我已經受夠俾人任意擺佈嘅生活,點解所有事情都要係你哋決定好晒,去到最尾嗰刻先嚟循例通知我,但我更加討厭嘅係,俾身邊最信任嘅人拋棄嘅感覺。279Please respect copyright.PENANA3rdTuUIDUv
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所以就算到時候去到歐洲,曾皓賢同曾佩淇佢哋兩小無猜咁一齊玩又好,我做足全程電燈膽都好,我都唔會有任何怨言,因為呢個係我自己嘅選擇。279Please respect copyright.PENANAnOZHYIjMKA
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既然郭家朗選擇呃住我,咁我都可以製造一個秘密出嚟呃返佢。我感覺到,我嘅戒心驅使緊自己默默咁築起一道圍牆,但係我咁做都只係想保護自己,唔想再受到傷害。279Please respect copyright.PENANAGawGBBxPdV
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呢日夜晚,我返上屋企閂埋睡房門打電話俾曾皓賢,我同佢講,我決定會跟埋佢一齊去歐洲旅行。279Please respect copyright.PENANAW1Snk4cvFh
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「你問咗你男朋友喇?佢都去?」279Please respect copyright.PENANAECGpJlBE1K
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「佢唔去啊,我想跟埋你哋去得唔得?」我冇同到郭家朗講呢件事,就係因為我想呃住佢,同時間我亦都唔會俾曾皓賢知道呢樣野。279Please respect copyright.PENANAr7U9ezIWQi
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「可以啊,不過曾佩淇話佢想去日本多啲,所以得返我同你兩個。」279Please respect copyright.PENANAeEgXTiF5UP
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「冇所謂吖,兩個去都好吖。」咁就唔使再擔心自己要做電燈膽。279Please respect copyright.PENANAcPK9yxa54y
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「你幾時變到咁好㗎,中五嗰年約你去主題樂園,你都唔理我嘅。」279Please respect copyright.PENANARI0fDvdkUW
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「咩吖,邊有唔理你,因為你約埋嗰班女仔去,咁我嗰陣同佢哋唔熟,你知㗎。」我記得嗰陣佢約埋區嘉桐嗰班排球隊女仔,我去嘅話只會係一個閒人。279Please respect copyright.PENANANIIbrcAhsm
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「原來要單獨約你先會應承,明白晒。」279Please respect copyright.PENANAQZ5NWwDZnl
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「明白你個死人頭吖。」曾皓賢對住我永遠都係咁口花花,只係唔知道佢對其他女仔係咪都係一樣。279Please respect copyright.PENANA6Aj3X7SSsX
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不過,唔知個天係咪總係鐘意同我開玩笑,當我想瞞住郭家朗同曾皓賢一齊去歐洲旅行,偏偏最終就只係得我一個入選到個歐洲義遊團。279Please respect copyright.PENANA58KQS5HkmW
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而DSE都過咗一半,郭家朗佢係文科生,我同曾皓賢就係理科生,所以自從四月尾考完中英數通識之後,我同郭家朗嘅考試時間就開始各行各路,呢日考完Chem之後,曾皓賢約我喺老地方茶餐廳見面。279Please respect copyright.PENANAZryWOGR9lA
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「唔好唔開心喇,到時候我會影多啲相俾你睇。」曾皓賢同老闆娘落好單之後,我就安慰佢說。279Please respect copyright.PENANADb5x2zKFQL
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「你真係諗住自己一個去?」點知調返轉頭俾佢關心返我。279Please respect copyright.PENANAa9ymHboost
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「嗯,唔使怕喎,去到會見到其他義工㗎嘛。」279Please respect copyright.PENANAo9jEJrBokT
