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追逐明月的時候，能被落下的月光眷顧一刻，已經是幸運了吧？973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDR7A9L94o8
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第一次見到五條悟是在宿舍的走廊上。我提著一只皮箱，正要拐進房間。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhyNqyVYjF
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wy9PvVhEq
喂，你就是新來的嗎？聽到他的聲音，我回過頭。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGFVjg0cuZ
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzh6p87RNzQ
他圓圓的小小墨鏡滑落，無意間露出漂亮的蒼藍色眼睛。俗話說得好，眼睛乃心靈之窗，而我正為那一眼墜入他的眼眸中。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDv2G4InPg
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpZTBSCUDu
換句話說，我一見鍾情了。不過我還不知道他的姓名，只覺得這個人的眼睛真是美得不像話。是神明遺落人間的藝術品。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzJ23xMItr
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71ybbd36uB
「啊、嗯……」我有些忐忑，連說話都有點結巴。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZOS9ZV2lh
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsZqQ2OPee
他推了推墨鏡，語氣裡難掩失望。「什麼嘛，看起來好弱。」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0ZMhYE1TS
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjvczRCRpa
像是被潑了冷水似的，整個人突然就冷靜了下來。我不知道該說什麼。他尖銳的言語挑動我敏感又自卑的神經，長長的走廊上只有我跟他兩個人，空氣在這一瞬間凝滯，時間因此凍結，有一隻無形的手將這陣沈默拉得冗長。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvkaQwpMBe
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我被說得內心感到羞恥，卻又無力反駁。只能按捺下心頭難堪的情緒，老老實實地道歉：「抱歉，是我太弱了。」聽得我這話，他雙眉高高挑起，我猜他瞪大了眼睛：「什、什麼嘛，為什麼要道歉？」語氣兇巴巴的。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrQhdB9oQX
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cQh17YEGe
氣氛好像變得更尷尬了。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbC5rFlnTVb
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtRw2v5ICd
……其實我也不知道為什麼我要道歉，但總感覺很多事情只要先低頭認錯就沒事了。至少在我有限的經驗裡，這樣的作法的確省略了不少麻煩。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfiXNNX7oF
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiq19m8Iykf
這種話當然不能說出來。聽起來很沒誠意。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkjLFDs2EO
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1Y2sF6aza
「因為我太弱了。」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkRKIEkxoT
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlPah7Zu9M
他不可置信地「哈？」了一聲，看起來想繼續說點什麼的時候，旁邊的門開了。是打呵欠的家入硝子。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3BVoomZM9
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUhG4SN6qk
我們早上見過面。令人不安的情緒被撫平些許，我問家入是不是打擾她了。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxIkKsm9aF
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukeQfbmxCc
她回我説那當然的，畢竟高專宿舍的隔音爛透了。然後話鋒一轉，砲火轉向少年。她罵道五條悟你吵死了，一回來就欺負新同學，你他媽能不能消停點？973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzlXZTOdUf
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzIAODb1si
一旁的我恍然大悟，原來他就是五條悟。少年「欸──」的一聲拉長了尾音，他十分震驚且大為不滿地指著我嚷嚷道她就真的很弱啊，硝子你怎麼這樣啊。開口就是一堆抱怨，初次見面時那股高高在上的味道消弭無蹤，此時此刻的他看起來真的就像個十幾歲的少年，普通的男子高中生。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIyUPrcATk
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXuRI6IWGF
我有些出神地盯著他柔軟的髮絲，他們吵鬧的對話像風似的掠過我的耳畔，大腦無法捕捉任何訊息。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0m3uanmUbX
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpd57XGFns
五條悟的頭髮真像蓬鬆的棉花糖。我心想。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCURiMa4rF
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡryLXqnQm4t
「別理他了，回房間去收行李吧。」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOCJKeAWAk
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPqOakaKuj
家入拉起我的手，無視旁邊某隻鬧騰的巨型貓咪，她安撫我。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSfBCFPOCC
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ93UYBwp6qC
雖然她神色寧靜，然而平淡語氣之下潛藏的溫柔體貼沒有因此被我忽略。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbftB2ERqD
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1eRT0xC1j
我收起多餘的心思，笑著跟家入說好。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehddkt1jGn
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DlWbXcXwO
「晚安，五條同學。」這是我打開房門前，對五條說的最後一句話。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1rmOhOFtk
