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No Plagiarism!yXvY15aPp8FmqYfBHAchposted on PENANA 清晨眨了眨眼,啜飲一口龍舌蘭。8964 copyright protection123PENANA9tfMuFkbNO 維尼
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「老闆,別喝了。」莫逆心知道他酒量不好,伸手就要拿過他手中的酒杯,卻在半空中被制止。8964 copyright protection123PENANArKjzM2C4Zm 維尼
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「我沒事了。」清晨抿了抿脣,笑道。「我只是想喝,不是心情不好。」8964 copyright protection123PENANAZfAxSZdoGI 維尼
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大概過了兩個禮拜,天氣正式邁入了秋天,外頭種的行道樹還是植栽什麼的,開始掉起了葉子。8964 copyright protection123PENANAO4PuQhWuUX 維尼
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他路過的時候會看幾眼,然後莫名其妙地撿起葉子埋進土裡。8964 copyright protection123PENANAKv682LHsOP 維尼
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或許是想隨著季節更替轉換一下心情,他刪了手機裡大半的聯絡人,順便把不必要的軟體和照片都清了,但是每次看到和蔣亦有關的東西,都還是習慣凝望一會兒,然後擱著不管,即使用不到。8964 copyright protection123PENANAKI6P8vmfFp 維尼
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「那位先生還是沒消息吧。」莫逆心看不慣他這消極的樣子,佯裝隨意地說了一句。8964 copyright protection123PENANAANRDs9YZKw 維尼
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「嗯。」8964 copyright protection123PENANAciafW90o2P 維尼
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明明就已經討論過了,莫逆心也很明確地告訴他要對得起自己,卻遲遲沒有動作。8964 copyright protection123PENANAEYgsP4PVNP 維尼
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他也不是不想,只是每回看著沒有下一句的聊天室,除了一陣空虛以外不知道還能幹嘛。8964 copyright protection123PENANA9oWaNYRnNd 維尼
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「過的好嗎」、「別來無恙」對他來說太過生疏又虛假,「我想聊聊」、「可以見面嗎」又太過正式。8964 copyright protection123PENANAKJ1e75G5Rg 維尼
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我想你了。8964 copyright protection123PENANAUDF9IOmuys 維尼
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其實他最想告訴蔣亦的是這句,但最無法說出口的也是這一句,他暗笑自己的無用,卻也莫可奈何。8964 copyright protection123PENANAVDJxHHQQKp 維尼
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「再等下去不會有結果的。」8964 copyright protection123PENANALXNquXrPDa 維尼
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酒吧裡相當寧靜,幽幽的迴盪著莫逆心這句話。8964 copyright protection123PENANAoQZHZ3W09T 維尼
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「上次藉著酒意不小心都跟你說了,就都忘掉吧,不用管我。」清晨晃了晃酒杯,伸手遞給莫逆心。「我不喝了。」8964 copyright protection123PENANAuaXRZdVODw 維尼
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「坦白說我不懂為什麼老闆會喜歡那樣的男人。」莫逆心將剩下的酒水倒掉,輕輕沖洗著。他白皙的指頭在杯口繞了一下,抬眸看了一眼正要離去的清晨。8964 copyright protection123PENANAR79N2XLNP0 維尼
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清晨勾著外套袖口,往上折了一層,聽見對方的話,他不自覺頓了一下。8964 copyright protection123PENANArIg1SQQXu4 維尼
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「他跟你之前交過的每一任都不太一樣,『長得高,長得帥,而且黏人又白目』你是這樣跟我說的。」他的聲線柔和卻像是在審判。「但是就算他對你做了糟糕的事,你還是會想靠近。」8964 copyright protection123PENANA39eFj05922 維尼
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清晨充耳不聞,回過神來後繼續整理衣著。8964 copyright protection123PENANA7172U4djgn 維尼
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「……其實你也很糟糕。」莫逆心擦了擦吧檯,手上一刻也沒有閒著,卻分神注意清晨的神色。8964 copyright protection123PENANArM4eboFein 維尼
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「你也知道自己辜負過的人不在少數吧。」8964 copyright protection123PENANAJYKTBO1vYX 維尼
