其實,冷名知道她在胡鬧,只是她不想停下來,也沒辦法停下來。453Please respect copyright.PENANAWsHwc0Z3Gi
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當她看見有誰被欺負了,會義不容辭的挺身而出,大家都以此稱讚她真的是當英雄的料。然而,事實並不是那樣的。453Please respect copyright.PENANA43GwIBhIej
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如往常般來到雄英建築的高處,冷名站在上頭,讓髮絲隨風飄蕩,就如同心一般不安定。453Please respect copyright.PENANARY1gCBM6Fi
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「完全不理解他的狀況,自以為是的是誰?擅自覺得自己比較高貴,做著同樣的事卻還要制裁他人,傲慢的又是誰?」453Please respect copyright.PENANAbDUmXTxIy2
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爆豪說話的模樣,在她的腦中揮之不去。453Please respect copyright.PENANADTbqqrvV0u
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他說得沒錯,她根本沒有顧慮綠谷的心情,只是因為自己「覺得」他需要被保護,所以她才積極的想去守護他,不要讓他受到傷害,特別是來自言語的。可結果,自己不但做了多餘的事,還多傷害了一個人。453Please respect copyright.PENANAr1K7qQL3NU
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「『噁心的個性』?『欺凌他人凸顯自我價值』?妳難道忘了自己說過什麼嗎?」453Please respect copyright.PENANAnSd9HcWivo
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爆豪的話再一次讓她意識到,她變回自己最討厭的那種人了。453Please respect copyright.PENANAaNPPhMo50j
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掩著嘴,冷名閉上了眼睛。453Please respect copyright.PENANAeQ7wGvDndf
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她討厭爆豪,因為她討厭跟過去的她如出一轍的樣子。可為什麼,明明同樣是被言語傷害著,綠谷卻依然這麼積極正向,為什麼沒有被打倒呢?453Please respect copyright.PENANAcg0zNktv5N
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是因為綠谷本來就是個正面的人嗎?還是因為有人救贖了他呢?又或是因為爆豪的心思夠細也夠了解綠谷,所以明白這些話對他還不構成傷害呢?453Please respect copyright.PENANAvo8Q3RTuhZ
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無論是哪一個,都只讓冷名不禁覺得——真幸運。453Please respect copyright.PENANACGc8rdX8Tr
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明明不可以這樣想的。453Please respect copyright.PENANAQWHmCDS7yl
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當爆豪說完那些話時,冷名腦中那成堆的記憶再次被攪起、翻騰,令她瞳孔一縮,呼吸一屏。453Please respect copyright.PENANAxGpS0IDP1l
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那是小學五年級的夏日,被爽約了的冷名提前折返就為了看看到底發生什麼事時,她親眼目睹了曾經深愛著的青梅竹馬跳樓自殺。453Please respect copyright.PENANAYKYmhobwnB
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就在她的眼前頭破血流。453Please respect copyright.PENANApgmQo6Rq7r
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在青梅竹馬的房間裡,找到了成堆的垃圾紙條。打開來看後,上頭寫的全都是「對不起,我是廢物。」的字眼。453Please respect copyright.PENANAjrSYOh5MJZ
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那個總是溫柔笑著的青梅竹馬,寫下的紅字字跡是如此潦草而用力,許多張紙都被劃破、撕裂。453Please respect copyright.PENANAiF0s3E7jj0
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冷名記得很清楚,在他自殺的前一天,他曾問過她一句話。453Please respect copyright.PENANAMAA0lUn5yG
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「小冷,妳的個性果然很棒啊!跟妳比起來,我的個性……很沒用嗎?」他輕聲問著,口吻一如既往的柔和。453Please respect copyright.PENANA8fEebjeqrS
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微微張開眼,冷名不知何時已走到邊緣,腳底有一半已經懸空。453Please respect copyright.PENANAzgDIKvtzXu
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她當然也記得自己怎麼回答他的。453Please respect copyright.PENANAhefw8ha2yF
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「當……當然!你的個性廢的簡直一點用處都沒有!」因為突然被喜歡的人誇了,所以緊張的胡亂脫口而出,還是小學生的冷名雙手抱起了胸來,「可是沒關係!你再怎麼沒用我都會保護你的!我說到做到!」453Please respect copyright.PENANAmlcAgTQt2S
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「是嗎……」微微一笑,他露出了完全看不出端倪的笑容,「謝謝妳。」453Please respect copyright.PENANAf7tbpXNhFM
