「果然係對我有好感。」恆樂自豪地點頭。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJGK0b3WM2
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZhqECd1lV
「你講咩話？」子瑜抆住恆樂耳仔講。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoFCOTk2BF
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCZfgKl6cn
「無講嘢呀，我等緊你分享。」370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0otsy1csuQ
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnO8c4xyipk
「衰人！」子瑜行過梳化坐低後講：「坐低再慢慢講啦。」370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqs7fDIFOWy
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VOlGdqeCf
恆樂馬上狗沖去梳化坐低聽故仔。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWWe1YyCEP
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVtkSi7vot
子瑜本來係大學話劇社嘅成員，一直都對表演都有份渴望同追求。話劇社每年都會有兩到三套話劇，每次都係由個人自薦casting選角。子瑜同今朝班八婆就係話劇社到認識，因為大家都鐘意動漫，加上係同一個year，所以好快就混熟。開頭大家都好好朋友，可以講下八婆嘢又會一齊出街，當時嘅子瑜真係當佢哋係朋友。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4frb5J0Qj9
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hqRQaONgp
只不過，呢啲只係子瑜嘅一廂情願。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nqmXgQM6T
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7S1BIel3NQ
當年嘅5月，有個大學聯校話劇show，當時嘅子瑜就cast中咗女主角，要知道有參加casting嘅有嚟知唔同大學嘅人，亦有同子瑜同一間大學嘅前輩，所以呢個角色係子瑜打敗咗好多人先拎到手。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6cvexZ08f
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ46DDyLbB0
如果只係校內嘅校劇，通常都係由老鬼去揀人做演出，老鬼可以揀角、揀劇本，每一個演出都係由老鬼做主導，正路嚟講，子瑜呢啲新人唔會有太多機會演出。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJZBHF6LKH
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKagKizkE2
但係聯校show唔同，揀人嘅外校嘅人，無咁黑箱作業，所以子瑜先有機會係老鬼中突圍。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFjsYS2Pmu
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmdZYuGlW5
呢件就係關係破裂嘅開端。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26wYZI9Pzr
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL9dZmrHuC6
當時嘅子瑜喺某一次返到自己大學嘅話劇社嘅會室到拎化妝品，因為大學生們都要準備final exam，照理嚟講唔應該當時嘅會室唔應該有人，但係事與願違。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBrJzRGoKD
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1qrt02gZy
當時會室嘅有嘅就係恆樂見到嘅幾個八婆同埋一位落選casting嘅前輩，嗰位前輩cast嘅位就係正正俾子瑜拎咗。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSIvDv4shf
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXTlImmq9s
全部都係女人。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8IhGIHAe4r
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3q2toB02r
女人嘅圈子，可以話係麻煩。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTYGYP6hHt
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVR8bU08Y6f
本來想走入會室嘅子瑜因為聽到有人提及自己個名而停落嚟。
「係囉，我哋都話過子瑜，但係佢又唔聽。」370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2jSlpwNwA
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKONvecs02a
「我哋都話過佢，前輩就嚟畢業，唔好去亂試鏡留返啲機會俾就嚟畢業嘅人。」370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlm4TcTgW4g
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqFNo9mk3Q
「係子瑜太固執搞到我哋點阻止佢哋都無用。」370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡza138qrt32
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSn3NEOVp3Z
三位八婆向前輩表明自己係無辜，大概係為咗保全自己係劇團嘅地位，因為老鬼點都係劇社有啲話語權，唔想係話劇社被老鬼玩嘅話就一定要附和老鬼。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLWbVkt7eQ
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSccZDuFDWP
門外嘅子瑜聽到就呆咗，明明呢啲朋友就無同自己講過呢啲嘢，但係就係前輩面前獻眉，亦因此加入指責子瑜嘅一方。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvlfM2IMMM
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWD2QMN4Xz
子瑜困惑。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nfkBr5Bzr
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDdo0jn5Bh
子瑜唔明點解朋友會咁樣係背後話自己，點解要攻擊自己？點解要為咗奉承他人而出賣自己？370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQnMorsUhs
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh0pwUCTHdh
「總之你哋同佢講快啲退出呢套劇，等我可以擔正。」前輩講。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwsjatuSgv
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXToRAN7Dv
「我哋會同子瑜講㗎啦，叫佢退位，等你呢個後補主角可以擔正。」370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8A8j7efpi
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiggvCRjQp2
「我哋會好好幫你㗎啦前輩，之後幫有演出俾我哋就可以。」370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixvACJ0TpR
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIqGZHtoGy
「放心等我哋幫手，我哋會將子瑜從你畢業劇中趕出去。」370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzmVSOlM0q
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2R6qY0OEo
八婆們一致地背叛咗子瑜，完全唔似係朋友嘅作為。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmBKqvOtAV
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJGEeYSxd1
原來友情可以咁脆弱。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTIsYpFDuk
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkfLQJNHH3
比起朋友，八婆們選擇自己係話劇社嘅地位，放棄同子瑜嘅關係。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡToEYVWI9fK
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrFgm1BZzF
子瑜無好唔開心，無想大叫，無崩潰。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzqoBn0T7o
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75nFX0n1Nf
子瑜好平靜，內心安靜都自己都唔相信。無內心戲，內心戲係零。
子瑜無問點解啲朋友要咁對佢，無問點解受苦嘅係自己，佢乜都無問。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjs3qASq374
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQzGZc6Xpo
