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他的名字明明叫作簡......239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnt784MpMD
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他明明要我稱呼他阿......239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNbruGeNBm
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那雙擁有無限體貼與柔情眼神的主人，我分明記得的啊！239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9phFG0TF5
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我記得，因為那已深深烙印在我全身上下。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOLNBmxJfS
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只是為什麼，連他的名字都漸漸消失在我遍尋的記憶裡？239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡss0JTkWP3R
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我曾說過，我永遠也不會忘記簡......239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLE2Z9tIxJ
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就在這時，刺耳的喧囂把我拉回當下的時空。原來我已從理學大樓，跑到位於文學院校區的操場邊緣。操場的看台正在舉行某場紀念活動，校長、副校長甚至是市議員們都西裝筆挺的共襄盛舉。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6d6CEY6Yrg
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看台上掛著長長的紅布條，上頭寫著：239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28hB1mtrAK
「九十周年校慶！睽違七十五年的畢業典禮——竹間紀夫」239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNAtsivyDz
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新生講座的學長姐曾說過，學校為了紀念竹間紀夫，打算在今年，也就是創校第九十年時，頒給竹間紀夫畢業證書。這本沒什麼大不了的，一切都在我預定的記憶之中。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwxbocJilB
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但是，當校長在記者的鎂光燈前拿出為竹間紀夫訂製的畢業證書，副校長同步舉起竹間紀夫的半身像時，我的雙眼突然無比腥熱。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsi2HkntFop
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「這是我們特別向日本政府求得從未公開，竹間先生當年在東京陸軍少年飛行兵學校的畢業照~」239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxV5r8zFwov
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那張用精美畫框錶著的照片中，一位身穿挺拔西式軍服的青年逕直刺入我的眼眸。無論是大盤帽緣底下不苟言笑的面容、濃密整齊的眉毛、炯炯有神的大眼還有高挺秀氣的鼻樑，都與嵌融在我腦裡的他一模一樣。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRNu89FPpJ
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「竹間、竹間~」我對著那朝思暮想的容貌喃喃著。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5216VRAUu
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登時，我意會出：「竹間合字就是簡！」239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9SyZXbAeR
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想通這一點後，綜合新生講座的資訊，一個超乎常理的推測隱隱浮現心頭。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWeqUK0qemi
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好荒唐，真是太荒唐了。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlI3O21c91T
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雖然我的理智難以置信，但是，這是除了我瘋了之外，唯一合理解釋這一切的不合理。
我不曉得自己如何度過這行屍走肉的一天，記憶的缺失與可能事實的震撼無不使我的心思紊亂不已。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQDDEkHerp
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不知不覺的迎來我習慣到理學大樓與他分享晚餐的傍晚。望向窗外，光害嚴重的夜空依舊空無一物，與那天在理學大樓頂樓目擊的一片璀璨大相逕庭，眼前的景致與回憶裡的扞格頓時大力動搖我頹靡的精神。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eYRg7LFcP
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都市的天空明明光害嚴重，哪來一望無垠的星空？239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dlnslxYkX
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那片星空一定是~239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMNDLLFpe7c
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我倏地站起身，任憑忽隱忽現的第六感引領，再次於熟悉的時間，踏上熟悉的道路，奔向記憶中最溫暖的光。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuaPT9tkoZg
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我趁漫漫黑夜來到理學大樓，二到六樓的樓梯比早上更加的漆黑，我極力壓抑內心蠢蠢欲動的畏懼，不停叫喚曾經光明閃耀的回憶。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgSILwo5uh
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六樓仍舊是一派雜亂、破敗與骯髒。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvNaBf8TeW
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我拳緊雙手，一心一意的想著那片星空帶給我的勇氣，循著依稀的印象，越過重重障礙的黑，找到了通往露台的小樓梯。我屏氣凝神，深吸了口氣，將憂心與總是讓我失望的期待甩在身後，奮不顧身的推開嵌在屋頂的那扇門。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirCGR5CAyM
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門扉展開的瞬間，宛如打開平行時空的入口，星辰像是一幅無窮無盡的卷畫，攤展直現於我的眼簾。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjR4LqYFFf7
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與理學大樓外所見的夜空不同，我抬望眼，內心澎湃洶湧。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tDM4L4ynt
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我的直覺告訴我：我不是瘋了，他曾經也確實存在；熠熠生輝的點星象徵著：他還在，他沒有離開。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgZbxTR7qo
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昨天他無情的趕我走，卻故意留下眼底的破綻。這樣就算了，可我們不是約定好了，我會永遠記得他？為什麼，還要故意抹殺我最想珍藏的名字？239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgiIGlZBxFl
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是為了讓我食言嗎？239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RYeX8MkYV
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心裡的波瀾越湧越高，那一片本不屬於這個世界，他獨有的絢爛使波瀾湧滿我的眼眶。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10mSiQ4xhY
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「簡......」239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTXhvU2Ugz
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就算他不會聽見，也不再現身，我仍止不住憤怒地想宣洩心裡的激動，卻連記憶裡的名字都叫不出口。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRu5LcIJJg
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「......你好過分、好過分！你這個大騙子！」我頓時像洩了氣的皮球，不禁悲從中來，「我不是說過一定會永遠記得你嗎？你有討厭我到，連讓我在回憶裡想念你都不願意嗎？為什麼要讓我忘記你的名字？為什麼？」239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRijafYEvTg
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啊啊啊~239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡByqd3vpUBu
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我本沒想要流淚的，但這一瞬間，淚水卻順著我的每句質問溢出眼眶。眼淚滑落的剎那，滿腔的憤怒與不平全化為湧流般的悲傷，埋沒我的思緒。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHlqA4o3ZPZ
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我與他曾經的對話一閃而現：239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpK0l7BFmoZ
「你的未來一定不可限量~」239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJj3iUWd0aT
「未來，你畢業後......」239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT70SrML0kG
「妳很年輕，未來的路至少比我長太多了。」239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVanOUfddt
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我原先羨慕著朝目標勇往直前的你，現在則因為失望而怪罪你，可我卻遺忘了：239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgK0nJJwJcf
竹間紀夫已經沒有未來了啊！239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKirJqdjul
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一個沒有未來的人，還會指望有人能夠記住他嗎？239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0NsjcyKenf
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那就是他的答案啊！239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJs9qY2wZyr
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想到這裡，愧疚的酸楚自我的鼻腔漫延開來，情緒再不受理智管轄。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFu8VXxp5Gp
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「對不起、對不起，我太不體貼，沒有顧慮你的感受，只是一味的怪你。」239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSdS3tozn9
我哭得一把鼻涕一把眼淚，已說不出任何有組織的話，只能不停的道歉，「對不起，真的很對不起......」239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3s1LF3idUw
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腦筋一片空白之際，時間彷彿靜止了一般，本來就寧靜的頂樓，現在連地球成型之初，大自然最原始純粹的波頻都凍結到無法聽聞。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkEnAa8tQU
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不知過了多久，空氣中開始漂動著朦朧悠遠，在逐漸遠去的記憶底處留存的味道。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yBuMPBOhB
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「對不起......不要哭了好不好？」239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFnE8y0W5O
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這一句話，好熟悉，幾近哀求，卻不是我的聲音。239Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxx4EQj5HI
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