「果然係對我有好感。」恆樂自豪地點頭。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPa31EHD1Y
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「你講咩話？」子瑜抆住恆樂耳仔講。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9WZk4tDw3
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「無講嘢呀，我等緊你分享。」345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKpBAgSmMg
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vkQvrLIZz
「衰人！」子瑜行過梳化坐低後講：「坐低再慢慢講啦。」345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CPfKracW7
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恆樂馬上狗沖去梳化坐低聽故仔。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NEohmOWsr
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zqVusMDNL
子瑜本來係大學話劇社嘅成員，一直都對表演都有份渴望同追求。話劇社每年都會有兩到三套話劇，每次都係由個人自薦casting選角。子瑜同今朝班八婆就係話劇社到認識，因為大家都鐘意動漫，加上係同一個year，所以好快就混熟。開頭大家都好好朋友，可以講下八婆嘢又會一齊出街，當時嘅子瑜真係當佢哋係朋友。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEd6zxubzn
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只不過，呢啲只係子瑜嘅一廂情願。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOLY4WrKOu
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2bYGlwn8E
當年嘅5月，有個大學聯校話劇show，當時嘅子瑜就cast中咗女主角，要知道有參加casting嘅有嚟知唔同大學嘅人，亦有同子瑜同一間大學嘅前輩，所以呢個角色係子瑜打敗咗好多人先拎到手。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDmriB7mAh
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如果只係校內嘅校劇，通常都係由老鬼去揀人做演出，老鬼可以揀角、揀劇本，每一個演出都係由老鬼做主導，正路嚟講，子瑜呢啲新人唔會有太多機會演出。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrkZOCzHaI
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6uLbKYzZuD
但係聯校show唔同，揀人嘅外校嘅人，無咁黑箱作業，所以子瑜先有機會係老鬼中突圍。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWv4UpAXgX
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGFnFUBprr
呢件就係關係破裂嘅開端。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiQiB52zcE
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRSjkOOMVi
當時嘅子瑜喺某一次返到自己大學嘅話劇社嘅會室到拎化妝品，因為大學生們都要準備final exam，照理嚟講唔應該當時嘅會室唔應該有人，但係事與願違。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRvtN9JibW
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當時會室嘅有嘅就係恆樂見到嘅幾個八婆同埋一位落選casting嘅前輩，嗰位前輩cast嘅位就係正正俾子瑜拎咗。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilDrgAC955
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全部都係女人。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh61TNE2uJI
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女人嘅圈子，可以話係麻煩。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTvHXD8wPD
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本來想走入會室嘅子瑜因為聽到有人提及自己個名而停落嚟。
「係囉，我哋都話過子瑜，但係佢又唔聽。」345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXfIOpWzOy
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDdJP6lS4y
「我哋都話過佢，前輩就嚟畢業，唔好去亂試鏡留返啲機會俾就嚟畢業嘅人。」345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvSEbPfZ8e
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDPoIj08UX
「係子瑜太固執搞到我哋點阻止佢哋都無用。」345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFJmI7g7YE
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCbBYfVGXj
三位八婆向前輩表明自己係無辜，大概係為咗保全自己係劇團嘅地位，因為老鬼點都係劇社有啲話語權，唔想係話劇社被老鬼玩嘅話就一定要附和老鬼。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVctvnafjo
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyG13XjrKlO
門外嘅子瑜聽到就呆咗，明明呢啲朋友就無同自己講過呢啲嘢，但係就係前輩面前獻眉，亦因此加入指責子瑜嘅一方。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCDTpZB4FG
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49Fk2eC1m5
子瑜困惑。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUCym72G06
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TnyFjbvJU
子瑜唔明點解朋友會咁樣係背後話自己，點解要攻擊自己？點解要為咗奉承他人而出賣自己？345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mVxTMnMR9
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFdNWZwWHq
「總之你哋同佢講快啲退出呢套劇，等我可以擔正。」前輩講。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DpCicLiwR
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ulR7hUshl
「我哋會同子瑜講㗎啦，叫佢退位，等你呢個後補主角可以擔正。」345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWssIDfkrB
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2sQ5wzber
「我哋會好好幫你㗎啦前輩，之後幫有演出俾我哋就可以。」345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lmGGDN7fW
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQqvJ2lodR
「放心等我哋幫手，我哋會將子瑜從你畢業劇中趕出去。」345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCr03ND6t2
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfNidElamz
八婆們一致地背叛咗子瑜，完全唔似係朋友嘅作為。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQcbJmPkrO
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA672F5jwdg
原來友情可以咁脆弱。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXQfyJiE3E
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6LkuOg44S
比起朋友，八婆們選擇自己係話劇社嘅地位，放棄同子瑜嘅關係。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXexpwdWDbk
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5F1wGbhtc
子瑜無好唔開心，無想大叫，無崩潰。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6wbgaDBy4
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BmqqCX7QT
子瑜好平靜，內心安靜都自己都唔相信。無內心戲，內心戲係零。
子瑜無問點解啲朋友要咁對佢，無問點解受苦嘅係自己，佢乜都無問。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHaTR603IN
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ycnY469hj