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2kq7uWATA
我看見他的髮絲安分地落在他的鬢邊，皮膚白皙，身影頎長，雪髮少年像幅美好的畫，又像墜落凡間的神明──完美的、無瑕的。他側過臉看向我，語氣有些不耐，卻還是說了晚安。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrODJP0zY7
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxKwxqFlHX
進入房間之後我無心打量裝潢，只是抵著門板心想，神明果真不屬於人類。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2X6NsUYlgC
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFCHm0xWw3
──我想追上他。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBE8ycxtIK1
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IC7HmXBqE
我想……靠近我的神明。
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKVCQz99Uu
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973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TSIFzaSV8
追五條悟要先從哪裡開始？973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3A2oFxnnn9
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBr253t7mi
剛來這所學校不久，我跟所有人都算不上熟，唯一的女性同期家入也跟我說不到幾句話。沒有任何軍師可以給我建議。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KscTXyu6K
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNPru0q8aC
我盯著鏡子裡的自己，心說五條悟那麼完美，不然從化妝開始好了。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83tXAtKKFG
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKE25qnzi0Q
我是混血兒，以前都還住在國外，因為父母工作調動的緣故，去年才搬回日本。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNzxdrQhAv
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDaAZwlu0Cl
國外不怎麼要求出門一定要化妝，素顏也可以，加上皮膚狀態不佳，因此我鮮少化妝，技術自然也稱不上好。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvu2PVTuJZ5
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdKVYsyoI3
遮住因為經常失眠留下的黑眼圈，蒼白的唇塗上粉嫩的唇彩，用眼妝修飾不完美的眼型。我把造型醜陋的眼鏡拔掉，換上黑色圓形眼鏡，連髮絲也用工具精心燙了個捲。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNBorm195P
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1RZioOuyV
我摸摸自己微捲的髮尾，心想是時候好好養皮膚了。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZjhbn5yvg
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqf9oDxOZe
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLV7t1xBS4s
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走到教室的時候發現家入認不出我。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6DLDp35xm
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJSFPLDPhu
「不好看嗎？」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEnGHLjuZx
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODyeEHKBDJ
我抿抿嘴，試圖不讓自己太緊張。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZ9oGnrCtz
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NwAHAInPs
家入打量著我，搖搖頭：「不，就是跟昨天差太多了。」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYgiIYnY2h
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjupy6YYoD
挺好看的。她說。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7aUhNDYahR
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUvP8bEIaH
坐在家入的旁邊，發現她右手邊還有兩個空位。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7sjDNkr3z
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6po6U73ZnD
「五條同學跟夏油同學怎麼還沒來？」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJ2raHZi8e
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7MGoLGKEt
我出於禮貌地詢問，得到「大概是昨天打遊戲通宵了吧」的回應。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0B1aZVq1ry
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNHzshZ6Bf
我說好吧。心裡有一些失落，臉上卻不動聲色。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTKKfWFY3A
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsA89ghTFAj
也好想讓五條看看。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ydkxtHuab
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQL4c8cst49
夜蛾老師過沒多久也走進教室了，他看到我時先是愣了一下，又看見空著的兩個座位，額角一跳終究是不再多言，大手一揮開始上課。我收起心思專心看向黑板，認真地抄著筆記。我日語不好，晚上還是得多費點心思自己複習。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIdqegcZzA
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHPn9tvI8l
上課上到一半的時候兩個打著哈欠的少年才姍姍來遲，被夜蛾老師鐵拳制裁。緊接著過沒多久老師便宣布有任務需要先離開，下午不用上課。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuEl4ZsZcE
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVZ3dEC02Q
聽到下課兩個字，身旁的三個同期精神狀態明顯好了一半，尤其是五條，他頂著大大的黑眼圈，聲音中氣十足：「傑，我們回去打遊戲吧！」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFzbMeprkq
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmx4BC9nQ4O