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「係啫,但你男朋友真係肯放你去?」曾皓賢追問道。279Please respect copyright.PENANAOWXgXIK5Zi
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佢係試探緊我同郭家朗嘅關係?畢竟自從上次我同佢推論完郭家朗嘅秘密之後,我都冇再喺佢面前提過呢個話題。279Please respect copyright.PENANAfqGso17EGd
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正當我唔知點答好嘅時候,老闆娘行埋嚟送上一杯熱奶茶同熱檸水,成功打斷咗我哋個對話,平時啲嘢飲都冇嚟得咁快,今次嚟得正好及時。279Please respect copyright.PENANA7sJLCxwDJr
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「呃…得㗎喇,我會諗方法氹掂佢。」但我都係把握唔到老闆娘幫我爭取到嘅時間,去諗個好啲嘅答案。279Please respect copyright.PENANAzl9j43bxUx
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「咁我呢?」佢遞包砂糖俾我,但又故意向後微縮。279Please respect copyright.PENANAL49UUrEOMl
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「你都唔使我氹喇。」我嘟起嘴搶走佢手上面包砂糖。279Please respect copyright.PENANAqsIoo3nERS
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唔知道係咪我嘅錯覺,我發現曾皓賢最近無論係言語上嘅挑逗,抑或係行為上嘅,都比以前多咗好多,但係令我意想不到嘅係,我自己居然會享受佢呢種對待我嘅方式。279Please respect copyright.PENANAgZsM2eTpuo
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呢段日子,我開始偷偷地準備去歐洲嘅行李,首先我要諗辦法收埋我新買嘅旅行背囊,四顧自己間房,唯獨是係個衣櫃最適合用嚟收埋啲嘢,因為呢個空間連我媽咪都唔會點理,郭家朗亦唔會睇我衣櫃,至於叔叔會唔會變態到打開嚟睇,我真係唔想去諗。279Please respect copyright.PENANA1Jo9EeGDuU
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我打開衣櫃,思考緊可以點樣盡量騰出空間去安置我個背囊旅行,老實講平時我都好少會認真去睇自己個衣櫃,通常將啲衫裙褲掛好咗就算數,但呢次重新審視自己過往著過嘅衫嗰陣,我只係俾呢條純白色,但又密密麻麻寫滿晒字嘅校裙吸引住我視線。279Please respect copyright.PENANAPhl6LwwTJY
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我拎出嚟,逐段逐段字重新睇多一次,我又諗返起當日郭家朗為咗氹我開心而搞咗場「校園告別賽」,然後仲叫埋其他隊友一齊過嚟幫我寫校服。只不過,當晚我同郭家朗兩個沉醉咗喺愉快之中,最終都係唔記得咗幫大家互相寫校服。279Please respect copyright.PENANAGhNt4irl8g
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我望住呢條校裙,心裡面縈住梗係少咗一樣嘢,呢樣嘢應該係嚟自於一個好重要嘅人,起初望嘅時候,淡淡然嘅遺憾油然而生;望耐咗之後,就覺得有時有啲嘢,過咗嗰個時機,再補做返,個意義就已經唔同晒,唔好諗住將啲嘢拖到最後先做,因為你永遠唔會知道個時機幾時會消失。279Please respect copyright.PENANAG6BnKb7x9q
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個旅行背囊逐啲逐啲咁俾我到塞滿滿,然後我就拉好拉鍊,靜待住起程去歐洲嘅日子。起飛當晚,我同郭家朗傾完電話之後,我靜靜咁孭起背囊,推開房門,穿過漆黑一團嘅客廳。279Please respect copyright.PENANAvbGLzyXvR2
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忽然間我醒起自己對波鞋已經收埋咗喺背囊入面,情急之下又唔想驚動到屋企入面嘅人,唯有喺鞋櫃度搵返嗰對綁帶涼鞋出嚟著,然後輕輕力扭開大門門鎖,喺無人知曉嘅情況之下成功離開呢個屋企,直去機場。279Please respect copyright.PENANAYSvgX22hiU
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呢刻我聯想返起當初我誤打誤撞,第一次喺學校禮堂後台發現排球隊儲物室秘道嘅嗰種感覺,一種終於搵到屬於自己私密空間嘅感覺,一個能夠將我所有情緒暫存寄託嘅地方,通向無人知曉嘅世界。279Please respect copyright.PENANAkWnsNajQgM
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