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「逆心,你想跟我吵架?」清晨知道自己做了很多難堪的事情,但仍然有些不理解為什麼在此時此刻被提起,偏過頭看了莫逆心一眼。8964 copyright protection123PENANAr6p9xDGCv1 維尼
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「我沒有,只是上次聽完你的話,我覺得有些事必須跟你說清楚。」莫逆心繞過吧檯走到清晨身前,他伸手拉過對方,帶到沙發上。「因為把你當家人,我想幫你。」8964 copyright protection123PENANAKUgfsJwdTZ 維尼
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「老闆,清晨,你必須承認自己很糟糕。被你辜負的人裡面,幾乎每一位都曾經像你這樣因為痛所以哭過,不論他們怎麼哭泣,有多大聲有多斯心裂肺,這都是不變的事實。」8964 copyright protection123PENANA3OGgMi2kjH 維尼
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「我知道我很糟糕……」清晨輕聲道,卻沒有被莫逆心肯定。8964 copyright protection123PENANAj1SNayKDpD 維尼
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「你不能因為你也痛就當作是報應,這不是報應,這是在告訴你,我們都需要改變。它是在教你。」莫逆心搖了搖頭,眉頭攏在一起。「不能因為覺得自己可悲而就此不前,你要知道自己也有問題,然後去改變才能有好的結果啊。」8964 copyright protection123PENANAC3dD1IOtnA 維尼
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清晨頓時有些失神,在逐漸死去的記憶裡找到了有關洋語和Perth的記憶,他印象中最「在意」的兩個情人,也是被他傷害最深的兩個人。8964 copyright protection123PENANABrEXzdPA6F 維尼
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但是因為深信過往回憶太過悲催,即便多次懷疑自己的行徑,他始終沒有真正的譴責或改變自己。8964 copyright protection123PENANANN0ZOvUVHX 維尼
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如果把所有痛苦的一切假設成從前糜爛的報應,他的所有都不會得到解脫。8964 copyright protection123PENANAdIjEfRCC8U 維尼
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始終留在最初撞見清泊外遇的那間房裡,迴盪那句「不愛」的聲音,記憶將停留在內心下得劇烈的大雨,渴望而停滯不前。8964 copyright protection123PENANAkVBvN31IkG 維尼
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他半輩子都在辜負他人,他一直以為自己接受並且正在反省這件事,但事實並非如此,實際上他只是假裝一切都只是懲罰而始終不肯面對懲罰的原因。8964 copyright protection123PENANACkF3pKYYeF 維尼
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他的糜爛,他的消極,他流的淚,他勾不起來的嘴角,都只是在逃避。8964 copyright protection123PENANAbWeX7UR1Sw 維尼
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清晨聳了聳肩,黝黑的肌膚有一絲慘白。8964 copyright protection123PENANABUjAiS4fba 維尼
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正如他曾經對蔣亦說過的,他是個不折不扣的混帳。8964 copyright protection123PENANAQORxb0qK7z 維尼
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像是聽見了清晨內心自怨自艾的聲音,莫逆心終於笑了一下,輕聲說道:「但是這不代表你不值得被愛,你只是需要先去愛人,真的愛一個人。」8964 copyright protection123PENANAJ9ihM3t7yK 維尼
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清晨咳了一下,外頭的風涼,吹過來的時候蹭著他的肌膚,冰冷而刺痛。8964 copyright protection123PENANA6okZuGLc7H 維尼
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他深深嘆了一口氣,坐在之前和蔣亦去過的廣場中間,看著人來人往的街道和城市的車水馬龍。8964 copyright protection123PENANAIgSmRrpVYH 維尼
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天色已經很暗了,廣場中間豎立的大鐘,指針指著八的位置。城市的天空多半都沒什麼星星,光害嚴重的地方幾乎連一顆閃耀的明星都看不到,這裡還好點,能看見幾顆一明一滅的光。8964 copyright protection123PENANA449HM16Tc4 維尼
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他仰著頭,正想要數有幾顆星星就聽見路過的人道:「今晚好像會有煙火。」8964 copyright protection123PENANAR8yV46cu1Y 維尼
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他被話題吸引,不禁更仔細聽。8964 copyright protection123PENANAKV1F524hte 維尼
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「啊對啊,好像是為了慶祝之前那家百貨公司五十周年。」8964 copyright protection123PENANA3J72nTiSJo 維尼
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清晨跟這附近不到非常熟,但也聽說過這座廣場本來佇立一間百貨公司,倒閉之後改建,但當初因為百貨公司的主題偏向親子共樂,外頭有遊樂器材的關係,一直都被記得很清楚。8964 copyright protection123PENANAW0Ql93b6cR 維尼