夏油對他說等等，然後喊著正在收拾東西的我。他問我今天晚上有沒有空。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsd0MlW3UQ
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITugTJAhij
我疑惑，他把手機亮給我看，是夜蛾老師的訊息。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQEaZiwibu
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPDNvnbJFO
「傑，她剛來日本定居沒幾年，日語不是很好，你跟硝子多多幫著點。」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAEgVHAF9e
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfJ7HYTik5
想起入學時那張成績慘不忍睹的日語考卷，我說：「隨時都有空。」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWr4tiJb60
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0N2P2s5iW
「晚上七點可以嗎？我跟硝子去找你。」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZTssoSHWu
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqmVcj6FPn
還來不及說好，一隻白皙的手從他身後抽走手機：「哇嗚，原來你日語這麼爛啊。」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8gp9ZHvBE
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXHjBKRpca
「悟，手機還我。」我彷彿看到夏油額角的青筋正在一跳一跳的。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKJ1UZIeso
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dmMglr6Kj
五條語氣自然地回答說等等嘛，然後用漂亮的、寶石般的眼眸上上下下掃視我一番。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDTSeZIfzE
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXLr1cunYg
「你今天長得好不一樣。」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNIpUeSLav
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9yC4er7ab
好不一樣？是好看的意思嗎？我反問他。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKHbgzKDKw
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBoOmKAU6lZ
五條湊近我，驟然在視野裡放大的臉孔使我有些不適應。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcePNhVZTM
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3o2DiWHSRJ
「浮粉了。」他說。「你眼角那個黑黑的是什麼啊？」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ63MO7yA9ar
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYPivYLlGF
「那是眼線。」一旁不說話的家入拉開我跟他的距離，夏油叮囑他不要對女孩子指指點點。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8quLO5zk2
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviabTYghkZ
「抱歉，悟這個人講話……比較直一點。」夏油語帶歉意，又安慰我：「沒事的，沒有很糟糕。你這樣打扮很好看哦。」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡslpVWS3Rtk
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxvzFo8AUY
我還有點沒反應過來，聽到夏油的安慰才意識到自己的臉部表情大概很難看。我露出笑容說沒事我不在意，只是浮粉而已，不是什麼嚴重的事。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSxX6aDmyJ
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UyzFiXpIS
其實他也覺得不好看的吧，卻又因為體貼的個性選擇說謊安慰我。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYzyp8gxGo
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFqEZ1Vnwd
夏油毫無所覺地再度對我露出安撫的笑容。時值正午，光線落在狐狸眼的少年身上，垂落的瀏海隨著微風晃呀晃的，渾身上下散發著平和親人的氣息。奇異的是，正是這樣一個溫柔的人，偶爾卻在言談之間洩露出幾分傲慢的味道。這種看似溫柔實則傲慢的反差映在我眼底極具衝突性。我忍不住心想：他可真矛盾。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZhfqcmV7q
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0QklLRQZQS
但我亦深知他的傲慢從何而來，夏油傑的確有十足的資本可以這樣做──罕見的咒靈操術能夠無限制地收服咒靈，簡直就像精靈寶可夢一樣。即使被摸清咒靈的術式也無所謂，再放出新的咒靈就行了。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFnhNZObEq
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97xRA8hROK
盯著他耳際處閃閃動人的耳釘，有一瞬間不知為何我竟覺得暈眩。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9o4cZxyIHM
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9yZaRpuoq
「走吧。」家入過來拉我的手，示意我們可以先離開了。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6mzq07SVB
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpJzLckbJg
走回宿舍的一路上我都有點恍神，同期察覺似的開口：「不開心嗎？」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tY7KVOq77
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52fA9Nxh1g
不開心？「也還好，只是說浮粉而已，看不懂眼線也不能怪他。家入覺得不好看嗎？」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjyw4T4DXPz
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2FVx1HLV9
「唔，實話實說，我覺得──大概五十分吧。」她頓了頓，又說：「不過我覺得以新手來說，你真的很不錯了。」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ajH0UEWHe
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我沒說話，心裡卻忍不住盤問自己：那怎麼會只有五十分呢？在家入硝子的打分模式裡面，有幾分是真心的給分，又有幾分只是出於同情的給予？973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyum9r9euaD
