙地感到酸軟。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZtCMvg6L7
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFm8gtQItDh
子瑜覺得所有人對佢對有一種無講出口嘅負面諗法，覺得在場嘅人都討厭佢。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXNxSeYahD
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2zym0WtYE
點解你會係到？437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0yOxUMvi4
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SWxz6uvWt
你憑乜係到？437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9xWpKkD3U
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYETZfK6mU5
無人鐘意你呀？437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1a7VnZ8Ox
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKEWHieYkf
面皮咁厚都有。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6371K4gU0m
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmDDByHmYS
幻聽。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1XInWLONg
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqL8tpLIen7
無盡嘅負面想法有如颱風般湧入子瑜腦海，惡意刺痛子瑜全身，入血入肉。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0BFiUfGrE
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPEfYTwQXZ
反胃，係台上嘅子瑜因為一股反胃感而奔去廁所嘔吐，呢刻嘅獨自攬住馬桶子瑜知道要離開。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSi99oX8uZS
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qpBI6Ry4s
子瑜無視前嚟關心佢嘅「朋友」，子瑜轉身離開劇團，離開話劇，離開「朋友」。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw5nefgFIyB
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw46xYag8E6
之後八婆們有whatsapp問子瑜點解突然之間潛水，但係子瑜完全無心機去回覆。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1vFFTqnTw
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQ3RLMrYdD
自此之後，子瑜就懼怕人群，驚咗人群嘅視線，假定所有人都對佢有惡意。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fadmBBIDl
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1HCzqrV2x
當然，子瑜話恆樂係例外，因為佢係一個不折不扣嘅on9仔。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fflwq6Nkl
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIhsLT9kRz
離開話劇社後，子瑜嘅表演慾還在，輾轉之下佢選擇成為vtuber，本身鐘意動畫嘅佢出盡全力自學coding同時學畫3d模組，只係一個暑假就搞掂所有嘢再成功出道。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGe6MZ2udw
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1D9QQQScn
螢幕背後就唔會直接感受到惡意，所以呢個就係子瑜選擇嘅方法。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFDQ9mtWZx
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVuBCgeZLd
一切都係自己一個。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsv0jypxo9
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmHB0SqDEh
「我嘅故事就係咁無聊。」子瑜苦笑道。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKx3k1VwNh7
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdOjbk2o5Oc
子瑜嘅表情痛苦非常，但又勉強擺出苦笑，就好似叫恆樂唔好關心佢。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAB5DT8n2YL
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7tqgB9gGP
但係就因為咁，恆樂先更加扎心。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwHbHnfJ8B
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHyDJtQH26
或者子瑜都唔知道自己想點，唔知道自己想要啲係自己身邊嘅人。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdeareF0USM
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlL0PTaUYU
一切都係或者，恆樂無嘢可以好確切咁講。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3BZqs05IO
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovhMISbIXo
但係因為佢迫子瑜講，子瑜先將自己喺內心唔想講嘅人係自己面前宣之於口。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVL6vdMUvZ9
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGNUih6arH
所以恆樂點都想好好安慰子瑜，因為自己就係令佢講出呢段難陷過去嘅原因。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNx3XK2iAHA
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADoTyR7xfP
所以恆樂決定踏出一步。437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4GQUQAjjN
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4trhR4snd
「你⋯⋯」恆樂輕輕攬住子瑜再講：「佢哋根本唔係你朋友，你無做錯過事，根本唔需要咁自責要受苦嘅應該係佢你而唔係你。」437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNM1YgyHkBW
437Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkAY5BMoXR
「唔好抽我水喎。」子瑜雖然嘴上咁講，但係毫無甩開攬住佢嘅恆樂嘅意思。
