天晴。白雲飄飄，清風颯颯。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEvjcZgEjf
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從倉庫拖出塵封已久的小舟。簡單檢查和清潔後，直接把小舟推至湖邊，準備出發垂釣。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Y1Rp9gVbz
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已有好一段日子沒有釣魚。自從釣友們因各種原因不再聯絡，我也沒心情釣魚，縱使我是住在湖邊，屋子與湖水只有十米之距。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3uxwGjFFn
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為何今日會突然有興致重拾釣具？327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXW1CtSejI
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今早起床時，總覺得會遇上甚麼特別的。奇特的靈感令我不自覺倍加留意身邊事物。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGNE9JDknV
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原來雙手那麼粗糙，需要花點心思好好保養。原來椅子坐墊有破口，少量棉花探出頭來。原來白色杯子已被咖啡染黃。原來窗邊小盆栽長出新葉。原來春天已到。原來是需要打掃倉庫的潮濕季節。原來已有好一段日子沒有釣魚……327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIV08Hsbef
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一！二！三！推！327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6xWD77YP8
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莫名其妙。明明只有我一人，我還是數拍子計算施力時機，彷彿釣友們在身邊。我傻笑，笑自己傻。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGe71mNz91
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登舟，划槳，離岸。微風，波光，水聲。湖中央，回望。屋子像積木，大樹似佈景。近在咫尺的驀地遙遠。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqf5FM3TNB8
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忽爾體驗到甚麼是空。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TOWD3x4vh
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無法觸碰。無法掌握。無法言明。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rav2QNfgx
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有點兒像迷惘。有點兒像不安。有點兒像孤獨。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mZEY6GBUw
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有點兒像沒有釣友在身邊的日子。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpx04SHQftR
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有點兒像獨自垂釣的此刻。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpt5CVVf5Zc
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此刻只為垂釣。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn07Xgn1ygS
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垂釣吧。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1e1pLspLSH
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靜，顯得嘈吵。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4XoJ3XyyG
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紛擾減少，雜念增多。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVAZE9mjyU6
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回憶很多，執著很多。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXutSvNNoM
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記得，派翠克是第一個離開的釣友。他不是斷然說不來了，而是漸漸減少出席次數。每週一會，雙週一見，每月一聚……327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhS5bX7sDKV
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記得，大衛是第二個離開的釣友。他說要離開小鎮，到城市找工作。他不想一輩子無所事事、渾渾噩噩。域陀口直心快，反問大衛何以肯定在城市就不會無所事事、渾渾噩噩。大衛沒有回答，整個下午默默對著湖水沉思。然後，我和域陀最終都不知道他確實何時離開了小鎮。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPROEFY9k3
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記得，域陀是最後一個離開的釣友。他的離開方式最灑脫。深夜投湖自盡，沒有遺書。有人猜測他為情所困，有人傳言他覺得人生無聊，有人估計他只是酒醉失足遇溺罷。我沒有推敲背後因由——死亡是其中一種離開方式，無法改變他離開這事實。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJ8Bx15W02
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浮標或浮或沉，魚絲隨之或起或伏。我的目光許是定在浮標和魚絲之上，許是定在作為背景的水面，許是定在作為襯托的回憶畫面。或浮或沉，或起或伏。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5J2SPWM7Zx
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無魚，有雨。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCjM7Cqbyj
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雨粉若霧，輕、柔、潤。不必在意？必須在意。若不躲避，再細的雨都能令人全身濕透。我抬頭望天，灰矇一片，看不清楚雲層厚薄，無法估計這場雨會持續多久或是雨勢會否加大。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnV0LH3j34
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回去吧。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLuCiyxO9E
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靠岸，登陸。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Q2GrrzGjO
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停雨，放晴。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvNbyqxyb2
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有彩虹。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjhzXBx72n
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景色如畫。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MYU9nbTHp
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美麗，卻不動人。因為我沒有心情。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZBT3ciKG9
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匆匆一瞄。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡboGEHbqDyt
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罷。327Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKehXfXjtPE
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