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大腦不斷回放著五條湊近我的片段。我心想，及格線怎麼這麼遙遠呢？973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NwEeBdFQw
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「我教你化妝吧。」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDxl1rQ5pC
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宿舍樓已經到了。驟然響起的清悅聲音像一把弓矢劃破過分寂靜的氛圍，她打斷我的思緒，我側過臉看向她，發現棕髮的少女對我笑得溫柔。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczbMIFvYyN
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好啊。我也微笑，告訴自己沒有關係。自怨自艾是沒有用的，只要再努力一點點，遲早都可以追上那個少年的。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5PHwvPdZy
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「對了，你是不是還不認識歌姬她們？她們是三年級的學姐。下次我們跟歌姬她們一起去買衣服怎麼樣？」她提出邀約。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8Id174prQ
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我受寵若驚。這麼快就可以加入女子聚會的嗎？973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhIhV3Eesr
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那當然了。家入摸摸頭髮，再度彎起眼睛。聽你叫我家入叫怪生疏的，叫我硝子吧。她說。
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEW9YknTy45
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我卸了妝，趁著空檔將房間整理過，又備了些小零食打算招待這兩位同期。高專的設備雖然有些老舊，但好在應有盡有。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMZXOpRMUA
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硝子和夏油七點準時出現在我房間，還有不請自來的五條。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8YINuKWtn
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「抱歉，他聽到我們兩個要來找你之後也想來湊熱鬧。」夏油解釋。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZUUCnj4ii
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「……」我盯著白髮少年一時失語。五條看著我的反應瞪大了眼睛，神色顯得有些不悅：「幹嘛，是不歡迎老子嗎？」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXvsyHDuoE
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「怎麼可能。」我回。「只是很意外你會來。」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPgVOTfiuG
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……畢竟你看上去還挺討厭我的。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgVDdetpF3
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「先說好，這裡沒有遊戲可以招待你哦。」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1m2GDsixV
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvZ9cTRqvN
這倒不用。五條拿出他的PSP，看上去非常得意。老子早就準備好啦！他說看你這種人很明顯就是不打電動的。神色驕傲極了，像一隻對著主人喵喵叫，等待被撫摸的雪白貓咪。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBeJFAipOB
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可惜我不是飼主，這麼可愛的貓誰不想擁有？973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvKtBgDOfQ
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「五條同學真聰明。」於是我誇他自己懂得找樂子。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnRtj2hJGk
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但我沒告訴他，其實我還挺會打電動的，只是已經不喜歡玩了。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiOkd5z33V
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打電動的美好回憶應該要留在過去。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cqwO5U5Ny
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補習大會正式開始，步驟是這樣的：由經常出任務的夏油四處搜考卷給我，只能留在高專的咒術界珍寶硝子耐心指導。他們準備了一份中學的日語考卷給我，要我先做題。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5yRjU6mY4
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我側頭看了一眼已經在翻我書櫃的夏油，再看了一眼咬著棒棒糖正在看電視的硝子，最後又看了一眼跟PSP大戰三百回合的五條。然後我埋頭咬著筆桿狂寫，寫不出來的也會想辦法自己做個骰子骰出答案。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cZXRt80OZ
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接著信心滿滿地交給硝子改考卷。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQH5tiugPG
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「……三十三分。」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHwRnkqOPy
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「誒！？」我大受打擊。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYhXhkcrpm
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一旁的男子高中生二人組湊了過來，夏油看著題目試圖釐清錯誤的原因，五條則是毫不客氣地指指點點，他大笑：「哈哈哈哈哈太笨了吧！這題怎麼看都要選A啊！」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG74EsuvosR
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「悟，她最近才搬來日本，不要欺負她。」夏油無奈地阻止同期的取笑，接著他又好脾氣地說，來，看這題。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZaneezptQ3
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我對他笑了一下，目光順著他纖長的手指看向紙張上印出的題目。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAANGNOba1