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那一聲謝謝,在日後回想起來格外的諷刺。453Please respect copyright.PENANAyMxkgbJ48a
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踮起的腳尖緩緩離開地面,騰空、下墜,伸出的手彷彿要抓住天空,卻只是離藍天越來越遠。453Please respect copyright.PENANAFVlhDZZmhv
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「是我殺了你……夏季……」453Please respect copyright.PENANAbTn0PQv9ib
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自高樓跳下,冷名背對著地面望著明明澄清但在此刻卻灰濛迷茫的天空,任憑自己的身體墜落。453Please respect copyright.PENANAhpBbywMH37
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在向下跳之前,一道巨幅的水流包覆住了她,吸收了所有衝擊力。最終,她在自己個性聚集而來的流水緩衝下安全的落地了。453Please respect copyright.PENANAP10VGg7ADx
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踉蹌的站起身並解除個性,冷名手一揮,將濕透的自己身上的水分抽離後,雙手掩住了臉。453Please respect copyright.PENANA5dLegittKP
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「即使如此我也沒有那個勇氣自殺啊……」453Please respect copyright.PENANAdhNorywMxz
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跌跌撞撞的邁開步伐,冷名就這麼在路上慢慢的調整自己的心情,直到能恢復的像平常那般冷淡,她才回到了班上。453Please respect copyright.PENANA7XH16n7gk8
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她一直都是這麼過的。453Please respect copyright.PENANAKDnsxv3I2J
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每當夏季的死令她心裡痛苦難耐時,她就會試圖去感受當時他面對的死亡究竟是什麼感覺。可是,冷名總在半途因為害怕而卻步,因此她從來沒有成功過。453Please respect copyright.PENANALDUGWgtffj
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每一次躍下的時候,她都感到無比恐懼,所以她更無法想像夏季選擇墜樓的時候,是懷著怎樣的壓力與傷痛才能義無反顧的跳下去的。453Please respect copyright.PENANA8obeBa1qHs
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夏季的死,讓冷名對他的感情從愛變成了愧疚。453Please respect copyright.PENANAsqGY4mFJxI
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她後悔所有對夏季說過的話。當她以為自己是世上最了解他的人時,她才知道自己是離他最遠的人。453Please respect copyright.PENANASb1VhAA99E
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開始不怎麼說話,也不與他人交心,儘管渴望著,但冷名不想再害任何人變得跟夏季一樣了。她寧願讓自己冷的像塊冰,也不希望自己再去傷害他人了,她只是想保護所有可能會受傷的人們。正因為如此,她才無法對爆豪的所作所為視而不見。453Please respect copyright.PENANAnMHAoJhWe4
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萬一綠谷總有一天變得跟夏季一樣怎麼辦?萬一爆豪就是下一個她又該怎麼辦?萬一悲劇一再上演該怎麼辦?453Please respect copyright.PENANAnF95gHgv8e
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那她該做的並不是厭惡爆豪,更不是像傷害夏季那樣去批評他,而是了解前因後果之後去引導他才對。453Please respect copyright.PENANAX1BF74Kzfb
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「在那之前……先道歉吧……」閉上了眼睛,冷名的思考慢了下來。453Please respect copyright.PENANAT7MuKQvRBp
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她累了。453Please respect copyright.PENANANqZUwvJX0f
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黃昏時分,雄英的學生一個個都離開了學校,一年級生當然也不例外。453Please respect copyright.PENANAukyHMNJziI
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一如往常獨自拎起書包離去,在爆豪走出了建築以後,一個身影映入他的眼簾,令他停下了腳步。453Please respect copyright.PENANApgS5tq9TPq
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「讓開,『前輩』,妳擋到我的路了。」臉色沉了下來,爆豪對於她的印象一直都很差,完全不打算給她好臉色看。453Please respect copyright.PENANAmA7EWtdvA4
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但冷名可沒有要移動的意思。她望著爆豪,接著低下了頭來,無法好好正視他。453Please respect copyright.PENANAmiYRORYzgb
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好好道歉……和他好好道歉……453Please respect copyright.PENANAEU2bJRHYvu
