其實，冷名知道她在胡鬧，只是她不想停下來，也沒辦法停下來。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGssNdFilf
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJM6OVTHYd
當她看見有誰被欺負了，會義不容辭的挺身而出，大家都以此稱讚她真的是當英雄的料。然而，事實並不是那樣的。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPa8ZxVXByP
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如往常般來到雄英建築的高處，冷名站在上頭，讓髮絲隨風飄蕩，就如同心一般不安定。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDOU9hitUN
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369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSBhlvgt0Q
「完全不理解他的狀況，自以為是的是誰？擅自覺得自己比較高貴，做著同樣的事卻還要制裁他人，傲慢的又是誰？」369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuh4oyHj2w6
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaFVq3JpfP
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mjAejj5VK
爆豪說話的模樣，在她的腦中揮之不去。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuB9nvbVdO
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTgph0Kq6M
他說得沒錯，她根本沒有顧慮綠谷的心情，只是因為自己「覺得」他需要被保護，所以她才積極的想去守護他，不要讓他受到傷害，特別是來自言語的。可結果，自己不但做了多餘的事，還多傷害了一個人。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgsF0HkuOG9
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQEYyj8ws2
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtQEKINmXE
「『噁心的個性』？『欺凌他人凸顯自我價值』？妳難道忘了自己說過什麼嗎？」369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ehfefUZve
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvdDHoLNQz
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuVYJSuF8a
爆豪的話再一次讓她意識到，她變回自己最討厭的那種人了。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1olIqGW4p
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyIfUVyxv2
掩著嘴，冷名閉上了眼睛。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIMgCIH3dt
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPb1Nz4M2i0
她討厭爆豪，因為她討厭跟過去的她如出一轍的樣子。可為什麼，明明同樣是被言語傷害著，綠谷卻依然這麼積極正向，為什麼沒有被打倒呢？369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohqteNHD0j
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpEU4gRVPP
是因為綠谷本來就是個正面的人嗎？還是因為有人救贖了他呢？又或是因為爆豪的心思夠細也夠了解綠谷，所以明白這些話對他還不構成傷害呢？369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NfMkB0L9F
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOMw8G9TxZ
無論是哪一個，都只讓冷名不禁覺得——真幸運。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHm6BSYvit
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明明不可以這樣想的。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZ2hdUOWX8
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Irqkh1yQd
當爆豪說完那些話時，冷名腦中那成堆的記憶再次被攪起、翻騰，令她瞳孔一縮，呼吸一屏。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgiB02PJlNs
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6U2zl5UpB
那是小學五年級的夏日，被爽約了的冷名提前折返就為了看看到底發生什麼事時，她親眼目睹了曾經深愛著的青梅竹馬跳樓自殺。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30th2nfzdB
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxiIHS1WNa
就在她的眼前頭破血流。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJWLjLC9r9
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09RDqvsajr
在青梅竹馬的房間裡，找到了成堆的垃圾紙條。打開來看後，上頭寫的全都是「對不起，我是廢物。」的字眼。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUY7tkTfoxm
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJj1b6f8nL
那個總是溫柔笑著的青梅竹馬，寫下的紅字字跡是如此潦草而用力，許多張紙都被劃破、撕裂。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFI7QLMDMN4
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMi1e5QrdUD
冷名記得很清楚，在他自殺的前一天，他曾問過她一句話。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPnzOQeK3H
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUtW36087m
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbLso9I36D
「小冷，妳的個性果然很棒啊！跟妳比起來，我的個性……很沒用嗎？」他輕聲問著，口吻一如既往的柔和。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHUTe6eCl0x
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLQNxnkjhz
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nPAKFm2gG
微微張開眼，冷名不知何時已走到邊緣，腳底有一半已經懸空。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nsAfy3sV6
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfiUk1bMVa
她當然也記得自己怎麼回答他的。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QBn3fAZb2
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBHtPMN5P5
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pftjwPaI9