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沒關係，總有一天會學會的，不要氣餒。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDda5OYKHRB
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總有一天我會學會日語，學會化妝打扮，學會變得更強……學會如何去當一個更好的人。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNiz746DkX1
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然後虔誠地對著我的神明大人祈禱，請他看看為了他變得更好的我一眼。就一眼。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQhGmpQuxT
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlo3M8mqrVj
──請他憐憫我。請他愛我。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9TJt3GkIEz
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日子一成不變的過去，日語補習也照常進行中。拜人類的負面情緒過多所賜，工作量一如既往的多，咒術師不得不二十四小時on call，簡直就是無法休假的可悲社畜。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7U4QONa8Z
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賺錢很快樂，存簿裡面逐漸增長的數字使我滿足，但都是用肝換出來的。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJ3ZgcH4ZZ
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就像現在。半夜兩點，我跟夏油還在帳裡面，剛祓除完一隻一級咒靈，正看著他準備吞食咒靈球。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMY1EcZ3xMq
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──不，可能還是有什麼不一樣。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEkeb7qEre
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「傑。」我在他舌尖已經快要碰到黑團之前開口，他放下手側過臉看向我，「嗯？」了一聲。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmpgEcun9e
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我跟傑的關係變得更親近些，也可以互相用名字來稱呼彼此了。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2ewYHEipv
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3oYP4FB0I
感謝我破爛不堪的日語給我機會，現在我們下課時也能說一些除了日語題目以外的話題──而我的程度也肉眼可見地變好了。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHJ6Qrz0LY
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「我從以前就一直很想問了……」我指著他掌心的咒靈球，它正散發著令人不適的氣息。「它到底是什麼味道？我看你吞下去之後表情都不太好。」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWim7OK5SXN
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「嗯……」傑沉思了一下，用了一個聽起來就很不舒服的形容：「像處理過嘔吐物的抹布。」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGb21jKq6E
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIa3eQmXFct
「哇嗚……」我一時之間不知道該說什麼。他不再接續話題，而是眼一閉心一橫，將咒靈球吞下去，動作一氣呵成不帶一絲猶豫，他顯然也不願意讓這種噁心的味道留在舌尖太久。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBHtJoPlJt
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少年精緻的眉宇微微擰起，看起來很是痛苦，過了許久才舒緩表情。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZGpUgeUgf
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我摸摸口袋，發現還有一顆用來提神的檸檬糖沒被我吃掉。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZoB8t7dG7
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吃一顆吧，我只有這個了。我遞給他。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4IVlazRxXY
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他愣了愣，彎起眉眼收下我的好意。謝謝。拆開糖果包裝，他說。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ra4dM7Ds3
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看著他的一系列動作，我忍不住想：為什麼要為了不知名姓的普通人類做到這個地步？用自己的痛苦換取別人的幸福？973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1A6u31iTCR
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走吧，該回去睡覺啦。傑笑著。我站在原地猶豫一下，最後還是問出口。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvas11V7YlP
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「強者生來就是要保護弱者的。」他只這樣回答。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4BxrV5CDy
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值得嗎？我又問。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCScFmTD5Ss
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「不是值不值得的問題，只是應不應該而已。」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGnownt44t
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隨著咒靈被祓除，帳也已經消失了。繁華的東京直至深夜仍然亮著許多招牌，屬於城市的霓虹燈光在他俊秀的臉龐上落下斑駁的光影，方才還空無一人的大街上漸漸地開始有人走過。兩名穿著深色制服的少年少女像靜默的行道樹，佇立在人來人往的人流中，他低頭注視我，額前的瀏海垂下來。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjmqrgBIw7
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「……你真傲慢。」半晌，我慢慢地說。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmI3wJNzRKv
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCiNaA4JxIB