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擰起了眉,雙手抱起胸來,冷名的唇在顫抖,根本沒辦法好好說話。跟被她傷害的人道歉這種事,她根本沒有做過。453Please respect copyright.PENANAZiyO5oILI1
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因為夏季在她能對他道歉之前就已經過世了。453Please respect copyright.PENANAiHXsC4pEId
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同樣蹙起了眉,爆豪見她一直不打算說話,不耐煩的打算直接越過她。453Please respect copyright.PENANAGBpu2fokEd
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然而當他與冷名擦肩而過之際,他聽見了她向他開了口。453Please respect copyright.PENANAzAIVaSZWUf
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「對不起……」453Please respect copyright.PENANAb0F7lAAyJl
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在她身旁停下了腳步,但爆豪並沒有看向她。453Please respect copyright.PENANAzMLapExYnh
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「對不起……用水潑你……說你的個性噁心……是我太過分了……」別過頭去,冷名抱著手臂的手指掐緊,「你說的對……我太自以為是了……綠谷出久並不需要我保護……而且辱罵你的我也沒資格說話……」垂下眼簾,冷名的眸子閃動著,「讓你受到傷害了吧……對不……」453Please respect copyright.PENANALFMkCAicCB
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「呿……所以我說妳自以為是不是嗎?」453Please respect copyright.PENANAYKn0nErq11
「……什麼?」453Please respect copyright.PENANArR4UMVNrd6
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側過頭來,爆豪看向了冷名那滿是愧疚的低落表情。453Please respect copyright.PENANAEqhiykwLg5
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「誰說我會因為那些話就受傷的?我可是要成為第一的人,這點話我根本不痛不癢啦!」瞇起眼睛盯著冷名,他低沉的說著,「倒是妳,不是被叫做什麼女王嗎?別開玩笑了啊!看看妳這副落魄的蠢樣!」453Please respect copyright.PENANAVnqmwCRuPs
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自己突然開始被訓了一頓,冷名眨了眨眼,但也說不出什麼,只覺得自己應該要好好聽完。453Please respect copyright.PENANAPMNxqrZHek
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「女王這種東西是站在頂端的人用的吧?妳根本不配!」別過了頭,爆豪邁開了步伐,「要站在頂點的人會是我!不會是妳這種像是喪家犬的包子頭!如果妳還想成為英雄的話,就別老擺出那副快哭的混帳樣子!看了很煩啊!」本來是要就這麼離去,但他忽然又想到什麼似的回過了頭,「還有,我討厭在體育祭上放水的傢伙!不出全力的傢伙都去死吧!」453Please respect copyright.PENANAKPUGQZXDUj
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冷名看著手比倒讚的少年兇巴巴的又對她吼了幾句以後,才甘願離開,她低下了頭來,看著自己空無一物的手掌,而後又望向那逐漸遠去的背影。453Please respect copyright.PENANA44TIPPSKtk
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「……好粗暴的原諒方式啊。」453Please respect copyright.PENANAM1CpW6o3di
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她感覺到,爆豪勝己這個人,比她想得更加觀察敏銳、心思細膩。但他的應對態度讓她產生了個疑惑,因此她決定採取行動。453Please respect copyright.PENANANx7IUHzRtP
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之前在角色介紹那裡寫的危險習慣453Please respect copyright.PENANAxNKdIuhw28
指的就是跳樓這件事453Please respect copyright.PENANAxMzBsJCF9d
好孩子請不要模仿( ゚д゚)453Please respect copyright.PENANACYTDUMYzHu
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老是很想把爆豪的經典台詞「去死」塞進情節裡453Please respect copyright.PENANAxGJVJEJVyM
今天終於有機會啦!453Please respect copyright.PENANA2rIEaD4uFV
結果因為是硬塞的那句害我修改了好多次XDD453Please respect copyright.PENANAFYh7gnAQ2k
不加個罵人嗆人的話453Please respect copyright.PENANAl1AFRttYbH
整個句子都有種不是爆豪說的感覺453Please respect copyright.PENANADB4pzklWSV
翻漫畫的時候還有看到他說渣滓453Please respect copyright.PENANAnhfmS25kh8
但之前有描寫過爆豪看體育祭影片這件事453Please respect copyright.PENANABbp1OSCfqz
也把冷名的實力描寫的不俗453Please respect copyright.PENANAphuxzy21rM
所以在這邊不讓爆豪對冷名這麼說453Please respect copyright.PENANAs6jf6G8xTw
算是實力上的認可吧
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那麼今天就到這裡了453Please respect copyright.PENANALj6Jy6ztRJ
感謝觀看的各位!