被相信嘅人背叛，無翻天覆地嘅傷心，無傷心欲絕嘅情緒，平靜到好唔自然。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLvwzveNsX
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBzB85uzrD
平靜過後嘅係罪疚感，佢覺得因為自己唔識考慮前輩嘅感受先會咁樣。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlA9DJOFZ5c
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQOFuqvqxNm
因為無考慮到人哋就嚟畢業、呢個係人哋嘅最後演出機會，自己膽粗粗咁去試鏡仲搶咗人哋個位先搞到「朋友」都怪責自己。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTVG16NGig
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMlvutMh8H
好神奇，子瑜仲當佢哋係朋友。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡifjaVsDbUR
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzy3bNncglE
因為做錯事嘅係自己，所以「朋友」怪責自己都無可厚非。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2dFS7LZUa
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbc1EJmJAeh
係門口嘅子瑜無走入去會室，佢轉身離開。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Wz4BQ2hvU
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRU0wrdUpc
翌日排練時，係台上嘅子瑜聽到「朋友」同佢打氣，叫佢加油。平時唔理他人目光嘅子瑜突然感覺到好多視線，而呢啲視線彷彿伴隨無盡嘅惡意，即使對方無呢個意思，子瑜感覺到嘅就只有惡意。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWB4qWeH5X
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkaatS0pQQ
企係台上嘅子瑜怔著，郁都唔郁咁望住台下，天旋地轉，眼前嘅畫面化成模糊嘅油彩畫慢慢分散，雙腳莫名其妙地感到酸軟。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mVWIfJfBy
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7oWBkY97OM
子瑜覺得所有人對佢對有一種無講出口嘅負面諗法，覺得在場嘅人都討厭佢。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8sRIVkbylY
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYomjDiQPS4
點解你會係到？370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0su3GTQvD
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYLYazKjJi
你憑乜係到？370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVABaIQaykO
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvf7plvLGdL
無人鐘意你呀？370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXFPKGgn6f
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUXtH4nLzd
面皮咁厚都有。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlIzKgbXMG
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDe2mciXToD
幻聽。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡduJIxPEVPO
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJs1rd0xOne
無盡嘅負面想法有如颱風般湧入子瑜腦海，惡意刺痛子瑜全身，入血入肉。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKjh4vOCvE
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9wlUzCZ33
反胃，係台上嘅子瑜因為一股反胃感而奔去廁所嘔吐，呢刻嘅獨自攬住馬桶子瑜知道要離開。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Nhzn2ZAWY
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡza7v1Ek3b6
子瑜無視前嚟關心佢嘅「朋友」，子瑜轉身離開劇團，離開話劇，離開「朋友」。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWTuD3pkjb
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwATzGUZCUZ
之後八婆們有whatsapp問子瑜點解突然之間潛水，但係子瑜完全無心機去回覆。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXUKalAfSM
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1c8ewzgK6x
自此之後，子瑜就懼怕人群，驚咗人群嘅視線，假定所有人都對佢有惡意。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡue15MmJUFh
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KA364Gvbm
當然，子瑜話恆樂係例外，因為佢係一個不折不扣嘅on9仔。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHHaUsXNBK
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqTabRyZRF
離開話劇社後，子瑜嘅表演慾還在，輾轉之下佢選擇成為vtuber，本身鐘意動畫嘅佢出盡全力自學coding同時學畫3d模組，只係一個暑假就搞掂所有嘢再成功出道。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOP0y7QmpX6
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKF7rPDIa4
螢幕背後就唔會直接感受到惡意，所以呢個就係子瑜選擇嘅方法。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlwAS8HDU8
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjBjTeuGyF
一切都係自己一個。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1GZyY2acf
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lVkavxMUc
「我嘅故事就係咁無聊。」子瑜苦笑道。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEPygTm2IF
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb32UL577K1
子瑜嘅表情痛苦非常，但又勉強擺出苦笑，就好似叫恆樂唔好關心佢。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0zFh4hWcZ
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbqkUD97Em
但係就因為咁，恆樂先更加扎心。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWG8CrtXsc
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLCgfvan8q
或者子瑜都唔知道自己想點，唔知道自己想要啲係自己身邊嘅人。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGGMIcfUog
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0yymjNnwK
一切都係或者，恆樂無嘢可以好確切咁講。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCt3R1AGPKt
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPNbZCdS1m
但係因為佢迫子瑜講，子瑜先將自己喺內心唔想講嘅人係自己面前宣之於口。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEuJxnmiTg
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibGL86mFZN
所以恆樂點都想好好安慰子瑜，因為自己就係令佢講出呢段難陷過去嘅原因。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Ezje8jgyf
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5fkQOTbgJ
所以恆樂決定踏出一步。370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuD4vgsn2Pv
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mqL1qCD3X
「你⋯⋯」恆樂輕輕攬住子瑜再講：「佢哋根本唔係你朋友，你無做錯過事，根本唔需要咁自責要受苦嘅應該係佢你而唔係你。」370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi75Aq7cfqS
370Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVvvvLt6Md
「唔好抽我水喎。」子瑜雖然嘴上咁講，但係毫無甩開攬住佢嘅恆樂嘅意思。