「什麼意思？」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtd5iv7IooK
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暫停的時間被按下播放鍵，傑那張微笑的臉有了變化，多了幾分不悅的味道。少年的自尊心被挑撥起，他會不開心大抵也是正常的。對於惹起他的怒火我覺得很抱歉，但也許這些話他現在就該知道。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYGiuTnsdl
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如果一直這樣下去，我甚至可以預知他的未來。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKOTujEoFn
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7kUdDQlWA
「你是不是在想，我這麼弱的人怎麼配這樣說你？」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwK2v7Pq2k
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpApac87c6
他沈默不語，抿緊的唇卻洩出幾分心思。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1uJTWlVZdd
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkei7bzqQRM
「你覺得人類是弱者，咒術師是強者，是兩種不同的種類──你有沒有想過，如果有一天，你定義的弱者殘害你所謂的咒術師同胞時，你該如何自處？」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGNaSNS6iH
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXesCytFIm
「別說不可能，世界這麼大，一切你覺得不可能的事情，實則都有可能發生的──理想主義者，總有一天會被自己的理想擊潰。」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjd9TYTmBhg
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傑安靜下來，在我準備開口說「回去吧」的時候，他突兀地開口：「那你呢？」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhSzPVXcLG
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什麼意思？我問。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQdN3aDaPA
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfcVasaJzT
「你喜歡悟吧。」他說。「悟性格不好，你也不是個能對於他的話一笑置之的人。你圖他什麼？」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4IJTSOtQT
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwwVXn2nuR
我笑起來。問他說很明顯嗎？973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXCHwPHtcy
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DDncMpjCD
氣氛放鬆些許，傑也笑了。他說其實不明顯，畢竟你去出差時帶回來的禮物不會只有悟獨有。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvPB8bJB7y
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不過偏愛都是顯眼的。少年指指眼睛，喜歡一個人的時候，即使嘴巴不說，也會從眼睛跑出來。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbYjMQkJp6
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「別講這麼噁心的話啊。」悟不在這裡，我繃緊的神經徹底放鬆下來。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKcdOIzjfK0
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLLA5k02xr
你說得對，我喜歡他。我說。「但我能圖他什麼呢？」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwbHBkk52g
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Sn88gcUXv
我有些難過。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVjUPm9Aan
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他是神明，我是匍匐於砂土的信徒。這就是我跟他的差距。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGKYgrtvSJ
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「我圖他的喜歡，但我配不上他。或許這輩子都配不上。」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQAKItl0Bk
973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQk0EFxymUA
高高在上的神明不屬於人間煙火。五條悟也不屬於我。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kgI75JIYY
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「別這麼說。」他安慰我：「你也有很多優點的。」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01sYhauoGa
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什麼優點？傑扳著手指認真地數給我聽：溫柔、內向、認真、為了一件事情竭盡全力。這不算是優點嗎？在別人眼裡，你也在閃閃發光呀。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5n5CBxinyH
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──我突然有一瞬間想知道，他是那個「別人」嗎？他也會覺得我是閃閃發光的嗎？然而我們交情也不過如此，終究只是關係不錯的同期，又何必問這種問題使他為難。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5YzzAChd0
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我最後還是沒答腔，只是微笑。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNoEtjis8y
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「我想再努力一點，再靠近他一點點。總有一天，他說不定也會覺得我配得上他吧。」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0llpMJ2Z1e
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傑定定地看著我。半晌，他拉平的嘴角也漸漸上揚，形成動人心弦的弧度。973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99UUqIp5Ug
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「──你說得對，說不定呢？」973Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0zSrfftrJ
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他語調輕快。