「當……當然！你的個性廢的簡直一點用處都沒有！」因為突然被喜歡的人誇了，所以緊張的胡亂脫口而出，還是小學生的冷名雙手抱起了胸來，「可是沒關係！你再怎麼沒用我都會保護你的！我說到做到！」369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqXxmvgfa4
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQk5QDy6E9a
「是嗎……」微微一笑，他露出了完全看不出端倪的笑容，「謝謝妳。」369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAck6SP9CsF
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAtzirf30o
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那一聲謝謝，在日後回想起來格外的諷刺。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vxj91R8Ey
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlcUQFI2WP
踮起的腳尖緩緩離開地面，騰空、下墜，伸出的手彷彿要抓住天空，卻只是離藍天越來越遠。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX25wtc0Fy5
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk45VrKqOts
「是我殺了你……夏季……」369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18yauBUQsa
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxZpMbFrLf
自高樓跳下，冷名背對著地面望著明明澄清但在此刻卻灰濛迷茫的天空，任憑自己的身體墜落。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEF7953FNHz
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpEzLjHALi
在向下跳之前，一道巨幅的水流包覆住了她，吸收了所有衝擊力。最終，她在自己個性聚集而來的流水緩衝下安全的落地了。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQ4sLqQbnH
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XPmDu2TbK
踉蹌的站起身並解除個性，冷名手一揮，將濕透的自己身上的水分抽離後，雙手掩住了臉。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubn7VXvyfm
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1J61lQ7Kt
「即使如此我也沒有那個勇氣自殺啊……」369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQ5UcaMA3X
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFWLn8FthR
跌跌撞撞的邁開步伐，冷名就這麼在路上慢慢的調整自己的心情，直到能恢復的像平常那般冷淡，她才回到了班上。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3gZXzIvTx
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMK0Tm80e1d
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她一直都是這麼過的。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1BrIT9M4A
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxBzek3Yym
每當夏季的死令她心裡痛苦難耐時，她就會試圖去感受當時他面對的死亡究竟是什麼感覺。可是，冷名總在半途因為害怕而卻步，因此她從來沒有成功過。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXInBdsbucK
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpLWzPoFtP
每一次躍下的時候，她都感到無比恐懼，所以她更無法想像夏季選擇墜樓的時候，是懷著怎樣的壓力與傷痛才能義無反顧的跳下去的。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVdxtc0nER
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84J94j4H1y
夏季的死，讓冷名對他的感情從愛變成了愧疚。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6bj4wesm5
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4KtjQcr6y
她後悔所有對夏季說過的話。當她以為自己是世上最了解他的人時，她才知道自己是離他最遠的人。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBIACLso1l
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdLdypyZtQ
開始不怎麼說話，也不與他人交心，儘管渴望著，但冷名不想再害任何人變得跟夏季一樣了。她寧願讓自己冷的像塊冰，也不希望自己再去傷害他人了，她只是想保護所有可能會受傷的人們。正因為如此，她才無法對爆豪的所作所為視而不見。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5TTYexFHg
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqxctZyerL
萬一綠谷總有一天變得跟夏季一樣怎麼辦？萬一爆豪就是下一個她又該怎麼辦？萬一悲劇一再上演該怎麼辦？369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZZOiKVNVg
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAFKWQf8ce
那她該做的並不是厭惡爆豪，更不是像傷害夏季那樣去批評他，而是了解前因後果之後去引導他才對。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNeRem6kd0z
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBOrTmlwuq
「在那之前……先道歉吧……」閉上了眼睛，冷名的思考慢了下來。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40NgThYcGc
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她累了。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAODdQz5XP
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黃昏時分，雄英的學生一個個都離開了學校，一年級生當然也不例外。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1DGCiSNhK
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQveV0mvf3s
一如往常獨自拎起書包離去，在爆豪走出了建築以後，一個身影映入他的眼簾，令他停下了腳步。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7kTQOYkYh
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8JegCAUzuV
「讓開，『前輩』，妳擋到我的路了。」臉色沉了下來，爆豪對於她的印象一直都很差，完全不打算給她好臉色看。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxARJmWVHHl
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn17N40W1L8
但冷名可沒有要移動的意思。她望著爆豪，接著低下了頭來，無法好好正視他。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcV5PU0Y1Nt
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUinvdQHhx
好好道歉……和他好好道歉……369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrJqP1VDcx
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVlhUV5YKa
擰起了眉，雙手抱起胸來，冷名的唇在顫抖，根本沒辦法好好說話。跟被她傷害的人道歉這種事，她根本沒有做過。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCmb1gktCs
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因為夏季在她能對他道歉之前就已經過世了。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzJjsnrZ5w
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vn5IwES7h
同樣蹙起了眉，爆豪見她一直不打算說話，不耐煩的打算直接越過她。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEOQKMtqH7
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNRRGYn7lM
然而當他與冷名擦肩而過之際，他聽見了她向他開了口。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwqu2aCLRd
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「對不起……」369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkepfOKYAIe
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在她身旁停下了腳步，但爆豪並沒有看向她。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaiZvhmG0qu
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WiLKdEhlE
「對不起……用水潑你……說你的個性噁心……是我太過分了……」別過頭去，冷名抱著手臂的手指掐緊，「你說的對……我太自以為是了……綠谷出久並不需要我保護……而且辱罵你的我也沒資格說話……」垂下眼簾，冷名的眸子閃動著，「讓你受到傷害了吧……對不……」369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbUJJcsU9V
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJswqNDLEs
「呿……所以我說妳自以為是不是嗎？」369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdk5lE41d8r
「……什麼？」369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNxTTrsVzv
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmykVSaZVp
側過頭來，爆豪看向了冷名那滿是愧疚的低落表情。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBc1nzBKJA
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3saq5gUNhg
「誰說我會因為那些話就受傷的？我可是要成為第一的人，這點話我根本不痛不癢啦！」瞇起眼睛盯著冷名，他低沉的說著，「倒是妳，不是被叫做什麼女王嗎？別開玩笑了啊！看看妳這副落魄的蠢樣！」369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVf0TmFnP2w
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwa8DZkH1fE
自己突然開始被訓了一頓，冷名眨了眨眼，但也說不出什麼，只覺得自己應該要好好聽完。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfY4q90ENNx
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtN6FrrtZfP
「女王這種東西是站在頂端的人用的吧？妳根本不配！」別過了頭，爆豪邁開了步伐，「要站在頂點的人會是我！不會是妳這種像是喪家犬的包子頭！如果妳還想成為英雄的話，就別老擺出那副快哭的混帳樣子！看了很煩啊！」本來是要就這麼離去，但他忽然又想到什麼似的回過了頭，「還有，我討厭在體育祭上放水的傢伙！不出全力的傢伙都去死吧！」369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9orz3UPz53
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9By6kNJa7U
冷名看著手比倒讚的少年兇巴巴的又對她吼了幾句以後，才甘願離開，她低下了頭來，看著自己空無一物的手掌，而後又望向那逐漸遠去的背影。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwGXrQuSpb
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebslWLftCo
「……好粗暴的原諒方式啊。」369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRezDwSQPq5
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLstHLgSD0
她感覺到，爆豪勝己這個人，比她想得更加觀察敏銳、心思細膩。但他的應對態度讓她產生了個疑惑，因此她決定採取行動。369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcSAJcjh3y
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之前在角色介紹那裡寫的危險習慣369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡveC4cJJo4p
指的就是跳樓這件事369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wIo657uNe
好孩子請不要模仿( ﾟдﾟ)369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dsI4nMA1Z
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGE0DQDQ0RI
老是很想把爆豪的經典台詞「去死」塞進情節裡369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKjZBU6081
今天終於有機會啦！369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgThDdMKOgA
結果因為是硬塞的那句害我修改了好多次XDD369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8IGJ9121az
不加個罵人嗆人的話369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbK0pIC1hJ
整個句子都有種不是爆豪說的感覺369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXuuBZfi1lx
翻漫畫的時候還有看到他說渣滓369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxyeEw1hHf
但之前有描寫過爆豪看體育祭影片這件事369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pZsGsJyxJ
也把冷名的實力描寫的不俗369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzPlqWemMj
所以在這邊不讓爆豪對冷名這麼說369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DNi9MtOQ8
算是實力上的認可吧
369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡryfdLVtkMd
那麼今天就到這裡了369Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojMSf616wp
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