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但他沒想到直到現在還有人願意慶祝這件事。8964 copyright protection123PENANANrW2IYYygY 維尼
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覺得新奇,他恍了一下神,驀然被巨大的聲響嚇得一抖。8964 copyright protection123PENANALil2zNv4pE 維尼
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抬眸一望,天上為數不多的星眼被煙花蓋過,絢爛的色彩分散,四散在黑壓壓的夜空中,明亮又刺眼。8964 copyright protection123PENANAIT1EjlNxaC 維尼
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廣場上聚集的人愈來愈多,對面人行道上也有好幾個路人駐足,一時間有些擁擠。8964 copyright protection123PENANAlNgBGQvKOb 維尼
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他蹙了一下眉,緩緩站了起來,鑽進人潮裡想往前走,到離煙花更近的地方看看。8964 copyright protection123PENANAl3Vc6t9qf1 維尼
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耳邊刺耳的煙火聲不停響起,一抹又一抹閃著光芒的色彩放射,此起彼落、嘈雜的人聲,帶著溫暖的喧囂。8964 copyright protection123PENANAxZmmbgOGiX 維尼
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「不好意思。」他不小心撞到了一個人,低頭道了聲歉,小心翼翼地穿過人與人之間的縫隙,好不容易抬頭喘口氣,卻在離人群不遠的地方看見一個熟悉的身影。8964 copyright protection123PENANAmEEi9tVNCD 維尼
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似乎是一個人來的,那個人也望著天空,沒有說話。8964 copyright protection123PENANAHKFhgzEr1T 維尼
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清晨看不太清表情,卻愣愣地朝那個人的方向跨出一步,然後頓在那沒有往前。8964 copyright protection123PENANAWKoyLooh5K 維尼
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煙火沒了聲音,人群也不再吵雜。8964 copyright protection123PENANAoMhZUjcaBj 維尼
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他看著他,直到天空釋放最後一束色彩,他才腦子一熱、拔腿奔了過去。8964 copyright protection123PENANAikVn2iWTc1 維尼
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穿過人海,他踏進那個較為寂靜的地方,最後一抹光落下,人群逐漸散開。8964 copyright protection123PENANAFhxEeEe4Qw 維尼
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「蔣亦……」他向前走了幾步,腦子幾乎一片空白,只知道他想往前。8964 copyright protection123PENANA5266CNFcpv 維尼
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想觸碰眼前那個人。8964 copyright protection123PENANAZ4S0AW12kd 維尼
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他舉起顫抖的手,連指尖都在害怕卻又興奮不已。8964 copyright protection123PENANAkgLGUQHOGy 維尼
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他環住蔣亦的脖子,在隔著衣物相貼的那一刻忍不住哭出來。8964 copyright protection123PENANAFIA4sRftlZ 維尼
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蔣亦沒有回擁,落下的手有些僵直的擺在兩腿旁,似乎有些愣神。8964 copyright protection123PENANASIdRmCy6Rq 維尼
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「我、我……」清晨吸了一口氣,帶著哭腔緩緩道:「我很想你。」8964 copyright protection123PENANAKQ8DwNISmB 維尼
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蔣亦頓了一下,抬手摟住清晨的腰。8964 copyright protection123PENANAvhLuQOFl6V 維尼
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愛永遠不只是為了慾望,也永遠不是絕對的自私。8964 copyright protection123PENANAoYj61dtRh1 維尼
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對清晨來說,對蔣亦來說,那或許一種墮落的陪伴。8964 copyright protection123PENANAeTICC6VNFg 維尼
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他們是要一起下地獄的人。8964 copyright protection123PENANAShwAqfIerU 維尼
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喜歡寫虐又不會寫的人,寫出來的東西就會長這樣。8964 copyright protection123PENANAVyv8ULInVj 維尼
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