其實，冷名知道她在胡鬧，只是她不想停下來，也沒辦法停下來。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsHwc0Z3Gi
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當她看見有誰被欺負了，會義不容辭的挺身而出，大家都以此稱讚她真的是當英雄的料。然而，事實並不是那樣的。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43GwIBhIej
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如往常般來到雄英建築的高處，冷名站在上頭，讓髮絲隨風飄蕩，就如同心一般不安定。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRY1gCBM6Fi
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「完全不理解他的狀況，自以為是的是誰？擅自覺得自己比較高貴，做著同樣的事卻還要制裁他人，傲慢的又是誰？」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDUmXTxIy2
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爆豪說話的模樣，在她的腦中揮之不去。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTbqqrvV0u
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他說得沒錯，她根本沒有顧慮綠谷的心情，只是因為自己「覺得」他需要被保護，所以她才積極的想去守護他，不要讓他受到傷害，特別是來自言語的。可結果，自己不但做了多餘的事，還多傷害了一個人。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1K7qQL3NU
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「『噁心的個性』？『欺凌他人凸顯自我價值』？妳難道忘了自己說過什麼嗎？」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSd9HcWivo
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爆豪的話再一次讓她意識到，她變回自己最討厭的那種人了。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNPPhMo50j
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掩著嘴，冷名閉上了眼睛。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQ7wGvDndf
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她討厭爆豪，因為她討厭跟過去的她如出一轍的樣子。可為什麼，明明同樣是被言語傷害著，綠谷卻依然這麼積極正向，為什麼沒有被打倒呢？453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcg0zNktv5N
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是因為綠谷本來就是個正面的人嗎？還是因為有人救贖了他呢？又或是因為爆豪的心思夠細也夠了解綠谷，所以明白這些話對他還不構成傷害呢？453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvo8Q3RTuhZ
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無論是哪一個，都只讓冷名不禁覺得——真幸運。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGc8rdX8Tr
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明明不可以這樣想的。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWHmCDS7yl
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當爆豪說完那些話時，冷名腦中那成堆的記憶再次被攪起、翻騰，令她瞳孔一縮，呼吸一屏。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGpS0IDP1l
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那是小學五年級的夏日，被爽約了的冷名提前折返就為了看看到底發生什麼事時，她親眼目睹了曾經深愛著的青梅竹馬跳樓自殺。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKYmhobwnB
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就在她的眼前頭破血流。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgmQo6Rq7r
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在青梅竹馬的房間裡，找到了成堆的垃圾紙條。打開來看後，上頭寫的全都是「對不起，我是廢物。」的字眼。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrSYOh5MJZ
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那個總是溫柔笑著的青梅竹馬，寫下的紅字字跡是如此潦草而用力，許多張紙都被劃破、撕裂。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiF0s3E7jj0
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冷名記得很清楚，在他自殺的前一天，他曾問過她一句話。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAA0lUn5yG
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「小冷，妳的個性果然很棒啊！跟妳比起來，我的個性……很沒用嗎？」他輕聲問著，口吻一如既往的柔和。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fEebjeqrS
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微微張開眼，冷名不知何時已走到邊緣，腳底有一半已經懸空。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgDIKvtzXu
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她當然也記得自己怎麼回答他的。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhefw8ha2yF
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「當……當然！你的個性廢的簡直一點用處都沒有！」因為突然被喜歡的人誇了，所以緊張的胡亂脫口而出，還是小學生的冷名雙手抱起了胸來，「可是沒關係！你再怎麼沒用我都會保護你的！我說到做到！」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlcAgTQt2S
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「是嗎……」微微一笑，他露出了完全看不出端倪的笑容，「謝謝妳。」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7tbpXNhFM
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那一聲謝謝，在日後回想起來格外的諷刺。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMxkgbJ48a
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踮起的腳尖緩緩離開地面，騰空、下墜，伸出的手彷彿要抓住天空，卻只是離藍天越來越遠。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVlhDZZmhv
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「是我殺了你……夏季……」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbTn0PQv9ib
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自高樓跳下，冷名背對著地面望著明明澄清但在此刻卻灰濛迷茫的天空，任憑自己的身體墜落。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpBbywMH37
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在向下跳之前，一道巨幅的水流包覆住了她，吸收了所有衝擊力。最終，她在自己個性聚集而來的流水緩衝下安全的落地了。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP10VGg7ADx
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踉蹌的站起身並解除個性，冷名手一揮，將濕透的自己身上的水分抽離後，雙手掩住了臉。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5dLegittKP
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「即使如此我也沒有那個勇氣自殺啊……」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhNorywMxz
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跌跌撞撞的邁開步伐，冷名就這麼在路上慢慢的調整自己的心情，直到能恢復的像平常那般冷淡，她才回到了班上。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7XH16n7gk8
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她一直都是這麼過的。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDnsxv3I2J
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每當夏季的死令她心裡痛苦難耐時，她就會試圖去感受當時他面對的死亡究竟是什麼感覺。可是，冷名總在半途因為害怕而卻步，因此她從來沒有成功過。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDUGWgtffj
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每一次躍下的時候，她都感到無比恐懼，所以她更無法想像夏季選擇墜樓的時候，是懷著怎樣的壓力與傷痛才能義無反顧的跳下去的。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8obeBa1qHs
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夏季的死，讓冷名對他的感情從愛變成了愧疚。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqGY4mFJxI