被相信嘅人背叛，無翻天覆地嘅傷心，無傷心欲絕嘅情緒，平靜到好唔自然。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBK2a9ILUbs
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9tdStbAdqd
平靜過後嘅係罪疚感，佢覺得因為自己唔識考慮前輩嘅感受先會咁樣。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04mnKnadUV
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因為無考慮到人哋就嚟畢業、呢個係人哋嘅最後演出機會，自己膽粗粗咁去試鏡仲搶咗人哋個位先搞到「朋友」都怪責自己。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIa85KaaWKh
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqZLG9wf7m
好神奇，子瑜仲當佢哋係朋友。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyOA4wGVve
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BTgEyGJyr
因為做錯事嘅係自己，所以「朋友」怪責自己都無可厚非。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4qGODukUk
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mTO2Jr7YP
係門口嘅子瑜無走入去會室，佢轉身離開。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvWo8LQRkU
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡacfxI7oES9
翌日排練時，係台上嘅子瑜聽到「朋友」同佢打氣，叫佢加油。平時唔理他人目光嘅子瑜突然感覺到好多視線，而呢啲視線彷彿伴隨無盡嘅惡意，即使對方無呢個意思，子瑜感覺到嘅就只有惡意。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6C4PrjvuJ
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0ZlcyQr7E
企係台上嘅子瑜怔著，郁都唔郁咁望住台下，天旋地轉，眼前嘅畫面化成模糊嘅油彩畫慢慢分散，雙腳莫名其妙地感到酸軟。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKq7ZJNX3LM
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWQ8VaJddu
子瑜覺得所有人對佢對有一種無講出口嘅負面諗法，覺得在場嘅人都討厭佢。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnBwSBfhKB
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXF1Y9iK1vb
點解你會係到？345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdmlgbSOVu
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你憑乜係到？345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCVqheyOE3
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無人鐘意你呀？345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoF87qNjqU9
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面皮咁厚都有。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56ZBXVeoDT
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幻聽。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOypHdfSrj
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無盡嘅負面想法有如颱風般湧入子瑜腦海，惡意刺痛子瑜全身，入血入肉。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8aDqQ1E4U
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lsAHgpMav
反胃，係台上嘅子瑜因為一股反胃感而奔去廁所嘔吐，呢刻嘅獨自攬住馬桶子瑜知道要離開。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQJxjZQ5EC
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVhqIbOoJt
子瑜無視前嚟關心佢嘅「朋友」，子瑜轉身離開劇團，離開話劇，離開「朋友」。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4X62CvO1N
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7Mcjpqal2
之後八婆們有whatsapp問子瑜點解突然之間潛水，但係子瑜完全無心機去回覆。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARhdPeeNiU
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMAszoIGwM
自此之後，子瑜就懼怕人群，驚咗人群嘅視線，假定所有人都對佢有惡意。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZSgbXOdna
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFGFXJa3cd
當然，子瑜話恆樂係例外，因為佢係一個不折不扣嘅on9仔。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7XomrSEKL
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HPthub5B6
離開話劇社後，子瑜嘅表演慾還在，輾轉之下佢選擇成為vtuber，本身鐘意動畫嘅佢出盡全力自學coding同時學畫3d模組，只係一個暑假就搞掂所有嘢再成功出道。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Z2tj6QCFb
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxbuGH8yw2
螢幕背後就唔會直接感受到惡意，所以呢個就係子瑜選擇嘅方法。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgr9lK9Mb1J
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡva0MweprIG
一切都係自己一個。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQQCcoL5Cx
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45AjDkpbvg
「我嘅故事就係咁無聊。」子瑜苦笑道。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwkSeNm9uC
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUYwUI7tCR
子瑜嘅表情痛苦非常，但又勉強擺出苦笑，就好似叫恆樂唔好關心佢。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDAp1aMEGy
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9K5cprPZi
但係就因為咁，恆樂先更加扎心。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1fJ61hgA3
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nW6nPoQAh
或者子瑜都唔知道自己想點，唔知道自己想要啲係自己身邊嘅人。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQO4duoDcv
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSuqsl3xVC
一切都係或者，恆樂無嘢可以好確切咁講。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1HyrTQKjl
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Y6ONAA8ZH
但係因為佢迫子瑜講，子瑜先將自己喺內心唔想講嘅人係自己面前宣之於口。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhLRwpCtWi
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7O8dTIpFld
所以恆樂點都想好好安慰子瑜，因為自己就係令佢講出呢段難陷過去嘅原因。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMsciH3tMwJ
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所以恆樂決定踏出一步。345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhpJRfU8AE
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKqqq1w3V6
「你⋯⋯」恆樂輕輕攬住子瑜再講：「佢哋根本唔係你朋友，你無做錯過事，根本唔需要咁自責要受苦嘅應該係佢你而唔係你。」345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08sT4uQ1Vr
345Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmanCK1pVKG
「唔好抽我水喎。」子瑜雖然嘴上咁講，但係毫無甩開攬住佢嘅恆樂嘅意思。