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她後悔所有對夏季說過的話。當她以為自己是世上最了解他的人時，她才知道自己是離他最遠的人。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSb1VhAA99E
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開始不怎麼說話，也不與他人交心，儘管渴望著，但冷名不想再害任何人變得跟夏季一樣了。她寧願讓自己冷的像塊冰，也不希望自己再去傷害他人了，她只是想保護所有可能會受傷的人們。正因為如此，她才無法對爆豪的所作所為視而不見。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMHAoJhWe4
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萬一綠谷總有一天變得跟夏季一樣怎麼辦？萬一爆豪就是下一個她又該怎麼辦？萬一悲劇一再上演該怎麼辦？453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnF95gHgv8e
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那她該做的並不是厭惡爆豪，更不是像傷害夏季那樣去批評他，而是了解前因後果之後去引導他才對。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1BF74Kzfb
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「在那之前……先道歉吧……」閉上了眼睛，冷名的思考慢了下來。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7MuKQvRBp
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她累了。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqZUwvJX0f
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黃昏時分，雄英的學生一個個都離開了學校，一年級生當然也不例外。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukyHMNJziI
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一如往常獨自拎起書包離去，在爆豪走出了建築以後，一個身影映入他的眼簾，令他停下了腳步。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgS5tq9TPq
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「讓開，『前輩』，妳擋到我的路了。」臉色沉了下來，爆豪對於她的印象一直都很差，完全不打算給她好臉色看。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmA7EWtdvA4
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但冷名可沒有要移動的意思。她望著爆豪，接著低下了頭來，無法好好正視他。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmiYRORYzgb
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好好道歉……和他好好道歉……453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEU2bJRHYvu
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擰起了眉，雙手抱起胸來，冷名的唇在顫抖，根本沒辦法好好說話。跟被她傷害的人道歉這種事，她根本沒有做過。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZiyO5oILI1
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因為夏季在她能對他道歉之前就已經過世了。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHXsC4pEId
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同樣蹙起了眉，爆豪見她一直不打算說話，不耐煩的打算直接越過她。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGBpu2fokEd
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然而當他與冷名擦肩而過之際，他聽見了她向他開了口。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAIVaSZWUf
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「對不起……」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0F7lAAyJl
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在她身旁停下了腳步，但爆豪並沒有看向她。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMLapExYnh
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「對不起……用水潑你……說你的個性噁心……是我太過分了……」別過頭去，冷名抱著手臂的手指掐緊，「你說的對……我太自以為是了……綠谷出久並不需要我保護……而且辱罵你的我也沒資格說話……」垂下眼簾，冷名的眸子閃動著，「讓你受到傷害了吧……對不……」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFMkCAicCB
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「呿……所以我說妳自以為是不是嗎？」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKn0nErq11
「……什麼？」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrR4UMVNrd6
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側過頭來，爆豪看向了冷名那滿是愧疚的低落表情。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqhiykwLg5
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「誰說我會因為那些話就受傷的？我可是要成為第一的人，這點話我根本不痛不癢啦！」瞇起眼睛盯著冷名，他低沉的說著，「倒是妳，不是被叫做什麼女王嗎？別開玩笑了啊！看看妳這副落魄的蠢樣！」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnqmwCRuPs
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自己突然開始被訓了一頓，冷名眨了眨眼，但也說不出什麼，只覺得自己應該要好好聽完。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMNxqrZHek
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「女王這種東西是站在頂端的人用的吧？妳根本不配！」別過了頭，爆豪邁開了步伐，「要站在頂點的人會是我！不會是妳這種像是喪家犬的包子頭！如果妳還想成為英雄的話，就別老擺出那副快哭的混帳樣子！看了很煩啊！」本來是要就這麼離去，但他忽然又想到什麼似的回過了頭，「還有，我討厭在體育祭上放水的傢伙！不出全力的傢伙都去死吧！」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPUGQZXDUj
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冷名看著手比倒讚的少年兇巴巴的又對她吼了幾句以後，才甘願離開，她低下了頭來，看著自己空無一物的手掌，而後又望向那逐漸遠去的背影。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44TIPPSKtk
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「……好粗暴的原諒方式啊。」453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1CpW6o3di
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她感覺到，爆豪勝己這個人，比她想得更加觀察敏銳、心思細膩。但他的應對態度讓她產生了個疑惑，因此她決定採取行動。453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNx7IUHzRtP
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之前在角色介紹那裡寫的危險習慣453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNKdIuhw28
指的就是跳樓這件事453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMzBsJCF9d
好孩子請不要模仿( ﾟдﾟ)453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYTDUMYzHu
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老是很想把爆豪的經典台詞「去死」塞進情節裡453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGJVJEJVyM
今天終於有機會啦！453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rIEaD4uFV
結果因為是硬塞的那句害我修改了好多次XDD453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYh7gnAQ2k
不加個罵人嗆人的話453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1AFRttYbH
整個句子都有種不是爆豪說的感覺453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDB4pzklWSV
翻漫畫的時候還有看到他說渣滓453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnhfmS25kh8
但之前有描寫過爆豪看體育祭影片這件事453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbp1OSCfqz
也把冷名的實力描寫的不俗453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphuxzy21rM
所以在這邊不讓爆豪對冷名這麼說453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6jf6G8xTw
算是實力上的認可吧
453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLirppcSxDm
那麼今天就到這裡了453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLj6Jy6ztRJ
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